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what are your headcanons for the hss prime characters after high school? who goes to college? what do they major in? for any that don't go to college, what do they do instead? any post-high school romance hcs? anything else you want to share?
ok so first of all, my prime world takes place begining in 2014, with Simon being a sophmore when he becomes a student at Berry High so he & most of the other main characters graduate in 2016, with choices hss taking place the year after in 2017, so the only prime students still attending Berry High during the events of choices hss are Mia and Katherine (also pb was wrong for breaking them up and never putting Katherine in choices 💞)
as for majors/the futures of these characters (in no particular order) (also not all of these r as thought out as others) (also also im not doing every a-lister or whatever the fuck hss prime calls them. thats too much man. if u wanna know about em ask about em seperately):
Ezra would take a few courses at a community college so he has at least a little college experience before he signs back on with.... whatever record label the band had signed on w in the story i forgor. he plays guitar for Lisa Valentine and also has his own solo career, but every now and then Kingslayer will put out an album together when they all have the time to. he marries Wes in Vegas while on tour to give Wes an alibi for something, but they've had feelings for each other for a while. Eventually Simon joins their relationship & the three of them raise a kid together
Payton would get a degree in communications and become an events coordinator. every time a friend (from high school or otherwise) says they want to have some kind of event, she always tries to plan it for free or discounted but they convince her to take the money lol also she and her partner are foster parents!!!
for Koh, i love how in choices she decides to do premed in community college!! i think she eventually does her residancy at Edenbrook, where the only attending she respects is one Dr Baxter Lucafont, for the time they stole from a big pharma company to help a paitent that wasn't even their's (also all the doctors that helped them pull it off, but in a different way). also Zaid and Esme. i can see them being friends lol
Kallie gets a degree in library science and becomes a capital L Librarian in Boston, where she and Koh reconnect & start dating <3
also like in choices canon (but this was mentioned in prime a few times as well) Wes' intention is to go to law school and study criminal justice, but it kind of... takes a while for him to do it. while he's in community college for undergrad, he just kind of gets an antsy feeling that he could be doing things to help people now instead of waiting around to get a degree, so he drops out for a bit to do what he can, even if it isnt technically """legal""". he starts looking back into it after he and Ezra get married, but he pauses again when they (+ Simon) have their kid bc he doesn't want to be the kind of dad that his own father was. he does go back to community college during this time, but he does as much of it as he can online so he can be a sahd until their son is old enough to not need him around so much. then he fucking kills it in law school (he doesnt go to one of those fancy schmancy ivy leauges though, just a state university) and becomes an associate at Ricci, Lee, Tanaka
Julian gets a scholarship to do football in college, and while he is good enough to be scouted for professional teams, he isn't sure if its what he wants to do beyond school. he's always been Macho Football Boy, but he's not sure if that's all he wants to be forever, yknow? like he's smart. not Nishan, straight a's, 4.0 gpa smart but he's never at risk to lose his scholarship bc his acedemics are too low. i might change my mind on it later, but i think he might get a degree in physical education (& he's good at it. none of that "run the mile. no i wont tell you how to stretch or keep yourself from hurting yourself. just go as fast as you can" bs, he actually teaches his students how to work out safely and correctly, bc working out can be fun if you know what you're doing)
Autumn would go at Hollywood U, bc while it is mostly a film school, it does have some very good classes in the classical arts and photography. i don't have much of an idea of what she'd do beyond that though. its Autumn! what else is there to say. (also my version of Autumn isnt whitewashed to hell and back like she is by the time she's in choices ill forever be mad about that)
Mia would become a manager. Ezra's manager! i think she'd get her degree at HWU as well. she and Katherine would take a breif break from dating each other but ultimately they'd get married. no kids, but they are the Cool Aunts to their friends kids
Katherine would double major in English and Music and become a playwrite professionally. Mia is her manager as well <3 sometimes she and Ezra will collab on a musical together
Nishan will get as many STEM degrees as fast as he can. dude has like 5 phds and hasnt slept since high school. he eventually gets an author husband who he met online bc said author husband was curious about how some science thing worked so he could write it correctly for a science fiction novel. i literally just invented his author husband so i know nothing about him yet. but i did misspell the word "him" so i think his name will be Jim
Sakura gets a degree in computer science and starts her own indie video game company. its very successful
Ace gets into an ivy league college and gets a degree in political science, then works his way up from local politics to national politics. he's still trying to get Simon to run for president.
Max also gets a football scholarship at the same college as Julian, but he stays with football professionally though. i think he'd be at risk to losing the scholarship due to grades bc he was able to coast through high school thanks to Dad Principal so he enlists Julian to help him. Julian eventually begrudgingly agrees and they tolerate each other until graduation. at some between starting college and graduating, he and Simon will end up back in Cedar Cove together and become.... well friends with benefits isnt the right term because theyre not friends. i think he'd fall for Simon but Simon would be like "ummm.no" and cut the relationship off there
Kara goes to HWU and becomes an actress. at first she and Autumn mostly just ignore each other bc while she stopped bullying her they're not exactly friends. until they get paired up for a project they both have a class in & gradually become friends. and then girlfriends.
and now Simon. my guy. my boy. Si-guy. Slimeon. my son. he graduates high school a little early so he can focus on his gymnastics career and go to the Olympics. he does really good. good enough to place bronze his first year. but also his first year compeating, he breaks his foot real bad about half way through his routine. he doesnt realize until someone points it out to him though, he thinks he just landed a little funny and pulled a muscle. during the time his foot is healing is when he and Max have their weird little gay thing and also he decides that he doesn't want to keep doing gymnastics professionally. it was fun, but he's ready for something else now. he kind of just does whatever he wants, from working in haunted houses, to acting, to joining Ezra on tour and playing the violin during some concerts. mostly though he's Wes and Ezra's trophy boyfriend and dad #3 to their son
and i think thats everyone? lol lmao
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Chapter 19 - Low
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Marc Spector/Steven Grant/Jake Lockley x Female!OC
Summary: Marc never expected to see his childhood friend Simone ever again. To Simone, Marc may as well have been dead. However, when Simone met Steven 15 years after Marc disappeared, she couldn’t help but notice how familiar he was.
18+ | 2.6k Words | Third-person omniscient | Dark?fic/Fluff? | AU/AT |
Warnings: Heavy language, OC with religious trauma, childhood trauma, sexual trauma, the effects of this in adulthood, smut mention, death mention, alcohol, missing persons, maybe some typos, some fluff towards the end
A/N: I update warnings with each chapter. Only proceed if you can handle the themes included in the warnings. I wrote this entirely as a trauma dump.
Minors DNI, DL;DR, if I miss a warning, please let me know.
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"Keep it on the lowski, I'm the lowest of the lowest Wanna see if you can keep it like nobody knows shit" -"Low" by SZA
The visitor was unexpected. Simone was getting ready for her next appointment when Stella told her a visitor insisted on speaking to her. She only agreed to see the surprise walk-in because she was down another appointment today and had some time to spare. 
When the woman with curly red hair entered, Simone didn't know who she was or where she came from. When she introduced herself as Carrie, the name clicked immediately. 
"I was wondering if you've heard from a patient of yours. Corey Klein?" She asked, seeming timid regardless of how her Newcastle accent sounded and unsure if she was overstepping by asking. The thing was: Simone had yet to hear from him. Not in weeks.
"I'm sorry, I haven't. Corey hasn't called or shown up to his appointments twice now."
"I figured so. He's been missing, and I've been worried." Carrie advised, letting concern creep into her face and eyes. It was clear the girl was no older than nineteen, just as Corey and Jason said she was. She looked like she was trying to be so strong. 
"Have you reported it?" Simone asked, not sure where else to direct the girl. She nodded slowly,
"Yeah, but they don't seem to care much. You show them a missing person with mental illness, and they just assume they don't wanna be found."
This news stuck with Simone for the rest of her appointments for the day. She wondered what the man could be up to if anything. Just as quickly as she could have concluded that one of his alters had walked off with him, she thought of him lying dead in a ditch. 
God, let's not have another Laura situation. Please. Simone pleaded with the higher power she hardly believed in anymore. She would just as soon lose her mind if another patient died. This prompted a question for her: what could she do to help it?
She knew just the man to call and did just that once she was out of work. 
Jake met Simone at The Waltz, where she was waiting for him in a booth with a glass of añejo tequila in hand and a pour of rum waiting with his name on it on the other end of the table. She looked like she meant business, but this didn't stop him from tipping his hat to her, taking the glass into his hand, and, instead of grabbing the seat in front of her, sliding into the padded upholstered seat next to her. She beamed at this action,
"A bit intimate, you think?" She asked carelessly as his left leg rested against hers. This caused her to automatically pick her leg up and cross it over his thigh. Her closeness and the sensation made it feel like he had rocks in his stomach. Still, he shrugged,
"Didn't think you minded intimate, doll." 
No, I certainly don't. She thought to herself. What a sucker I am for moments like this.
A sly smile formed Simone's lips, and she lifted her glass, inviting him to do the same. "¡Salud!" She offered the cheers. He lifted his own and extended the same gesture, tapping it against hers with a slight clink and rattle of ice cubes. 
"L'chaim!" He offered in return before they knocked the drinks back. Once the liquor was swallowed, Simone couldn't help but giggle to herself.
L'chaim? Why am I surprised?
Jake momentarily stared at the empty glass, recognizing the flavor as a more high-end brand. "Y'know, this was a bit pricier than I woulda splurged on for me." 
"Good thing I'm buying." She replied with a grin, resting her temple on her wrist to look at him. 
And here I thought I offered to buy her a drink. Jake thought before asking the million-dollar question. "So what brings you 'round this time?" 
"You said you're a man who can get information, which I need, Bronx." She clarified. Before he could ask further questions, she stuck her hand into her bag at her other side, retrieving a photo of Corey and his name and age written on a slip of paper. She slipped them in front of him, face down. "He's a patient of mine. Went missing a couple weeks ago, according to his girl, without a trace."
Jake examined the two pieces of paper, remembering what she had said before about another patient of hers being brain-dead and how upset she was. That was an expression he would prefer not to see again.
"Alright, I can help you out," He started, pulling his gaze from the photo and to her, flicking them up and down from her shiny dark hair to her voluptuous lips to the plunge of her cleavage in the top she no doubt pulled down before he arrived. "But, uh, my services ain't free." 
He comfortably brought his left hand down and placed it on the inner thigh of the leg she had resting over his. Simone would find this slimy if she weren't so well acquainted with Jake. Instead, it turned her into a heaping hot mess, and how he looked at her- how they all looked at her- stroked her confidence. She knew how this meeting would end. 
It was helpless. 
"I was counting on that. I can either give you cash or..." She trailed off as she reached down and maneuvered her palm over the crotch of his pants, cupping his slowly waking bulge and finishing her thought with the action. 
There was no way around it, even if Jake wanted to find one. She could ask for his soul, and he would probably give it to her in exchange for the chance to get between her hips again. He swallowed back the saliva pooling in his mouth for fear of drooling on himself.
Dunno what the other two did, but they're a couple schmendricks. He thought, eyeing the scrumptious gal that practically snaked her way into his lap.
"Let's book it, then, hermosa."
The location, Simone's, was mutually agreed upon, mainly due to Jake saying yes to everything she said on a hair-trigger from when they left the bar. She led him into the elevator by hand as if he needed to be told to follow and would have pounced right there if a little old lady wasn't in the lift with them. 
The situation took Simone right back to her third date with Steven and how the same neighbor was also in the elevator with them on the way to her place. It registered in her head that, to the woman, Jake was the same fellow as an awkward silence filled the metal box. 
Yep, all this looks perfectly normal to you, ma'am. 
The pair exited onto Simone's floor first, as the woman was the floor above, rushing to the door at the end of the empty hall with nothing but the sound of their footsteps and key jingles to signal their presence. When they got to the door, however, Simone quietly cursed herself for not only losing the key on the ring once but twice, almost dropping the ring and trying to stick it into the keyhole upside down.
"Shit," She whispered to herself in frustration. Jake could tell the gal was clearly struggling like she'd never unlocked a door before. Though she didn't ask, he enclosed her tiny right hand with his left, helping her grip the key and slide it into the knob. The action steadied her as they twisted their hands and unlocked the door with a soft click.
"Should work on your aim, Chi-town." He growled inches from her ear.
She couldn't tell if she wanted to fall over in embarrassment or impatient desire as a pathetic sound escaped her throat upon exhale. It never seemed to fail: she could be cool and calm, sexy even, but the second she fumbles, it's game over. The ruse is gone. 
Luckily, Simone needed no help opening the door, grabbing Jake's hand, and dragging him inside. His eyes drifted around the space momentarily, thinking it looked far too much like a grandma's house and smelled like someone had just made oatmeal cookies. She noted his casual stance and thought to slow down a bit.
"You- uh..." Simone started, gulping before she continued. "Want something to drink? Maybe a bite to eat?" 
The fuck are you doing, Simone? She thought to herself as she slowly stepped to her bedroom door. You fuck up with the keys, and now you're suddenly not that bitch?
The pace change also confused Jake, but he realized sooner than she did that she was still hung up on the keys. He figured he could get that confidence back up for her. "I'd actually prefer to get a bite a' you." He said, approaching the woman who seemed attentive to his words. Still, her brain replayed the graceless moment. 
The keys! UGH!
"Just relax, doll. It's s'posed to be fun." Jake spoke, pulling her back to reality but tugging her into him by her belt loops. "Loosen up; turn your brain off." His voice sounded like a soft bed of gravel, which did the trick in loosening her up as they stood nose to nose. He closes the gap further by pressing his palms into her back and turning his mouth to her jawline. Her eyes nearly rolled to the back of her head as her nerves tingled. 
The sensation stopped as Jake brought his lips up to her ear, "Which one's your room?"
"Right behind me." She whispered. Without warning, he brought his hands to her thighs and hoisted her up, causing her to tightly wrap her legs around him, hold onto his shoulders for dear life, and squeal like it was a carnival ride. 
The pair lay in Simone's bed, satisfied and comfortable, with bare legs intertwined. They both heaved cumbersome breaths, staring at each other in the afterglow. She missed how peaceful it was to just hang out after sex instead of fighting or leaving as Jake traced the lightning bolts on her hips with his middle fingernail. 
She couldn't help but look at this man with the same love she felt for Marc and Steven. It seemed bazaar to her, but she could do nothing to stop it. No matter how mad she was at Marc, she missed him like hell, and the time she spent with Jake and the casual sex could only do so much. What started off as a means to tide her over had become her undoing, falling in love all over again. 
Traitorous heart. Soft, fluffy, disgusting.
Now here she is, enjoying a snuggle with the man himself but with different eyes and a different voice. She caressed his face with her hand and placed delicate kisses on the tip of his nose. It was almost relaxing enough to fall asleep. 
She couldn't let him, though. It would only open the body up for the other two to wake. That was a can of worms she didn't feel like unlocking right then. As for Jake, he wasn't foolish enough to drift off and waste a second with this woman, even if she wore him out. He wanted to know everything about her, down to the nitty-gritty details. 
"I know you got doctor money, doll. Why on earth you live here with a roommate?" He asked, disturbing the peace between them. It was a fair question, one nobody had really asked before. She let out a hefty exhale,
"I hate to be alone." She admitted without much fight. "I don't have to go into all that right now, though." 
She thinks I don't wanna hear it? This is a gal with some skeletons. Jake thought to himself as he watched her eyes pull away from him. He lifted his hand from her hip to her chin, prompting her gaze back. 
Jake wanted to tell her he was open to listening. Wanted to say to her that he adored her and that she wouldn't scare him off. Before he could say anything, a heavy knock at her entrance startled her like she feared being caught. 
As Simone dressed, another knock prompted her. "I'll be right there!" She called out as the elastic band of a pair of sweatpants slid up her legs and over her butt while she hopped to the door. She knew she looked like a disheveled mess, but it was all she was allowed in a rush.
Once Simone opened the door, she was greeted by two police officers. She was initially surprised until she realized they might have been paying her a visit to discuss Corey. 
"Evening, ma'am. We're looking for a Dr. Simone Fredrick?" The shorter cop asked. Simone put on her most polite grin,
"That's me. How can I help you?"
"We were wondering if you'd been contacted by one of your patients- John Walton- recently?" The taller one answered this time. 
Simone was baffled that this wasn't about Corey and was suddenly more glad she recruited Jake to help. It seemed the police would rather deal with the guy behind bars than the innocent man's disappearance. 
"Not since I visited him nearly two months back. Why?" She asked. The short one spoke up again, this time with more sternness. 
"He's escaped. Haven't you seen the news? Been wandering for over two weeks, but due to privilege, we couldn't figure out who else might have contact with him. One of the officers at the prison said you're his psychotherapist."
This news was a punch in the gut for Simone. 
Over two weeks? She thought, knowing how dangerous of a man Walton was from the few instances she could pick his brain. 
Simone, in fact, didn't watch the news. She seldom watched actual television. Now she was mad at Walton's dumbass lawyer for not calling her. 
"Sorry, he hasn't contacted me. I'll let you know if he does, though." She said, stunned and slowly closing the door. "Have a good evening." 
As she hears the door click, she notices Jake enter from her bedroom doorway, fully clothed and ready to go, with a bit of disappointment on his face. 
"Khonshu has something for me to do." He informs. This made Simone remember her reoccurring dream, and she suddenly felt sick. 
"Or you could stay? Where it's safer?" She suggested, meeting him halfway on his walk in her direction and batting her eyelashes. She didn't want him to go, especially for whatever reason the deity was taking him for. 
Though Jake appreciated the concern, he had a job to do. "Don't worry about me. I'll be fine." He told her, attempting to kiss her goodbye and being met with the corner of her mouth in a swift dodge. Simone stared sharply at him from the corner of her eyelids,
"Until you aren't." She said sternly, commanding him to look her in the eyes. She was dead serious.
Holy shit, she's really worried. He thought. It was almost enough for him to say to hell with it and plant his feet. He knew he couldn't. Instead, he took the sides of her face into his hands and pressed his lips to her forehead, leaving an invisible stamp that she felt even after he pulled them back.
"Te adoro, Chi-town." He said softly before covering the stamp with his own forehead. It was a sweet gesture that made her heart smile, even if all she could do was frown. 
Soft, fluffy, disgusting.
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How to educate student about the environment?
For the first time, the UNESCO Campuses addressed teachers on a key issue: how to educate students about the environment. This online Masterclass allowed for a dialogue between 250 teachers and five experts on the subject. This discussion will continue in the classroom thanks to an educational resource kit designed by the latter.
UN Educational, Scientific, and Cultural Organization.
According to the latest UNESCO study, only 19% of secondary school textbooks deal with the issue of biodiversity, which is too little compared to the climate emergency. Faced with the growing commitment of young people in favor of the environment and their fears for the future, teachers are in the front line to accompany them in their reflections. To overcome the disparities in access to resources on the subject, UNESCO organized for the first time a Campus, in the form of a Masterclass.
Five experts were brought together to meet the pedagogical needs of 250 French-speaking teachers from 32 different countries: France, Gabon, Senegal, Mali, Lebanon, Peru, Qatar, Portugal, Burundi, Canada...
A file of pedagogical resources prepared in collaboration with UNESCO and the experts was shared with the participants prior to the Masterclass to guide them on the themes addressed, and then a second one at the end of the exchanges, focused more on concrete practices to be implemented with their students.
To open this session, Simon Klein, ecologist, doctor and scientific mediator at the Office for Climate Education (OCE) addressed eco-anxiety. Then the question of pedagogical methods to be implemented in schools was developed by Margarita Abakoya Nass, Education Director at EIT Climate-KIC. Yacine Aït Kaci, Artistic and Strategic Director at the ELYX Foundation, spoke about the commitment of youth. Finally, Lotfi Ben Hamadi, President of Wallah We Can, highlighted good practices for greening schools. Vincent Berthe, Editor-in-Chief of So Good Radio, concluded by giving keys to help young people to be better informed.
To summarize
To better detect eco-anxiety, develop empathetic listening to students' emotions. For example, propose exchange sessions on their good or bad news related to the climate which generate both fears and actions.
Democratize the establishment of eco-delegates in all classes, then encourage them to propose projects and support them in their implementation according to the means available and the reality of local constraints.  
Develop projects to make schools more self-sufficient, reduce their environmental impact and transform them into places of innovation and commitment. In this way, young people can be more active agents of change.
Multiply media education workshops in schools to enable students to better understand how information flows and give them access to reliable, quality sources.
Recognize and try to limit eco-anxiety.
Today, about 45% of 16-25 year olds suffer from eco anxiety. This anxiety is defined as an anticipatory fear about the effects of climate change. For teachers, the main problem is: how to detect this fear? Simon Klein, ecologist, notes that "the emotional question is very little treated in our society", one of the solutions would be first to open the place to a collective listening of emotions, good or bad.
Should we fear a generalization of the Greta Thumberg syndrome (if I may say so) in our schools?
Missoum, teacher from Blida, Algeria
Indeed, teachers sometimes find that they lack knowledge when faced with students with growing climate literacy. According to the ecologist, "the commitment of young people is very much inherent to the age of the adolescent", it is necessary to welcome all the dimensions of motivation of these students to enable them to implement concrete actions.
Youth engagement in schools
Margarita Abakoya Nass is Education Director at EIT Climate-KIC, in charge of a cross-sectoral and cross-organizational European educational program, bringing together academic, research and innovation actors. According to her, it is important to bring environmental issues back into all school subjects: "using mathematics to make climate forecasts, in geography observing the concrete impact on territories, etc.".
Initiatives confirmed by Yacine Aït Kaci, according to whom the most important Sustainable Development Goal (SDG) is perhaps cooperation: "environmental issues are global". There is a need for dialogue and transdisciplinarity between colleagues and issues. "It may seem counter-intuitive to work on gender or rights issues when everything is always linked to the environment", hence the interest, according to him, of the eco-delegates who allow for more horizontal exchanges between subjects. They also make it possible to extend the actions beyond the school framework, the young people being the first prescribers of their parents.
Why make efforts when the governments that should be imposing tighter restrictions are not doing enough and our actions do not have as much impact as we would like?
Mylène, teacher in Ottawa, Canada
According to Yacine Aït Kaci, the traditional governments "are in the emergency of problems so there is a need for citizen movements, new organizations, more decentralized not to forget the immense power of citizens". Nevertheless, in the face of the diversity of teachers, realities and living environments shared during this Masterclass, he emphasized a common reality: "there is a real deficit of a positive imagination in this landscape of contradictory actions between citizens and governments."
The development of green schools
Lotfi Ben Hamadi is the creator and president of the pilot boarding school Wallah We Can with the objective of making a school of 570 students in the northwest of Tunisia, in Makthar, autonomous in energy and food. Thanks to the acquisition of 8 hectares of land near the boarding school on which the parents of the students who do not work have begun to be trained to produce the vegetables and fruits necessary to feed the students.
How can your project be used by other schools? Have the students and actors of this project been able to pass on their knowledge to their peers?
Sabrine, teacher in Lyon, France
With this project, he aspires to get back on track with social justice by providing students who have taken ownership of their school with environmental knowledge, agriculture, self-sufficiency ... An environmental project that can be transmitted in various models to adapt to local realities.
Promoting media education
"You have to consider a young person in the news, like someone who catches an episode of a show in progress", notes Vincent Berthe, Editor-in-Chief of So Good Radio. According to this journalist, it is essential to better consume information. Today, we are all over-solicited and victims of "infobesity" because we consume short, often anxiety-inducing formats. The importance of media education in schools is underlined, to allow young people to understand the good practices to inform themselves.
For journalists, he points out the need to show scientific reality and to let the public make up its own mind, by multiplying its media sources and consulting factchecking agencies. For students less familiar with traditional media, Vincent Berthe also mentions the content of citizens who do not claim to be journalists but who use codes that are more adapted to a young audience, such as the Nowu platform or the content of activists Camille Etienne or Johan Reboul.
Should we increase the number of local radio channels, for young people, in the languages they know and adapted to the environmental problems they face?
Joseph, teacher from Bandjoun, Cameroun
Yes, for Vincent Berthe, "there is a need for a local incarnation with field work" to allow the public to avoid the law of the death mile: the more information is physically distant, the less we feel concerned by it.
This event was realized with the support of Tech4All and 6C Conseil
Discover the next dates of the UNESCO Campuses: https://www.unesco.org/en/campus
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Technicolor Beat- Part One
A Soulmate AU
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Disclaimer: This features an original character by me @animalkingdom-anonymous and all plotlines are original content. Gifs and photos are not mine unless stated otherwise.
Subject: J X Indigo (OC)
“What if soulmates were real? What if there was one person out there for everyone? What if they were halfway around the world? What if they were a mere three miles up the coast?
Growing up, my parents always taught me to believe that soulmates weren’t real. There was no such thing, it was all make believe. I didn’t know any better, didn’t know how to disagree, so I went along with whatever they said.
Maybe it was because my mother was a pill popping lush who never got off the couch.
Maybe it was because my father was a drunken, disgraced cop who constantly reminded me that he never wanted me.
Maybe I was just too scared to disagree with them.
But here’s the thing, soulmates existed. They were a real thing, but I wouldn’t realize or understand that until I was ten years old. Until I found my own soulmate.
Well, technically, I didn’t find anyone. I felt it.
With soulmates, it’s all about proximity. If you’re within fifty miles of your counterpart you can feel them, feel their moods and their emotions. It’s not necessarily a weight that you feel inside yourself, it’s more of a warmth. A sense of not being alone. I felt him, whoever he was, for the first time when I was ten years old and I’d felt him every day since.
Thirteen years later and nothing had changed.
My name is Indigo Parrish and this is my story.
I slung my black Calvin Klein backpack over one shoulder as I bounded up the stairs to my apartment, keys jingling in my hand. It was nearly six and my shift at the cafe ended late thanks to the asshole who decided to spill his large iced latte all over the display case. I smelled like a mix of mocha and coffee beans, in desperate need of a hot shower before I had to meet my best friend, Tiny. We made plans to go to her favorite dive bar and it was somewhere in Oceanside, a town she had become familiar with when she was still heavy into coke and guys that were too old for her.
My phone vibrated in my pocket just as I unlocked the door. I stepped inside and locked it behind me before answering. “Tiny, listen, I’m gonna be a few minutes late. I need to take a shower, I smell like coffee and broken dreams.”
“I love coffee!” My best friend of ten years chirped happily into the phone.
“Nice try, I’m still gonna be late.”
“Boo, you whore.”
I laughed and hung up, undressing as I made my way down the short hall to the closet sized bathroom. Okay, so maybe my apartment was a shithole and maybe I could hear mice scurrying around inside the walls sometimes, but the rent was cheap, my neighbors were quiet, and anything was better than my parents’ house.
My anxiety began to rise just thinking about the two people who brought me into this world and I tried as hard as I possibly could to put a lid on it. I didn’t want him to feel that I was all riled up and upset because, in turn, he would get all riled up and upset. It was Friday, for fuck’s sake. I wanted us to enjoy our weekend even if we weren’t together.
We’d never been together.
However, I knew he was close.
It had been a selling point for the apartment, honestly. The second I stepped foot into the cramped space for the first time he felt closer than ever before. We’d spent a decade feeling each other but it always felt far away. This? My shithole apartment? This was where I could really feel him. Three years later and I never regretted moving in.
Tiny was the only person who knew my soul had found its counterpart. She was the only person I could trust with the information because she was the only person in this world who had my back. She believed in them, but anyone who truly believed in soulmates had to keep it on the downlow. There were some serious anti’s out there who refused to acknowledge that they existed. In fact, some people were so anti that they went as far as killing people who claimed to be soulmates. Just last week I saw on the news that a couple was burned alive in their home in Santa Fe after revealing they believed fate brought them together.
It was a cruel world.
I knew I believed in soulmates when I was ten years old. I’d been at the park by myself, my father too drunk to remember that he brought me there and leaving without me. I’d been sitting on the swings, kicking my legs back and forth when I felt this sudden rush of something inside me. I’d later realize it was adrenaline, but I was so panicked at the time, alone and scared, that I burst into tears. A man had been there with his daughter when he saw me having some sort of nervous breakdown. He’d rushed over, asked where my parents were and, after realizing I’d been left alone, he asked if that was why I was upset.
“No,” I said as I wiped fat tears from my cheeks. “Something’s inside of me. I feel weird.”
The poor guy looked so confused. “What do you mean? Where?”
I hit my hand against my chest three times. “Here. Something’s wrong.”
The man’s face lit up in realization and he started laugh which, in turn, made me cry harder. But that man changed my life. He told me everything about soulmates, about how he had met his when he was fourteen years old and they were still together. He told me all about how they had to keep it a secret, but that it was a good secret because they loved each other.
“Why a secret?” I asked him towards the end of our conversation.
He had lifted his hat off revealing a long, jagged scar that went from his forehead down to his temple. My ten year old self had been terrified, but something resonated with me that day. This man had his face permanently disfigured all because he wanted people to know that he found the person he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. All because he didn’t want to settle. Even at my young age I knew, I knew, my soulmate was someone I needed to protect.
“Not all secrets are bad.” He smiled.
I never saw him again after that, but not a day went by in the last thirteen years that I didn’t think about him. His name was Simon and he changed my life.
I hoped Simon was happy with his wife and daughter.
I hoped someday I could be that happy, too.
Soulmates were a pretty straightforward concept. You could feel what the other was feeling. There was no telepathy, nothing Sci-fi about it. You could just… feel the other one. It was interesting and overwhelming, but the older I got the easier it was to manage. Although I had to admit it was a shock when I realized I could feel him get aroused and even more of a shock when I realized that he could tell when I was, too. It was embarrassing, but there was a part of me that felt as though it was easier knowing I wasn’t going through it alone. He, whoever he was, had to be just as uncomfortable as I was.
Though his emotions were never light I welcomed them anyway solely because I liked the feel of him. Sometimes his sadness and resentment were so heavy it made my chest physically ache. But he had his moments of peace. It never reached the point of happiness, but late at night when I lay in bed I could feel a certain weight lift off me. I wondered if he was asleep, if that was the only time he had any peace and quiet in his life.
Don’t get me wrong, there were days when it was so frustrating I could have screamed. There were days where I dismissed myself as crazy and told myself soulmates weren’t real and it was all in my head. I was just the dumb, crazy little girl my parents told me I was when I was a child.
Those feelings never lasted, though. They were dark, yes, and my mind was probably dangerously twisted from the constant back and forth. But there was always something to pull me back from falling over the edge of sanity. There was always something holding my hand, pulling me back, pulling me towards that warmth again.
It was him. I knew it was.
But I still thought I was crazy sometimes.
After my shower, I was quick to change into a pair of curve hugging jeans and a simple white t-shirt. Nothing fancy considering we were going to a dive bar. Wiping the condensation off the mirror, I looked at my own hazel eyes staring back at me. My long brown hair was pulled up in a loose bun, strands falling and framing my face. My thick brows looked the way they always did… thick, and my plump mouth had nothing more than chapstick on it. After swiping on a bit of mascara, slipping into my white Vans, and grabbing my keys I was good to go.
* * *
“I swear you don’t listen sometimes. It’s like I do all the work and all you do is lay around and smoke weed, and do coke, and fuck around with Renn by the pool. If you’re not here to do exactly what I tell you to, then why are you here at all? Craig, are you listening? Craig?”
I glanced over at my uncle who was zoned out and looking at whatever was playing on the tv. He was always the one who never paid attention in family meetings. I knew Pope would give him a play by play, but this was Deran’s job and Deran’s rules.
He was going to get what he wanted even if he had to sucker punch Craig for it.
It would be a routine job, the same old shit. In and out in under three minutes, ditch the cars, ditch the clothes, take the cash, and go. It was easy enough but going over the basics was smart, especially with Craig who was always too fucking coked out to pay attention.
With Smurf still in prison and Baz dead it was just the four of us. We were making it work pulling easy jobs that brought in quick cash. But it was never a big payoff. There were still bills that needed to be paid and properties that needed to be managed. We needed a serious hit. A big hit. Or else I would fuck everything up and Smurf would be right.
I’d sooner drown in my own fucking blood that ever admit she was right about us.
Hell, I didn’t even like my uncles but I wanted success so bad I could practically taste it. We could do it without her, we had to do it without her.
I shoved my elbow into Craig’s ribs. “Dude, listen the fuck up.”
He turned and glared at me, clearly pissed off that I’d interrupted his tv time. “Why don’t you shut the fuck up, kid?”
I clenched my jaw and cocked my head from side to side, cracking my neck to relieve some of the tension. I couldn’t let my anxiety ramp up, not after feeling hersnot too long ago. I wondered what was bothering her, if she was alright. She wasn’t normally an anxious person, she was actually pretty relaxed most days. I could always feel that warmth in my chest when she was happy and as much as I loved it, it killed me that I couldn’t be there with her. I hated knowing that I wasn’t the one making her happy, but even more than that? I fucking loathed the thought of anyone else making her happy.
You’re her soulmate, I thought to myself as Deran rambled on about money and guns and we had to move quick and keep our heads low. No one will ever make her as happy as you do.
Although there was no way of knowing if I was actually going to make her happy considering I’d never heard her voice or seen her face. But I always liked to imagine what she looked like. I pictured a brunette, someone with an easy laugh, someone that liked the same movies as me.
“Jesus, J, you there? Or did Craig get you into the coke, too?”
I clenched my jaw as my uncle looked down at me with raised eyebrows.
“I’m here, sorry. I didn’t sleep well.”
He huffed, moving slowly across the living room as he scrubbed a hand over his face. “Well, if you’re too tired then maybe you should skip this one, kiddo. I don’t want you to lose any sleep.”
I bit back my temper, grinding my fucking molars. “I said I’m here.”
He clapped his hands together in response. “Great, now where were we?”
After going over the plan three more times we called it a day. Deran needed to head to the bar, Craig needed to pick up Nicky and get more coke, and Pope… went off doing whatever it was that Pope did. I went back to my room, closing and locking the door behind me as I thought about her, wondering if she had a good day. I assumed she did considering how light my chest felt. If it was a good day everything felt light. A bad day? It felt like my bones weighed a ton and there was a weight on my chest.
But today wasn’t a bad day.
I wonder if she felt my temper earlier, I mused silently. As if she could hear and answer my question, warmth bloomed in my chest, spreading over my shoulders and down my arms to the tips of my fingers. I knew she did.
There were times when I didn’t think she could possibly exist. Maybe my family was right, maybe soulmates were bullshit and it was just media propaganda. It was make believe and there was never just one person out there for us. But the older I got the more I believed. Because why else would I wake up in a panic in the middle of the night? Because she was afraid. Why else would I get this strange, bashful, vulnerable feeling in October of every year? Because it was her favorite month, it was her birthday month. It held something significant and I felt it.
She was real, she was out there, and she was waiting for me.
Sometimes she felt so close that I wondered if she was down the street.
My phone vibrated in my pocket and I pulled it out, looking down at the ID. It was Smurf. Again. She’d been pushing me to go see her for the last four days but now I was dodging her calls. She was awaiting trial for Javi’s murder, but she just kept saying she would get out. She would come home. Things would go back to the way they were before.
I fucking prayed every day that she was wrong.
“J!” Craig’s heavy footsteps thudded down the hall to my room. “Get dressed, we’re heading to the bar.”
“Nah, I’m gonna stay here. Tired.”
He was already shaking his head. “No way. Come on, man. Smurf turn you into her little bitch boy or do you want to come have a beer?”
Fucking Christ, I thought to myself. It was bad enough living with this fucking family, the last thing I wanted to do was drink with any of them. I just wanted out.
“Whatever. Fine. Give me ten minutes.”
“Five.”
I flipped him off and his laugh echoed down the hallway.
* * *
The bar was crowded. Shoulders were being bumped into and Tiny had her finger wrapped around my belt loop as we headed towards the bar.
“Two shots of Jameson!” I shouted over the overlapping conversations around us.
The bartender was a blonde guy wearing a red velvet shirt. Tiny mentioned earlier that she thought he was cute but he didn’t seem to pay much mind to the petite, raven haired Panama native that was my best friend.
“This is my favorite little place.” Tiny drummed her fingers on the bar and shook her ass to the beat of the music. It was clear that she’d pre-gamed pretty hard before I met up with her, not that I minded. She was the definition of a free spirit.
“That guy from last weekend showed up tonight.” She smiled over my shoulder, her nose crinkling up and making her little diamond stud twinkle in the dim lighting.
Tiny was, of course, referring to the guy (David? Daniel? Dick?) that she met here last weekend. She’d vowed not to exchange numbers with him but told him if she saw him at the bar again she’d let him buy her a drink.
“Looks like it’s my lucky night.” She winked at me. Her brown eyes looked like big saucers as he walked up to us with so much swagger I actually almost gagged. He wasn’t my type and his cologne was way too heavy for my taste, but he was right up Tiny’s alley.
“I believe we had a deal.” He laughed, revealing teeth that were so white they probably could have glowed in the dark. It was seriously like in that episode of Friends when Ross wore the teeth whitener for too long.
“Okay,” I said with an awkward smile. I knew it was my cue to leave and let her have her fun. To be completely honest, I didn’t mind. I was tired, work sucked, and after having a shot or two I would want nothing more than to go home, roll a blunt, and slide into bed. I’d been on my feet since nearly six and, though I wasn’t complaining about coming out and having a good time with my best friend, I was someone who appreciated their alone time.
I was heading towards the exit when all at once it felt like I couldn’t breathe. Slamming my hand against my chest, it felt as though the wind had been knocked out of me and my vision blurred around the edges. It was like nothing I’d ever felt, completely overwhelming, and all at once I knew.
He’s here.
My eyes widened at the realization and I whipped my head around, looking for someone I wouldn’t even recognize. I had no clue what he looked like, who he was, his fucking name. But I could feel him. It was like he was standing right in front of me and I wondered if he felt the same way. Could he feel what I felt? That overwhelming, stifling warmth?
We’d been doing this for thirteen years, unwillingly sharing our emotions and feelings with each other. We’d always been so close yet just out of reach, just far enough away that maybe it didn’t feel completely real. Now? Now he was so close I could almost taste him, so close I could nearly feel his breath on the back of my neck.
I can’t do this.
It felt like too much. It was too much too fast, unexpected. I wasn’t ready to face him, whoever he was. What if he didn’t like the way I dressed or the way I looked? What if I was disappointed with his name or his job? They all sounded like such shallow, trivial things. But the simple truth was that they were basic things that people either accepted or they didn’t.
What if we couldn’t accept each other?
You’re soulmates. Don’t you sort of have to accept each other? It’s in the metaphorical soulmates handbook. My head was swimming and I was confused, anxiety tugging at my heartstrings. Jesus, screw the whiskey. I needed three shots of tequila and a horse tranquilizer.
It could be my only chance at actually seeing him, finding my counterpart, and I was running away with my tail between my legs because I was just too afraid. Shaking my head, I cast my eyes down to the floor as I weaved through the throngs of people in the bar. Some were playing pool, some were dancing, all were loud. My anxiety was making everything feel heightened and I figured if he couldn’t feel me before he could definitely feel me now. My palms were sweating and my temples were pulsating. I just need fresh air. I just need to get outside. My lungs were starting to burn, a panic attack quickly approaching as I shouldered my way through the crowd, eventually making it out the door to the sidewalk.
It was mostly empty aside from a few people milling about. I took a few steps to the edge of the concrete and bent over, placing my hands on my knees while I hauled in a few deep breaths and tried to even my breathing. My heart was beating a mile a minute and I shook my head, wanting to laugh and cry at the fact that I had just bitched out instead of facing him.
The strands of hair that escaped my bun were sticking to my forehead from sweat and I damned myself for wearing jeans instead of shorts.
What a shitshow this turned out to be, I thought with a humorless chuckle. I come out with my best friend and the night ends in a full blown meltdown. What was more embarrassing than that? I honestly figured the poor bastard was better off without me, I was clearly borderline certifiable and couldn’t even go out to a bar without feeling like I couldn’t breathe.
Eventually, after my heart rate slowed and my breathing returned to normal, I straightened up and rolled my shoulders a few times to relieve some of the tension. It was time to call it a night and I turned on my heel, preparing to walk for a few blocks, get some fresh air and then eventually hail a cab home.
I took two steps forward, my Vans scuffing against the broken concrete when someone stepped directly in my line of vision, blinking at me from a few feet away. He was a few inches taller than me, sandy hair curling just slightly at the ends and a navy blue sweater covering his upper half. His jaw was distinct, his shoulders broad, and he had eyes that reminded me of the ocean; stormy, dark, trouble looming just under the surface.
It was him. I didn’t know how I knew, but I did. I could feel it in my core. I was standing in front of my soulmate and he was looking right at me, our expressions mirroring the other’s.
“You.” The word was barely audible, coming from low in his chest.
You. This. Us.
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11, 30, 34, 36, and 39 from the relationship asks
yay thank u 💞🩷💖💕
11. Which member is more physically affectionate
Avalon x Thomas - Avalon is more likely to initiate, but Thomas will reciprocate immedeatly
Devi x Noah - both. do Not separate them.
Harper x Tom - Harper, but only by a little bit
Baxter x Rafael - Rafael, but he makes sure that Baxter can handle any sort of physical contact. usually he waits for them to approach him
Simon x Wes x Ezra - its pretty even between Simon and Ezra. Wes isn't one to initiate at random like the other two, but he does know exactly when they need it from him
Reigan & Tobias - listen just because Reigan is asexual and completely uninterested in sex doesnt mean he doesn't love a good cuddle. theyre about even, but their limits are in different places
30. What is their favorite place to kiss the other? (Cheek, hand, closed eyelid, neck, nose, etc.) im excluding mouth & the peenids area for "its too obvious" reasons
Avalon x Thomas - all over the everywhere. you KNOW Avalon loves to pepper Thomas with kisses the second they see each other. He especially loves to kiss Thomas' top surgery scars when he has access to them. and Thomas likes to kiss Avalon's hands and fingertips
Devi x Noah - Devi likes to kiss Noah on the neck, and Noah likes to kiss Devi's nose
Harper x Tom - they both like to kiss each other on the cheek, although Harper Will blow a raspberry against Tom's
Baxter x Rafael - Rafael likes kissing Baxter on the forehead, and Baxter likes kissing Rafael on the knuckles
Simon x Wes x Ezra - Wes likes hugging them both from behind and kissing the back of their necks or shoulders, Ezra kisses the side of their temples, and Simon kisses jaws
Reigan & Tobias - they kiss each other's cheeks in greeting but thats about it lol Reigan isn't a kissy guy
34. Do they give each other nicknames?
Avalon x Thomas - Avalon has used every single pet name known to man for Thomas, but Darlin is like. the default one he uses for every occasion. Thomas calls Avalon Ava, and sometimes Bear
Devi x Noah - i mean besides Devi being a nickname of DeVante, not really. sometimes Devi might use a cutesy pet name but not often
Harper x Tom - Harper also uses a shitton of pet names for Tom, but all of them he makes up on the spot and he's never used the same one twice. and Tom will call Harper his sea monster <3
Baxter x Rafael - they're Babs and Raf to each other and (a few) others (not many other people call Baxter "Babs" though. Tobias started that), but also Rafael calls Baxter sweetheart a lot
Simon x Wes x Ezra - Simon and Ezra are Si and Ez, and Wes is just Wes. Ezra also uses codenames for them if he ever talks about them on stage, but idk what they would be yet
Reigan & Tobias - Tobias calls Reigan by his original Korean name, Sungwon, and Sungwon calls him Toby
36. How’d they meet each other’s families?
Avalon x Thomas - rcd: Avalon met Thomas' parents during their first relationship, his parents wanted to try to make amends but they weren't very good at gendering him correctly so he brought Avalon for support. it wasm't a super good experience but at least Thomas was able to get a little closure for himself. and while Avalon's parents knew about Thomas, they didn't meet him until their second time in a relationship. Thomas and Avalon visit Texas like once a year to see Avalon's family
hwu: like canon, at Rachel's wedding. Avalon met Simon before though. as for Thomas meeting Avalon's family..........
Devi x Noah - they knew each other since they were in grade school, they always knew each others family
Harper x Tom - i mean. after the start of ILB it's not like there's much family for Tom to meet, and he already knew half of it lol lmao [sobbing]. and Harper meets Tom's family after the events of ILW, once things have settled down. he was supposed to meet them sooner but uuuuum. Events and Happenings <3
Baxter x Rafael - just like in canon, Rafael takes Baxter to meet his family before theyre even dating <3 and Baxter is no contact w their family so i don't know that Rafael ever meets then. maybe i'll write a fic about it but no prommies
Simon x Wes x Ezra - they went to high school together, this just happens. i do need to write a fic about what happened when Wes' dad came to town and that date quest ended on a cliffhanger >:/
Reigan & Tobias - Reigan met Tobias' parents by chance bc they all live in New York City, i dont fully know the details yet? but i do know that Tobais' parents were trying to set him up w This Handsome Lawyer They Know and he agreed to the date to get them to stop asking about it. Reigan was unaware it was supposed to be a date at first, but bc theyre both aromantic they decided to keep "dating" to get both sets of parents off their backs about it lol
and Tobias met Reigan's parents on a trip to his hometown. the purpose of the trip was "See I DO Have A Boyfriend Please Stop Asking"
39. What other couple would your otp get along with the best?
Avalon x Thomas - Janey and her wife Bill. in both hwu and rcd. Avalon and Janey friendship is a canon event.
Devi and Noah get along best with Harper and Tom <3
Baxter and Rafael get along best with Reigan and Tobias
Simon x Wes x Ezra - Lisa and Aria. Lisa and Ezra regularly go on tour together, & they all hang out together a lot when not on tour as well
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What does your MC(s) do when they can't sleep at night that helps them? What does their LI think of it/do they help?
thank you for the ask!! 💕💓
Avalon is usually the kind of person who can just.... instantly fall asleep the second he gets comfortable in bed (provided he isnt like, talking to someone or reading or ;3 you know) so the few times he can't get to sleep, he usually just lies there unmoving thinking about whatever is causing him enough stress to keep him up. if Thomas is also awake, they'll lie there together quietly talking about nothing and everything until one of them falls asleep, or maybe they'll have a glass of wine. Avalon doesn't get out of bed at all because Thomas wakes up instantly at the slightest movement, noise, or light, and he uses Avalon's chest/shoulder/arm (depending on how he's laying down) as a pillow and also Gets Sad if he can't snuggle with Avalon while they're sleeping (would never admit that)
Baxter constanly has issues sleeping, and does something different for each thing that causes disruption. Sleepytime tea and the fattest hit off the worlds biggest bong help with general insomnia, they have a really high quality massage machine thing for muscle pain, and if they're having sensory overload they sprawl out across their bed fully nude with all the blankets and sheets on the floor and hope. they usually count sheep by mentally listing off all the types of bugs of a certain species, or medical issues that effect specific body parts
Ethan helps by keeping them company for things like insomnia and muscle pain, but when they're experiencing sensory overload they're usually also experiencing general overstimulation and just being near someone drives them absolutely nuts. because of this, when they move into his condo they get their own, seperate bedroom. he does not smoke weed with them, and would prefer it if they took edibles instead, but he understands that hitting a bong is the fastest way for weed to take effect and they want to get to sleep as quick as possible
Simon also smokes weed to sleep, especially when he's older. Wes and Ezra are both very aware and very okay with this, and they usually all end up asleep in a cuddle pile in their living room after sharing the blunt. when their kid comes along, Simon switches to melatonin (and they all stop smoking in general, at least until the kid is in middle school)
Dev has been trapped in a nightmarish state between awake and asleep for five years ! =^w^=
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Do your MCs have any idols? Who are they and why?
oooh thanks for asking!!! depending on the character it's gonna be a mix of real and fictional people. in some cases, both.
Baxter's idol would be Dr Sydnee McElroy- she's smart, she's funny, she has a himbo husband who is commited to the bit but also knows when to be serious and let her talk about the things she knows? Baxter wishes they were her. They love Sawbones.
Reigan probably has a few lawyers that really inspired him to become a lawyer himself, the biggest one being Sadie Mcgraw. He's stopped idolizing people.
Avalon also has stopped idolizing people, ever since he moved to LA and realized that a lot of the entertainment industry is full of creep assholes. but like, Johnny Cash and Dolly Parton.
Simon kind of idolizes his uncle, Thomas :) he's just the coolest, and he helped Simon figure out his gender stuff, mostly by listening and giving him resources when he decided what he wanted to do
Dev loves Invader Zim and JtHM and wants to write comics after they graduate, so of course she kind of idolizes Jhonen Vasquez.
er. he wanted.
Mo is a(n honerary) King, so natrually. Elvis. also Mr New Vegas. he's usually pretty stoic but when Mr New Vegas says that he does have a wife- "and it's you! you look as lovely as the day we met~" he'll get all flustered and trips over hinself, even though he knows that it's just a pre-recorded bit for radio
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so yk how after you're around someone (friends, family, etc) you start to pick up on/mirror their mannerisms and common phrases?
what are some that your mc(s)/li(s) have picked up from each other? do they (jokingly) make fun of each other for it, or pretend it doesn't happen? does it happen enough that their friends notice?
thanks for the question!!! 💕 i actually sent a very similar one to a few people a little while ago so its fun to get to answer it myself!!!!
Avalon & Thomas
This happens more often with the HWU version, as Hunt ends up living with two adults and two small children who all speak in very thick southern accents (at least until the twins pick up west coast accents from their friends), but Hunt will occasionally slip into a bit of a southern accent when talking. Mostly in private though, and only if someone who naturally has a southern accent was talking first. Avalon thinks its cute, and he 100% teases him about it.
He also picks up a little southern slang that finds its way into conversations with people that are not his family. the RCD friend group collectively lose their gd minds when he lets a "y'all" slip out
Baxter & Ethan
so. Baxter hardly ever makes eye contact with anyone due to Autism Reasons, so as Ethan gets closer to them, as a sign of respect & to not make them uncomfortable (& also He Himself being A Bit Autistic reasons) he will stand in a way that kind of mirrors how they stand, so as to look near them, but not at them (ie facing each other but head turned slightly away and down). Baxter does not notice as they are not attempting to look him in the face at all, but other people certainly do. occasionally Ethan will forget that that isn't """"""""normal""""""""""" and not look other people directly in the face as a sign of respect
with Simon, Ezra, and Wes, because they all spent some fairly formative years of their lives together, it's really hard to tell who picked up what mannerism from who.
and Dev turned into a shadow monster man bc the person he would have been in love with had she not died as a child also turned into a shadow monster man ! =^w^=
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Hi! I’m sending this around; please feel free to join in the fun, but no obligation at all! (Left it general so you can pick your pairing! :) PS LOVE the snoopy! )
Your LI says something and then your MC yells:
“You couldn’t even pay me to do that!”
LI: “Not even for me?”
MC: “Not even for you!”
What did your LI say to start this exchange?
Baxter almost didn't go to Miami in book 1 bc they hate flying so much. Being in the air makes them feel sick and the TSA "randomly" needing to check them every single time they go through is annoying and upsetting. Ethan had to privately explain to them the reason he needed them with him. Yes I am working on a fic for this :)
Avalon also dislikes flying, but only under specific circumstances. If you're flying to a destination that's not farther from where you are than than Texas is wide, fuck you (he did not join the cast of The Last Duchess until after they secured funding and does not know that Thomas and the MC flew to SanFran from fucking LA). If you're flying in a private plane, fuck you. If you're flying in a private plane to a destination that's not farther than Texas is wide, FUCK YOU.
Simon is not the kind of guy to ever say no to a thing someone close to him suggests. In fact, he's more likely to do things that people are actively telling him not to do. Not in a "ignoring 'no's and pushing interpersonal boundaries" way of course, but in a "HEY BABE IM GONNA FIGHT THIS ALLIGATOR FOR YOU!!!!!" "what no how'd you get into the zoo enclosure get out of there" kind of way
im glad you like the snoopy i really like the snoopy too <3 i might leave him up after October
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if your still taking [these] asks:
For Devi: ✨ - How does your character navigate social cliques or groups in school? Are they part of a specific crowd or more of a lone wolf? ❔ - If your character were to accidentally leave something important in the lost and found, what would it be and how would they retrieve it?
For Avalon: 📸 -  If your character was to be remembered by a single quote or caption in the yearbook, what would it be?
For Simon: ☀️ - Describe your characters’ school day morning routine. Do they have any unique habits?
thank you 🌺
aaaaa thank u im always taking prompts for any prompt list ive ever reblogged 💞 i need to start tagging them again lol
Devi
✨ - Devi gets along just fine w other people for the most part (certain bullies not withstanding), but until senior year he prefers being by himself. He's still getting over his childhood trauma of watching Jane die & he (incorrectly) thinks its just easier if he's not attatched to anyone
❔ - He takes his camera everywere (combination yearbook & just liking photography reasons) & while he always takes good care of it and makes sure to have it on him, he does take it everywhere and he might misplace it. The second he realizes its gone he'll go looking for it, in class or not, he'll drop everything and start looking for it
Avalon
📸 - Avalon's senior quote was "Who wants to die for art?" which is a line from the John Waters movie Female Trouble
Simon
☀️ - Simon has a before-school sports thing he does, so he gets up early. but at the same time he only gets up maybe twenty minutes before he has to be there. I'd say he brushes his teeth right after he gets up and he's eating a quick breakfast as he's walking out the door to go to that, then once its done he takes a 5 minute shower at school and gets a second, slightly less quick breakfast. he doesn't make his bed unless he has to, and that usually happens on weekends if he has the time to do so
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bigbadripley · 1 year
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Chapter 9 - N. Michigan Gospel
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Marc Spector/Steven Grant x Female!OC
Summary: Marc never expected to see his childhood friend Simone ever again. To Simone, Marc may as well have been dead. However, when Simone met Steven 15 years after Marc disappeared, she couldn’t help but notice how familiar he was.
18+ | 2kish Words | Third-person omniscient | Dark?fic | AU/AT |
Warnings: Heavy language, OC with religious trauma, childhood trauma, sexual trauma,  the effects of this in adulthood, not much else in this one, just kinda cute.
A/N: I update warnings with each chapter. Only proceed if you can handle the themes included in the warnings. I wrote this entirely as a trauma dump.
Minors DNI, DL;DR, if I miss a warning, please let me know.
Chapter list
"Who do I take my broken pieces to? I don't think I can fix a broken piece of you If I hid away you'd find me anywhere I laid How do I justify my peace to you?" -"N. Michigan Gospel" by 99 Neighbors
 Simone knew only one way to work through her troubles: to push herself into her job. She hadn't spoken to Marc or Steven in a few days, unsure what to do or where to begin. 
Her one o'clock arrived on time, as always. She made sure to start a fresh pot of coffee for them and set everything up how she liked before they showed. 
"How was your week, Jason?" Simone asked with a smile. She only knew it was Jason she was speaking to because of how he sat, spread-legged and hunched over. Jason shrugged,
"Alright, I guess. It's been a little tough." He answered. Simone knew the kind of troubles that Jason had, but she needed to ask, as always. 
"Oh, yeah? What's been going on?" She wondered, crossing her right leg over her left to signify comfort in the conversation and coax honesty and openness from the patient. 
During the brief patch of silence before Jason spoke again, there wasn't a single sound besides the clock ticking on her office wall. She kept meaning to take it down because of how nervous it made everyone, but she always forgot. 
Finally, Jason cleared his throat and began. "Corey's been spending more time with Carrie lately."
Simone knew all the names and ages and didn't need further confirmation of their relationships, but played into it regardless. "Well, is Corey not Carrie's partner?"
"Yeah, but so are Lonnie and me." Jason answered. It was the same thing from Jason every week, and even though he didn't care for their visits, he took advantage of their time together. 
"I suppose Corey doesn't feel like speaking to me today?" Simone wondered. Corey was the system's host: his body, but Jason was the protector. Jason typically takes over the beginning of the appointments due to Corey getting anxious. 
"I guess it depends on if he decides to come back out," Jason said. It was the same event every time, and she knew Corey would come soon enough. 
"We'll give him some time. How do Janet and Killian feel about Carrie?" She brought up the other two parts of the system. Whether her sheet says Corey Klein or not, they were all patients of Dr. Fredrick.
"They don't care for her, 'think she's weird for dating 3 of us at once, but what do they know?"
"Dating a host with four alters can be overwhelming," Simone said as she got up. And yet, I'm struggling to comprehend how to juggle a two-man system. She thought to herself. "Coffee?"
"Yes, please. And I think Janet and Killian's problem is that she only wants us. Maybe if Carrie opened up to the idea of dating the system, we wouldn't have so many problems." Jason suggested. Simone put two sugar cubes in the spare coffee mug she kept in her office that read "Trust Me I'm A Doctor" and stirred it. Black with no cream, just sugar, the way Corey liked it. She tapped the stirring staw on the side of the mug before she added to Jason's point,
"That's one way to look at it, but you also need to think: you just told me that you have issues with how she spreads attention between the three of you." Simone pointed this out as she sat a cup of coffee between them.
Jason stared blankly at the dark liquid on the table, unresponsive for a moment before he sat straight. Corey had arrived. 
"Hey, Dr. Fredrick." He greeted in his normal mild-mannered tone. Even his voice was completely different from Jason's. Simone smiled and retook her seat, 
"How's things with you, Corey?"
"Oh, you know, living the dream of a call center employee. Gotta love it." He joked as he picked up the coffee. Simone chuckled,
"So you're struggling with work?"
"Yeah, I got a less-than-perfect performance eval back, and it was because of my lost time." 
"I'm guessing you don't mean skipping out of work?"
"I mean one of the roadies popping in unannounced while I'm working. Suddenly dissociating while talking with a customer isn't great for reviews... Isn't great when you're trying to have a good time with your girlfriend, either." He explained, referring to the parts of his system as his "roadies."
Simone thought about how this situation differed from Marc and Steven's and how Corey can't tell what happens when the others are present. She imagined how it would be more difficult that way. 
"-I mean, really, Dr. Fredrick, how often do you get patients with this issue?" Corey asked, seeming genuinely curious if he was alone in this struggle. Simone hadn't realized she had zoned out from what he was telling her, but took it back to the last thing she heard,
"Well, I only have two other hosts as regulars, but I can say that they fear putting themselves out there with the stigma behind the disorder and the idea of having a relationship where the other parts are involved," Simone explained. "Do you feel that way at all?"
"I used to but... I've come to realize that I'm blessed, yeah? Carrie's great, and she's so understanding... and I love my system, but if I only had them for companionship? I'd lose my mind! I'd be as good as dead, to tell ya the truth!" 
This struck a chord with Simone. She had been trying to tackle it all week. Begging for some reason to go forward with this awful idea of bringing Marc back into her life and pursuing this relationship with Steven further. Her reasons became clear, but she found herself wanting a second opinion. 
 While Simone was at work, Marc and Steven tried to put something special together for her in hopes of a truce. Steven wanted to take a gift of small things she enjoyed, while Marc wanted to take her somewhere she would like. 
They were both lost in implementing these ideas and were working off borrowed time between the blips of missing time that seemed more frequent these days. 
Marc cursed Steven for getting involved with Simone before they had a better grasp on this, but now they were on a mission to work things out with her, even if it felt selfish. 
"I think if we got a wicker basket and put some nice things into it, that would be fine, yeah?" Steven suggested as they strolled the near-empty market. Marc thought the idea needed to be better and quickly made that known.
"No, no, no! That's too simple. We're trying to pursue a relationship, not play Easter Bunny." He said. 
Regardless of their decision, they knew they needed something unique that wouldn't break the bank. Marc's stash away money was dwindling since separating from Khonshu a year prior, and they had not kept steady work due to conflicting interests. 
Steven wanted to wait for Simone's input for date planning, fearing they might do too much or too little. "What if we dropped the gifts off at the office for her? A nice surprise that shows we're thinking about her."
The idea brought Marc back to when they were in school, and other kids would get gifts from their parents dropped off at school for Valentine's day. Even if the idea was superficial, it would make her happy. "That could work."
 Simone went back to her place on her lunch to chow down on the Chinese takeaway she had put up from the night before. Once she arrived, she was pleasantly surprised to find Joyce in her loungewear, propping her feet up. 
"How was Greece?" Simone asked as she pulled the paper box of rice from the fridge. Joyce scoffed,
"Been there over a dozen times, never gets old." She said. When Joyce spoke again, Simone grabbed a bowl from the cupboard and scooped the food into it for microwaveability. "How's your new man friend? You get some dick yet?" She asked nonchalantly. 
Simone grinned and shook her head as she started nuking the rice. "What does that matter?"
"Because I live vicariously through you! I barely have time for myself, let alone men!" She defended. Simone turned around to face Joyce and braced herself on the counter,
"I did, actually." She admitted. Joyce swung her head forward and sighed,
"About time, innit? Been a dry year for you." 
Simone realized she was in a unique situation where she felt it weird to talk about how it went with Joyce. Still, she realized she might be better suited to get the second opinion she wanted from the woman who not only knew her best but studied psychology for a year and a half before settling on being a pilot. 
Do you mind playing therapist for a moment? She asked, ignoring the beep from the microwave. Joyce put her feet back on the ground and sat up, scooting to the edge of the recliner, 
"I'm all ears." She said. Simone grabbed the rice bowl and sat in the living room on the loveseat next to Joyce. 
"So, you know how I was saying Steven- my man friend, as you said- looked familiar, but I could put my finger on how?" 
"I do remember that, but what does it have to do with your getting laid?" Joyce wondered. Simone took a deep breath and began explaining the events that transpired between her and Steven, then overexplaining how Steven and her old friend Marc were the same. 
Once Simone had explained everything, Joyce stared at her for a long while, and Simone swore she saw the gears turning in her head as she built a diagram of what it all meant before she finally said something. 
"Your first love Marc and your new flame Steven are the same bloke, and you didn't know that until after you slept with them? Red flag central, Simone!"
"I know, Joyce, but is it bad that I'm considering this?" Simone asked, feeling stupid saying it out loud. Joyce shrugged,
"You want two boyfriends? You barely have luck keeping one, no offense." 
"None taken, I know I do, and that's why it seems so crazy to me, but I can't stop thinking about both of them. I just don't know what to do."
"The rational play therapist Joyce wants to tell you that you should let sleeping dogs lie and forget about what you used to have with Marky-Marc, and if you can't have his funky bunch without him, then break it off." Joyce started. The analogy made Simone laugh, even if the context made her heart ache slightly. "But, the hopeless romantic Joyce wants you to go for it and see what happens." 
Simone considered it momentarily as she picked at the mound of rice and veggies, thinking of how her session with Corey went. 
Can I be as patient as Carrie? She wondered to herself. Simone suddenly felt less hungry and more nervous as she thought up how to approach Steven and Marc with this. Instead of stressing, she did the one thing she knew to do best: throw herself back into work. 
When Simone returned to the office, she was met with a gift basket on her desk. The basket contained dark chocolates (her favorite), gel pens (the superior kind), a legal pad (she was running out of new pages), Star Wars stickers (for fun), and a big bag of Haribo's Twin Snakes (her candy of choice when she was a kid) and to top it all off, a card with a pug on the front that said: "Get Excited!" with "Much love, Marc and Steven" written on the inside. 
What a couple of fuckin' sweethearts. She thought to herself as she grinned uncontrollably. Every bit of what they got related to something they knew about her if they paid attention, which they clearly did. 
Simone pulled her phone out and took a picture of the basket where she found it, and sent it to Steven's phone with a caption that read: 
Thank you both! Meet me at mine about 6. 
To Steven and Marc, this meant mission accomplished. 
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