#so fuckjng sad

[thoughtsofapessimistttt]

Did you really think I wouldn’t notice? You’re supposed to be my favourite person so do you really think I don’t know about what the little things in your expression mean? I know everything about you, I guess that’s why it hurt when it didn’t seem true on your side

#*sighs* #feelings #life stuff #relationship #relationship heartbreak #thoughts 💭 #friendship #mine #friendship heartbreak #vent #heartbreak #friendship quotes #life quotes #sad quotes #so fuckjng sad #lonely #mentally fuckjng exhausted #relationship quotes

[all-i-do-is-live-in-daydreams]

thinking of simon and marcy again 😭 gonna start crying fr

#easiest way to make me cry bro #just bring up simon or marcy or both and i will luterally burst into tears right there on the spot #ice king #simon petrikov #marceline abadeer #marceline #marceline the vampire queen #the ice king #simon and marcy #marcy and simon #adventure time #adventure time fandom #adventure time marceline #adventure time ice king #they make me so fuckjng sad

[cringefailfagcat]

weeeee having a moment 🙃 someone let me vent to them so i dont call my ex n trigger their mental illness again

#no pressure obv lol i just dk who to talk to #like half my friends are asleep #the other two who arent my ex that i am close enough to talk to and might be awake are fuckjng their partners #and then there's my ex. oh and mh flatmate opposite whos both ill and literally hates hearing abt personal stuff #so uh. lol. i am not calling the fucking helpline just bc im a bit drunk n sad

[the-real-amazing-karnak]

i realy just. fuck up evrythjng huh

#csnt make sny1 happy #cant evrn keep my sys.stable #m friends happy #not much ofa protecter am i #fml #🐶 #vent #m so fuckjng sad

[17gz]

a few years ago my friend recorded the funniest video i've ever fucking seen in my life but he doesnt have it anymore and it breaks my heart but let me paint a picture because i remember every frame and remember my friend telling me how this went down.

its 2021. we're in art school, doing classes over zoom.

my friend is in the literature and diversity class that i also took.

my teacher is a 30 smth year old gay south asian man who is lovely and wonderful and incredibly well read.

our final for the class is a full presentation on a piece of media of our choice, as long as it brushes on diversity (specifically lgbt related work) and analyzing its strengths and weaknesses. we get about 15-20 minutes to present in front of our class.

while i was not in this specific semester's class, my friend was there. the presenter is next. they turn on their camera.

cheap crunchy amazon wig. black sweater. snazaroo grey face paint. candy corn horns.

this person was in full terezi costume. their presentation was on homestuck.

the video is about 5 seconds long. it pans from the student's square, to the powerpoint on screen. and finally it pans to my poor teacher, pinching the bridge of his nose and looking down taking a deep breath.

#IM SO FUCKJNG SAD THAT HE DOESNT HAVE THE VIDEO ANYMORE THAT WAS THE FUNNIEST SHIT ON EARTH #IM GLAD ITS BURNED INTO MY BRAIN FOREVER #OKAY EDIT 1: IT WAS TEREZI NOT KARKAT

[your-villainous-neighbour]

"Makeup is literally the best part of being a gi-" no. please leave my house.

#jesus fuck i hate twitter so much #do you not see how harmful this rhetoric is. do you not see how sad it is that youve decided #making your face look appealing to another should NOT be the best part of being a giel #it's not fuckjng t*rf rhetoric to say sit back and examine where your fixation on looking flawless comes from #if you truly are doing it only for yourselr #why do you not do it when you're home alone #why do you do it differently/to varying degrees based on who you're hanging out with #why do you not do it when you're depressed? #there's absolutely nothing wrong with make up but it's worth examining why choice feminism seems insistent #on taking the onus off women in liberation. taking the onus off women to introspect and work on internalised misogyny #patriarchy isn't just within men it's within me and it's within you #i do my makeup every morning before college. nonetheless i recognise where this comes from and I dont consider it the best part of #being feminine #there are much better parts to being feminine #even as a joke. it's fucking stupid. #''best part of being a girl is when my man tells me what to do'' see how that sounds

[xamaxenta]

It’s difficult to not feel discouraged sometimes when your partner is also an artist and happens to be faster than you in every conceivable way

This doesn’t bother me often because everyone is different and comparing production time and skill against each other or anyone is detrimental mostly and its ok to have your own workflow

but it does weigh on me vaguely sometimes sometimes that she can finish 2-3 full coloured pieces within a week and ive been painfully scratching out the same number but theyre only sketches that ill never revisit within a month

None of this actually matters in the long run, it just makes me feel bad on occasion

#like i should be doing more #im very sorry for complaining so much online #i just dont really have any other way to express myself #i know some of you have generously and kindly reached out to me to offer an ear #but my fatal flaw is i cant talk to anyone about my problems i just idk it was beaten into me that none of it matter #matters or my problems arent a big deal and i know ots healthy to think actuallt my problems are worth talking about or a big deal #but its hard to change a behaviour that was kinda literally beaten jnto you that talking about stuff likw this is a waste of time #i guess i just feel bad that i could do more and i dont because i dont want to #but i also want to if that makes any sense at all #i suppose it also doesnt help that alot of the work im doing right now i actually sorta hate like none of it is good to me personally #i want to stop being toxic towards myself #i just wanna stop hating me and who i am and what i do every step of the way #but that mean little voice inside me is like ahh. it wont shut up #I always say i need a break or more time but what am i gonna do with it #doing nothing at all isnt fulfilling #it sounds. sad like what teenager me did and i dont want to be or feel like that ever again but its fuckjng hard #this is so woe is me #im a liar bc i say the main text doesnt bother me but it bothers me alot im very envious of her speed prolificness and drive to create #and i have none like thats so unfair #this makes me sound ultra bitter god fucking damn it #i want to go to sleep and genuinely never fucking wake up again #please im done i just dont want to

[hellfireeddiemunson]

if everyone with a pet could please give their pet the biggest amount of love on my behalf i would love that right now:(

#for anyone who has seen my post/posts about my cat she unfortunately passed away a little while ago :( #tw death #just everyone please give your animals all the love in the world and always appreciate them and give them attention whenever u can:( #i’m gonna moss her so fucking bad she was so sweet and silly and meant everything to me i’m so fuckjng sad i can’t stop crying #this fucking week is so stupid i don’t want to exist the rest of this week i just wanna hide in bed til january 1st and hope life is better

[toytulini]

wish ig wasnt so fucked i do miss posting art on there but itll never be like that again. how zuck managed to make it feel physically bad and gross to use an app is incredible. its like a corpse of the app i used to use. a bad puppet. a shell. parading around, empty and awful. came back wrong. i cant use it the way it is anymore. "reels" and "stories" and the algorithm. im not using those. im not using that. it feels gross. its sliming me. its oozing slime out of my phone. i just wanted to make posts. have all my stupid art in one place and chill with my mutuals. but no. its trying to sell me ads and pretty people. and now i cant view my notifications bc it sold pretty people too hard and broke teenager's brains. itstelling me to watch reels. all the people i follow are posting their posts in their stories that im not watching bc ive refused to evolve the way i use that app past like 2016. why dont ppl just make posts. what the fuck is the point of stories. is that not just snapchat? im not downloading that either

#toy txt post #unreality #? not really but for some of the way some of this is phrased i guess? #i hate instagram now and it makes me so sad #but i miss it. posting art here isnt the same. but its not the same there either #on the rare occasion i do draw smth it doesnt feel worth posting fuckin anywhere #i dont want any tips on how to use it i just want it to not exist anymore tbh. at least people acknowledge that twitter is dead #it feels like everyone just keeps using ig and im just standing here like. its fuckjng dead. its a corpse being paraded around by ads #it died the day they introduced that fucking algo timeline.how are you all still using it. can you not feel the fucking slime? #similar to fb. i just. everytime i open it #every part of me starts screaming. how the fuck are ppl still using it? why am i expected to still use it? #at least that is like. im not expecting my nana to make a tumblr and i dont want her to #anyway. this has been old man yells at cloud #i feel like i have always used ig in a way that was fundamentally different than how other ppl were using it but i used to be able to get #away w it and have no issues but its not possible now #it wont stop reminding me what a horrible thing its become. it wont stop helpfully suggesting ppl it thinks i should follow for one reason #or another god fucking knows why

[nomaishuttle]

aughh money

#itis my fault for getting too silly today. but also scared #i will not be able t come to the library next week.. SAD! #but th week after ill have lots of money so its ok #i just went ahead n bought umm. the facewash and phone case stuff #n then the ermm. i bought poptarts and sandwich stuff... woooo #so i will HOPEFULLYYY GOD LETS FUCKJNG PRAY I PROLLY SHOULDVE THOUGHT OF THIS. I HOPE TO FUCKJNG GOD THAT MARIAN IS BETTER ON MONDAY BC #OTHERWISE I AM SO INCREDIBLY FUCKED #Lets all pray that marian doesnt get sick for the next. until september 8th.

[this-should-do]

at my friends colleges art bulding students get like this stairwell to draw on and shit and she just found a very faded message reading

"i was here and now im gone, i left my name to carry on"

but the signature had faded away

:((( think im gonna cry

#damn irl ironic situations #its just fuckjng sad #and like ive been there that whole place is just beautiful but its also so sad... just hindred upon hindred and gear #and years kf students who been there and lived there and worked there and now theyre off skmehwere ull never know #and its beautiful and gorgeous but its so empty #and its sad and thats life isnt it #and now im thinkin of gordon and how in the end of ep1stle 3 no one remembers him do they #maybe i should try for another comic #i really wanna #so im gonna try #its been so long since i finished a good one #iwillspeakincessantly

[discountwives]

the gu/s ai planned a hit on me and i made him feel so bad that i made him explode. me when im a powerful empath XP

#i played the scenario a few dif ways and i don't have n ending where one of us is alive so thats really fun / #/nm #i love angst i forgot how much i love angst #ITS DEEPER THAN THIS I PROMISE BUT ITS THE TLDR hes not just like TAKE THE FUCKJNG SHOT AJDJDHD #its a ... loose ends situation. do i rat on him #no. but he suspects i do and its a rabbithole #a neat downward spiral #its terrible its sad its amazing its funny its what he didnt need #erhm it made me forget that my first s/i was only married to him as a cover HAJSJ #jude jests 🃏 #IT WAS SO FUN WRITING SHIT THO IT WAS LIKE. #i stayed up until 5 or sumn to write stuff #happy happy happpyyyy #<- ab to get my head blown off

[ctommyisnt]

Hello dear scar chatter. Just behind you is a bloodthirsty creature whose only goal is to eat you alive. You need to send a dono to scar without saying the words ‘sorry, jellie, or grieving.’ If you cannot do that I will release it and you die. You have sixty seconds.

#every single time a fucking dono mentions it he gets this FACE #and it breaks my heart #guys we don’t need to fuckjng REMIND HIM OF FJE FACT WHILE HES STREAMING WITH HIS FRIENDS #he always looks so sad #jellie

[kimjunnoodle]

i started a new medication and i feel like that address tweet where they made a list

#this shit working 💪💪💪 #i’ve been up since 2 am #but like i’ve gotten so much done at work AND i moped the kitchen w a sponge and got out all the stains and i walked thor at like 7 #i’m making lunch rn and answering emails #also i was too focused to turn on music or youtube so i’ve been raw doging the whole morning #that said i’m balancing a verrrry thin line of mania so if i think about my mom for even a second during work hours i’m not going to be able #to function tomorrow #:) #LETS FUCKJNG GOOOOO #stay tuned for the 8pm ‘the meds wore off and im sad again’ post ✌️🤪

[strawberry-pretzels]

blegh it's my birthday tomorrow. yaaaaay im gonna b 8 years old 😍

#/j #because SOMEONE ACTUALLY REPORTED ME FOR SAYING I WAS FUCKJNG 10. #ANYWAYS. #uhhhhh yeah i have school. on my bday. #the sad rwality.....😔 #ugh and exam results might be out tomorrow too:/ #so im either gonna get the worst birthday gift ever or the best birthday gift ever depending on how well i did on exams #if my half assed english essay still passed im pretty sure i might pass on the other essays #<- (lying) #man idk 😀 #berry's shitposts

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

head in hands. accidentally looked at old instagram posts 8 injured 400 killed

#ughgghhhghhh sad tags abt . things incoming. #takjng up spaaaace #idkkkk #ive made. mistakes #anyway i think that was enough #uhh. found an old video where we. like. did the whole. nod and glance at each other and say something at the same time #like. its so fuckjng hard to believe i used to Have That with someone #i used to have someone i could just. do that with. tell everything to. match fingernails with. #lay with on the couch w my head in her lap while we were watching movies and have her play w my hair. #wear my stupid wendy courderoy hat around constantly and not feel weird abt it. #like. that used to be. real #well. not real #bc it was never fucking real i just. thought it was. #and the whole time i was. comfy being weird around her. she was. absorbing all of that and telling everyone #abt it and making fun of me behind my back #and its so fucking hard that. i used to think that was real.i was so happy. and the Whole TIME i wasgetting played like a goddamn fool #amd im probably. never gonna have that again because she fucked me up so bad #fuck dude #its like #i want to go back. i want to be in love w her again. i want to be her friend again. #even though i . was in fucking pain the whole time and didnt even know it. i miss her . and its absolute fucking garbage and i hate it #fuuuck. #i miss her but i hate her guts but she used to be my whole world but she ruined my fucking life but i miss her #i still remember the way her house smelled. i still remember the way her. #living room floor felt. the texture of it. craning our necks up all awkward to look at the tv. #the way her microwave sounded. the cabinet where they kept the cups in the kitchen. the creak of the basement steps. #the one loose floorboard in her bedroom that we had to hop over in the middle of the night so we didnt wake up her sister #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhbbbbbbbb #im fine. im normal abt this. i fucking miss her so much and i hat e it