#or 'idk what this means but congrats'

[runayachi]

okay so you know when takeda manages to get ukai to come watch karasuno play for the first time and kagehina show off their freak quick and ukai is like "sensei how long have those two been paired together" and takeda is like "oh kageyama and hinata? they just met this year i've heard it was rocky at first but they're getting along well now" and ukai is like "what a shame". do you think he goes home and looks into them and finds out that kageyama's the lonely king and that his teammates abandoned him. do you think he looks and looks for hinata but can't find him until finally he stumbles across a no-name school that barely had a volleyball team and their only match lasted 31 minutes. do you think he wonders about how lonely they were. a coach can't replace teammates but do you think he decides to try and make sure that no one on his team feels lonely again.

#hinata shoyo #kageyama tobio #ukai keishin #THAT MOMENT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME LIKE. WHAT A SHAME. UKAI LOOKING AT KGHN AS HE SAYS IT. #i dont even know if it makes sense but like. i was thinking about how ukai does his best to support his boys #like as long as they try he'll try too he'll take them as far as he can as long as they run beside him #but like do you think he looks into the kids and their backgrounds and thinks how can i make this a safe space for them. #do you think that besides his own knowledge of how it felt to be replaced he was worried about isolating suga #do you think he worried about kiyoko and yachi feeling left out #god. im just thinking about ukai and kghn and AUGH i dont even know where im going with this but yeah. #hey yall idk how old this is but i found it in my drafts so congrats! u get it now #lyz speaks

[theshalesky]

i still think about the day i read that poem out loud to the class. the teacher said choose a poem from this book and read it and put in emotion and bring it to life. i chose a poem the most beautiful of all and waited impatiently for my turn. expecting to be praised as always. when i stood in front of the class i was nervous, but i felt good. the poem was long and i kept reading the ball rang and i kept reading. no one said anything, so i didn't stop. when i finished, i wasn't aware of any mistake. it was only when my teacher thanked me that this feeling started to cave in: thank you, you chose a lovely poem. i left the classroom and this feeling kept growing. i did something wrong, of course. replaying the situation in my head i understood too late. they didn't want me to read for that long or i didn't read it well enough. probably one because of the other. and that's the worst part: not that i wasn't good for once. but that i didn't get it. that i kept going, thinking they liked me unaware of the obvious cues. no, that's not the worst part. it was a good poem, they liked the poem in itself. they just didn't like the way i read it - i ruined a beautiful thing. simply by touching it simply by giving all that i was because the truth is: not that i wasn't good enough it's that i'm something that will never be liked. i still think about the day i read that poem out loud to the class.

#my queue is almost empty so i'm posting some original stuff lol #this one is pretty personal #can you call this a poem? #i mean it doesn't have a lot of stylistic stuff i mostly just spilled my thoughts #also i made some parts longer on purpose congrats to whoever gets the meaning behind it #writeblr #writers and poets #spilled ink #spilled poetry #spilled words #spilled writing #(what's with all these popular tags starting with “spilled” lol) #my poem #personal #vent poetry #vent poem #poetry #original poem #sorry for any mistakes #idk if my english is good enough for this stuff

[pianapplez]

Hello there 👋👀,

So I just found your blog and had a lot of fun scrolling through all the pjo show crit😂 I couldn't help but notice that one tag you left on a post where you said you had some beef with Annabeth's portrayal in the books 👀 Would you mind elaborating on that if you're comfortable with it🙈? Because I absolutely share that sentiment, but it's sooo veeeery rare that I see other people express anything like it... I've found that trying to be a part of the fandom can be pretty alienating most of the time, if you're not exactly the biggest most devoted Percabeth shipper...😅 And often any criticism leveled at Annabeth just gets you a smack with the "internalized-misogyny" hammer... it's even worse in the tv show now due to... obvious reasons...

Again just if you're comfortable with answering of course🙈 There is a reason I stayed on anon after all...😅😂

Really glad you asked because i finally get to ramble about this heheheh (going forward, know that i skimmed over The Last Olympian to have a clearer sense of what I meant because that's the book where Rick fumbles her character more than the others)

i'm gonna try to make as much sense as possible but short answer would be, she's underdeveloped. Long answer:

She really got on my nerves in the last two books, with the whole Rachel debacle and then the Battle of New York. I can't really remember a single moment in those books where she and Percy aren't bickering or having heated discussions, which really made me question their friendship status. Of course, it's not like friends can't fight and it obviously builds up the (romantic) tension between them, but it got unbearable at one point.

I understand she's a teenager in an incredibly stressful situation that didn't even get to have a normal upbringing- she grew up way too fast (run away at 7, head counselor at 12) while also not really maturing, which is not a problem for a character, if it is handled properly. Given the fact that I am writing this, Riordan did not.

On the surface, my biggest beef is that Annabeth is not exactly held accountable for her actions (ie. treating Rachel a bit like shit and going off on Percy for a bunch of stuff.) I know Percy is to blame a bit here: as far as we know, in TLO he basically cuts the greek world out of his life as much as he can as a coping mechanism. And while yes, he never apologizes either, he doesn't give her nearly half the hard time she gives him: always either giving him the cold shoulder (there must be at least one example of this in the entire series but i cant be bothered to look it up sorry) or starting an argument only to then storm off (see the "you're a coward, Percy Jackson!" scene, which is not the fairest example since she was confronting Percy about ignoring camp but also was a bit too harsh about it) (especially after finally reading the prophecy and being under the impression that he was absolutely going to die when he turned 16 lmao) or just straight up storming off (see, Annabeth reacting when Rachel shows up for the first time during the battle of new york). While most of these feel, at least to some degree, fairly justified given how the entire situation does an absolute number on her emotions, she comes off a bit brattish and like she's trying to rile Percy up, especially when it comes to Rachel, which in the context of a battle that could mean the destruction of the world.... Well, it reads as a bit childish to me, and i wouldn't exactly have that much of a problem with it if it was dealt with in some way (a two-way apology would be nice).

After that first impression, i realized that Annabeth is barely ever anything else other than a plot device (when relating to Luke) or a love interest (when relating to Percy). This might be because the books are on Percy's POV. Hell, on the third book he's even conflicted when Annabeth is considering joining the Hunters of Artemis, aka, when making a choice for herself would mean he loses her (which is fine and dandy but it feels like Percy is more upset about her choosing her own path rather than being sad about not seeing her as often); we really only get a few glimpses of her, as in, actually her when she's on her own.

Obviously it's impossible to talk about Annabeth without touching on percabeth, which also is, in my opinion, what hinders Annabeth's character the most. On paper they sound great. The guy whose fatal flaw is loyalty falls in love with a girl whose been let down by people over and over, and she decides to never give up on the boy whose always had people give up on him (can't find one of the million posts that talks about this right now but it always goes something like that) And yeah, the bickering is really well written! But that's literally as far as it ever goes: they don't ever seem to have fun together, because 8 times out of 10 the bickering ends up being passive aggressive, and mostly done by Annabeth. My biggest gripe about percabeth is that their friendship seems to be based off... shared trauma. Literally. Other than going on quests together we are given no examples of them hanging out, nor a reason why they would want to spend time together in the first place, not even a shared hobby. Yes, in the fourth book they had a movie "date" planned but of course they didn't even get to it, and surprise surprise, they had a minor discussion, and surprise surprise, Annabeth was passive aggressive again. It's hard to picture them having fun together when even the author doesn't write in any scenes in which they get along smoothly (and before you say anything, a scene in which they get along where neither of them is about to die, and they're not talking about previous adventures. Gets a bit hard then, doesn't it?) It's even harder to picture them as a couple when the moment she gets upset about something, she starts coming off as emotionally manipulative (see, again, literally any conversation with Rachel or about Rachel)

To be fair, the books are relatively short and don't allow many "filler" chapters, if you will; there's always something happening to keep the main plot or a minor plot point moving forward, but it's not like there is no room to develop the characters' relationships, especially when we're talking about the main char and what is essentially his endgame. As an example we have Percy and Clarisse, or Percy and Beckendorf. Their interactions are brief but still hold so much weight.

Worst of all, Annabeth could be one hell of a character; what's most interesting of all is how being a daughter of Athena she is still incredibly emotionally driven, which is displayed very clearly with her fatal flaw being pride: her telling the Sphynx that her questions were too easy was not smart nor strategic: it was completely impulsive. I seriously think she wasn't far from being the best character in the series had she been given more time.

I guess i have as much beef with Annabeth as i have with Rick for doing her dirty. I really could sum this up with: while her emotions are justified, she acts upon them quite poorly. And this is what i mean when i say she's underdeveloped, because it would've been nice to see her come to her senses a bit.

Would love to read anyone's opinions on her character though, feel free to comment, even (or especially) if you don't agree with me!

#pjo crit #anti percabeth #annabeth chase #percy jackson #tbotl #pjo tlo #the last olympian #percy jackson and the olympians #congrats anon on being my first ask!!! #sorry if it's too long or rambly i just have so many thoughts about her. #i dont hate her i dont even dislike her im just conflicted about her. sad that half of her conflict was being jealous over a boy #like yeah i guess said boy was the first real friend she ever had but also rick wrote it in a very “girls fighting over boy” kind of way #didn't really write it to make it seem like annabeth's reasons were anything more than just a hormonal teen acting out. there were no layer #sometimes i feel like im being unfair to annabeth and that maybe her being emotional and mean sometimes is her character and #she's actually written well and i just don't like her? but then i think over it and im not ready to give rick that kind of credit lmao #i truly believe he wrote her beef with rachel to entertain middle graders without really thinking twice about it #annabeth adds to the drama with her passive aggressive comments but at what cost.... maybe im reading too much into it idk #maybe i just find boy drama annoying.. #but making it so that rachel is bound to maidenhood was such a lazy way to get rid of her as a romantic interest #the way rick butchered her character and any char dev for any of them in the tv show by rushing so many things... god. that's another story #if there are any typos i'll edit them later but my eyes are dry af right now and its late jdsjdfh anyway i hope my takes were interesting? #maybe i don't have that much beef with annabeth herself but the fact that percabeth is seen as the best endgame couple when i don't see it

[sparingiscaring]

It's funnier if I don't explain.

Congratulations on the gender, Garry from Ib and Sephiroth from Final Fantasy.

#you ever have a vision you have to make real? #that's what this way #sephiroth #ib garry #explanation - pronouns in japanese and funny gender implications that may have if you (in sephiroth's case) just ignore all the canon #garry's got no plot-specific reasons though his pronouns just be like that #idk what watasha means for you fellas but regardless #congrats it sure means something there is happening probably

[ruffgem]

IDK WHAT IM DOOOOING IDK WHAT IM DOING IDK WHAT IM DOING FOR MY SENIOR THESIS and I haven’t gotten shit done for it and it’s been fucking one degree all weekend so I really don’t want to walk 15 mins to the studio so it’s just like well!!!!!!!!!! I think what I actually need is for people to STOP checking in with me lol. as crazy as that sounds. Like just leave me alone for a bit and then come back later. like don’t even come into my studio. The constant contrasting feedback is really fucking me up and I need a feedback-less brain for like, jus a bit. Cuz like I don’t even know what my project is anymore. LOL Like bro just leave me be. Driving me up the wall!!!!!!!!!!!

#everyone’s like ‘make it more personal’ bitch. IT IS!!! #the figures are ambiguous and distorted for reasons that are personal. are you stupid? #make it more personal. okay. well I guess I’ll paint my own goddamn face on the masks or something if that’s what u all seem to be an #indication of personality #GOD DAMN #also conflicting ideas about what form my project should even take #and then when I’m like ‘idk what to do’ they’re like. ‘just do what YOU want to do 😊’ #at this point I don’t want to fucking do anything at all bitch #genuinely. don’t want to paint or sculpt or take photos or sew etc. #CONGRATS! U beat it out of me!!! Tha joy of making!!! she died #AND THE CONSTANT…. #’what does it mean TO YOU!??!?!?’ #being asked to explain something very nuanced one second and then #the next second being told ‘not everything needs to be explained… let there be mystery 😊’ #I hope u guys fall into a fucking pit of quicksand I’m so serious #LMFPAOAOXHPADIA

[risingsunresistance]

been getting back into mother 3 after All That and every time i see the sunflower field im like. whoa. that's so neat. i am Not overthinking it !

#i am just making this post to ramble about the sunflower thing again kjfhdg #it's almost been a whole year. i was in the middle of replaying mother 3 last june #i was at the sunflower field scene and decided to stop playing for the night #and that is the same night ''so long nerds'' was uploaded #not to be dramatic or cliche or whatever but. feels very ''on purpose'' ya know #destiny or whatever #the game was a huuuuuuge turning point for me in coping with life and death which i was. Very Bad at before! #and im sure you can tell i still am *(@&*(&*%(&^* #i havent been able to touch the game since but im getting better at it. been watching some videos n stuff about it #i still havent picked it back up tho. idk if i can sit through that cutscene again #i already kinda associated techno with sunflowers bc of the whole rising sun stuff. the staff being a sunflower #but the fact that i was in the middle of that part of mother 3 made that association so much worse #now they're just like. the death object for me. remembrance flowers. idk actual flower meanings but that's what they are to me now #idk if anyone remembers this post but like a week or two after his death my aunt tried growing a sunflower #it was unrelated to me and that whole thing. just another coincidence #she passed this week. so the sunflowers are really back on my mind rn #that's why i turned off the inbox was bc i really didnt know what to do after that #her whole side of the family died this past year #i hate to vent or whatever but i feel like if i dont mention it i'll explode so i've buried this under many other tags #congrats if you read this far i just wanted to have that out there i guess bc i've talked about her a lot #the cats are fine if you remember them. orangey has a home and my uncle is watching thomas #grief #grief cw #i dont remember what ppl tag that as #chat #i'll probably delete this later but im also gonna reblog all the cats n stuff again bc i just want ppl to see them

[bellflowergender]

awww i'm flattered! you think i'm worth your time to give anon hate! makes me feel special (by twice) 🥰

what do you hope to accomplish here, anon? like i'm just curious. me personally, i'm here to post things that i enjoy. and if our interests don't align, you can do this really simple thing called ✨ ignoring my content ✨ i would tell you to block me but i'll just make it easy and block you instead <3

arguably, sending this in response to a txt post is so laughable. have you not witnessed the gender of blue hour? do you also think yeonjun is wrong for enjoying wearing skirts??

also if you're going to hate on me,,, at least get it right lmao,,, transgender. no "-ed". and trans people ARE queer so idk what you're on about tbh!

#i.txt #cw transphobia #literally just... why did you think this was worth your time?? #like. i'm by no means a big blog. if you're looking for attention this is not the right place LMAO #like idk what else to even say here. congrats you tried?

[coquelicoq]

your tags about visiting with your exes are so funny and it sound like it might be so uncomfortable! I hope you will 1) share an advice about how did you contact them all and 2) write some x your boyfriend stories about it. I hope your visit is very nice! if you don't want to answer I hope you will know that it is very impressive and you are very brave!

it was very normal! we had an extremely normal time!! and even though things apparently did not work out with his girlfriend so he is currently single, there was no kissing, on the neck or otherwise!!! we only hugged once and it was a 100% normal hug. i know insisting upon the normality of this is making it sound like it was extremely weird and i'm just in denial about it, but i swear to you! THIS IS THE YEAR WE BECOME NORMAL!!!

unfortunately i have no advice for you because i didn't really do anything; in both cases the exes reached out to me. i guess the only thing i would say is that these relationships ended 13 and 5 years ago, and i was not ready to be friends with either of them until recently. part of that is just time creating distance between now and when we broke up, and part of it is that i have legit matured as a person as i've aged. so if there are any exes of yours that you'd like to be friends with but you don't feel capable of it currently, don't put pressure on yourself to be ready sooner than you're ready! if you can't do it now, that doesn't necessarily mean you'll never be able to do it. these things take time.

#we had SUCH a normal time we went on a normal three-hour walk and then we had normal burgers #well technically his was a plant-based burger. but whatever #i'm not sure exactly what you mean by x your boyfriend stories haha so idk if i can write any :D #maybe you're referring to sorry we xed your boyfriend? #but i feel like in this case it would actually have to be congrats we xed your ex-boyfriend #good news we left your ex-boyfriend alone for five years and he got over you eventually. yeah he doesn't make confusing overtures #of physical affection towards you anymore. yeah congrats. he's a normal friend now. #😂 #thank you for your good wishes! this was very sweet <3 #asks #anon

[clovercrafted]

OPINIONS ON DREAMS FACE????

uh

Kind of weird out of the blue because this isn't my mcyt blog but I also don't have anon one there sooooooo

yeah he's a dude. I don't know what to say? Like That Sure Is A Guy

Like he's not bad? He looks a lot younger than I was expecting tbh

i mean go for it if you think he's attractive or hot or whatever but for me he just looks wayyyyy too young for me yknow? i mean as a man liking man i see the appeal but asking people their opinions on a guy they dont know based on his face and internet persona feels kinda weird?

i mean the boarder between fans and mcyt people is kinda wobbly at the best of times

idk this is just a bit of weird subject?

honest opinion though when I think of the word "youtuber" thats the exact guy i'm seeing in my head. like yeah that sure is a guy who exists on youtube uh huh. make your silly little videos boy

#asks #anon #dreamwastaken #is that the guys name? idk i dont dsmp im a hermitcraft and empires enjoyer #well #i mean ive not watched anyone in like 2 months ive been busy with my own stuff #like congrats theres a guy who does videos and he's okay looking? I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY #i mean this is coming from the guy who thinks jimmy solidarity is attractive #so i cannot judge anyone for thinking dream is attractive im rowing in a different boat in the same ocean

[bitchfendi]

if i graduate its over for you motherfuckers

#if i graduate that means ill have more time to write whatever i want #like yeah writing about some ocs is fun but i would also like to write something else #if ya kno wat im sayin #ive also gotten really into splatoon but not like lore wise #im into splatoon the way dudebros are into every fps #lets see what else #i wanna draw but my mom is next to me and drawing in front of her idk me da vergüenza #ugh can it be tomorrow already i wanna smoke some zaza #im boreeed #.-. #i havent played nss in a while but im still burnt out on it #i havent played anyother game besides taiko and splatoon actually #honestly i dont know what to do after i finish school like i was thinking of going to a temp agency and finding an office job #the dream is to work for a game company but thats just a dream and i gave up on my dreams a long time ago #its funny bc my profs would talk about the publishing world n selling their stories and im like #lol im not gonna be writing books im only in the program cuz 1. i didnt do the remedial math class bc that shit costed money and #b. i wouldve been miserable in anyother program so #if you made it this far in my tag ramble congrats #you found him: 🐀

[crybabyfucktoy]

My face is your throne, heavily bearded tbh

I do love a good beard👀😏🤭

#10 points to Gryffindor!! #lolol i dont even watch harry potter like that so idk why that came to mind lol #either way lmao congrats on the beard #congrats? #wtf lolol i mean good job growing it? #u know what i mean right? #good job lololol #omg im so high lol smh #answered

[injuredcrow]

if you like the mutual pining trope might i introduce you to the homie shitshow

#light.txt #right so basically this guy and i have been texting for quite some time #at first it was just about music and practice and stuff #but slowly we started talking about more random stuff #like exchanging posts we see which remind us of the other #(eg i send him stuff with the word “homie” and he sends me puns) #and so now we're homies 👍 #but more recently when we chat he says stuff like #“love you too in a really gay way” #“💪 looks like a deformed peanut...... deez nuts” #“its okay [if you cant history] you just need to smoke harder” #“but you are also gay. does that mean i am gay??” #<- a small selection of the large variety of strange things #which is wonderful i love it #so the thing is (if you havent already figured it out) i like him . adn i tjink he likes me back . #which is going to be very interesting because i dont think either of us is going to confess first #but im considering . after i graduate from jc though. which is some time away. #this is all very funny bc i only thought of this possibility last night. im an idiot. #and uh. congrats if you made it this far . im not completely sure if what i think is correct so maybe reply and give me your thoughts? #idk man help :(

[fingergunskim]

i’m gonna start squidding some games myself, fuck the emmys

#idk what i mean either #😡 #emmy awards #better call saul #i mean congrats to the dude i’m just mad

[sntoot]

designs for my azem (with color!)

more info under the cut bc i ramble

their name is hestia! and they may have been an experiment for creation magicks early in life (looks lovingly at the raids for confirming my suspicions that creation magic could absolutely be misused on people). so their hair n eyes r supposed to be weird, their hair specifically supposed to give you the idea of fire-head [gender redacted], and their eyes are supposed to be iridescent as opposed to the usual glow ancients have. they would really rather everyone behaved normally about it and didnt bring it up though

they dont have any memories from before they were found abandoned as a child, and due to the amount of strange things wrong with them, venat/azem ended up taking them in as she investigated, which turned into an apprenticeship and then got them the position of azem. venat never found out where exactly they came from, but she is certain of is that someone did experiments on them and that they are much happier as her adoptee and azem than digging into their past.

they almost always glamour over their actual convocation mask with a regular one bc they dont want to intimidate anyone by being azem (emet-selch has long since given up on complaining about it). if they are in a place like elpis where they need their hood down and their mask off, they cover up their hair with a scarf and wear their mask anyways until they get told to take it off. its both because of how strange they look but also because their aether is warped in a way to draw in other people’s aether (which is mostly just annoying in that it makes people think they have a gravity to their presence). but the amount gets worse when they get people’s direct attention and dont get a chance to mitigate, and in some cases it ends badly because people have differing reactions to being drawn to them

#i started designing them with the intent of making them an experiment after i finished ew and before 6.1 even dropped #even the first set of raids i was like its fine i dont think they would connect (colors their hair red as i doodle) #and then the second tier dropped. #went right for my throat #congrats to hestia for gaining a little brother #i really didnt mean for that to happen but here we are #anyways uhhhh #ew spoilers #endwalker spoilers #pandaemonium spoilers #idk if it super counts for that but if u know whats going on yeah #ffxiv #my art tag #hestia/azem's tag #also the wiki said that hyth is shorter than hades and i think thats a big huge lie #so i obviously corrected that here

[sheofmanycoffeemugs]

Yeah... just bc you say "those aren't real Christians!" or calling others "xtians" doesn't mean right wing christo-nationalists just suddenly aren't christian. Arguing that the left hand thumb isn't connected to the right big toe doesn't make it true.

#DONT CLOWN HERE. i do get what someone means when they say 'thats not a real christian' ..... but in this political climate i just cant #afford to differentiate the two. yall are like this 🤝 until someone points it out. and as a uterus owner im fucking done with it lol #yall are both christians. congrats on having horrible people in the group. its almost like thats religion lol #like yeah. they dont even want to look at jesus. they worship trump. but do *you* act as jesus would act? idk. in my real like the #trumplicans and the 'real christians' are often a venn diagram thats nearly a perfect circle. but i am in the bible belt so lol #and i work in a 1000% catholic town and live in a baptist one lol. this is just how im seeing it #the bad cult #my posts

[arolesbianism]

Ok so I think I'm done collecting all of the oni logs straight from the files, but the somewhat sad news is that either the dr. Mason thing was either fixed at some point recently or it was an error on the wiki I never realized wasn't actually in game, since I saw in the code they're referred to as dr. Ross in that email and I just opened the game and what do you know, it's there too. I swear it had both last names last time I checked, but I could also easily be misremembering. Either way, rip Devon mason-ross, you're just Devon Ross now

#rat rambles #oni posting #however this does mean that I can tentatively add frankie mason to my character notes #its still cut content but only because they were replaced and without any presence in the current game theres nothing contradicting it #so frankie you get your last name back for now congrats buddy #wait wait hold the phone it's back #I still have my lore hunting save open and a seed is planted its back wtf #I checked just the other night and it wasnt there what the hell #ok no no this has to have smth to do with the sonium synthesizer no way in hell it doesnt #it's it's located inside its section of the place I found the rest of the logs and the log itself directly relates to it #idk exactly whats up but whatever it is I am very much confused #Im glad it wasnt just a glitch that I saw it tho I can sit in comfort and confidence that its canon #I still want to look for other item descriptions for set pieces but Im glad that Ive figured out the basics of viewing the code at least #I still want to find a way to extract other files such as sound files and images but that can wait its rly not important to my current goal #firmly in the itd simply be cool category of things I wanna try #might also see if I can dig up some of the fonts used in game? thatd be neat #after I finish all of this I might fuck about with teeny tiny mods #by that I mean just editing what things critters can eat and stuff like that just to see if I can #wait hold on circling back to the reapearing log lemme open a different save real quick #ok thats really fucking weird its just there now #I.... what??? #I had been looking like hell yesterday and it was Gone why did it pop back into existence again??? #me looking at the code shouldn't have effected anything since I was only looking not editing #nails is this your revenge on me for killing you in rabbit au cmom you're dead in every universe get over it #oh also fun fact the x gender marker is referred to as nb/nonbinary in the code hashtag winning #anyways time to procrastinate on cleaning up the logs I just copy and pasted straight from the code #it shouldnt be too hard but it will sure as hell be annoying #not nearly as annoying as manually retyping it all tho and thats why Im doing it #Im sure Ill realize I missed smth once Im done ofc but hey thats all part of the process of doing anything ever