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Ɓesti- i haven't found an Azusa simp in years i honestly adore Kanato more. He is a cutie to me even tho he would probably stab me—
BUT! I demand fluff. Fluff with Kanato, and if you wish, i wouldn't mind Azusa fluff.
Oh yesssss plz more Azusa requests~
And yesssss I totally see why you like Kanato :3 Cute ones could stab hardest lol
Azusa Mukami
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At first, tenderness with Azusa would be difficult.
Because this man believes that pain is love.
And for some reason you're not that interested in pain.
You should take the initiative.
In the beginning, all intimacy is initiated by you.
Hug him, give him kisses and tell him how much you love him.
Azusa might not learn quickly.
Change would take time.
But Azusa would learn… and he would start showing affection towards you.
Azusa hugs would be really gentle.
He would like to hug you very often.
Azusa would love you a lot.
And he would like to prove it.
Normally, Azusa would be a big spoon.
He would love to hold you in his arms.
Azusa's kisses would usually be soft.
They would be fast but there would be many of them.
In some cases all over the body.
Public PDA would usually be hands pietly.
Azusa would enjoy it.
Kanato Sakamaki
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Fluff would usually happen on his terms.
But it would happen.
And if it didn't happen Kanato would get nervous.
So forget everything you are doing and give him attention.
Kanato would like affection.
Affection that he would never have received.
Kanato would love to be on your lap.
When you stroke his hair.
And you give him ALL your attention.
Normally, Kanato would be a small spoon.
But of course there would also be those moments when he would be a big spoon.
Even if they are a bit rare.
Kanato would easily be jealous.
And this is why PDA is a matter in public.
Kanato would hold your hand the whole time.
He would keep you close all the time.
Kanato doesn't want you to go far without him.
Usually, he would be afraid that if he let go of you, you would just disappear.
Kisses would also be a thing.
Usually they would be surprising.
To begin with, they are possessive.
But they become softer as Kanato trusts you more.
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liannelara-dracula · 6 months
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Hi love,
Thanks for asking this so obviously this pertains to the S bros so that’s where I’m sticking w this. Not including Kino bc he’s not really involved in this whole S bride thing anyway.
-Liannelara
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Prompt
Requests are open
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Who is capable of falling in love with their S bride? (MTL) + how much they value their S bride?
Subaru—He’s very vulnerable and he’s with this woman 24/7 and if she’s nice to him/gives him attention he’s roped in. But would never admit it. It might just be puppy love even but he’d end up liking her weather or not he does anything about it.
Value: he’d value her if she was tolerable and likable in the sense that she didn’t bother him. If she was gentle He’d especially value that. On a scale of 1-10 it’s have to be a 6.
Reiji—this may come as a shock because he is very head strong and a perfectionist but he his capable and we see this in the game routes numerous times. Even if Reiji has a different way of expressing his care or love, when he loves he treats his partner very well. And it takes a while for him to gain feelings but it’s through all the trouble and pain that he’s caused you but it’s mostly through getting to know you emotionally that he is able to love. But feels quiet guilty.
Value: 8 or 9/10, if you bare his kids, your a respectable lady and you got it all down he’s appreciative that you’ve brought his kids into the world but what doesn’t give you 10/10 is that he’d doesn’t value nor care for you as a partner. He may see you as his wife and mother of his child but not as a romantic partner. If you don’t have redeeming qualities you are just worthless to him. 3/10 or lower.
Shu—gosh, he seems like he could but also might not. Either way he’s lazy about it. In the game routes he is seen to fall in love sometimes but I think it’s quiet dry. There’s not much to it and he doesn’t seem all that into it. He’s just there and it’s comfortable to him. I would say it’s a practical convient love not a deep love unlike Reiji.
Value: 5/10 not too bad because it’s free s3x. He is annoyed but also amused at the same time. Not interested to know much and doesn’t know half of what you do bc he’s doesn’t care. If you don’t bug him often you get the 5/10 you won’t get more because he wants little do with you and since your not annoying there’s a flip side to it.
Kanato—he loves women, and that can mean many different things. But as deranged he may be he isn’t as complicated as his other two brothers, well may be just as complicated—but differently! Though if it’s about love this changed his behavior and he may drop the psychotic behavior altogether especially if there was character development but it’s hard to say. But he seems like he’d have feelings even if they are not the healthiest, he’s more capable of loving and liking than the other two.
Value: you could have 0/10 where he’s just going to m*rder you. Or you could have 11/10 were he is opposed and will not give you to others and protects you at all costs. There is no inbetween.
Laito—he’s to damaged to be capable of understanding his feelings. So while he may feel something he can’t distinguish it nor how he feels about it. All he knows is that it’s different and he’s not going to go further than that. I also believe he has a lot of trust issues with women so loving one is just not practical needless to say he’s a damn mess.
Value: 3/10 if not 0/10. You are like every other woman, why should you be different? Amuse him but also don’t get involved and he won’t be mad, but it doesn’t mean he likes not trust you at all so 3/10. You are merely convenience.
Ayato—he doesn’t really love and I got to say if he did he’s not sure what is going on. He’s quiet selfish and might confusion attraction and convince as love. In fact, he thinks that his S bride loves him so therefore he has a mutal feeling of love for her. He’s okay with having her love him but not that he loves her. He’s too narcissistic to fall in love.
Value: 3/10 or 7/10. 3 is your stubborn and boring to him and you’ve given him nothing. 7 is you give him what he wants and are obedient for the most part.
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manicpixxiegirl · 2 years
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— more random diabolik lovers headcanons i had at one in the morning
trigger warning : manipulation, drug addiction, mentions of mental health issues, dissociation, self-harm, trauma, substance abuse.
word count : 749
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➵ kou speaks french.
➵ laito's favourite position to cuddle in is when you lay your head in his chest, it just makes him feel alive; as if he had warm blood and an actual heartbeat.
➵ kanato is obsessed with those butterflies in a picture frame.
➵ reiji has pet rats, like a multitude of them.
➵ ayato has named every single one of reiji's rats; names all after singers from the 2000's.
➵ kanato likes to touch and do your hair, he also enjoys when you return the favour by doing his hair.
➵ subaru hates the summer with a passion, the heat is too much and it even makes his coffin uncomfortable to be in.
➵ kino keeps a shit ton of crystals on him at all times, he is super into the whole spirituality thing.
➵ he also burns sage and incense in his room to rid it of 'bad vibes'.
➵ azusa's favourite drink is gingerbread latte.
➵ shin is overwhelmingly competitive; just because he likes you does not mean he will let you win.
➵ carla's guilty pleasure is having you plait his hair, but he constantly complains whether you do it or not.
➵ azusa thinks of you as his moth.
➵ laito loves baking with you, or just cooking in general.
➵ ayato is super into astrology, like he even knows the meanings of each persons venus sign.
➵ kanato loves the smell of burnt caramel, but hates to clean up after himself when he does burn it.
➵ shin is the type to not be able to take spice at all, yet he will still eat it to avoid looking like a weakling.
➵ carla used to have raspatory problems as a child, but will obliterate anyone that brings it up.
➵ kou is an introvert who would much rather spend time with his family than anyone else.
➵ laito is so clingy, he literally gets so insecure every time you leave him - even if its just to go to the bathroom or to fetch some water.
➵ azusa is autistic.
➵ kino has adhd.
➵ laito feels super scared to have kids because he would never want to pass on any type of generational trauma because of his own baggage.
➵ kino and ayato often bond when they smoke weed together, otherwise they're constantly bickering.
➵ kou is incredibly smart but hardly ever applies himself at school because he wants to maintain a dumb façade that helps him manipulate people.
➵ sometimes azusa feels so lonely he starts to hallucinate as if it were a mirage.
➵ yuma frequently feels like he is not part of his own body, not like he is insecure of his body, just that his life does not seem to revolve around himself personally.
➵ kou is such a hard worker that he once worked for more than three days straight, because he was secretly afraid of disappointing his company and fans, yet still felt a crushing guilt for not going home to see his brothers.
➵ he uses hard work to distract himself from his traumatising past.
➵ kino suffers from so much anxiety that his teeth have imprinted on the side of his tongue for clenching his mouth for too long.
➵ azusa tends to sleep walk into others rooms so he can sleep next to them.
➵ which is convenient for kou, who has a very hard time sleeping alone, so he ends up having a lot of sleepovers with azusa anyways.
➵ ruki dissociates a lot.
➵ he doesn't dissociate in the way of him replacing the reality around him with that of a daydream, but in the way that he doesn't feel like anything is real.
➵ azusa uses piercings and tattoos as a form of self harm but also as a coping mechanism.
➵ yuma could stare at the ceiling for hours just trying to recollect his past memories (he fails every single time).
➵ kanato has major trust issues, but when he does trust someone he tends to develop separation anxiety.
➵ symptoms of kanato's separation anxiety includes things such as shaking, and picking at his nails.
➵ laito is a recovering drug addict.
➵ shu was severely traumatised by any type of fires, so he refuses to enter any room that has candles, incense burners, etc.
➵ this is the reason he only ever uses electronically powered stoves.
➵ reiji struggles with multiples types of substance abuse; the most prevalent is his use of LSD and speed.
➵ shu doesn't enjoy going out because he is the type of person to be constantly looking behind himself to check that no one is following him, or doing anything suspicious.
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secretarykang · 2 years
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i can’t stop thinking about how in the au where saeclus and devyn are endgame, her bond with karlheinz is unfortunately still strong.
picture this: last time they meet before the wedding, cuz karlheinz wants to give her a special wedding present. what’s the present? his mother wedding tiara. one of his mother’s wishes was that he’d gift the tiara to his own wife one day, which obviously didn’t happen. nor cordelia or beatrix got it, not even dear christa who was aware of its existence, but was to shy to ask why she didn’t got it her wedding day. karlheinz kept it for the woman he’d fall for, if she’d ever appear in his life, and he did do that. but it wasn’t his wife fortunately
you know about his ‘rule’ that devyn should wear something gifted by him whenever she was meeting a foreign official, that the pretext he used. he ‘jokingly’ said that she should wear it since she’s marry a foreigner.
and she accepted it. because despite what karl did, he’s still her best friend and she knew deep down that he’ll never do that again.
also no one but her, karl and dong hwa knew about the origins of the tiara. her father recognised it immediately. he was karl’s father’s best man, saw that tiara before his friend’s future bride could see it since it was a present for her from he husband to be. so at the wedding, when he sits down next to karl, he whispers a “you did the right thing, son.”
it’s not only devyn that has a ‘soft spot’ for karl, but dong hwa too. he raised like his own, and glad that the king choose to leave the situation be and not interfere anymore.
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batmilkzz · 19 days
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Lil sketch of a big man
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fangsforiris · 26 days
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Kanato Sakamaki HC’S
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Word Count: 10,004 Included Topics: General, Looks, Hair, Body, Skincare, Makeup, Voice, Mentality, Family, Brides/Yui, Academics, Fashion, Magic & Bag.
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⇘ : : [General]
🕯️ He has an uncanny interest in death and dead bodies. (Canon fact.)
🕯️ He likes watching Reiji bake. The way he so skillfully moves his fingers, and how he never questions his movements is fascinating.
🕯️ He listens to Melanie Martinez and Malice Mizer.
🕯️ He worked as Karlheinz’s secretary for a few years, starting when he was 13. He stopped when he was 16. 
🕯️ People in the Royal Court really liked him, and Karlheinz liked having a, in his words, ‘pretty thing’ next to him in every meeting. 
🕯️ Cordelia also worked as Karlheinz’s secretary when she first met him, before having an arranged marriage. She was a minor, while he was well into his 20’s. (Canon fact that he groomed her.)
🕯️ Karlheinz definitely forcibly feminizes Kanato. 
🕯️ As in, he definitely enjoys when he cross-dresses. Much to Kanato’s displeasure. 
🕯️→ It’s already established how horrible Karlheinz is, so I wouldn’t put it past him to do something like that. 
🕯️ Kanato sometimes uses his looks to his advantage, such as getting things for free since people assume he’s a girl. Some of the things people bought him for free: drinks, clothing, makeup, jewelry, food, whatever it may be. 
🕯️ Him acting like a deer in the headlights also helps get him out of trouble. 
🕯️ Call it pretty privilege. 
🕯️ Once he and Ayato were trespassing and when an officer came up to them, he used his charms to get them both out of trouble. 
🕯️→ “Oi! You two, hands where I can see them.” The officer blared his flashlight at the two siblings, their eyes squinting from the sudden blindness. Ayato groaned, putting up his hands, “Ugh, what is it?”
🕯️→ Kanato slowly put his hands down, looking at the officer with big doe eyes, batting his eyelids slowly, “Oh! I’m so sorry officer… you see me and my brother got lost! I happened to drop my ring while we were here… and… I couldn’t find it.”
🕯️→ The officer stared at Kanato, his severe demeanour softening as he was temporarily struck by the innocent charm that radiated from him. “Lost, huh?” he mumbled, his voice no longer harsh. “Well, you two ought to have taken greater caution. Trespassing is a serious offense.”
🕯️→ Kanato nodded earnestly, his act of innocence unwavering. “Yes, officer, we understand,” he replied softly, his voice laced with feigned sincerity. “We'll be more careful next time, I promise.”
🕯️→ Ayato rolled his eyes, but remained silent as the officer sighed, shaking his head. “Alright, just make sure you don’t come back here again,” he warned, before turning to leave. “And find that ring quickly. We don’t want anyone else getting into trouble over it.”
🕯️→ As the officer left, Kanato let out a sigh of relief. “That was close.” Ayato turned to face Kanato, a smirk playing on his lips. “Too close, also–”
🕯️→ “Not another word,” Kanato interrupted sharply, shooting Ayato a warning glance. Ayato chuckled, raising his hands in surrender. “Alright then,” he knew better than to push his luck with Kanato when he was in one of his moods.
🕯️ Kanato often wonders about the possibility of going missing. It’s a fantasization of his to see if anyone truly cared about him. He’d also want to know if he’d make it out alive. It’s one of those dark thoughts that come up every once in a while, more so when he’s doing the dishes. 
🕯️ He definitely has one of those girl blogger accounts.
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⇘ : : [Looks]
🕯️ Kanato is obsessive about his appearance. 
🕯️ From afar you wouldn’t guess it, but Kanato cares a lot about his image, he wants every single thing about his appearance to be perfect. 
🕯️ He has a set image that he was to adhere to 24/7 and if just one thing is off he’ll spiral. (Think of Reiji with absolutely anything, but multiply it by 100x. It’s that bad.) 
🕯️ Kanato has very soft feminine features. 
🕯️ His obsession started because of his mother, who valued her looks along with his. Also partially influenced by those around him in the Royal Court, who at first glance, would identify the similarities between the two. 
🕯️ In fact, Karlheinz would be skeptical for a bit of Kanato’s true gender, finding it uncanny with the parallels surrounding his first wife and 4th son. He’d treat Kanato as a girl despite knowing later on that he isn’t. 
🕯️ This would partially add to Kanato’s slight (not really slight) insecurity of not being seen as ‘man enough’ or atleast a boy. 
🕯️ Since he looks the most like Cordelia, she would keep him on a strict regime so as to not ‘ruin her name.’ 
🕯️ Kanato’s desired image depicts a doll. He wants so badly to look and feel like a doll. In the sense that it’s hauntingly ethereal, and those who cast their gaze upon him are forced to stop and stare. 
🕯️ Almost like his mother, but part of him knows he doesn’t want anyone to see him in that sort of light. Just in the way that they can’t take their eyes off him, and are filled with envy of how surreal he is. 
🕯️ He wants his very entity to invoke a sense of surrealism. As if he came out of a 1900’s portrait, and just looking at him gives off an ‘out of body’ experience. 
🕯️ He prides himself dearly on his looks, but that also has its limitations. (Semi-canon fact.)
🕯️ Sometimes, he wonders how his life would be if he were to look more like his first cousins-once removed (Shin and Carla) and brothers. Would his mother still take pride in him the same way? 
🕯️ Because of him gaining Cordelia’s features, many upon first meeting assume he’s a girl. He gets upset at this, but other times he’d leave it be and proceed to accept it as a compliment. 
🕯️ He’s also pretty short, especially compared to his brothers, so the shock factor from others when discovering he’s a boy also adds to the whole ‘Kanato Experience.’ 
🕯️ TW!! He is used to being catcalled and harassed because of his looks. These are the moments where he wonders if it’s a curse or a blessing to look so much like his mother. 
🕯️ TW!! Due to this, he understands both perspectives, both men and women, and has slight empathy towards their struggles. (Slight. As this is still Kanato we’re talking about.) 
🕯️ TW!! But he has only felt true fear when he was placed in a situation where he happened to be barricaded and incapable of fighting them off. He wondered how he was so powerless, as his hands shook and his body trembled. How he was so quick to become prey instead of the predator. 
🕯️ TW!! He’s had some close calls of being assaulted, especially with the majority of men who are physically larger and stronger than him, but has been saved by older women and couples. 
🕯️ TW!! After this happens, he is usually filled with feelings of resentment and self-loathing. Such as → ‘Why was I so weak? I am no mortal.’ and ‘If the others saw me, they’d call me pathetic– I was pathetic.’ 
🕯️ TW!! Kanato would rather die or skin himself alive than admit he’d been placed in such a situation far too many times for his liking. With countless close calls at that. He wouldn’t want to be seen as a victim like Laito, and definitely not be doted on with the focus of his weakness being called into question. 
🕯️ Because of this, on his days out into the town/out of the house, he carries pepper spray and a small retractable pink combat knife. Just in case his vampiric strength isn’t enough. 
🕯️ Slight TW!! Kanato has been catcalled by Ayato and Laito, before the former two would realize and profusely apologize for mistaking him for a girl. It was embarrassing when he happened to be at the dessert cafe he particularly enjoys in Vandead Carnival, picking up macaroons for Laito and him, when his two brothers started hitting on him out of nowhere. 
🕯️ Ayato would initially not talk to him for a week, making a point to avoid him in every single room they both happened to enter, before Kanato would throw his Teddy at him. 
🕯️ Laito on the other hand, would laugh it off. But inside he’d somewhat hate himself and think back to the similarities towards Kanato and their mother. It’d make him feel more uncomfortable if anything. 
🕯️ Upon first meeting, the Mukami’s would assume Kanato was a girl as well. They’d find out the hard way when Kanato rejects both Yūma and Kou’s advances and Ayato pipes in to get them away from his brother. 
🕯️→ “Oi! Kanato ain’t a girl, that’s my brother, you half-blooded creeps!” 
🕯️→ “Didn’t you and Laito also mistake him for some chick…?”  Shuu would retort, causing the former to go silent and red, while Laito waves his hands dismissively, giving small uncomfortable chuckles. 
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⇘ : : [Hair]
🕯️ He prides himself on his purple hair (Canon fact.) 
🕯️ His hair is kept at a medium length, sometimes reaching his collarbone. 
🕯️ Kanato trims his hair every month. 
🕯️ He has a step by step hair care routine.
🕯️ He washes his hair 1-2 times a week.
🕯️His hair is naturally silky smooth, however it’s more flat in comparison to having volume (smooth > volume, flat > fluffy.) 
🕯️ Shockingly, out of the triplets he has the best hygiene, even going as far to rival Reiji in that department. 
🕯️ He likes to smell like strawberries and vanilla. The light, cute scents that many associate with those girls from shoujo mangas. He absolutely adores it. 
🕯️ He owns high grade shampoo, conditioner, hair masks, hair oils, and even purple shampoo just in case his natural colour lightens even more to his dismay. 
🕯️ He makes sure to wash, shampoo and condition his hair correctly, ensuring that he doesn’t get back acne or neck acne from leaving the product to suck into the skin. 
🕯️ It’s one of his pet peeves to have acne there, and also upsets him greatly when feeling an unnecessary bump on his ‘need to be’ smooth porcelain skin. 
🕯️ Kanato takes an ‘everything shower’ every end of the month, which includes him staying in the shower for 2-3 hours on end, deeply perfecting everything. 
🕯️ This heavily annoys the others, as he tends to take long, hot, excruciating showers which drains the hot water and ups the water bill each month. (To Shuu and Reiji’s dismay.)
🕯️ But make no mistake, Kanato benefits from the hot steam of the shower in comparison to just submerging his entire body in it. If he did, his entire body would be pruned up. Not a good look for his tastes. 
🕯️ His hair used to be darker, a more accurate colour match to Cordelia’s, but overtime due to stress, it lightened. 
🕯️ He prides his hair— and so does his mother. On most nights when she wasn’t dealing with Laito, she’d stay in his room, make Kanato sit in front of his vanity on his chair, and brush his hair. 
🕯️ It was an intimate moment for the two of them where their relationship grew. Oftentimes she’d take solace in these moments and reveal information about herself that no one else would hear. And Kanato would listen. 
🕯️ It was like their own little secret. Their thing that nobody else could take away from them. 
🕯️ This is where Kanato would find his likability to being seen as and called ‘a doll.’ 
🕯️ Cordelia would oftentimes refer to him as her doll or just the nickname ‘doll.’ 
🕯️→ “My little doll, you’re like Mommy when you’re quiet like this.”
🕯️→ “Am I, Mother?”
🕯️→ Cordelia would smile fondly, “Most definitely. You’re lucky to look like me, you know? Who else would dare to pay attention to you or your talents otherwise.”
🕯️→ Kanato would turn his head when he noticed his mother stop, the brush still clutched in her hands. He met her eyes, “I am?”
🕯️→ She’d put the brush down on the vanity, motioning towards the mirror where the two saw their reflection. Emerald green and pure lilac glew, its prominent glow reflecting off the mirror in the dark room, causing the latter to blink for good measure. Kanato would focus diligently, watching for what his mother had to say next. “Yes. Would you like to know a secret, doll?”
🕯️→ He’d nod, “You’ve always been my favourite. Your brothers just don’t have what I and everyone else sees in you.” His eyes would sparkle at that comment, leaving Cordelia to play with his hair.
🕯️→ “I’m… Mommy’s favourite?” The woman smiled, moving her hand to caress her son’s face, the looking glass delaying, “You will always be Mommy’s favourite.”
🕯️ He would never tell anyone of those nights, especially her admittance to him being her favourite. It was one of the secrets he’d take to the grave. 
🕯️→ (This reminded me of the audio on TikTok: My father is the worst person in the world; and I’m his favourite daughter.) 
🕯️ After Cordelia died, he’d sometimes hold his hair and play with it the same way she did to remember the fond memories and secrets they’ve shared. 
🕯️ After his makeup routine, he would style his hair accordingly. 
🕯️ He normally lets his hair air dry, mainly to prevent heat damage. 
🕯️ But in the slight occurrence he absolutely has to use a hairdryer, he will. 
🕯️ He always brushes his hair every time before bed, and in the morning. Exactly 12 strokes each time. Don’t ask. He simply thought the number was perfect for his hair and always does the trick every time. 
🕯️ His hair doesn’t usually tangle. 
🕯️ Kanato uses mousse on his hair when he wants the definition of volume. After this, he’d style his side bangs accordingly. 
🕯️ Sometimes he’d clip his side bangs to the side with his cute clips. The girls at school love this. They eat it up every time. Some even ask for hair tips as his hair is always shiny and well kept. 
🕯️ He always has a comb in his bag, just in case if his hair gets messy. He also keeps portable, travel sized, hair care products. 
🕯️ You know those hair gel glue sticks mainly used for fly aways? He 100% uses them and brings them in his small bag everywhere he goes. He can’t stand the fact that if one thing is wrong, it’ll tear him apart. 
🕯️ Kanato absolutely hates frizzy hair. He does everything to prevent it. Another reason why he isn’t as fond of the rain, it messes up his hair. 
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⇘ : : [Body]
🕯️ Kanato has a slim body. 
🕯️ Almost like the ballerina type, but more towards the feminine side of things. 
🕯️ He has long legs, with his torso being a bit more shorter than he’d like. All of this adds to the doll vibe he wants, though. 
🕯️ His neck isn’t that long, and his head is an appropriate size (in his opinion.)
🕯️ He’s more bony if anything, due to his unhealthy tendencies. 
🕯️ His ribcage can almost be seen, but that doesn’t stop the fact that his waist is still defined. 
🕯️ Put simply, he has a bony version of an hourglass figure. There’s fat, but it’s heavily set on the ‘almost anorexic’ side of the scale, especially defined by doctors and the countless physicians that have attended him. 
🕯️ When comparing his mother and him, she really shines when comparing their bodies. It’s like that’s the one thing the genes had to dominate. If he were a woman, their bodies would be exactly the same. Only major difference is Kanato lacks the fat on his body. 
🕯️ It freaks him out sometimes with how skin tight his body happens to appear. But that also gratifies him. Knowing that whatever it is he’s doing is working, makes for a great remedy in a psychotic episode. 
🕯️ Kanato really is almost like skin and bones. It does add to the living doll thing, though. 
🕯️ His collarbone is quite defined, along with his broad-set shoulders. 
🕯️ His complexion is quite fair. 
🕯️ He doesn’t have any known birthmarks to him, his skin is like a blank canvas. 
🕯️ His favourite part of his body are his hands and lips. There’s just something about the fragility of the two that intrigue him. 
🕯️ He loves the natural curve of his lips, the way that it can easily be rosier by biting it or putting more product on it. 
🕯️ It’s obsessive the way he tends to his lips. Always subjecting it to lip scrubs, and moistures. He really likes the way they perfect his face. 
🕯️ Kanato’s hands. Where to begin? He likes the way they’re thin and long. Not too long, that would freak him out. But just enough to allow him to examine them in a deeper context. 
🕯️ He does his best to not bruise them as bad, and if he were to, he’d want to have a contrast of red and pink splotches on his knuckles. He absolutely loves the contrast of the fair skin to the bruised bits. That goes for anyone. 
🕯️ His nails are always maintained. Always done. Either professionally or himself, he can’t catch himself falling short of his list of long expectations for himself. 
🕯️ They’re always filed nicely, and he always keeps his cuticles pushed back. 
🕯️ It’s always a medium length, perfect if he needed to open anything, pick a lock, or defend himself. He especially likes when he sees the damage his nails can cause his victims. 
🕯️ What he doesn’t like is cleaning the dried up blood from his nails. He hates the dirt and grime, but alas such pleasures do have consequences. 
🕯️ Speaking of, he normally paints his nails. Like you’ll never see him without painted nails. If they aren’t painted, someone call the ambulance immediately. 
🕯️ Kanato usually paints them sheer colours. Queue the jelly nail polish. He loves the pink ones, and how it delivers contrasts to his sickly pale hands. 
🕯️ He’ll do other colours, and even full ones but you’ll definitely see this boy with his signature pink. 
🕯️ He’ll even go as far as adding glitter. He loves the sparkly look, it reminds him of what he majorly missed out as a child. 
🕯️ Kanato has 2 ear piercings. One on both ears for his central lobe, the other on both ears as a helix.
🕯️ This was because he was pressured by Ayato and Laito to get another piercing and ‘live a little.’ They used it as a bonding exercise. 
🕯️ Kanato likes to act like he hates it, but secretly he enjoys the variety of earring combinations he can experiment with. 
🕯️ He mainly goes for diamond glittery earrings that don’t dangle as much. Mainly studs. However if it was a special event, then he’d have more of a statement earring in.
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⇘ : : [Skincare]
🕯️ He has a set skincare routine.
🕯️ He does his skin care every night. He never misses a day. 
🕯️ Kanato has dry skin, but not as sensitive. 
🕯️ He usually uses moisturizers to hydrate his skin, followed by a hydrating serum which is notably his favourite part of his routine. He likes the way he can squeeze the tube connected to the cap of the bottle, how squishy and malleable it is. 
🕯️ Also the way the serum falls on his face, he has no idea why that particularly catches his attention, but he’s fine with it nonetheless. 
🕯️ Kanato despises his eye bags, loathes it even, so you know he’s dead-set on doing everything possible to get rid of them, or atleast make them not as noticeable. They really hinder with the whole ‘doll-look’ he’s trying to viciously obtain. Queue the eye cream and patches. 
🕯️ Shockingly, they do wonders. And anything that isn’t as covered is covered by his makeup routine (mainly his colour correcting concealer and skin-tint light coverage foundation.) 
🕯️ He has very clear skin, and rarely gets acne/pimples. He is only second to having the best skin out of his brothers, the first being Shuu. 
🕯️ The skin care he uses is bought in small quantities, the only thing he regularly buys in bulk are his eye cream and patches. 
🕯️ He always starts his skincare routine by drenching his face in an ice-cold ice bath for 10 minutes, to reduce any puffiness he might have. 
🕯️ Kanato wears contacts most days, only resorting to his glasses if he absolutely has to. His glasses are black cat eye framed. He used to have a rose gold frame but he didn’t like how washed out it made his skin. 
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⇘ : : [Makeup]
🕯️ He uses makeup 100% (How else will he keep up his doll-like image?)
🕯️ He never needs to use any high coverage foundation considering that his skin is quite clear. He uses a light coverage skin-tint. 
🕯️ Considering that his complexion is more on the gray-side, he makes it a point to go outside in the sun more often without his umbrella.
🕯️ Because of this, he uses products with shade ranges that keep his very fair skin satiated. 
🕯️ Kanato’s concealer usage mainly goes to colour correcting and removing his eye bags. Everything else is fine in his eyes, it’s just his over dramatic, very dragged out and accentuated eye bags that make his face feel dragged out. 
🕯️ His contouring is quite limited, as he only applies his contour stick to accentuate his jaw, nose, and forehead. He’s satisfied with a softer approach as he prefers softer features in comparison to sharper. 
🕯️ This goes for both himself, and any sacrificial bride/potential love interest he’d set his eyes on. 
🕯️ He uses press powder. Kanato loves dipping his cushion into the powder, pushing and dabbing it onto his face and watching as some of the dust would collect around him in the air. 
🕯️ It’s like those old movies he’d watch with his brothers when they were younger, where the woman would enjoy having their makeup montage. It’s that satisfaction that allows him to revel in his routine. 
🕯️ Once he’s finished with that, his blush takes the center stage. He uses a moderately tinted blush, but uses only a small limited amount so as to not overpower his facial symmetry. It also tends to bring colour to his face and make him feel ‘alive’ so it’s extra important he gets it right. 
🕯️ Kanato also uses the powder blush found in the palettes. 
🕯️ He once tried liquid blush but instantly hated it as he could never get the timing right for how much he needed. Palette is much easier, safer, and plus, he enjoys seeing the product collect on the makeup brush, and tapping it ever so slightly for pan fallout. 
🕯️ His eyes. His absolute favourite part of doing his makeup every single time is the eye makeup. From eyeshadow, to mascara, to the eyeliner. It’s perfection. 
🕯️ He starts with his eyeshadow. He usually uses K-Beauty, considering that the K-Pop idols there have great taste for the glittery glam he’s looking for. It ranges from what he’s feeling, but most of the time you’ll see him with small copious amounts of glitter adorning his eyelids. 
🕯️ And it’s always perfection, seriously, he never misses. It’s often a fan favourite with the girls at school. 
🕯️ Kanato would start with a base colour, blending it with another before adding the small glitter adornments. He usually drifts towards soft pinks, but will use the pastels for blue and purple. 
🕯️ He never uses any of the brighter/riskier colours/shades. He prefers the softer, more pastel colours that add to his appeal. The browns/neutrals are okay too. 
🕯️ Next, his eyeliner. He tends to go for the middle ground. He has great precision, and always hits the mark on the first try. A signature cat-eyeliner is something he’d never dare to leave the house without. 
🕯️ For his lids, he uses liquid liner. For his water line, both top and bottom, a crayon/kajol based mixture. He does this to lessen the load of his already big eyes. 
🕯️ On the top, he strictly uses black. On the bottom? A combination of black and white to obtain his doll look. Near his inner corner close to his nose, he adds more white, then it blends as he reaches a half-way point before he transitions to black. 
🕯️ Admittedly, it was a lot of trial and error but once he got the hang of it, he looked more like a doll than he did bare-faced. 
🕯️ Finally, his mascara. He tends to use a waterproof mascara because of his tantrums. In the past he tried other colours than black, but found that he didn’t like them as much as the effect black had on him. 
🕯️ Also good to note that his eyelashes are long. Like you’d assume he got them done, but then be shocked that it’s all natural. Definitely one of the points many girls are jealous of. 
🕯️ Since his lips aren’t as rosy as he’d like them, he uses lip tints and red-pink lip glosses. Sometimes he’d go the matte look with his lips, others he enjoys the pop of lip gloss. 
🕯️ It’s a pet peeve to have chapped lips. He hates it. Doesn’t matter who has them, it’s hatred all around. Because of this, he keeps extra chapstick (strawberry flavoured, obviously) for his brothers when he sees them. 
🕯️→ “Eh? What’s this, Kanato?”  Laito would ponder, seeing the chapstick being thrust into his hands and a bratty Kanato turning his head away to face the walls of the limo. His arms crossed across his chest as if to prove his point further. 
🕯️→ “Your lips. Fix it.”  Laito would raise an eyebrow, moving his gaze to examine the chapstick. A smirk would grow as he read the label. ‘Strawberry-flavoured.’
🕯️→ “Whatever is the matter with my–”  Kanato would turn his body, glaring at him before moving closer to Laito. “This is the problem. Please, fix it immediately,”  Kanato would retort, pressing a gloved finger to Laito’s chipping lips, hoping to accentuate his dire point. 
🕯️→ “Oh? My, I had no idea you were so bold, Kanato!”  Laito would chuckle, as he watched his younger brother bat his eyes in confusion before a slight blush creeped up on his face. His frustration building too, no doubt. 
🕯️→ “Laito. Now.”  He was now back to his seating, and after a few minutes of uncomfortable silence, Laito would give in. 
🕯️→ He’d take off the cap, take in the potent strawberry scent and apply the chapstick to his lips, instantly hydrating and moistening them. Kanato would look back, huffing contently before a sly remark would slip by Laito’s lips, “Mmm, strawberry! How delightful.” A pause, “Is this your subtle way of admitting you’ve been dreaming about kissing me, dear brother?”
🕯️→ Kanato’s eyes would widen, “Huh? Don’t be absurd.”
🕯️→ “Hm, your loss~”  Laito flicked his tongue, tasting some of the strawberry flavour. 
🕯️ Kanato would then apply his highlighter. Always blended in, mainly on the tip of his nose, cheeks, and inner corners of his eyes. It’s a white iridescent highlighter, but sometimes he’d use a light pink tinted one if he runs out. 
🕯️ His setting spray is light, making it easy for him to not feel as overstimulated. 
🕯️ He always carries the travel sized perfume bottles in his bag so he’ll be well prepared, especially after gym class. He isn’t fond of smelling bad. 
🕯️ Strawberry or vanilla is his go to. But many would report him smelling a fond strawberry, making that his signature scent. 
🕯️ He always cleans his makeup brushes every 2-3 weeks. He hates the idea of any bacteria or dirt ruining his face. 
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⇘ : : [Voice]
🕯️ He has a lighter/higher voice compared to the others, which he definitely hates (but sometimes is at peace with.) 
🕯️ It’s the type that can be light and airy, almost like a girl, but have that small bit of depth when frustrated.
🕯️ Make no mistake, it’s higher than most, which causes him to be mistaken for a girl a lot. (That is, without the looks.)
🕯️ Due to his childhood, his vocal chords are most definitely strained. 
🕯️ As in, he’s a few steps away from becoming mute. But this doesn’t stop him from letting one of his soul-crushing screams out. (Which undoubtedly, adds pressure to his throat, which makes it unbearable hot and sometimes itchy.)
🕯️ In fact, he was forced to sing until his vocal chords started to bleed, filling his mouth and throat with his own blood which definitely tore tissues apart. (Canon fact.) 
🕯️ Sometimes his voice gives out, making him choose silence and only stepping in when he thinks he absolutely has to. 
🕯️ Despite what most think, Ayato and Laito do listen to him in hopes of keeping the peace. 
🕯️ They even take his opinion into account because if Kanato is the voice of reason, then there’s definitely something off and they need to reevaluate themselves. 
🕯️ Kanato drinks a lot of herbal teas, it’s normal for Laito or Reiji (mostly Laito) to make him some because of his strained vocal chords. 
🕯️ Kanato prefers lavender and honey teas, always with 2 and a half sugar cubes. Must be hot but never piping hot to the point where he’ll burn his tongue. 
🕯️ He hates burning his tongue while drinking teas. It makes him have somewhat of a lisp and Ayato teases him about not being careful enough. 
🕯️ He will notice if the tea is not exactly to his liking. If not immediately. 
🕯️ Ayato once tried to make him his tea, and before tasting it, he could smell that something was off. He didn’t add the specific ‘half’ of the sugar cube. Kanato was upset and refused to talk to Ayato for a week, while Ayato profusely apologized since he knew it was a very sore subject. 
🕯️→ (Empathetic as always, Ayato.)
🕯️ Kanato and Reiji regularly drink tea together in the living room, or in Reiji’s office. It’s the one time where Reiji notably enjoy’s Kanato’s company as he isn't as psychotic as he normally comes across. He’s tame, relaxed, and soothed. 
🕯️ Reiji unconsciously finds himself comforted and reveals some of his internal turmoil whilst in Kanato’s presence. There’s just something about the gentle, relaxing presence of Kanato that seems to soothe everyone in the room. As if he can control the entire energy and mood of a room whilst he’s in this state. 
🕯️ Since they’re always together, Laito will become his voice (talk for Kanato) when he cannot, especially when he’s nervous to talk to someone new/foreign to him. 
🕯️ Kanato’s vocal range is very versatile. 
🕯️ He can sing in very high tones, accomplishing high notes with a smooth, steady, and clear confidence. 
🕯️ Ever since the accident with his strained vocal chords, he doesn’t sing as much as he used to. 
🕯️ However, if you saw him in his prime, you’d be filled with envy and shock in an instant. 
🕯️ His singing voice was powerful, it could be light, shrill, and gentle, but also accomplish heightened feats. 
🕯️ He and Shuu did a joint performance at a ball, Shuu played the piano, and Kanato sang whilst sitting atop of the piano. Shuu secretly still has a recording of this performance, unbeknownst to Kanato, and listens to it when he wants to be calmed. 
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⇘ : : [Mentality]
IMMENSE TW HERE!! 
🕯️ He has severe attachment issues. 
🕯️ Kanato keeps a large assortment of stuffed toys, each with their own distinct name and personality. He’s afraid that if a person were to leave him, he wouldn’t be able to cope, thus turning to inanimate objects to fill the void.
🕯️ → After all, living people can let you down, but how can inanimate objects do the same? 
🕯️ Hence the wax dolls of all the brides he’s ever claimed. He’d like to make them look beautiful, even in their restless display of a tomb. 
🕯️→ It’s the least he could do after claiming their soul, isn’t it? 
🕯️ He also has abandonment issues which stemmed from his childhood. 
🕯️ He stopped placing faith in his brothers when he slowly watched them drift farther away from him, and closer to each other. 
🕯️ Seemingly, almost everyone in his life who he treasured left him high and dry, so he stays away and chooses not to form any deeper connections due to his fear of being left again. 
🕯️ Sometimes he mourns the person he could’ve been if he hadn’t been a vampire. If he could be considered a ‘morally good’ person, that is. 
🕯️ Kanato also mourns the family he could’ve had, if he were dealt better cards. 
🕯️ Admittedly, the facade that he keeps up is wearing on him. He finds it emotionally draining to always be on edge and be in competition with his brothers. 
🕯️ The hostility that floods the air is always suffocating, but he knows that no one wants to change, so he plays the part of ‘the hysteric’ to the best degree before he entirely burns himself out. 
🕯️ His entire ‘hysteric’ facade is just that. An act. He only does it so he’d have a defining feature for him like his other brothers, and because it made people weary and afraid of him. 
🕯️ It took away all the unwanted attention off him, especially from those with gazes that lingered a bit too long on his body for his comfort. 
🕯️ He’s very insecure of his eyebags, voice, wrists, and shockingly his weight. 
🕯️ TW!! He has self-harmed before for attention, just to be seen by his mother and not be cast aside like Reiji. (Canon fact.) 
🕯️ When his mother found out, she was furious. She complained ruthlessly, making Kanato feel even worse about himself than he did when he started.  
🕯️ He hates his self-harm scars, despite being a vampire with self-healing, they never seemed to go away.
🕯️ TW!! There are light cuts on his wrists, nearing the veins.
🕯️ He never had the courage to cut anywhere else. It scared him, but he’d never admit that. 
🕯️ TW!! Once he cut too deeply, which made the vein burst. He stopped cutting after that, and after his mother scolded him for ‘ruining his body.’ 
🕯️ Ayato and Laito have no idea of his past self-harming tendencies. His half-brothers also don’t. 
🕯️ Laito has theorized that his early comments in their childhood got to Kanato, so he has a lingering feeling that Kanato did call his bluff. (That is, to encourage Kanato to self-harm for said attention.) [Canon fact.]
🕯️ Nonetheless, he always wears long sleeves and translucent gloves which are sheer and skin tight. They cover his scars slightly, however they aren’t the best method of choice.
🕯️ Kanato wouldn’t admit he’s suicidal, however when compairing himself to the others, he doesn’t find a reason as to why he could be deemed as important.
🕯️ He feels constantly pushed away, so if he were to die, he’d be okay and at ease with it. 
🕯️ But he doesn’t go chasing death constantly. He wants to die, but will let it happen when it happens. 
🕯️ Kind of like Shuu in this case. 
🕯️ His voice may fit the doll-like criteria he places upon himself, however it doesn’t stop the fact that he wishes he could’ve been born a bit more masculine like his brothers so he wouldn’t have to resort to this aesthetic he’s plastered upon himself. 
🕯️ That, and paired with the fact that his voice doesn’t make it easier when people would harass him, assuming he’s a girl. 
🕯️ TW!! Kanato has an eating-disorder. 
🕯️ TW!! This was entirely orchestrated by none other than Cordelia herself. Due to her strict standards, and the constant pressure he put on himself to obtain the ‘perfect doll look,’ he started purging. 
🕯️ All of the desserts he eats would be thrown up, allowing him to ensure his body won’t be ‘ruined’ as his mother used to say. 
🕯️ This habit has gotten so bad and risky that Yui has started to notice a pattern, especially when he’d leave their shared Psychology class at a set time every day. Or how he’d barely eat anything at their monthly dinners and during lunch. He even took lengthy pauses for his blood drinking for good measures. 
🕯️ TW!! Kanato would push his fingers down his throat viciously, uncaring of how the medium length nails scratched at his throat, or how blood started to strain his fingertips and fill his windpipe. After all, he’d throw it all up anyways. 
🕯️ → Yūma happened to be in the bathroom one night, washing his hands as he heard the sounds of strained coughs and retching over the toilet bowl. He couldn’t make out the shoes, and whom they belonged to, but he could tell it was bad. 
🕯️→ When the stall door opened, he laid eyes on Kanato, with small tears staining his baked face, he stiffened. He kept washing his hands as Kanato used the faucet next to him, pressing his hand on the soap dispenser. 
🕯️→ “Um.. are you.. ok?”  Yūma would dare, watching as the smaller boy paid him little mind. 
🕯️→ “Yes. I simply ate something bad, that’s all.”  Kanato was quick, almost too quick with his reply. Yūma narrowed his eyes, before flicking his hands, opting to air dry instead. 
🕯️→ He took in Kanato’s figure, and how shaky he happened to be. What’s more, his hazel gaze traced over Kanato’s wrists, and the small, strategic cuts. If it were anything to go by, that wasn’t normal. Living with Azusa taught you that much. 
🕯️→ “Are you sure? Come to think of it, yer’ pretty pale–”  “I am fine.”  Kanato would swiftly cut the taller man off, not wanting to hear anymore of it, as he took out his makeup pouch and proceeded to fix up his appearance. 
🕯️→ Yūma was stunned, not only at the quick defensive position the boy took, but also at a closer glance for how out of shape he was. He was skinny, too skinny. Even by vampiric standards. His wrists were sticks, and his uniform looked a size or two oversized. 
🕯️→ “Look, I know it ain’t none of my business–”  Kanato stopped what he was doing and turned to meet Yūma. Yūma and his pathetic worried gaze. He planned his next words out carefully, “It isn’t, you’re correct about that much. I am fine. I ate too many parfaits, alright? I don’t appreciate the interrogation.” 
🕯️→ Yūma just stared at him blankly, “Yeah. I can’t force you to say anything, can I?”  Kanato would nod, before finishing his makeup and making a bee-line for the door. “But, you can talk to me if somethins’ botherin’ you… you know that.. right?”  
🕯️→ Yūma kept his eyes trained on the door, more importantly, the figure that stopped. A few tense moments of stillness would then pass before Kanato would murmur, “Yeah, of course.”  
🕯️→ Yūma would watch the door open and close, leaving him alone to reflect about what to do with this newfound knowledge. And if Kanato’s response to his aid was honestly sincere. 
🕯️ Kanato’s eye bags have to be one of the biggest things he hates. He wishes it could instantly go away. He gets enough sleep as is (he thinks?) So why won’t they leave? 
🕯️ Kanato definitely has insomnia. Hence the immense annoyance of said eyebags.
🕯️ He’s had it ever since he was a kid and all he wishes is for it to leave so he could at least look half as decent as the rest of his family. 
🕯️ When Yūma teases him by calling him ‘Eye-Bags’ he feels another bit of his self-esteem shatter. He hates it so much, and is one of the leading causes for his self-loathing. 
🕯️ He smokes. He loves the feeling of nicotine and how he makes him feel more alive.
🕯️ He has BPD.
🕯️ He secretly takes meds for them, but once Yui came to the house, Ayato had accidentally thrown them out thinking they were expired muscle relaxer pills which led Kanato to stay unstable and manic.
🕯️ He knows he needs therapy. However he doesn’t know how he could ever bring that up to Reiji. 
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⇘ : : [Family]
🕯️ Kanato knows that Laito and Ayato avoid him due to the consistent parallels between him and their mother. 
🕯️ The two think they’ve done a good job at hiding their resentment and slight fear but Kanato can see right through them.
🕯️ Kanato oftentimes mourns the relationship he could’ve had with Ayato and Laito, especially if he wasn’t a carbon copy of their mother.
🕯️ He’d look at old photographs of the three when they were happier and at better terms, then is awakened by the harsh reality that they don’t like him.
🕯️ Oh yeah. They aren’t as fond as Kanato as they’d like to portray. This is mainly because of the similarities between their mother and him. 
🕯️ So everytime Laito pours Kanato a cup of his lavender-honey tea, the latter thinks about how Laito may truly feel to be next to someone who reminds him so much of his trauma.
🕯️ Laito is often uncomfortable with Kanato’s existence. Just because they look alike. If Kanato had the green eyes? Well Laito and Ayato would go into shock. 
🕯️ Ayato only tolerates Kanato because he feels that he has to. Not because he immensely cares as much. (Although, he stays empathetic towards their outcome.)
🕯️ Kanato wishes that he didn’t look like Cordelia on some nights. Especially on the nights where the triplets get into arguments and Ayato ends up saying what they’re all thinking.
🕯️→ “Yeah? Well it ain’t us who looks exactly like our mother! You even act like her too, Kanato.”
🕯️→ The three would all go quiet, with Kanato shaking as he’s registering what Ayato said. He wasn’t his mother. He wasn’t.
🕯️→ “Kanato… I didn’t—”  Ayato choked, “No. You’ve made your point.”  Kanato would leave the room. Leaving a shocked Ayato and silent Laito.
🕯️→ Kanato wouldn’t hear anyone out, and would actively ignore the two before Ayato and Laito trap him on the roof of the school one night during lunch.
🕯️→ “What do you two want?”  Kanato would start, looking at his brothers in annoyance. “We.. we wanted to talk.”  Ayato would chip in, “It’s been a week, Kanato. You cannot seriously expect to win by ignoring us like this, hm?” And Laito would finish. 
🕯️→ “What is there left to say?” Kanato snapped, turning aside to look out at the schoolyard. Ayato let out a softened sigh. “We know we messed up, alright,” he said, his eyes pleading for forgiveness. “But we’re brothers, Kanato.”
🕯️→ Laito’s normally sardonic grin softened as he nodded. With a soft tone, he continued, “We apologize. We went too far.” Emotions seething inside Kanato, his shoulders stiffened. Silence enveloped them, heavy with unspoken tension.
🕯️→ Kanato gave in with a deep breath. He mumbled, “Fine,” his voice barely audible.
🕯️ Subaru once mindlessly let it slip that Kanato deeply resembled his mother while practicing magic. That sent Kanato into a spiral and he stayed up for a week staring at himself through his vanity mirror. 
🕯️ Kanato smokes. Especially with Cordelia. The two would normally go outside in the rose gardens on especially hard days and smoke together. 
🕯️ He started smoking when he was 13, when Cordelia offered him a pack. This is what also strengthened their relationship. 
🕯️ When she died, he started to smoke more. Not because of the guilt or anything, but because he found it to be a remedy for stress. 
🕯️ None of his brothers know that he smokes.
🕯️ He highly values Reiji’s opinion, especially because he’s been there more for him than his own blood brothers have. 
🕯️ He’s slightly jealous of the closer relationship Ayato and Laito have.
🕯️ Cordelia mainly manipulated him a lot. When looking back he wonders how naive he was to believe everything she said. 
🕯️ Karlheinz sometimes mistakes Kanato for Cordelia. Even he isn’t immune to their similarities. 
🕯️ Like when Kanato worked as his secretary, he found himself calling Cordelia’s name instead of Kanato’s, and instantly shutting up after he realizes what he said. This leaves Kanato feeling dumbfounded with the one question resting on his mind, ‘Am I really that similar to her?’ 
🕯️ Kanato would later find out that his mother also worked as his secretary, making the two even more similar than they already appear, much to his dismay. 
🕯️→ “Cordelia, my dear, could you fetch those reports for me?”  Karlheinz's request was gentle, laced with familiarity.
🕯️→ With a stilled hand, Kanato’s breath caught in his throat. Despite a sense of unease, he forced a tight-lipped smile. His voice strained, “Right away, Father.”
🕯️→ Kanato felt the atmosphere change as he made his way to get the reports. He glanced back and saw Karlheinz’s expression go blank as an understanding dawned in his eyes. His brief expression of perplexity as he tried to comprehend his error spoke volumes.
🕯️ Karlheinz wonders if he wants Kanato as an option for the Adam and Eve plan because of Cordelia and Kanato parallels. There’s a small selfish feeling that lingers, making him want to keep Kanato all for himself. 
🕯️ Kanato definitely had to deal with Karlheinz’s weird/creepy advances.  🕯️→ It’s canon that he’s a bit creepy, and definitely messed up, so take that as you’d like.
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⇘ : : [Brides/Yui]
🕯️His relationship with any sacrificial bride as of late has been at face value. He knows that the way he treats others, especially as a lesser being, is partially motivated by how others have viewed him his entire life. 
🕯️ Kanato simply doesn’t know how to begin changing for the better, so the cycle continues. He’s in an environment that promotes the very bad behaviours that he’s identified. That is, in everyone (the brothers), and in himself. 
🕯️ There was one sacrificial bride before Yui, perhaps ten years before she arrived, who made him hyper aware of what he and his brothers were doing. 
🕯️ The monsters that they were. 
🕯️ That was the first time he ever thought to reevaluate himself as an individual, especially with the bride who would do everything to make him understand that everyone has at least a little bit of humanity in them. 
🕯️ He’d recall the way his father treated the wives, and the way his mother would treat him. It would send him into a spiral, before opting to lessen the way he reacts. 
🕯️ This unknown bride amongst the thousands that have entered the Sakamaki Mansion would die, however at the hands of Laito. 
🕯️ Now that was a turning point for Kanato. It was shocking how that so easily proved the bride’s point, yet he felt so empty about the whole ordeal. 
🕯️ Kanato vowed to remember that bride, name and all. She is also the centerpiece of his wax doll collection, the one who’s perfect in every way. He owes her that much. 
🕯️ He viewed her as a friend if anything. That is, if mortals and immortals could be friends. 
🕯️ He also vowed to figure out how to turn his life around for the better once given the chance. He often thinks about her, and now with Yui here, he thinks that now is the chance to break the cycle. 
🕯️ He often thinks about her a lot. Like she rests constantly on his mind, almost like a lingering repressed feeling.
🕯️ Kanato doesn’t think he could ever be loved. Like for everything, flaws and all. 
🕯️ So when Yui comes around, talking him about everything he does well and how he has a good side, he has no idea if she’s being genuine or if she wants something from him, and only wants to use him just like everyone else has. 
🕯️ He wants Yui to be happy, in his own way of course. But part of him knows that it’ll never be with him. His obsessive tendencies, especially when it comes to love, is the main driving point which pushes people away. 
🕯️ It’ll take him a bit to understand that fully, but once he comes to that settlement, he’ll be okay with giving Yui to one of his brothers. After all, most of the sacrificial brides choose them anyways, so how would this be any different? 
🕯️ When he finds out Yui has Cordelia’s heart, he almost is hurt. Considering how that’s the woman he shared most of his vulnerability with, and who exploited it. 
🕯️ He wonders if Cordelia can talk to Yui in her mind, or subconscious. Considering that they’re two souls in one body. 
🕯️ The more he thinks about it, the more he’s unsettled by the fact that she, the entire time, has taken a backseat and listened to every confidential conversation like some unauthorized third-party. 
🕯️ When he meets Yui, and hears of her temporary permanence within the house, he instantly thinks back to his redemption that the old bride talked about. 
🕯️ After all, there won’t be any more after Yui, right? This can be his chance to make the change he wants. All he has to do… is not get attached. 
🕯️ This is easier said than done, considering how Yui’s blood is almost irresistible. 
🕯️ During the awakening, when Yui would feel pains, Kanato would as well. Since he has her magic and all. 
🕯️ He’d have migraines that would go on for days on end, and the pain in his chest? Unbearable. 
🕯️ Yui and Kanato would have that one thing in common at least, being remnants of Cordelia.
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⇘ : : [Academics]
🕯️ Kanato is much smarter than he appears. He usually plays dumb to ensure that he isn’t found in any trouble.
🕯️ He’s really good at physics and math. Like a prodigy. The only reason why he hides it is because his mother often said if his true IQ was revealed, it’d put him at risk of being seen as competition and potential execution.
🕯️ He is quite good at the sciences, which is often a conversation point whenever he participates in class. 
🕯️ He always makes it a point to participate at least once for every class he attends. Doesn’t matter how, just knowing that he did one thing is all the motivation he needs to continue. 
🕯️ His schedule is as follows: 
🕯️→ Semester 1: Advanced Functions (Math), Psychology, Physics, Chemistry.
🕯️→ Semester 2: Advanced English, Japanese, Accounting (Business), Calculus and Vectors (Math). 
🕯️ Kanato has Psychology with Yui and often sits in the middle row, considering how he uses glasses. 
🕯️ Yui finds him much more bearable and engaged when in Psychology. 
🕯️ She even willing wanted to be his partner for a project. He accepted and they got the highest grade in the class. 
🕯️ For all of his classes he tries to sit in the middle row. 
🕯️ Karlheinz forces all the boys to take at least one business course so they’ll be prepared if any of them need to take over the family business. Kanato chose accounting since it’s closest to math and he enjoys it. 
🕯️ Since he took Functions (year 2 math course) during summer school, he is in the 3rd year Advanced Functions course. Reiji, Ruki, Carla and Shuu are in his class. 
🕯️ He once corrected Reiji on an answer while he was writing it on the board, to Reiji’s surprise Kanato was right and the teacher applauded Kanato for spotting his mistake. 
🕯️ Reiji, Ruki, and Carla were shocked to know that Kanato’s test scores were pretty high. He even beat Reiji and Ruki, getting 100%. 
🕯️ Shuu couldn’t care less since he barely shows up. He only shows up for tests, which he aces every time. This always pisses Reiji off. 
🕯️ Reiji and Carla are in his Calculus and Vectors class. 
🕯️ Laito is in his Advanced English class, often times he’ll tease him for working but becomes shocked when looking over at his essay for peer editing. (He barely has any mistakes.)
🕯️ Ayato and Kou are in his Japanese class. It’s especially tiring when he has to deal with the two bickering over Yui. 
🕯️ During lunch, you’ll see him and Subaru eating desserts together. Kanato likes the quiet comfort Subaru offers, and Subaru likes the companionship. 
🕯️ If those two aren’t together then it’s Laito and Kanato, however Laito usually ditches him at school. 
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⇘ : : [Fashion]
🕯️ He’s really good at sewing. So good that he’s made his own clothes, and even could start a small business. (Canon fact.) 
🕯️ He has a small business for clothing. He takes commissions and creates magic. This is mainly done online and his website is the cutest. Kanato really cares about the small, little, intricate details. 
🕯️ He’s made clothing items for himself, Reiji, and sometimes anyone else who asks.
🕯️ Just by looking at someone, he can instantly tell what their measurements are.
🕯️ He loves the Victorian Gothic aesthetic/clothing.
🕯️ This boy loves VKEI. The clothing for him is total eye candy. 
🕯️ Kanato also enjoys the ‘dark coquette’ style.
🕯️ He likes ruffles and embroidered cuffs of sleeves, along with pretty brooches that fit his outfits perfectly. 
🕯️ His shoes have a ½ inch booster insole added in. He adores the clack and click in shoes when he walks, it makes him feel important. 
🕯️ His shoes also have a hidden blade inside, making it accessible to him if he needs to protect himself or fight back. 
🕯️ Kanato is obsessed with shiny jewelry. You’d assume he was a crow. 
🕯️ After his mother died, she left most of her jewelry to Kanato. Most days you’ll see him wear her iconic jade brooch. The one that’s shaped like a flower, with 14k gold detailing. It’s one of his most prized possessions. 
🕯️ He especially likes ancient jewels, the ones that carry magical properties. 
🕯️ Sometimes Kanato will cross dress. He does like the fabrics and can tell what instantly suits him. However everytime he does, for whatever reason (if it’s to get something for someone else, or he’s forced,) he feels that small insecurity taunting him that he’s not and never will be ‘man enough.’ 
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⇘ : : [Magic]
🕯️ After Cordelia died, all her remaining magic/mana/powers transferred to Kanato, making him like the ‘last living remnant’ of Cordelia (not including the obvious— Yui.)
🕯️ He is really good at using magic, he’s the best out of all his brothers.
🕯️ People usually go to him if they need help with it.
🕯️ He’s memorized countless spell books, even the ones his late mother left him.
🕯️ He has pyrokinesis (Canon fact.) [Fire magic/can control fire.]
🕯️ He can perform soul transfer. (Canon fact.)
🕯️ Kanato loves contacting the other realm (realm of the dead,) he finds it interesting to hear the stories they tell.
🕯️ He has an ‘all seeing eye.’ Basically allows him to see ghosts and the dead.
🕯️ He found this out when he was 5, playing with his dolls and he saw an unknown woman sitting on his bed. She was covered in blood and she had an ax in her skull.
🕯️ This terrified him, but he mustered up the courage to acknowledge her existence.
🕯️ She didn’t say anything, just nodded to his questions. Once he brought this up to his mother but she forced him to never speak of this ability again.
🕯️→ Perhaps she was afraid? Who knows. Definitely not Kanato. 
🕯️ So whenever you see him leaving an extra seat available, another cup of tea, or bowing as a greeting to a seemingly empty space— he’s acknowledging the ghosts that linger in the home.
🕯️ To his surprise, many of the brides linger. He does his best to pay his respects. He at least has some decency to not upset the dead. (Especially since they can pay it back in full.)
🕯️ The main hot spots in the home are near Reiji’s study, the hallway that leads to the grand ballroom, and the torture chamber located far beneath the house. 
🕯️ Once, Reiji realized most of his supplies were misplaced in his laboratory. Turns out it was one of the brides he’d killed years ago who’d done it. Kanato never told him that, and Ayato was blamed and punished. 
🕯️ In his early years, many doctors assumed he had schizophrenia.
🕯️ He was heavily medicated for a while which messed with his cognitive functions.
🕯️ Kanato regularly uses magic, even for the small, simple things. Like turning on lights, closing doors, that stuff. 
🕯️ He feels that his magic is apart of him, so he really values it.
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⇘ : : [Bag]
Ever wondered what’s in Kanato’s bag? School Bag? Here you have it.
🕯️ Kanato has two bags. His school bag, and his small purse. (Yes he has a purse. But never call it that, it’s a man-purse. He will get insecure and embarrassed immediately.) 
🕯️ In his school bag all of his binders are colour coded, along with his notes.
🕯️ Everything is perfectly organized, from his notes for each class, to his homework and old tests. 
🕯️ He colour codes his notes for each subject, along with the homework assigned. 
🕯️ He takes pride in his note taking skills, since they’re very aesthetic. 
🕯️ Kanato keeps a reusable water bottle with him. Most are shocked that he even drinks water to begin with, but what they don’t know is how it does wonders for his skin. 
🕯️ He also brings his laptop with him every day to school. Sometimes he’ll forget his charger, but normally his classmates let him borrow theirs. 
🕯️ His hand-writing is sometimes messy but their legible. He’s secretly doing practice to improve his cursive. 
🕯️ His pencil case is filled with those over the top cute supplies. As in, he’ll have a teddy bear eraser, and cute highlights and pencil crayons. 
🕯️ In his school bag he also carries his purse. 
🕯️ His purse consists of his wallet (it’s this cute polar bear), his makeup pouch, his medication (pills), and travel sized combs. 
🕯️ Kanato’s makeup pouch has all of his normal makeup products but condensed to travel size. He loves his perfumes, so it’s always going to be there since he runs out of them quite easily. 
🕯️ As always, the strawberry chapstick is there for himself, his brothers, and anyone else he sees that desperately needs it. Like no joke, he’s a chapstick warrior. He’s like Santa, but for chapstick. No one knows how he has the space for it, but it’s like a never-ending supply. 
🕯️ Kanato also keeps his nail polish in his bag, in a small side component.  
🕯️ Once he started to paint his nails in psychology, and the teacher directed the topic onto the psychological effects of red nail polish. It was interesting and he found himself amused that he could cause such a commotion based on one small thing. 
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I hope you stars like some of my personal HC's for Kanato. This took me two days, since I really had to think deeper about how I perceive his character.
Credits to the artist of the Kanato fanart!!
Lmk if you guys would be interested in any other HC's!!
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romanticvampiric · 3 months
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I put all my hcs on an Ayato sprite... I think he looks pretty cute with those freckles 😭♡ but he still looks quite different to the original.
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diabolik-boys · 8 days
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How the Sakamaki boys react to have a paranoid s/o and see spirits all the time: like everytime see sees Cordelia's spirits smiling at her, and they screaming for help and crying and everytime says: "i am not her,am i?"
===== S/O SEEING CORDELIA CONSTANTLY SCENARIO =====
===== S/O SEEING CORDELIA CONSTANTLY: SAKAMAKI =====
=============== Shu Sakamaki ===============
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"No. You are not her. But it's clear that my father has been plotting something to make you see her. If not her just causing issues on her own. We should probably go ask Reiji if something is up. Please try to calm down. We don't need you screaming and crying anytime you see her."
Shu is rather protective over his S/O, even if he doesn't outwardly show or express that. Obviously, though, he knows that Cordelia is not good news. He will do his best to start investigating why she is showing up this time around, as she usually likes doing.
Over the years, there have been many reasons why Cordelia shows up to brides/grooms. But he knows how to handle most occurrences of seeing Cordelia, and Shu will do his best to help his S/O calm down.
After conversing with his brothers and with Reiji, Shu will do his part and help out with getting rid of Cordelia once more, shall things take a turn for the worse. But also for the safety of his S/O, Shu will do what needs to be done to help.
=============== Reiji Sakamaki ===============
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"Well, it is clear that there is something happening that is concerning for you to be seeing that woman. I must take precautions and warn my brothers about what is happening. Please tell me in detail what you are seeing concerning that woman. She is nothing more than a pest."
Reiji has red flags go off no matter the slightest indication that Cordelia is trying to interfere in their lives again. He is not a fan of the woman, especially since he knows the history of what happened extensively with his younger brothers and the instances she has gone after himself or Shu as well.
Concluding that he needs to do something to help, he will work on a drug to help alleviate and diminish the hallucinations of Cordelia, and will work extensively on trying to figure out why she is appearing again. There is always an underlying plan up her sleeve whenever she starts appearing.
For the safety of his S/O, Reiji will do everything possible to get rid of Cordelia, whether once more or anymore possible occurrences to come. Reiji cares deeply for his S/O, as well as the wellbeing for his younger siblings. He wouldn't want them to get hurt by that woman again, nor his S/O.
=============== Ayato Sakamaki ===============
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"Ugh, I'm so tired of that damned woman tryin' to ruin my life. There ain't nothin' I want to do with that fuckin' woman anymore, and yet she continues to try an' ruin whatever good I got in my life! I'm gonna go talk t' Reiji, try an' get somethin' so that ya' don't hallucinate her anymore, alright?"
Ayato will of course be affected no matter how many times his mother starts interfering with his life. And he's dead tired of her showing up, no matter what meddling she is doing in trying to ruin his S/O's life or his own once again.
He will not be gentle about things. He'll demand answers and search high and low for reasons why she is appearing again. No matter how many times she comes back to try and cause chaos, Ayato will be strong and hard-headed in trying to get rid of the woman. He especially worries about Laito, as well as his S/O, once he is aware Cordelia is back trying to ruin things again.
Ayato will demand things of Reiji to help out and warn his siblings immediately. Things could get heated and chaotic, especially since a lot of times that Cordelia shows up, blood is shed. If it's only Cordelia's plans or even his father's plans, Ayato will figure it all out. There is nothing that he will not be willing to do to assure his S/O's safety and Laito and Kanato's mental wellbeing.
=============== Kanato Sakamaki ===============
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"Hm. You are seeing my mother? How strange... Yet another bride/groom is being plagued by her. Maybe you can finally understand a little bit of what it's like to be me. I often hear my mother's voice within my head. It makes me angry. I suppose I should go tell my brothers... It seems this is just going to be another headache."
Kanato gets very upset even the slightest mention of his mother. He has a warped view of how his mother is, just like Laito. But more often than not, there is nothing but pure and unbridled rage. He will want to demand answers from his S/O first, and could almost start blaming them for things although Cordelia showing up is not his S/O's fault at first in defense.
After he'd calm down some, he'd go to his brothers and express that Cordelia once again is trying to ruin things and get her way as she always does. But Kanato isn't going to allow this to happen, and will ask for help although he really doesn't want to interact with his brothers that often. However, he will want to make sure Cordelia is taken care of and berid of for good.
Kanato will ask many questions, trying to garner answers of why she once again is showing up, and how to stop her from showing up again. He's tired of being reminded of her. He wants to keep his mother buried in the past. So, he will consult with his brothers, and do his best to find out why specifically she is back this time trying to hurt his S/O. The only one who can hurt his S/O is him, and that's all.
=============== Laito Sakamaki ===============
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"Hm. You are seeing images of my mother? How annoying. I wonder what it will be about this time. Perhaps she just wants to continue hurting me by targeting you. I shall talk to my brothers about this, and perhaps ask Reiji to start working on something to help you not see her. I am very tired of having to deal with this woman..."
Laito gets affected the most by mentions of his mother. Anytime things are mentioned about his mother, you can see the expression change within Laito's face. It's clear there is much pain behind these expressions that Laito probably will never fully explain.
Regardless, he will be very annoyed and visibly tired of hearing that his mother is once again trying to get in the way of his life and especially by threatening his S/O in some way to make them hallucinate. He will warn his brothers, especially Ayato and Kanato, and will do his best to find out why, once again, Cordelia is trying to interfere.
He will settle with Reiji to create an anti-hallucinogenic medicine to help, but also will confide in him and Shu to ask if Karlheinz has anything to do with Cordelia showing up again this time around. He will want to find the reason why his S/O is seeing flashing images/Cordelia's ghost, and will want to put a stop to it as soon as possible. He would be more than willing to have bloodshed if necessary.
=============== Subaru Sakamaki ===============
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"No, yer not her. But she's dangerous, ya' hear me? Don't you even interact with her. I'mma tell Reiji t' make some anti-hallucinogenic medicine. It should help. But even then, I'm gonna try an' get t' the bottom of this. She keeps on tryin' t' get in the way of things. And I ain't gonna let her hurt ya'."
Subaru doesn't take things concerning Cordelia lightly. Even if he doesn't show it, he cares for his brothers. He might hate them sometimes, but he does genuinely care about them. He will warn his brothers about the sightings of Cordelia, and will most certainly takes things very seriously for his S/O's wellbeing.
After consulting with Shu and Reiji, he will want to determine why Cordelia is showing up again, and will want to rule out every single possibility of why Cordelia has shown up in their lives thus far. And after that, he will want to rule out plans that his father might be meddling with as well. In order for his S/O's safety, he'll be more than willing to get violent and have bloodshed if necessary.
Much like his other brothers, he'll be dead tired of Cordelia showing up just to try and ruin things. He doesn't want his brothers to have to deal with this woman again, and he doesn't want his S/O to get hurt. Subaru will try to also come up with ideas and ways that they could stop having Cordelia show up for good, but he might not be successful. But he damn sure will try.
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cuddling with yui komori makes you truly see how much she loves, and how desperately she wants to be loved back.
it's in the way she cuddles into your chest, her arms wrapping around you until there isn't a sliver of space between your bodies. the way she croons when you kiss her lips and stroke her hair. the cute whines she lets out when you pull away for even a second to adjust your position.
and she always tries to stay awake, but the feeling of being held and loved like this makes her so incredibly comfortable— she can't help but close her eyes.
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aurik6 · 2 years
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OMG SHE LOOKS SO LAITO....
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I wish my conductor was like Tomomi Nishimoto
Tho I hasn't watched any of their(her?) performances :((
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mee-op · 1 year
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cuddling with yui komori makes you truly see how much she loves, and how desperately she wants to be loved back.
it's in the way she cuddles into your chest, her arms wrapping around you until there isn't a sliver of space between your bodies. the way she croons when you kiss her lips and stroke her hair. the cute whines she lets out when you pull away for even a second to adjust your position.
and she always tries to stay awake, but the feeling of being held and loved like this makes her so incredibly comfortable— she can't help but close her eyes.
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Hey, this is just a dumb request but What if Ayato and human/sacrificial bride? reader (Plantoic or not) who a massive prankster with a lot of horrible but fun plans?
Ayato Sakamaki
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This would not end or start well.
Ayato would be the biggest reason you're still alive.
Reiji really doesn't appreciate your pranks.
But Ayato would really enjoy your pranks.
As long as they weren't aimed at him.
You really shouldn't prank him.
Because Ayato is the only thing that can protect you from Reiji's anger right now.
But he doesn't do it for free.
You would have to give him your blood.
Sometimes Ayato would help you with your pranks.
He would supply supplies or ideas.
Ayato would enjoy them too.
But Ayato would quickly blame you if Reiji started handing out punishments.
However, he wouldn't let Reiji kill you.
Because you are his.
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liannelara-dracula · 10 months
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Hello! Lately I've been thinking so much about academic rivals to lovers scenarios with Reiji but I couldn't find anything similar to that to read :(
So, if you're comfortable with that, can I request some hcs for this trope?
Hi Love,
Oh, yes! This is a nice idea. It's a shame they haven't made it, in that case, leave it to me :). I've literally been wanting to do this so I'm happy you asked this!
-Liannelara
Academic rivals to lovers scenarios w Reiji
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📘I think this girl was raised to believe that she had to succeed more than anyone and so she felt pressure from her parents who probably expected a lot from her so when she met Reiji, she met her match.
📘And she wanted to prove to her parents that she was better which was becoming difficult considering Reiji didn’t make mistakes.
📘So she was working harder and harder to be the top student.
📘Reiji had always been confident with himself and he never thought he'd have to worry about something like this.
📘He thought that his rival was only Ruki.
📘Which he was fine with because Reiji would never back down from succeeding in academics and showing off his skills.
📘However, Reiji never thought about having a female rival
📘I mean realistically speaking, he's sexist and will believe that a woman couldn't possibly surpass him in anything unless it was something feminine. 
📘So it's a shock to his system in a way but he is more so focused on the fact that he is being challenged by not only a human but a girl.
📘He will not stand for it, he must be above all else, especially a woman.
📘After all he’s Reiji, how could he miss something or not do something better than someone else?
📘I think it all started when she transferred to his school.
📘Teachers loved her, people tried to befriend her, and she joined the student council, which Reiji is not a part of.
📘She was doing so much in so little time and so she was admired.
📘Most of all she was very smart, especially with complex subjects such as math and science.
📘And she had some chemistry skills so this totally triggered him.
📘At first he thought nothing of it but the more she succeed he found himself being challenged and it was the same for her.
📘She’d miss a point and Reiji would get it or they were both right and it was a tie.
📘It got so bad that they would indirectly insult and get salty with each other and maybe even cheat a little.
📘In fact there were times when you two would argue with the teachers about which one of you had more precise answers.
📘And it would be a constant battle so much that teachers couldn’t even put up with it.
📘If the teacher tried to partner you two up in a lab it is nothing but constant bickering about how he thinks you burned the magnesium for too long or how you think he timed it wrong.
📘You both even argue about the process the whole time of how it should be done because you two have biased preferences.
📘“You’re always supposed to sand it down then roll it before burning it.” You’d point out.
📘“Not in this particular experiment.” He’d state.
📘“That’s your opinion, I feel that when I set the heat up first I get less percent error.” You’d argue.
📘“Perhaps it’s because of your inexperience.” Reiji would claim.
📘In P.E. you run for track and he feels the need to perform better than you there too. Even though you both probably hate P.E.
📘But because of his vamp speed and higher stamina, you can’t beat him. So in your case, you’d grow annoyed because he was better at it than you.
📘In fact he probably once stopped you during track just to taunt you, “it seems you do not perform as well as you’d like to on the field. How embarrassing it must be, though given your calves are short you are incapable of keeping up with someone taller. Did you not grow properly?”
📘Hearing this a pout grew on your lips which he loved seeing, “For your information height isn’t the only thing that contributes to someone’s speed. Of course, what would you know, you spent most of your childhood having growth spurts instead of knowledge expansion.”
📘If you were assigned a class presentation, he likes to be a dick and ask you complicated questions that may even reach out of the presentation's scope just to piss you off since they're complicated in nature.
📘“If you are not feel versed on the topic, perhaps you should inform yourself of it.” He’d answer smugly as your eye twitched at this before forcing a smile.
📘“Perhaps I will and then maybe you have to put your focus on Latin more.” You remarked, seeing he wasn’t as well versed in the language as you were.
📘You both ended up having a tie with Reiji at the science fair and this is where Reiji was shocked that his project and yours tied.
📘You had spent some many weeks talking smack to each other about your projects that even Ruki had to step in to make you both stop.
📘Although the judges had to come to a conclusion and so you probably one because your project was just more out of the box than Reiji’s. So you win the science fair and this is where Rei starts to be a bit nicer to her. After she wins, he probably goes over and shakes her hand, saying she won fair and square.
📘Rei's honestly not himself after this point because for her to beat him, he thinks she's something and definitely someone he's interested in.
📘This was really surprising to you, and he purposely made sure that you noticed this. Although Reiji was smart enough to know you’d be to taken back to say anything. So you instead stayed a little shocked and wouldn’t say anything because it just seemed so off to you.
📘Of course, little did you know that Reiji was intrigued by you now and would only be planning on getting your attention more often. And when possible get you to be shocked and display other facial expressions to which he found amusing.
📘So when he started to pursue, he started to do little things to get your attention, to which you were totally oblivious to.
📘He’d invite you to participate in the school's fair seeing you still hadn’t decided.
📘“As a student council member you should participate, however, if you are in need of company I suppose it cannot be helped.”
📘“Reiji?” You’d question, raising a brow in confusion.
📘“I will accompany you to the school’s festival.” He’d confirm, adjusting his glasses as he looked down at you, “Do you have any objections?”.
📘“Uhh, no. . . its just, well I--I never asked for help.” You’d stumble as you looked at him, a little confused as to why this was happening.
📘“I suppose it can atone for my prior behavior.” He’d reply, turning away to part ways with you, leaving you a little speechless again.
📘He once was able to get a coffee with you during break and talk about academic stuff too.
📘This is where he sensed your troubles and mostly about how nervous you were for one particular exam he mostly found this out by overhearing you with someone and because when he asked about it your heart raced a little faster in panic.
📘So finding the opportunity, Reiji offers to help you.
📘“If you feel uncertain of your knowledge you should be tested about the subject. Three o’clock, the library.” He’d say offering to help.
📘“Oh, no, it’s okay. I’m sure I’ll manage, Reiji.”
📘“Y/n, if I am not mistaken this is not the first time you have declined my offers in helping you. Continuing to do so makes you appear as though you have something to hide.” It’s true, you were avoiding these interactions with him because you didn’t feel right bothering someone.
📘“It’s not that I---well, if you’re alright with studying then I guess I will see you later then.” You’d say figuring it would be harmless.
📘“I will see you soon.” He’d smile, parting ways with you in the hall.
📘Which allows you two to study, it also means he gets to sit close to you in the library or at a table in a secluded area.
📘This is when he gets to adjust your grip on the pencil too and have the excuse to touch your hand and delicate fingers.
📘He also gets to hover over you as he’s pointing out things to you in the textbook.
📘This gives Rei the excuse to even lean in and be extra close to you with his chest brushing against your back and both of his arms on both sides of you blocking you from leaving.
📘And it's taking him everything in him to not steal a kiss from you.
📘He’ll get really close but make sure he doesn’t kiss you because he��s still waiting since it's not time yet.
📘In that study session and in a few other ones you two would exchange conversation about different things and he once got you to smile and giggle at one thing.
📘It was precious to him when you laughed that you covered your smile with your hand gingerly.
📘Studying with you became frequent between you both, even if you were in the library to return or search for a book and he was in the library casually minding his own business he’d find a way to get your attention.
📘He would do this by either clearing his throat and pretending like he doesn’t notice you or by walking by you to get another book and act like he doesn’t notice you until you bump into him.
📘When he gets you to interact more he will become more comfortable as well and try to keep you fascinated with things he knows.
📘He’ll share interesting things with you and this usually happens during study sessions.
📘Rei would show you one of his scientific journals and his discoveries. (and this is his way of flirting lmao)
📘He even shows you flowers and studies he’s done of them so you learn some interesting observations from him sometimes too.
📘“They are pretty, what is this flower called?” You’d ask, still looking at the plant in observation.
📘I know he plans most of his interactions but sometimes he just gets lucky and opens new doors and finds out more interesting things about his rival.
📘Some things of which he deems as “cute” or “worth tolerating”.
📘Like one time you got injured in P.E. and he took you to the nurses' office.
📘Another time you practically tripped and fell on him but he caught you.
📘At a school dance you stepped on his foot and he called you a clumsy dancer.
📘This kinda made you upset and get into a minimal argument.
📘“It is as if you were born with two left feet.” He’d say boldly.
📘You’d scoff as you both still continued to practice, “Do you ever have anything!--” you’d stop mid-sentence as Reiji twirled you around and dipped you, just to have you shut up.  “ . . . nice to say.” You’d say shocked and speechless, still being held in the same position, his hair falling into his face his arms still holding your waist.
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📘A blush crept onto your cheeks as you tried to get out of his grip, “Reiji, let go of me.”
📘He’d chuckle before letting you go, “It’s fascinating to see the top student turn red.”
📘You’d glare at him, “Excuse me.” You’d say before turning away to leave.
📘But of course, there was no way our bae Rei was going to have it end there.
📘Oh no, it was only the beginning.
📘Even if he isn’t asking you things or exchanging conversation with you, you are still in classes with him and he loves to have his burning gaze on you.
📘So you have constant stares, which you used to not notice. And once you did you grew a little cautious of how you moved or where you’d sit because you could feel he was watching.
📘And let’s just say, it got to the point to which to were nervous about coming to class early since it would mean he’d pick a seat where he could see you. 
📘Or sometimes he’d be really bold and sit next to you.
📘Of course you couldn’t fully say this was true as there was no actual proof, because every time you looked his way he either turned away or acted like he wasn’t doing anything. Although you had a gut feeling.
📘Because when you came in early and sat in the front rows he’d side further behind at an angle to which he could get a perfect view of you reading and taking notes.
📘Even if you’re crossing your legs, to which he won’t admit is his weakness.
📘He was amused by watching you, especially because you hardly turned around to look at him. But he knew you were just too nervous to look but also engrossed in your work.
📘Although there were times when he caught you staring and he’d caught you a few times looking back, only for you to look away.
📘Reiji also grew to enjoy how you tried to get out of class as soon as possible, instead of asking the teacher questions so that you wouldn’t have to face him.
📘He loved seeing a girl so calm and collected become all nervous and apprehensive.
📘Any chance there was a project to be done with partners he’d stage it to have the teacher put you both together.
📘Which he’ll probably use his mind control for that.
📘And it’s just getting harder for you to avoid him, he’s bugged you during presentations. Like when you’re explaining he will have questions for you.
📘He’d bump into you in the halls more frequently too and then try to have conversations with you.
📘The study sessions got more personal, sometimes it wasn’t even studying which was very unlike you.
📘I think he asked you out in one of two ways, either he kissed you in the school hallway after asking for your answer to date.
📘Or you two were in the school garden and a flower petal got in your hair and being the gentleman that he is Reiji moved it out of your hair 
📘 “You don’t need to--” you’d mumble out as his hand touched your hairline, he took the opportunity to steady your features and tuck a strand behind your ear before putting his palm against your cheek only to lean in forward and crash his lips on yours.
📘He’d pull away a little after, his hand still on your cheek as he admired the way your eyes had fluttered due to being kissed and how they now opened after he pulled away. “Reiji . . .” You’d whisper, unable to make a sentence.
📘“Please consider my offer, Y/n.”
📘Omg this man is so gentle with the woman he loves, I cannot. 😭😭🤧My lil Rei.
📘Once you accepted you two then established things at your own pace, and you came to know more about his playful nature.
📘And his constantly teasing and cruel humor, as well as him calling you dearest or my dear.
📘To know more about what school with him is like, you can see that here.
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Hi. Can you please 🙏🙏🙏do headcanon of sakamaki brothers when they find that they have a teenage sister who was raised up like human . She and they realy didn't know about each other until She is forc by Karlhainz to live with them together. She is introverted , nice , sensitive , tolerant , funny and caring person.
I would really like to see their reaction on her. Especially if they have the same mother and father. (For triplets , it's Cordelia,... Subaru- Christa...)
I would be very happy for this headcanon.🙏 PS: i som sorry for my english
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— dialovers with a teenage sibling
pairings : no romance, gn!sibling!reader and the dialover boys
trigger warnings : child neglect, human experiments
word count : 1209
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— shu
➵ i would assume that in the case of beatrix and karlhienz having a child, they would be mostly neglected, much like reiji. this is probably due to the fact that beatrix wouldn't see any use in the youngest, as the youngest never receives power.
➵ the first time shu saw his sibling, he did not think much of them. their hostile interior, was carefully laced with a polite exterior and they never cracked. the young adolescent was obviously in the midst of their rebellious phase, and fiercely detested formal gatherings, like the one they were in now.
➵ however, as time went on, shu started to warm up to the idea of an extra sibling, they weren't annoying and loud like the others.
➵  the new family member was different as they were raised as human, they were kind, though at times sarcastic. the kindness was not as direct, initially, usually only shown through small actions; like offering him a glass of water, or leaving leftovers in the fridge for him.
➵ though the pair do not talk much to each other, shu does like the time they spend in silence, and occasionally let's you listen to his music with him.
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— reiji
➵ as i stated in shu's headcanon, the siblings childhood would have mostly been severely neglected. due to this you have become very reserved, and very good at fending for yourself.
➵ therefore, the initial meeting of this man would be you standing in the kitchen just in front of the stove, and making yourself dinner. the aroma was intoxicatingly good, and the precision in which you added the ingredients was enchanting. his interest was peeked.
➵ from there on out reiji has been pestering you and inviting you into his study. though, the sibling was annoyed at first, they maintained their air of politeness which only intrigued reiji further.
➵ eventually, you answered with a simple nod, and a slightly bored expression. as soon as you entered the room, the experiments began. he would make you drink teas, run PET scans on your brain to test how you reacted to things, studied your behaviour. to be honest, all he saw you as was a human lab rat who happened to be related to him.
➵ honestly, the only other emotions this man really ever experiences towards the new family member is rivalry whenever you show independence. he has to be the best, so he tries to make you dependent on him.
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— ayato
➵ being raised by cordelia and karlhienz as a mortal must have been stressful, to say the least. i mean you would be constantly given a ton of responsibilities, while being expected to do everything perfectly. it would be too much.
➵ god, i don't think this man has never been so in love with something in his whole life. the first time he saw you, something just clicked and he felt he had to be the big brother you needed.
➵ he felt that he had to protect you, i mean he was also treated as a robot who had to be programmed for perfection because anything less was seen as a failure - so when he first got to know you, something just came over him.
➵ sometimes this leads to him being over-protective. meaning, you are always attached to the hip, you aren't allowed to go out alone and that he even requested your room to be next to his.
➵ he wouldn't let cordelia near you even if she did want to see you, and he actively tells you not to worry about the school industry and all its terrible flaws. honestly, he just wants you to be free, or at least as free as he'll allow you to be.
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— kanato
➵ again, being raised by cordelia and kalhienz as human must have been something that raised a lot of anxiety within you, which has led you to become pretty emotionless. not in the sense that you don't feel at all, but more that you find it hard to present emotion without it seeming forced or fake.
➵ the new sibling first meets kanato while they were wondering the house, and came across the doll room. though it was disturbing and ever so slightly frightening, you kept your composure. after all, you were taught from a young age that emotion was an inherit weakness.
➵ when kanato saw your lack of emotion from the shadows, he felt you were perfect. well, a perfect play thing that is.
➵ from there on out, he would never leave you alone. at night he would cut and style your hair; put makeup on you; make you pose and take some pictures of you as if you were a corpse.
➵ though this definitely annoyed you, and you were deeply uncomfortable with the treatment you were getting, you couldn't stop him - nor did you want to. because truth be told, being dressed up and treasured was like a safety net you never had before.
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— laito
➵ as stated with the other two triplets, the anxiety you suffer now was a direct impact of being raised by two sociopathic parents. being a teenager now, mostly meant that though you were tolerant, you were still easily irritable.
➵ therefore, the first time you met was due to an argument you had had with your father. you felt trapped in his hands, so you decided to come to one of his estates where you found your brother.
➵ when he first saw you his first instinct was to ignore you, so that's exactly what he did. he had no interest in a new sibling, who popped out of nowhere, and honestly he wasn't hoping for much from this new person.
➵ though you were both aware of each others existences, there weren't many shared moments they would have. your opinion on laito, as a consequence, would also be pretty unknown considering you've never really talked or acknowledged each other.
➵ the extent of your interactions, were simple hello's and occasional sorrys when they would bump into each other. other than that, laito shared no interest in you, just as his parents never had interest in him.
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— subaru
➵ being raised by christa was an experience much better than with the other mothers. karlhienz was barely present, which was a good thing considering you hated the person your mother became when he was around.
➵ you were raised to be delicate and polite, and when subaru first met you the first thing he felt was an overwhelming emotion of jealousy.
➵ this wasn't to do with the envy of the normalcy you grew up with, and he didn't; it was the proximity of which you were to his mother. the relationship in which he had wished to have with his mother (a healthy one), you had.
➵ though you never felt anything but sympathy for your sibling, subaru seemed to dislike you for no good reason. so, you started to distance yourself and become apart of the competitiveness of your brother.
➵ sibling rivalry commenced between the two, and so your interactions started to become limited to silly competitions you would have. yet, during these times of rivalry, there were also times in which he would help you, such as when you would get hurt and he was the first to come to your aid.
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Shu - Ralph Lauren
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Shu was actually diabolic to decide. I thought something softer but still royal like burberry at first especially with their new logo re brand but it still wasn’t right. Till it hit me Ralph Lauren is so perfect for him.
He can deny his spoiled nature and try to run from who he is by neglecting attention to his manners, posture, and etiquette but he will always exude that aura of sophistication in the way he glides.
He dresses himself without care but he’s still subconsciously reaching for £155 chinos and over £200 casual slacks because he likes how comfortable the cotton is on him.
He likes how their sweaters and jumpers are soft and they fit nicely over his broad shoulders, the cashmere wool doesn’t overheat him or make him feel stuffy - in fact sometimes it’s the only thing that keeps him comfy because he can never seem to be warm enough but he doesn’t dare touch that fire place.
With his crew neck jumpers, cardigans, sweater vests the girls thrifting for their grandpa fashion at thrift stores have nothing on him.
It’s always a shame when he has to throw away the jumpers when simply rolling up his sleeves doesn’t prevent the blood from getting on them ( he doesn’t even bother washing out the stains no matter how small it is).
Oh and don’t let his apathetic nature fool you the man has suprisingly large biceps and unfortunately godly lower body strength and no his rugby jumpers aren’t just for show although he doesn’t play rugby he plays around with the various weapons around his house; the rapier his favourite. Ornate, thin and deadly he can lengthen his prey’s suffering for as long as he’d like. Sometimes he’ll go for a ride on his favourite horse whilst his depression hunts him he remembers scarce but dear memories of his mother teaching him and helping his groom his horse, him clutching onto her waistcoat as he shrieks “faster mother, faster, faster!”.
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But he’s not a total snob, he has casual sweatshirts and loafers that aren’t Ralph Lauren, they’re Armani but that’s not something to be crucified for.
His jewellery is minimal, close to nothing actually. He hates the process of putting it on, taking it off, having to be delicate with it, or them rusting over centuries. He hates his crown most of all but sometimes when he feels fancy in his tailored suits, a brooch holding his cape across the width of his chest the chains delicate against the almost silk shirt he’ll slip on his signet ring with his family crest onto his pinky the gold still glamorous after all these years
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Correct me if I'm wrong but actually don't because I'm not wrong I'm right but my headcannon is that Laito actually gives the best hugs out of all the Diaboys. Like if you hugged him and he had his arms wrapped tightly around you I just feel like he would feel so comfy and safe <3 That is, until he starts being an absolute shithead. But ya know, enjoy the moment while it lasts I guess.
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