Thinking about how Astarion insisted on staying up to keep watch in the beginning of the game
Yeah, it could be because he needs to go hunt at night without anyone noticing, or because he's keeping an eye out for Cazador/his minions. But... It could also be because he's scared of sleeping/trancing in general?
He's got severe C-PTSD. I have that too. And one of the things I experience from it is a fear of falling asleep.
Sleeping is vulnerability. You're completely defenseless. It's terrifying to fall asleep when you're used to danger! And some abusers will purposefully do things to you when you sleep. I wouldn't put it past Cazador to have done something like that.
It's especially terrifying when you're sleeping somewhere unfamiliar, or as out and open as a forest. With strangers.
Add in the elvish reverie (if we assume Astarion still experiences it as he would if he were alive at his current age)... and he might even be reliving horrible memories every time he tries to rest.
(If you're unfamiliar with elvish trancing/dreaming, I made a post about it and some ways it might affect Astarion as a vampire spawn a while ago)
One of the reasons I think this could be the case is actually the other spawn, specifically what I noticed when we first meet Dalyria and Petras. At first I thought Astarion's eye bags were just a product of being undead. But... Petras, the very human looking spawn, doesn't have that. Dalyria is an elf as well, and like Astarion, she's got some of that tired sleep-deprived purple under and around her eyes.
So all this considered... I think it's very possible that Astarion has a fear of sleeping too. Or at the very least, trouble resting. Him and the other elvish spawn.
It also makes me wonder if he sleeps any better later on in the game. By Act 3 he probably feels more comfortable with you and the group. Sleeping near familiar people (especially people you're very comfortable with, but that's very dependant on your own choices in your game), and having established night time routines can make sleeping feel a little safer.
Plus by that point he's made many new memories he can visit in his reverie. Maybe instead of remembering the terrible things, sometimes he dreams of sun bathing, the first time he bit you or that bear, or any other happy memory he's created since being tadpoled.
Maybe for the first time in centuries, sleeping isn't such a terrible prospect.
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The Hollow Super-Hero School AU
Background:
Taking place in a world where 40% of the population has super-powers, super-hero schools have been established. Made to help students with controlling their powers, while at the same time, educating them in a high school curriculum.
(Old post explaining the main 6s last names)
How The Hollow kids got their powers
— student info data —
Vanessa Kaarina
Age: 15
Power discovery age: 9
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Power(s): Flight
Power(s) source: Genetics
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Parental status - divorced
Parental Power(s): Mild Floatation - Normie
Parental Occupation(s): Fashion Designer/Tailor - Accountant
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Introduction: Vanessa was the first to volunteer for the Power Assessment in the training facility (a side building specifically crafted for all types of powers. It is where the SuperHero Course takes place). She presents her flight, proudly demonstrating stunts the instructor provides.
Reeve Barima
Age: 17
Power discovery age: 6
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Power(s): Levitation
Power(s) source: Genetics
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Legal Guardian - Grandmother
Guardian Power(s): Normie
Guardian Occupation(s): Kindergarten Teacher
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Parental status - Deceased
Parental Power(s): Levitation - Light manipulation/illumination
Parental Occupation(s): Super-Heroes
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Introduction: Reeve was the second out of the main 6 to participate in the Power Assessment. He completed the tasks effectively if not disinterestedly, rolling his eyes at Vanessa for her obvious showman-ship.
Mira Lou Jones
Age: 16
Power discovery age: 4-5
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Power(s): Commune with animals and water abilities
Power(s) source: Unknown (possibly genetics)
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Parental status - Adopted
Parental Power(s): plant manipulation - calming energy
Parental Occupation(s): Gardener - Therapist
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Introduction: Mira was the third out of the main 6 to do the Power Assessment. She is taken to the aquatics area as well as asked to converse with a student that could shapeshift into any animal as confirmation on her ability.
Bernard “Skeet” Moss
Age: 16
Power discovery age: 7
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Power(s): Speed
Power(s) source: Chemical substance
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Parental status - Single Father
Parental Power(s): Minimal Healing
Parental Occupation(s): Nurse
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Introduction:
Skeet participates right after Mira, fist bumping her as she rejoins her classmates. Skeets assessment is quick, only checking to see what his limit is in speed and his coordination with difficult terrain.
Kai Parnall
Age: 15
Power discovery age: 15
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Power(s): ??? Fire Manipulation
Power(s) source: Unknown
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Legal Guardian - Caretaker
Guardian Power(s): Normie
Guardian Occupation(s): Butler
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Parental status - Mother and Father
Parental Power(s): Heavy Persuasion and Enhanced Memory - Night Vision and Durability
Parental Occupation(s): Estate agent - CEO
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Introduction: Kai is reluctantly picked and forced to explain how he isn’t quite sure what his power is. The instructor, unconvinced, has him go through the tests with little to no success. He is embarrassed, especially when a student with super strength and agility goes right after him, burning with jealousy.
Adam Gomez
Age: 16
Power discovery age: 10
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Power(s): Strength and Agility
Power(s) source: Bestowed
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Parental status - Mother and Father
Power(s): Normie - Normie
Occupation(s): Diner owner - Middle school teacher
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Introduction: Adam winces at the students display of no powers, confused as to why he was enrolled in the SuperPower Course. He’s called up right after, given a thumbs up from Mira before completing the Assessment successfully.
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