#star's ramblings

[catnap-design-drafts]

I'm not dead! Yall, I'm ngl Butterscotch took so long compared to all the cats. Why dogs gotta be built like that. Can't make something vaguely dog shaped and say 'yeah good enough' because then it doesn't look right. Why can't dogs occasionally liquefy like cats do.

#poppy playtime #catnap #catnap design drafts #star did an art #star's ramblings #refrence sheets #Sweets (cdd) #Butterscotch (cdd) #at least im finally done with the reference sheets #im freeeeeee #dogday

[yustardino]

Not important in the slightest but everyone needs to know that in Sonic X episode 1, Lupin the 3rd appears as a background character. As you can see this guy has Lupin's facial shape, eyes and hair but he's wearing a piss shirt instead of a dark colored one.

So Lupin the 3rd sort of canonically exists within Sonic the Hedgehog. This is because TMS produced both anime.

#arsene lupin iii #lupin the third #sonic the hedgehog #sonic x #tms entertainment #star's ramblings #he really needs to sleep gotdamn #brainrot is strong

[nonsensical-stars]

The Brainwashing of Ryuko - A Bloodied Wedding Dress (EP 20)

Trigger Warning // R*pe, sexual assault Nui stitches Junketsu's life fibers together with the life fibers inside of Ryuko's body. From a metaphorical standpoint, we could argue that this is some acute foreshadowing to Ragyo's control (Junketsu's life fibers) mixing up with Ryuko's memories (her own life fibers), with her past, and with everything she stands for... and eventually overwriting them. Ryuko loses grip, and Ragyo, very deliberately, hits her weakest point during her most psychologically vulnerable state. Through Junketsu, Ragyo is now able to pry into Ryuko's deepest subconscious. To reach her biggest wishes and desires, her best and worst memories, the core of what makes Ryuko, Ryuko. Now, Ragyo knows all about the deep loneliness of little Ryuko. About the neglect, the bullying - the desire for a damn parent. And so, Ragyo uses this knowledge to her advantage. Just at a horrifying moment when Ryuko has no idea who she is, what her past truly meant, and what she's really fighting for... Ragyo eagerly barges in to fill those gaps for Ryuko. She creates an illusion of Ryuko's most desired reality, and plants fake memories in her head - overwriting her real, painful ones. We see images of little Ryuko during important events of her life, such as her birthday, or her first day of school. Images of Ryuko playing outside, and going to her first ever prom. Now, what's common about these fake memories? About the memories she wished she could have had? Her mom was with her. In Ryuko's real life, she was abandoned at an orphanage by her father, and never knew her mother. So Ragyo gave her a feigned illusion of what she wanted most of all things; a loving parent to celebrate her birthday with. A parent to cheer her on during her football matches, a parent in the audience to watch her school plays. A parent to hug. I believe that all of that pain was pictured through a bloodied wedding dress. Deep down, it truly hurt Ryuko that whenever she'd get married, nobody would be there to walk her down the aisle. She's so damn strong, but deep down, Ryuko is still an abandoned, scared, lonely child who needed love. So Ragyo corrupts her head with memories of Ragyo giving her exactly that. And poor Ryuko... poor Ryuko caves. She is going to fight for her parent who gave her that love, and all those who dare to stand against her...she's going to fight for the life she's always wanted. All according to plan. As this is established, Ragyo (and Nui joins in too, YIKES) then proceeds to r*pe Ryuko, in the midst of brainwashing her into servitude and dependence using all of these good memories. Why? Why was that necessary, Ragyo? Was the whole overwriting of her memory not enough, did you have to pepper in some lifelong trauma to seal the brainwashing? Well.. unfortunately, other than just being a disgusting individual who gets a kick out of controlling others, there is one more reason. She is r***ing Ryuko while simultaneously corrupting her mind with all of these joyful memories. And so, she is conditioning Ryuko into associating the r*** with good memories. Ragyo wants Ryuko to believe that all these icky things are part of the happiness Ryuko wants so badly. This also very much explains why a brainwashed Ryuko kissed Nui. 

..... (this was written by my cat who walked over my keyboard, so imma just leave it here) It is implied that this aforementioned event too, is a false memory planted into Ryuko’s head. Still, whether it really happened or not, it was the last straw that truly pushed Ryuko over the edge. Because shortly after this, episode 20 ends and Ryuko fully surrenders to Junketsu’s influence. To evil. All according to plan.

#ok but junketsu!ryuko in the next episode deserves a whole new rant/analysis #specifically how ryuko managed to break free from said evil #fucking hell man #star's ramblings #analysis #i am not good at writing about ragyo because she disgusts me so much #kill la kill #kill la kill analysis #klk #kill la kill essay #kill la kill writing #ryuko matoi #junketsu

[starraseeker]

Having Ideas™ about a building-grid system in a building game

For the past long while I've been bouncing around some ideas in my head for a Space Engineers-style sci-fi building game - in particular, how the whole "building" system actually works. There's like three/four primary elements I'd love to see combined:

Rust-style building grid composed of both cubes and equilateral-triangle prisms, to offer lots of flexibility

Stationeers-style large/small-grid combo, where the small grid is aligned to the edges of the large grid, and large grid is used for structural stuff (walls, floors, etc) while small-grid is used for pipes, wires, furniture, etc

Building off that, using the small grid for making smaller vehicles & such, like in SE

Some sort of node-and-ellipse-based system (think roads in Cities: Skylines) for making long, linear objects (cables, long paths, possibly train tracks & such) that can have freeform curves and connect grids that aren't aligned

However, points 1 and 2 run into some significant trouble when combined - there'd have to be so many contextual variants of things like pipe/wire junctions to accommodate for the small-grid pattern differences between not just the two types of building block, but the places where they meet (not to mention figuring out how that grid would work with the triangular pieces anyway).

#space game #game ideas #idk what to tag this as #star's ramblings

[goldensunset]

#peach rambles #hall of fame i guess #unreality #apparently i made an unintentional star trek reference?

[crystal-mouse]

BOOP!

ah whoops...

#tos #star trek #star trek meme folder #boop #mouse rambles

[ilovedthestars]

there really are few emotions i find more compelling in a story than "you should be afraid of me. please don't be afraid of me"

#this is why i will never forget that moment in Exit Strategy when Mensah grabs MB by the collar and tells it *No* #murderbot #this was also the core premise of a character in #my novel wip that shall remain unnamed #probably more characters i'm forgetting about #fun tropes #tropes #stars rambles

[reginaldqueribundus]

[ID: 1. a tweet by @/theyregayjim who has star trek's captain kirk as their profile picture. the tweet reads "my boss told me i looked like i watched star trek and then as i was leaving she said "may the force be with you... wait no it's live fast and get fucked or whatever" and held up the hand salute. so i guess it was a good day at work"

2. an image of spock doing the hand salute with the text "live fast and get fucked or whatever" at the bottom. /end ID]

(ID by @whatsyourid thank you!)

#star trek #a post by me™ #twitter #spock #sam rambles about star trek again #100k

[cosmicanakin]

been laughing at this for an hour straight.

#﹙ rambles ೀ ﹚ #he's so unserious i cannot #hayden christensen #anakin skywalker #revenge of the sith #star wars

[cerasus--flores]

having some anticorporation feefees after 2.1

#fuck the uk- i mean the ipc all my homies hate the ipc #ciaran rambling on #honkai star rail #hsr spoilers #aventurine #jade hsr

[starssecret]

Welcome!

Hi! I'm Star! Welcome to my secret cove B] Here you can find all my ramblings.

My main fandom is Undertale! With my current main project being "Bad Reset, Best Outcome"!

Standard DNI rules apply, don't be a jerk!

Also most common tags added on this post :]

Bad Reset, Best Outcome Masterlist

Basic Concept

Skellleton designs

Y/N designs

Skeleton and Y/N Masterlist

Couples Drawings Masterlist

#intro post #pinned post #Star's ramblings #Star's art #Star's writing #Bad reset best outcome

[catnap-design-drafts]

#poppy playtime #catnap design drafts #catnap #dogday #star's ramblings #im surprised it took me this long to draw a DogDay plush #hes my favorite critter #im just haunted by the ourple cat

[caruliaa]

staff still hasn't given me polls, what should i do?

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their moms 69%

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their dads 31%

grace image os i get to look at her

#edit: edited the og post to what i want but to set the record straight i edited to the post to be mathematically correct right after the #first person pointed it out which was like ten mins after i posted the og post. now fuck offf !!!!! the rest of the tags r from the og post #for some reason i feel very immature making your mom jokes about tumblr staff. which i shldnt !! #bc they suck nd they still havent given me polls. but i ig i feel imature bc it a your mom joke 😭 but still i tihnk its kinda funny #EDIT: edited the post to what i want bc yall were getting annoying . but to set the record straight i edited to post to be mathematically #also its *mum* not mom okay i am NOT !! an american . but if i say mum everyone will j be like 'omg british' like i dont know i am #anyway. i want polls please. give me the rigght to force my mutuals chose between the most inane things #also i tihnk it wld b cool for the cs weekly blog. like w each episode #i cld do a poll of like. out of five stars what do u think of this ep #and it wld b a cool thing of which eps r ppls faves #also i cld have like. whose ur fave in team red whos ur fave in acme etc #id prob just have to go with vile faculty bc theres more than 10 ppl in vile. and ppl wld kill me if i didnt include nel the ell or whoever #it wld b fun !!! #oh btw csweekly thats i thing i want to start. prob on uhhh the 11th of feb ill post abt it more but its basically #a tag/blog for watching cs one ep a time watching one ep every saturday #ya !! :3 #flappy rambles #inaccessible #ask to tag #(<- idk. just in case)

[nonsensical-stars]

“A skyscraper built within your mind will never fall”

[TW: R**e, Sexual Assault]

Satsuki. Satsuki.

Where do I even begin with this analysis.

I could rant all day long about how inspiring Satsuki and this entire statement is.

In short, this is what the phrase means: Her ambition was so much stronger than the obstacles she faced throughout her life. Now, let’s take a more detailed look at how this ties in with the abuse she has practically been dealing with ever since she was five. As we all sadly know, Ragyo is a very sick-minded individual who gets off on having complete control over people and making things happen that are against their will. She is obsessed with power. At its tamest, this obsession is shown through her position (CEO of a bestselling clothing company that, unbeknowst to the customers, produces clothing infested with an alien parasite that will slowly consume its wearer). At its heaviest, it extends to sexually abusing her daughter, Satsuki. Ragyo very deliberately hurts Satsuki, humiliates her, makes her do things against her will, she generally tries to make her as “weak” and uncomfortable as she possibly can - bc she’s SICK and gets a kick out of satsuki’s discomfort >:( But what I’m trying to say is; even throughout that, Satsuki’s anger, her ambition, her determination was stronger.

Ragyo thinks she is controlling Satsuki, but she is gravely mistaken. Right behind her back, Satsuki orchestrated an entire assassination and Ragyo didn’t suspect it for a second.

Satsuki, with all of her calculated words and actions, made Ragyo believe that she is fully on her side - while secretly raising an army to defeat her. She had built a skyscraper for herself within her mind, and an academy in reality. Satsuki controlled everything; she got to determine who could come in and who couldn’t, what happens and when, and most importantly...

Satsuki had the power and control to make Ragyo believe whatever SHE wanted her to believe.

And that is why, ultimately, Satsuki always had the upper hand.

Ragyo controlled her body, but she could never control her mind. And I believe that is one key factor that pulled Satsuki through the abuse every time. Because she knew that no matter what happens, Ragyo can never truly control her. Despite how Ragyo has tried to take away her power, how she bereaved her of her dignity and bodily autonomy, Satsuki was never powerless. She had so much power within her resolve, an aspect of herself that remained unscathed by Ragyo’s influence. This unscathed element Satsuki always held onto, is used metaphorically as a skyscraper. Ultimately, what she says, comes down to this: You may use me, humiliate me, and beat me down, but you will never own me.  I am my own person, I am in full control of who I am, what I stand for, and what I think. Nothing and no one will ever cloud my mind, not even you. Nothing will ever steer me off my path, and ever distract me from my one and only goal; killing you. 

#now i want to write a satsunonon centered analysis about their sand conversation #gosh #i wanna cry she is incredible #star's ramblings #also i am still bad at writing about ragyo #she is just One Big Yikes #SATSUKI YOU DESERVE THE WORLD

[kalak]

Luke was an invasive species in the tatooine ecosystem if you think about it, like he grew up in a space deathworld full of bounty hunters and slavers and this pansy boy was like ugh.... this place is so boring.. nothing to do... what do you MEAN you moisture boy sandstorms come in once a month there's the constant danger of tusken raiders jabba tries to raise the water tax every other week there's a fight in the marketplace every single day, what do you MEAN its boring

He shot womprats in his spare time and he was like oh.. so boring.. so bland :((( meanwhile the womprats are feral creatures the size of a wolf that can bite your head off, he threaded the needle with his skyhopper in breakneck speed and he was like :] fun and wacky activities to do with your friends,, seriously it's no wonder that he took all the wacky jedi stuff in stride because that's literally what's normal for him. Insane stuff happening all around him is just another Taungsday, he did shit like this every day after his chores were done on Tatooine. As a jedi he's like oh golly gee! Another beautiful day of smashing stuff and raising hell! His head is full of flowers. But those flowers are carnivorous and also insane

#star wars #luke skywalker #my ramblings

[wu-does-art]

thinking about Nico adjusting to letting himself miss and long for the people he loves. based on these bits from the sun and the star:

" As Nico and Will followed the trogs, he thought about how much he missed Hazel. He was learning to make peace with that feeling. It was okay for him to miss people because that meant he wanted them around in his life. That idea was *very* new for him- he was used to either pushing people away or watching them recoil from his presence." *

" That was the most surreal thing of all... Was he happy? Nico wasn't very familiar with the sensation, but he couldn't deny that he felt wonderful in Will's presence. He even longed for the son of Apollo when they were apart. A funny thing had happened as the two grew closer: Nico suddenly understood all those cheesy, sappy love songs he'd always hated."

#its just. i like that they included that in the book yk. the fact that he prepared a certain distance between everyone #and thus isnt used to missing anyone #so its strange for him #this is probably set somewhere pre tsats just because i like to think it was one of the times he found himself missing and longing. #but it was one of the first times he actually allowed himself to feel that way. #took the feeling and held it instead of banishing it away #also yes letting himself unmask a bit #i like to think he just gets wayyy more expressive with his hands the more he heals #that and he unmasks more!!! more openly stimming!! more special interest rambles!! #just oughh. #anyways this was a huge comic to colour #big fuck you to tumblr who made posting soooo much harder #fuck u and ur updates tumblr #solangelo #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackon and the olympians #nico di angelo #will solace #the sun and the star #trials of apollo #they borrow clothes from eachother its real in my head okay #nico canonally bought will a stupid shirt as a joke tho and i love that for them