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#omg i didn’t see this ask til now hi
ecothroat · 11 months
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I was going through my asks and goddamn dude how could you give up an absolute banger url like fagdykez
its because i hate gay people </3
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luvrxbunny · 6 months
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hot pink
Pairing: Steve Harrington x F!Reader
Prompt: Pegging
Warnings: 18+ MDNI, tiny bit of addiction talk, reader doesn’t cum (lmk if I forgot anything)
WC: 3.5k
A/N: this is so long omg i hope u guys like it <3 (not proofread) and i know basically nothing about pegging except that its hot so if anything is explained in-correctly just shhh and pretend pls
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“So you just let her…” Steve trails off, too stunned to finish his sentence. Eddie is red from laughter and a twinge of embarrassment at Steve’s reaction. “Yes, but Steve-” He cuts himself off with another laugh as Steve’s eyes widen comically at Eddie’s confirmation. “You have to just try it, man.” Steve’s already shaking his head as he takes a sip of his beer, trying to think it over but unable to see a scenario in which he’d enjoy himself.
“Look, Eddie.” He chuckles a bit. “Some guys are into that and-” Eddie cuts him off with a groan. “No, Harrington, you’re not getting me. I didn’t want to! She convinced me and promised that we could do whatever I wanted if I didn’t like it.” He pauses for a bit for dramatic effect. “But I fuckin’ loved it.” Steve breathes out a surprised sigh at Eddie’s words. “It feels weird at first, sure, but once she finds this spot. She says it’s my prostate-” He scoots closer to Steve to explain. “So apparently you know how she has a G-Spot? Your girl?” He waits for Steve to nod at him. 
“Yeah, I know.” Steve’s face is bright red, embarrassed at this entire conversation. “Okay, yeah, it’s like we have one of those but it’s in our ass. So I’m kinda like… Does that mean we’re supposed to have something up our asses?” He raises his hands in defense when Steve turns to him with a disbelieving stare. “I’m just saying! Like- why is it there? If not to be played with? I don’t know, man, seems weird.” Eddie’s half-joking now, saying these things mostly to get a rise out of Steve, amused by how red his face gets. “Whatever. Just like- don’t knock it ‘til you try it, y’know?” Steve nods silently at Eddie and the conversation moves on, they light up another joint and talk about where Eddie’s next gig is supposed to be. Steve’s mind, however, never moves on. 
You’ve had this thought too. Eddie’s girlfriend, Bunny, had gifted you a strap-on about six months ago after convincing Eddie to let her peg him. She says it’s almost better than sex, despite the large drop in stimulation she's receiving. You thought she was crazy when she gave you the hot pink strap, you tried to give it back immediately, without even fully understanding what it was for. She and Eddie are just so much more- aggressive than you and Steve. The pair always has some new sex story to share with you two and you’ve never found any of them appealing, until she told you that one. 
“No- he was so cute too! He was face down on the bed- I know.” She giggles in agreement when your eyes widen with your smile. “And he wouldn’t shut up! He was whining almost the whole time, his hands were like- ugh he’s so cute. He was like trying to reach back for me the whole time!” You try not to show how her story was heating your body up as she squeals about Eddie. You’re imagining Steve in his place and the thought- although it’s one you’ve never had before- becomes the main thing on your mind. It just got worse over the six months of you keeping it a secret. You didn’t want to over-share, unsure if Eddie was okay with the fact that she told you, and not wanting to scare Steve off. The kinkiest thing the two of you have done is have sex in a changing room, you haven’t even brought toys into the bedroom yet so how are you supposed to ask him if you can stick a silicone rod up his ass? You can’t. So the strap collected dust at the top of your closet. 
Steve comes home almost drunk, tipsy enough that Wayne had to drive him home and he stinks of weed, letting you know he had a good night with Eddie. He can stand on his own, not swaying or anything but he has this delirious smile on his face and a cloudiness over his eyes that tells you he’s intoxicated. He opens his arms for you the moment you open the door and buries you in a hug. You wave behind him aimlessly, hoping Wayne is in the driveway and can see your appreciation. He walks you inside, your face still buried in his chest and your hands wrapped around his waist. “Missed you s’much, honeybun.” 
You snort at the nickname and pull away from him, eyes closing in relaxation when he presses a wet, loving kiss to your forehead. “Oh-” He sees his slobber on your forehead and blushes with an adorably embarrassed smile as he pulls his sleeve to his palm and rubs his spit off your head. “Sorry, darling. That’s so na-” You cut him off with a giggle, crush him into another hug, and lean up onto your tip-toes to kiss him properly. He exhales a sigh of relief, of contentedness as your lips cover his before you pull away. “I missed you too, baby.” He beams like a little boy at your statement, his chest filling with love for you. “Good.” 
You both giggle your way to his room and he changes as you sit on his bed, watching him. He sobers up a bit in the process, needing his brain power since you’re not helping him. He fumbles with his button-up pajama shirt and looks over at you pathetically. He could do it himself if he really tried but he has fat, dumb fingers, while yours are cute and dainty, so he’d rather just ask you for help. You smile at him knowingly and slowly walk over to him, reaching your hands out to button his shirt while he holds your eye contact. “Soo.. How was your time with Eddie?” You ask gently, finally breaking the silence. 
He thinks through the hangout again, trying to decide which part he wants to tell you first but then the memory of a certain conversation smacks into his mind. You can see he’s remembered something big by the sharp inhale he takes, he also straightens his shoulders, fixing his posture a bit as red leaks into his face. “What?” You ask with a giggle, surprised at his reaction and unable to think of what would even make him react this way. He stops your hands on his buttons and that brings your eyes to his, seeing their fear. You pull away from his shirt, a bit scared at his intensity. His eyes flicker to the bed for a moment. “Do you wanna sit?”
You nod silently but now your mind is running wild with thoughts. 
Eddie got him to do crack. Now he’s addicted. Fuck. No- No, Eddie probably ordered a hooker or something and cheated on Bunny! Or he ordered the hooker for Steve… And he cheated… No. He would never. So..? Oh my god. It’s meth. Steve’s addicted to meth. 
Steve sits silently beside you, his hands wringing each other nervously, only worsening your thoughts. He takes a breath to say something but loses his nerve.
What if she thinks it’s too weird? What if she leaves you over this, goes to all her friends, and talks about how Steve ‘the hair’ Harrington wants a dick up his ass. Shit. Should I just abort?.. No. I mean, she wouldn’t do that, would she? No. No, of course not. 
“Um.” He finally starts and your body tenses, preparing for the worst. He won’t even look at you, his gaze is fixed on his nails as he picks at his cuticles. “I- Eddie talked about something. I kinda- It sounded intriguing- Well. It- It sounded scary at first.” He breathes out an incredulous chuckle. “I was like- No way. But then- uh. Then I imagined it with… With you and-” A shaky sigh falls from his lips and you turn to him. His face is beet red and his hands are shaking lightly when he rubs them against his thighs, trying to help with the clamminess. 
“And after I did that it- The idea became very, very appealing. Like- It’s kinda embarrassing how bad I- How badly I want it…” You begin to get a bit nervous at how he’s dancing around the topic, and how vague he’s being. He turns to you for a moment, his face getting redder when he realizes you’ve been looking at him. “Don’t- Just uh, don’t judge me too fast, okay? Eddie, he- he made it sound really- really good, sweetheart.”
Your heart is racing, his intense gaze piercing into your soul. “You’re scaring me, Steve.” His eyes widen and he takes your hand into his, you try not to make a face at how damp his palm is. “It’s- I mean it’s not bad. I hope you don’t think it is. Uhm…” He takes a deep breath and breaks your eye contact to analyze the bedsheets. “Have you heard of, um… p-pegging?”
A light spreads through your body and you fight the smile that wants to crack your face open, trying to stay more neutral. “Yeah… Why?” He looks up at you hesitantly, his eyes are scared and desperate. His eyelids flutter as his lips tremble, “I - I want-” He whines and pulls away from you, conceding. “Nevermind. It’s- Fuck. It’s probably too late to backtrack, huh?” His hand combs through his hair, embarrassed, stressed, and scared for your reaction. 
You stay silent for a bit as Steve gets lost in his thoughts, you’re considering your options and ultimately decide to show him. You stand and start walking to the closet, Steve exhales a frantic sigh and you hear him stand behind you. “You- Don’t be weird about it, I just-” You grab the box and turn around, holding it out to show him, picture side first. His mouth shuts immediately. He’s frozen where he stands, just staring at the box in your hands. Now you’re growing nervous at his silence. You chuckle nervously and walk back to where you were sitting on the bed, handing him the box and his eyes never leave it. 
“Bunny gave this to me a while ago… I never said anything ‘cus I didn’t think you’d want to but-” He finally lifts his gaze to you and you lose your breath at his state, already needy and wanting. “We could… If- I mean if you want we can t-try?” You feel like you’re vibrating in your seat, anxious but excited at the same time because Steve has been nodding at you since your sentence started. You giggle and take the box from his hand, turning to put it in your top drawer until the time is right. You giggle at your thought before turning back around to voice it to Steve. 
He’s fumbling with his buttons, his pants already off and a prominent bulge in his boxers. 
“Oh! Right- Right now? You want it right now?” You ask, audibly shocked and his hands freeze. He looks at you, embarrassed and you instantly feel bad for your tone. “I thought you’d be too drunk, baby.” He shakes his head lightly. “I’m not drunk anymore.” His tone is so soft, delicate as he speaks and it brings a smile to your face. You look him up and down, your smile widening at the dark spot spreading around his tip. You walk over to him slowly and watch his breathing speed up the closer you get. 
“Then get on the bed.” You say with an innocent tilt to your voice that ruins him. He moans at your words and basically throws himself on the bed. He’s wiggling his clothes off as you read the instructions for the strap, trying to figure out how you’re supposed to situate it over your hips. You get it up your legs before having to look back at the instructions, following each step as carefully as you could, but still left with the leather straps sliding down your legs instead of holding your dick in place. 
“Baby?” Embarrassment and a bit of amusement flood you as Steve calls out. You turn around begrudgingly and bite your lip at the sight. He’s laid out across his bed, his entire body flushed and blushing for you, his dick kissing his belly as his hips thrust into the air gently. You walk over to him with a shy smile on your face, holding the strap up on your hip as you climb over him. “I think I need your help.”
He’s mesmerized by the silicone cock, how it hands between your legs, how the hot pink color matches your character perfectly, like it’s meant to be your dick. “Yeah. Yes, I can help.” He sits up and starts pulling random straps until something tightens, then does the same with the other side. “Thanks, baby. Can you make sure the back straps are all secure?” You turn around and bend for him, not totally aware of the way you’re putting yourself on display for him. His eyes can’t help but gravitate to your ass, admiring the way the leather straps dig into the plush of it, leaving little indents on your skin. “A- all set, sweetheart.” He says with a light pat on your ass to tell you that you can turn back around. 
You turn to him with a smirk and he just stares up at you. His pink lips are wet and bitten and so alluring. You lean down and bury them in a kiss, smothering his lips with yours and breathing in every whine he gives. You pull away with a smile and he makes no move to flip over, his hands just rest on your hips as you stare at him. You lift off of him, and all he gives you is a confused stare… Himbo.
“Face down-” His breathing shudders. “Ass up, sweetheart.” He whines and flips over for you, but leaves his ass low, his dick flush with the bed. You shake your head fondly and climb over him, your legs on each side of his calves and you reach for his hips, letting your fingers ghost over his skin before pulling them up to rest against yours. Steve whines at the feeling of your cock between his ass, he wants to pull away but your hands convince him to stay put. Your thumb is rubbing back and forth, soothing him as you lean forward to whisper in his ear. “I’m gonna make you feel so good, baby,” He shivers and you pull away to reach over to your nightstand, grabbing his lube and squirting a generous amount into your hand before returning to your previous spot. 
“Okay. I’m pretty sure I have to stretch you out first. Is that okay?” He whines, sounding a bit upset and his hips wiggle so subtly you almost don’t catch it. You rest your un-lubricated hand on his lower back, stilling his movements. “How- Is that gonna take long?” You’re a bit confused by his question, silent as you figure out your answer. He turns to look at you over his shoulder, ensuring that you heard him and then he sees your confused expression. “I really want it.” 
His voice dissolves into a whine and you almost forgo it, almost convincing yourself that he doesn’t need prep- but the fear of tearing his pink little hole stops you. “It’ll just take a minute.” You spit the words at him, growing just as desperate as he is as your finger plunges into his hole, a bit faster than you probably should’ve but earning you a shouting moan from his pretty lips.
“Don’t wanna hurt your little hole, baby.” You tell him just to add insult to injury. He’s whimpering your name against the sheets, his eyes shut tight as he squeezes around your finger and you see his cock jump. You push in another finger and he takes it like a champ, begging for a third long before you planned. 
Once you’re done stretching him his entire body is hot and shaking, his cock leaking onto the sheets but he’s still unsatisfied. You line your cock up with his entrance and smile at the instant whimper it gets from Steve. You’re watching the way the silicone dick presses into his hole, the way he’s pushing back on it and this strapon must've figured out a way to connect to your nervous system because you swear you can feel his heat on it. You’re confused and entranced by how it looks, how it feels, and how he sounds. “M’gonna fuck you now, Stevie.” His dick twitches as he groans at your words and his hips press back onto your dick, teasing you with his warmth and friction. “Oh fuck. Please.”
You work your tip into him and a little nub at the bottom of the strap pushes into your clit, only furthering your fantasies of being able to feel real pleasure from his ass. You moan with him as you slide in. You prepped him well enough that you’re able to get half your dick in before he’s whining at you to slow down. You rest your front on his back and he can feel your boobs squishing into him, making the whole experience that more arousing. “You feel so good, love.”
You moan into his ear, low and sultry to fuck him up even further. He moans your name, eyes shooting open and his hips rock him back, forcing the rest of your cock into him and accidentally ramming you right into his prostate. “FU-” His curse is cut off with a breathless gasp and he collapses onto the bed. His arms are covering his obviously red face and he’s letting out shouting groans into the mattress as you grind yourself into that spot again and again. You never pull out very far, too scared that you’ll lose his special button.
His thighs are already shaking against yours and it twinges arousal in your stomach. You bottom out inside Steve and grind yourself into the base, moaning his name and riling him up. He can’t fathom why you’re moaning, he knows you can’t feel him but you’re moaning like he’s fucking you, and it’s fucking him up. His hips swivel back onto your dick, trying to get as much stimulation as he can. It’s like nothing he’s ever experienced, it feels like you’re everywhere, and he feels so full. The thought sparks a memory of you telling him the same thing and his balls tense at the role reversal. The fact that it's now you fucking him, filling him to the brim, moaning at how tight he is. 
He cries out your name and you watch his hand uncurl from the sheets in favor of sliding between his legs. You pull out and start fucking him as quickly as you can, surprised at how much it actually exerts but the sore muscles are worth it to hear the way his moans increase. He becomes frantic and pathetic, with high whines of  “So good, love it s’much. Love you s’much.” begin to litter his incoherent moans and you know he’s getting close. You watch his hole squeeze you more frequently the closer he gets and you wrap your hand around his waist. You smack his hand away from his dick and rest your entire body over him as you wrap your hand around him- causing him to collapse entirely as he moans your name. You’re jostled as he crashes to the bed but you keep up your pace as best you can. 
It’s a struggle to jerk him off against the mattress but his moans tell you that he doesn’t mind in the slightest. You’re able to fuck into him more easily from this angle and it shows, your pace is doubled and he’s basically screaming a loose frame of your name. The back of his neck is burning red and his moans are climbing, warning you of his impending orgasm. You smile, proud of yourself and him, and lean down to kiss the back of his neck, snapping his last straw. 
He shouts into the mattress, it’s barely a moan, closer to a sob or a scream as his cock throbs painfully. He’s spilling against the mattress, completely soaking the sheets with his cum as his body shakes against you. Your hand is slick on him, now flooded with his cum as he stutters into you, trying to fuck himself into your fist while fucking himself onto your cock. You thrust into him slowly, cooing into and kissing his ears as he comes down slowly. He twitches into you occasionally, gradually becoming overly sensitive to your movements but every time you stop he presses his hips up from the bed, forcing you to thrust into him again. So you stop stopping. 
You grind into him slowly, listening to the little mewls he lets out when you land close to his prostate. It’s like you’re massaging his insides, stroking along his soft, sensitive walls and eventually he falls asleep that way, leaving you with the struggle of flipping him over to clean him up but you don’t mind in the slightest.  
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havensins · 11 months
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Can I request a Stephen strange pwp, like he’s been super sarcastic and bratty all day so you just teach him a lesson and fuck the brat out of him til he’s begging and crying
stephen strange x dom!m!reader
cw . soft dom! reader, bratty!stephen, teasing, edging, crying, begging.
note . hi :))) this request is so old omg, im sorry for my absence once again & i hope you enjoy! as always, not proofread :)!
you had stephen pushed against one of the walls in his bedroom. his eyes screwed shut as your hand worked his needy cock. you looked into him with mocked pity, using your non-dominant hand to caress his cheek.
this was your third time edging him, he’d been moaning out expletives and continuing his bratty act since you’d began, although you knew you were close to breaking him.
“what’s the matter my love?” you asked, words as smooth as honey; contrasting your harsh movements. “fuck off.” he mutters slowly, pushing his hips up into your hand to try an match your rhythm.
leaning close to him, a dark smile graces your lips. “sweetheart i’d suggest you try to apologize. after all i am the one who decides if you get to cum by the end of this.” you murmur, and you can hear his breathing hitch.
stephen had been strung thin the entire week; stressing and putting his body into overdrive in an effort to figure out a way to defeat the newest big bad™ and running himself taut.
normally, he didn’t let things like that get to him, seeing as he was one of the most experienced sorcerers. however, this one seemed to leave him stumped and as a result, he took his frustrations out on the people around him.
and, in hindsight, stephen truly should’ve known that acting this way with you of all people wouldn’t get him anywhere. he’d expected you to just give in, to touch him in the way he craved and truly allow him to unwind.
it was exactly how he’d gotten himself into this little predicament, body aching as his needy cock leaked in your hand. tears were steadily streaming down his cheeks and his resolve was melting by the minute. his brain was going all numb and fuzzy in the way he’d needed.
“i’m..” he gasps, hips twitching. you looked at him expectantly, pumping him faster. “i’m sorry! i-i’m sorry- just… please,” he moans, breathing harshly and meeting your eyes. “that wasn’t so hard, was it baby?” you asked, leaning forward to kiss him softly, sealing all of his pretty little noises.
“go ahead, love, cum.” you pull away and grant him permission, and his breath halts. he whines, a broken noise in the back of his throat and before you know it, he’s cumming and making a mess of your fingers. “there you go, sweet thing, let it all out,” you murmur, talking him through it.
“c’mon, bub, let’s get you cleaned up,” you tell him softly, and he only nods and smiles dazedly at your words.
during your more extensive parts of aftercare, you’d have to have a conversation about how he handles his stress from now on.. but that could wait. for now, you were focused on making sure he was okay after exerting himself so much.
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b4tasquad · 9 months
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omg you should do a niko fic where they meet during a video and he couldn’t stop flirting , which confused everyone since he doesn’t do it much in videos
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Authors note: a small one til I finally find the time to write something between spending time with my family on vacay🤷‍♀️😪
Warnings: cussing ig
“Ladies first.” Once again the guys are left shocked as Niko continued to treat you like you were a saint, unfairly put in a room with immature adults. Chunkz and Aj looked baffled at each other as the taller boy puts his hand around the back of your seat, and leans closer to whisper something in your ear. In their many years of knowing and working with Niko, they had never witnessed him be so… flirty.
When you had initially been invited to a beta squad video, you were thrilled. Not only did you love their group dynamic, but you were also a really big fan of their content. You weren’t unknown, if your millions of followers had a say in it, but being recognized and asked to collab by some of the biggest people on the internet was humbling.
While you were often calm, collected and could socialize very easily, today was a little different. In a room of all very famous men, there was no such thing as arriving relaxed. You were terrified, akin a little girl starting a new school. Upon meeting them though, your worry was quickly washed away. They were incredibly nice while introducing themselves and had a comforting thing about them that instantly made you feel better.
The video you were filming was for one of their most known series and today it was ‘Guess the Influencer’ seeing as you were an influencer, guessing who had the same lifestyle as you wouldn’t be too hard. Or you had thought.
Niko watched with a teasing smile as you wondered who to vote out. To begin with, Aj who was sitting on the other side of the table was supposed to vote someone out, but as he got ready, Niko interrupted him.
“Y/n should go first.” When Aj threw him a look of both disbelief and spite, Niko continued, and you guessed it was to redeem himself. “Since she’s a guest and all.”
Aj hadn’t looked too thrilled, but just shrugged, ultimately not putting up a fight like he usually would. But now, as everyone awaited an answer, you wished he’d gone before you.
“Fuck I don’t know who to pick.” At your words, all of them let out a laugh, Kenny’s obviously being the loudest. “Shit.”
Like little school boys, the guys continue to giggle over your choice of words. Hearing you cuss shouldn’t have had them this appalled, it had become kind of like your trademark in the industry after all, but seeing it live made it all the more funnier. Niko who still chose to stay close to you, leaned even closer to you.
You kinda figured that he was flirting with you along the way. If his gaze and words didn’t make it clear, his urge to stay close to you did. First, you had tried to be professional, but as his efforts became more frequent you couldn’t help but submerge yourself in the feeling of being wanted. You weren’t dumb enough to pass up an opportunity to flirt with Niko Omilana of all people.
“I’m voting contestant 2” If the guys heard him, Niko knew they’d never let him live it down. One thing was flirting with someone, but being so blinded by desire to cheat was something he’d never hear the end of. So with that knowledge, the Omilana made sure they couldn’t hear.
To them, it just looked like he was saying more flirty things. “Niko stop distracting, Y/n.”
Chunkz took a hold of Niko’s neck, pulling him back to sit straight. With a grin, he let himself be pulled, hands raising in surrender as a little chuckle escaped his mouth. “My bad.” He didn’t hold any remorse at all.
His stare was hot on you as they all waited for an answer. From the contestants to the beta squad, everyone was eager to get to the voting part, and were waiting for you to start.
What had possessed you to say it, you didn’t know. But as you looked at Niko after your words left your lips, his smirk and cocky expression showed everything his mouth didn’t tell.
“I vote contestant 2.”
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subskz · 4 months
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hi ms. rin!! long time no see ☺️
i was always reading your works & all your amazing posts but i realize today it was a long time since i sent an ask >< i hope you’re doing great!
i wanted to ask if you’re still writing the childhood friends to lovers with lee know? ever since butterfly bandage i was craving to read another longfic from you cause you write so beautifully :< & with minho being my bias i think i’ll die if you make a story for him..! not to pressure you of course 💕
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hello hello omg it really has been a while!! it’s so nice to see you again my dear i hope you’ve been doing well and taking care since we last spoke ♡
you’re too kind thank u so much for your lovely words!! it’s so sweet that u even remember i was writing that lino fic i’m really glad you’re looking forward to it 😭 it’s still very much a wip so i’m not exactly sure when it’ll be out, but i work on it all the time! here’s a few lil sneak peeks just for u hehe
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also please note that a lot of this is subject to change since i’m still working on it 😽 these snippets are still a bit barebones
ᓚᘏᗢ — snippet 1
You stared at the crumpled nest; abandoned, with what was left of it quickly being carried away by the wind. Straw by straw. You felt like crying.
Don’t be so sensitive. You told yourself. It's just a stupid bird.
“Wow,” a familiar voice, soft and brusque and not sounding very wowed at all, came from behind you. “That’s amazing, isn’t it?”
You lifted your head, whipping around to find its source. Not that you really needed to, anyway. You knew that voice better than your own, by now.
“Huh?”
“They were just babies, but they already flew away.” Minho crouched down next to you to examine the remains of the fallen nest. His small fingers brushed over it, so delicately that the grass barely shifted under his touch. “Like they know exactly where they’re supposed to go.”
You rested your hands on your knees, unconvinced, refusing to look at him. Your eyes were stinging. You didn’t want him to think you were dramatic. You didn’t want him to make fun of you. He’d put just as much care into looking after them, if not more. He’d stayed with them even longer than you had. How could he be so accepting of it?
“Birds are so cool,” he continued. A gentle breeze ruffled your hair, like it was summoned by his airy lilt. “They can go wherever they want.”
“Why do they have to go?” you muttered.
“Cause the world’s so big, dummy,” he said it like common knowledge, like he’d consulted the birds himself. “And they’re so small. So they gotta start seeing it early before they die.”
You puffed out a half-hearted laugh.
“You’re like a bird,” you decided.
“Mm?”
“You do what you wanna and go where you wanna.”
“I can’t be a bird,” Minho sniffed. “They fly too high. I'm more like a cat, ‘cause no matter where they go, they always know how to find their way home.”
“Like Soonie,” you said.
“Like Soonie,” he agreed. “Remember when he was gone for three days? But then he showed up again like nothing happened?”
“You cried a lot,” you giggled.
Minho huffed, looking away. “I knew he’d come back.” 
It had been one of the only times you’d ever seen him cry in your four years of friendship. He might’ve completely denied crying altogether if the subject were anything other than his beloved cat. His little brother.
“So you’ll always come back, too? Like Soonie?”
“Yeah,” he replied. “I'm gonna be here ‘til I'm at least 100, or else someone will take our spot under the maple tree.”
ᓚᘏᗢ — snippet 2
Minho’s hand reached for yours. It was shaking.
“If you're scared, I can stay with you,” he offered. You could tell he was trying to sound casual, but there was an undeniable tremor there. Not breezy, not carefree; thick and heavy with apprehension. It weighed down your conscience. “It’ll be embarrassing if you’re the only one in class left behind, right?”
You remembered how he’d reacted when you traveled up to the mountains last summer, how he’d turned away from the window when the car drove along the edge of the road, with nothing but a flimsy, rusting metal barrier standing between you and several thousand foot fall. You remembered how much trouble he’d had walking straight when you first arrived at the campsite, strangely quiet, muttering to himself about how high up it was. It was too high, the air was too thin, the world was too far away. 
Those were the issues, of course. The issue certainly wasn’t that he was terrified out of his mind. A cat stuck in a tree, longing to accept help without sacrificing his pride. Unsure whether to hiss at whoever came near, or leap into their arms. He’d grabbed your hand the exact same way, back then. 
“Okay,” you replied.
He perked up, features flashing with a hopefulness that was almost enough to break your facade. 
“Hm?”
It would’ve been so easy in that moment, to tease him. To call him out, gain the upper hand on him for once in six years. But looking at those eyes—round and bright and gleaming under his glasses with an innocence that effectively wiped away every annoying thing he’d ever done from your memory, you just couldn’t bring yourself to. 
“Let’s skip the rollercoaster,” you said plainly. “I’m scared.”
You weren’t, strangely enough. You wondered if Minho knew that. Of the two of you, he was undoubtedly the risk taker. His mind was too capricious to not explore every possibility there was, to not absorb everything the world had to offer until he found himself in it. It was almost exhilarating for you, to be the adventurous one, for a change. To be the one who didn’t hold yourself back.
You wanted to be bold. You wanted to be fearless. You wanted to impress him. 
But more than any of that, you wanted to stay with him. You didn’t want him to sit alone on the amusement park bench, watching his classmates have fun without him as he fumbled with the wrapping of a snack he couldn’t eat, because the anxiety had made his stomach hurt. 
“Seriously,” his grin was weak, but as he laced your fingers together properly, you could feel the quiver in his hand begin to calm. “What would you do without me?”
You simply grunted, allowing him to tug you along to the bench. You didn’t want to think about it. It was playful, not really seeking a response, but that didn’t stop his question from lingering in the back of your mind. Like a part of you knew that, sooner or later, you’d have no choice but to find the answer.
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twilightknight17 · 2 months
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Today on P3R
LOOK AT HIM
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LOOK AT HIS BOXING GLOVES, OMG, I DIDN’T REALIZE THEY’D BE LITERAL JACKS.
Also we take exams I guess.
Turns out Ikutsuki is not going to help me study alone, he’s going to wrangle everyone into one big study group. Dunno how effective the studying is when he and Junpei get into a pun-off, but whatever. It’s nice to have everyone together and not fighting.
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...This is on my exam? For real? This school, man…
Once exams are over, we make plans to go do something fun. While Yukari leaves to get Fuuka, Junpei and I have a little chat.
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I love that you can play Minato as a completely oblivious airhead. But I do not.
On our way outside, Ikutsuki introduces us to our new dorm-mate, Ken, who will be staying with us over the summer. He has potential, so he might be a good candidate for joining SEES!
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...Ikutsuki, recruiting teenagers with attitude is one thing, but you’re crossing the line towards “child soldiers”, my guy. I know Wild Cards have awakened at age 7, but they didn’t actually have to do stuff til they were 16 or 17!
He’s gonna be staying in the dorm, so we’re not allowed to mention shadows or fighting or whatever in front of him. Even though Ikutsuki just mentioned “the potential” in front of him. Akihiko also looked really uncomfortable around him, and it’s clear he knows Ken somehow, so… Yeah.
Ikutsuki sends me off to the antique shop that’s now open, because the antique shop can help me. The same way the police officer helps, apparently.
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This lady runs the weapon fusion menu, and also where I can exchange all my gemstones I’ve been getting. She knows Officer Kurosawa, and ALSO explicitly knows about shadows?? What has Ikutsuki told you, ma’am? Were you involved ten years ago? Do you know about Tarta--
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Oh I want that megidolaon skill card so bad. God. Don’t show me that when I know I won’t be able to afford it for ages.
Anyway, we are off to Yakushima, and Mitsuru’s vacation home is enormous. I wish we got to actually run around in it, but what we do see is pretty nice.
(Wait, wasn’t Ken moving in? Did we just leave him at the dorm alone??)
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Mitsuru I didn’t realize your dad was Big Bos-- *shot*
Junpei wants to go to the beach right away, so we put our stuff in our rooms and book it down there. It’s gorgeous.
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...
...Akihiko, uh…
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Thank you, Junpei.
Akihiko doesn’t get it. He just wore them because they’re “better” for swimming. Because of course he’s gonna train on vacation. *sigh*
Why is Mitsuru so pretty I’m gonna die
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Yakushima really is beautiful and I’m kinda sad I couldn’t cut off the UI for a minute.
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Elizabeth asked me to bring her back something from the beach. I found a pretty shell, some driftwood, a piece of weird seaweed, and…
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...she will LOVE this crab. I have to.
Mitsuru talks to her dad, and I have made an exciting discovery: A living, onscreen parent who does not suck!
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He wants her to open up to others more and work together, because…
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That’s a pretty good motto, actually. It would help if people playing this game knew what the Nanjo Group was. And despite being in green, meaning it has a definition in the glossary, the glossary just explains the motto again. X’D
The Nanjo Group is where the Kirijo Group got all it’s psience tech from, because they bought out SEBEC after Kandori tried to become god back in 1996. SEBEC had the original prototypes for anti-shadow suppression weapons, and PROBABLY also the teleporter technology from the DEVA System. I think I mentioned before that I think that’s what the teleporters in Tartarus are based on.
Plus, the Nanjo family is all about being Number One, so “two in harmony” is a pretty good shot at them. And that’s definitely lost if you don’t know anything about them. X’’’D
Mr. Kirijo gathers everyone together, because he’s going to tell us the truth. And the truth is, his father was trying to create a time manipulation machine. So it makes sense that their research fucked up time so badly that there’s an extra hour of the day now. But apparently, that attempt to create time manipulation warped into something worse over the course of the project, and Yukari’s dad caused the explosion to stop him.
Yukari is completely freaked out by this realization, because she’d always maintained that the accident wasn’t her dad’s fault. So hearing that he caused it on purpose sends her reeling, and she runs off. Minato follows her to the beach to talk, and it’s a good conversation, actually.
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Thanks, it’s the trauma. ^_^
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Thank you, P3R, for actually letting me hug people when they’re upset. Looking at you, P5, as Futaba and Sumi just cry in front of me and I can’t do anything.
The next day, the girls are on an awkward nature hike (because Mitsuru and Yukari aren’t speaking), when they get a call from Ikutsuki.
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“Vehicle”????
There’s a lab on this island?
Sir you have one job how are you so bad at it??
The boys, meanwhile, are once again at the beach for Operation Ba--
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Oh. Are we not calling it Operation Babe Watch? Okay.
It’s playing the Tartarus music. I’m trying to lead my team into the ocean and it’s not working.
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We manage nothing but failure all the way across the beach. We’ve got girls who aren’t interested, girls who are pissy that high-schoolers are at the island resort (who then get even more pissy when they find out we’re at a friend’s summer home, because THEY had to save up to come here), girls who humor us for like ten minutes before revealing they have boyfriends…
And then one last lady, who has been observing, and reads us all to absolute filth about how our tactics are all wrong.
She might be interested, though. And she wants us to help put on sunscreen!
...300K yen-a-bottle sunscreen.
To protect from artificial sun rays…
Because…
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Time for a tactical retreat. Thank god the last girl on the beach is so pretty.
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She doesn’t want to talk to anyone, though. Except Minato. And runs off when the others approach. They seem to think she ran away because I said something to her, and want me to follow her and apologize. Which, guys, I don’t think chasing girls you don’t know into the woods is the right answer here, but okay. Here we go.
There’s a waterfall up here and I can’t go near it. :(
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...believe me, Yukari, I have no idea what’s happening either.
Apparently this is the “vehicle” Ikutsuki lost.
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I’m okay with bringing her home with us. XD
Speaking of home, back at home, Shinji is trading information with those three weirdo assassins in exchange for some kind of pills, which can’t be a good sign because he looks like he’s in actual pain. Weirdo Squad is angry that we want to destroy the Dark Hour because they like having special powers.
They also call Tartarus the “Tower of Demise”, though, so like obviously they realize this is a bad thing.
After we get back from Yakushima, Aigis tries to stay in my room, including waking me up five minutes before my alarm. Which. No. You cannot stay in here. Oh god. My new robot has separation anxiety.
My social links may not be deals for things that can help in battle, but they do make me feel warm and fuzzy.
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I go out with Akihiko again because he still owes me food for last time, and we get accosted by the punks from before, who have returned with an even bigger group, because apparently the best way to win is by fighting a guy eight-on-one. Are you proud of yourself, dude? Does that make you feel cool?
We didn’t actually fight because we distracted them long enough to get out of there, so no police this time. But I did learn that Akihiko does have parents! He has foster parents that love him and send him enough expensive snacks to share with the whole dorm. It’s nice. ^_^
My online friend in my MMO is definitely a teacher at my school, based on her complaining about "Mr. E". Which, you and me both lady. Dude thinks he's a wizard or something.
Speaking of Mr. Edogawa, he mentioned Carl Jung in class! While talking about alchemists, because school is still insane. Literally we’re going on summer break tomorrow, give it a rest.
Which I guess is why Ken hadn’t moved in yet, but… Did we miss like a week of school while we were in Yakushima? Hot damn.
Ken is officially moved in now, though, and despite not being able to discuss shadows or the Dark Hour around him, he apparently knows Aigis is a robot. So… Uh… How secretive are we supposed to be being?
And it FINALLY let me go back to Tartarus and check out the new area, which is very industrial. It’s cool. Very different vibe from the big faces. I actually like it.
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New portal doors that lead to Grand Clocks now have a chance to show up, so I can boost teammates’ levels to match Minato’s? Which is interesting. And more importantly, new “Monad” doors are appearing that lead to stronger fights.
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Calling it Monad makes me a little weirded out, but hey, it's not a mandala and there’s good treasure in here. So we’re probably going in headfirst every time they show up. XDD
Saved back at the Tartarus entrance, so next time is probably just going to be some more fighting. We’ll see. ^_^
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good-beanswrites · 9 months
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...*comes waltzing back through the revolving door* hhi. hi im back 🥺 I heard you were still open for drabble prompt requests so uhhhhh *slides my request across the table* here you go! 👉👈 (btw I am eating well tonight with all of these drabble fics omg thank you for writing these!!)
33. Wedding + Kazui
Hiii you're back!! :D Thank you so much, this had so many interesting possibilities ough... I ended up going with a convo with Mahiru (I hope you don't mind a second Mappi drabble lmao) as he reminisces about his past. Go vote your sad wet cat innocent today 👍
A hand darted out to grab Kazui’s wrist. Mahiru’s voice was weak.
“Can you stay? Shidou is going to be a minute. I don't want to be alone.”
Kazui was supposed to come in, drop something off, and return back to his cell quickly. He didn’t know how to comfort someone like Mahiru in general, nor did he know what to say after all that had happened. He hated the idea of seeing her like this when he was the one who hadn’t reached her in time. He really didn’t want to stay.
“I’d love to.”
He sat beside her, trying to make himself comfortable on the cool cell floor. 
She retracted her hand. “Thank you.”
Before Kazui could even wonder what a young woman like her would want to talk about, she whispered, “can I ask you something? You don’t have to answer if it makes you upset.”
He was already regretting his decision. “Go ahead.”
“Could you tell me about your wedding?” Kazui felt his chest tighten. “I always dreamed of mine. You know, I had the whole thing planned already. He never even knew…” She laughed, but quickly winced in pain. “Things may have… changed between you two.” 
Kazui had been careful to hold details of his life closer than some of the other prisoners. None of them had a very good idea of what had brought him here -- he felt bad that Mahiru may have been under the wrong impression of his marriage. 
It wouldn’t have been the first time.
She asked, “but the wedding day itself… is it just as magical as everyone says?”
Despite the dim lighting, surrounded by a mess of bandages, Mahiru’s eyes glimmered.
“Yes,” he lied. 
“I knew it…” 
He couldn’t fabricate exactly what she was looking for. So he told her what he’d told himself many times before. It was the truth. Technically speaking, that is.
“That morning,” he began, “you wake with your stomach in knots. You feel the anticipation in your whole body.” He kept up a smile, and she seemed to buy it. “I’m a pretty organized guy, so I thought I’d be thinking about all our plans -- the schedule, guests, food, things like that. But I wasn’t worried about any of it. The only thing in my mind, all day, was her. And the many, many years ahead of us. The time stretches on for miles in front of you.”
Mahiru let out a content sigh.
“And everyone's so happy. I’ve never had that many people excited for me and my life. It’s everywhere you look. You breathe in and you can practically taste their joy.”
“Oh, that must be wonderful.”
“Y-yeah. It sure is something. And of course, when you see the other all done up for the first time, walking towards you with a huge smile, tears in their eyes… I’ve never felt anything like it.”
“What about the vows? And the rings? Is it really so special?”
“Of course. When you put on those rings, you feel inseparable.” Kazui folded his hands together. Hopefully Mahiru couldn’t see he’d taken his off. “You feel connected to them. You know you’re going to be with this person forever.”
She let out another dreamy sound, though he was beginning to falter. He was grateful when Shidou entered, apologizing for the delay. 
Kazui stood, offering one last smile. “I hope you can rest.”
“Oh, yes, especially now. Thank you. That was all so perfect.”
He turned to leave, his own words still echoing in his mind. His hand drifted into his pocket, brushing against the small silver piece.
You’re going to be with this person forever. 
On that day, it had seemed like a curse. Then again, on that day, ‘til death do us part’ seemed a lifetime away.
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flyiingsly · 6 months
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Remember me
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Square : Music
Pairing : Hunter x gn!jedi!reader
Warnings : mention of alcohol, mention of Order 66 and memories from the Clone Wars, a bit of angst but mostly fluff i guess, half confession, these two idiots are in love but not ready to say it out loud
Wordcount : 5,1k
Summary : When Hunter unexpectedly heard you sing for the first time, he instantly fell in love with your voice, and even more with you.
A/N : Here we are, my fourth submission for the @clonexreaderbingo ! This fic is one of my favorites among those that I wrote for the CFB honestly, because I really love the songs that have inspired it, and because, I don't know, that prompt suited Hunter very well in my opinion, and I'm really happy with how it turned out :D
Disclaimer : I'm still struggling to understand English grammar properly, English is not my native language and even if I have proofread my writtings several times, there is probably still typos in it. I'm very self conscious about it and I apologize for it in advance, but I'm doing my best to do better and I'm actively working at improving my writting skills !
So if you spot a typo, feel free to point it to me so I can correct it, it will be much appreciated :)
Before you start to read, go check the two songs that are featured in this fic :
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(This one is one of my favorites feel good songs EVER ! THAT VIBE IS AWESOME OMG !!!)
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(And this one is a cover of "Remember Me" from Coco by the wonderful Annapantsu, this song is haunting and beautiful, and I particularly love her version, she is sooooo talented !! Go check her channel, really, it's all gold !)
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Today was supplying day for the Marauder crew. You and the Batch has just returned at Ord Mantell after your last mission for Cid. She paid you the credits she owed you, so it was time for some groceries and equipment shopping.
As usual, you split into two teams : the one going in town for groceries, and the one staying at the ship to tidy and clean the interior space.
It was a tradition inherited from the time of the Republic : every Clone battalion had to go for a cleansing day every now and then to keep their barracks organized and fit to live in. To be honest, it wasn’t really part of the Clone Force 99 habits to maintain their room on Kamino. In fact, it was mostly your idea to establish a cleansing day. Of course, Echo had already tried to force the idea on them long before you became part of the team, but they weren’t enthusiastic about it, so he just ended giving up.
But since Omega and you have joined them, they have finally realized that it was much needed, to keep the place they were living in in a somewhat decent state. And this time, it was to the two of you to fulfill that mission.
***
“Tech, are you sure we haven’t forgot anything ?” Echo asks his brother, who was scrolling on his datapad to check if all the items from the groceries list are crossed.
“Affirmative”, he answers, “we have everything we need to eat and to keep the Marauder flying for at least ten more rotations !”
“Good, let’s go back home then.”
As they approached the ship, Hunter started to hear some distant melody. More than just music playing, he heard some familiar voices that made his ears twitch.
“Did you hear that too ?” he asked his brothers.
“Yes, I did, pretty clearly” Tech answered, “Me too” Wrecker added.
“Seems like (y/n) and Omega are having a little fun while we’re working” Echo said jokingly with a smile.
The voices and the rhythm became more distinct as they entered.
“ … I'll make you happy, baby, just wait and see
For every kiss you give me, I'll give you three …”
You didn’t hear the boys coming, as the music was a bit loud, and you were totally carried away in the heat of the moment. They noticed that everything that was usually settled on the floor had been lifted on the furniture, and that the said floor was still wet on some spots.
“ … Oh, since the day I saw you
I have been waiting for you
You know I will adore you 'til eternity …”
When they finally caught a glimpse of you, they found themselves in front of a pretty unique and unexpected spectacle.
“ … So won't you, please (be my, be my baby)
Be my little baby? (my one and only baby) …”
Here you were, the handle of the mop in one hand, using it as a microphone, facing Omega who had a sponge squished in hers for the same purpose, both dancing in rhythm and singing passionately in unison. The floor was in the middle of being mopped, but everything else was as clean as it could be.
“ … Say you'll be my darlin' (be my, be my baby)
Be my baby now (my one and only baby)
Whoa-oh-oh-oh …”
They did their best not to interrupt you and stay discreet and quiet, but to be fair, it didn’t take them too much effort, for you were so absorbed that nothing could have disturbed you right now.
When the song ended, the two of you were happier as ever and giggling.
“Heyyyy, great job, you’ve nailed it girl !” you exclaimed at Omega, high fiving her.
The young girl’s eyes were sparkling with joy, she loved those shared moments with you.
But suddenly, you felt that something was off, and you stopped laughing, freezing at the realization that you weren’t alone anymore. When Omega noticed it, she turned her head toward the entrance of the room and smiled even more widely at the sight of her brothers.
“Hey !! Guys !! Have you heard us ? What do you think ? Isn’t (y/n) a great singer ?”
You weren’t even able to face them as you were horribly embarrassed. Your cheeks were burning red, and your only reflex was to facepalm yourself to try to hide it.
“That was awesome !!” a very enthusiastic Wrecker shouted out.
“That was great, indeed !”
“Yeah” Hunter spoke with a gentle smile. You could feel his gaze on you, making you blush even more, “that was impressive, both of you”.
“Thanks !!!” Omega was so proud, it was adorable.
“Don’t be so shy (y/n), look, they found it great !!”
You smiled at her words, moving your hand slightly from your eyes to look at her.
“Is that true ?” you teased, a smug smile on your lips.
“Of course !”
“Yes, your voices matched that song pretty greatly, well done !”
Wrecker and Tech immediately answered with encouraging smiles.
Then your eyes met Hunters. You could swear he was blushing too. He opened his mouth to speak, but was cut by a grinning Echo.
“Yeah, why are you so shy ? Of course you’re a great singer, have you forgotten all the applause you used to get back in the day ?”
“Seriously, Echo ?” you grumbled, looking deadpan at him.
“Seriously, you should be proud of that voice, even if it’s even better when you’re playing while singing.”
“What are you talking bout ?” Wrecker asked, confused.
“Don’t you dare !” you warned him, pointing a finger at his direction.
“Ho, she never told you ?” his mischievous grin turned into a soft smile, “(y/n) used to carry her guitar wherever she went, especially on our days off. Sometimes we had the chance to get a private concert in the barracks, sometimes she would carry it with her to the 79”. Every time she started to play, everyone stopped talking to listen to her, and most of the time, we all ended singing along.”
You let out a deep sigh.
“Really ?” The giant’s eyes were now looking at you with fascination.
“You never told us that you knew how to play guitar !” Hunter said with surprise.
“That’s because it was very long ago, I’m not even sure if I’ll be able to play again … Plus, I didn’t get any more music instrument at hand anymore, I didn’t get the chance to bring it with me when …”
You stopped, frowning slightly, your eyes got lost in the vague for a few seconds before you could get your composure again. When you raised your head, you noticed that Hunter seemed moved by your words.
“Anyway,” you let out, trying your best to hide your troubles, “maybe someday I’ll get the chance to show you, but for now, karaoke will do, and we have some mopping to finish !”
You winked at the young girl, who immediately chuckled in response.
“Go on, you’ll take the cockpit, I take the back space, last one to finish will paid mantel mix to the other !”
Omega giggled and grabbed one of the mops “Good luck then !” she burst before heading for the said cockpit.
As the boy’s attention went on the groceries organizing, Echo didn’t move and stood still besides you. You looked at each other for a moment, before he lowered his head with a sad look.
“I’m sorry … I didn’t mean to embarrass you, let alone make you sad by bringing back old memories … I just wanted to tease you as we always do, you know, I thought it could be funny … I’m sorry, it was a stupid move …”
You got closer to him, and put your hand on his shoulder in a reassuring gesture.
“Hey, it’s okay, I’m fine, don’t worry. It’s just that … I wasn’t expecting that, I was taken aback, that’s all, but that’s okay, really !”
“I’m sorry” he repeated, sighing heavily, trying to avoid your eyes, “But to be honest, I miss those times … I miss those special little moments with everyone, when you were singing us some song in the barracks, you know ? Every time we were listening to you, all of our worries seemed to suddenly vanish, it was incredible, and I miss hat, I miss all of them …”
As he spoke, tears were starting to form in his eyes. It broke your heart to see him like that. You and him have gone through so much during the war. You were particularly close to each other, everyone in the Batch knew it from the many stories Echo had told them about you. You were here when they rescued him from the Citadel, and you were here when he decided to stay with them, you had been by his side for so long. You knew each other so well, you knew he didn’t means to hurt you by saying all if this.
“I know”, you whispered back, “But it’s okay, I’m not mad at you, I know you can be a little tease sometimes, but don’t worry, really.” You did your best to cheer him up, he smiled back, but the tears were still here.
“You know … I miss them too …” you finally confess, “And I miss those moments too, I think about them every day to be honest …”
Tears were rolling down his cheeks now. Echo had always done his best to stay strong in front of the others, and he was pretty good at hiding his feelings. But with you, it was different. Of course, he trusted the rest of the batch, but he trusted you on another level. You had so much in common, you had shared and lived through so much things together, you were so close that you were the only person he was able to share absolutely everything with.
The only answer you could give him was to wrap your arms around his neck and pulling him close in a reassuring embrace. You stayed like that for a moment, sharing each other pain until it soothes, comforting each other as you’ve always did.
Even if you were apart from the others, in the corner of the room where no one could have caught a glimpse of what you were saying, Hunter was still able to understand what was happening.
He knew you were both missing your late brothers in arms, and it often broke his heart to see you so devastated. But this time, a crazy little idea crossed his mind, and he decided to take charge of bringing back some of your lost happiness.
***
After the next mission, it was supposed to be Hunter and Tech turn to do the cleaning on the Marauder while the rest of the crew was going on a supplying trip. Hunter wasn’t usually very prone to cleaning and tidying. He was the kind of man who didn’t really bothered to live surrounded by dust and dirt, but he was doing his best to show willingness on this duty anyway, thanks to you. Even if it was still making him grumpy, he couldn’t deny that living in a clean space was more comfortable, especially since Omega was here. Since the two of you were here, he seemed to acknowledge and mind a lot of things he wasn’t caring about before.
But today he had something else on his mind. As soon as you came back to the ship from shopping, he jumped from his sit and headed toward the door, claiming to have a personal business to settle. You didn’t even get the chance to ask him about the level of cleanliness of the ship that he was already gone, leaving the squad in shared confusion. So you asked Tech instead, trying to understand what was going on with Hunter at the same time. The only explanation you got was that he seemed very impatient to go at the local market too, and that he was impressively motivated and fast to do his chores, which was very convenient for his partner, since he wasn’t very inclined to fulfill them neither.
So you just rolled with it. After all, even if it was intriguing, everyone had the right to some alone time once in a while.
When he came back, you weren’t sure what to think about him. You could swear that he was more joyful than when he had left the ship previously. In fact, everyone had noticed it, and Wrecker didn’t miss the occasion to tease him about it. You were able to catch a weird and suspect eye contact between him and Echo, telling you that they were probably up to something. But you just decided to let it go, trying your best not to wonder about what it could have been. You had the feeling that you’ll discover what it was all about soon enough.
As the day passed by, every task that needed to be done on board were completed. The Marauder was cleaner as ever, all the provisions racks were full, and you had enough ammunitions to take down an entire droid’s battalion. Now all that was left to do was to rest and take some good time until you were assigned to your next mission.
You were sitting on your bunk, putting your blaster back together after cleaning it piece by piece, the ship was peaceful as everyone was busy doing their own things, when Echo and Hunter came back from outside of the ship.
“If I may point out” Echo spoke, “Cid didn’t reach for us yet, which mean that we, at least, have tonight to take some time to relax and do whatever we want to.”
“Does that mean that you had something in mind?” Tech asked, not even raising his head from his datapad.
“To be honest, it had been some times since we hadn’t shared a drink, and I think that it could be a good idea to go out at Cid’s bar and have a chill evening, don’t you think ?”
“I knew it !” Tech finally looked at him, smiling “That’s indeed a very good idea !”
“I’m in !” Wrecker beamed. Of course he was.
“Me too !” You answered enthusiastically.
“Yes ! Wrecker, will you play dejarik with me ?” Omega asked her brother excitedly, who immediately started to complain jokingly about how she was always winning and that he had no chance to beat her anyway.
“Perfect then !” Echo concluded.
Hunter didn’t say anything, but you knew he was always in for a drink or more. You saw him smile with satisfaction at your answers, but most of all, you caught another meaningful look between him and Echo. Something had to happen tonight for sure.
***
The bar was a bit crowded as usual. You were looking at Omega playing dejarik with some Ithorian from afar. Wrecker had tried it for a couple games, but ended giving up after losing every times as he expected. It made you smile to see her so happy like that. And it was good to relax a bit before the next mission, it was well deserved for everyone. Wrecker and Tech were now passionately debating about some weapons efficiency while Echo was looking at them amusingly. You had started to feel a bit dizzy from the alcohol, and now a very pleasurable feeling of lightness and peacefulness was taking over you.
You were so lost in your thoughts that you didn’t even notice Hunter when he came to sit next to you at first. He looked at you for a moment, admiring you intensely before engaging the conversation.
“She’s really talented, I’ve never seen anyone won as much games in a row …”
“Yeah, she is. She’s really gifted” you answered, smiling proudly. “It reassures me to see that she can still be happy despite what she’s gone through”.
“I know you’re worried about her, I am too … I’m still figuring out how to take care of a child to be honest, and sometimes I just feel a bit lost, but I guess that I’m doing my best … We’re not prepared for that as soldiers, it’s not part of the training …”
The tone of his voice was sadder, and when you detach your eyes from Omega to look at him, you could read doubt on his face.
“I think you’re doing great, really. The four of you, you are wonderful brothers to her. I know it can be scary and unsettling sometimes, having to protect and care for another being through this world … It’s a heavy burden for sure … But trust me, you are doing great, and I mean it.”
“Thank you” he answered softly, a wide smile appearing on his face.
What you had just told him was really touching and reassuring him. He knew you had to take care of the younglings sometimes, back at the Jedi temple, and that you had been on a lot of battlefields with young padawans, unfortunately forced to witness more of their suffering that you could have possibly imagined … You never got the chance to have your own padawan to train before it all ended, but you knew very well what it meant to care for a child so young and vulnerable, even if they were supposed to be trained for fighting.
“To be honest, it wouldn’t be the same without you. You’re helping us a lot, with everything ... And … you mean a lot to Omega, she’s really attached to you, Echo is really attached to you, we all are really attached to you … I’m not sure if I have told you this before but … I’m glad you joined us … You really are part of the squad now … Really part of our family … And, yeah … It wouldn’t be the same without you …” he slowly added, in a more shy and hesitant tone.
It was hard for him to let all of that out. He was stumbling over his words, he wasn’t used to express his feelings, and you had a very strong presentiment that he wanted to add more, that he had something heavier on his mind to confess to you, but he seemed unable to. 
Your cheeks started to get warm and blushing, but you couldn’t break the eyes contact. It was way too intense and too mesmerizing, you could have drowned in his eyes at that moment.
You opened your mouth to answer something, but you couldn’t find your words. You desperately wanted to tell him how being part of that family was one of the best things that had ever happened to you, and that finding them had given your life a whole new start and a reason to keep fighting after losing everything that you had. But you couldn’t, you were so moved that you couldn’t even answer.
“I have something for you” he suddenly let out, pulling you out of your thoughts.
“What ? For me ? Why ?” you answer with surprise, still shacked by his words.
“Because I found something that I think you’ll like, and I wanted to give you a surprise … It’s inside the ship, would you mind following me ?” He had already stood up from his seat, inviting you to follow him with a tilt of his head.
“Of course, yes” you stood up too “I’m sorry, I wasn’t prepared for that.”
“Yeah, that’s the point of a surprise !” He chuckled at your confusion.
His smile was heartwarming, and you were so focused on it when you left the bar that you didn’t notice Echo watching you from the corner of his eye, a satisfied grin on his face.
***
When you enter the Marauder, Hunter made you sit on his bunk before heading toward the entrance again. He was nervous, it was the first time that you were alone together aboard the ship, and neither of you were use to its strange quietness.
“Close your eyes, I’ll come back, it won’t be long, don’t open them before I tell you so.”
“Yes sir !” you exclaimed, curiosity taking over you.
You heard his footsteps going down the metallic ramp. You were even more confused, where the hell was he able to hide something on the outside of the ship ?
When he came back on board again, your heart started to pound with impatience, beating faster with each of his footsteps. When he stopped in front of you, he stayed silent for a few seconds that seemed like eternity.
“You can open your eyes now …”
You immediately gasp at the sight of what was in front of you : carefully held between Hunter’s hands was a beautiful vintage guitar, old but still in good condition.
“Oh Maker !” you let out, “How did you manage to find that ?”
“Here, on Ord Mantell, at the local market. Remember that weird looking antique store right in front of the Mantell Mix stand ? They sell all kind of interesting stuff there, including old music instruments. It’s not much, but I thought you’ll be happy to be able to play again … “
“It’s absolutely perfect … Thank you so much Hunter … I … I can’t express how much it means to me ” your voice was now trembling with excitement and your eyes were sparkling with happiness,  “Can I … Can I try it ?”
“Of course, it’s all yours !”
You carefully took the guitar and put it on your lap while Hunter sat next to you on the bunk, examining it from every angle.
“That’s incredible, it’s nearly the same as the one I had back then …”
“Well, that’s because Echo helped me to choose it. He told me that yours was a particular design that Senator Amidala brought you back from one of her diplomatic missions. Guess I got lucky on this one …”
“I knew it !” you burst, “I knew that there was something going on, those eyes contacts were obviously hiding something ! But I must admit, I would have never suspected that … You two really are the bests !”
He was the happiest man right now, knowing that his gift was making you happy, on top of the fact that he was finally able to spend some time with you.
You give him a fond smile and before starting to pull the strings one after the other to tune them. As you were playing some random notes, Hunter’s attention turned to your hands, looking eagerly at your fingers dancing along the neck. Then the notes became chords, and you repeated these chords again, and again, like if you were trying to start something bigger. Like a hesitant bird flapping its wings again and again until it can finally remember how to fly, you wanted your hands to remember the right movements.
He couldn’t get his eyes off of your fingers. He was so focused, so mesmerized by the recovering of their dexterity that he didn’t notice the long breath you took before your lips parted.
“Remember me …”
The sound of your voice made his heart skip a beat. You had no idea how many times he had wished to hear it again …
“ … For I have to say goodbye, remember me …”
His head raised from your fingers to your face, his eyes sparkling with awe, admiring your features in silence.
“ … Don’t let it make you make you cry …”
Goosebumps run all over his skin, sending shivers across his entire body.
“ … For even if I'm far away, I hold you in my heart,
“I sing a secret song to you each night we are apart …”
As you were singing, you felt tears slowly brimming to your eyes and a lump invading your throat. Your voice started to tremble, and it took you a lot of energy to prevent it from breaking.
“ … Remember me,
Though I have to travel far …”
You closed your eyes, your mind aching from the sudden burst of old and painful memories coming from the depth of your brain. Your hands knew the movements so well that even without your eyes looking at the strings, the music went on flawlessly.
“ … Remember me,
Each time you hear a sad guitar …”
You used to sing that song to ease the minds of your fellow clone soldiers when the horrors of war were becoming too heavy to carry. It was a way to commemorate those who had fallen on the battlefield, a way to pay them tribute and to show that, even thought they were gone, you weren’t forgetting about them and their sacrifice.
You had learned it at the time you were fighting along the 501st, and you had played it a lot because it was often requested to you. It meant so much to you back in the day, and it was even more now, after everything that happened at the end of the war.
“ … Know that I'm with you the only way that I can be,
Until you're in my arms again …”
Tears were now rolling down your cheeks, but you weren’t paying any attention to them, for you were too focused on keeping your voice straight, only willing to honor your memories by finishing the song properly. Your emotion was contagious, and soon, Hunter’s eyes were watery as well.
“… Remember me …”
You sighed heavily as you played the last notes, then let your head fell on top of the guitar, wrapping your arms tightly around the instrument, like if you were hugging every one of those you were missing. You stayed like that for a moment, in complete silence, lost in your thoughts.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you feel sad with that gift … It seemed that music was something you were very fond of before, and I was just thinking that maybe, it could be comforting for you to have a chance play again …”
Hunter’s voice was full of concern. You were probably looking like a mess right now you thought, but you still find the courage to raise your head and look at him, giving him a weak but sincere smile.
“No, I’m fine, don’t worry … It’s just that … It’s hard to face those memories again sometimes, even the good ones, you know …. But I’m glad to still have them, this is all I have left of it, after all …”
You sighed again, looking at the guitar and brushing its surface with the tips of you fingers like if it was the most precious thing in the galaxy.
“Thank you so much, Hunter, that’s the best thing that you could have offered to me, really …”
“I have to admit …” he started to answer, hesitant, before going on, “it was a bit of a very selfish move … The truth is … I was craving to hear your voice again, and this …” he pointed at the guitar with a nod, “it was the perfect opportunity … I couldn’t help myself but, at least, try … I have just no words to describe what I’ve felt the other day when I heard you sing, it was just … Breathtaking honestly … ”
The way he was looking at you while speaking was so intense that it made your cheeks start to blush. It has been a long time since someone had looked at you that way, and it was totally taking you aback. You chuckled at his revelations, it was adorable, and rather flattering.
“Well, that’s a very smart move honestly !” you chuckled, “Thank you again, it’s been so long since I’ve sing for someone who enjoyed it … I think I needed that …”
The more he was looking at you, the more beautiful you were to him, and the more he was craving to touch your face and to kiss your lips. But at the same time, he wanted to comfort you and to make you feel safe, for seeing you cry and struggle with memories was heartbreaking to him.
Gathering his courage, he slowly raised his arm to wrap it around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him until your two bodies were pressed against each other, before moving his hand to your head and to gently stroke your hair.
You closed your eyes, settling your head on his shoulder, allowing your body to relax against his. His gestures were so soft and comforting, that soon, your mind felt at ease again, completely focusing on that touch you had wished to feel on your skin for so long. It was perfect, and you let yourself being submerged by that pleasant feeling.
As he was resting his head upon yours, Hunter realized that it still wasn’t the right moment to confess about his feelings for you like he had planned too. But it wasn’t bothering him, for that moment shared with you was a very special and meaningful one, and he had the feeling that it was another step into solidifying his already strong bond with you. One step at the time, he thought, maybe the next time will be the right, but for now, he wanted to enjoy the precious embrace.
“So …”, you let out after a moment, a sly smile appearing on your lips, “would you like to hear another one ?”
“Yes, please,” he breathed out, “with pleasure …”
And that’s how you both spent the rest of your night sat on his bunk, singing and playing various songs to him, giving him the best improvised private concert of his life.
You were still at it when the rest of the batch came back from the bar, and they all instantly gathered around the bunk to listen to you. You could swear that you caught a tear rolling over Echo’s cheek. Even if he was trying his best to keep his composure, you knew that it was giving him as much as emotions as you when you met the proud and nostalgic glance he was giving you.
Omega and Wrecker’s eyes were sparkling with fascination as they carefully listened to you, and Tech was stuck in awe too, eyes riveted to the confident movements of your fingers.
That night turned out to be a blessing that you fondly enjoyed, and for once in a long time, you felt completely and perfectly at your place, surrounded by people that you were now considering as your family, and hopping that one day, you’ll finally be courageous enough to tell their lovely sergeant how badly head over heels you were for him.
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Hi, I hope you’re having a nice day !
I don’t know if you take requests at the moment, but if you do, could you please do a mtl in stray kids to date a ballerina and some head cannons of how they’ll be with a ballerina partner ?
🫶🏻
Hi! I didn’t do the MTL since I don’t really know that any of them would like search it out or on the other end that it would be a deterrent so they would al end up being the same but I did some little headcannons
Chan - Honestly he’s just so impressed and in love. He thinks the way flexibility and strength meet to make all of your movements look so easy and beautiful is stunning. He watches you dance with heart eyes and expect him to be in the audience with heart eyes for every performance. Definitely listens to a bunch of ballet music and composes something for you to dance to
Minho - He’ll ask to see you dance so calmly and when he watches it’s with a straight face and it honestly throws you off. You’re preparing yourself for him to point out some mistakes based on how he’s watching so intently but when you finish his face breaks out into the sweetest smile as he claps for you and praises how you dance, asking you tons of questions about the specifics of the movements and asking you to teach him some
Changbin - just adores you. Whether he’s sitting in the audience or just in front of the mirror watching you he thinks you are just the prettiest person in the whole world when you’re dancing. He’ll probably seek out a teacher to teach him a few ballet steps and some ballet lifts because he wants to do them with you so badly
Hyunjin - omg he wants to dance with you. He’s so excited to see you dance and he watches your movements carefully, adoring how fluid and beautiful and effortless it looks. He ends up begging you to teach him some steps so you can dance together
Jisung - the man is mystified, he knows the aura he gives off on stage and while yours is so different it is perhaps more captivating than his own. Literally cannot take his eyes off you and how you move. He’s going to get moved to tears watching you perform and makes sure to bring flowers just for you
Felix - He’s watching everything with the sweetest smile. Another cryer, this one. He’ll cry the second you step on stage and will not stop til after curtain call he’s simply so stunned and proud by how good you are. He’ll need to see you dance again in a practice room just for him so he can truly appreciate it sans tears before begging you to teach him a little bit
Seungmin - He thinks it’s really cool when you tell him but he doesn’t really react much at the time. You think at first that it doesn’t impress him all that much until he asks, rather shyly, about when your next performance is and what the story is and what role you’ll be playing. When you see him after the show he gives you the biggest bouquet of flowers and biggest kiss while murmuring to you how amazing you are
Jeongin - When you tell him he simply says “oh, cool” and you’re a bit let down. But the next time you see him he has a cascade of questions. It seems he did his research in between and now he’s intensely curious about all of it. He’ll ask you to show him some moves and ask how you do them. You end up having a very fun afternoon of teaching him moves and him asking to see you on stage sometime
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canary0 · 11 months
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May 24 - Dracula 2023
Via Discord
Lucy: MINA. MINA WHAT IS HAPPENING.
Mina: Are you okay?!
Lucy: I mean. Yes. But. Also no? I can’t.
Mina: Lucy, you need to slow down and tell me what happened.
Lucy: THREE PROPOSALS HAPPENED, MINA.
Mina: Wait, like… marriage proposals?
Lucy: YES.
Mina: … Okay, I need to hear the whole story. Oh! I bet I know two of them.
Lucy: Oh, you think so, hmm? Okay, what are your guesses?
Mina: That man you were talking about being in love with, and the doctor who was saying weird stuff about you being an interesting psych study. That sounds like awkward guy-ese for “I want to get to know you better.”
Lucy: Clever. Yes! I can’t believe it! It’s wonderful! But also terrible, because I had to disappoint two of them… Oh, but don’t tell anyone! You know how some of the girls can be. They’d be expecting six proposals as soon as they got home.
Mina: Of course I won’t say anything. So, give me all the gory details.
Lucy: Okay, well… You can’t tell anyone. Absolutely not a single soul except for Jonathan, because you tell him everything. I know I would do the same, so that’s completely fine. But you and him can’t tell anyone. Okay?
Mina: Lucy. I promise on my honor and very soul that I won’t speak a word of this to anyone except Jonathan. I swear.
Lucy: All right… I trust you. So, the first one was just as you said – Dr. Seward, from the Asylum. He played at being calm, but it was obvious how nervous he was. He was playing with a lancet of all things, Mina. I mean, they’re so tiny that I don’t think they can do horrendous harm, but anything sharp like that still makes me nervous.
Mina: Wow. I expect a little more responsibility from a doctor.
Lucy: That’s probably just how nervous he was. He told me that, while we hadn’t known each other long, he truly cared about me and wanted me to be part of his life. He stopped quickly, because I had started crying – I couldn’t help myself! He seemed so earnest, and you know how I feel about Arthur.
Mina: Yes, of course.
Lucy: He asked if we could potentially see each other at least, see where things go, but all I could do was shake my head. I think he got the idea; he asked if I was taken, and I nodded.
Mina: Did he get weird about it?
Lucy: He was so nice about it. He did his best to smile and took my hands, and told me very seriously that he hoped I would have all the happiness in the world, and he’d be proud to call himself my friend if I needed one.
Lucy: Mina, even if it turns out we never see each other again, it means so much that he responded like that. I know that’s probably what the actual outcome will be, but still. I hope we can be friends. Even though I’m happy, I feel terrible, too. It’s so obvious he was heartbroken.
Mina: Oh, sweetheart…
Lucy: Yeah… Oh, I’ll be back soon, Arthur’s here.
Mina: Go on, let him cheer you up. :)
[Later]
Lucy: I’m back!
Mina: You seem like you’re in better spirits. :)
Lucy: I am. Arthur has that effect. :D
Lucy: SO!
Mina: SO! Tell me about suitor #2.
Lucy: Suitor number 2 would be Mr. Quincey P. Morris. He’s an American from Texas, and I swear he can’t be any older the I am, but he’s apparently been quite the traveler in that time. Apparently he’s had quite a few adventures, too – if a girl were looking for the strong protector type, he’d be it. He has manners worthy of meeting the Queen… or King now, I suppose, strange thought as it is… but he realized pretty early on that it made me laugh when he’d go full Texas., so he presented his case with… and I need to quote here, because it is amazing:
Lucy: “Miss Lucy, I know I ain’t good enough for ya… though I suppose if you were to wait for someone to match up to you, you’d be waitin’ ‘til judgment day. Won’t you just hitch up alongside of me and let us go down the long road together, driving in double harness?”
Mina: omg
Lucy: Right? I didn’t take him seriously at first, so he was a little easier to refuse. I joked back that ‘Oh dear, I just don’t know anything about hitching, nor am I broken to harness…’ Needless to say in the poshest way I could come up with to respond.
Mina: That’s the only way to do it.
Lucy: Exactly. But he said that he was worried I’d take it as a jest if he went too lighthearted, and started pouring his heart and soul out at my feet. I used to think he was all light-hearted, but this definitely was all seriousness. He seemed to come to the same point Dr. Seward did, and asked if I was actually in love with someone else, and I admitted I was again. He was really sweet about it, too, promising his friendship.
Mina: Oh, that’s lovely. I hope they stick to that promise.
Lucy: Well, I know he’s a friend of Arthur’s for sure, so I suppose I’m more likely to see him again to make it true. Either way, he took my hands and assured me that we were friends, and that he’d rather be late for me than on time for any other girl in the world. And that if the person who I love doesn’t end up seeing what he has, he’d have to deal with him.
Mina: So he got a little weird about it.
Lucy: A little weird, but it was in a sweet way, not an ‘I am worried I’m going to find him creeping around outside my window’ way.
Mina: Well, that’s good.
Lucy: As for the third – do I really need to tell you? As soon as he came in, his arms were around me and we were kissing before I knew it. FINALLY.
Mina: Oh, thank goodness. I thought he was never going to actually say the words.
Lucy: I was worried I was imagining things! He’s pretty reserved at times, so I suppose I understand. I’m just glad everything’s settled.
Mina: You keep good company. <3
Lucy: I’m fortunate to have such good company, including you. Speaking of lovers, though, any word from Jonathan?
Mina: … Kind of. Mr. Hawkins apparently received all the real estate documents a couple of weeks ago, and I got something from Jonathan a few days ago.
Lucy: Oh good! Did he finally get some reception and say when he’ll be back
Mina: No. It was snail mail of all things. It was snail mail of all things. He wrote Mr. Hawkins, too, the same way. You know how descriptive Jonathan can be and he just… he wrote like a robot, Lucy.
Lucy: That is weird. Jonathan can be… a lot. Mechanical doesn’t seem like his style.
Mina: Exactly. He’s staying in an old castle in the countryside, and he’s not describing everything about it and the surrounding area and interesting trees around. It’s weird.
Lucy: Maybe he was busy and didn’t have much time?
Mina: Maybe, but his work should be done, right? The paperwork is back. Did his client decide to take advantage of him and get him to do a bunch of other work while he’s handy? And he said he has to stay for a whole additional month!
Lucy: A month!
Mina: Yeah… I can’t say I’m happy about it. If it’s something he needs to do, it is what it is, but… I don’t know. It doesn’t feel right.
Lucy: Oh, Mina… It’ll be okay. I’m sure his client was just impressed with how awesome he was at his job and started getting him to arrange the move.
Mina: Yeah… You’re probably right. It’s late, I need to get to bed.
Lucy: Okay. Sleep well. Try not to worry too much.
Mina: I will. And… CONGRATULATIONS! :D
Lucy: Thank you! <3
(Author's note forthcoming in another post. This one was a beast.)
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cwritesforfun · 1 year
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Jake Hangman Seresin x Fem!Reader: Hopelessly Love You
Prompt from @write-it-motherfuckers​ : Person A: “Do you really have to keep doing that?” Person B: “How else am I meant to get your attention?” Person A: “...Ask?” Person B: “And risk judgment and rejection? Heavens no.”
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For the past few weeks, all I can hear is Jake Seresin’s voice talking nonstop in my ear. I’m the WSO that flies with him, so we’re stuck together under normal circumstances. But recently, it’s like we can’t be separated for more than one minute including at night. 
I got kicked out of my apartment within the first week at Top Gun because the rest of the squad came to my place honking and blaring music to get my attention. My landlord said that was my first warning. The second issue was when I had everyone over and they bothered my neighbors. Within 2 hours of that event, I had an eviction notice on my door. I didn’t even like the place to be honest, but it was close to the base. Jake said I could stay with him until I found a place. Little did I know that he had one bed and wouldn’t let me sleep on the couch, so we shared a bed. So you see I’m in his presence from dusk til dawn.
One day, he was called to report in another city. I realized that day that I liked having him around and I like Jake Seresin. I had tried not to think about that, but his constant presence was a comfort to me. Without it, I felt alone.
Skip to this Friday night at the Hard Deck... 
Phoenix and I are drinking together in our own booth. It feels good to not have the boys breathing down our necks the whole night. She pulled me away for girl talk and the boys said they would have boy talk. 
Phoenix exclaims “Hangman loves you.” I laugh and reply “Shut up. He does not!” She laughs and replies “OMG and you love him back! Wait, since when?” I answer “That weekend he left, I realized I actually like having him around constantly. I then thought about it and I knew it wasn’t just his presence that I liked. It was him.” She replies “Shit. That was... go ask him out.” I reply “No and ruin a friendship. I’d also have to move.” She replies “Ugh you’re so dramatic. Look at him.”
I look over at the boys by the pool and darts area. I see Hangman smirk and wave. I wave back and turn to Phoenix.  I say “Just because he is smiling and waving does not mean he likes me. He’s just being friendly.” She laughs and replies “He’s been staring and watching you all night. He truly like likes you. He’s so down bad for you girl.” I reply “I could lose him.” She replies “You could lose him even if you don’t ask him out. He’ll become someone else’s girl and he’ll move on. So just get up and tell him you like him.” I reply “You’ve made me sad now. I’m going to drink at the bar.”
I storm off to the bar with my half-empty drink and order another.
I smell him before I see him. He smells like citrus, the sun, and home.
I hear Jake ask “What did Phoenix say?” I snap “Do you really have to keep doing that?” He asks “Keep doing what?” I answer “Staring at me every minute of every day.” He asks “How else am I meant to get your attention?” I answer “...Ask?” He replies “And risk judgment and rejection? Heavens no.” I reply “Heavens no? What? Are you my mom?” He smirks and answers “No, but I’d call you mommy in bed if that’s what you wanted.” I stand up next to his ear and whisper into it “All I want is you.”
I walk off to join our friends and before I reach them, Jake stops me and asks “Can we ... can we talk outside for a sec?” I answer “Sure.”
Once outside, I ask “So what’s up?” Jake puts his hands on either side of my face and says “I can’t keep pretending that I’m not hopelessly in love with you. You have to know even if you don’t feel the same way. If you don’t feel the same, you can have the house. You’re it for me.” I ask “Is this your way of asking to kiss me?” He asks “May I kiss you?” I answer “Yes you may.” He fully leans in and we kiss.
Jake pulls away from the kiss to ask “So, you like me right?” I answer “I’m hopelessly in love with you too.” He smiles widely and crashes our lips together this time with more fervor. 
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wifegideonnav · 6 months
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clicked on your blog, chuckled at the eyes of v.k. serkleburg, and didnt even make it past your pinned post before i was like well i simply must let them know that i too have read the bartimaeus trilogy. i'm in my middle 20s now, we had them as a kid, i think they belonged to my oldest brother but my dad was the one who said i should read them, both of them were really into that style of fantasy stuff that was coming out in like the 2000s. i read all three and ig liked them enough that my dad got me the prequel for my birthday one year and i read that too. sadly i remember extremely little about them but i may be inspired to reread now bc like i also realized i've never seen anyone else talk about them! i think a lot of books from my childhood are like that, like, stuff that was often "for boys" and part of a large wave of middle grade literature trends where a lot of things just never got as popular as like. eragon or atremis fowl etc. ykwim? anyway best wishes, i'll actually look at your blog now lol.
HI omg im so sorry, i didn’t see this til now! first thank you for appreciating vk serkleburg lmao, im such a lover of stupid puns and im always so delighted when other people laugh instead of groaning lmao
and yay! im literally so glad that i put the bartimaeus thing in my pinned post, like i love that so many people have turned up to talk about them! and yes i absolutely know what you mean abt reading “boys” fantasy books like, im so glad that even as a kid i was smart enough not to fall for that bullshit.
thanks for sending in this ask!! i love chatting with new people on here. hope you enjoyed my blog lol
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haradasaya · 2 years
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anon back again did not watch the full video bc i canmot COMMIT TO IT but i did read the little transcript thingy youtube gives u to make sense of it and i wanna hug geordi so bad omg. idk but if someone could peek into my mind at any time of the day whenever they wanted and did it without my permission id personally want to be very very far away from them especially with what he said about intrusive thoughts?? like if i learned that someone knows about those id genuinely would not be able to function and i feel SO SO bad for him. i think cutie has this little thing going on their brain that they can help geordi by seeing into his mind without his permission bc geordi is a known overthinker/generally anxious guy and i think cutie just doesnt know any better 😭 which does not excuse their actions but i think they would both rlly benefit from like therapy or something have a third party hear them both out bc its very obvious that what geordi sees as boundaries isnt what cutie has learned abt them
YAS ! I agree therapy would be so good for them (I will endorse and encourage therapy til the end of my days)
Yeah for sure, Cutie has a lot to work on. It does seem like they just don’t understand why crossing those boundaries is a bad thing, which can come from many different background reasons and circumstances—but like you said Anon it’s still not okay. My biggest thing is that I wish Cutie would have tried to understand not just because it’s like a respectful human thing to respect boundaries; I wish Cutie would have understood when Geordi asked for it. That’s the part that I can’t wrap my mind around. Your partner asked for space, just pushing at that point is so rude and disrespectful.
I genuinely hope this video is only a plot point for their story—something we can look back on this video and say “it wasn’t awesome in that moment but this video jump started huge character growth for Cutie and Geordi and now look at where we’ve come to” and we’ll be glad we didn’t make Erik regret making their first vids angsty like what happened before.
Thank you for your thoughts Anon! I’m sorry you didn’t enjoy the video but I hope you still feel okay about everything ! If you ever need anything, feel free to reach out !
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jhdyuiee · 4 months
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Be There for Me
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✮ pairing: bf!jaehyun x gf!reader
✮ wc: 1.4k (exactly)
✮ warnings/tags: fluff, slight cursing, suggestive (happens only once), kissing/making out (towards the end)
✮ a.n: Merry Christmas! I planned on releasing the fic i’ve been working on today, but it’s still in progress ㅠㅠ, im planning on releasing it soon though! bear with me, this is my first time writing so much. i hope this fic makes up for my delay… i wrote this small Christmas Jaehyun special, while hearing the new NCT 127 Winter Special && omg is it so good! “White Lie” got me crying ngl… Anyways Merry Christmas to you all && I hope you enjoy my first fic. Stay tuned for more! jiji out 🤍
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Christmas Eve.
The snow fell, just in time for Christmas. As I continued watching the falling snow my phone rang. ‘Who could it be?‘
Jaehyun.
Read the caller ID. He’s my boyfriend.
“Hey babe,” I answered.
“Hey my love, quick question,” he asked.
“Ask away.”
“Can I take you out on a date tomorrow?”
I was speechless to say the least, usually he’d come over or i’d go over to him during Christmas, nothing too special was done.
“Ye-Yeah, sure.”
“Great! I’ll come pick you up at 7 p.m tomorrow,” he said excitedly.
“Mm, sounds good. I’ll see you tomorrow then love,” I said bidding him a goodbye.
“I love you Y/N,” he said lovingly, his voice so sweet, so angelic.
“I love you too Jae.”
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I felt like a teenager in love all over again. Embarrassing to admit, but I was overly excited, overflowing with happiness about the fact that Jaehyun had just asked me out on a date- a Christmas date! That’s like every girl’s dream!?
‘What was I gonna wear?’ ‘Should I go to sleep now?’ ‘What aboht my hair?’ ‘Should I shower today or wait til tomorrow?’ Endless questions flowed through my head. Ultimately deciding on sleeping earlier. ‘I must be well rested!’ I told myself.
So just like that, I peacefully drifted off to sleep, fully anticipating whatever was to come tomorrow.
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Christmas Day.
Just as I slept early, I awoke early as well. It was now 8 a.m, a little earlier than usual. I got up, looking out the window, the snow beginning to melt. I made my way back to my bed and made it, eating breakfast afterwards, and cleaned- I basically did my regular chores around the house before getting ready. After all, today was my date.
Once I got the chores out of the way I hopped in the shower, the first thing on my list of preparations for the date.
Luckily, I had found the perfect outfit for this occasion. It was a red-wine colored bodycon dress that hugged my curves so beautifully. All that was left now was my hair and makeup.
With an hour left to spare, I slightly curled my hair and went for a natural makeup look. As I looked for a purse, my phone rang. Of course, it was none other than Jaehyun.
I answered, “Are you here already?”
“Not yet, almost. I still have 5 minutes till I arrive,” he said.
“Wow, punctual as always.”
“Are you almost ready though?” he asked.
“Yeah, I just need to put on my shoes.”
“Good, then i’ll be waiting downstairs for you, beautiful.”
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I took one last look before leaving, locking the door. I made my way downstairs, easily spotting Jaehyun’s car. It was as if he knew I was already there, exiting his car and walking towards me. He looked speechless, like an angel had just appeared in front of him.
“Fuck, you look so hot Y/N. What if we just go back to your apartment and fuck?”
I hit his chest. “Jaehyun!”
“Kidding, I can tell you spent your time getting ready,” he said, giving my forehead a peck. “Shall we?” he said, guiding me to the passenger seat of his car, opening the door.
He started the car and we were off. I still didn’t know where he was taking me, he never told me. But part of me feels like it was to some fancy restaurant.
My suspicions were later proven correct. We had arrived at some fancy restaurant, it was better than the ones from before. In fact, this one has been quite popular on social media as of late. Upon entering, I noticed it was packed.
‘How were we gonna get in?’ I thought. It’s like Jaehyun read my mind because he said, “I booked us a reservation, don’t worry.”
We walked to the front, “Reservation for two,” Jaehyun said.
“For?” asked the waiter.
“Jeong Jaehyun.”
The waiter took a while before saying, “Right this way.” He guided us to our seats.
The Rooftop.
Wow.
The view from here was absolutely breathtaking. Even more so now that the sun was setting.
“Beautiful, right?”
“Yeah, how were you even able to get us this Jae?”
“A magician never reveals his secrets.”
“Oh god, you’re so corny,” I said laughing.
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We ordered our food, I settled on some pasta and Jaehyun on steak with two sides of his choice.
The food was absolutely delicious, they weren’t kidding. This might’ve been the best pasta i’ve ever tasted.
“This pasta is so good, want some? I offered some to Jaehyun. He gladly ate it, reminding me as if he were some little kid.
Once we finished eating, he’d secretly ordered us a dessert. A good-ol banana split. We shared it and it reminded me of back when we first started dating.
“Brings back memories doesn’t it?” he said, he must’ve also felt nostalgic.
I nodded, feeling the same way. “I’m gonna go to the bathroom, I’ll be back,” I said excusing myself.
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When I came back no one was there. The tables were all cleared, even Jaehyun was nowhere to be found.
‘That’s weird,’ I thought. I swear I wasn’t gone for long, thr bathroom line was what kept me. As I stayed in my thoughts I heard something coming from behind me. I turned noticing a projector screen coming down. I was confused, ‘What’s going on? Some kind of prank?’
Suddenly a video started playing. I froze. Speechless.
It was of me- me and Jaehyun. Our fondest memories, playing on that screen.
I felt tears trickling down my face, my makeup surely ruined. It was beautiful. As the video reached its end, I saw someone emerge. It was him, Jaehyun.
Jaehyun walked towards me, stopping in front of me. He got down on one knee, grabbing my hands in his.
Oh.
I know what this was now. I know why he invited me here today. Just the thought of what was going to unfold, triggered more tears down my face.
“Y/N,” he said, kissing my left hand.
“My beautiful girlfriend. The past 4 years and even before that have been the greatest moments of my life. You were like the light at the end of a tunnel, you are my light. You gave me hope in this life. There hasn’t been a day where my love for you has faded, in fact it grows with every passing day. It’s come to the point where saying ‘I love you’ isn’t enough. We’ve gone through our fair share of ups and downs with one another, yet we still continue being by each other’s sides. Which is why, as of today I want to continue this journey with you, for as long as I live. I want to be with you, become family with you. I want to be yours and for you to be mine for as long as we both shall live.”
He let go of my hands, fetching something under his coat. Revealing a small velvet box. He opened it revealing the most beautiful diamond ring. My dream ring.
“Y/L/N will you marry me?”
I knew this was gonna happen, but I was still left speechless. The tears were nonstop. What did I do to deserve this, deserve him. He was like my sun, my life shined so brightly because of him. I truly love this man.
Shakily I replied, “Y-YES! Of course i’ll marry you.”
Jaehyun smiled, so big and bright, his beautiful dimples on full display. That might’ve been the happiest i’ve ever seen him.
He took out the ring from the box, slipping it onto my ring finger. He must’ve been nervous, as he was shaking quite a bit. He got up, bringing me into a hug. He lifted me up, spinning me in circles. I wished time would stop, so that I could treasure this moment.
He finally put me back down, now just staring at me, admiring me. I probably looked like a hot mess, but that didn’t matter to him.
“Thank you Y/N,” he said, tears finally falling down his cheeks.
“I love you so much Jae,” i say, squeezing his cheeks, trying to wipe away his tears.
“I love you way more wife.”
He leaned in, kissing me. We passionately kissed one another, tasting our tears in between. I could feel him smile as we kissed. He pulled away first, resting his forehead on mine.
This truly was the Best Christmas Ever.
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© jhdyuiee
2023.12.24
thank you for reading, my first fic! i’ll be back in the future for more! stay tuned && let me know any remarks. Stay safe and Merry Christmas 🤍
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sarah-dipitous · 5 months
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Hellsite Nostalgia Tour 2023 Day 318
Lebanon
“Lebanon”
Plot Description: the Winchesters make a magical wish that grants them a family reunion and alters time in the process
Would I Survive the First Five Minutes??: I now know that if I had a sword, I’d just get to slicing. Actually, an Indiana Jones movie taught me that. This just reinforced it
They’re going by Campbell here?
You never do get to hear what local teens think of them, til now. But apparently Cas is their weird sidekick and Jack always had a Bambi look on hus face…they’re not wrong
Can’t believe they were stupid enough to let a teen girl steal Baby
Hah! Sam can’t scam the location of this girl out of the mail carrier but Dean can get her to tell him where the girl’s mom can be found. And by scam I mean charm
Oh good. It’s not ALL clowns…
Dean will not let go of Sam’s love of serial killers and hatred of clowns
This show is so messy to bring JOHN WINCHESTER back while Mary is hooking up with au Bobby
Why does John think it’s 2003 when this show didn’t even start til 2005?
SO. MESSY. To bring her back to the bunker NOW. I’m obsessed wtf
I’m so sad though at the same time. The thing they made the wish on was supposed to give you your heart’s deepest want, and after all this time, after everything he put Dean through, the one thing Dean wanted was to see his dad??? 😭😭😭 (Eldest sons with crippling and insurmountable daddy issues are such a weakness for me)
Goddddd, these hyper complicated family dynamics are fuckin getting to me
I’m terrified to see what’s gonna change. It’s starting small, like a few people around town not recognizing them…but what else? Hello?? Look, I know Dean’s been on the fbi most wanted list before but…I’m hoping these beheadings this “time has changed” Dean did were still monsters???
Omg It’s that motherfucker Zachariah. Is it bad I’m almost excited to see him? I HATED him, but this could be fun. What won’t be fun is seeing Cas be his little lackey
Castiel doesn’t get pop culture references again. I should be sadder about this
It’s gotta be weird to be playing what would be pre-season 4 Cas
Aww, Zach’s gone again so soon ☹️
Can they get that one family dinner before John goes away??
John telling Dean what he wishes for him and then asking him what’s next…I’m…I’m not okay
They also did that episode a long time ago of who they’d be if none of this would have happened. Can’t remember if Dean’s memory of that got wiped
I still don’t know why it had to fuck with time and not do something along the lines of what Amara did. Almost, just almost seems like a waste of an episode except to tug at heartstrings
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fushigurro · 8 months
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Ummm…if I may 👉👈, 🐇 for all your favs
omg, all my faves ?? 😳 WELP..... buckle up i guess!!!! gonna have to put this under a read more lmao it's way too long i've been working on it for hours 😭 i'm so delulu
🐇: how did the first time go? talk about it
w/ jean:
so we were kind of a slow burn acquaintances to friends to lovers during college thing (i helped tutor him in a class and we gradually got closer). so i think things were building up between us over time, and it eventually reached a point to where when we finally kissed each other, we just kept going. the spark was there and we didn’t wanna stop, and thankfully we were in my dorm room at the time 🫣 (i lived alone and he had a roommate—probably marco or connie or smth lol)
we started just pulling off clothes and feeling each other up because we knew what we both wanted. he still asked if it was okay before sliding into me for the first time, but i was just like “hell yes, i ain’t no virgin” LOL. the neighbors probably heard that rickety wooden twin XL bed frame hitting the wall, but what are ya gonna do 💔
the dick was bomb tho and the chemistry was there. we went raw because i had an IUD and we trusted each other (do not follow this example lmao). but that was basically the beginning of the relationship because we were just like yeah okay this is a definitely a thing now. not even jean’s (or my own) avoidant tendencies could deny that lol
w/ toji:
my first time with toji happened after he took me out for dinner and then brought me back to his place for a movie afterwards. like i’m not stupid i knew what was probably on his mind, but i decided to roll with it because hello??? he’s fucking hot as hell. he had me thinking with my pussy 😔
anyways, of course he’s the first to initiate things with an arm around the shoulder and a kiss, and once i reciprocate, things start getting hot and heavy. i end up in his lap with no shirt on, panties to the side, and two of his fingers inside me. he gets me to cum before promptly eating me out and then absolutely pounding me right there on the couch.
i’m essentially like “yeah fuck me til i can’t walk” but then when i see and feel how massive he actually is, my heart drops into my stomach LOL i’m immediately regretting it because he’s way too big 😩 he’s all like “you can take it, you can take it” and “thought you said you wanted it til you couldn’t walk?” being all mean to me n shit but then i cum and prove him right 😔
w/ satoru:
so i actually talked about this before right over here!!! essentially it was a bit of a mess at first because gojo’s cocky ass thought he was so fly when in reality he was just confirming how much of a loser he actually is. but it’s okay because i found it kind of hot and used it as an opportunity to show him that he has a few things to learn.
w/ megumi:
okay this one was tough because i can imagine so many scenarios for this lmao but honestly it's something where i see myself waiting for him to come to me. there's probably been a confession of feelings by that point but most things are not being rushed, because overall this whole realm of love and intimacy is new, difficult territory for him. i suspect that he's a virgin but i'm not 100% certain until things actually start to go down and he tells me.
regardless of when and where it happens, it's pretty soft. there are some chaste kisses, but he's the one that starts getting a little desperate and moving things in another direction. i let him sort of steer the whole thing because i don't want to end up outside his comfort zone, but there's eventually a point where i have to be like "is this something you want?" because he's doing his best but i can see that he's shaking and having a hard time getting to the point.
he powers through the nerves and gently puts me on my back because he thinks that's what he should do, but i have to help the poor thing put it in because he's so nervous 😭 and it doesn't last very long either because once he's inside, all it takes is a few strokes for him to bust LOL. but it's rly cute because he makes pretty noises and has shaky arms and gets so red afterwards that it's hard for him to try and be stoic. i give him a kiss and tell him it's okay <33333
w/ shoto:
my other inexperienced boi 🤧 he is sooooo fucking clueless (in the most adorable way i love him) so i imagine this isn't something that comes up until a little while after we've started legit dating and being a couple. similar to megumi, all of that alone is a learning curve without even adding sexual intimacy into the mix. but things between me and shoto are perhaps a bit more stabilized by that point so the communication and trust is a little easier to navigate.
long story short, he trusts me to guide him in this sort of situation. he knows that he's lacking in this area and isn't gonna try to pretend like he really understands what to do, so he wants me to show and teach him. it almost goes down sort of like a lesson, lol. but a very sexy one 😌
he learns all about kisses and touches and how it's okay to let out little noises when he enjoys something. i lay him on the bed and let him just watch as i ride him <333 he's got a surprising amount of self-control for a first-timer, but it still doesn't exactly last very long before he gets all red and squirmy and says he's gonna cum <3333
w/ denki:
i am lowkey SO indecisive about our lore rn because like.... we kind of give besties to lovers vibes but IDKKKKK. anyways, i think regardless of the specifics, it's the sort of thing that when it happens, it's just like "FINALLLLLYYYYYY!!! why did this not happen sooner" cue the fireworks and desperation. whatever video game we were playing at the time gets completely forgotten because we're sucking face and fumbling over each other to see who can successfully get their hands in the other's pants first.
i win btw!!! i get a hand around his cock but he's still begging for me to let him touch me and eat me out between gasps of pleasure. i can't really refuse because he's already getting on his knees and peeling off my clothes......
i'm surprised he has the tenacity for it tbh because he always struck me as the type to want to get it in immediately, but he shows me that i was wrong. we eventually take it to the bedroom and pound out all of our feelings, taking turns showing one another how much we actually care about and know each other.
w/ belphie:
answered right over here!
nsfw selfship questions
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