#so that’s something

[daffi-990]

Fuck it Friday

Tagged by @disasterbuckdiaz & @jamespearce9-1-1. Thank you lovelies 😘. Be sure to check out what they posted (James posted a steamy kilt sex fic 🔥🥵)

Haven’t written much in the last two days due to the death of one of our dogs, so I’m posting a snippet from when your heart releases, you won’t fall to pieces that I’ve already shared before (you can find it here) but it’s been reworked.

“He needs me, that’s all you need to know.” Buck tries to hide the irritation in his voice at Taylor’s prying. Why can’t she just accept that Eddie needs him right now? Isn’t that enough? Why does she need to know more?

“He has other people he can lean on, if he really needs help. Why does it have to be you?”

“Because I’m his best friend. And I want it to be me. I want to take care of him and Chris. They’re family and that’s what family does.”

“What do you know about family?” Taylor sneers, her top lip curled in a cruel snarl Buck hasn’t seen directed at him before. Her words are like a gunshot, the bullet easily finding its mark.

Buck feels the impact amongst the cracked and bleeding parts of his heart, Taylor knowing exactly where to aim to cause significant damage. He opened up to her about his parents, about Daniel and how he felt like he never really was a part of the Buckley family, and now she’s here throwing all of it back at him with sharpened points. The irritation and frustration that was bubbling inside of Buck morphs into anger as he fires off a shot of his own that he knows will tear into her and hurt.

“What do you know?”

Taylor flinches as if slapped and Buck feels a small sense of satisfaction that he was able to hurt her with the very words she’d used to strike at him, before guilt washes over him like a bucket of cold water. He’s no better than Taylor, using the knowledge of her issues and struggles with family (or lack thereof) that she trusted him with to inflict a wound. You aren’t meant to do that to the person you love.

They stare at each other, breaths loud and heavy in the silence that stretches out between them. Buck knows silence isn’t the only thing lingering there. They’ve been drifting apart for some time now, but Buck didn’t want another failed relationship to be added to his baggage so he clung to the good moments that were becoming far and few between.

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#daffi writes #fic: when your heart releases you won’t fall to pieces #buddie wip #buddie #not much new inspiration happening for me right now #but I did have enough small writing beans to go back and rework some stuff #so that’s something #re: sad doggy news -> #we had to make the hard decisions to put one of our dogs down #we had 12 wonderful years with him and even though it hurts that he’s gone … we know he’s at peace now #🐶🪦💔

[somanyfandomsblog]

My mom, after the finale: okay don’t tell me but do annabeth and percy get together in the later books?

Me:

#she’s dying lol #I did convince her to read the books #so that’s something #percy pjo #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #percabeth

[phinix53]

It kinda blew past me and I missed it XD

I’ve been on the hellsite for just over 10 years.

Thank you guys of giving me a chance to share and create and meet people and make wonderful friendships.

I’m gonna do something to celebrate, but idk what.

But first, cold medicine and a nap ^^

<3

#10 years #and I just got 1000 followers #so that’s something #it’s exciting #but I don’t really know what to do about it #but imma take some meds #and figure that out later #tumblr anniversary #10 year anniversary

[incorrectly-correctamondobruh]

Who’s your bias? Who’s your bias wrecker, which one is your favorite? Who would you rather marry—

I love all of these goddamn idiots and my life is in shambles.

#changbin #hwang hyunjin #incorrect kpop quotes #lee felix #stray kids incorrect quotes #bang chan #seungmin #lee know #han jisung #jeongin #changbin is soft #so that’s something #someone help #stray kids

[vulpecular-draconic]

it’s annoying to have fox ear shifts when i want to wear headphones. especially when i get bat-eared fox ear shifts. headphones sit in a way that makes it feel like my ears are clipping thru the band, as if i’m a faulty video game character animation. it’s not pleasant

the obvious solution would be to buy earbuds instead, because then it would allow more room for my phantom ears. but those hurt my human ears, for whatever reason. and although it’s uncomfortable to wear headphones with phantom ears, at least it doesn’t hurt. so unless i find some kind of earbuds that don’t hurt, i’m stuck in this situation

#this also applies to antlers but i don’t get those as often #when i’m a dragon i don’t usually have outer ears as far as i can tell #and my horns are shaped in a way that is fine for wearing headphones #so that’s something #therian #otherkin #nonhuman #phantom limbs #phantom ears #critter shifts #critter experiences #foxkin #bat-eared fox kintype #pearl fox kintype #i say some stuff

[faceless-es]

I want to give more Milgram content but polishing and finishing art is not one of my strengths. I promise I have been working on Shidou-

#milgram #milgram project #faceless es rambles #faceless es #i really suck at that #yeah i’m an artist but a shit one #i try tho #i haven’t abandoned him #so that’s something #(i abandon most of my art projects as one does)

[impulsivedecisionsat3am]

Being sick changes a person. I’m currently staring at my ceiling listening to kidz bop cover high hopes. I don’t think I’m doing too well

#did yall know that kidz bop covered p!atd? #because i didn’t #they also covered 1D #so that’s something #shitpost #shitposting #kidz bop

[sp00kymulderr]

I did not get the job :(

#I did however get incredibly nice feedback & im being recommended for two other similar positions #so that’s something

[sarcasticbabywhispererjess]

Finally finished this one that I stared a couple months ago. Baby isn’t due until December. I went to mail it out today and couldn’t because it’s a bank holiday so USPS is closed. Oops. Didn’t realize until I’d walked the 2mi there. Doh.

#corchet #baby blanket #craftblr #grandma crafts #indigenous peoples day #it also happens to be my birthday #both parents remembered this year #so that’s something #I also finished making pumpkin hats for a patient and his siblings #he’s a triplet #so they’re their own little pumpkin patch

[magpie-to-the-morning]

Babe, are you okay? You’ve barely touched your autumn aesthetic posts.

#Autumn #Autumn aesthetic #Fall vibes #I am enjoying the extra reasons to be cozy #so that’s something

[sealsapocalypticmusic]

New song tomorrow!

#sealapocalyptic says music related words #seal’s apocalyptic rambles #if nothing else I am having an extremely productive year #musically speaking #so that’s something

[enderose]

I thought I’d work on a sketch of Saracen while talking with some mutuals of mine about the new Skulduggery announcement and waiting to see what it was, and then I decided to finish adding colors to it and everything afterwards, so here I am offering the lad!

#skulduggery pleasant #skulduggery pleasant fanart #saracen rue #digital art #Sorry if art has also been a bit slow lately! #I’ve been dealing with college coming back #so that’s something #Although I do have the art of the Four Generals in the works! #So here’s to hoping that I can work more on that soon #rose rambles

[cipher-the-sidhe]

Finished writing the first chapter of What the Tide Keeps but I’m not posting it until I have some backlog written to help me keep my pace and also convince me that it isn’t awful 🙃

#oh my god why is the self doubt so strong now that I’ve written it? #but I did! write it #so that’s something #more than most of my fic ideas get to #what the tide keeps #wttk au

[aaami]

I feel absolutely awful all the time, but at the same time don’t care thanks to my meds 👍 They’re working but not in a way that I’d like lmaooo this is fine

Even good things don’t really feel like anything rn 🫠

#i’m still so deep in the depression hole but haha at least i dont care #i spoke about this to the nurse and she was just like yah it do be like that sometimes with these kinds of meds :) #kgkkflcnfligjfjf #but hey at least i’m not doing things i shouldn’t be doing #so that’s something #but i’m also not doing things i should be doing #or want to do….. like drawing… #i miss drawing so much but i just can’t do it right now

[yoimiya-supremacy]

dysautomnia+adhd is only remembering to take care of yourself at your worst times and waking up knowing you need to shower like you have to shower and physically not being able to perform activities until you have done the shower but you cannot physically shower as you will most likely pass out or have a migraine so sitting at the couch doing the hand flicky and the stretchy (safe stretchy) and drinking water and eating chips until you can safely assume you will not do the faint 4 minutes into a shower…helppppp…

#whyyyyyy must life be so hard like fr fr whyyy #moping #oh wait no knights don’t mope #we brood #I’m brooding #4 cups of water later I’m not okay #but I am better #so that’s something #I don’t feel disabled until I feel disabled and then I’m like holy crap I am…disabled oh dear #pots syndrome #helpppppp #HEELPPPPPP #even sitting im too light headed what #at my inability to stand up currently #dysautomnia #orthostatic hypotension #orthostatic intolerance #adhd struggles #pls help #I just wanna be able to like…do smth today maybe? #also yeah I refuse to use the bathtub. that’s nasty. I legit will never take a bath I feel like a cat I willnt ever the bath blergh