ah my least favorite part of the fifteen anime adaptation is that. Dazai and Chuuya don't look like they're fifteen
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Do you ever feel like you’re just convenient?
You’re the convenient friend, convenient time pass, convenient relationship, convenient option for everyone.
You’re the person people hang out with because you’re easy, and always eager because you’re always just so desperate to feel wanted and not alone, but really you’re just convenient.
You know you’re not special, and that your spot in their life will be easily replaced and that they’d much rather someone else in their company- but again you’re just convenient. You’re the convenient option. The always available option.
I’m the friend who has best friends but isn’t the best friend. I’m the convenient friend. I’m the lover who falls in love but never the one being loved. I’m just the convenient route.
Im the ‘never says no’ friend. The ‘easy to take advantage of’ friend. The ‘can you do me a favour?’ friend. I’m the ‘useful until no longer of use’ friend. I’m the ‘I want to do something but everyone else is busy’ friend.
I’m the butt of the joke friend. I’m the punching bag friend. The forgotten friend. The one who’s feelings aren’t considered because I’m the ‘she’ll get over it’ friend.
I’m just the easy and convenient friend.
And that’s my own fault, thinking always being available, always being easy and giving more of myself will finally one day deem me worthy in someone’s eyes. Spoiler alert - it doesn’t. I’m still never enough.
I’m the ‘smile through the pain’ friend because being this friend hurts.
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*joins the conversation again after spacing out* oh and you know what's a beautiful thing, the scene of Laurent killing Kastor wasn't presented as an act of "a brother for a brother" there was no revenge on his actions at all whatsoever, at least not in the way it might have been. it was more of a "Damen is wounded severely and could die because of you, you're making him suffer and these are the consequences" and simple as that, there was Kastor as the man Laurent knows will betray Damen's trust and stomp on Damen's brotherly love again and again, and there was also Damen bleeding on the marble floors, the man he was ready to save over himself, over the kingdom that was rightfully his, over every single thing, from the moment he tried to hurt Damen while Laurent was there, Kastor was dead yknow, it was Laurent protecting Damen because he loves him
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About myself - no. I'm unimportant, an observer, a wandering animal.
-- Christina Stead
(Cluj, Romania)
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Whatever you do, don't trust the bsd wiki. It is very unreliable, just touch the actual sources like the light novels and Mangas. The wiki will do you no good in terms of actual useful info 😭
-A
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STATISTICS FOR THIS TIME
Fandoms for getting
Fandom for making
Usually I announce this later but its incredibly clear already that the most popular character is GoodTimesWithScar (The guy, the dude, yall are so based)
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stormbringer broadside for funsies
type used: Didot (Regular, Italic, Bold); Gill Sans (Light, Demibold, Italicized) ~
postcard sized, I have an A3 vrs too.
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new theme to start november
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Y’all just feel like everyone is being fake around you? Like just tolerating you?? Pretending to love you and care about you..?
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MY CONCERT IS IN A WEEK AND A HALF ‼️‼️
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