#shit I’m emotional

[radiantblog-sasusaku]

I’ve got something in my eyes 👀

#sasusaku #sasuke uchiha #sakura uchiha #shit I’m emotional #i love you both #you deserve each other

[adriancatrin]

katara sees her brother and bff approaching something that can make them happy and says no interruptions

based on this photo from the live action cast

#my art #i learned SO MUCH about digital coloring while working on this. i can’t wait to try to put it to practice from the start and on purpose #instead of stumbling upon leagues of info when i was already 95% done lol #anyways #zukka #idc about tagging rn tbh i’m tired #fuck backgrounds dude #hate that shit #i need to do lighting studies fr tho #i can’t do interesting light i just. don’t have the knowledge #makes me sad cuz lighting really makes or breaks pieces it seems #also lol i started this then stopped for like two hours and just sketched katara a fuck ton #what i landed on here isn’t my favorite but i liked the soft + gently amused emotion she’s showing #ok whatever i’m done rambling #post

[lilbitofmac]

WITH A SNAP OF MY FINGERS…

#tony stark #iron man #mcu #marvel #OH MANNNNN THIS WAS A FUN ONE #I went in with a plan and then hated how that was turning out so I just threw shit at the wall and see what stuck #when it comes to drawing Tony angst I go absolutely ham #anyway… I’m emotional over him #what’s new amiright? #my art

[chrollohearttags]

I think one of the beauties of life is realizing that good people and kind hearts still exist. As corny and cliche as the shit sounds 😭 it gives me hope. Just last night, I went out to eat with my parents and I had been mad as hell bc we were waiting all day, finally get to the restaurant and it’s another long ass wait but the manager was so nice and even discounted our food (he had been working almost 12 hrs btw). And one of the waitresses saw me on my crutches and decided to wait in the restroom to hold open the door for me bc she didn’t want my mom to have to get up from her seat to help me 😭🥹 or the people who are just always saying hello or stopping to talk. And even the ppl who see my keychains and shirts and get excited abt anime. It just fills me with happiness, like wow maybe our fucked up lil world isn’t all fucked up.

#cherry chats 🍒 #I was really thinking abt this shit #and I’m a self admitted cynic and hothead #likeee idk #as y’all have seen many times #I have a tendency to lash out #I always want to gravitate towards negativity #but I’m doing a lot of work on that! at least trying to 😭😭 #this is so random #but I’m just being emotional #anyways hope y’all had a great day and have a great week

[belovedrm]

i genuinely think what's really getting me the most is seeing all the little bits & pieces of dream in the mv that he’s told us about. his old/current interests, the things he enjoys doing, the way he acts. and just seeing that he's ALWAYS been like that … even as a child. he will just always be Dream no matter what.

#belovedrm.posts #dream #twwth #like SORRY Y’ALL but i am SO fucking emotional right now. holy shit. #i love him so much and i’m so proud of him. #dwt #dreamwastaken #dreamblr #dwtblr #drusic #dream clips #dwt clips

[lleecoji]

Loke is the kind of guy to get on his knees and wail to God, “Why must our women suffer?!” He’d cry with one hand clawing at his chest while the other beats at the ground.

I love Gray, Lucy and Loke (also Cana, she’s here in spirit). The imagery and energy that they all share together makes me so happy. They’re all in-love and that alternates between romantic and platonic depending on the mood.

This entire post was inspired by @u1tear and the description on their post ‘hot girl and two bi guys with homoerotic overtones’. If we add in Cana then its just a group of bi losers.

#llee’s shit :) #fairy tail fanart #lucy heartfilia #gray fullbuster #loke fairy tail #gray x lucy x loke #graylu #lolu #groke #gray x loke #i cant get them out of my head #im plagued by visions #and emotions #i cant find fanfics so i have to write them myself #i regret to admit that these are all just scene and official art redraws #minus the graylu on top left #I’m in the middle of exams right now and cant function

[cryptvokeeper]

don’t get me wrong I think the general interpretation of Leo being like “I put up a cocky front but deep down I don’t actually think I’m that great and that’s why I have something to prove” is good. It’s cool, plenty of drama/angst potential and probably what the creators were going for, I’m here for it.

But there is a distinct appeal to me of the slightly-to-the-left interpretation of Leo being like “it’s not a front, I know I’m that good/smart/skilled, but I also know I’m seen by others as just the goofball face man and that’s why I have something to prove.”

#Rottmnt #Wild metaphor incoming but it’s like the difference between a hersheys bar and fancy Ghirardelli or something #At the end of the day they’re both chocolate. But ones got a bit more depth. #where was I going with this again idk I got caught up in food metaphor #It’s like. With the first one it boils down to character A (in this case Leo) going “I’m useless because I’m not good at [thing]” #Resulting in those around him either going “of course you’re good at thing! Remember the time you were good at thing?” #Or sometimes “it doesn’t matter that you’re not good at [thing] we love you regardless of what you can provide” #And again THATS GOOD THATS SOME GOOD SHIT #I LOVE THAT #but with the latter it’s more like “I know I’m good at thing *but I don’t know how to prove it to you*” #And that gives you the best of both worlds where you CAN get character A feeling bad but not for their lack of thing #But because if no can see it surely they *must* be doing something wrong right? #And ALSO you get the characters around them getting all sorts of feelings of “we didn’t do enough to show we believe in them” #Or “we didn’t notice how hard they tried” #Cuz you can get that a little in the first one but it can come off as kinda meh cuz they didn’t actually do anything wrong #It also has more opportunities for emotions besides straight sadness #You can have anger and conflict of “why am I not good enough for you?!” #That straight sef deprecation doesn’t always allow for #You can also have jealously and envy that feels less toxic and more justified #Not that it strictly needs to be justified mind you #Sometimes some toxic feelings stemming from perceived inadequacy are fuckin *chefs kiss* #But again it’s abt the VARIETY yknow #This isn’t even about Rottmnt anymore I’m just rambling #It’s my post and I get to choose the bullshit tags

[loptrcoptr]

The blue eye samurai fandom, for some reason

#I am once again asking if the kids are alright bc it doesn’t really seem like they are #friendly reminder that mizu kills people ny guys including unarmed randos and one unlucky teenager pissing his pants in a corner #but sure Taigen is irredeemable. lay off my emotional support blorbo. #blue eye samurai #taigen #and hey I love Akemi a buttload but she has at least nine lives or something no way would getting robbed in the woods #running off to a brothel and getting re kidnapped go half as well for anyone else #no one ever took advantage of her it’s incredible I’m glad and all but my god those were stupid risks to take #I’m so looking forward to her political intrigue character arc but let’s not act like she hasn’t done some dumbass shit #and Mizu’s a fucking mercenary. does she kill for money? no but she killed for information and she’ll kill anyone in her way to get what she #wants. taigen as far as we know has only killed peoples in duels and fights. he’s not out ganking randos. #the point of this show is that this is not your average cartoon and none of these characters are average black or white types #everyone’s grey and it’s all delicious #enjoy it.

[stuckinapril]

I’m finally biting the bullet and contacting a therapist today after being ambivalent ab it for so long… this hellsite has its many disadvantages but one thing I can say is it has truly helped me be less scared of pursuing therapy. Silver lining etc etc

#And to be clear I have nothing against therapy. I’ve seen it do wonders for other people #I think the reason it’s a point of defeat (just a little) for me to be like ok. I need a therapist. Is bc I’m admitting to myself that I #need one to begin w. And I get it’s not healthy but I always liked to think I could handle anything by myself #That was even the whole point of this blog. It was supposed to serve as a conduit for these feelings #And I’m not saying I don’t have a support system. I do. I have many wonderful friends #But I struggle to be vulnerable at all tbh and whenever I am I’m guilty ab it bc #I understand so many people have busy lives & I feel like an emotional burden on them by venting #Despite them telling me that it’s totally fine. Obvi a therapist is literally paid to listen so no guilt there #And I think that’s what I need #I’m not like on the brink of a psychotic break or anything but it’s just little things. I think it’d be nice to sit in someone’s office for #One hour a week and just go. That did bother me actually. I am tired actually. I do feel that way actually. #Rather than just burying my feelings w school and a busy schedule #I don’t think therapy will make me any less of a workaholic anytime soon but it’ll at least allow me to slow down one hour a week #And also not bottle shit up so fuckin much #But ya all of this is to say I’m drafting the email to her RIGHT now . #Starting the day off strong by oversharing on tumblr dot com

[nightlocked-in]

if they put me in the hunger games and were like “hey, what’s the sentimental thing you wanna bring into the arena” i would bring my emotional support claw clip. and i would win

#and if that shit broke during the games i would end it #i’m not winning without that #i’m not winning the HUNGER GAMES without my emotional support CLAW CLIP #katniss everdeen #the hunger games #thg #everlark #peeta mellark #nightlocked-in

[whumpy-wyrms]

Anton is a sopping wet cat of a man

#so i reread chapter 10 #when the. when the whumper who is also a caretaker is also a whumpee #Anton’ a 3 in 1 pack. a carewhumperee #y’all i’m actually super proud of this like woooow okay i’ve never shaded like that before!!! with the lighting and shit!!! (second drawing #super cool im so cool #hope u all like these silly drawings now i’m gonna go draw Basil banging out the tunes #my art #whump art #lab whump #whumper turned whumpee #i guess #emotional whump #whump #whumpblr #whump community #whump blog #whumper #whumpee #anton oc #tllr art #the last lab rat

[engagemythrusters]

kanan survives the blast.

hes crispy charred, so someone pulls him from the streets and nurses him back to health. he also lays low until he can find a way back to his crew. but between healing and laying low… he misses everything. lothal is freed. well, it’s a good thing they were able to do it without him, at least. so he gets his still-recovering ass up and finds his crew.

Most of them.

Because Ezra is missing. Ezra is gone, and he couldn’t stop it. Couldn’t say goodbye.

His son is gone.

#sorry I just needed the pain #they find him soon after the war is over dw dw #and he n Kanan have an emotional greeting #prob some ‘I’m proud of u’ shit in there #some shit about ‘I just did what you would do’ #all that emotional crap #:’)))) #kanan jarrus #ezra bridger #star wars: rebels

[hellsite-hall-of-fame]

Do you sleep with socks on

this is such a random ask that I feel like i’m morally required to answer it lol

and the answer is- this ✨mysterious✨ museum curator obviously never sleeps soooo that answers your question :)

#ask #the hellsite answers #anonymous #hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit #shitpost #shit post #also I actually haven’t been sleeping and just have been spending every waking moment texting #because like if I wasn’t a ✨mystery✨on here i’d SCREAM FROM THE TOO OF MY LUNGS THAT I HAVE A WONDERFUL GIRLFRIEND NOW #AND AM TOO DISTRACTED TO DO ANYTHING ELSE BUT TALK WITH HER AND AAAHHH #but i’m a complete and total ✨mystery✨ so i’m totally not saying that ahahaha nope #mysterious museum curator tour guide barbie obviously isn’t saying that and totally can contain her excitement and be so so chill about this #hahaha of course #you know it’s bad when I can’t help but EMOTION POST ON MY HHOF BLOG AAAHHH #help y’all I have to chill #definitely delete this tags later oops #I can’t not post them tho or I might explode #but also #like I didn’t post the other day for the first time in like 4 months #like wtf #am too busyyyyyy aaaahhh #this is when someone needs to scream ‘go to sleep miss curator’ into the void bc I might need that oops #this is a mega shitpost wow

[yumeyumeappleo]

look guys its finn

#finn the human #adventure time #yyal art #finn mertens #god im still emotional #hhh #i need to watch distant lands soon #i got a lot of shit to do tomorrow #technically i lot of shit to do TODAY since i’m scheduling this yk #im still crying #i need to draw a transgender turtle now

[peachfruitcake]

did you hear about what Martin said about Susan and Linda on the Twitter space he hosted on the 27th? i thought of you instantly when he started talking about them and have been waiting for you to post your thoughts! :-)

HEHE YES IM THE ONE WHO’S QUESTION LED TO THAT!!!!!

Now for those who didn’t listen to that space, Martin said that Linda called her to say goodbye but never specified how it went of course. Besides “hey Susan I’m leaving sorry this is really impacting my mental health” “gaaaaaaaaaaey”/j

This is all a personal headcanon but I like to think that their friendship grew incredibly distant ever since Linda married Felix, Susan probably stopped talking to her altogether for a while and it would leave Linda very confused and upset. They might’ve started talking to eachother again a little bit as the series of events began to approach but only very brief small talk, maybe Linda complaining a little and giving Susan a few life updates and them both talking about stuff they’ve been noticing with others lately (especially Felix’s drinking), but nothing deeper than that.

I see Susan being extremely emotionally closed off to most people except maybe a select few that she knows very closely, so if you were to ask her what’s going on in her life she’d give you a very vaguely watered down version and not what’s actually going on or how she’s really managing herself emotionally.

So basically she used to be more open with Linda, but during that period she sort of just started treating her like a stranger.

So when Linda called her first to tell her that she’s finally leaving, Susan acted how she usually would, keeping it calm, understanding and respectful and wishing her luck, but she won’t really show any more than that. Or that she cried later and felt pretty bad that they couldn’t be so close anymore and that she’ll probably never be able to make up for herself acting so distant for the past many years again.

Of course this all comes from how I view Susan as a character myself though and also the fact that I refuse to pass up the idea that she has feelings for Linda. I like to think that she introduced her to Felix cuz Linda was getting more desperate to find a relationship and Susan was getting weird thoughts so in a panic she shoved her off to him so she could avoid the urges. They’ve been boiling within her since highschool and she always was able to push them aside or excuse them as “she’s just my very close friend I don’t have many close friends so she feels extra special” and as the years went by they began distracting her a lot from her work and were growing stronger and more unavoidable aaand they were really beginning to affect how she’d interact with Linda and you see Susan hates feeling like another has any control over her and Linda just wouldn’t shut up about hooooow badly she wants a relationship and hoooow many dates keep failing and Susan was at the point to where she was starting to get the kind of dreams that make you stare up at the ceiling in horror when you open your eyes in the morning so one day when she overheard Felix speaking about being single and wanting to start looking around, she decided to introduce her to him. Susan allegedly never finds a problem she can’t fix in some way so that was her solution.

They hit it off, Susan’s solution isn’t working for some reason cuz she doesn’t feel any relief at all and in fact feels worse but just sucks it up and just focuses on her work and looks the other way. Linda and Felix get married, Susan feels like throwing up the entire day and now feels somehow even more worse by now and suddenly whenever Linda wants to chat she’s suddenly always “busy” every time. Susan’s often busy anyways but you know yourself when there’s a difference between “shit I’m busy that day, let’s do Sunday instead” and “Sorry I can’t, I’m busy”, “I don’t know when I’ll be available.”

While Linda and Felix were dating, Susan probably assumed that she was just jealous that she couldn’t have a little fun at her age herself. When they got married, Susan told herself that she’s probably so depressed over it cuz it’s making her feel like she’s fallen behind others her age and that maybe she feels bitter that all of these people are moving on and going through these important life stages while she remains behind. Which made no sense otherwise cuz Susan couldn’t give any less of a fuck about starting any sort of family or going out. But that’s what Susan would tell herself that she feels so she wouldn’t have to think about it any further. By the time Susan thinks she’s over whatever it was, she begins having brief talks with Linda occasionally. Not often and still a bit distant, but way better than before.

So yeah can you imagine how shitty and guilty Susan felt that whole time of her weird bitterness toward Linda being in a relationship and not being able to approach her much anymore or how Felix turned out to be such a shitty husband.

If this headcanon is aligned with twf’s canon, she’d probably be dead before she even gets to actually acknowledge and accept her feelings as they are. Such is life though. Not like she could’ve done anything about it.

#tldr Susan is emotionally stunted as fuck and has no idea how to identify her emotions and struggles a lot with strong emotions. she’s the #poor bastard type to stand there light a deer in headlights whenever someone cries around her #you ask her how she feels and she doesn’t react on the outside and is like ‘it’s cool’ but deep down she’s falling to her knees and crying #plus she’s a busy woman and got no time for gay shit like pining #idk if u wanted that whole hc ramble but take it anyways (˘◡˘) #it’s cool that you thought of me though!!! means a lot I like it when I’m the first someone thinks of when it comes to susan Woodings :^) #now if you’ll excuse me my sleep gummy is kicking in #the walten files #twf #sulinda #twf sulinda #twf susan x linda #the walten files susan x linda #linda thompson #susan Woodings #headcanons #I remember after Martin announced them being school friends and that Susan introduced her to Felix I made a post mentioning how I see her #haven done that to push Linda away so she could avoid her attraction fo her and how that blew up in her face lol #and he liked the post heehee obv I know that that doesn’t mean it’s canon but it is to me 😁😁😁😁🌼 #i stg if this is incomprehensible to read #I’m too tired to proofread and I just wanna post this lol

[yourrockdog]

i think everyone on the tgf tag is far too normal in the sense that there’s not enough freaky shit going on in any fan content. why am i the only one in the world to consider a blatantly toxic, codependent, all-consuming psychosexual friendship/brotherhood/romantic relationship between these two people that obviously fit into this category. they would not get married they would not be boyfriends but i think they would accidentally tear each other to pieces in trying to unravel how complicated and unspeakable their connection is. let them be taken over by their fucked up beyond repair animal nature and let that seep into their bond. let them be parallel and intersecting at the same time. let them be unable to separate themselves, not knowing where the influence of the other ends and the essence of the original starts. let them hate themselves for it. we can uplift toxic yaoi in 2024 believe me

#believe me when i say they’re not normal and i’m not delusional for saying it #there’s some fucked up shit going on with those two #god knows they would maul each other to death before they worked through all the years of pent up emotion between them #tgf #the goldfinch #boris pavlikovsky #theo decker #rambling #toxic yaoi win