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[juggling 800 things at once and none of them are going to be concluded for months] why do i feel so bad

starting more med tapering today. not taking a methylphenidate too to make sure the anxiety i feel that knocks me on my ass around 2pm isnt from taking uppers lol.

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starting more med tapering today. not taking a methylphenidate too to make sure the anxiety i feel that knocks me on my ass around 2pm isnt from taking uppers lol.

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the only caveat about having thick and thin skin is that there are some things in life that require a thick skin. art/entertainment is one of those because the nature of the field is that it's based entirely on the idea of evaluating your work's worth based on external personal preferences. if you have a thin skin you are not going to make it unless you want to spend your life in a state of perpetual misery

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#mmmmm veal

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”getting thicker skin” is great in theory but I think for some people “get better at handling your thin skin” is gonna be way more helpful advice. I have strong emotional reactions to criticism and they might never go away, but i can continue to try and handle each situation maturely and that’s the important part. Sometimes irrational feelings are chronic and living with them is better than trying to beat yourself up into not having them.

#yeah

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dude is there a place where you can stream movies for an audience that isn't discord (which i is a terrible experience for everyone). its driving me insane that being able to show people movies and sharing them with them is borderline impossible now. we need to do a japan film fest so we can show people "hausu" and "electric dragon 80,000v".

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my only complaint about "souboutei must be destroyed" is that the girl character is drawn and written in a way that should be actively embarrassing for someone to be doing in 2024. the last chapter i read before i went to sleep last night had 2 panty shots and it annoyed me so much i just went to sleep

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anyone else who is reading "souboutei must be destroyed": the character designs are like, hilariously insane right? it feels like each character comes from a different manga. but specifically baki, yu-gi-oh, hunterxhunter, rumiko takahashi works, tezuka, and even maruo suehiro.

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i had a few weeks where going outside was easy and now its impossible again. i need food. i need meds. i need an oil change. i dont want to do any of these things. ugh.

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you are not going to insult me to boost your ego on my post. dont force me to look at your bad words. make your own post about how smart you are so it can flop at 0 notes, thank you!

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you are genuinely impossibly stupid if you think this one post is representative of people discovering something is bad for the first time ever and not people expressing despair at the open gamification of ethics. dont talk at me like this again and dont use me as a pathetic springboard to high-key brag about how enlightened you are compared to the lowly writhing masses lol. shaddup

genuinely think i might stop reading the news entirely. this is so dire

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shes neuromancing

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lol

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how do i get sweet little babybel to stop running from me for medication. now she bolts when she sees me -_-