#okay not really

[fallevs]

Day seven of the @klaineccfanficlibrary event ❤️

This seventh poem is called The first time ever I lay with you, set in The first time (3×05)

Burt Hummel, please do not read this journal.

Kurt is on fire with embarrassment. His cheeks are burning and his jaw aches from the smile he's been holding up for he doesn't know how long.

He and Blaine had sex.

No, scratch that. He and Blaine made love. Sweet, romantic, and who knew he himself had that kink–

God, here he is blushing again! Stop, stop thinking about it! But... how can you do it? How can you not think about the burning fingers of the love of your life running down your back, your neck, your bare thighs; hands touching, squeezing, caressing. How can you not think about that cold, wet tip of his tongue that grazed you in secret places, making you feel so light and so... beautiful. He felt beautiful. He felt wanted, appreciated, loved.

Making love to Blaine was a discovery.

First, he discovered Blaine and then himself. He discovered a side of Blaine so fragile and delicate; a devotion and affection for him such that, if he only stopped to think about it, it moved him. He then discovered himself. An almost overbearing side that wanted to take what he wanted, what was his, and a passionate side that he did not know he possessed. And maybe he fell in love with Blaine a little more. After all, you fall in love when you make love. The flesh is the only ground on which souls can rest.

Never ever felt quite like this

good about myself

from my very first kiss.

We were together

I forgot everything else

and your lips

oh, how I miss them.

Yesterday

our souls were merging

for the first time.

Your warm breath on me

on my skin

quivering with pleasure and

impatience;

sublime.

Yesterday, my love

and yet I still feel you

inside

around

in my bones.

And I still want more

again and again;

your body on top of mine

hands in my hair, hot breath

between spasms and

satiety and

moans.

I tell you, my love

there is nothing in this world

that can resemble

to us,

to our love

to what we are today

to what we will be tomorrow;

so in love with you

so in love with you

so in love with you

I'm putting all my trust in you

'cause you,

you'll always be true.

kh

#klainevalentines2024 #kurt hummel's bullet journal #love you i do #the first time ever i lay with you #klaine fanfic #klaine fanart #poetry #no beta we die like men #also uh kinda porny??? #okay not really #but– definitely don't let burt hummel see this journal #ALSO² SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP #while i was doing this i found out that they had sex a year after they met #of course you all already knew that BUT 😭

[sofia-not-sophie]

My grammar class has ruined reading fanfic for me

#okay not really #but do you know how many people don't put SUBJECTS in sentences to try to be artsy #SUBJECTS. One of the main imprtant parts of a sentences #it works occasionally but the people who do it do it all the time #anyways this isn't like being mean to fanfic writers and I will still write and read fic but it's irritation that I can't turn off the #grammar part of my brain anymore #fanfic #fanfiction #ao3 #ao3 fanfic

[marvelwritingmadness]

The only way to write Sambucky is Sam being awesome smart and badass while Bucky- who is equally all those things is in awe and smitten as hell

#sam wilson #bucky barnes #sambucky #okay not really #but it’s my favourite way

[mysticvalue]

Doodles during a thunderstorm :)

#ninjago #ninjago zane #ninjago lloyd #thunderstorms #ok im going to sleep now #okay not really

[sparklyeyedhimbo]

big dragon episode 7 - the chopstick fight scene 4/?

#savethedumpling and #saveyai

#big dragon the series #big dragon #mygifs #big dragon the romcom #thai bl drama #thai bl #BLgifs #big dragon crack #thai bl series #asian lgbtq drama gif #asian lgbtq dramas #mangkornyai #i am soon finished #thedumplingfightnvsm #THIS CURED ME FROM MY NECKPAIn #okay not really #BUT I FEEL BETTAH

[sillylotrpolls]

I adore fanmixes and playlists, and used to greedily download them during LiveJournal's heyday. Nowadays, yes, there's Spotify, but if you recall the glory days of LJ's Fanmixes community then you know it's not the same.

I still have some LotR ones saved, primarily focused on Hobbits as my main ship back then was Frodo/Sam. These days, I'd love some excellent Gimleaf recs... (hint, hint)

"Yuletide in the Shire" is an especial favorite of mine, even if I did think for years they were singing about "Christmas pies" and not Christmas pipes. (Clearly I just hit play and didn't bother to look at the clearly labled tracks.)

#lotr #lord of the rings #playlists #technically a poll #kind of #okay not really #but if you can't abuse your silly poll blog to beg for fanmix recs #what's even the point #poll

[seokmingming]

thanks to the wonderful @changbeens and @haechannabelle for tagging me!!

last song: well i'm listening to beautiful soul by jesse mccartney now :')

favourite colour: purple!!

last movie/tv show: pokémon horizons

sweet/spicy/savoury?: can't i choose all three??

relationship status: idk what a "relationship" is

current obsession: pokémon, sims 4

last thing i googled: snorlax, more specifically i was looking at it's bulbapedia page

tagging: @juiceofmoons, @spoopygunwook, @pookiez, @spoopymatthew, @seungwoonies, @snug-gyu, @ggthydrangea, @sojohns, @winterfloral (bonus: @qiankunnies)

#if i showed my receiptify i would look insane #okay not really #but it would be embarrassing #or iconic idk #tag games #general no pressure stuff #i'm so half-tempted but i also don't wanna be judged :') #iykyk

[greywindys]

Murdoc Niccals, Gorillaz, 2018 | Greg Hirsch, Succession, 2021

#personals. #presented without comment #okay not really #entertaining murdoc/greg parallels tonight #🤔 #but also shitpost

[ceescene]

barbie and howl's moving castle really perfected the art of accepting the human condition

#barbie #barbie spoilers #okay not really #howls moving castle #that and the art of making me shed tears

[toko-in-the-90s]

#Inktober #Okay not really #but I did feel like practicing inking #so no real theme #Like how it came out #feels like a proper manga panel #Reshiram #Pokemon #smoking #anthro #furry #still trying to break away from Pokemon stuff but I had this doodle on my computer for a bit now

[omkdear]

Me: Looking at all the themes and motifs and stuff I wanna include in my fic Also me: bitch this is going to be a three part series, you need to buckle up me again: has no concept of organization, writes primarily at 4am after getting stoned out of their gourd

#steph:rants #okay not really #i write sober too!! #just all my best shit is at 4am lmao #that adhd life amiright

[joycrispy]

1000 Year Old Vampire update:

Tristram's grandmother sold him to One Direction.

#1000 year old vampire #okay not really #she sold him to a different more powerful immortal being #who needed a Renfield; so to speak #but maybe I'll name said immortal after one of the 1D members. For my own amusement. #eta: Niall the Nephilim is a very serious addition to the Lore. #wip: the road to awe

[georgecunt]

why did the fortune teller just tell me im about to fucking die

#okay not really #but kinda

[princesslink]

every time Adobe updates indesign it reverts back to the essentials workspace and makes me so mad I want to throw my whole computer away

#ruins my day #okay not really #buuuut is it that hard not to revert shit back to default??? I hate the default I need my font settings ribbon at the top!!!! 😡

[8archiveofdreams8]

Last night, I dreamed that this girl I went to high school with was in my house, and she was angry because people were spreading rumors about her. She began ordering me to stop the rumors and stand up for her. I got irritated when she asked for my help because she was always rude to me in real life, so I just shouted, “AM I A CONDOM? BECAUSE ALL YOU EVER DO IS USE ME” and I woke up feeling absolutely incensed that I, as a writer, can’t come up with something even remotely that funny when I’m awake

#text post #dreams #funny #okay not really #but also kinda funny #I’m sure this dream has some kind of deeper meaning but like it’s just funny to me #would Freud be proud #he’d have a field day with interpreting my scary weird sex dreams

[ladyfarona]

Me requesting medicine refills because I rescheduled my follow up appointment which they moved 2 months later so I ran out of medicine super early

adulting 🤡

#Winning at life #Okay not really #I'm winning at losing #tw medication mention #undescribed