4.16.24 Tuesday
8:09 am
Still,have windblow....
After 2 days will bring my son-dog to clinic for his annual shots update... We will be commuting... How I wish I can buy my van but I don't know how coz whenever I tried to work, some Filipino's are smashing me, they always had have the reasons to remove me for 17 years, since I got this windblow...
I feel HURT and WORRY so much everyday... But I still keep the FAITH that everything is a learning process but sometimes I feel HOPELESS... Don't you think 17 years, too much of waiting, too much of trying to comprehend things why or why and why... Why am I stuck??? I didn't harm people or smash people unfairly??? I feel BETRAYED... PAINFUL...
I feel SELF-PITY....I feel LOW for not having those CLEANING MATERIALS, no! It is not about CRIME!
It simply about CLEANING.. KILLING mites, removing dust and killing BUGS.I have super sensitive skin... It is so FRUSTRATING in my part that I can't afford it, those are just for middle-class worker, why I can't have it... I know that I DESERVE it...
I need those CLEANING MATERIALS, the STEAMER AND VACUUM STEAMER... It is OC ( obssesive-compulsive ) sometimes, I want it that way...
8:54 am
Am I not OC??? Is it bad??? Angels???
11:24 am
I still have windblow...
I feel bitter... I wanna leave this place, I'm super self-pitying here... I feel ugly,fat and old... Some unknown Filipino's unfair to me angels...
Still, wanna get frownies and botox... I don't wanba be like this forever here... Flatten without a FAIR FIGHT!
12:04 noon
I hate this kind of life...My 2 fake Uncle's thought I have many money... Uncle DD must give the fundings for here like food and toiletries and wifi and dog food and cleaning materials...
The wifi supposed to be shouldered by Uncle Jun but then he said he can't pay for it coz of his borrowed food from different carinderiaz...
Uncle Jun should cover for lunch and dinner, coz I don't have extra money now... The money I have is really for John this is savings from my last job... I can't use this on anything here coz the last time I spent 5k and more than 5k here it came from my job and I didn't ask them to return it to me though Uncle DD is handling and receieving fundings from my Aunt Teresa, still...
I feel bitter here... I have on-going credit on my friend Ely that 254 pesoses on bulbs and some coffee....
I really wanna leave Cavite, they smash me for 17 years, well-organized to damage my entire future..
12:13 noon
My S-bones are still in pain... I badly need to maintain my exercise since I can't go to chiro these days... I need an X-Ray but still a fighter for love on my super crush Pilot Garret and my superman Chef Cedrick..
For Pilot Garret, can you be my Daddy???
This is for my Super man Chef Cedrick...
12:58 noon
Uncle Jun didn't bring food but left us a Tocino Pampangga and Eggs... Lots of eggs for more energy and flexibility....
Can I do an entrap marriage on Pilot Garret??? Or get Superman Chef Cedrick??
But where is Mark and Mitch, Mitch did you give me a "simple battery"?
I hope my 2 uncle understand that my super crush now is Pilot Garret then this Superman... Mark is a different story.... Mark is an old friend and someone and he did something and I don't have any guilty emotion... Why he is not appearing.... But I still want my botox and my future...
If I'm gonna be flatten this way? How will I entrap Pilot Garret or steal Chef Cedrick??? I have a different case... I want those kind of bf's...
2:15 pm
No ac... I'm trying to fix my butt... I feel conscious....
It is super hot... I'm deteriorating... Will be zombie in a lil while...
9:16 pm
Thanks Ely for the back-up today these 72 plus 254= 326
Still far from 10k pesoses... 1 sachet coffee, 1 smal evap. milk, 1/4 washed sugar & 2 downy's.
I'm not mean angels or whatever... My song if I can't pay is really 10k coz give credit on me as I was a choir member, I wasn't guilty at all to the point I didn't harm anyone directly that I'm not sure that she or he did something on me...
I had yaya's, my upbringing was different was really middle-class good girl... I'm not tagging myself as "expensive" but I had have need like my vanity coz it was me, it was really my uprbringing... I miss my derma and my other expensive toiletries... This windblow or people who judged me since 2007 or people made a plan are very smart to press or smash me unfairly without a fair fight...
17 years they gave a different version of me... They never introduced me correctly...
Now, I have complex and emotional disturbance, how can these men will like me, Pilot Garret my super2x crush and my superman Chef Cedrick. How can I reach them? Is it correct to simply drop my number and telling my ugly situation which I did... I don't know if it is correct... But I truly like HIM!
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