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#some of this may be off or whatever but i feel like only two ppl will actually read this so
flintbian · 2 years
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Me: 0 Gender: 3 just this week
#once again i didnt think i cared until i showed my few work outfits and APPARENTLY I AINT FEMININE ENOUGH AND I WANT TO SCREAM#literally i was excited and feeling very good about it until someone commented and i saw red#once again i had no idea i felt strongly about this at all but then again ive never had people comment negatively before#this year ive been dressing more how i want and experimenting but i was hanging around queer ppl so got positive feedback#then my mother comes in and makes me see red fists clenched stomach in knots hours later#maybe it's not even about how i present (and i dont need to open my damn buttons why do i need to be showing cleavage fuck you)#(yes im wearing more masc clothing but it's still women's fuck off)#maybe it was just the policing that did it but i feel rotten now#it took me SIX BLOODY HOURS to find even two shirts i liked and i was feeling them but no im presenting Wrong some fucking how#i guess for school i was dressed appropriately enough but i dress like my dad ive realized#and this has all been surprisingly frustrating i thought i didn't care but you start policing me and saying im not in x box and i go mad#besides that when ive been experimenting this year again it's only been queer ppl or clare and she loves the looks#and ive been getting piercings and figuring out if there may be a way after all to get tats#but you show a Model Citizen your work outfits and you're Wrong somehow as if it matters#like everything was a problem 'why are you wearing essentially men's styles why does it have a collar why is it buttoned up'#even the material was a factor like bc the shirt is more flowy that made it better as opposed to polo or cotton or whatever material#LIKE WE'RE ASSIGNING GENDER TO FABRICS NOW?!! I DIDNT EVEN LOOK AT THE BLOODY FABRIC THE HELL??#hannah loved the outfits but they understand of course#tomboy is fine apparently as long as you grow out of it but if it stays? wrong and literally fuck off why does it matter??#excuse me i dont even have any cleavage to show why are the buttons so damn important#again didnt think i had strong feelings about myself but apparently i do#how is it my father is more accepting than???#and for years i didnt get to experiment with clothing hell i was trying to find stuff i could wear with nerve pain#i dont think im trans like that's not it i just hate boxes and having to conform to some stupid standard we made up and being policed#bc im apparently not feminine enough or whatever#and what's weird is years ago i wanted to be considered pretty but that's completely gone now as ive been finding myself and style#currently rocking the androg look but some people dont fucking like that and ive been dealing with this for like only two weeks#and it's maddening already#anyways both out of wanting to and spite im going to cut even more of my hair off soon and lean harder into this#p
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pigidin · 1 month
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OKAY. Am I the only one fascinated by how much Alastor in s1 has interacted with other demons and built a potential for considerable amount of different, broad and unique relationships? With All of them being non-romantic/sexual?
I really don't wanna dive into the discourse of shipping coz honestly, I do think that erasing Al's aroaceness is not cool at all. Personally, I don't see him wishing any romance/sex at all, and well. Considering how platonic he actually is throughout the season, it kinda seems like people forget that friendship (or basically anything non rom-sex) exists in the first place.
Coz, like, let's see what we got::
Vox -- probably one-sided (psychosexual) crush from Vox with possible past friendship between them, them hating on each other yet having (used to have) some respect as well. The ANGST, the drama (for both of sides). Insert aroace troubles (possible aphobia from Vox? Or not? He may be biggest ally as well!) and Vox's petty feelings that are insanely interesting to explore (and laugh at).
Lucifer -- immediate hate that (with a course of events) can turn into forced bonding. The potential of queerplatonic parenting of Charlie is HUGE here. Insecurities from Al? Forced care? Banters? SHENANIGANS? Luci patching up Al after battle, prolly discovering his deal and them slowly bonding on shared interests? Hey.
Rosie -- literal established queerplatonic partners, married for tax benefits, spending their evenings gossiping, hating on Susan and Al rolling his eyes on another romance-rel drama Rosie was trying to help sb with. Rosie can have insane influence on him whether it is understanding modern things or just being with him when he needs it. It also gives off mom/son to me.
Husk -- fucked up master-pet not-friendship with probable care rooted since they were closer in past. Is it toxic? Yes. Is it giving off some problematic dynamic? Sure. Yet it's fucking complex on its core considering pilot, bits and pieces of their interaction and how easily Husk used to insult Al until he overstepped. Them two are quite similar if you think about it and if Al got over his ego it could benefit him a lot.
Niffty -- daugther/father dynamic with them sharing one sadistic-psycho braincell and genuinely enjoying each other's quirks. Protective Al? I just need more Niff and them two being partners in the most outrageous crimes.
Mimzy -- friendship going since they were humans, with them having an amazing (potential) backstory of sharing evenings on two. Al enjoying her company as well as being protective and helpful to her with nothing in return.
Charlie -- manipulated into trusting you as a dad figure? Don't tell me there is nothing below Al's creepy plans or that he wouldn't grow to care for her. He already is proud of her and finds amusement in her inspiration-skills (also, performance is his thing for a reason)
Angel -- I was honestly kinda upset we didn't see any interactions between them except one sex joke, coz my past era of Hunicasts was a fuel to their duo. Them bonding over how different they are is the best description of their dynamic. Also banters and body-puns.
You can't just erase Alastor from interacting with people, but putting him inside boxes of allonormative relationships while he has such a fucking huge potential for everything beyond just that - is quite.. disappointing. People turning a blind eye to a wide variety of relationships he can have (potential to which is set in canon) for the sake of just romance/sex is low key sad.
It's AWESOME to see ppl actually understanding it and.. damn THANKS to everyone who explores Al's relationship with others without it involving final wish to stick tongues into places. Dynamics can be interesting and exciting without it.
I really don't wanna project my romance-aversion onto Al, but when romance and sex is one thing you see everywhere.. it's hard to just let it slip.
You are allowed to do whatever you want, exploring physical intimacy is fun as well, and having Al, well, there are bunch of ways to show it with respecting his orientation and the fact that IT AFFECTS RELATIONSHIPS/ATTRACTIONS but please just don't make it the center of your attention, the one thing relationship revolves around, coz sadly it's just exactly how it looks like from some folks.
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insuke69 · 9 months
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Miles!42 headcanons p2
Part 2 because 2 ppl asked and have sm thoughts of this boy HSJKS
Warnings: No warnings except possesive/jealous?? (I feel like hes a lil toxic, red flag sometimes but red is my fav color <3)
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-He's good with kids but would secretly try to teach a kid curse words
-Is almost always texting you when you two aren't physically together, he's had his phone taken in class so many times because of it.
-He apologizes with flowers, necklaces, Food, make-up making out occaisionally
-Listens to your music taste and definitely has recommended good songs
-He will NEVER tie his shoe laces, just for no reason whatsoever and if you tell him to tie them he'd ask you to do it.
-STALKS YOUR INSTAGRAM NON-STOP. when yall first got together he liked all your posts of the last month
-Would deadass beat anyone who trys grabbing you in any intimate way, almost killed a dude that slapped your ass in the street in public. (Mostly cause one, without consent is a no-no, 2 was disrespectful, 3 only he is allowed to touch your ass smh)
-Thinks you're hot when upset/when y'all argue, hate makeout seshes go hard
-ARGUE-FUCKING-ING. He will piss you off sometimes so he can watch you storm out and a few hours later text him to come over, scenario;
You two were arguing about a post, an instagram post Miles made. It was a picture of you but you didn't know he took it, in the image you were chomping on a big ass burger and had ketchup and some cheese on the corner of your mouth. To Miles it was adorable but to you it was embarrassing, you storm out to your house, pissed, the one moment you were dirty because of food Miles took a picture and POSTED it. You check the Picture again as you lay on your stomach on your bed over a pillow to lay comfortably, remembering the moment; Miles made a stupid joke as you took a bite which made you almost choke as you turned your head to cough, smudging the corner of your moth a bit. Damn, he was so fun.. Missing him already you decide to watch a movie, him never leaving your mind so you just text him once the 2 hour movie was finished.
"Come over pls"
"Be there in 20"
"ily"
-loves movies, If y'all go on a movie theater date he gets tickets in the back, hand over yours the whole time.
+ If the movie ends up sucking y'all just make out in the theater and making jokes about the lines, acting, etc.
-He hates dark chocolate with a passion, deadass HATES it for whatever reason (he claims its too bitter.)
-If you have a guy bsf Miles would really have to get to know the guy and need 24/4 notifications about you and the guy bsf. If you confront him about being jealous or something he'd say anything along the lines of "You don't know the mind of a guy, You may not want anything but he does." and 9/10 he was right.
-DEBATING WITH HIM SUCKS this man will immediately gaslight sm shit that'd make you question life itself. (yet half the time he is talking out of his ass.)
-He is atheist 100% (Fact over faith + lost most of his faith when his dad died :(.)
-He doesn't like white girls, more into latinas/black girlies. (Idc if you're white, its more likely he is more into girls he can semi-relate to in a way.)
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Low-key wanna make scenarios so jst reply what yall want :D
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fkinavocado · 6 months
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DADDY ISSUES ANNOUNCEMENT
ok guys. let's recap. i've been writing on this fic since august 2021. i was gearing up to wrap it up for its 2 year anniversary in august, but my mental health got in the way of writing in general, not just for this fic.
however, there has been another major block in my way.
many of you might remember this if you've been around long enough, but i got a lot of backlash at one point in the story. some felt it wasn't going in the direction they had hoped for (a typical happy ending, picket fence, kids, etc- the whole package).
and ever since, this has been bothering me- but not just because of the obvious reason (which is, that this is my fic and i should get to decide what the storyline is ultimately, and who doesn't resonate can just move on instead of sending me hate for something i share on here for free and for us all to enjoy- me writing it, and you, hopefully, reading it)
no, the real, or should i say, bigger reason is that i was upset with myself.
because, honestly... i wanted to end the fic where part 1 ended!
but... i gave into the pressure. so many ppl were pleading for more, and although the initial plan was to just write extras going forward, little check-ins mainly based on prompts, i felt like i owed it to you all to give you the happy ending everyone was rooting for... when, in reality, i'd meant for it to have an open ending all along.
yes, the check-ins would have had them be together etc, but no major plot developments such as... getting married, babies, etcetc. because i just didn't want to give them a typical story. i wanted this to be based on their dynamic, their relationship, them working on it, but not have it be the traditional story with a happily ever after.
(very many insisted a lot on the baby plotline, and maybe that's why i went with that twist in the story... because i didn't see it for them in the immediate future. and writing it in a linear timeframe without too many timejumps meant that i had to find a workaround... which only infuriated people more!)
so i'be been debating this for months now... should i go on and just wrap it up in a lame way that i didn't feel did the story justice (aka another timejump where they're finally settled, have a kid and another one on the way, and describe their happily ever after) orrrrrrrrrrrrrr backtrack to where i feel i deviated from my original plan, and take off part 2 and 3.
basically, go back to where they were on his front porch and part 1 ended:
Harry looked at you for a long moment, towering over you- you could barely see his facial features in the dark. 
But what you could make out clearly was the glistening in his eyes and the way his lips turned ever so slowly into a smile, his dimples on display. He was so handsome when he smiled, it hurt. 
You slowly smiled in return, your worried expression fading away, and you just stared at eachother like that, smiling after months of nothing but.
You didn’t need to say anything, your eyes had their own secret language. Once more, your bodies were doing the talking for you.
He held out the palm of his hand.
And… you knew.
this... this is how i wanted the main story to end. and then to just write extras, prompts you guys send in, whatever you wanted to see more of- but maybe not them having kids etc because fjdhfksd this is just not that kind of story to me! i just wanted this to be about them, the two of them rekindling their relationship after so much time apart and all they'd been through!
so... i finally took the decision, and as a result, you may have noticed that just the first 25 chapters are still listed in the masterlist (essentially, just part 1)
this was a hard decision, one i've been debating for ages, because, well... i hated having to just erase so many chapters. chapters i worked on, chapters i still see as genuine and true to their story but just... not what i wanted to write for them as a whole. i wanted to just focus on little moments. not have it be a chronological recount of their story, going further.
i had to let go of so many special moments that i loved writing! who knows... maybe i'll save some of them and integrate them into extras
that is, if any of you still want me to keep writing extras for them! i know many will still want to see snippets of them, but i am well aware most have probably given up on this fic and i honestly don't blame them. it's taken me forever to reach this decision, but honestly, i'm taking the advice of so many lovely people who came into my inbox along the years and encouraged me to stay true to what i'd envisioned for them in the first place
so this is me doing that ❤️i love their story, and all the love you guys have for it and it's just so so special to me. i couldn't bear giving it an ending that would just feel like i was wrapping it all up and putting a pretty bow on top when i have so much i wanted to explore with them, otherwise. thank you all for your patience and all your kindness. it means a lot, and i hope this news makes you happy because... it makes me happy knowing i stayed true to myself in the end.
now i can finally move on and write more for them. let's have some fun! if needed, go back and at least give chapter 25 a re-read so you know where things left off. i'm still not doing well mental health wise so please bear with me- i'm trying. i promise i am. i desperately wanna write, i love writing. writing extras is so much easier logistically- little fun check-ins that i don't have to overthink. i'm hopeful that this will prove to be the right decision going further ❤️
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murder-cookie-dust393 · 8 months
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I saw the yandere hcs for lord Oyster and I saw the ending of them comforting and thought it was kinda cute so I'll bite for hcs! I got an idea for a type of reader I don't see often but I find the trope interesting. May I ask for hcs of a yandere clotted cream x poor reader?
Bonus little addition to reader if you want: maybe, to make it by, reader works really hard...day and night...and often neglects themselves, like they skips meals, barely sleeps due to a mixture of work and stress, work themselves to the bone just to make sure they have a roof over their head and food on the table?
Just always curious how yanderes react to a love like that lol! Sorry if this sounds weird! Just stumbled upon the idea of poor reader and thought it was interesting!
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND- I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO THOUGHT THE POOR MC TROUPE WAS INTERESTING.
[disclaimer: I’ve never had such a situation so I’m just going off of other people’s experiences]
Tw: spying through documents..?, Hierarchy misuse(?), Clotted gaslights ppl
• Let’s say MC is like a cook or something for idk any form of public gatherings. They work their arms off trying to quickly get lots of food cooked- that tastes good enough.
• Even if more they have lots of co-workers, they still have to do so much to have enough for so many people. Hell, they’re still cooking to keep making enough while the gatherings go on.
• Clotted Cream found a little defect in his food, maybe a dessert that was a bit undercooked. So he quickly sneaks into the kitchen to tell one of the chefs, just so they could fix the food before anyone makes a commotion. After all, he is a very kind-hearted, empathetic consul isn’t he…?
• He ends up talking to MC, showing the small defect. To his surprise, MC is panicking like crazy, afraid of losing their job. They quickly go out to the foods and take the tray of the desserts with a defection and shove it in the oven. They’re thanking him greatly, bowing a few times.
• Clotted Cream notices their hands look a little wrecked, with a few bandages over their fingers. “…Say, are your hands alright? They look to be in a quite- rough state.”
• MC is surprised at the question, answering that they have to work a lot to get the food out in time.
• Clotted Cream ends up talking to them longer than needed, and he’s- interested to say the least. He wonders what they’re life is like, given he was adopted into a noble household.
• Clotted Cream ends up scouring through official files to scour more information about them…He ends up seeing all the bills MC is paying, it could be literally anything: debt, medical, whatever. He feels an odd sense of pity? Or is it…something more humane?
• He ends up throwing himself into a hole of complete curiosity- and soon obsession. He wants to know more about their life, how they survive their endless hours of work. He works endless as well- but not in the way they do.
• At every public gathering, [where they’re serving food] he’s talking to them more than he is to the guests, always asking questions about their life and how they’re doing.
• At some point, he can’t take it anymore, seeing them suffer to keep their surviving. So one day, MC finds that all the bills they had to pay are just gone. Paid for. It confused them.
• The next day, MC goes over to the bill issuer, questioning things. Which the bill issuer responds, “Oh, a cookie came in and said he was your fiancé so he paid them all for you.”
• MC, absolutely flabbergasted, tries to question the bill issuer, wondering who the cookie was. But the bill issuer didn’t know. Only noticing he had green eyes. He’s in a disguise.
• MC goes back home, confused af. For one thing, they don’t even have a fiancé, and two, they don’t even know who this dude is.
• Meanwhile, Clotted Cream is laying in his bed, giggling like some girl that has a stupid school crush. He couldn’t believe he managed to get away with it! Not that it would matter, he could easily trick people into thinking the two of you were engaged.
• A few days later, when MC comes home from a long day at work, they notice literally ALL of their stuff is packed up. And guess who comes out from the closet with clothes in his hands? That’s right, sir fucking Clotted Cream.
• Before MC can even question him, he pressing a kiss to their cheek and smiling. “I’m just getting everything ready for you to move in with me! Don’t worry darling, this is the last of everything.”
• MC can try everything to question and defy him, but he’s just pulling the “I’m sir Consul, I can ruin your life. Now love me.”
• Poor MC, going from poor to confused and weirded out.
• If MC is compliant, he’s a needy mf, who’s super affectionate behind closed doors. Constantly giving them hugs and compliments.
[Ok- ngl this was self-indulgent. I would say this is my longest post on here lmao]
- Celina
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lukweer · 10 months
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ok so like there are two parts of me, right? well there are a lot of parts but english is hurting me right now and my head isn't working so you will make due/do(?)
anyways one part is like: my sense for gay people is strong, i think i know which f1 drivers are gay and i am confident in my answers
but the other part is like: its wrong to speculate sexuality because if people havent come out then they either aren't ready to be out or aren't gay, but at the same time this generation is moving away from the construct of coming out so like... idk.
today the first part is stronger, though, so i want to share my speculations because everyone in the states only watches nascar and is a hick and i'm scared of them. they also do not like my italian accent :(
1. Max Verstappen
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come on guys, any gay person could tell u he's probably bi. i mean he doesn't even try to hide it, u know? like there are compilations of him being fruity. and they are shockingly long.
he's mentioned using grindr, he's mentioned girls OR guys when talking about dating preferences, the whole thing with the freaking lei (i think thats how it is spelled, the hawaiian thing? the flower necklace?). the list goes on and on.
he's had girlfriends, and i'm pretty sure they weren't beards but i'm not sure. i'm leaning towards bi tho for this reason.
even if he isn't bi or gay or pan or whatever, he's at least incredibly comfortable with queerness and is probably a really cool dude. annoying when i'm watching the sunday races, but love him the rest of the time!
2. Lando Norris
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lando is a bit more subtle with it (as are the other ppl in the list). emphasis on a bit, though.
unless you live under a rock, you've probably seen this gif:
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this has called many aboard the lando is a little fruitcake train. what people don't realise is that he "eye fucks" or like... stares lovingly a lot.
other examples include:
staring lovingly at carlos sainz
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checking out charles leclerc (kind of? i think he is checking him out)
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staring lovingly at carloz sainz
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this weird ass moment with, you guessed it, carloz sainz
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there are a lot of these photos and clips out there, but i'm lazy and don't feel like looking for them so yeah. take my word for it.
i saw a post saying that if carlos and lando pulled up to the paddock holding hands and telling people they were dating they wouldn't be shocked. i agree with this statement entirely. as was stated, it takes a lot to get to that point, and we're at that point.
now i grew up a gay dude to a conservative family, and i know the little mannerisms that are like... a part of being gay? and i know what it looks like to hide them.
i do not know if this is the right way to say it or if it is politically correct, but i believe it to be true. gay men tend to have little mannerisms here and there that give us away a bit, and i think i've seen some of those in lando.
i don't think i will share them though, as i don't want to accidentally push harmful stereotypes or whatever. obviously not all gay men have gay mannerisms and it might be something lando is insecure about so i would rather not put them on blast.
if it's not a bad thing i may come back and edit this and add them in. idk, let me know i guess? i am still learning american customs.
3. Yuki Tsunoda
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this is probably going to be the shortest section (ha).
yuki mostly just makes my radar go off. i don't consume alphatauri content as much, but i know there was a thing with him and pierre that was just crazy last year and the year prior. don't know as much about it as i should haha.
but yeah. yuki just sends my radar into the astral plane (is that a thing? i am doubting myself). if he is not at least bisexual i will eat my own foot.
maybe that one moment between him and michael italiano has just gotten to me, i don't know. i trust in my instincts though.
Honourable Mentions
4. Danny Ric
idk he just gives the vibe! i don't know how to explain my radar. gay people know. i think it is called gaydar.
DR is on it.
5. Carlos Sainz
he is probably on my gaydar the least, but he's still on there. latest vlog he gently combed his finger through ruperts hair. he's probably deeply in love with lando. just little things like that i guess!
6. Oscar Piastri
this may be wishful thinking. i sit in bed at night and pray that he is into men.
that is all! thank you for learning about fruity drivers with me! please do not cancel me if i am doing something politically incorrect! i am still learning!
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enden-k · 1 month
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Can I ask what makes Arlecchino evil? I'm v much a villain enjoyer and like some morally greyness, but I genuinely didn't pick up on a lot of bad stuff with Arlecchino. She was super helpful during Fontaine and seemed to be the only powerful person who cared about helping the common folk when the water levels were rising.
I'm not here to start an argument, just wanna expand my view 🙏
dw didnt think u want to argue! i will also use this to say i wont tolerate arguments, this goes for everyone here
i will talk about sensitive themes under the cut (mentions of when i was groomed/emotionally abused by my adoptive father/mentions of abuse/grooming in general) so if someones not good with this, be warned please and dont click for your emotional comfort.
i really love arlecchino (theres also difficult, personal reasons ig) and id rather wait for her to arrive to get more information than we have so far through other characters/side quests/main quest but well.
her goals aligned with ours in the fontaine quest which is why we have the impression shes a good/nice person, especially considering our other meetings with the harbingers we met so far (signora, childe, scara, dottore) and the situations. shes very calm and diplomatic (lets see how it changes in the next update when we fight her)
but we shouldnt forget how the travellers on their toes the entire time/everytime they come in contact with arle. its because shes a harbinger after all. shes a danger. her graceful politeness and calmness is supposed to have you on guard, make your hairs rise. shes mentioned to be manipulative and shes manipulating others to achieve what she wants by being nice and calm. she has ulterior motives. we should be careful. this is my impression based on my own gaming experience and idk if it was the same w others, but bc of us being on guard around her i was always prepared for her to turn on us until the end of the main quest.
anw, arle is supposed to be intimidating and have you wary. even tho she comes off as nice and polite, having done good and helped in the main story. its bc thats what she wanted and you happened to have the same goal. also lets not forget scaras and childes thoughts about her which already tells a lot
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she has two sides. the one we saw in the quest, the graceful, calm, polite face to get what she wants. and the other, the one scara and childe talk about here, the one they call "crazy"
not to mention her codename, "the knave". what does it mean? servant. what else does it mean? "dishonest/deceitful man". basically, swindler. isnt it perfect?
shes manipulative and whatever her "true" nature is, we dont know (yet). she may have "good intentions" here or there but will achieve them no matter what it takes.
as for the thing you can consider as bad; the house of the hearth is an orphanage that raises children into fatui agents. only those who have potential join the ranks while the others are kept close (its not known whats done with them afaik). theyre basically grooming/raising child soldiers/spies.
before the sensitive stuff comes up, for the ppl who dont want to proceed, arlecchino fools/manipulates you into thinking shes a nice person/good parent. its amazing and so in character for her. its also scary how some ppl cant see the abuse/manipulation unless you went through this too or well. just actually read and realize it.
arlecchino is an emotionally manipulative parental figure. now, this is coming from someone who went through heavy abuse/was groomed by their adoptive father who was extremely manipulative and i spot so many things very well known to me. others who went through the same get this feeling. these signs you immediately recognize.
you get punished for the tiniest mistakes and when you get loved, it makes you forget all that was done to you, just for that tiny bit of affection you crave. you try to do your best, to do everything asked and expected of you, not to disappoint the only parent you have and youre dependent on, to be a good kid deserving of love and when you slip up youre in shambles. there was a time i did a tiny mistake by accident and my father said to me in the coldest voice "you broke my trust" and i remember so vividly how it broke me, how i cried until i got sick. i was physically abused before and none of it hurt me more than this. it still gets to me after all those years. emotional manipulation is cruel
what im trying to say is, she came in a time of need. taken as a savior while it just is one abuser swapped out with another. like my adoptive father having me dependent, giving me love i never received and being everything i wanted, making me believe hes everything i need, a common thing abusers do. wanting to do everything youre asked of and do it good, the fear of disappointing and being punished, believing you deserved it bc its your fault and treating your abuser like a savior, being conditioned. this is whats happening.
now, arle genuinely loves and protects her children; its very clear that the life of the children matter to her the most (look at childes line and freminet/lynette etc) - she was one of them too after all. so, its possible to love and still do these. moral greyness etcetc
anyway idk if its understandable or if i can explain it in proper words while maintaining a good distance so ill add the voicelines of the siblings heavily implying this, and also a tweet adressing this that brings it to proper words, better than i can say
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cherrypeaking · 1 year
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omg i haven’t been able to stop thinking abt tyun buying u bras that are way too small for you since u posted those asks 😵‍💫 and it got me thinking.. i feel like if he was dating chubby!reader he would do that with all ur clothes… he’d be so obsessed w watching all ur curves n fluff spill out of the clothes 💔 like a suppppper tight low cut crop top that ur boobs are just spilling out of. and a skirt that’s wayy too short on u, n maybe even some thigh highs 🫣 ur plush thighs tight at the bands.. i think he’d combust.
and i feel like he’d try and convince u to go out in something too small for u once in a while cus he knowsssss everyone who sees how good u look with ur curves on full display won’t be able to take their eyes off u (i feel like he’d be the type to never get jealous, and instead just get really cocky and proud that he has such a hot s/o when ppl hit on u)
perv!tyun, chubby!reader
ANON WHAT IS THIS OMG SOME GOOD FUCKING FOOD!!!!!! i agree so so so much
like i was thinking i don’t even know what to add because your ask is literally perfect the way it is i’m feral rn just thinking about it
i definitely agree that pervy tyun would definitely let his obsession with seeing your curves spill out of your (too tight) clothes like this win over whatever kind of jealousy he could ever experience… like he’s very secure and feels so proud that you’re his
and while on one hand he totally can control himself and not make himself look like a total freak outside when others are eyeing you up and down because you just look so sexy… on the other hand once you two get home he’s uncontrollable…
he’d pin you against the wall and start making out with you right away…
“fuck you’re so sexy… and all mine hm?” like that’s only then that the slight possessiveness may come out and it’s really just more of a pride thing for him 🤭
he’d grope you from everywhere, loving the softness of your curves… it feels like he could never get tired of touching your skin like this when you’re so delectable.
i think he’d also fuck you while you’re still wearing all that like… the whole fit you described is so 😳 in my head i can’t imagine taehyun not wanting to fuck you all clothed… the only thing he’d rid you of is your panties 🫣
he’d probably enjoy watching your boobs actually spill out of your top cause they’re bouncing too much from his thrusts <333
he would not be able to take his eyes away from you
omg this is not structured at all but i’m literally going insane thank you so much for this let me kiss that big brain of yours anon 🫶🩷
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the-s1lly-corner · 10 months
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spot that meets a autistic reader, that is talkative to themselves, but has poor social skills because (lack of good parenting + bullys, but is very smart and loves art and engineering, and dreams to be a scientist one day.. it could began as the reader first feared him over an awkward moment? to opening up about themselves and the reader's obsessive fascination over him. two very talented ppl that only wants to be appreciated, respected and loved...💔
idk is it to much?? bruh I'm trying to be creative😭 I'd be happy with whatever happens!. aNd TaKe yO tiME!! On irl things and beloved spotty <3
Spot w/ an autistic reader!
Rubs my autistic little hands
Feeling a lil drowsy but I wanna chuck this out before I fall asleep for (possibly) the next 7 hours :3
Not proof read we die like Peter Parker <\\3 we are sleepy and tumblr wont let me save drafts for asks <\3
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Obligatory "I like this character so I'm hcing him to be ND like me" touch
He gets it
Anyways
I think to help make the whole thing less jarring, or whatever, is that you may have known each other vaguely before the collider incident
You weren't a scientist at alchemax, more like.
Well shoot I just forgot the term but like, you work there, but you dont do hands on experiments, not experienced enough yet
Intern?
Maybe, idk
Obviously you don't work there anymore after the collider blowing up, so... you're looking for a new job
You knew about Jonathan, but you weren't friends
You had also heard rumors about what happened to him but you kinda dismissed it as cruel rumors surrounding his death.. I mean no one could've survived that explosion.. right?
So imagine your surprise when you end up almost getting robbed by spot
Can you blame him? He hasnt found another job since the accident and hes probably living off of pity handouts; likely homeless
Now hand over the wallet!!/j
No but on the semi likely chance that you manage to defuse the situation, given Spot sucks as a criminal, you just bluntly ask if the whole
Rumor thing is true
I mean obviously it is but confirmation is important
After a few more chance encounters, you guys both finally decide to properly sit down and talk
Its tense and awkward at first since 1. How does one even act around someone like spot? He's vulnerable but also trying to do the whole. Revenge thing... And 2. Hes desperate for human interaction and it SHOWS, it's almost uncomfortable actually
But you both trudge past it and make it work
One meet up turns into two then three; then you discover how much hes struggling and
Now you're roomates
Oh my god they were roommates/ref
Anyways, that's the set up!! It kinda felt wrong to just. Jump into it without some explanation on how yall end up in the same area consistently
Doesnt mind that you mumble to yourself, he probably does the same thing. From muttering things to keep his train of thought to having a personal monologue, I wholeheartedly believe he does the same thing
Hs understands how it feels to be. Not treated very good, he likely wasnt the most respected in alchemax so it's not uncommon for the two of you to have vent sessions where you both let it all out
You ask him about his journey to becoming a scientist and not so subtly ask for advice on how to get into the field; and touching onto the whole human interaction thing, hes more than willing to talk your ear off about his entire career history
On the chance you dont want to do physics stuff, and you wanna do another branch of science he's all ears on listening to you ramble, may even lend a hand in getting you to where you need to be career wise
Yall do at home experiments as bonding stuff
Look if spot can make a mini collider in some building then I can only imagine the type of shit yall get up to at home
Oh? You're still curious about.. him? Of all things, him?
He never thought anyone would look at him with interest; usually its disgust or fear, or both
Hes hesitant at first because what if you discover something that'll totally change your view of him?
Takes (some, a little) coaxing
Bro caves fast, he misses physical touch
"So like, these holes-" you proceed to just. Dip your entire fist into a hole and watch said fist pop out from another hole
The demons are telling me to make reader like
Make it a game to try to throw stuff through his holes but I feel like that would be really mean, no one likes stuff getting thrown at them
Please dont throw stuff through his holes :(
Random but like
Idk if this happens with yall but
If someone stims do yall. Like stim back
Like I have vocal stims and mess with my hands; and sometimes my friend will be prompted to stim if I stim??
Idk but yall do that
OHOH before I post this if you're both comfy with physical touch please please please hold him, it's been so so long since someone has hugged him and he really really needs it :(
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fairytaleliving · 1 year
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Ramshackle’s Freshman PT.3
Slams hand on table SUNNYS BACK
Head empty but its time I bring back attention to my s o n
first things first
scary dog privilege
and im not talking like from leona or floyd or anyone like that
but like from yuu themselves
yuu is the sole beast tamer of the school having grim by their side and basically befriended all the ghosts in the entire college
like cmon man a magicless student survived several overblots and befriend the ppl who overblotted? must be a saint or something
everyone says malleus is the most powerful person in twst but nope its yuu
Savanaclaw A: How lame do you have to be to be sorted into Ramshackle?
Yuu, standing behind Sunny with a menacing aura around them: listen here you little shit-
Yuu didn’t think they get too attached to Sunny but considering they basically live together and hang out on a nearly 24/7 you get protective real quick. Yeah, Yuu has a responsibility as Sunny’s dorm leader, but considering that the two of them are the only two human residents in the entire building, they’re basically equals. The only time Yuu hangs it over Sunny’s head is when he’s being annoying.
Yuu in the middle of an argument: As you dorm leader I have the high ground!
Sunny: Since when do you care about being a dorm leader??!?!
okay but i lowkey have a feeling that yuu would drag sunny to every dorm leader meeting.
because like its literally only one person and yuu already brings grim so why not bring sunny
what are they gonna do? kick them out?
they could try but yuu is gonna fight someone if they do
ramshackle doesn’t have a whole hoard of students in their dorm so might as well being the only other student in the mix
sunny does get a bit smug about being the only student besides the dorm leaders to know what goes on in these meetings
Ace, grabbing Sunny’s arm: Dude you gotta tell me what goes on in those meetings.
Sunny: Sorry man but it’s off with our heads if I say anything
Yuu, knowing very well that the Riddle invited Sunny to tea: Yeah you should listen to Sunny
Speaking of Ace-
I’m pretty sure that Sunny would hang out, or at least be friends with the first years. 
like the first years probably hover over yuu so they would have to be used to sunny or yuu’s previously stated scary dog privilege would happen
like jack would invite him to morning runs and ace and deuce use sunny as a shield against riddle
sunny probably has his own gang of friends to be with but the first years hit different you know
unless sunny’s friend group are the first years 2.0 and its basically yuu and the other pt 2
i like to imagine sunny has the common sense here bc cmon now
if you live in ramshackle you have to be built different
I also like to think that Sunny would grow fond of Ramshackle. Not only because its his home but there’s a charm to it you know?
it may look ratty and some of the walls are losing their wallpaper but its still something right?
he gets his own room and doesn’t have to share it with any other roommates to tell him to clean yuu still does bc its the responsible thing to do but they wont enforce it
theres also like a lot of open space to do whatever they want inside and outside?
like if you think abt it 
since ramshackle is so shabby, they could decorate it however they want without complaints bc they’d be fixing the damn dorm and making it look like its not on the verge of collapse
like would crowley complain abt neon green walls if its at least better than the peeling wallpaper? probably but yuu would talk shit so he wouldn’t
anyways head empty so enjoy the sunny content
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capriciousleo · 1 year
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OKAY GUYS, IT’S HAPPENING!! While I totally love Genshin and the Harbingers, I still am an astrology and tarot account, which means... I will be combining these two and share very interesting series and posts with you all, my lovelies!!
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Part 2, 3
So, my first post in “Fatui Harbingers Natal Charts” series shall be:
𝑫𝑶𝑻𝑻𝑶𝑹𝑬’𝑺 𝑵𝑨𝑻𝑨𝑳 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑻
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Moon- Capricorn
Mercury- Cancer
Venus- Aquarius
Mars- Capricorn
Rising- Leo
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First of all, I would like to say that this man gives heavy earth energy for some reason that I didn’t expect😭. He’s very duty-and-goal-oriented, and you can rely on him to complete his job. Even his short phrase — “Jester, I have completed the task you gave me.” gives very Capricorn vibes. Also, agreeing to the negotiation for killing off his segments for a Gnosis... a pretty frosty Capricorn move — Capricorns will do whatever it takes to achieve their goals, and their methods may be shocking to people because of how cold and sharp their decisions can be. And the experiments he makes??💀💀 This man doesn’t feel anything, and it’s also his Venus to blame. But we will get there. Also, the way he hates his time being wasted and he clearly voices this out is another trait of Cappies. However, this doesn’t mean they won’t invest in something that should bring harvest in the future.
It was difficult to pick between Aquarius or Leo rising, but you guys see my verdict lol. Yes, he may come off as disturbingly weird and innovative, but the way he holds himself commands awe and respect — his tone, speech, body motions. Wherever he goes, he takes up the space. Remember his behavior and body language in Sumeru in the scene where he manipulated the citizens — he’s very prideful. He is confident in his abilities and this feeling oozes out of him.
All of the fcked up weirdness, innovativeness, being open to possibilities... I believe it comes from his Aquarius Venus. He enjoys and thrives to learn and experiment on something new. His methods were unacceptable and out of the norm, for which he got expelled from Akademiya and thrown out of Sumeru and he’s still salty abt it lmao. He’s also very detached, which combines with his Capricorn. ‘Emotional intimacy’ is not in his vocabulary — don’t even bother, he will call it ‘silly’, and this being the lightest word I used.
NOW. His Mercury in Cancer... it’s DARK. OKAY?? And I’m sure it’s at a very high degree. I was originally thinking to put Cancer Mars cuz it also fits him, and this placement is completely FCKED UP (many many serial killers have this exact placement and that’s something I found out myself). All of his experiments??? The Underground Arena??? All of the plots and manipulation of literally everyone and everything??? Literally the whole plot revolves around the aftermath of his actions that always affect everyone in Teyvat. And guess what? He is not going to stop nowhere soon. The way he made Scara unlikeable both for regular ppl AND the Fatui members on PURPOSE just so Scara is dependent on HIM AND HIM ONLY. ‘Oh, look, Scara, I am the only one who didn’t turn their back on you and can keep up with you. You have only me.’ Ofc, Dottore needed Scara’s powers. That’s an unhealthy Cancer placement for you. He knows where to press where it hurts the most, and with his Capricorn placements? Oof. He damn knows how to use his words and combine emotions and logic in his manipulations. Dottore is literally a walking “The Traumatizer-3000” machine.
Sun in Gemini is pretty self-explanatory. He is witty, intelligent, unconventional, and enjoys learning and has great oratory skills.
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P.S. Share your takes/ thoughts in comments if you wish! I’d love to discuss tee hee💛 And now, I’ll go watch Zydrate edits of him since they flooded my tiktok fyp fhsksksk. Also, excuse if my writing seems kinda funky and hard to understand, I was writing this at 2 am🤠
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Karlheinz Sakamaki in Real Life + Hcs
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♔ I don’t have an exact actor or model in mind, but I found that the first photo on the top left is what he looks like.
♔ @mikalara-dracula has Karl irl and she has an actual actor she thinks would work best to play Karl if dl had a live-action.
♔ Anyways I’m just going to be talking about Karl in general and what I want to point out.
♔ Okay so I know there is not an exact age on this man but we know that he is 2000+ years old.
♔ And knowing that he was friends with Socrates, he was definitely born during B.C times.
♔ Also, has anyone ever thought that because Karl was friends with Socrates, it means that he stayed/lived or possibly ruled Greece for a little?
♔ I’m betting he knows the language too.
♔ Which reminds me, I have always thought that because he’s so old, he’s traveled the world a lot throughout the centuries.
♔ So he has learned many languages (ancient ones) throughout his time, so it wouldn't surprise me if he remembers how to read or speak some of the languages.
♔ I know he’s been throughout all of Europe since there is speculation/belief and evidence which proves it, that the demon realm is located in Transylvania, so it doesn’t surprise me if he first explored Europe.
♔ Oh, and how much you wanna bet his real name is not Karlheinz?
♔ I mean, that could be his name as king now, but what about centuries back?
♔ He has many names and faces for sure.
♔ Speaking of which, I don’t think he’s only had six biological children and three wives in all his life.
♔No, this man has married many women, been with many women, and has had many children, whether they be biologically his or not.
♔ There’s no way Cordelia, Christa, and Beatrix are his only wives.
♔ It doesn’t seem possible.
♔ The guy’s a snake.
♔ And I know that the woman or women “he’s loved” are not the women he’s married.
♔ I think throughout his lifetime he’s only had two women he really cared about.
♔ And I mean REALLY care.
♔ Now apart from this I and @mikalara-dracula have this belief that Karl is a cheapskate because he doesn’t pay taxes for the houses he owns in the human world.
♔ We say this because I found there to be proof/truth in it.
♔ For starters, Reiji once said in-game translation (I believe so) to his brothers that if they make too much noise for a party it would cause trouble, and ppl will find out about their whereabouts.
♔ The same was said by Ruki about not changing mansions because Karl give it to them, and they were undercover.
♔ Plus, Yui heard from people that they believed the Sakamaki mansion to be abandoned.
♔ So because of this, if the houses Karl gives to his sons are supposedly believed to be abandoned, it’s not surprising that they live off of the grid.
♔ and if you live off the grid the government has no idea about the house you live in, which means you don’t pay taxes.
♔I have reason to believe that is where Reiji gets his cheapness from.
♔Even tho his sons hate him, they are more than alike.
♔Which I’m sure we’ve all noticed this.
♔Also, earlier I mentioned that he may have possibly ruled. I feel like he may have tried it a long time ago in the human world or was close friends with those who were rulers.
♔ Whatever the case, he’s been ruling in the demon world for a long time and has been in many wars.
♔ And he takes pride in this so much.
♔ He is really fascinated by humans and their inventions.
♔ And he sometimes takes what he’s learned and applies it to the Demon world but with a twist.
♔ I mean, it’s probably why the demon world has carnivals.
♔ And why there are many ballroom invitations and gatherings.
♔ You know idk what it is but it also wouldn’t surprise me if Karl actually was human.
♔ Bc I read somewhere in the new manga I believe and he made it sound like immortality was given to him, rather than being born with it.
♔ So perhaps he was once human but was then given immortality?
♔ If this is the case maybe he’s fascinated by humans because he wants to be closer to his kind, of which he once was?
♔ It doesn’t surprise me if that’s why he may do it because he feels alone in the world by possibly being the only human in existence to gain so much power and reign so much.
♔ If this theory I have is true it doesn’t surprise me if his creator is the reason why he is the way he is with experiments and such since in this case he was experimented on as well.
♔ I know it sounds crazy but most of the time people aren’t born rotten.
♔ So the better question is who made Karlheinz that way?
♔ If he truly wasn’t horrible from the start, I’d like to know who put that rock in his chest?
♔ Personally, I don’t know what to think if this is the case. I want to believe he’s just rotten but idk rejet might be leaving things out.
♔ Apart from this, I heard/saw that in one of Reiji’s routes Cordelia claimed that Karl hates familial bonds.
♔ So it makes me wonder are his parents the reason for that?
♔ I know he and Ric used to get along so I’m imagining that they went through a lot together but a wicked woman like Cordelia split them. But idk I mean, they must have been close to some degree.
♔ I thought it was a little silly knowing they literally fought over her like a duel.
♔ But I did feel a little sorry for Richter when he explained how troubled and lost he was after all that she had done to him.
♔ Still his character is not so great.
♔ But I don’t know how much fault Richter truly has. (I haven’t gotten there yet😂)
♔ Oh, speaking of Cordelia, I just want to say that Karl did his wives dirty.
♔ Like when he met Cordelia, I kinda felt bad for how she was brainwashed by her family and that what she was feeling was love and all that.
♔ That’s honestly just horrible, idk when she met him, but I’m betting she was like 16-17.
♔ I think he married all his wives at a young age.
♔ Beatrix may have been 18-20years old, and Christa might have been 14-16.
♔ I mean Karl really doesn’t care about age gaps, he was just scouting women he needed for his experiments.
♔ Like seriously, he’d get with his son’s wives if necessary or if he took a liking to them.
♔ He literally doesn’t care. I mean he told Cordelia that insest was ok soooo it doesn’t surprise me. It’s f*cked up ik.
♔ And honestly, he has so much charisma.
♔ Especially when he met these three ladies.
♔ His charm is out the roof and it had them hooked on like glue.
♔ Although I do think that Beatrix is his favorite because Reiji once said that she didn’t bring his father anything beneficial as she was just an ordinary vampire.
♔ She wasn't like Cordelia who was the daughter of the demon lord.♔ So even though Beatrix may have not given him much experimental gain he still chose her.
♔ Probably because he actually took a liking to her.
♔ But because he’s been through love and all that and he’s not phased by feelings, he preferred to have her as a vessel for experimental purposes by baring his sons.
♔ But that doesn’t mean he doesn’t have/had mistresses.
♔ Speaking of which I just want to say that photo at the bottom right is a picture of a child because it represents the fact that he cherishes having an heir.
♔ I’m not gonna lie, but I also think the reason why he likes Beatrix more is that she gave him an heir too.
♔ I also think its because he just liked her more.
♔ Apart from this, I also want to mention how much Karl loves women.
♔ Like we can’t say his sons’ pervertedness doesn’t stem from him. Cause it surely does.
♔ Which is why there’s a picture of a girl in a white and gold dress cause I just have this belief that he loves the color white on women and dresses that are thin/transparent.
♔ It reminds of ancient times when women would wear more loose and see-through clothes.♔ The painting in red with a bunch of women represents all the experiments and scarifies he’s done throughout the centuries.
♔ That photo in particular, is probably the ritual needed in order to turn someone into a pure blood or to preserve something.
♔ Or to even make a linking of two beings.
♔ If you want more than that, I’d say request and hit my inbox for it 😂 cause it’s a lot to explain.♔ But yeah, essentially, these are ideas I just wanted to say/throw out there.
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destinyc1020 · 19 days
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you talk a lot about how tom and z have that glow with each other (or idk how you specifically put it into words, but just that you can really tell that they are meant to be together).
now that the topic is brought up with olivia and austin, ik you right them off as a fling and just costars. it could just be me, but the way they both just lit up with each other. some of their interviews will always be in my mind, like the way olivia was always so breathless near him or the way austins face would turn beat red after she would compliment him. they were always joking around taking the joke farther then it needed to be bc they wanted to see each other laugh.
ik he's with kaia now and they are so adorable, but i do miss whatever olivia and austin had! (hopefully this doesn't sound too weird or crazy haha)
Tomdaya definitely have a certain special SOMETHING that I don't see with most celebrity couples today (just being honest!).
Call it a je ne sais quoi if you will. 🥰
I don't even believe in "soul mates" (I think that individuals can have a wonderful, loving, and connected relationship with a VARIETY of multiple people on this earth), but Tom and Zendaya just seem like they "fit" with each other. Like, it would be harrrrrd for them to find others out here who they really click with and have the same fulfilling, "madly-in-love-with-each-other" relationship that they have with each other. I'm not saying it would be impossible, I'm just saying that I feel like it would be incredibly difficult. 🥴
Their type of love seems like it's the type that only comes about once in a lifetime tbh lol. 😅 They seem more connected and deeply friends with each other more than some MARRIED couples out here lol. 😅
Re: Austin/Olivia.... Auslivia?
I know some fans were really shipping them hard during the Elvis era when the film first came out and they were doing press with one another. But to me they have always just seemed more like friends? 🤷🏾‍♀️
I'll be honest, I never got any deep, strong chemistry btwn them. I didn't even really sense THAT much chemistry btwn them in the "Elvis" movie tbh. 🫣
Maybe it's just me? 🤷🏾‍♀️
I'm pretty sure they probably had some type of short-lived filming fling going on during "Elvis" (it WAS covid after all.... and we WERE in lock down for months going stir crazy rofl 🤣), but I never got the impression that they were anything serious or that Olivia was anything more than a rebound/ fling. We never even saw them hanging out with each other outside of filming/work reasons.
BTW, Austin's face turns beet red anytime anyone compliments him rofl 🤣 (he's more of a "Shy Guy"), so I'm not sure that's just due to Olivia lol. 😅
But it's not surprising if fans (like yourself) still ship them.... I think that's just par for the course when it comes to costars who play love interests sometimes. 🤷🏾‍♀️
I personally don't ship actors together if they're in serious rlshps with other ppl. I may say that two actors look "cute" together, or think that two actors have awesome "chemistry" with each other, but I'm not claiming that two actors are cheating on their SOs with each other, or getting busy combing the internet looking for "signs" ("Omg did you see the way they looked at each other for 2.5 seconds?!!?!??") that two costars are secretly madly in love with each other and their significant others are none the wiser lol. That's just weird to me. 🥴
I'm not much of a big "shipper" of relationships just in general though. 🤷🏾‍♀️ Tomdaya is a huge exception lol. 😅
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lesbian-toddhoward · 2 years
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i hope you deleted the dream queerbaiting post bc you have looked into it more and realized he came out over six months ago and has had to repeatedly talk about and defend how he identifies since, due to asks like the one you received, and ppl just believing his antis immediately since they already have preconceived notions about him anyway. tbh i'm a little disappointed you answered it, because even if you did take it down, it seemed you were quick to jump to SOME kind of conclusion. look, there's plenty of reasons someone could find to dislike dream, if they were determined about it, but that's not one of them. some ppl who don't actually know him decided a long time ago that he's trying to monetize a long term friendship by flirting with his best friend on stream, and that the two of them ONLY do it for fans, despite both of them and ALL of their other friends saying no, they're actually like that -- if anything, they're even worse off stream. (believe it or don't, but i do find it interesting that despite it taking two to tango, so to speak, only one of them is ever harassed or gets anons like that sent to ppl about how they act towards each other... and it's the one who has come out as queer... weird how that happens). anyway, coming from someone who is quite a bit older than most of these fans, antis, and even the content creators themselves, idk. something about the way dream coming out went down, and how he's been treated since by the community that should be welcoming him in, just breaks my heart. setting aside whatever other issues people may have with him due to past actions or how they feel about his minecraft career (lol, like that actually matters), no one deserves that.
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inkdemon-whore · 1 year
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perhaps you could clear this up. Did Ink Demon like...vore Audrey or fuse with her or...I mean they're made of the same ink I'm just wondering how they shared a body/power at the end of the game. Also can they "combine" in your Daddy!ink AU? Or would they not be able to separate after that?
.......... Vore, I guess-
He just eats her. My brain was thinkin like how animals would cannibalise their young for survival reasons, or that one painting of saturn devouring his son. Or just, how the ink demon seems to just, eat ppl in game. It batdr, a death to the ink demon is called "devoured", ain't it?
In game, I have no idea how that works, especially considering a majority of the time it's a game over, unless it's scripted like at the end. We could assume any time the ink demon devours Audrey, he can become beast bendy. I guess the only difference is, he might actually be killing her before consuming her, meanwhile the ending he may have eaten her alive.
Idk, in my au, as of right now, I'd argue it's not that confusing or ambiguous. The ink demon takes a possibly meaningless or unwanted part of himself, gives it some legs to stand on, and if it stumbles he kills it and eats it. If it manages to walk, he sends it to Joey, which is basically just having Joey kill it and throw it back into the machine for bendy to still eat it. Most of these things end up dead before consumption.
However, he can still access their memories or feelings, if any, and gain whatever thing he gave them back. Most of the time, these memories and feelings are meaningless, just the horrors that he's grown numb to, vuagly seeing what trauma he's caused thro some little things eyes without much care.
The only time it's painful, is when that broken off and sculpted part of himself, sees or feels things he wishes he could have seen or felt before, or if they have some kind of emotional maturity he's lacking in.
Hey might seem to share the same ink as each other, or even as every one else, but I don't think it's just the ink that's important, it's also weather or not these beings have souls, and what that 'data' is to keep them together or from their bodies falling apart entirely.
The ink demon is like.... A pc..... And Audrey is a USB back up of data.
Everyone else are floppy disk or something-
In terms of if the two can combine in my au, ye, perfect Audrey could combine with the ink demon, and I'd imagine the only reason they could separate is because by that point, Audrey is her own person, separate from the ink demon anyway. If she wasn't, she be lost in the sauce.... Of, ink.... Or..... Shut up-
"you will die" -has lost one's biting his own legs despite him being invincible and numb-
What even-, what-, what even was the-, like did he know?
"Oh nooooo, don't do it~ don't restart the cycle~ -bat's eyelashes- nnnnuuuuaaaaa~ don't let me outta the machine nnnnooooouuuuu~ -baby doll eyes-"
That is one of the many reasons this au exist, to explain that shit. It's an AU, but also arguably a theory. It just, makes some things not seem dumb, like the ink demon himself
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i hope you deleted the dream queerbaiting post bc you have looked into it more and realized he came out over six months ago and has had to repeatedly talk about and defend how he identifies since, due to asks like the one you received, and ppl just believing his antis immediately since they already have preconceived notions about him anyway. tbh i'm a little disappointed you answered it, because even if you did take it down, it seemed you were quick to jump to SOME kind of conclusion. look, there's plenty of reasons someone could find to dislike dream, if they were determined about it, but that's not one of them. some ppl who don't actually know him decided a long time ago that he's trying to monetize a long term friendship by flirting with his best friend on stream, and that the two of them ONLY do it for fans, despite both of them and ALL of their other friends saying no, they're actually like that -- if anything, they're even worse off stream. (believe it or don't, but i do find it interesting that despite it taking two to tango, so to speak, only one of them is ever harassed or gets anons like that sent to ppl about how they act towards each other... and it's the one who has come out as queer... weird how that happens). anyway, coming from someone who is quite a bit older than most of these fans, antis, and even the content creators themselves, idk. something about the way dream coming out went down, and how he's been treated since by the community that should be welcoming him in, just breaks my heart. setting aside whatever other issues people may have with him due to past actions or how they feel about his minecraft career (lol, like that actually matters), no one deserves that.
someone is sending this to a bunch of people hoping to make it some new copy-pasta or draw attention to their posting enemies or some shit but they didnt count on it being so boring and long that no one is going to read or care about this shit. give up on trolling, dude, this isnt your passion
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