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[stonespulledoutheart]

#self h@te #$hblr #s3lf harn #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw self destructive behavior #cvutting #shtblr #tw self destruction #help #help lol

[woodenpuppet]

#my art #sh tumblr #self h@rm #sh #sh art #shtblr #tw knife #tw self destructive behavior #self h4rm #self destruction #cw #cvtt1ng #tw cvtting #cvtting #tw self h4rm #self portrait #kinda

[xxxplutosblogxxx]

im healing but i crave visibly mental illness :p

tw : healed cuts // not scars

#self h@rm #shtblr #i want to relapse #i want to cvt #self h4te

[ca4n-0-worms]

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#shtmblr #cvtaddict #shtblr #i want to cvt #styroblr #baby cvts

[olliemuted]

hot take maybe but, instead of qrting them and bullying them you stop and think huh! maybe this person, isnt well!! maybe they need help? maybbeeee harrasing them, will make them… worse xO !!!!!

#shblrr #shtblr #shtwitter #$h tumblr #$hblr #$h tw #$elf h4rm #fucking idiots #use ur head!!!!

[dy1nggg]

i feel like i'm gonna relapse very soon

#tw s3lf harm #tw vent #tw edtwt #ed vent #vent post #vent #su1c1dal #su1c1d3 #su1c1d4l #su1cide #su1c1d10 #sh things #shtmblr #shtwitter #shtblr #sh trigger #tw sh related #tw sh destructive behaviour #ed relapse #i wanna relapse so bad #sh related #i cant do this #tw ana diary #4n0r3xia #th1gh g@p #r3lapse #i wanna lose weight #i wanna kms #i wanna die #i wanna cvt

[iateabee420]

TW// sh rant, rambling about my scars/cvts, graphic description of cutting

REASONS

i don't want to die when i cut.

i don't want to hit beans, fascia, bedrock or cut my arm off— i only do cat scratches and styros because they're easier to take care of. i don't plan or hope to hit any arteries, veins or anything like that.

i don't cut because i hate myself or because it feels good. i do it because it relieves my anger, frustration and it shoos away the heavy emptiness.

while you could argue that the adrenaline of my tantrums makes it less painful during the act, it still hurts afterwards. you could say that to my face and i still wouldn't be able to answer you.

"why exactly do i do it?"

sometimes, i only yearn to see want to see the blood and the tiny gaps on my body when i saw at my own flesh. i enjoy looking at the skin opening and then gradually closing completely after a few weeks. after that, it's just a blurry line.

the human body is fragile, yet it can heal itself and form a mark that often stays there forever— some scars end up being visble to everyone to gawk at and whisper about, while some others have faded so much over the years that you could easily forget about them.

#insane behaviour tbh #hitting styro #sh vent #tw ed but not sheeran #ed not sheeren #ed not ed sheeran #shtblr #sh things #tw ed sheeran #ed vent #tw vent #tw ana diary #tw styro #tw disordered eating #i need to ⭐️ve #i wanna ⭐️ve #i want to ⭐️ve #vent writing #personal vent #@na vent #vent post #vent blog #vent #⭐️rving #⭐️rve #⭐️ving #⭐️ve #styr0blr #styroblr

[slowspaceshuttle]

not sure who would care but i am three months clean from $h

#soo yea idk i still think about it #had manyyy urgers to do it but sticked to stayed clean anyways #my friends forgot about it and told me i wi just relapse when winter comes around #kinda shitty of them but eh #shblr #shtblr #tw sad shit #self h@rm #s3lf hate #s3lf harm #cvtting #cvtw #cvtaddict

[stonespulledoutheart]

been clean for too long i miss cutting so much

#$hblr #s3lf harn #self h@rm #self h@te #tw s3lf harm #tw self destructive behavior #shtblr #tw self destruction #cvutting

[software-instxbility]

My boyfriend has old sh scars on his neck and im so jealous of them. I hate that i feel this way but i want them too. I need to rip myself apart, rip myself to shreds like he did.

(Also they're hot but im a huge simp for him so I'd find anything on his body hot anyway)

#sh mention #shtblr #shblr #tw cvtting #cvtt1ng #cvtting #actually mentally ill #selfharn #selfharm #self destruction #self h@rm #tw selfhate

[xxxplutosblogxxx]

// tw, relapsed, sh //

18 days clean. why do i even try?

#shtblr #self h4te #aesthetic #self h@rm #i want to relapse #baby cvts #self destruction

[puppyyboyy]

i think its silly that i keep my small sharp things in a mini mlp tin lunchbox like the pic :3

#cute core #cutecore #sh cvt #shtblr #988blr #gay #yandere #obsessive yandere #yancore #obsessivecore #yandere bf #irl yandere #obsessive core #lgbt #male yandere

[k1ll1ngmys3lfact1vly]

I think tomorrow I'm going to bike down to the store to buy new blades cuz my current one is dull as fuck

#988blr #988twt #self h@rm #self mutalition #sh things #sh tips #sh trigger #sh tumblr #sh twt #shtblr

[g0r3l0v3cult]

i want to sl!t my wr1$t sb bruh

#shtblr

#shtblr #cutt1ng #tw self destructive behavior #self h@rm #tw depressing stuff

[iateabee420]

TW// sh rant, rambling about my scars/cvts, graphic description of cutting

LOOKING

whenever i get distracted by inadvertently catching a glimpse of my own arms or thighs, i just look at them closely and graze my fingertips against the healing cuts.

i don't care if people think they're unsightly. i enjoy taking time out of my day to scrutinize my wounds because i find it so interesting that i am a human— a human that can bleed and heal.

then, once the healing process is done, which can be shortened by using a few medical ointments, i suppose, i make a few more lesions— not too superficial, yet not too deep. i watch closely as my skin tears open, right before it starts bleeding, so that i can patch it up and wait for them to heal once more.

#insane behaviour tbh #hitting styro #sh things #shtblr #styr0blr #sh vent #vent blog #tw vent #vent post #vent #personal vent #vent writing

[slowspaceshuttle]

I wish he would kiss my scars and then kiss me so that i know it will all be okay.

#tw sh #shtblr #tw self destructive behavior #tw selfhate #self h@te #shblr #baby cvts #cvtaddict #cvtting #tw cvtting #i want to cvt #s3lf harn #s3lf harm #s3lf hate #tw s3lf harm #tw sad shit #self h@rm #boy crush #heartache #yearncore #yearning #s3lfharmm #self destructive behavior #im kms #tw self h4rm #tw sh implied #tw self destructive thoughts #notprojustusingthetags