#so i’m so invested in this fic

[theythemmer]

for years my friends have tried to get me back into minecraft and idk how to explain to them that after tosoth the game will never be the same . it’s been A DECADE and this fic still rules over my brain

#and don’t even TALK about snow angels around me i’ll cry blood and vomit tears #that fic gave me SO many trust issues i hve TO THIS DAY #and i KNOW ive ranted about this before but IT GENUINELY TRAUMATISED ME #but i was at one of the lowest points of my life and decided fuck it. i’m gonna read a long fic. i’m usually a max 25k person but i was like #nah let’s get invested in this one. good ol erisol human au. what could go wrong #oh dear reader it turns out that there was something that could go wrong #because at tht time i was an avid ff net user and there are no warnings there #especially not for major character death. #so i’m so invested in this fic #got a few chapters left. and then i start a chapter i swear ive read before in a one shot #and i’m over the MOON bc i know how this ends. they get engaged! so i’m SO fkn happy #and then. all alone in the snow of their front yard. eridans heart gives out. and he’s gone. #as a very traumatised teen who was dependant on happy endings to make me feel like life was worth living #i have never felt heartbreak and betrayal like that. only other thing that ever made me feel that much was my really messy breakup w da loml #i didnt sleep for a week. i was constantly sobbing and breaking down at school #reading about sollux going through their minecraft world and i just #yeah. #haven’t been able to make pancakes since too. used to be the thing i was best at #since then pancakes minecraft and snow angels are forever tainted #absolutely INCREDIBLE fic but i do Not do MCD or sad endings #and i was like being horrifically abused going thru hormonal conversion therapy to ‘fix’ my nonexistent sex drive #whilst dealing with r/pe accusations simultaneously . as a fkn 16 year old baby trans gay ace #so i was going thru it and when i tell you my ENTIRE mental state was depending on the dopamine i got from fan fictions w endings that #gave me hope my story wasn’t gonna end there. for them to struggle for so long to find true happiness within eachother #to them being torn apart by the cruel hand of death #bro i was inconsolable for so long . i still am and im almost 26 LMFAO #know it seems so silly to be so worked up over this but i can’t articulate how much my undiagnosed autistic bpd cptsd ridden self depended #on these fics to emotionally regulate #OBV THIS IS NOTHING AGAINST THE AUTHOR OR THE FIC I WAS JUST YOUNG AND TRAUMATISED AND COPING UNHEALTHILY #but i will never be able to play minecraft happily ever again

[watchyourbuck]

Hi there! :)

For the writing prompts:

“W-who did this to you?”

Buck shouldn’t have shown up at Eddie’s door like this. Not today, not like this. But he has nowhere else to go.

His hand trembles before reaching forward, knocking once, maybe twice. It definitely slides down the wood after, and he has to support himself on the concrete wall to avoid hitting the floor.

Behind it, he can hear Eddie’s steps. He’s talking to someone on the phone, but it seems shallow. He thinks he’s about to hang up.

“Eddie-,” he tries to call, but his voice is faint and undetermined.

Please.

Please open the door.

Then it opens.

The scene in front of him is out of a horror movie. “Buck?” Eddie says, eyes wide, heart in his throat. His phone hits the tiles, a click ringing in his ear.

The man is showered in red. Blood that he can only assume is his going down his body and staining his clothes. He blinks. His lip is busted. Oh, dear god. His knuckles are- his wrist is broken.

“Help,” Buck says, and this is the day Eddie thanks his military training, because he’s able to catch Buck in his arms before he passes out.

It’s possibly hours later that he wakes up. He’s laying down on something, either a couch or a bed, and his head is heavy with pain. He tries lifting his arms but something is pinning him down. “E-Eddie,” he calls, unaware the subject of his need is sitting right in front of him.

“Who was it?”

His eyes adjust at the speed of slugs, and he has to force himself to sit up. He blinks until the world makes sense. “Eddie?”

There’s tears. Salty, whimsy, slow tears going down Eddie’s face, but he’s never looked less sad. Buck gulps. Eddie’s angry.

“Who did this to you?” he asks, breathing heavily. He’s sitting on a chair, legs spread and elbows on his knees. He’s covering his mouth with his fists, observing down Buck’s body.

He hesitates. “Eddie-,”

“Buck, for the love of god, who did this to you?”

This is his fault. After everything Eddie said, after all the things he warned him about. This is his fault.

He tries to move his wrists. One’s broken for sure, the other feels… twisted. He sighs, wondering if maybe he’s in less pain now that his receptors are going wild, focusing on too many alarms at once. “I-,” he starts, cutting himself off.

Eddie wastes no time. He rises from the chair and sinks back down, kneeling in front of Buck and grabbing his face with both hands.

Buck realizes he doesn’t know how to treat him now that he’s so incredibly… unglued.

“Tell me,” he pleads, but it’s an order. He knows him too well. This is the last lock before he unleashes a monster he hasn’t seen in years. “Tell me before I find out myself.”

Buck breathes, glancing down at Eddie’s lips. It’s only a moment he allows himself glory before spilling his guts with truth.

This is his fault.

“I told my dad about you.”

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

Consider this my Wip Wednesday!

I’m very tempted to write a second part to this where Eddie confronts the Buckley parents. What does the crowd think? I’ll read u!!💗

tagged by @jamespearce9-1-1 @daffi-990 @hippolotamus @malewifediaz @wildlife4life @eddiebabygirldiaz @callmenewbie @jeeyuns & @thewolvesof1998 (haven’t been able to get to some of your works yet! but I will tonight, thank you!!💗✨)

also tagging @spagheddiediaz @housewifebuck @lover-of-mine @fortheloveofbuddie @evanbegins @smilingbuckley @giddyupbuck @cowboydiazes @try-set-me-on-fire @your-catfish-friend @honestlydarkprincess @honestlyeddie @disasterbuckdiaz @buckleyobsessed @mattsire @loserdiaz @wikiangela 🤍

#wip wednesday #tw: violence #should I write a part two? #im kinda invested #I wanted this to be longer but I’m so busy with school #I hope this is enough😭 #buddie #911 fox #911 #eddie diaz #evan buckley #911 tv show #evan buck buckley #buck x eddie #buck and eddie #911 abc #buddie fic #buddie ficlet #buddie wip #buddie fanfic #buddie 911

[crybaby-bkg]

wanna teach virgin Bakugou how to kiss and watch the confused scrunch of his eyebrow when he suddenly cums in his pants after sucking on his tongue and licking up the leftover spit sliding down his chin 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

#I was gonna write tonight #but my eyes burn BC IM SO SLEEPY #but refuse to sleep rn bc I’m too invested in shipping p*rn on twt lol #anyway I love this man #and vow to finish my therapist reader fic for him tomorrow (possible lie) #wish me some inspiration #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #bakugou treats! 🍬

[biboomerangboi]

Writing Hua Cheng’s POV is so hard how do you all manage to condense all that’s wrong with him and write it coherently.

#hua cheng #hualian #I’m trying but it’s like writing purple prose and poetry and a tumblr post at the same time #trying to condence his dramatics into self reflection is difficult #why am I so invested on a character study for getting back into fandom #tgcf #tian guan ci fu #genderqueer Hua Cheng fic #The body is a glove #zee writes

[virgothozul]

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#Macho Man is my new personality hi #fanfic #Jona couldn’t plan this unfolding but in the end he was extraordinarily hypocrit with this move #« public decency » and « family friendly content » my 🍑 ! #unnecessary obscene violence hello #Jona i seriously hope sb will kick ur ass for ur live broadcast demonstration of poor parenting bc im sure joz wont say 💩 #As usual the writing is amazing #I love drawing from fics these guys r crazy talented it s so f easy to picture everything #joseph joestar #u have no idea how many scenes i wanna sketch #Macho Man #chapter 14 #chapter 15 #update : i finish reading the chapter Jona feels guilty so i guess it is almost forgiven but still ! Pretty hypocritical #also sb’s gotta have a word with jot #dude cant just waltz around killing ppl off to cope with his emotions wtf man #i say all that bc i’m so f invested in this story i love it to bits #And i can give jona the cold shoulder while loving him deeply

[mediumgayitalian]

More Baby Will AU? More Naomi AU? More modern dating AU? More road trip AU? (When you have time of course! No pressure, these are just my favourites!)

THEYRE COMING I SWEAR ‼️ my last final is on apr. 20th but i have some time before that. mostly i need to get through this week and half of the next and i’ll have free time again :D send me more asks to keep me reminded okay!! i find it very encouraging

#i have been itching to write for each one of these AND some longer fics #but those usually take me till 4-5 in the morning #and i can’t afford to be up that late rn rip #so i have to wait until i’m done my work :D #KEEP SENDING ME ASKS THO #it helps me remember that i’m not the only one invested in these fics lmao #ask

[ssreeder]

he… he was born to be a hero and became a villain… he was born to be a villain and became a hero… no one asked them what they wanted… they don’t even know what they want they don’t even know who they ARE…. they bring out the worst in each other…. they can only be honest with each other and they hate it love it hate it destroy it in the end…. they ruin each others lives…. they don’t regret each other…. if you even care…. I’m gonna apass out

#WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME???? #HELLA WHYYYYY #I swear this is cruel and unusual punishment #you can’t take your talented brain and invest it into dabihawks and pull out the most beautifully tragic words for them #YOU CANT MAKE MY HEART WANT TO CHAIN SMOKE #MY HEART IS CHAINSMOKING #WHY WHY WHYBWHYYYY #Wait why am I thinking you write a MHA fic??? #I’m going to go to your ao3 and find out #Hella why do you want me to suffer with you??? #I’m trying so hard not to get sucked into their bullshi #But I can’t stop thinking about them now #Seriously the way hawks respond to things with wit and a smile even though his sense of justice is more fucked than even dabi #Dabi sees the injustices in the justice system and he wants to burn it to the ground #& hawks is over here like ‘just not the wings man’ #fire is good fire is bad fire is good fire is bad #Hot is good hot is bad hot is soooo good but it’s sooooo bad #Damn it hella stop it #STOP IT #Is is bad to say I do like endeavor? #Are people going to throw shit at me from the back!? #I love myself a flawed character with a fucked up sense of judgement and I’m also a sucker for that character realizing that they fucked up #& then trying to make amends because it’s not too late but it is too late hunny nothing will never be the same as it was and even when it w #It was fucked I mean come on man shotos crying in the dojo because you hurt mommy while touya is imploding in the forest and now they’re #Battling it out for your love while also seemingly rejecting it because they don’t need to be loved (but they need to be loved so badly) #SOMEONE LOVE HAWKS DAMN IT #Haha I love hawks though he’s like welll shit I kind of forgot about my mom I hope she got out ok and Dabi didn’t murder her oh well #Shit happens wow this is a nice apartment maybe I’ll sublease this thing #Make back some of the money she made SELLING ME TO THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT #*deep breath* I’m getting rambling over here

[the-anxious-axolotl]

That moment when you finally decide to suck it up and commit the time to go read For the forgotten ones because you know it’s gonna be good and you click on the fic and

#help #oh lord I don’t have time for this #like I’m doing it anyway but still #oh god I’m already so invested in not gonna sleep for a week aren’t I? #also btw everyone was right tgis fic is so good already I’m losing my mind #ftfo #utmv

[fastidious-and-a-mess]

hello all seven active members of the batman unburied fandom. go read “box without hinges” by @wolverineheight right now. <3

#SORRY for the @ but it’s important to me that people be able to see ur art too #batman unburied #riddler secrets in the dark #secrets in the dark #started reading this fic a little after midnight last night #i wanted to just read the first chapter or two to see if i really felt like investing in all 58k of the series #and then suddenly it was almost 4am and i was in the double digit chapters #it’s how i’ve spent most of my time today #i’m so crazy invested in this fic. someone left a comment on one chapter like ‘this is like a third podcast to me’ and literally yeah. #this is canon to me

[coralhoneyrose]

Man, I’m so close to finishing this last chapter of PtLY. There’s just two already partially written scenes left to wrap up, neither of which should be particularly long, and then…that’s it.

I really wanted to have it done this year (that was one of my biggest resolutions for 2023!) but ultimately I think it’s more important not to rush it and to take my time to make sure I’m happy with how it turns out…especially since it’s the last one and I’d hate to end things on a disappointing note.

That being said, I’m likely gonna work on it a lot tomorrow, so it should still be done soon—likely within the next week? I do love a good f!Robin Friday release.

#We can all just pretend that January 5th counts as this year #Right? Right. #Feeling all sorts of ways about the fact it’s this close to ending too #mostly excited but a little sad as well #this fic has been a part of my life for so long #and it’s been wonderful to have this many people invested in a story I’m writing #Definitely going to miss getting that level of engagement it’s been a huge blessing #My fics #Personal #Pretending to Love You (Shouldn’t Be This Easy)

[bereft-of-frogs]

It’s not that I’m concerned about my job performance, I consistently get good feedback, always finish my tasks, have taken initiative on a couple projects…

But my coworker is always talking about how much of the online training he’s doing once we hit the mid-afternoon quiet period and I’m slightly worried they’re going to be like ‘hey why does [redacted] have so many hours clocked on [redacted training platform] and you have like, none?’

And I’ll have to be like. Well. I was writing star wars fanfiction.

#yea this is the same coworker who’s always complaining about being bored #well run out of our to do list and just be running out the day or whatever #and he’ll be like ‘well time to watch training videos’ and I’m like oh well #I’m going to write #no one’s ever mentioned like ‘why aren’t you doing these training videos’ so im sure it’s fine #also like…yeah I know how to use excel so #obviously I wouldn’t actually tell them I’ll find a nice HR friendly like ‘thank you for bringing that to my attention #I’ll be sure to invest more hours to that specific task’ #but no until someone says something I’m writing fic #or reading it on my phone lol

[iamasaddie]

you know a fic was good when i’m screaming at my friend cussing the author out and crying to the point of suffocating

#that unexpected untagged angst really wasn’t welcomed today #i’m lying the angst was tagged i’m just stupid #i gotta switch to fluff istg #one more fic like this and ima blow my brains out or swear off fics forever #I JUST WANTED DIRTY DADDY KINK WHY DID U HAVE TO HURT ME LIKE THAT #i need to learn to control my emotions and stop getting so emotionally invested in fic #that’s not healthy #pls send dirty daddy kink fics i need to stop crying ffs

[ladespeinada]

i say this with the utmost love, with my whole heart, and with a few IPAs in my system (there’s a whole ass generation-defining weather event happening in my city and i don’t know how else to deal with the anticipation of knowing):  if you’re writing fic for the bear and want to include spanish / spanglish in your dialogue, and want someone to check it, please feel free to slide into my asks / PMs. 😘

#everyone writes fantastically please please please don't get me wrong!!!! love every single one of you #but selfishly and obnoxiously - there are words / phrases here and there that take me out of the story and i'm happy to help! #it's so nice to be able to even bring this up in fandom convos like this #rare have been the times where i’m invested enough to even bring up something like this #or where it's even plausible or possible because latine rep isn't great overall #shoutout to my favourite lady tina marrero for creating the possibility #the bear #the bear fx #fanfic #fic writing #sydcarmy #syd x carmy #tina my beloved

[wendiiingo]

I have been OBSESSED with this fanfic so I finally caved and drew Henrik from it😭 (this is like- loosely based (probably detached💀)on the canon but it was fun and I love him so teehee)

au by @crystalninjaphoenix 💕💕!!

#i love every single one of them in this fic #I’m so invested😭 #jacksepticeye #jacksepticeye egos #jse egos #dr schneeplestein #henrik von schneeplestein #dr henrik von schneeplestein #septicart #jse fanart #fantasymaskau #my art uwu

[no1ryomafan]

There is nothing worse than being into a objectively niche series but it still has one part of the franchise thats considered popular at its peak and amongst its dedicated fanbase so it’s the best iteration to probably direct people towards-

Until you remember you’ve experienced most of the franchise and there’s other parts that are objectively better not only in beginner friendliness but also writing but you can’t recommend people it so easily because it’s the part that isn’t talked about enough even if it has its fans.

And the fact this happened to me twice makes me even sadder about it 💀

#meg text #Yes I’m vaguing about getter robo because what the fuck else would I be mentioning #I’m not tagging even if this post probably wouldn’t reach anywhere lol I’m just a awful tumblr user #But this is the feeling I’m being hit with because I have so much New getter brain rot all of a sudden #And most of the people I got Getter into was through arma and now I’m regretting it #I don’t like the getter series debate order because it really doesn’t matter outside of manga #and arma got me fully invested into the series #but damn if new doesn’t feel like it gets enough love and is a great starting place #this is mostly forming out of the fact I’m writing a new fic and none of my buds are reading it 💀 #it’s still getting views so I can’t complain but man #I literally had one irl watch it with me so far and we aren’t even done #Also the second one was mega man but people would argue ZX isn’t a good starting point so

[boundinparchment]

will be cooking tonight. WHAT I’ll be cooking is anyone’s guess tbh.

#I’m really invested in trying to get this Karina fic done so I can move onto the Fontaine arc for her and D #but also now I’m brainrotting about my Segment OC in Gotham City #I cannot draw to save my life so time to find some references and attempt to design some stuff I guess #OR do I cook something else that I’ve been brainrotting for weeks #only tonight will tell