#suicide cat cut cortes

[mefollolosimposibles]

Me paso el día diciendo que lo que he comido me ha sentado mal, cuando en realidad me he tomado 4 pastillas laxantes. Así nadie sospecha.

#sola #cat #love #cuchilla #amor #desordenes alimenticios #tw ed things #anor3xia #thinspr0 #collar bones #ana y mia #suicide cat cut cortes

[goddessof-instability]

Hoy es un gran día para suicidarse...

Mi mente lleva diciendo lo hace días :/

#tristeza #pensamientos #triste #dolor #lo siento #pena #cat #deb #sue #ana #depresión #mia #suicide #no puedo más #selfharm #cortes #cutting #suicidio

[dolores-profundos-soledad]

Dormir es bueno, Morir es mejor, pero claro, lo mejor sería no Haber Nacido........

Grimm Pensamientos

#dolor #muerte #morir #Grimm #hermanos grimm #silencio #deb #cat #cut #cortes #Cicatrices #sucidal #mente suicida #pensamientos #lagrimas #no haber nacido #quiero morir #depressive #depresion #Suicide #dormir #noche #soledad #break my heart #break my mind #ansiedad #pain

[doomonfilm]

Thoughts : Harold and Maude (1971)

Once my fascination with the American films of the 1970s begin, it was only a matter of time before Hal Ashby hit my radar.  He is certainly one of the biggest ‘what if’ stories in terms of his career and the possibilities of what he may have done had he not passed away so young.  Out of all his films, as touching and unique as they are, there is one that truly speaks to fans as a ‘definitive’ Hal Ashby picture, and that is the incomparable Harold and Maude. 

Harold Chasen (Bud Cort) is an offbeat young man, much to the dismay of his mother (Vivan Pickles), a woman infatuated with her status in the social scene.  Harold, who is keen on funerals and the macabre, often antagonizes his mother by staging symbolic suicides, yet none of these cries for help seem to break her tough shell.  After purchasing a hearse, Harold attends a random funeral where he first notices Maude (Ruth Gordon), a quirky older woman with an obvious zest for life.  While Harold’s mother focuses on arranging him with a bride that she finds suitable, Harold and Maude grow closer, and their budding friendship soon blossoms into a full-fledged romance.  Due to their age gap, however, the couple must face stark truths, but the optimistic Maude hopes that it becomes an opportunity for Harold to grow as an individual that is more assured of himself.

Harold and Maude is a film rich with symbolism in nearly all of its aspects.  The writing has subtext throughout behind Maude’s approach to life, as her current joy is clearly fueled by past suffering she chooses not to dwell on.  Visually, the symbolism is both bold and subtle, especially in regards to cuts between similarly styled compositions on the opposite ends of the reality spectrum.  Musically, Cat Stevens and his warm voice are weaved into the narrative nearly perfectly.  The film in itself is not only a strange love story, but a criticism of square society... albeit, a soft criticism, but criticism nonetheless.  Maude plays a clear symbol of how to embrace life (as mentioned before), and it makes a rich connection with Harold and the ambiguous nature of his many deaths, onscreen and otherwise.

While Harold does open up to Maude about what sounds like a real death experience to him, we are actually given several instances of symbolic suicide rituals, all of which seem to be hard stances against his mother.  Mrs. Chasen, along with many of the people in her circle, adhere to a social system and a search for identity that lacks substance or culture, and all of this is done at the expense of truly connecting with her son.  Even Harold’s doctor essentially sounds like a medical textbook on tape, and his Uncle Victor is so dedicated to his system of military that he used he lost arm as an opportunity to create a mechanical salute mechanism.  Harold, trapped in all of this, feels like a brick in the wall, but Maude shows him that it is possible to be unique and survive in a society that seems hell-bent on constraint.  This connection fuels Harold’s journey into manhood, and makes the film a truly unique coming of age story.

As far as the production goes, one of my favorite aspects is how well Cat Stevens is integrated into the film... he almost becomes a Greek chorus, or an unseen narrator... or possibly even the thoughts that run through Harold’s mind.  Tonally, the film may be a bit on the schizophrenic side, but it actually works to the benefit of the film, as those extremes create a wonderful balance overall.  As previously mentioned, Hal Ashby has a keen eye for symbolic detail... be it the vaginal statue that suddenly comes into focus during Harold’s first visit to Maude’s, or the cut between the field of flowers to the graveyard, or any other number of sequences, Ashby moves through these visuals like a seasoned pro.  As tender as the film is, the humor is consistent throughout, both on the intellectual and slapstick levels.

Ruth Gordon is a true delight throughout, really providing the heart and soul of what makes this film a modern day classic about embracing life and love.  Bud Cort plays a dark version of the everyman that seems to echo the sentiments of modern manhood, specifically in the social media age, with his depression, malaise, and hopes that a spark of love will wake him from his dark depths.  Vivian Pickles plays perfectly equal parts self-obsessed/unaware and shallow, providing the perfect foil for Cort’s over-the-top portrayal of Harold.  Brief supporting appearances by Cyril Cusack, Charles Tyner, Eric Christmas and George Wood provide plenty of texture, while Judy Engles, Shari Summers and Ellen Greer hit us with good comedic beats via dates for Harold.  Tom Skerritt makes a hilarious and almost unrecognizable cameo... if you don’t recognize his voice you make not know that it’s him.

It’s hard to choose a favorite Hal Ashby film, but when it comes to trying to pick one to share with friends, Harold and Maude is almost always at the top of the list.  If you’re unfamiliar with this film or the director, take the time to seek it out... you will not be sorry that you did.

#ChiefDoomsday #DOOMonFILM #HalAshby #HaroldAndMaude #RuthGordon #BudCort #VivianPickles #CyrilCusack #CharlesTyner #EricChristmas #GeorgeWood #EllenGeer #JudyEngles #ShariSummers #TomSkerritt #CatStevens

[mejor-si-es-prohibido]

Otra vez.

Por supuesto. ¿En que pensaba? ¿Que iba a ser diferente? Por supuesto que no. Supongo que ya lo sabes, y eso no se si me asusta o me da rabia. Me asusta por lo que puedas pensar de mi ahora, de lo fácil que ha sido tenerme a tus pies, de lo sencillo que te ha resultado atraerme con tus redes, de lo fácil que he sido. Rabia por mi, por no haberme podido resistir, por haber sido una facilona, por caer por el primero que mostrara un poco de interés. Supongo que te estarás riendo mucho en este momento, y pensando: "jodida niña que con tres frases amable ha caído". Y ahora seguro estarás decidiendo si jugar conmigo un poco, y sacar de mi todo lo que quieras y mas; o que la pena se apodere de ti y te alejes para darme el tiempo necesario para olvidarte. Espero que elijas la segunda. Pero no estoy segura. Puede que prefiera tenerte un poco aunque solo sea un juego a ya no saber mas de ti. Una cosa es segura, me he fallado, otra vez. Prometí no volver a caer en las redes de nadie, y lo he echo otra vez. Y por no hacerme caso a mi misma ahora estoy como estoy, sufriendo por otro gilipollas. Días limpia: 0 para tu orgullo...

#amor #desamor #otra vez #me he fallado #heart #corazon #corazon roto #broken heart #desolada #llorar #cut #sue #cat #suicide #deb #self harm #cortes #cortadas #0 dias limpia

[mefollolosimposibles]

Las cuchillas me suplican que las haga bailar en mi piel.

#cat #cuchilla #anor3xia #collar bones #thinspr0 #suicide cat cut cortes

[mefollolosimposibles]

Cuando dices que no puedes parar de comer la gente sonríe y sigue como si nada porque estás comiendo y eso no es malo. Pero no se dan cuenta de la gravedad que tiene que alguien no pueda parar de comer, por favor quitadles lo que estén comiendo si dicen que no pueden parar y realmente quieren parar.

#sola #cat #cuchilla #collar bones #miaa #ana y mia #low kcal #zero kcal #suicide cat cut cortes

[mefollolosimposibles]

Cuando dices que no puedes parar de comer la gente sonríe y sigue como si nada porque estás comiendo y eso no es malo. Pero no se dan cuenta de la gravedad que tiene que alguien no pueda parar de comer, por favor quitadles lo que estén comiendo si dicen que no quieren parar y realmente quieren parar.

#sola #cat #cuchilla #collar bones #ana y mia #miaa #suicide cat cut cortes

[mefollolosimposibles]

Ojalá nunca sepas lo que es. Ojalá nunca pases por esto

#sola #cat #love #cuchilla #collar bones #grunge #suicide cat cut cortes

[mefollolosimposibles]

Los ojos rojos y llorosos de provocar el vomito.

#sola #cat #cuchilla #collar bones #ana y mia #miaa #suicide cat cut cortes

[mefollolosimposibles]

Tomo y tomo laxantes y no me hacen efecto. ¿ por qué?

#sola #cat #cuchilla #collar bones #ana y mia #anamia #suicide cat cut cortes

[mefollolosimposibles]

Otra vez me volví a atracar, otra vez volví a vomitar. Otra vez ha vuelto el dolor de garganta por culpa del vomito.

#ana y mia #miaa #suicide cat cut cortes

[mefollolosimposibles]

Estoy desbordada. Sobrepasada. Solo quiero lanzarme por el balcón de la factultad. Pero con mi suerte ni siquiera me mataría.

#suicide cat cut cortes #cat #sola #cuchilla

[goddessof-instability]

Últimamente me duelen las cicatrices en mi piel.

#pensamientos #tristeza #triste #citas tristes #dolor #noche #pena #cat #deb #sue #ana #depresión #suicide #frases #no puedo más #selfharm #cortes #cutting #llanto #llorar #suicidio #cortadas #cicatrices #cicatriz #scars #cicatrices del pasado

[mefollolosimposibles]

Llevo metida en este mundo desde hace más de cuatro años. Via-mefollolosimposibles

#suicide cat cut cortes #alone