#really struggling atm

[itsdaddyoclock]

I am 100% positive that if I got to be held like this by him, all of my problems would disappear

#is that too much to ask for #really struggling atm #attention starved #breakdown #male tc #male teacher crush #student x teacher #tc blog #tc community #tc crush #teacher crush #tcc #tcc thoughts #teacher crush community #tc challenge #tcc confessions #tcc family #tc post #tc thoughts #tcc feelings #tcc tumblr #tc struggles #tc feelings #tc confessions

[sihtricfedaraaahvicius]

Take me.

Note: a tiny little story to help with the drought😮‍💨

Warnings: 18+! fluff/smut.

pairing: Sihtric x you (f)

summary: you and Sihtric were reunited after a battle. 

wordcount: 653

Masterlist

Sihtric's mismatched eyes were glazed over. His lips curled into a dazed smile while his rough, warm hands wandered your bare skin as you laid underneath him. His body weight pleasantly pressed onto you as he was positioned between your thighs. His hair was dishevelled, after your fingers had tugged his braids when you felt the warmth of his lips onto yours, kissing you intensely and deeply until he had you undressed and picked up in his arms, carrying you to the bed.

The warrior had missed you, his wife, immensely when he had been away to fight what would be unbeknownst to you both his last battle, for peace was within close range. As soon as he had returned home on horseback and his eyes had landed on you in the cheering crowd, he dismounted and allowed you to leap into his arms. You had buried your face in his neck and your fingers curled around his leather armour. Sihtric; your husband, your sanctuary and the keeper of your heart had returned to you without any grave injuries, and no more time was wasted. No words were spoken for your eyes told each other everything one needed to know, and your lips immediately locked into a fiery kiss, pouring out the happiness and relief of being reunited again.

And now Sihtric gazed down into your eyes as he was on top of you, unclothed and scarcely covered by the warm furs. His hot, ragged breath feelable on your face while his tattooed fingers tenderly brushed over your warm cheeks. He then leaned in and kissed softly underneath your ear, his tongue stroking your skin in between teasing kisses and kittenish nibbles, dragging his lips down to your pulse point. Your breath hitched when he sank his teeth delicately in your neck, marking you with his endless love while he teased your folds with his arousal, readying you to take him after being separated for far too long.

His growls sounded low and heavy in your ear, making you tremble with anticipation and desperate to feel him inside you and to be as close as you can possibly be, never wanting to let him leave you ever again. You wrapped your arms around him and buried your face in his neck, inhaling his earthly scent as he lifted your leg and hooked it around his waist.

'I missed you,' he breathed in your ear and bit the soft skin.

'And I missed you,' you murmured against his shoulder, 'I love you.'

'I love you more,' Sihtric whispered, to which you softly protested.

He chuckled in your ear, and you gasped when he abruptly sheathed inside you and kept still, wanting to feel your walls clench around him. You mewled, desperately, begging him to move. But Sihtric took pleasure in hearing you beg for him and he wanted to hear more before he would give you what you wanted.

'Please, Sihtric,' you rasped, 'give me more.'

'More?' he laughed quietly, his lips grazing your ear as he spoke while he moved with slow, deep strokes, 'you want more?' he murmured.

'Please,' you begged and clawed his muscular back.

'Please,' Sihtric mocked, lovingly, 'you're so sweet when you beg for me,' he whispered and pushed hard inside you.

He stilled inside you again and hummed softly, watching you with a satisfied grin as you almost cried out for him.

'So beautiful,' Sihtric whispered, smiling, and he pecked your lips, 'so desperate for me,' he kissed your lips again, then grabbed your chin and his eyes darkened, 'I will give you more, my love,' his voice soft and playfully threatening, 'but I don't want to hear you whine that it's too much. I know you can handle me,' he murmured against your lips and chuckled again, 'mhm, and you will take me all the way, like the good and devoted wife that you are for me.'

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#i had a shitty day and a weird mental week #i am going to rearrange my furniture now before i go insane #this may be the only fic i'll post until next week #i'm really struggling atm no matter how badly i want to write.. it's just not working out #surprised i managed to get this written tbh #anyway #sihtric kjartansson #the last kingdom #tlk #sihtric #sihtric x you #sihtric x reader #the last kingdom fic #sihtric fic #idk what the planets are doing rn but can they stop making me feel awful and hating everything i write #and can my adhd demon stop lurking bc i am exhausted. it's that time were even my meds are not working well enough at moments #maybe i need a break #maybe i need a good [censored] #who knows #just make it stop i beg 🥲 #and also those posts that are going around again about reblogs vs likes??? #yeah that's a real mood #part of my struggle atm is hugely influenced by the lack of interaction lately and i hate that it affects me #i just really feel like my writing is shit lately and am constantly comparing it to others #not to be a cry baby lmao i'm just *deep sigh* feel like i'm losing it?????

[triona-tribblescore]

I was just listening to a band n there's an album that reminded me of ur anlfm au so i thought I'd share it bcs I've been making brain animations abt them :]

https://open.spotify.com/album/6HHeJZ8WFL74L7fYbgOylm?si=Gs0yeNtgQ0yv7MMrg5pxCQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A6HHeJZ8WFL74L7fYbgOylm

There's no obligation to listen I just love ur au and the album reminded me of it :)

Was listening to this while drawing the new update, and oh my god its perfect!!! tysm for the recommendation when I listen to them all im gonna go back and add a ton to my anlfm playlist because omg the pirate vibes are so perfect!! :') <3

#also wip for the new update! #no idea when it will be #really struggling with art atm #but this ask got my mojo going a little #so thank you sm for that :') <3 #anlfm #a ninjas life for me #asks #tribbletalks

[celticbotanart]

Bouguereau-inspired time! Commission for @agroteric, of her OCs Morgana and adorable daughter, Meg <3 thank you so much again!! Glaze messed up the textures big time on this one, so please bear with me kkkk

commission info | patreon | twitter | Ko-fi | VGen | bluesky

#commissions #commission #brart #Btw I feel bad for being super absent without art and stuff I really apologize for that! #I'm struggling with doing work atm and that doesn't leave a lot of room for me to draw other fun stuff to share besides like music posts #I wanted to draw something for Wakana Rei's birthday on jan 13th and I really couldn't pull it off ughh #my art

[mesherew]

another one 💀

#my bf said i draw ghost too much and i should leave him alone #i beg to fucking differ #simon ghost riley #ghost #cod #cod mw2 #call of duty #modern warfare ii #my art #tigernaute #im struggling with colors so much atm because im on 3 different screens #and none show the same results im so frustrated #they're so dark on phone and really light on my main screen help #anyway hope you like guys!!

[humbuns]

happy pride month everyone! 🌈 i will start using he/they pronouns now <3

#wee i love pride so much especially now that i'm not suffering an internal turmoil about everything #younger me would pass out if i said i wanna kiss a girl or don't really care about gender anymore #if you're struggling atm; it will get better!! you should feel what you want to feel so try not to think how you have to figure it out #gender/sexuality/romantic orientation is never a fixed structure and that's okay #rambles

[eliza-makepeace]

murtagh and roran are surprisingly similar in certain things. i'm re-reading eldest now, and there's many moments in the roran pov chapters where he says something and I think to myself "that's so murtagh coded"

#it shouldn't really come as a surprise but considering these two people haven't met as of yet... #they're both very focused and driven #roran has a very similar no nonsense attitude to murtagh #they'll both do whatever it takes to ensure the satefy of both themselves and the people they have to protect #roran struggles with it more bc unlike murtagh he's never had to do that kind of thing before #while murtagh has grown up like that #and they'll both logically think something isn't morally okay but they'll do it if they think its the only way #ive marked some moments throughout the book but im reading it in my phone #so i can't properly search for them atm #but i will eventually #murtagh #murtagh morzansson #murtagh tornacsson #roran garrowsson #roran stronghammer #eldest #eragon #the inheritance cycle #safety* #fes rereads eldest

[pinstripe-doodles]

couple OCs

Daniel + Aldric

#pins doodles #oc doodles #these i drew a while ago but yeah nothing new atm because ive #one - been playing a lot of ff14............ #two - been having an art shaped struggle again... #it always boils down to 'i really like doing lineart but i never know how to colour it afterwards' #im just chipping away at stuff ill get there eventually ! #daniel hathaway #aldric ryol

[help-itrappedmyself]

I honestly have no idea if I'm the only one who uses the 'Mark For Later' function on AO3, but I have just so many pages of Marked for Later fics. And I am constantly going back and actually reading them, Like, I actually use this function a lot.

That being said, AO3 if you could be a miracle worker for me and give me filter functions, search functions, sorting functions, literally anything that will help me be able to go through my Marked for Later looking for like, a specific fandom or character or even a specific fic that I'm looking for that would be great. Because as is I'm currently just going page, by page, by page, and sometimes I get so sick of trying to looked through my Marked for Later that I try to find the thing through regular search which also takes forever, but feels more productive than scrolling through pages of fics for the wrong fandom.

#rant post #ao3 #ao3 fanfic #ao3 stuff #archive of our own #me #my blog #sorry for venting #struggling atm #I just want to read #why do you hide my fics from me #me screaming #where is that one fic i read the synopsis of a month ago but i wasn't in the mood for it at the time but i really want to read now

[neilfinnaesthetics]

Healing myself one Kate Bush song at a time.

#I am going through such a rough patch atm #TW: I’m getting back my fucking ED and I am struggling so hard with it :( #I have really been leaning on Kate’s music these past few weeks and I literally feel so much relief when I listen to her #I love her so much <3 #kate bush

[arowrath]

i love psychology classes i love this shit. because i know like everyything but i get to share my opinions on the reading and i LOVE having opinions

#text #i definitely have a bone to pick with a lot of the field of psychology/psychopathology/etc & how it can be stigmatizing & traumatizing etc #for people who are already struggling with complicated and often disabling conditions and circumstances. and brother i'm picking it. #one thing i do hate about where i am like academically is that i know SO MUCH abt these topics but since all my informaiton has been from #therapy or from my own research i AM missing like. key points that i dont really know about. & thge stuff i know is definitely biased #towards things i'm more interested in or things i've researched for myself. but that means i spend like 14 weeks of class alreadty knowing #everytrhing and 2 just fucking speedrunning some section of psychology i knoww nothing about. like neurowhatever stuff i dont #get much at all like the physical brain/biology stuff. i vaguely know what a neurotransmitter is and the frontal lobe is the thing that doe #doesnt stop developing at 25 but everyone thinks it does. and thats all ive really got #like i do definitely need portions of these entry level classes but also ughhhhh. i know what anxiety is sherrie #Also i dont plan on pursuing psychology for like a career atm i just do not think i could handle a lot of jobs int he field and again i #am fairly critical of the field . i don't know enough about like antipsych stuff to have an opinion on that but i know that psychiatrists #often suck ass! and it's great when they dont but they often do. i don't remember what i was saying here

[falldogbombsthemoon]

Yall haha, my dad made it so I have wifi access for one hour a day. which I can use from like 14 to 21 german time. So once my mobile data is dead, I will not be active that much ig. So please dont think I'm abandoning yall.

#vent following #its fucking ridiculous. im not a fucking child. neither is my brother #no idea what my dad wants to achieve through that. “so you can relaxe more” yeah no. being on the internet is my fucking coping mechanism. #there is nothing about relaxation there. also he did that so we'll to go sleep earlier. if it really was about that. #he would need to force me to sleep. you cant just change my sleep schedule by that #anyway its fucking ridiculous as i was on a good way of getting to sleep more early but if imma do that now he will think like #“wow. im such a good dad. i fixed all the problems my child could possibly have.” which is absolutely not the case #yk. ive always fucking struggled with feeling like people cant trust me. #and him not trusting my abilities to be responsible for myself is not helping #and then boom. im feeling shitty but wait haha my coping mechanism is currently set offline. #and like also im in extra stress atm bc school is fucking with me #not only are like a bunch of tests on the way but my fucking anxiety in school is getting so bad. #i cant sit in that facility without feeling like imma have a panic attack any minute #i am in need of fucking professional mental help. and at least one diagnosis. i dont want to do shit to myself. #but in this house hold. emotions are not talked about. feelings are suppressed and mental health is an illusion #i NEED to see a fucking psychiatrist. but i dont feel like i can to my parents about that. and technically i could go without them knowing #but someone needs to educate them. and i mentally cant be that someone #and guess whos sitting in their room crying and writing about that rn. not studying for their tests tomorrow and the day after. #i bet if my parents wouldnt have done that shit with my wifi i would be studying rn #quinns daily yapping post #rather #quinns personal hell

[creep-io]

Probably never gonna finish this :(((

#marble hornets #mh #Jay #jay merrick #Jay mh #Jay marble hornets #Marble hornets fanart #Fanart #Art #Illustration #I liked this but I struggling with art atm #I really wanna take a break #But don't wanna get worse #the operator #artists on tumblr #Ahhhhhhhhhhhh #I'm struggling lol #Party tim #Jay party lol #He's having fun

[akkivee]

i saw a suggestion that the alt outfits signify a timeskip and became possessed lmao

#this is vee speaking #if it is i think it'd be a year max but i only have one older kuukou face atm lmao #i'll get better at it i promise lmao #i mean it when i say possessed lol like i got to a decent place in a different piece of art and jumped on this INSTANTLY #but towards the end my hand was getting shaky lmao like the cheebs were a struggle actually😭😭😭 #but i persevered!!!!! with the power of kuukou thirst 😌 #anyway idk what to make of it actually???? but i think kuukou's new hairstyle has a braid in it???? #like a really tiny one since his hair is short lol but??? i think that's what that is???? #and you can't convince me otherwise that kuukou didn't steal one of ichiro's hoodies lmao like it's the one in his 2021 arb bday card LOL #and kuukou kinda treating jiro like a baby brother is making me cry a little lol like in the 3️⃣📿🥂 modelling event #kuukou starts teasing saburo to help with his performance anxiety and i can't remember what saburo said to kuukou #but kuukou cheerfully went 'man you sure are making me feel old!!' and it made me swoon lmao kuukou's going to age so gracefully lmao #but he's such a good big bro lol??? that maturity when he bothers to use it is so *clenches fist* its so good lol #i!!!!!!! cannot wait for jiro and kuukou interactions lol!!!!! #vee is arting

[mustangs-flames]

Looking at this chapter so far (it's not finished) and idk, it's not bad, but I feel like it just won't live up to expectations

#hail true body au #idk i am really struggling with confidence in my writing atm #it sucks and i hate it

[trans-cuchulainn]

it's amazing how a few nightly stretches can diminish my pain significantly and yet i do not do them

#don't get me wrong they do jack shit for 95% of my chronic pain #for the absolute bullshit my knees and hips are pulling due to unhealed injuries though... they help #basically all of the muscles are tying themselves in knots at all times #and that's what like. 75% of the pain is. it's not the injury it's the muscles trying to compensate for it #anyway i really need to get back into a proper stretching routine #both for this and because if i ever go back to dance I'll be useless #i mean. I'm struggling with walking atm. so idk if dance is ever on the cards tbh #but i live in hope. and stretching would make it a bit more likely #painblogging