Do you ever feel like you’re just convenient?
You’re the convenient friend, convenient time pass, convenient relationship, convenient option for everyone.
You’re the person people hang out with because you’re easy, and always eager because you’re always just so desperate to feel wanted and not alone, but really you’re just convenient.
You know you’re not special, and that your spot in their life will be easily replaced and that they’d much rather someone else in their company- but again you’re just convenient. You’re the convenient option. The always available option.
I’m the friend who has best friends but isn’t the best friend. I’m the convenient friend. I’m the lover who falls in love but never the one being loved. I’m just the convenient route.
Im the ‘never says no’ friend. The ‘easy to take advantage of’ friend. The ‘can you do me a favour?’ friend. I’m the ‘useful until no longer of use’ friend. I’m the ‘I want to do something but everyone else is busy’ friend.
I’m the butt of the joke friend. I’m the punching bag friend. The forgotten friend. The one who’s feelings aren’t considered because I’m the ‘she’ll get over it’ friend.
I’m just the easy and convenient friend.
And that’s my own fault, thinking always being available, always being easy and giving more of myself will finally one day deem me worthy in someone’s eyes. Spoiler alert - it doesn’t. I’m still never enough.
I’m the ‘smile through the pain’ friend because being this friend hurts.
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getting a time machine to go tell my younger self im thriving but all they care is about how many tumble notes i make a month and whether the little gay ppl on my shows are canon (they are, sometimes)
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The Michael Mongeon Fund
My brother Mike is very ill. It doesn’t look like he’ll be with us a whole lot longer. I’m sure there will bills left behind and I’ve never been one for begging. Neither has Mike. Sue tells me he’s got someone from Hospice, which is nice. I could open up a gofundme page but that […]
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sorry but with all the egg missing angst acted perfectly by the ccs yesterday i cant help but think about the ones who weren't there. especially the french parents :'(( about Baghera, who promised she'd be back and left worried about Bad, planning to give him a real vacation and organize it all with Pomme. all alone with the discovery of her memories, so scared and worried now that she remembers. About Etoiles who logged off hundred of thousands blocks away like he always does, who just triumphed over the Code once again but it never felt like a victory. How he spend the entire time worried sick about Pomme, and when she woke up he had to learn she's been plagued by nightmares. How they went exploring like the good old days, but he was always looking around, checking on her, making sure she was okay. Making sure it was really her. And Antoine!! Who last time he saw Pomme she was all dirty and confused , and they had no answer, no clue as to what happened, and he kept trying to ask her what she felt, if she had any ideas what could've happend and there was nothing. Completely powerless. And now when they come back there won't be any more clues, they all tried their best to be here for her, but she's gone. And there's nothing they can do.
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So... Multiple right-wing politicians and figures in France went to social media to ask people to vote for Israel at the Eurovision and themselves vote for her, because it is "antisemitic to boo Israel" or something... That's how you get Israel a ton of votes.
Btw, a lot of those politicians are in a political party that was created with a SS. The leaders are from the same family, the father being friend with the SS and Nazis and the daughter viewing Hitler as an uncle when she was younger. This party also denied the Holocaust and later declared that it did happened (because it's against the law to deny the Holocaust), but it's not as bad as we make it. Just to point out that zionists just want to get rid of Jewish people, they don't care about them.
And also, French don't care about the Eurovision, because we all agree that we suck at music. People barely speak about it. And suddenly, those mfs give a fuck about it (the other time they do is when we send a poc to represent France, that's a scandal for them 🙄)
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Watch the 2024 American Climate Leadership Awards for High School Students now: https://youtu.be/5C-bb9PoRLc
The recording is now available on ecoAmerica's YouTube channel for viewers to be inspired by student climate leaders! Join Aishah-Nyeta Brown & Jerome Foster II and be inspired by student climate leaders as we recognize the High School Student finalists. Watch now to find out which student received the $25,000 grand prize and top recognition!
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