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#not drawn again but theyre still in my head...
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phigros office is rotating in my head......
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skitskatdacat63 · 7 months
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Why do I say things like this. Like what was the need. Why do I feel the need to jinx myself. What was the reason.
#lol just looking thru my drawings and i saw that tag#and im like YOU! ITS YOUR FAULT IM BURNT OUT! I BLAME YOU(catie from that specific day)#anyways trying to draw nando and ITS NOT GOING WELL YKNOW#i still really struggle with drawing real people#seb is okay bcs ive drawn him the most and like have stared at his face for hours so...familiar...yeah...#and i do in fact look at a fuckton of nando pics BUT GOD HIS FACE IS SO DIFFICULT#he just has very like odd features i guess. AND HES VERY HANDSOME FOR IT but god they do not lend to easy drawing#i miss oc drawing where theres no accuracy really required since its all from my head#not that im never drawing ocs again. theyre still my beloved but i dont rly have any ideas atm for them :<#wanna draw rüß as an f1 driver tbh bcs ive been maladaptive daydreaming about that for the past few weeks#but as you know im somewhat allergic to drawing racesuits 😭#also im wondering if drawing chibis so much fucked up my sense of style bcs now i struggle sometimes w proportions#i just. dont want to be burnt out anymore. i know its something you cant really force yourself thru#and also that you shouldn't force yourself cause it just makes it worse but#idk. i wanna draw so badly 😭 and i do it and sometimes it works out and sometimes im just staring at the screen like. oh.#i want to also finish the pt 2 to the boy king ficlet. i always randomly add a few paragraphs to it#blah blah anyways just thinking. i feel a bit frustrated and unfufilled atm i guess#like that feeling in your chest of tightness. its the worst. i wanna throw something or break something i guess#PLEASE JUST LET ME DRAW MY PORTRAIT OF KING NANDO IM BEGGING#he'll be so pretty okay 😭😭 i just cant get his fucking face right#ignore me ignore me. catie is: going through it#i miss the sense of urgency that drawing before my flight gave me#i like having that sense of incentive and deadline. like: you genuinely need to finish this right now.#if not then its me creating meaningless deadlines in my head that actually make me have worse burn out 🙃#i love how before texas im like i am going to finsih all my wips!! anf then finished exactly: zero#catie.rambling.txt
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crushedsweets · 8 months
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i am so so sorry for the sheer amount of headcanons i'm making you crank out, HOWEVER... i am so curious as to if you have any headcanons for nina and natalie as a duo. i love the way you perceive them and write them it genuinely makes me so happy
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i had to doodle them . ok. lets go..
nat was one of the first people nina met from jeff, since she and jeff lived in the barn together.
nina thought nat was a lesbian when they first met . that is literally the only reason why she wasnt mad jeff was living with a woman.
although nina was like, one of the ONLY people to notice toby/nat tension and was sooo heartbroken when she realized they were never getting together..... but then was relieved they didnt get together when she got over jeff because 'well i can't be the only single one!'
again, natalie grew up with 0 girl friends, only hung out with her brother and boys. even after meeting the creeps, theyre still mostly guys. so she's just kinda really awkward and weird around girls. not in a like, 'oh girls r so annoying' way but like... she just doesnt know how to fit in. she just feels so different in the worst possible way and always has.
and nina is very girly, outgoing, touchy, friendly, cute, etc. so it was very like UMMM?!? idk. natalie kept snapping at her, assuming she was fake and weird and just trying to get something from nat, but nina was so persistent and just. friendly. it started making natalie feel warm.
nina's presence started to heal natalies inner little girl. she had it stolen from her time and time again, from her dad, her brother, her peers - the operator, too.
so the two are eventually actual friends. they'll text and play mobile phone games together. sometimes they'll just sit on call and nina will be talking her head off while nat does her own thing at home. one time nat was at tobys cabin and nina was talking about toby on speaker and toby walked in and was like 'hey nina' .... nina almost threw up she was so embarrassed.
nina loves visiting nats bar because everyone is always talking to nina and giving her attention and buying her drinks, and at first nat was irritated but it kinda got nat some better tips since the customers started realizing ninas her friend. so nat was pleased. LOL
nat was never the type to go shopping, but she'll follow nina around and sit while nina tries on clothes and carry around all her bags that she buys LOL... ninas made jokes about nat being boyfriend material and nat just flatout says smth about how nina should get over jeff cuz he would never.
nat is friends with jeff but she's oddly comfortable just telling nina that he's a piece of shit. and ninas always like NOOO U DONT GET IT U DONT SEE WHAT I DO and nats always just .. not... impressed..
nina's always inviting nat out to try new foods. nat grew up just eating bread and noodles with butter half the time so it's fun. nina always tries to pay bc 'well i invited you!!!'. sometimes toby tags along but he feels a way abt going in public places..
nina rarely visits jack cuz she has no reason to, but nat is friends with him so sometimes nina pops in and she's always like ^_^ HELLO TALL MYSTERIOUS SLIGHTLY MONSTEROUS MAN... <3... nat smacks the back of her head cuz she's being dumb and drooling over a bunch of rando freaks. ... . ok i love nina and she owes jeff nothing but she is def not loyal LOLLLL AND SHE HAS THE RIGHT TO FAWN OVER EVERYONE she's a fangirl at heart.
they watch a ton of shows together. nina got nat into horror kdrama stuff, but they have to watch in dub cuz nat cant read the subtitles fast enough . . . at first nina cringed but now she doesnt care.
nat's painted/drawn nina several times, and nina almost cries everytime. she's put the drawings up on her wall before but anytime nat's at her apartment, she takes it down bc 'i dont want my art on ur wall stop it' LOL... kinda rude but whatevs.
ugh theyre just so fucking cute guys im sorry i love them . holds them. brushes their hair.
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victarin · 3 months
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Question about the Unknown Fazbear entities. Are they constructs made by Fazco, or did they just suddenly appear? Where did they come from?
Also, can I make a little friend for your Sun and Moon variant?
hi hi !!! im so so so sorry for taking so ridiculously long to respond to this but ah! this is something im hoping to get more into throughout the videos :) this is going to be long so i'll answer ur second question here: if ur still interested yes!!!! oh my god that would be so cool!!! what!!!
and for ur first question:
(actual answer + VD below the cut !)
they are a bit of both! Fazbear Entertainment being Fazbear Entertainment (and especially with the new AR mask stuff from the ruin dlc) was experimenting with a brand new virtual companion kind of thing ever since the pizzaplex burned down! its similar to the AR app (that.. isnt very canon as far as im aware but doesnt seem too far of a stretch from what they would do) & scp-1471 - with the fun twist being that its not an app. it's almost like a reality-warping virus, ig??
so to answer your question: yes, they were made by fazco! but (and i tried to hint at this in the third video but im honestly not sure how well they came across) despite limiting the first batch of these "virtual companions" to the beta testers that signed up for the program, a couple of strays ended up on the front porch of other people's brains (including "you"/the pov you play as throughout the videos)
the current idea im working with is that the entities are linked to the original (decommissioned) animatronics, but duplicated - think the way that freddy comments on there being other freddies in other pizzaplex locations. im really liking the idea of subtle variations between entities: same original source, same memories, but slightly different reactions, personalities and effects on their host!! i imagine especially so for entities based on aggressive animatronics like monty. some of them are a tad confused on why theyre there.
thank you for sending this ask!!! again im SO so sorry for taking so long to respond!!! at least part of it was waiting for myself to finish the third video and the other part of it was just me never getting around to it i fear :( i hope u have such a wonderful day !!!
[VD: a video of entity sun speaking to the viewer through captions. entity sun is drawn in a simplistic lineless style. their face is half shadowed and they are missing a ray; they are cropped below their neck ruffles, which are larger than their canon ruffles and have a second pair of sheer ruffles underneath. sun stares at the viewer before saying, “where i came from?”. they tilt their head to the right. “a lot of thoughts you’re having there, friend.” “i don’t know if you need to worry about all of them.” Silence. “do you?” Silence. “Do you think you need to worry?” Longer silence. “Are you worrying about anything, starlight?”. This last dialogue lasts longer than the others. In the last few seconds of the video, moon faintly appears behind sun, looking distraught. The video cuts to black. / end VD.]
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daisybianca · 11 months
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helloe helloe ! m not sure if your asks are open, if theyre not you can totally just ignore/delete this 🫶🏻
im just going through fernando brainrot like how he’d be if he were jealous if someone else were to make you laugh a little bit too loud or a person getting too close and flirty with you (obv the reader has to be oblivious to the flirty antics for the increased spice of jealous!fernando) but i can just envision him getting so smug when he shows everyone that only he can charm you the way he does 🛐
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pairing: fernando alonso x femalereader
summary: seeing you flirting with another man sends a pang of jealousy through fernando's heart, but he knows you belong to him
warnings: jealousy
(a/n): I don't know why this took me so long, sorry. Anyway, Alexa, play any Taylor Swift song
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FERNANDO ALONSO is a man known for his charming, charismatic nature, and it's no surprise that he has a certain air of possessiveness about him when it comes to the people he cares about.
As he watches you interact with others, he can't help but feel a twinge of jealousy when he sees someone else making you laugh a little bit too loud or flirting with you a little too heavily.
"My love," he says, taking your hand and leading you away from the crowd. "Are you enjoying yourself?"
You nod, grinning up at him. "I am now," you say, feeling a flutter in your heart as he smiles down at you.
But it's not long before the flirting begins again, and Fernando can't help but feel an intense jealousy boiling up inside him like a volcanic eruption.
As he watches you laugh and lean into another person, he feels a sense of possessiveness rising within him like a wave breaking over a cliff. You belong to him, and he's not going to let anyone else encroach on what's rightfully his.
So he steps up his game, flirting with you in a way that only he can, with wit and charm that he's honed over the years. Like a snake charmer twisting a cobra into a hypnotized dance, he wields his words with grace and precision, leaving you hypnotized in his presence. And it works.
You feel a sense of excitement and anticipation that you haven't felt in a long time, and you can't help but be drawn to him like a moth to the flame.
As the night comes to a close, Fernando takes your hand and leads you away from the crowded room. "You're mine," he says, a smug glint in his eye. "And no one else is going to charm you the way I do." The sound of your heart skipping a beat is the only response he needs.
Pulling you closer again, his lips capture your own in a series of gentle kisses that leave you feeling breathless and completely at peace in his arms.
Fernando Alonso may be one of the world's greatest Formula One drivers, but in this moment, he's something more to you.
He's your protector, your confidant, your soulmate.
He's the one who's been there for you through it all, through the good times and the bad.
He's the one who knows all your secrets, all your hopes and dreams, and who still loves you unconditionally.
He's the one who makes you feel alive, who makes you feel like you can conquer anything, no matter how difficult it may be.
And despite everything that you've been through, he still manages to make you feel safe, secure, and loved.
He's the one who makes you feel whole, and who makes your heart skip a beat just by looking at you.
He's the one who makes you feel like you're the most special person in the world, even when you know that you're not.
"Just know that I'm always here to protect you. Nobody's ever gonna hurt or bother you, not as long as I'm around. Okay?" He brushes his lips against your temple after you have offered him an understanding nod.
And as you head home together, hand in hand, Fernando feels a sense of satisfaction. He's shown everyone that you're his, and no one else is going to steal you away from him. You belong to him, and he'll always be there to make sure that no one else gets too close.
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ultimateloserboy · 1 year
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I’ve been holding back this ramble forever but the food episode makes me tear up and i NEED to talk about it.
The food episode was the only episode I really couldn’t watch as a kid. I remember being horrified by it. to this day i still feel uneasy thinking about it, even though it doesn’t scare me in the slightest anymore. the reason i feel uneasy now isnt because im scared, its because to me its the saddest episode of the whole series and makes me want to punch walls. when i was younger i didnt notice a lot of the things ive noticed now, and every time i watch the episode i notice even more.
a lot of people talk about this episode as if red guy ran away and wants nothing to do with the house, that he’s trying to save the other two by bringing them to his world. while i dont think this is a wrong or bad interpretation, considering it’s understandable, id like to talk about my own interpretation. i dont think red guy even knew how he left. keep in mind he just exploded and then woke up in an office. there’s absolutely nothing suggesting he ran away on purpose. all he wanted was for colin to shut up, he wasnt intending to find the room he found. this itself isnt an interpretation, its a fact, BUT how he feels about it and what he does in the red guy world is completely up to interpretation! mine is that he wants to go home instead of trying to get the other two out of it. lemme explain ok hear me out:
throughout the entire food episode red guy is constantly popping up in the background somewhere. hes drawn behind windows and his head is in the microwave in one shot. when duck knocks the camera over for a split second you can even see his legs as it falls. the leg thing is what really got me, because most other times he was simply drawn. but those were his actual legs standing in the kitchen. to me it represents the fact that he isnt actually there but is “haunting” the other two. they dont really remember him but they can see him out of the corners of their eyes. hes blurry and far away but they KNOW someone is there (or WAS there, i should say). but on his end i think it could represent how hes still there in his head, how hes still singing songs and shit like that despite being out of that world. he says he hated that world, that hes allergic to music, but now that hes gone from it its stuck in his head. he misses the music. he misses his friends. hes still there in spirit.
before i continue id just like to say that, no, the main three INCLUDING RED GUY dont always want to leave the house. especially when they have to leave the others behind. whenever theyre off somewhere they usually want to go back home, yellow guy even said “i want to go home” word for word once. but he also said “no more songs” these things can exist at the same time guys. they can not want to drown in oil but still want to live in their house, yall realize that right? thats a huge theme in the show, that the house and the main three have a very complicated relationship. they dont want to leave their home they just want it to, yaknow, NOT EAT THEM. so i think red guy wanting to come home isnt at all out of character. and he doesnt like the red guy world anyway, why would he take his friends there when theyre wacky as shit and wouldnt fit in there or enjoy it at all? also id like to make the point that he doesnt know what’s happening in the house (at least not the seriousness of it) until he sees the machine. so him trying to save the other two from getting munched makes no sense to me personally. AGAIN THO THIS IS JUST MY INTERPRETATION!! YOURS IS VALID TOO AND I LOVE YOU!!!
But anyway continuing on, ducks reaction especially makes me insane. whenever i see how duck acts in episodes like “jobs” when he starts freaking out and trying to get the first aid kit for yellow guy im reminded of this episode. duck really does love his friends at heart. he doesnt want to leave the house, he sees no point, but to me the reason he doesnt want to leave is BECAUSE of his friends (or at least one of the reasons). in the tv series duck has a whole argument with red guy about leaving, and while some people say this duck is different than webseries duck i have to disagree. i think duck wouldve always argued about staying, but i also think hed always want to leave if red guy did. duck always switches up as soon as something is “wrong”. he always wants to stay until one of his friends is acting weird/hurt/missing and then suddenly the world isnt right and he doesnt want to be there. not only that but he will do everything in his power to fight against the things keeping him from his friends or hurting them, even if it means risking his own life. he knew some weird shit was going on every time he answered the phone, but despite that he continued answering anyway. he interrupted the songs and pushed things away and kept running to the phone, being disobedient and not giving a damn. this isnt unusual for duck, but it makes me especially ill, because he acts very confused as well. hes very upset, not mad like he usually is but genuinely upset and worried. most likely because of how hazy his memory is. my favorite scene of the series is when he pushes over the camera and says “i dont want to do this anymore” it rips my heart apart hes just like me fr. it also comes back to the transport episode, where hes like “well the song wasnt that great but at least it was funny. nobody gets TOO hurt by these songs and stuff so who cares? why leave?” i think hes always thought this way, the reason he says “i dont want to do this ANYMORE” is because suddenly the world has shifted. suddenly things are much more sinister and make even less sense. suddenly he is in genuine danger, and he isnt coming back this time. things have gone too far now, and he tries tearing down reality itself to get out, but unfortunately hes just not strong enough.
i also like to think that the food is singing about red guy the whole time, not actually food, and how he deserves punishment, and if you end up like him youll be punished too (which is exactly what happens to duck for answering the phone) “the bad, not-healthy foods are very rude! and must leave through the catflap!” isnt that what red guy did? he wandered too far and saw what he shouldnt have so he was sent away. also the steak says “you need to know whats right from wrong” which doesnt go with the rest of the song at all and seems to be directed at duck specifically. it seems more like theyre trying to keep duck and yellow guy in line rather than teach them about food. when they say “you shouldnt eat food from a strangers plate” considering the previous lyrics and the context before the chanting i think theyre talking about not believing what youre told by “strangers” (aka the non-teacher characters) theyre saying not to listen to whatever red guy is trying to say, to not answer the phone, to not end up like him. or at least thats what i think anyway.
lastly, the ending. yellow guy sitting in the kitchen alone, in the dark, covered in blood while the phone loudly rings is probably the most haunting part of the series to me. remember what i said about not being scared? well i LIED. this scene specifically still scares the fuck out of me. it fills me with genuinely painful dread. the scene where he looks over at the phone, hearing it but not getting up to answer it and letting it ring until red guy gives up is heartbreaking. im not sure if yellow guy even knows what’s happening in this scene, but hes been taught by now to NOT ANSWER THE PHONE. so he doesnt. and the teachers leave him alone with the phone because theyre confident he wont answer it. and theyre right. it breaks my heart just looking at it. in the next episode he ends up fighting back just like duck did, but just like duck, he cant truly do anything. it really puts into perspective how powerless all three of them are. god it ruins me. all they wanted was to know what the biggest thing in the world was, and now theyve been torn apart for wandering too far. cries and sobs
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sonic-adventure-3 · 1 year
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more-or-less finished my sonic ocs, carrion the cat and squabble the pigeon! they’re part of a trio of freelance postmen/hitmen
+ alt reference, doodles, and more under the cut
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jacketless when off-duty + their bases. their colourations are based on karpati cats and lahore pigeons, respectively, though ability-wise squabble is actually a homing pigeon. side note; do you know how many pigeon breeds there are? there are a truly insane amount and some of them are so fucking wild to look at. highly recommend looking up fancy pigeons
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concept sketches + two carrion sillies. i had a pretty solid idea of what i wanted for carrion, but the only thing i knew about squabble was her name and species for the squab pun, until i doodled a design and was instantly captivated. i just had to stick with the newsie-amelia aerheart cosplay-ema skye-razputin thing she had going on
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i think the squabble in the very upper lefthand corner is the cutest thing i’ve ever drawn in my life
various things about them i should mention:
i’ve yet to design these, but they all have mailbags as part of their uniform, and squabble has a pair of heavily modified skate type extreme gear that have wing accessories like the ones on her head as a reference to hermes, messenger of the gods. also they have a plane. a mail plane? still working on that
not set in stone yet but carrion is abt 16-17 and squabble is 11-13
carrion is a trained assassin, born into it, skilled in close quarters combat, they’re proficient in all kinds of weapons including firearms, they also really like knives and keep a collection of all sorts. she’s probably a cat. they don’t speak all that much. incredibly skilled at many things, especially combat related. skilled tactician but doesn’t care to tell anyone anything anytime so they suck as a leader. just generally doesn’t care to say anything. carefree and more-or-less easygoing; they’re just kinda vibing 90% of the time. perma-blep. poker-faced, will do everything with the same blep expression. very protective of the ones he loves, cares about squabble more than everything else in the world, would and has killed for her. will play along with any bit. ultimately: he stays silly
squabble is an untrained pilot, scout, and mechanic, as well as an enthusiast of mail delivery and explosives. she really really likes explosives. has killed before and will kill again, carrion and rig aren’t completely sure she knows that they’re assassins—she does, she just has such a completely out of whack sense of morality and common sense that it’s hard to tell. she has an infectious joy for life that creeps into everyone around her. she’s the beating heart of the trio, and the one who came up with the idea of the matching jackets. is a homing pigeon, has magnetoreception, and therefore makes an excellent navigator and scout. she always knows the way back home, and her home is with the other two. has a completely out of whack sense of danger, is something of a thrill-seeker, but real serious danger she is very acute to. is a mechanic, but not quite an engineer; she repairs, maintains, and makes heavily illegal modifications to machinery, but she doesn’t build her own completely original designs and tends to stay away from electronics. comes off as a little klutzy bust she’s rather proficient in various things.
the third of their trio who is now designed and named rig is a sniper. she’s a fair amount older than the other two, somewhere around 22-24 i’m thinking? the delivery service was just euphemistic for their assassination services before the other two walked into her life. doesn’t pay taxes
chaotix-like in many ways
they’re a weird non-traditional colleague-family. they’re family-ish :] they love and care about each other, despite it all :] THEYRE FAMBLY!!!!!
they fully do kill people, but also a good portion of their hit missions tend to be for robots or to cause non-lethal commotions instead of straight up assassinations
they have a reputation for this and often take on odd jobs that very loosely fit their job descriptions
they get super suspicious job requests like ‘please “retrieve” “my” ““parcel”” from this heavily secured gun base and deliver it to this super secret off-grid address xoxo~’ and fully deliver on them
thank you for reading about my sillies! i’m bad at talking about ocs cause i never can tell what’s interesting or what i’ve shared, but i like thinking about them a lot :]
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courtsees · 8 months
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so archer's pysche based on his coma (cyril focused)
not to be back on my cyril and archer are obsessed with each other ordeal but im just now thinking about how its kinda odd the representation of cyril in his dreams versus the other characters.
i would say that the representation of the characters in his dream seasons is pretty indicative of his thoughts and attitudes towards them. ie mom is overbearing yet distant; pam serves as his best friend and confidant; lana is the one that got away yet theyre drawn to one another; cheryl is a crazy motherfucker; ray is just kinda there and comedic figure; krieger is basically just krieger
but the depiction of cyril is crazyyy . i mean literally but also contextually. while subconsciously trying to emasculate him as usual ,, he kinda also makes him the big bad of 2/3 seasons and therefore unintentionally emphasizes the importance of their dynamic/relationship. and despite the fact that we're supposed to believe from archer that cyrils relationship with lana was not a perceived threat in 2/3 seasons cyril still has a sexual relationship with lana. i think its also interesting how cyril goes from this essentially laughable villian in seasons 8 and 9 to a closer representation of his actual proximity to archer in season 10
AND season 10 is kinda the season thats supposed to get us to transition into believing okay so this is why archer suddenly wants to reconfess to lana . like coincidence that in the season where we're supposed to care about lana and archer in a romantic context again suddenly cyril plays less of a role ? think again
i mean alister who while clearly studied up on cyril and archer somehow comes to the conclusion that they're best friends,, so i mean thats canon enough that they occupy far too much of each other's frontal lobe
also like at the beginning of season 11 when it was no longer in fashion to really make fun of cyril and the fact that kinda cyril had seemingly moved on from his archer obsession (clearly very short lived escape) archer could not even like cope or fathom it .
in conclusion : fellas is it gay to obsess about another man so much that your subconscious makes him a main character in your head even in a coma ? a larger role than the ex you're in love with ?
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stabberghost · 12 days
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YOU. IT'S YOU! YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR ART AMONG OTHERS FUELED MY SOUTH PARK OBSESSION DURING THE SEASON 26 CRAZE!! I remember scrolling through Pinterest and fawning over your art style, especially that one jimmy drawing. shkcbdkhdkshd!!!! Now i created a Tumblr account and I'm finding so many artists just within my reach. You're art is just so lively and radiates happiness. Not just the south park ones! I absolutely love the little mailbox and object head thing you're working on. (apologies for not knowing what it's called-) you're amazing! bye-
AHHH!!!! HII!!!! YOURE AMAZING TOO!!!
Im kinda surpised people still like my old south park drawings even if i don't draw them as much anymore ahhh I wish i could know which jimmy drawing you're talking about cause I've drawn him WAAYYYY TOO MANY TIMES
BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE MY ART!!!! I hope to post more of my little mailbox guy and his friends :3c their world/story doesn't really have a name yet but im workin on it ! I also hope to post more oc stuff in general theyre my little babies n i just hope people can love them just as much as i do
BUT sheds a tear THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN!!! <333
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vamp1reb0yslut · 21 days
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Kinktober- day four
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contents. top! male reader, cis! male reader, mild pet play, knife play, fingering, implied marathon sex
w.c. 1.6 k
a.n. i have 2 reqs! yippeee! if u wanna request smth request in my ask box or this google form! also i started listening to rammstein theyre pretty good :)
cw.tw. knives & blood
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Coming back home from work was one of your favourite things to do, not because the intense boredom and exhaustion had come to end, but because you could see your little sweetheart again, you could squish his cheeks between your two hands, pinch them and kiss them, nuzzle at his nose and neck, and sit him on your lap while he tells you about all the mundane little things he did that day, ranging from going out to the garden to missing you so much that he might have even cried, the possibilities were endless. 
But you never expected for him to be waiting at the door, nude, sitting on his knees with a collar tightened around his neck and a leash clamped between his teeth. You couldn’t really remember a time in which you slammed the door behind yourself faster. 
He looked up at you, cocking his head to the side as he awaited a few words to be exchanged, or for you to say nothing, simply accept the reality in front of you, and take the leash from his mouth and clip it to his collar. His breathing was laboured as he saw your lips move, yet no words came out. When they finally did, it was– “What are you doing?” 
His face fell, and he whined past the leather. He dropped the leash and looked up at you with what could only be described as sadness in his eyes. “You said we could do this, sometime, don’t you remember?” He looked up at you and pouted. “You promised.”
You harkened back to a few weeks ago, saying that whatever he wanted to try, you’d be up for it. You never knew that he would truly take that seriously, but now that he did, and you had had a few moments of peace to process what you were seeing, you were getting quite accustomed to the idea. Looking down at him, with the collar around his pretty neck, and his thighs pressed together, and then at the leash on the floor next to him. In silence, you bent down, and lifted it up off the wooden floorboards, and clipped it to the collar, wrapping the leather strip around your palm. You saw how his eyes lit up, how he smiled wantonly at you. 
“No talking.” You warned, and he nodded, accentuated by a little bark. As much as you considered it to be comic, you still went along, smiling, stroking his hair back gently. “There we go. Good doggy.” 
You tugged at his leash, forcing him onto his hands and knees, smiling as he gasped out, a smile he would soon copy. Your first thought was to direct him to the bedroom, and that was what you did, you pulled on the leash a bit, and took the first step– he got the memo, and began to crawl at your side. You weren’t sure you’d ever seen such a pretty smile on his face ever before. He seemed to be enjoying this greatly, and you could not stop his enjoyment, could you? You were enjoying this, too, a bit. To see him so pathetic brought a tightness in your stomach, as well as your trousers. How beautiful was he, your sweet little pup.. 
The bedroom had been cleaned, with the curtains drawn. He was expecting this, you said to yourself. He wanted this. You noticed a glint on the bed and came forward. An array of toys were on the bed, from ball gags to ribbed dildos to rabbit vibrators to… knives? 
Correction— one knife. Somehow that did not make it better. 
The knife was curved and small, more like a dagger than the ones you see in the kitchen, with a light pink handle. You looked down at him, only to see that innocent smile still playing on his face. You picked up the knife, dangling it before his eyes. 
“And this is…” 
He just kept smiling, a small ‘woof’ seemingly meant to explain what was going on. You simply put the knife down, and patted the bed. “Up.” 
He did as asked, standing up and sitting back down onto the covers, impatiently waiting for your next move, hoping and praying you’d do what he wanted, that you’d take that knife and drag it across his flesh, and call him a good puppy while you were at it, praising him for not crying out or sobbing, for not fighting his punishment for being so indecent. 
You unclipped his leash, and dropped it onto the floor. “Lie down.” 
The constant slew of commands made his heart beat faster, as he lay down on his back, elbows propping himself up to see what you were doing. 
“You should be glad.” You began, picking up a vibrator, one of the smaller ones. “Dogs don’t usually get to go on the bed unless they’ve been very good.” You turned the vibrator on at the lowest setting, watching as it weakly buzzed in your hand. “And you’ve been very good, haven’t you? And good puppies deserve treats, don’t they?” 
He was a bit confused, wondering why you would take that route, but he still nodded, happily so. He was happy to be your good puppy, even if what he wanted out of this was a punishment.
To his sadness, the vibrator was suddenly turned off before he could even get some pleasure from it, and left on the side. 
“But it’s clear you don’t want pleasure.” The knife was picked up. “You want some pain.” 
He nodded again, smiling ever so happily as the blade danced gently across his chest, past scars and layers of skin without hurting at all. His breath was held in, as he waited for the eventual slash. 
When it came, when the knife dug past the thin first layer of flesh, he gasped, drawing in breath as the shallow cut bled bright red. Another cut was delivered to his stomach, and a few smaller cuts, made to look like scratches, came onto his thighs, every small gasp and whine music to your ears. How pretty he sounded, how adorable he was. 
Cautiously, you brought the knife to his abdomen, and carved in a little message, not digging too deep, yet further than the other cuts. In bloodied, fleshy letters said the words ‘dumb puppy’. 
Tears soon began to fall, sniffles and whimpers soon fell from his lips, and when the final letter was dutifully noted onto the canvas of skin, he was crying like he’d never cried before. His hands had gone to cover his face, and when the pain had subsided, his hands slid from his face and onto the blankets. “Too much?” You asked gently, leaning over to kiss his forehead. 
He shook his head, still sniffling and sniffing away his tears in the hopes that you wouldn’t notice how hard he’d been crying. 
“Promise?” 
His voice cracked as his tear-stained lips parted. “Promise.” 
“Good puppy.” You twirled his hair between your fingers, watching as the blood dried on his skin, and as cuts on his thighs scabbed. You weren’t even going to take any chances with those, worried he might get an infection. That was the last thing you wanted for your sweet thing. Leaving the room to get some bandages and antiseptic cream, you made sure to give him a little kiss on the lips before that to make him know you weren’t going anywhere for long. When you came back, it seemed like he hadn’t moved a bit, still looking down at the words written on his stomach, and at the cuts everywhere else. 
You could tell the antiseptic cream stung, as he flinched and gasped and made all other sorts of pained noises, at one point almost trying to wriggle himself away until you kindly scolded him.
“Stay still, if not you might get an infection.” You had said, before setting the cream aside and bandaging up his abdomen, and placing plasters, big and small, depending on the cut, on the wounds. When you plastered his thighs, you made sure to kiss his cunt, still slick with wetness. A finger was dragged up his folds, watching as he shuddered, as his breath got caught in his throat. 
“Would this make you feel a bit better?” You asked, the pad of your finger rubbing against his throbbing t-dick, the slide of your flesh made easier from the come on your finger. “Does my sweet pup want to come?”
He whined, rocking his hips into your fingers in a similar motion and speed, hoping to recreate the movements. 
Tender words were whispered to him as his breath halted, pleasure coursing through his body. You stopped when he came, moistening your fingers and biting his lip bloody. His thighs were shaking when your hand moved away, a fucked-out expression on his face, almost dream-like as his head hit the pillow.
You went to undo his collar, only for your hand to be slapped away. “I like it.” He explained with a pout. “I like being your property.” 
You smiled, stroking a few stray tears off his cheeks. “I love you, puppy.”
“Love you more.” 
You pinched his cheek in between two fingers. “Have it your way.” You chuckled, smiling brighter as he laughed as well. “Now, wanna get some clothes on?” 
He shook his head. 
“How about some food?”
His head shook again. “Can we go again?” 
You laughed, tucking a bit of hair behind his ear. “Sure.”  
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HI CAN YOU SPEAK MORE OF THE SILLY CLAN YOU HAVE,,,
(that you made a lorepost about a little bit ago)
i can't say TOO much right now cuz i don't actually have a lot planned for them ( i like. JUST made them lol) but i can say a few things! and i can show one thing; this image! just a planning thing for me while i slowly develop the characters lol!
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this is my geennnneralll idea for alla the cats i want to include! i want to keep this clan relatively similar to canon, so there's no new fancy weird roles (unless u count mediator lol)! they all have 2 part names blah blah blah u know! i have a few vague ideas for the character's i haven't drawn/named yet, like noonwing's dad, i want him to be gruff and scary but also overprotecting and turns into a shambling mess if anything every goes wrong and then dredgenight's sibling and noonwing i'm going to Try to have an interesting relationship! they're exes but i imagine they'd still be forced to interact on patrols and whatnot and over time realize their break up reason was stupid and maybe become friends again! dredgenight and noonwing in themselves, i want noonwing to go to dredgenight for guidance but also feel offput by it because i imagine the two siblings looking Very Similar i want noonwing's dad and the clan's leader to butt heads a lot, but not in a theyre enemies way but in a theyre rivals way, i want both of the leader's children to have a really specific dynamic where in the younger one looks up to the older one a lot but assumes for various reasons the older one doesn't like them, while in reality the older one does care for them and is really proud of them but is just really really really bad at showing their emotions, i want the loner leader and the clan's deputy to be rivals, while the loner leader and the clan leader have a more awkward but still calm relationship i have a REALLY specific idea for the loner-born cat and the cat's loner parent where in the loner-born cat Knows the loner cat is their parent but refuses to interact with them and denies all connection because of Past Experiences (you do not get to know what they are) while the loner cat is trying to prove to their child that they can come back now and then a few other vague ideas like i want the elder to be kind of like zeff from one piece (idk if i have any other one piece fans following me) and the queen to be a little rude and mature but still really caring (theyre also supposed to have 2 kits i just. forgot to write them down lawl) the only other thing i have to say is about silentspirit! she's not on the image there but i did plan some things for her. she died in her early 30 (moons)'s but has been a ghost for about 60 YEARS, living in starclan for the majority but eventually falling down the moonling about 4 or 5 moons ago
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“Who at this table would you date?” nolan asks, voice projecting and eyes sparkling with mischief as always. 
You don’t know how you always got sucked into these childish games with them, but you did and every time you regretted it. Their dinner conversations always revolved around pushing each other to do stupid shit or forcing ridiculous scenarios upon each other. It turns out tonight was the latter. 
You looked around the table at your options. Nolan was obviously out for giving you this question, luke was sweet, but too young. Your eyes of course are drawn to brendan, your longtime best friend. He’s wearing his usual smirk, ego never in check, probably assuming you’ll pick him. But there’s a sort of curiosity there too, as if he’s waiting on the edge of his seat to hear whose name will come out of your mouth. He leans forward on his elbows, “C’mon, the suspense is killing us”. 
You roll your eyes, shifting your attention over to ethan who looked like he so badly wanted to be picked and then over to thomas. You let your eyes drag over him sitting across from you, maybe a little dramatically so, just to get a rise out of a certain someone. You involuntarily bite your lip when your eyes finally pull away from the ink on his skin and meet his gaze. Always observant, he plays along with your little game and lays on the smolder with his stare and devilish smirk. No wonder girls were on their knees for this. You only tear your eyes away when brendan obnoxiously clears his throat. “If you’re done eye fucking my best friend, i believe you were asked a question.”
He had a point. Thomas was his best friend and that’s close enough to the one you actually want, right? “I’d choose thomas, easily”. He grins victoriously and fist bumps you. You swear brendan’s shoulders slump and an expression you can’t quite pinpoint flashes across his face, but just as soon as you think you saw it, it twists into disgust. “I call bull. There’s no way he does it for you. I demand a recount”. The whole table snickers. 
“Theres nothing to ‘recount’, bren” you laugh. 
He’s still in disbelief. “You pick bordy? Him?” his arms waving dramatically at thomas as if the point was already clear. 
“Yes, brendan. what’s wrong with that?” 
“nothing, but-” 
“But what? Who else should i have picked then?” 
“Yeah, briss, who else should she have picked?” thomas pipes up, leaning back in his chair, smug. Again, everyone at the table looks amused like theyre all in on some big inside joke that you’re missing. His tongue works the inside of his cheek and now it’s you whos curious.
 “C’mon, bren, the suspense is killing us” you tease, echoing him from earlier. He stares at you a second too long, working up to something.  Whatever he was thinking about saying, he decides against it, shaking his head. “I just can’t see you with him”. Or anyone. But me. “Like actually dating,” he shrugs, trying to keep up his facade of what he hopes is nonchalance. “Just an observation.” 
you snort, “youre about as observant as…as. Well i cant think of what, right now, but something that’s not observant”. 
“Well i am when it comes to you,” he blurts. 
Your heart does a combination of stopping and beating 10x as fast at his words. He couldnt mean them like how they sounded, right? 
If you werent so focused in on brendan you wouldve caught the smiles being hid behind cups and shoulders being bumped in “i told you so’s”. But you were completely lost in the way brendan’s eyes were locked in on you like he was trying to tell you something that his mouth, for once, wasnt letting him. He was patiently waiting for you to speak, but words were hard to come by for you right now. Mark nudges you and it’s enough to get you to clear your head momentarily. 
“Yeah, i guess you are,” you admit, sitting back in your seat thinking of all the times he really had been. The heating pad patches he stole from the trainer for you during your time of the month because you got really bad back cramps, the brunches hed force you to eat with him because he saw how stressed you were and how you were skipping meals, and the night drives hed take you on even though he had an early skate the next morning just because he knew you loved them. He knew how you liked your tea from watching you make it so many times, could sense what kind of music to put on based on your mood from the second you got in the car, when to push you to be social and when you just needed a good squeeze and some silence. He was watchful when you went out, protective, and able to read when it was time to go with just one look. All these things he had picked up on and continued to do for you and you cant help but love him because of it, best friend be damned. He ducks his head, fiddling with his fork on his plate when you send him a small smile, the tiniest of blushes dusting his cheeks. When he glances back up, that cheeky grin is back and you know the moment has passed.
You try to settle into the rhythm of the night, but the exchange from earlier has you in your head. How long had you and brendan been dancing around each other for? His bright, enigmatic nature captured your heart from pretty much the first moment you saw him at the center of the room, holding court. You were drawn to him in a way that you’d never let him know out loud. One that’s lived on and grown into all kinds of love, even if you couldn’t say it. 
And he was drawn to you in much of the same way. He could never figure out how you could walk into a room and instantly it was yours, even if you didnt want it. How you could command so much attention, all while staying on the outskirts. He wanted you back then, and he wants you now but apparently you dont feel the same way. 
“Maybe you should go talk to her”, thomas’s elbow knocks into his best friend’s side as they walk home, pulling him from his thoughts. Brendan shakes his head, eyes focusing on the sidewalk and mumbles out some bullshit excuse even though he knows it was less of a question and more of a suggestion. 
Thomas pushes again, knowing the stubbornness of his friend. “C’mon, youre not allowed to mope if youre not going to do anything about it.”
“I’m not-”
“You’re never quiet and youve been scarily quiet ever since she said she’d pick me” thomas points out, never afraid of calling brendan out on his shit. 
Brendan snorts in response. “yeah, exactly she doesnt want me so”
Thomas rolls his eyes. “We both know that’s not true,” brendan opens his mouth to protest, “just go to talk to her.” and then he leaves his side to catch up to matty ahead of them. Brendan sighs and glances back over his shoulder. You’re trailing the line, always on the outskirts and he smiles to himself. Duker walks beside you, talking your ear off but brendan can tell youre not giving him your full attention. You look far away, your smile not reaching your eyes. See, always observant when it comes to you he thinks. And now he has to do something about it. He slows his pace until he’s nudging duker off the sidewalk and shoving him forward with eddie much to the boy’s disgruntled protests. The fact that you don’t even scold brendan for his actions confirms his observations that you are very much in your own head. He struggles with where to start, not wanting to make this about him. 
“Just spit it out, b” you say, sounding tired but still soothing like youre coaxing it out of him when he was the one here to make you feel better. 
He grins, your teasing relaxing him a bit. “Sooo.”
“So.” you echo.
“You’d really choose bordeleau, huh?” 
You bite the inside of your cheek to fight your smile. As much as the situation hurt your heart and stressed you out, you knew brendan wasn’t going to let that go. And maybe part of you hoped he wouldnt, so that you could finally have this conversation. 
When you don’t answer right away, he continues, “what, im not good enough for ya?” he bumps into your shoulder and keeps his tone light but you can tell its purposeful, the weight of his words heavy. 
“Bren,” you dont know what else to say without saying it all.
He grins, noting the blush on your cheeks. He was getting somewhere here. 
“No, no. it’s fine” he holds his hands up in surrender, “bords is quite the package. All tatted, and sexy, and smooth talking and deep” he rattles on.
You laugh then, “are you sure youre not the one in love with bords here?”
“Damn straight he is” thomas calls out from a few people ahead. 
You giggle as brendan shamelessly confirms but then his hand finds yours and hes slowing the both of you down until you’re several paces behind the rest of the group. 
He swings your hands back and forth like hes done so many times before and just like every other time you try not to get lost in it. He sucks in a breath and you sneak a peek at him. Does he look nervous? He hopes not. “I just thought youd choose me is all” he shrugs. Your breath catches in your throat. “And why would i do that?” you ask, fighting to stay calm.
He puffs his chest out, “I mean, im pretty sexy, smooth talking, and deep. I could be tatted if that’s what you’re into, but you’re gonna have to talk to patrice.” 
You scoff, but appreciate his humor. “As if, brisson. Im not dealing with that man because of your bone head choices.”
He shrugs, chuckling at your response ”your loss. But, i dont know. I just think we’d be good together, ya know?” he pulls you to a stop at the crosswalk. 
You watch as the traffic passes you by, unaware of the situation at hand. “And why do you think that, bren?” 
He looks both ways before he leads you across the street. “We’re good for eachother. Like opposites but not”
“Opposites but not” you repeat.
He flashes that smile of his at you. “Opposites but not. Like you have this way about you. Calming-”
“Calming?”
He grins down at you, “yes, calming. Are you just gonna repeat everything i say or are you gonna let me finish?”
You mime zipping your lips as a gesture for him to go on. “You just, make me feel…peaceful? I don't know if that’s the right word. Like im this ball of energy all the time but then im with you and you even me out. Like i feel like i can breathe and just be still, but still be me. Youre exciting but safe. You have such a kind heart but dont let anyone walk all over you, especially me. You’re so soft and caring but pushy when i need it…we’re a good match”
You try to remain calm as he reveals each new insight into the way his brain sees you. 
“I know i dont have a whole lot to offer besides some laughs-”
“That’s not true” you cant help but cut him off before remembering you were supposed to be letting him speak his peace, “sorry.” 
Your rebuttal brings a light pink color to his cheeks. He tries to recover, defaulting to bringing some humor to the conversation. “no , please go ahead and tell me all about my redeeming qualities.” 
It’s your turn to blush, a rush of thoughts flooding your mind.  
“You dont have to say anything. I just wanted you to know. We’d be good together”, he says matter of factly. “Much better than you and bordy,” he scrunches up his nose. 
While listening, your pace had slowed and now you were barely moving. “You know, i think…” you drawl out. “For once you might be right” you smirk up at him. He smirks back at you. “I had a feeling you might say that. I think you owe bordy an apology for leading him on though.”
You glance in his direction where the guys had separated themselves way ahead of you. “You think he’ll forgive me?” you joke.
“If he doesnt, ill make him,” brendan promises and you know that hed keep his word. You settle into the walk back, mulling over the revelation that your best friend actually felt the same way. 
You finally speak up. “How long have you thought this?” “Ive always thought so. Probably since you walked into that party freshman year”. He answers without hesitation. “Well actually that’s probably more when i first noticed you. I thought we’d be good together when you grabbed my hand to help me off the table and you didnt even know me or try to know me. You just made sure i didnt fall and then carried on your way”
You laughed at the memory. “You do love a good challenge and elevated surfaces.”
He gave you a bump, laughing as well. “It wasn’t so much that you were a challenge, it was more that you tried to help me, like it was just natural for you to stick out your hand and help a complete idiot stranger. You werent trying to get something from me, you were just helping and made sure i was okay and i liked that about you.”
You feel warmth spread over you as he recalls your act of kindness.
“You really did have me worried there.” 
“At least nothing’s changed” he laughs. 
“Youre right, B. nothing’s changed. Youve had me this whole time.” you sigh out with relief at finally saying the words out loud. They werent as scary as your mind had made you think theyd be. “I have to say though, the defining moment for me was not you on that table.”
Brendan gasps, “you mean my drunk ass on a table didnt charm you? I’m apalled”
“Big word, briss” you tease, shrieking as his arms wrap around you and pretend to throw you into the street with a car coming down the road. “Brendan brisson” you holler, his hearty laughter mixing with your shouts. Not one of the boys ahead pays you any attention. 
“Okay they are no longer my friends” you huff as he sets you steady, keeping one arm around your waist and tugging you into him as you continue your journey home.”no one even turned around! What if i was being kidnapped?”
 Brendan doesnt see that as a possibility, brushing it off. “Id protect you. now . i want to hear more about when you fell head over heals in love with me” he smirks.
“Oh this is never going to last” you groan, but he pulls you in tighter, hand squeezing your hip and you can’t say that you dont lean into it. You entertain him though, “id say it was that same night, but it was when i saw you with the freshmen.”
He raises an eyebrow at you and you can see he’s trying to work through that night. “You were telling some story and you seemed so excited about whatever it was. Your arms were making these big gestures and everyone was eating it up. You looked so bright and alive. Your energy was contagious. Mackie was clearly hanging off your every word, but like i could tell you werent some jerky upperclassman about it. If hed excitedly interject youd laugh and let him take the stage but the light would always come back to you. You made sure to include mark and eddie and when luke looked uncomfortable off to the side you drew him in and made sure he felt welcome. I hadnt seen that boy smile all night until he was with you and you got him to open up. You have a big personality and an even bigger heart.”
“I didnt know you were watching all that”
“Some of us are observant, bren” you grin at him.
“Im choosing to ignore that comment,” he rolls his eyes, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, “so now that we’ve established we’re good for each other, what’s our plan?” 
“When in your life have you ever been worried about plans, mr. brisson” 
He wrinkles his nose, “don’t ever call me that again. Makes me think of my dad.”
“Well i could think of some other things i could call you…”
“Like….?”
“Mine.”
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adanaac · 11 months
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tierlist of my favorite color pages and stuff
gushing abt them below ⬇️
i did top 4 and not top 5 bc a lot of the 5th place for these is like a 5 way tie
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ch102: what ive learned from this is i really like full scenes. cmon!! who doesnt!! also man the colors are really good. hatanaka really has a deceptively good character design, once again proving to be senseis blorbo
ch88: sorry principal color page u have been dethroned as my fav i still love u so so so much tho. love the umbrella and plum blossoms, and also obviously principal is really hot. im pretty sure i know the umbrella asset on clip studio and actually have it downloaded. also i just personally love the paper cranes bc my sona is based off paper cranes
ch60: culture fes arc has some of my favorite color pages and b&w pages and my favorite aesthetic in general really. also i owe hijita my life for proposing the chinese dress theme. haru looks so so so good in chinese clothes and the combo with hatanaka's hoodie in the underground culture fes is top tier. also my favorite non-cover color page and volume promo are from this arc too
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the color palette is also so good i basically stole all the colors for that halloween art i did (still love it so much). now u might be thinking. if i have so much to say abt this one why is it only 3rd. tbh its bc this one is the oldest of the 4 so ive had more time to savor it. also i just like the principal one better than this one, and i like the hatanaka one better than the principal one. (but i dont actually necessarily like the hatanaka one better than this one?? its a rock paper scissors situation)
ch79: 2 harus. im sold 👍 also makuragaeshi arc just means everything to me also i consider this color spread a package deal with the vol 12 inside color page which makes me like both of them more
at this point the seimeiliker part of me is yelling WHATT THE 2 SEIMEI COLOR PAGES ARENT EVEN HERE??? THE AME ONE ISNT EVEN HERE??? FAKE FANNN theyre tied for 5th!!! maybe even tied for 4th!! i just really like the ones that are full scenes!!!
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ch25: this one isnt getting dethroned anytime soon its just so good. the COLOR PALETTE the LIGHTING AUGH ITS SO GOOD. and of course haruaki looking sexy as always 👍 this might be one of the sexiest harus tbh. i think its also one of my favorite official arts in general i cant think of many that i would confidently say i like more than this one. ITS NOT EVEN ATTACHED TO SOME DRAMATIC CHAPTER ITS THE PTM CHAPTER LMAOOO
ch46: miki pretty privilege.... i think miki arc has my 2nd favorite aesthetic, behind culture fes. tbh i like the 2 b&w cover pages from this arc just as much as the color page (maybe bc theyre more angsty by virtue of being black and white??)
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ch33: i am so married to this chapter. one of if not my number 1 fav chapter. tbh this one is tied for 2nd with the miki one, its just bc i like how colorful the miki one is. this is the only time haru gets drawn with just solid black hair and its very pretty 😳 this one is also a package deal with the 2018 october gfantasy cover in my head bc theyre both teacher trio, not really in their usual outfits, from around the same time, and gets made as merch together often
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ch75: im not exactly married to this one like i am with the top 3 but its just good art good composition good colors!! its just such a... cozy and normal scene contrasted with it being a color page. (wait fuck thats what the arc was about)
u may be wondering. why are all the single page ones sort of old. this is actually bc recently all the color covers are double pages (from 76 to 102 there's 1 single page and 9 double page covers)
Cover
vol 13: aughhh seimei...... punches walls etc im so normal about it hahahahah god i love the parallel with vol 1. sensei insane for this. i have nothing else to say this cover just fucks so hard i spent days oogling it why is seimei so hot. also aughh the unused draft for it would have been so good too but the vol 1 parallel was probably the right choice....
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vol 10: this one stockholm syndromed its way into being my number 2. ok not really its a really good cover everyone is rly pretty and its a very fun composition and u know i love culture fes. but also it was the thumbnail on a lot of manga sites for the longest time so it ended up being the cover i associate with yohaji in general the most, maybe even more than vol 1
vol 14: i am easily swayed by principal 👍 i see principal and i neuron activation. its so funny its like the most blantant spoiler cover
vol 9: i am also easily swayed by ebisu 👍 sensei sure loves her red and blues huh. also sano in the black shirt is really hot. can u tell i also love when theres parallels
vol 8 is tied with vol 9 tbh rintarou and ibara are so pretty
Cover flaps
i didnt do the back covers bc theyre all alright to me tbh theres not standout amazing ones that make me lose my mind. ok maybe the vol 6 and vol 8 one. i am easily swayed by seimei and ebisu
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now the cover flaps on the other hand. oh ym god
vol 14: WOOF WOOF BARK BARK BARK WHITE HAIR HARU WOOF WOOF THIS ONE MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME......... normal harus expression is soooo good...... the mini harus...... and Him... my cat..... sobs.... tanaka mai is a cruel god how dare she pull out this design and concept for 1 chapter and we're probably never gonna see it again..... UNLESS??? (<- mentally ill) anyway heres this promo art for no real reason other than i wanted to oogle him more
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v7 and v5: lumping these together bc theyre both harusanos. can u tell i love parallels. and vol 5 has the harusano handholding and vol 7 has the sano confession under the moon.... wow......
v13: i love animal trio they mean so much to me. also just look at weasel hatanaka i wanna squeeze him like a squeaky toy
Inside color page
for a while i was like "how come my fav inside color pages all seem to be from recent volumes" it turns out its bc sensei only started doing full scenes for them starting at vol 10
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the vol 11 one IS really good but its up against such bangers as "has principal" or "has haru" or "has seimei" sooooo
vol 10: look this one has principal and is culture fes of course its my favorite. easiest decision in my life. i think for all these categories the top 1 spot was super easy and 2-4 could all be shuffled around. it may not make me as mentally ill as the other 3 but its straight up good art i would set this as my phone screen any day
vol 13: hi this one makes me mentally ill. its so cool it has such cool imagery and its also so inscrutable. what does it all mean. why is saturn there. this one (and also all of kyoto arc tbh) makes me want a anime so bad
vol 12: you KNOW im a sucker for makuragaeshi arc aughhhh this one makes me mentally ill in a different direction from the vol 13 one. the fact he wore a blazer uniform when he was actually in high school and him wearing a gakuran in this arc. fucks me up every time
vol 14: aughhhh...... tanaka mai is out to GET me...... i care them so much.... so so much......
5th place probably still isnt the vol 11 one LOL sorry renpapa thats gotta go to vol 6 (the one with haru in the bath)
in conclusion. i am easily swayed by haru/seimei/principal/ebisu and i will never recover from white hair haru
and also culture fes has my no. 1 favorite aesthetic and miki arc is no. 2. time travel arc will probably prove to dethrone miki arc to become number 2 but idk if itll dethrone culture fes
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faenemy · 8 months
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Hii don't mind me, just wanted to ramble abt Mark and friends series in ur ask box cuz why not :3 (you've drawn fanart of them b4 btw!)
SO LETS START OFF WITH SOME CONTEXT. Mark and friends is a completed series on YouTube made by this guy ashur gharavi, it follows the story of Mark blah blah i can't talk in this format snymore I need to go silly mode holf on. SO MARK IS GHIS 'LITTLE MONSTER' KID RIGHT, AND ANOTHER CHARACTER IS BILLY WHO IS AN ADUKT HUMAN. SO THE SERIES IS KINDA LIKE A KIDS CARTOON BUT WITH BLOOD AND MURDER. BILLY KIDNAPPED MARK AND FORCED HIM TO DO STUFF FOR CAMERA. AS THE SERIES GO ON, THERE WILL BE LITTLE HINTS IN THE FORM OF NEWSPAPER OF LIKE WHATS ACTUALLY GOING ON AND WHY HES FOING THIS. READ EVERY SINGLE BACKGROUND NEWSPAPER EVEN IF IT DOESNT FEEL IMPORTANT, THE LITTLE DETAILS ARE SOOOO GOOD. MARK IS LIKE 10 YEARS OLD AND HES LITERALLY SO CUTE, HE DONT DESERVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENWD TO HIM. IM NOT GONNA SPOIL THE ENDING FOR U, CUZ ITS LITERALLY SO GOOD I REMEMBWR WHEN I FIRST WATCHED IT AND THE ENDINV IS JUST SO PULLING MY HEAET STRINGS AND LIKE SUCH A TENSE SCENE YK. ITS LITERALLY SO GOOD, THERE ARE 3 COMPILATIONS OF IT (PART 1,2 AND 3) I THINK ITS LIKE 2 HOURS LONG PLEASE PLEASE WATCH IT (ONLY IF U WANNA OFC NO PRESSURE) I LOVE THE CHARACTERS SO MUCH THEYRE SO WELL WRITTEN, I HATE BILLY BUT I LOVE HOW WELL HIS CHARACTER AND MANIPULATION IS WRITTEN HES SO FUCKING CRUEL. I LOVE HOW ASHUR ISNT AFRAID TO JUST FUCKIMG MAKE HIM DO TERRIBLE AWFUL SHIT. I LOVE IT SO MJCH ITS SO CREATIVE I LOVE MARK TOO, HWS SO CUTE I LOVE DRAWING HIM. OH AND ALSO, ITS CANON THAT TWOMP TAKES PLACE AFTERRR THAT SERIES AND MARK IS FRIENDS WITH ARGOS AND MR PLANT. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEYRE SO UGHHHHH. THE ACTOR IS EYE CANDY TOO HES SO COOL. PLEASE WATCH IT ILL GIVE U A COOKIE IF U DO (AGAIN, ONLY IF U WANNA THO NO PRESSURE) :3
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SOME PICTURES ^^
(This ask wasn't proofread btw)
HI HI HI Thank you for the ask box rambles I love them <3
Definitely did not go and binge the whole series, nope, not me
ANYWAY MY RAMBLINGS AS I WATCHED AND THOUGHTS UNDER CUT
I love this little green guy!
Marks parents seem to be murdered (go figure)
I'm assuming he was kidnapped in an ice cream truck/van??
Mark is kept in a cage without an actual bed it seems, at least when he isn't on camera
Are the puppets the actual children, or do they just represent them?
Mark keeps rubbing his side/stomach, maybe where his kidney was removed??
Child star shows an actual person so kidnapper might have started as a child star?
Grandma knows her kiddo is still alive (GET HIS ASS)
Is the plant guy who killed Big Monster Mr plant?
Donovan escapes???
Cupcake monster gets killed (very sadge)
WHY THE FUCK DID THEY PUT TOMATOES IN A FRUIT SALAD??? JAIL!!!!
apparently monsters are edible, might be some cannibali going on?
Also humans are considered monsters in this world
In "cooking" the newspaper is obscured, but it seems to read (missing childs body found, but not his head) Cupcake Monster???
UPDATE DEFO CUPCAKE MONSTER NOOOOOO
No Illinois, Minnesota or Indiana
Maybe the other kids were from Minnesota and Indiana, since Mark is from Illinois?
Aight my man was defo the child star, I'm assuming he is repeatimg the crimes of big monster???
Oop so search led to Indiana, snap my prior theory lol
Big monsters cousin changes last name
Frame lasted long on that, so I assume it's important
I keep forgetting Billy's name LMAO
Big monster and sewer? Seems like an It reference
So they're near Michigan now, noted
WHY MUST YOU TORMENT ME :(((( I luv paper bag dog NOOOOOO
Mark seems more vocal and challeging billy more now
Billy straight up gave the kids psychedelics my god
Someone save the child pls
Donovan my beloved is traumatized:((((
Oooooh the photos in the background are crying now, I think those are Marks parents?
Mr plant defo killed Big Monster, king shit
OOOOOH
okay so kid star (johnny) met with big monster in the sewer, got murdered
But Billy was the one who encouraged him to, Billy was going to star in the movie before Big Monster was convicted. So he was the kid who was crying in the article because his role was dropped
NOOOOOO MARK IS ADDICTED TO DRUGS
Get HIS ASS GRANDMA
I can't read the teleprompter, get this dude some glasses.
Just remembered how Mark cannonicly has his photos taken???? And sold I think??? Wtf???
Donovan had started a charity:((( he thinks his friends are gone
The date on the newspaper in the back keeps changing
Can I fight Billy??? I think I could take him easy
Mark straight up ate a razor blade get this kid a doctor
OH MY GOSH THEY'RE GOING TO THE DOCTOR
APOLLO HAS BLESSED ME
the eye test in the back reads "Mark has one more week before I kill him" if my new son dies I riot
Can I adopt Mark
Goal list; dispose, replace, repeat
I wonder if there are other shows featuring Donovan and Cupcake Monster?
Why were they kidnapped?
Befriend that strange man??? NOOOO
Did my son just kill Billy???? HELL YEAH
RUN BOY RUN
MY SON IS SAFE!!!!
In conclusion, I would like to adopt Cupcake Monster, they are now my child. I would also like to punch Billy repeatedly :D
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awoken-artist · 11 months
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{Finished in Feb 13th 2023}
🌈✧{Please Do Not Steal, Trace, use my Art in AI and NFTs and Repost/Resubmit my Works. Thank You.}✧🌈
I wanted to draw out a scene I had in mind forever...I did drew ONE art of Ed and Em [and its in the comic strip. of them starring realizing how close they are] and i sat there thinking of make a quick sketchy doodly comic strip of this.
So- Yeah for context and updates on my ocxcanon pair - Ed and Emmy is that when the two met they never got along and would fight and make snarky comments to eachother and Alphonse being the middle man of the two. voice of reason. so not sure exactly where in the timeline [cause I also will draw art for 2003 series too and 2003 and brotherhood have very different directions BUT the scene of this would be the same.] so this would have to be around where the two of them still fight but not as..often but still was like "great theyre fighting again" kind of thing for Al. So Im gonna guess cause this is a bit of a work in progress where they had a mission, they both kind of dun goofed a bit [but manage to complete it] and they both started to have a fight that started with the comments then to straight out fighting with alchemy in an alley way for some reason. the two started fighting and they were - not minding it cause the two are being too cocky about it.  Emmy takes a step where she causes herself to trip and wasnt expecting this to happen cause shes really great with her footing but today was NOT her day.... So ed tries to catch her, he gets pulled to her as their foreheads SMACKED against eachother pretty hard [but not hard enough it causes them to knock out or such] and they rolled to the end of the alley way. emmy lands with her back as Ed was somewhat on top-ish as they didnt realize what position they were both in cause- they quickly are just trying to recover from the head smack headache and started bickering again- and slowly realize "....oh shit"  they both massively blushed realizing the position they were in as they were just too stunned to continue the fight and they just were very awkward with eachother a bit. Roy happened to be around [they were not far from Central HQ tbh] so Roy sees Al just- stare at the Alley so of course he and Riza went to see wtf is going on and....yeah sees that. Wondering tf they are doing. Ed and Emmy QUICKLY panicked while their faces were red as fire as they both adjust themselves and try to walk away from the whole situation and boy the rest of that day to a week..or two...Edward and Emmy were very awkward and flustered and that memory never left. [not even further into the story it still REMAINED] and its where the start of the crush happens with both of them. Emmy couldnt help remember it as her heart was pounding and racing very much. Winry already can tell shes crushing SO HARD on Edward. Edward [while I havent drawn it here] is probably so frustrated and doesnt know why hes feeling off. he never had a crush on anyone and never blushed this hard ever and Alphonse thought it was kind of cute Ed is getting super flustered anytime he and emmy are in the same room together. Al and Winry being the wingman here for both.  they do eventually not get so awkward with eachother but theres times they do and sometimes hints of maybe theyre kind of realizing they like eachother that much.  Also wanna point out [and I wanna sketch it] where Ed kind of corners her somewhat and they fought and they got into the same position somehow. [thinking Emmy was being super stubborn, Ed corners her to the wall as Emmy gets too flustered she falls slowly down to the floor all very flushed in the face and Ed gets down to her level and just both of them being awkward dorks. [and I think its where the confession comes in.] still got plans for more FMA works just need to do some tweaking and such :3
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✧ Artwork and FMA OC Emmy Rosenthal © by: @awoken-artist
✧  Fullmetal Alchemist and Characters Edward and Aphonse Elric, Roy Mustang and Winry Rockbell owned by:
Hiromu Arakawa
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cubiicete · 9 months
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have some mond hcs bc theyre in my head and i feel like they should be enjoyed
Diluc
Exceptionally shy. Claims he has no interest in romance because it 'wastes time' but it's just to cover up how flustered it makes him. Diluc may have some skills when it comes to flirting, but he's so dense he doesn't recognize when he's doing it, or when directed at him. Kissed Jean while they were still kids, and he never did it again. He is, however, very soft-spoken and gentle. Will look away flushed if he has to kiss the hands of people he feels affection for. Sensitive and a virgin.
Kaeya
Despite his playboy reputation, he doesn't actually have much experience. Prone to keep people at arms length to protect them while he still craves connection. He never lets himself indulge. Kaeya did have a few flings before the Crepus incident, but that was only because they were more drawn to his brother. Thinks Diluc is actually much more experienced because they refuse to talk about it. He may be skilled, but he doesn't believe anyone is genuine with their affection towards him.
Venti
Many are drawn to Venti for his eternal youthful glow, and his carefree attitude laid into a carefully concealed wisdom. He may be a replica of his old friend, but he's altered his appearance enough for it to feel like himself as well. Venti is the playboy of Mondstadt and keeps his people in the palm of his hand with warm words and poems to soothe the heart. Is never caught actually courting anyone, so the impression is that he's doing it for wine or to convince others to come to his performances. The only person who knows that Diluc and Kaeya are not like their reputations.
Lisa
Into some pretty tame kinks. Runs the midnight club in Mondstadt against Jean's well wishes. Very devoted to Jean despite her flirty exterior, and the furthest she's gone with someone (without Jean's consent) was a kiss on the cheek. Likes to read erotica to her gf to make her blush, and she's more than capable to keep a straight face while talking about explicit topics.
Jean
Much like Diluc, she is very shy. Flustered easily, never really knows what to do without direct instruction. The kiss she shared with the Dark Knight Hero back in the day was when she wrote off boys entirely. This was also decided after she was with Rosaria for a brief period. She never entirely got over her, and while she does love her current gf, she wonders what it would be like to have them both. Jean is, however, very good at keeping her composure while she is flustered. Very sweet, loves to give 'I thought of you when I saw this' gifts.
Rosaria
Frequent dominatrix at Lisa's Midnight Club. Sometimes, she goes just to watch. Others, she's set on participating. Her favourites are when she's unsure and her loyal subs beg her to join in. Knows Venti has ventured in with a disguise on more than one occasion. Casually pining over Lisa with repressed affections for Jean. Loves Kaeya like a weird, overprotective older brother because he likes to threaten the entirety of the Angel's Share death if they hurt her. Always keeps a knife on her in case Barbara's stalkers show up.
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