#sam and jess

[hysterekbuddiez]

Ok but who paid to have him do this????

For those of you that are not familiar… he’s this guy

#buddie #911 abc #new girl #david walton #Sam talking to Eddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #Sam and Jess #buck x eddie #fandom crossover #Youtube

[trialssam]

#insane about this #15x04 #sam winchester #supernatural #sam and jess

[bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky]

Maybe I’m the odd one out here but What is and What Should Never Be always absolutely destroys me. I weep for almost the entire episode.

Dean has a home. He has someone who loves him. His life is normal and safe. And I cry.

The way he looks at Mary when he sees her for the first time. The way he nearly crumbles when she says “I told you angels were watching over you”. And then he hugs her with everything he has. He’s so happy to be back with him mom, back in his childhood home. His mom makes him lunch and it’s the best thing that’s ever happened to him. He gets to mow the lawn like a normal person. The trunk of his car isn’t full of weapons. He’s just ordinary, and he’s so happy about it. So I cry.

And the way he hugs Jess? He only ever met the girl once but he knows how much she means to Sam. And he knows that losing her almost killed his brother. And so he hugs her as tight as he can, because he’s so thrilled that she’s alive and Sam is happy. And I cry.

But what also kills me is the way that Sam and his mom talk about Dean. They’re always asking if he’s been drinking. They’re suspicious of all of his actions and his affections. Maybe the version of Dean from this life wasn’t exactly on the straight and narrow, but they talk about him like he’s a deadbeat. So I cry.

Jesus Christ, and when Dean goes to talk to his dad at the cemetery?

“It's like my old life is… is coming after me or something. Like it like it doesn't want me to be happy. Course I know what you'd say. Well, not the you that played softball but... "So go hunt the Djinn. He put you here, it can put you back. Your happiness for all those people's lives, no contest. Right?" But why? Why is it my job to save these people? Why do I have to be some kind of hero? What about us, huh? What, Mom's not supposed to live her life? Sammy's not supposed to get married? Why do we have to sacrifice everything, Dad?”

He doesn’t say “why can’t I have the life I want?” Sure, he asks why he has to be a hero. But he makes it more about Sam and his mom. Because he wants them to have the lives they deserve. And this moment just gives us another look at what a bastard John was. Dean knew how dismissive and rude John would be. He knew that John would never choose his own son’s happiness over the lives of strangers. And he’d probably scream at Dean for even considering the “selfish” option. The way Dean says that his old life doesn’t want him to be happy also kills me. Because it’s like, no matter where he goes or what he does, he’s destined for misery. So I sob.

And so Dean goes to hunt the Djinn. He chooses the lives of others over everything, like he always does. And he realizes his new life isn’t real. He realizes he’s been unconscious this entire time, and that Jess is dead. His mom is dead. Carmen doesn’t really exist. And I cry.

So he’s ready to kill himself, but the way that his family tries to convince him to stay?

Oh my god. Spiegel im Spiegel starts playing, and Sam asks “why’d you have to keep digging?”

Mary tells him to put the knife down. She says it doesn’t matter that this life isn’t real, it’s still better than anything he had before. And that yeah, in real life, he will die in a few days. But it will feel like years. And there will be “No more pain. Or fear. Just love and comfort. And safety,” none of which Dean has in his real life

But Dean still chooses to return to his life, because he cares more about our saving people than he does about his own happiness.

And he tells Sam about the fake life the djinn created for him. About how Sam was happy with Jess. And their mom was going to have grandchildren. Sam commends him for having the strength to fight it, to leave it behind. And Dean says, “But I wanted to stay. I wanted to stay so bad. I mean, ever since Dad... all I c– all I can think about is how much this job's cost us. We've lost so much. We've... sacrificed so much.”

and it’s like, damn. Why can’t Dean ever be truly happy? Cause even in this “happy” version of his life, everything was tinged with pain and sadness and grief. And I just wish he could get a break. So I cry and cry and cry and cry.

#supernatural #supernatural rewatch #supernatural season 2 #what is and what should never be #dean winchester #jensen ackles #sam winchester #jared padalecki #Sam and Jess #mary winchester #samantha smith #djinn

[bestbiiiitch]

Supernatural fic idea where Dean leaves for Stanford with Sam. He gets a real job, becomes a normal member of society, etc etc. When Jessica shows interest in Sam, the brothers have to come to terms with their relationship and why Sam entering a serious relationship could be detrimental to them.

I love me some weirdly codependent Winchesters who obviously have unbrotherly feelings for each other but bc this is how it’s always been they don’t know that it’s weird. And I love outsiders seeing them interact and being like 🏳️‍🌈????

#yes i ship wincest #wincest #gencest #weirdcest #sam and dean #sam and jess #psychotically irrationally erotically codependent

[samjesswinchester]

CHAPTER ONE OF PART THREE IS LIVE!!! Thanks for waiting! I would LOVE for you to read and I would LOVE to hear from you!!!!!

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester, Jessica Moore & Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester Characters: Sam Winchester, Jessica Moore (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Bobby Singer (Supernatural), John Winchester, Real Tyson Brady, Luis (Supernatural: Pilot), Original Supernatural (TV) Character(s) Additional Tags: Complicated Relationships, Love at First Sight, Established Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester, Jessica Moore Lives (Supernatural), Angst and Fluff and Smut, Eventual Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, emotional af, Season/Series 02 Series: Part 3 of What Never Was But Should Have Been Summary:

Despite knowing about the Family Business, Jessica Moore has committed to being with Sam Winchester. Med and Law school, the Supernatural, and other secrets make balancing their two realities feel nearly impossible. And it may prove to be the most difficult challenge they've faced yet.

#sam winchester #jessica moore #Samjess #Sam and Jess #Sam and Jessica #Sam/jess #dean winchester #supernatural #angst and fluff #hurt/comfort #spn #season two #the cw #castiel #love #writing

[pippinscribs]

Your hiddenness will wage

War upon my days

Now your headstone fades

It’s hard to read your name

Elk Grove by David Kusher

#sam winchester #jessica moore #you can all thank my friend’s evil late night spn thoughts for this one #sam and jess #sam winchester fanart #supernatural #spn fanart #illustration

[arcanespillo]

First Goodbye, Louise Gluck

#first goodbye #louise gluck #sam and jess #mary and john #poem

[sweetpapercroissant]

sorry i have just been hit in the face (again) with the realisation that jess having the same birthday as dean was a deliberate decision made by kripke. it’s not coincidence, it’s something he decided very purposefully, needed to be true.

#this man #christ #rip freud you would’ve loved eric kripke #supernatural #sam and dean #sam and jess #eric kripke #.txt

[captain039]

PART 3 Giving in to the wild side

Dean Winchester x reader

Warnings: AOB, mentions of past trauma, family death, hurt/comfort, mates, claiming, eventual smut, lots of feels, not liking/wanting kids.

Continuation of Craving the wild side

Summary: after leaving the Dean Winchester case you quit your job you over your as normal as you could. You woke up, helped your mum, worked on the farm but you always felt that hole. Not knowing if he show up or not you gave up on hoping till someone came knocking.

Last part <-

Previous chapter: aw so sweet

Me: PAIN HAVE THE PAIN xD

It was strange having Dean around. He was around for most of the days while his brother went to work. Dean would be dropped off early in the morning and would help you with your mum and around the farm. It was strange but it felt natural. Your mum teased him like she did you, Champ would love when Dean would throw the ball for him and Dean would give this dazzling smile to you everyday. When he’d leave he’d hold onto you like he didn’t want to go, he breathe you in one last time before looking like a sad puppy as he left. It was like Dean had been there your whole life, he was the third to your family. Sam was great too sometimes you’d have dinner over their with him, Dean and Sam’s mate Jess. She was a lovely woman, kind and bubbly and gorgeous, someone who you wanted to be. Sam and her would talk about having kids in the future and you would shut off from the conversation.

It was like any other day for the last couple of weeks, you waited for Sam’s fancy car to show up only this time it didn’t. A V8 engine roared into your drive way a black beauty parking by your little silver car. Dean was grinning like a mad man when he stepped out of it. He opened his arms in gesture and you laughed.

“Huh?” He said wiggling his eyebrows.

“How on earth did you get this?” You chuckled going over to check it out. You realised it was the car from your dreams, his car he worked on.

“My grandpa, he heard I was out and sent me this” Dean shrugged as you checked out the interior.

“How did you get your license?” You asked curiously.

“I’d been taking driving lessons at rehab, days I’m not here I was taking more lessons to get my license” he pulled out his wallet and held up his license car proudly.

“Wow” you said chuckling softly.

“She’s a beauty” you said checking over the car once more.

“I remember it from when I was a kid” he commented closing the door and standing by you.

“I gave her a clean before I came here obviously, she needed love” Dean winced and you laughed shaking your head.

“What she did!” Dean huffed making you laugh more.

“I’m not judging you” you chuckled.

“No you’re just laughing at me” he grumbled like a child.

“Oh come on” you huffed smirking.

“You can’t stay mad at me” you said and he looked to you intently before smiling himself.

“No I can’t” he whispered giving you a hug and a kiss on the forehead. You hadn’t kissed Dean yet nor on the lips anyway, you weren’t even sure how this was working besides how it was going. Where you mates? Boyfriend and girlfriend? Bros?….

You smiled pulling apart and heading inside with Dean following. You got your mums tablets and food ready before heading to her room.

Your time stopped though as you saw your mum on the ground Champ lying beside her whining softly.

“DEAN!”

Your world went by in a buzz as you sat in the ambulance hearing Deans car behind it. You heard the doctors talking and you only answered without thought about medications and issues before they looked up her file. You stared blankly at the floor feeling one of the medics giving your shoulder a slight squeeze. You finally made it to the hospital and she was rushed into a room. You were told to stay out before Dean was there.

“Parkings a Bitch I’m sorry” he said puffed before he stared at you.

“I can’t loose her” you muttered and saw sadness in his eyes. He held you gently, your arms lying limply by your side as you stared at the blurred window.

It felt like forever as you waited, Dean brought you food and drink but you didn’t touch them, too afraid you wanted to puke any minute. A few doctors went in and out of your mums room none speaking to you which made you annoyed.

You were exhausted by dinner time and finally, finally a doctor spoke to you.

“Your mums body has giving up on fighting the sickness, that’s why she collapsed, she’s in a coma we’re not sure if she will wake up” your world shattered as you muttered no over and over again. You cried not caring about people around you as Dean held you tightly to him. The doctor gave sad eyes and left you to wail in the corner. Dean hushed you gently, stroking your hair as he held you in his lap. He had sent a message to someone, you assume Sam. Mum always liked playfully flirting with each of the boys, Jess and you would spur her on for laughs.

You felt your world go black as you passed out from exhaustion.

Dean struggled with the situation, your scent was horrid, his emotions were horrid too. Seeing you like this, broken down to the rock bottom. His heart hurt, his chest was tight and he struggled to breathe but he needed to be strong for you. He had sent Sam and SOS, Sam had left work to pick Jess up and head to the hospital you were at. The moment he heard your scream his world also shattered, he knew how much your mum meant to you, the strong bond you had, she’d been there your whole life, she was the only family you ever knew. He never related but the days he spent with you both she felt like his mother. Her soft eyes, gently scent, overly flirting personality he loved it all, it’s everything he wanted from his mother and never had. Of course he saw the days your mum wasn’t well, she’d be in bed sleeping or coughing all day and you’d sit on the couch chewing your nails or trying to distract and exhaust yourself. He wanted to stay the night on those days but you declined saying you just wanted to be alone in your room. He messaged, but only got small responses so he let you be.

He saw Sam and Jess before they spotted him, worry in their eyes. He hushed them as they got closer, you had passed out from exhaustion.

“How she doing?” Jess asked softly and he cringed feeling tears in his eyes. Sam sat down beside him, hand on his shoulder as Dean just nodded and fought his tears. Dean explained what had happened and Jess started to cry which made a few tears fall from his face. He held you tightly despite the ache in his whole body, he wouldn’t dare let you go, especially now.

Next part ->

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@leigh70

#Dean x reader #alpha Dean #aob #supernatural #au #x reader #Sam and Jess #Dean Winchester

[cassinopya]

The only couples costume I wanna see this Halloween

#sam winchester #supernatural #sam and jess #Jess supernatural #halloween #she’s everything #and he’s just ken

[fandom-hoarder]

Lucifer tries out taking on Jessica's face again in the cage, but gives it up quickly when he realizes Sam thinks Jess deserves every inch of flesh she takes out of him, for letting her die on the ceiling in blood and flames.

#spn thots #sam and lucifer #sam and jess

[hysterekbuddiez]

I feel like whoever paid for the David Walton cameo should be reimbursed or something! Haha because you took one for the team and I appreciate you! 🤣

#buddie #eddie diaz #sam sweeney #buck x eddie #Sam and jess #911 abc #new girl #evan buckley #david walton #ryan guzman

[shadypoliticianfromplanetvulcan]

we talk a lot about how jess and dean look alike but - what if they were alike? we know that jess enjoys to dress up and go to parties - so does dean. what if she also liked vintage cars and rock music, liked to cook and feed her family (I mean she made cookies to welcome sam home), watched horror movie marathons and looked at sam with big green eyes and a stunned expression and made him the center of his her world and--

#hehe sorry sammy #there's no hope for you #sam and jess #sam and dean #wincest

[fictionallemons]

Read my entry for @wincestwednesdays October challenge, the prompt for Oct 25th: "is that your costume"

Nobody's Perfect on AO3 by fictionallemons

Halloween 2004. Jessica has convinced Sam to dress up for Halloween, but his costume of choice gives her pause.

#wincest wednesday #my fic #fictionallemons #sam and dean #sam and jess #wincest adjacent #halloween costume fic

[spnexploration]

Ok, I ranted about this in the notes of another post, but it deserves its own rant.

This:

is one of the stupidest things Sam has ever said.

He knows Dean is a hunter. He knows Dean wouldn't break into his house in the middle of the night for funsies - after all, he hasn't done it in the last 4 years. He should be thinking "Is there a monster in my building? Is that why Dean's here?" He also knows that he's been lying to Jess and she doesn't know anything about his past life. He hasn't had a chance to tell Dean to not mention hunting in front of her. Saying that sentence could have been interpreted by Dean as "I've told Jess everything about hunting, go ahead with all the gritty details."

So whhhhhyyyyy would Sam be all "No, my girlfriend should stay and listen to my loose cannon brother"?!

It's performative and dumb. Sam is a better liar than this!

#sam winchester #spn 1x01 #spn pilot #jessica moore #sam/jess #sam studies #sam winchester studies #obsessing over every line #not really #but this one is bad #sam and dean #salmon dean #sam and jess

[the-red-butterfly]

Rinse. Repeate.

Sam Winchester & Jessica Moore (Supernatural)

Here's my other (not so great) attempt at doing something spn interesting with color. It... could've been better definitely. If anyone's got color tips please drop them cause I sure need the help XD

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Open for Commissions

#Is Jessica Moore still my favorite character? #after all these years #always #ore more to the point hells to the yeah #it's a demented choice I know #but I can't change who I am #Sam Winchester #Sam and Jess #samjess #Jessica Moore #Sam x Jess #Supernatural #Jess Moore #spn fanart #TheRedButterfly #jared padalecki #adrianne palicki #artists on tumblr #markers