#spn changed me as a person

[vampzmeel]

so, i have just finished my first ever watch of Supernatural.

i started late december 2023 ended late march 2024. heres what i have to say.

WHY DID PEOPLE LITERALLY JUST LIE??? like when i heard and had the finally spoiled for me i was told “cas died and went to super hell cause he confessed his love to dean.” like no???? that’s literally no what happened???? castiel sacrificed himself by admitting dean was the reason he understood and found happiness which led to the deal he made with the empty to be fulfilled. and also cas went to the empty not this mysterious “super hell” he went to the normal place where angels and demons go when they die.

i was also led to believe that jodi dies SHE LITERALLY DOESNT??? EVER???

anyways never trusting any of u fuckers again.

also how are they supposed to make a season 16??? like they have the perfect ending sam and dean being together in heaven, like dude let them be happy 😭

last note, anyone who doesn’t believe in wincest doesn’t understand that incest doesn’t have to be sexual to be incest.

i loved all of spn even when honestly it should’ve ended at season 5. but the journey was good and the characters great.

time to start a rewatch with my season one dvds 😎😎

#spn #wincest #spn finale #supernatural #spn finale spoilers #you all lied to me #i love you spn #ty eric kerpike for this show #spn changed me as a person #also fuck chuck u suck

[denimshortsdean]

Cas really read dean to filth within an inch of his LIFE three (3) minutes after meeting him (What's the matter? You don't think you deserve to be saved?), threatened him the very next time he saw him (You should show me some respect. I'm the one who dragged you out of hell. I can throw you back in.), then the time after that overshared about being a good little soldier (Can I tell you something if you promise not to tell another soul? I'm not a... hammer, as you say. I have questions. I have doubts)

absolutely insane writing from the destiel show

#look i don't even know where i was going with this post #im just.... the timing of it all #like literally their first three interactions #in this exact order #im just fully insane about s4 and the way cas changes almost instantly after meeting dean in person #destiel #don't ask me to make sense of this post please it's almost midnight and i got like 4 hours of sleep last night #and lord im about to do it again #spn #it's ya boi rach

[youchangedmedestiel]

How I see the world since I watched Supernatural:

#my optician probably made a mistake when he made my glasses #or maybe those two idiots in love make me insane enough to do this kind of photo montage #insane show for insane people #and since I watched spn they blur my vision #they occupy all my thoughts #they have taken over my life #it has been more than a year #when I say destiel changed me #I'm not kidding #I chose to do this with glasses #because it's easier #but I guess it could also work with headphones #because they interfere with them too #because I also rediscovered all my playlists through them #destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #destiel glasses #my personal experience with destiel

[bamboozled-distress]

I forgot April 1st isn’t April fools day it’s actually “seeing that same picture of misha collins everywhere” day

#are you happy 14 year old me??? you a person who only got tumblr because of the mishapocolypse #you a person who wanted the spn fandom to raid every single post with a gif and needed to see it for yourself are you happy now????????? #um anyway I’m gonna change my pfp real quick #laz.exe #mishapocalypse

[vendettasfanfictioning]

Inspired by @justanothersong's fic Chili Peppers (which is where the last screenshot was taken from).

Sonnet XVII by Pablo Neruda.

#spn #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #castiel angel of the lord #destiel #deancas #casdean #spn web weaving #spn web weave #spn webweaving #spn fic #destiel fic #poetry #5x04 #12x10 #10x22 #15x12 #that quote haunts me i swear (affectionate) #srsly it's a part of my lockscreen and it has changed me as a person #i loooooove how this turned out #these are so fun to make and i am in desperate need of a distraction #me when i lie as i refuse to look at my lms #do the screencaps thematically follow the fic??? no i was going for a specific vibe and im happy to report i got what i wanted #the fic is amazing tho please do give it a read #literature and professors destiel what more could you want??? #also. if you notice how dean's lines are a little more... scattered and left in the air/space between them #whereas cas' lines are more direct (literally directly on top of dean) #then yes it's a homage to 15x18 even tho its anniv already passed (because what? destiel will always live on? exactly)

[bloodydeanwinchester]

Shakey Graves // Kids These Days

Supernatural: 1x12 // 4x16 // 4x18

taglist 1 (let me know if you’d like to be added or removed!)

@castielsupernatural @demolitiondean @quiet-doll @angelsdean @universalcas @faithcastiel @millicentmarva @fountaincas @deanbroco @waldrea @thigholstercas @castielfucks @youre-only-gay-once @girldaddean @verypissedoffdee @redleavesinthewind @cascigarette @naughtystiel @achillestiel @faithdeans @annaslittlebiitch @castiellesbian @obsessionofspn @my-people-skillls-are-rusty @hauntedpearl @colonel--sarge @latinocas @babygirlstiel @blue-eyed-cutiepatootie @flowernerdcastiel @srazten @cockworkangels @birdstiel @shallowseeker @arsonistsam @nvybloo @f-rgetregret @saintedcastiel @oughilovehim @loyalbloggerwhowaits @mrcowboydeanwinchester @cannabiscasgate @deangraham @icarusalchemist @riverwithoutbanks @rainsongdean @nelsonsmynickname @dakrapatops @vegancas @butch--dean

#oh don't mind me just making a webweave for my wip instead of actually writing it like a normal person #this just popped into my head yesterday as i was listening to this song (it's on my playlist for this fic) and i had to make it 🤷🏻‍♀️ #also sorry i did change the first lyric from seventeen to twenty-seven because obviously i had to #spnedit #destieledit #cowboycoven #supernatural #spn #destiel #spn 1x12 #faith!dean #spn 4x16 #spn 4x18 #my faith dean fic #usermoogs #jenna.gif

[quietwingsinthesky]

i kind of wish dean had just kept not liking dogs. that’s one of the things that i never understood them leaning so hard on changing in the later seasons. like, yes, first of all, hellhound trauma should have been more of a thing for him in an ideal world <3 but also by itself? it’s just a neutral trait, makes sense for who he is. he’s got a car he likes to keep clean and taken care of, and he’s spent his whole life on the road murdering people so having a pet wasn’t exactly an option at any point.

i’m not sure i want to say that making dean like dogs is either the writers flattening him or attributing Notable Sam Traits to dean. but it is a weird decision. to give him that little mop dog and go :) yeah guys dean loves dogs.

not liking dogs isn’t something about him that had to be fixed lmao that was actually a pretty solid trait. why of all things did they reverse course on that.

#i guess what im saying is fuck miracle all my homies hate miracle #im not unbiased here i. don’t like small dogs. but that’s personal preference you know its not. a flaw. it’s just a thing about me. #would i be more accepting of dean liking dogs if miracle was a pitbull. I- #(no. realistically no. because its still a weird thing to change about him. why.) #spn #dean winchester

[polaraffect]

bro I'm at the level of seasonal depression where my brain is like "maybe I should watch supernatural...."

#damien.txt #<- comfort show is supernatural #for some god foresaken reason. my brain truly has latched onto this show. even tho literally i hate it #they did all of the characters i like the worst they possibly could have. .......yet. the narratives. #this was honestly triggered by a post i saw today abt like. the show having dean's flaw be like 'sam isnt the brother i want him to be #and i tend to treat him in certain (unfair) ways because of that' which is inherently a banger character plot to have #but then the show unironically says 'and dean is 100% valid in this and any action he takes bc of it' and then like a ton of the audience #just believes that wholeheartedly. #this is incredibly paraphrased btw. i might try and go find the post and rb it bc it really hit #anyways yeah. literally thinking abt it forever. spn fucked me up in the brain in so many ways. like... irrevocably changed fr #time to go rewatch the 'i could never go on a quest like that. because i'm not clean' scene for the 60000000th time #truly the scene that had impacted me the most as a person. maybe in all of media #which is.... perhaps incredibly embarrassing kdgdjdhf but also. if you know you know. #supernatural

[slytherintothedms]

actual megstiel was not on my supernatural bucket list ngl

#castiel and meg’s kiss changed me as a person #yes i’m reusing my own tag #megstiel #spn #supernatural #castiel #meg #meg spn #spn 8x17

[deanwasalwaysbi]

A moment of silence for this lighting change that happened when Jensen told us Dean had his head in his hands thinking 'I should have said "I love you too" and hugged him.'

Hellers keep winning but this lighting was a gift to me personally.

#vancon22 #dean tells cas i love you too #y yo a ti cas #I love you too #spn con #jensen panel #bi lighting #dean was always bi #THE LIGHT DIDNT START THAT COLOR IT LITERALLY CHANGED WHILE HE WAS TALKING #HE WILLED THIS INTO EXISTENCE FOR ME PERSONALLY OKAY? #We tulpa'd this this is a tulpa #deanwasabi #i love this #fav #original content #thank you to gayled_it for the video #hellers keep winning

[gatetogoldenwonders]

I am actually going to throw up 91W is getting a new part. I’m so afraid/excited/nervous

#THEE fic of all time imo #it like unironically changed me as a person #spn #destiel #91w #91 whiskey #fanfic #ww2

[diabolimeservavit666]

The Supernatural Fandom

How Non-Fans see the Fandom:

How "Normal" Fans see the Fandom:

How I see the Fandom:

#been part of this fandom for four years and it hasnt changed #not one bit #am i the only person who feels like its a warzone #and the tw fans are only making it worse #get your own fandom #this is my home and i will protect it with my life #you are not welcome here #supernatural #spn prequel #supernatural fandom #me vs normal people ig #team free will #cosplay #winchester family #dean winchester #jensen ackles #sam winchester #jared padalecki #john winchester #jeffrey dean morgan #mary winchester #samantha smith

[youchangedmedestiel]

I was at the grocery store when Francesca by Hozier started to play.

So basically I almost shattered on the floor between the broccolis and the bananas. Just a normal thing as a Destiel shipper, I guess.

#destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #spn #supernatural #insane show for insane people #insane SHIP for insane people #when i say destiel changed me #i'm not kidding #I just can't shop my groceries like normal people anymore #my personal experience with destiel

[churchandstateofbeing]

instant kill shot

#misha collins #trans #nonbinary #spn #this was so unsettling to see in the wild #(Found it on a Pinterest comment) #From a WEEK ago #instant kill shot. #the way that they’re like “misha!!! after an actor” SO vaguely but you know EXACTLY who it’s about is actually so upsetting #to be fair. I’m not a spn fan but I have been On Tumblr enough to know who that is #Hot disclaimer: this is a joke about seeing tumblr shit off of tumblr #While I do think it’s a bit strange to do that #I wouldn’t want to be mean spirited towards someone so apologies if it came off rude #especially given that as an nb myself I have a lot of experience with the vulnerability of a name change #People can like and be who they want #seriously!!!! No hate toward this person at all!!! #misha collins however…… #that was a joke. i dont know who he is. please don’t doxx me

[bisamwinchesters]

just had a midnight talk with my sister abt spn and the natural and realistic progression of characters in media and how if you compare s1 dean to s15 dean they are almost the same person but if you compare s1 sam to s15 sam you can barely recognize him and i mean.. this could either speak bad or good for any of them

#let me get some sleep and maybe ill expand this #basically is about the curse of years of traume changing a person #or maybe making them worst #also i've had my mind free of spn for a while to suddenly start having thoughts again

[quietwingsinthesky]

the only destiel adjacent thing I can want to talk about is with aro!Dean and cas still falling in love with him. And continuing to love him. And for the fact that dean doesn’t want to and isn’t really able to return that love the same way to not affect their relationship at all. That Castiel’s love not being returned isn’t a tragedy, simply a fact, and that it matters very little when him and Sam and Dean still share a life together, when they still have a son together, when they are, undoubtably, a family.

#so sue me I’m a sucker for someone catching feelings. confessing those feelings. not having them returned. and not being hurt by it. #because the other person is still in their life. does the romance part matter? it only blossomed because they were already friends #and they are still friends. so nothing changes. there are just more butterflies. #spn #destiel #aro!dean #Dean Winchester #castiel spn