#ok that was exhausting. bye

[expelliarmus]

#mine #doctor who #dwedit #david tennant #freema agyeman #haven't giffed this part in a while! #when i was driving home today i felt so exhausted #and i have a feeling i'm gonna come down with a cold later this week ;__; #last year i think i lasted until november before i got sick sighhh #i'm listening to gallifrey war room 2 though!!! absolutely loving it #i also finished the once and future story with ten and missy and the paternoster gang #i loved it!!! ten and missy were a delight together!!!! #ok bye good night friends

[kitamars]

back on my ginhijimitsu bullshit 👍🏽

#sigh. i love them so much #classes have started just this week and i am EXHAUSTED #but drawing them makes me feel better :3 #sakata gintoki #hijikata toushirou #okita mitsuba #ginhijimitsu #ginhiji #hijimitsu #ginmitsu #(yes this is also ginmitsu propaganda talk about a rarepair #gintama #ok bye

[cowardlycowboys]

adoration

#wow it doth be me #hi i was pretty today minus being exhausted and in pain #YES you've seen this caption A MILLION TIMES SUE ME #maybe i shouldnt have so much ADORATION in my heart #ok bye

[moenmomentsthemoe-en]

i need you to imagine a poorly drawn feral reaction meme person shriveled up lying on the floor in front of that laptop. thats me. i have no time to find an image for thsi ILL PROPERLY REPLY ON WEDNESDAY OR FRIDAY IF I DONT PASS OUT ON THOSE DAYSS

#holy cow sometimes when im standing and be at *too* much ease #i can feel everything suddenly try to pass to out then i have to quickly manually reawake myself by fidgeting or smt #SORRY IM EXHAUSTED trying to see if i can find a way to Not Be Exhausted all tha time #other than that i think things are okay :] #OK BYE WORK TIME

[j-esbian]

no but like. why can’t i talk to wyll about anything. i can’t even ask him how and why he met mizora lmfao hello???? can i get a basic explanation of his backstory?????? you can ask astarion how he became a vampire and karlach how she ended up in the blood war and gale how he started pondering the orb

even if he just deflects like he did when i asked about his eye, bc im sure it won’t Actually be revealed until i try to get him out of the pact but it should still be an option???

#i’m trying to romance him and i literally have no way of doing so because i can’t actually talk to him anymore #exhausted my options very quickly #also speaking of romance. i kind of hate how it’s opt-out and also very difficult TO opt out #halsin said ‘thanks for saving me’ and i said ‘youre welcome’ and then he started flirting and both reply options felt like flirt lines #same problems with shadowheart and karlach earlier. approval means flirting ig #the inverse is kinda funny tho. astarion at the tiefling party going ‘i need to get laid but NOT by you EWWW ok bye’ #but like. i don’t want to flirt and i don’t want to be rude. nice dichotomy idiot etc #baldur's gate #mine

[moeblob]

Anyway today was bad and I failed fanart and it's late take OCs

His name is Nytis and her name is Elnae (I'm proud of myself for naming them so fast). He only calls her El and /has/ only called her El for years and he actually forgets her name isn't /just/ El.

#my characters #hes talking to someone and the other guy is like Elnae speaks highly of you #and he takes ten seconds to process it and wants to laugh at her of all beings speaking highly of him #because he knows she cant ACTUALLY talk bad about him to others and he loves it #she hates him so much and can only be mean in private and she avoids being alone with him #but he constantly summons her by saying El and she just appears from wherever she was doing whatever #elnae hates him so much and then she just kinda starts to respect him when he heals a kid unprompted #and then shes like haha you have a soft spot for kids or something wow im kinda shocked tbh #and hes like i might indulge in hurting adults i dont like but kids dont deserve that at all #and then shes like.... kinda impressed? but cant show it so shes like HAHA what the? you had a bad childhood or something?? awww #and then nytis is so confused because YES MY CHILDHOOD WAS BAD YOU THINK I WANT TO BE THIS MESSED UP #and shes like oh ok my b..... sorry sir...... #anyway they have so much hatred between them and i love them bye #i will try to answer an ask i got today after work tomorrow #but im just exhausted and cant do fanart

[raiiny-bay]

the degenerates: out of context

#td:ex #rip to the dnd story i started & never finished....... #hi. i'm cleaning out my drafts. these have been sitting around collecting dust for like. a year. maybe two. idek #yk i want so badly to be a storyteller on here but like. #story posts are just not for me man. #i can do 10+ photos for an edit no problem but for a story post? #absolutely not. it's just exhausting to me. i don't know why #i do actually really like this story though & it is part of the canonverse so i'll still write it #i just probably won't post it? idk i might do stuff with the characters on here from time to time #uhh fun lil spoiler for the few who were invested in this story way back when #they all die at the end #all of them #that's how the campaign ends #i've had the ending planned since before i even started writing the story #man. maybe i should get back into writing it. ngl monster boyz has kinda taken over #both my blog & my brain lol #n e way i have an edit q'd for wednesday. it's from one of my mini AUs #ok bye #rainyrambles

[lokh]

?? i liked a tweet but it vanished and isnt showing up in my liked tweets was i blocked 😭😭😭

#sometimes the fyp will show tweets from accounts that are usually priv #so when i click into it suddenly i cant view jt #so either they went priv or deleted it or i was blocked 😭😭 #it was about shuro and i wanted to rt im kind of afraid it was a block situatjon AJSBXBXHJC #i think the tweet was smth like imagine if shuro learned he had to be direct instead and was like #laios ur exhausting me im going now bye. and outsiders being like wow wasnt that rude #but laios being like Ok bye 🥰 #hm i can also see why it might have just gotten deleted tho. oh well

[zedif-y]

sometimes its like my life is just one big call for help

#please worry about me. please worry about me please worry about me someone worry about me #fuck. fuck #why do i need to apolgize for being a person with thoughts and feelings and shortcomings #why does it feel like i owe the world an apology for being who i am #why does it feel like i need to make up for the fact that im me by giving everything i could ever give #like im sorry its me im giving you im sorry this is all i can give. im sorry that its too much or too little #im sorry its never exactly what is needed im sorry i cant be who even i want to be #i try i try so hard. but its not ever right i just cant. get it quite right #i dont know how to fix it anymore #i dont know how to fix me. i can see everything thats wrong but i dont know how to make it better. please help me make it better. #fuck #im exhausted #i dont know. i dont know i dont know i dont know #pretend you dont see this or maybe do . i dont know this is embarrassing. but this is my blog anyway so if you dont want to see- #-the most depressing shit ever like my Thoughts then maybe you should leave bc ill always be this pathetic its kind of my thing #ha #fudjdbdjdjdkehd #ok. bye

[cephalonheadquarters]

me forcing myself to stop hyperfixating on something

#I won’t lie I’m having a horrible time with pikmin im not even kn the fandom or community or whatever but I’ve just been miserable #DONT GET ME WROBG I LOVE THE GAME I just. Man I’m exhausted I don’t want to be a pikmin artist but also I like to draw the funny guys #Ok that’s all I wanted to say just thought I’d tell anyone who’s reading how I feel abt posting pikmin stuff rn #Bye

[barkingangelbaby]

very on brand of me to have an online breakdown to process my emotions n be able to talk about them irl lol things are better now bc I cried through it n talked with her more

#my body is exhausted from crying and shaking tho #grateful to be snuggling on the couch with her right now tho #i just want to regulate my fucking emotions like a normal person!!! tired of my broken brain #ok bye I'm done oversharing 2nite #rAMbles

[1wannadi3]

A few days ago I thought about canceling every plan I had for next Sunday but each time the thoughts are worse and stronger than me. I am at a point where my suicide is more and more a reality and that scares me but at the same time gives me peace.

I wish I could have a reason to continue living

#self h@rm #sh twt #im not ok right now #mentally unstable #cry baby #hitting styro #i hate my mother #im not wrong #mentally fucked #sh cvt #mental disorder #mentally exhausted #mental health #sh addiction #addiction #suicudal #bye world #nerdy prudes must die #i wanna cvt #i wanna be perfect #i want die

[silentgrim]

deliberately ignoring my inbox and i’m so sorry!

#going through a rough patch right now #i’m mentally exhausted to the point i’m just being mean to others unprovoked #the only person i tolerate rn is my brother #it’s so upsetting #i feel like shit i’m going insane #hurts even more when it’s my mom i’m affecting #she tries to help but also makes it worse bcs she doesn’t understand #ugh #i needed to let this out i’m sorry #anyway #i’m ok this will pass it always does #will try to sim tonight might help #bye! #chatter

[mildmayfoxe]

i was gonna make a maudlin post about blah blah blah “no one wants to hear me wax pathetic but” but the bigcartel app page was so stupid it took me out of it. i’m gonna go finish my book peace out

#feeling like i need to constantly produce in order to keep peoples attention is exhausting is all #& then you get hung up on whether something would do better with a snappier caption at a better time etc etc etc #it’s all stupid. none of this needs to be this way. #& of course comparing your output to others’ output. feels like i’m never making anything actually #OK ANYWAY BYE WHATEVER! ive got better things to do than this #chatpost

[niymue]

I HAD SURGERY TODAY NOT A SERIOUS ONE BUT IM STILL IN PAIN AND DISCOMFORT AND I JUST WANT TO PLAY SIMS BUT I CANT 😀

#surgery tw #surgery #hospital tw #LIKE PHYSICALLY I could but you know when you just feel so shitty it’s exhausting to do anything #suffering. #one of my kitties is napping with me tho so there’s that #oh yeah I got another kitty #the two of them are bffs #anyway yeah fuck I hate doing medical shit #I have such bad health anxiety and having shit done to me gives me panic REAL BAD #AND NOW IM JUST SWOLLEN #oh lord I looked over and my other kitty is on the floor next to the bed aw the gangs all here #i’m just rambling cause i’m bored lmao ok bye #delete later #text #non sims