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videostak · 8 months

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rly strange weird thing happened last night that kinda has me in a idk just CYCLICAL feeling cause some1 who ghosted me like 4 years ago (i knew them from high school and they ghosted me like a year or so after it ended) and last night they texted me acting like nothing happened and just started up a conversation. well they said sorry but u kno just on the side like as if it hadnt been like 4 years.. this was like at 11 at night too so i dont kno i entertained the idea of conversation thinking she'd like kinda go more into why she hasnt contacted me these past 4 years. she's not one of the people i was particularly closee close to or even connected particularly well so it didnt even hurt me too bad when she ghosted me so like i dont even or cant even summon up the energy to like call her out on it cause i dont feel too strong abt it but it is v strange and .... weird. actually got a text in like idk 2020 or 2021 from a random number presumed someone i removed from my contacts apologizing for being m i a saying theyd make it up to me but when i asked who it was and that i mustve removed them from my contacts they didnt respond lol. i wonder if that was her. but also there were like 2 other people it also couldve been i wished i remembereed exactly what the text said cause if that previous text said m i a it couldve been the same person cause she also said m i a in reference to it . anyways i talked for a bit about how things were n stuuff but feel very dirty abt it . just letting someone treat me like shit and walk all over me again with no regards to my feelings like its been a long time since ive even talked to someone i kno irl so it feels so cyclical again and also my fault the way i act like completeley ok w/ ppl just treating me however and picking things back up whenever they want to. and also like idk the nerve of ghosting someone for 4 years and not even saying who u are when u do text them back like assuming theyd still have u in their contacts lol.. tho idk she did say that it wasnt just me and that she hadnt messaged any1 for like the past few years idk its v strange to not give any further explanation when it was getting later at night i texted that i was gonna go to sleep n stuff and she didnt respond and she hasnt texted today yet but its still p early i kinda hope she doesnt like idk we literally dont even have a single thing in common and i def feel like we have less in common now than back then. i also like idk dont rly kno what to do. im hoping she doesnt message again but i guess if she continues to ill be like umm hey lol. idk its so easy for ppl to walk all over me and make me do whatever like idk i think i really am easily manipulated as dumb as it sounds. like i v rarely object to being made to do things but theres no reason for me to even attempt to rekindle a friendship andthe fact that she message presumably intending to do so has to mean she like mustve gotten into a argument or smthn w/ her friends or smthn or that theres something idk. just made me feel so dirty and gross last night texting pretending

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milkbreadtoast · 10 months

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I WATCHED NIMONA!!! As someone who read the original nimona webcomic when it was updating (roughly a decade ago??) and was rly impacted by it, I was so excited to watch the film and... they did a really good job!!! it was so beautiful i cried omg... it's def worth a watch!! (long ramble under the cut BWAHA spoiler warning)

...and it was rly completely diff from the original comic but im not complaining?? like its a v loose movie adaptation and the plot/setup was v diff but still v well done... like the comic and movie r both good in their own right... & i laughed and cried a lot... i was surprised at the extent of some of the changes but the emotional parts hit hard(my eyes r swollen from crying) and it was written v well... and visually it's just gorgeous... my jaw kept dropping at the beautiful lighting, and they brought the futuristic medieval setting to life so well i could cry😭

it's funny bc one of the main things i was afraid of was them changing nimona's backstory from the comic, bc even after a decade that's one of the things that stuck w me the most... i love nimona as a chara sm... I was so worried abt them changing it and... they ended up changing it completely... but it was actually really good?! like i cried so hard, it was well done... so I'm glad I didn't have to worry after all jdjfjd🥺 like they Did change it but both ver r good in their own right...

I understand that they had to rewrite the plot completely to fit within the time length of a single movie while still being a contained story, as is always the case w movie adaptations of books, graphic novels, etc which r much longer... Series have a chance to follow the source more closely but that just isnt the case w movies... and as far as movie adaptations go they did an amazing job!! I can rly appreciate both the comic and the movie as their own thing... and I rly liked some parts that were added to the movie, like ballister(blackheart)'s backstory in the beginning, and the addition of gloreth (and her relationship w nimona) was surprisingly compelling... And I really really love that they made Ballister and Goldenloin canon POC 😭😭😭 like that made me so happy!!!❤️‍🔥 When i first saw the casting of riz ahmed and eugene lee i was sooo happy, i was like YAYY IDC IF THEY LOOK WHITE IM GONNA HC THEM AS POC🥰 but the fact that i dont even have to hc bc its canon now... 🥹 SOUTH ASIAN/EAST ASIAN KINGS🛐... and they also didn't hold back with showing them openly as a gay couple... Even tho their dynamic changed a lot from the comic I rly appreciate that...

And there were things that I did miss from the webcomic, like the original setup with goldenloin and blackheart as staged nemesis, them being exes (and some time having passed since their graduation, so they're older, unlike in the movie when it just happened), etc. but the whole setup and plot and everything I completely understand why they had to change it to make it work/fit as a movie, so I get it... so not complaining there tbh bc they did what they had to do... But tbh... TBH... my one(1) complaint(/lh) w the movie... IS I REALLY MISS GOLDENLOIN'S BEAUTIFUL LONG HAIR😭😭😭💔 He would've looked so pretty with long golden locks in the movie artstyle, esp w the gorgeous lighting... glowing gold and flowing in the wind... And I think it would've fit perfectly well with the movie ver of his chara/lore too?? like the new lore of him being a descendant of Gloreth... I could imagine him growing out his hair and bleaching it blonde to fit the image/pressure of being a descendant of gloreth, and to look more flashy and heroic to the public (They did tone down his vanity a lot but im sure he still retains some of it... like he still has that pretty popular celebrity image)... And him having long hair doesnt contradict with him being asian too or the modern setting... modern asian men can and do have pretty long hair😭 Like he couldve still been Asian, just w long blonde hair... It doesn't contradict w his new personality either... And I wish they kept the golden color bc the white/silver makes him look less like a "goldenloin"... (i also love black/gold color combos personally lol)... And i just aldjskd can u imagine movie Ballister stroking Ambrosious's long hair affectionately... pls🥲 WE COULD'VE HAD IT ALL... canon asian madeleine cookie qkjdksdj... I also do miss his original stupid vain arrogant himbo personality from the comic, but I understand why they changed it (for one, charas like that might start out obnoxious but then slowly develop and gain depth over the course of the story, but in a movie's short length, there's less time to slowly grow on ppl so it'd be easier to make them more likeable from the start... so like i get it.) but I think it would've been perfect if they just kept his long hair even w his new personality😭😭 LIKE IT WOULDVE BEEN 100000% PERFECT THEN!!! So that's literally my one lighthearted complaint/dissatisfaction w the movie LMFAO... I'd be happy if ppl draw fanart of movie ambrosious w long hair... TTwTT i miss it sm DKDJZ /end rant OVERALL I HAD A GOOD time ^^ LMFAO

#i dont wanna tag this bc i dont want it to show up in the tag orz #and the spoilers r under the cut so dont read it if u havent watched it #(not that anyone will read this anyway... i just wanted to rant LOL #nimona spoilers #i might do a more detailed ramble abt the contents of the movie later if i have energy #i love nimona herself as a chara sm tho... both the comic and movie ver #i adore herrrr shes so funny too like i think the jokes in the movie were actually better skjfd #i dont rmbr the specifics of the comic's jokes but the ones in the movie were def original (ie not in the comic) and funny hehe #shit i ranted more abt goldenloin than i thought. I SWEAR ITS NOT A BIG DEAL IM /LH #I do want to reread the comic now... I wonder if bookstores have it...#I can appreciate the movie as its own thing but its been over a decade so i want to read the comic again too #bc theyre both good in their own right!!#also its been so long that i prob forgot a lot of it

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blueiight · 11 months

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tbh i think claudia dependence is def a thing ppl have a hard time letting go of from the books and is not really a thing from the show? i think your take is probably realistic in that like yes material worries are things i would personally think about but the show def lets the audience know she can and she will live on her own even in rough conditions (that's how she grew up after all). they wouldn't have had her leave twice otherwise w/o any concern for her material comfort. its not like she came back home cause she was like missing luxuries or anything, and later she's sitting in the stinky storage compartment of the train in 1x06 but she's absolutely delighted even in that squalid train car. the danger of other vampires is also not a consideration on HER part when she leaves the second time, its lestat who uses bruce to threaten her but her view is i'll take my chances out there over staying.

i know in her mortal life claudia came from a true level of poverty and disempowernment that neither lestat nor louis ever had to deal with as mortal men. indeed, book claudia couldnt even pretend to be at a teenager or leave the townhouse in a way show claudia did, but the attempts of claudia in her individual departures in 1x05 and 1x06 go the way they did to show the unique disempowernment claudia has been placed in as a teenage vampire. too young to be a coven master, too old to be a total babygirl archetype. still the babydoll: the weird brothers and their doll like sister as the town regards them. no hair down there. prepubescent forever, even as she ages. im not saying claudia is some prissy princess or desires a certain quality of living, what claudia desires is a true companionship in immortality (another parallel to lestat?) but the show has proposed claudia’s dilemma — little boys or old creeps for 50 years? who is her lestat, who is her louis? where does she fit into this paradigm of maker fledgling murderer lover teacher student? has she been cast out of it entirely? when claudia came back to the townhouse, her motive was bc of the trauma of being assaulted & seeking an environment she was more familiar with. before she went back to the townhouse she followed louis to his final encounter with grace, and came to the conclusion in her internal dialogue that she believed lestat and louis as her companions, and that lestat made her to be louis’s sister. of course, the end of 1x05 happens, claudia helps louis recover, and that cord she had with lestat is frayed if not completely broken. claudia herself is in a different frame of mind when she leaves louis on the bench, and she views her departure to europe as temporary. she even says to louis call me (mental phone dials? lol) if you need me or something to that affect im paraphrasing. speculating on how claudia’s individual departure to europe couldve gone is a fun thought exercise but canonly, lestat stopped her, and her third attempt at escape was predicated on killing lestat with louis. now come, find vampires worthy of your love?

#yn.#yn answers #iwtv #claudia

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post-modern-prometheus · 9 months

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thanks for posting about dark bc i started watching it and im going rabid about all the insane theories and mysteries that keep coming up--you are so right this is what st should have been if it hadnt decided to go more mainstream for its popularity

RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT it’s actually so weird and daring and interesting in it’s lore. i literwlly have been binging bc i NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING. it’s like literallt what i wanted st to be, and what i hope it couldve been if they didnt have to make it so mainstream to keep ppl from hating it?? like ig i cant say for certain but i do believe st couldve been as cool and weird if they could still take chances. like now i feel like they (mostly netflix prolly) is scared what ppl might think if it’s too weird and confusing. im hoping that bc it’s the last season the duffers will say fuck it and just go all out and netflix will allow it bc ppl are gonna watch this season no matter what. theres no next season for them to not tune into. like i want an ending that blows my mind, makes me rethink everything i’ve seen. henry was. not it. the 33 years thing?? jonas’ dad?? im only 7 episodes into THE FIRST OF THREE SEASONS and dark is already blowing my mind. this is what i WANTED from stranger things. and i’ve heard the end is devastating… which im also hoping st is. like i love to feel. bc an ending that is bittersweet is the kind that sticks with you forever. but yeah ive been putting off watching dark for so long just cuz it’s hard for me to watch new tv shows and im so mad at myself bc I COULD ALREADY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IF I DID. IM ALSO SO HAPPY SOMEONE APPRECIATES MY DARK POSTING. i def will avoid posting spoilers and i’ll tag them as “dark spoilers” if i just can’t hold it in bc i want as many ppl to watch it!! i know most of my followers (esp if theyre also of the belief that stranger things could be a lot STRANGER) would love this and should go in blind the way i did bc it’s amazing. im doing everything in my power to not watch tiktoks ab it or look it up on tumblr.

#dark #stranger things

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mydemonsdrivealimo · 1 year

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ty ty!! just answering these for jensen but lmk if you want bryce too !!

How closely is their opinion of their own beauty (or lack thereof) linked to their confidence? Do they see themselves as more or less worthy of love or sex based on how attractive they feel?

oh this is an interesting one for jensen. jensen wasnt really conventionally attractive until he was like,, twenty-two ish? that was when he really started focusing on his health, working out more, getting meds for his acne, etc etc. the thing is though, jensen still doesnt really think of himself as that attractive. like he wouldnt put himself on any high rank of conventional beauty, but he knows he looks good in terms of "acquired" tastes. so, with that in mind, his beauty is def not linked to his confidence, nor is it linked to how worthy of love he is. listen, he knows he isn't bad-looking, but its usually not something he thinks of much at all. hes learned how to dress and style to his body and he has a comfortable relationship with how he looks. his confidence came from that improvement of the relationship he has with himself, and how he treats himself, so his physique is very detached from his worthiness and confidence.

What is their most fervent wish for their best friend(s)? How far would they go to make it happen?

jensen wants aliyah and cy to succeed so badly, in whatever it is they do. they did so much for him, probably saved his life, and the thought of them meeting roadblocks bothers the hell out of him. jensen is willing to go farther than what may be expected for them, purely because of how much theyve impacted the course of his life. particularly with aliyah, he wants her to have success with all the music she releases, with booking shows, etc etc. one of her biggest goals is getting a show at madison square garden and jensen has been and will be there for that entire journey

How far does parental approval (imagined or expressed) impact upon their current sense of self-worth? What might they sacrifice or attempt to achieve in order to ensure the approval of their parents?

currently? none at all, but jensen has worked so hard to get to that place. for a very long time, all he couldve asked for was his mothers approval. he perceived himself as a stain on her existence, just a problem she had to deal with, but after years of therapy he has come to realize that it wasn't his fault. his mother is a very intrinsically driven person, mainly focused on her own goals and happiness. now, this isnt wrong, per se, but when you have a child involved, particularly a child you removed from everything theyve known and taken on soley as your responsibility, you cant have that mentality. i havent talked about it before, but thats one of the biggest issues jensen has with his mom now that hes older. especially after she married into a white rich family, he feels that a lot of their goals dont align, and he has trouble connecting with her because of that. hes realized how different they are---to the point of incompatibility---and finds no use in trying to align their priorities through her approval

#tysm!!!#jensen valentine #open heart mc #asks answers

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loveinglymii2 · 2 months

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i love queen of tears. i love it. im so intrigued about how they fell out of love bc there is clearly a time where they were in love like so in love she went to him in a helicopter when hyunwoo found out she was actually an heiress about to take over the company like she loved him at least enough to go after him so what happened between them getting married to three years later and they can barely even sleep in the same room together heck theyre getting flustered at the thought of some skin showing like i just need to know. was it haein that changed for after they married? or was it hyunwoo that changed first? did it all start to change when hyunwoo went to her home for the first time and realized that her family didnt like him and she didnt step up for him? has haein alway stood up for him without him knowing after her family would attack him directly? like these are things i have to know for my well being. thats why i have to keep watching and see where this is going to go. i know the two are going to fall in love again we already see it coming and they may have never really fell out of love there could've just been some pent up resentment from the lack of communication in the relationship and the fact that haein wasnt really being open to him and stuff like that so theyll def fall back in love but does haein die in the end is this going to be a tragedy and im going to end up crying in the end like im so excited the only thing i dont really look forward to is when haein finds out hyunwoo wanted a divorce bc thats going to be annoying its like yea it makes sense that he'd want one you guys were barely a married couple and your family was treating him like poopoo and you were just sitting there watching it happen and its like yea he couldve defended himself but 1. hes in these people's house this isn't his home (he lives there but this isn't something he owns) and 2. it would be 3 (4) against 1 bc haein clearly wasnt step in if it got down to it like clearly she wasnt defending him for the first 3 years of their marriage bc if she was im certain hyunwoo would be a lot more affectionate to her maybe not in love with her but def wouldve felt something towards her other than disdain like idk

also haein's brother's wife not liking him is gold idk what her end goal is (although she mightve already met her goal which is secure a rich man) but all i know is that shes interesting she acts all sweet and innocent acting like she cant handle/doesnt like alcolhol and then downs they rest of the drink and manipulating her husband into thinking he drank it all and is now drunk like what is she up to she might be a gold digger as well bc why would she marry this man if she clearly doesnt really like him like you could kind of see it in her face when he got up to use the restroom. oh and the grandfathers mistress ooooo that lady got something up her shaman using sleeve for sure theres something that woman has planned i bet shes going to try and convince that man to give her the company instead of leaving it to his children and grandchildren or shes going to try and get a ring on her finger so she can get some of that dough when that old man croaks like she not slick she a gold digger and the fact that none of the kids outside of the old mans daughter(the aunt that was in jail) isnt clocking her is crazy to me they dont like hyunwoo but they arent actively trying to get that woman away from their dad/grandpa its crazy. and whats up with haeins mother not liking her but liking her son more like her son is not suitable to be running a company and i dont think shes trying to make him run the company but if she is she needs to bffr right now

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done-drinking · 2 months

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Have i fucking ever given you a reason to think im a scumbag, think real fucking hard. After everything we went through, all the support, all the "love" and appreciation for eachother. I have been nothing but there for you. I have done nothing but try to be understanding towards you and patient. Sometimes we didnt communicate and it made things difficult, but was i a scumbag? Did i ever do anything to you or anyone to make you think i didnt try my best to be there or helpful or a good fucking person. I dont like drama, i dont hate anyone, i dont want to see anyone upset or angry, especially you. You deserve the fucking world, everyone does. So what the fuck happened man, what makes you think i was actually talking shit about you. Whos twisting my words or your mind and why was it so easy for you to disregard all ive been towards you over the past year. Best manager ive ever had and one of my best friends, you got me my job and ive been slowly recovering and pleased to be there. Now what, you think im so much of an asshole you guys banned me from the stores and were ready to press charges over something i said? What did i say, fucking call me and tell me. Cuz i dont fucking know. If you think i drunk talked to people i havent. I havent been drunk at work since you told me to never do it again, and that was when i was working for you. Drunk now? Drunk texting people at my job now? No, and no. Im about to go to work and be anxious about how everyone there probably thinks im a scumbag now, whole town probably lowkey thinks it because thats the kind of place it is. All regulars, lots of drama. If i wanted to make your life hell i couldve told everyone we fucking slept together, an obvious lie and we both know it but everyone else would question and talk about it. That would be a scumbag move. Would i? No, never, even now being as pissed off as i am. I respected your requests. The "dont text back, delete those posts, etc". I lied to him about kissing you, all of it to help try and keep your mental state okay while mine fucking broke. Ive only ever spoken highly of you at my job. Ive lied so much to the people asking why i quit working for you to save your image because i still fucking care about you. "I left because i didnt enjoy some of the people i worked with and it was just a stressful environment to work in, or just needed to feel like i was moving up in the world or needed a change of pace". You dont think im important anymore or am not a good person? Who are you. What the fuck happened to you man. We were good friends and you were so quick to toss me aside fucking multiple time. Getting past the "relationship" was a good reason to toss me aside. It def helped us both give up on that, but tossing aside our friendship like we didnt have one. Tossing me aside now, thinking ive just became an asshole in the past few weeks and am trying to shit on your life? Are you just saying all this to try and get past me or what idk man, if you are and care about me at all anymore then please fucking stop because youre hurting me even more. Like what the fuck man. Im so pissed off at you right now, and i should hate you but i just fucking cant and thats pissing me off even more. Forgive all my swearing to any christians reading this if anyone reads this at all, but i try to be a man of God and you know that too. So i forgive you for thinking im some cunt now. I forgive you for the emotional rollercoaster waiting for you to change was. You said you ruined my life, you didnt. You damaged me and broke me but i forgive you, im repairable. I still have my whole life ahead of me. I wasnt it, i wasnt enough, i wasnt the one, i wasnt important, everything you said i was, wasnt, even though you said you meant everything you say to me. Its all very clear to me now thank you. I forgive you. Youve really pissed me tf off though. Youve always wondered/wanted to see me get pissed off, well here it is, congrats you did it.

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nightsjod · 3 years

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sorry things have been kinda weird lately so i never posted my journey of dreams birthday amv i did back in december here so........,here👉👈

#nights journey of dreams #sorry its really choppy and def couldve used a few more days but video editing hurts my tendinitis real bad so ill remake it another day may #also due to a lot of ppl asking i did make castle of glass public again but #im not rly comfortable unprivating most of my other videos still right now.... sorry :( a lot has happened #my edit

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chubearr · 2 years

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jwcc s4 review (finally)

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okay so like ima try to be the most chill and unbiased with this review— i read some others that brought up good points that i didnt see at first, so now thats what ima try to do!

-the biggest fan complaint, kenlynn/cool kids/brookji:

alot of fans are super pissed abt this, and at first it didnt make sense but now i can kindaaa? understand it. my general take is that s1 & s2 the kids were just vibin and surviving, getting to know each other and etc. i think kenji started to have a crush on brook esp in s3, since they were paired up/talked a lot (when brook fought with darius, when sammy got posioned, when darius split up with the group to get ben when leaving the island and brook was worried) so they were kinda getting closer and comfotrable with each other already. and like kenji even confirmed in s4, he realized his feelings for brook when she got taken away, hence his fight with darius (i imagine he was super confused n frustrated abt it.. poor boy). and personally at the end of s3 when kenji got mad, i did find that overprotectiveness weird and was kinda thinking it was bc he liked her! so overall the crush reveal was not a surprise, but i was more surprise that it actually happened! as for brooklyn i think her feelings for kenji were never really developed until they got closer in s4; kenji being a doof and possibly his trueself? and realizing how alike they were made her start to like him a bit? and then he semi-admitted he liked her so she got super confused as well (maybe bc she didnt know if it was platonic or romantic). then yasmina basically opened her eyes, and i think after that brooklyn was thinkin a lot, and spending even more time with kenji she realized she liked him as well...

i admit they couldve done better to show brooklyns development into liking kenji in previous seasons, bc tbh i see both darius and brooklyn being equally super chill with everyone (tho im biased for benrius!).

i think bc the season went by super fast unlike previous seasons, it made kenlynn develop fast as well so it didn't look that well written. tbh even i myself was supperrr shocked that they actually made it bf-gf official! i even wouldve been fine with just confirmed crushes this season, but the ship is probably gonna go through it next season (esp considering the plot twist in the end of the last episode... someone protect kenji pls)

but overall, ship it or not, i still dont think fans should be too angry and crazy at kenlynn shippers or the writers etc. like no one knows where this is gonna go, so we'll just have to wait and see. shouldn't we just enjoy it while it lasts? i think kenji and brooklyn need some type of break from the chaos, and if they wanna be together thats fine by me. same for the other kids! i hope if theyre getting romance arcs that itd be similar screentime as kenlynn and maybe even better developed (i still think yasammy is gonna be the finale ship idk..)

one thing i do wish now is that their charas this season werent too much revolved around each other, but ig thats how it goes! at least we learned more abt them both anyway (theyre both lonely and sheltered kids... also, BROOKLYNN HAS DADS!) and yes im ignoring we still dont have a brooklynn last name reveal smh...

as for the age thing.. idk im not bothered tbh. its like what, a 2 year difference? so thats fine by me, i can see it realistically (if it were any bigger i would def understand the isssue). i dont think the writers are intending anything sus for that or anything— as long as these kids are all kids and just vibin im fine with that. kids have crushes, no biggie.

overall not a surprise to me or a bother! next.

-sammy:

i feel like her character is always the same throughout the seasons so i always found her boring and wanted the crew to work on her. this season was alright! its good they didnt let her issue with her fam die down (tbh i almost forgot thats why she came to the camp), her anger moment, although a lil reckless, made sense esp since we already know her fam obvi means the world to her. i liked her realization with the spinoceratops¿ (angel n rebel) was bc of her and her development from pity to saving them was good! still wish they couldve showed more yasammy, but slow and steady wins the race ig! the deal with mantahcorp (idk if thats how u spell it oops) got even bigger now bc of kenjis dad and im scared for her bestie relationship with kenji 😭 im scared for that whole drama in general but with sammy and her fam as a victim... send help to my kids pls!

-yasmina:

a lot of people send she was so out of character this season (mainly with the kenlynn thing) but tbh? i think this version of her is her real self. even tho she was more colder in previous seasons, we're not new to yasmina being a super supportive friend otherwise. and like she said, sammy is the one who brought out those feelings! i really liked this mischeavous side of her, and ben friendzoning her was the funniest thing!

im superrr pleased with the whole PTSD thing. like most kids shows dont take that trauma seriously and just shove it aside. but not jwcc, and thats prob why im so attached to the show is bc they arent afraid to commit (a kids show where people actually die?? coming after my own heart i see...)!!

i know we prob shouldve had more experiences from the other camp fam, but maybe its good they made this a mainly yasmina thing bc we're so used to seeing her be strong for the team. weak yaz make me weak myself... let her sleep pls.

-ben:

bens whole finding out his identity arc was pretty much perfect. im glad they brought up how panicked he was bc he knew isla nublar so well but now he knew nothing and felt like he was reverting back to scared-ben... but we all know that ben is just ben now! i hope he can get more actual moments with the others bc hes been so independent all these seasons (aromantic king maybe..?)!! a lot of fans like him but tbh /dont kill me/ so far he was always my least fav kid out of the crew.. but i did like him more with his whole s3 thing with darius! so maybe just having him spend time with the others and being himself is the key!! (also more benrius moments pls.. theyre such the mom n dad of the group idc what yall say!!) and his ptsd with the pterodactyl or whatev things? it hurted but im happy he was able to fight back this time!!

-darius:

i didnt get fans complaint with his arc this season at first but after reading some reviews, now i do a bit! now in weirded out as to why darius has like 0 trauma.. maybe its bc he loves dinos so much that overall it doesnt bother him? esp bc dinos are what connects him to his dad the most and etc... and i saw people talk abt him being super leader-y this season but i didnt see much of a difference? he was always the one everyone looked to for answers so i wasnt surprised that he made his own decisions again— everyone still trusts him and knew what he chose was the right thing to do. but they didnt tell him abt their ptsd so obviously darius wouldnt know abt it bc all of their bonds are so strong that i think darius trusted them to tell him anything (but since they didnt he was obv blinded to their true feelings??). and surprisingly a lot of fans seemed to think he was out of character or smth when choosing the phone over the dinos? but i think it was good development bc it showed that even tho he loves dinos to death, he would still do anything for his friends (esp bc they told him they had ptsd). im glad in how he handled it!

one thing i agree on with others is that he definitely deserved some more screentime. mainly with the other kids, and less solo screentime, like the other seasons!... yes i admit, kenlynn and kenji did overshadow him a lot, but at least i believe its to build up the plot twist in the end for kenji and onto the next season (maybe theyre giving each kid arcs? and s1 was mainly darius's? idk tbh!)

i loved how darius handled kash— who i hate and pls let big eatie eat him already...

darius is just so smart and damn im jealous! that kid can think fast and improvise like breathing, no surprise he's the leader (and brooklyn being second in command to the group was very interesting).

》others:

-mae was a fine character! i like how quirky she is, and finally not an evil or dead adult 😭 but it was funny how even so she still got injured and was out of commission the whole time... can someone just save my kids and not die, pls theyre too traumatized!! (ps where are the camp counselors who i 100% forgot their names— are the gonna come back or naw...)

-i agree with others, kash is a weak villain. but tbh i feel like he was that annoying and ridiculous to just blind us with the ep11 plot twist aka the REAL villain¿ (i keep mentioning this but ill talk abt it soon i swear). the robots were boring i do admit as well, maybe it wouldve been better if they were like.. dino robots? to help with the island but also be disguised with the other dinos? idk tbh!

-darius's brother who i forget his name... im rootin for him obv! maybe he'll get the camp counselors to help him out and they'll slowburn their way to help the kids? i hope we get more of the mainland stuff bc like.. is no one worried that 6 kids are still missing from the island??! like maybe they do think theyre dead after all (which angsty thats so rude im cryin) but is there like really nothing they can do? get chris pratt on the case already!!!

-and lastly? i think? EP 11/SEASON ENDING. how dare you. how dare you!!! like ive seen other peoole say that they guessed it, but i legit had 0 clue bc i literally never think abt the adult characters period.. BUT HOW DARE YOU ANYWAY!! so ya.. kenjis dad— i can't even say it. I WAS NOT SEEING THAT. like even rewatching that episode i still gasp like ive never seen it bc its so unreal to me... its so good. it pretty much made up whatever complaints i had before! first "appearance" i literally was like who tf is 'daniel' (bc the subs) and i thought it wouldve been a character they already introduced previously! but ig technically they have (even tho i didnt know his connection to kenji until he literally said dad..).

im super hyped for the next season esp bc of this.. LIKE KENJI IS GONNA GO THROUGH IT! who he'll have to choose, the dino and camp fam or his actual dad... and again sammys reaction? i am not ready. like maybe theyll handle it easy and let mrkon have a change of heart bc of his son, but i also really want them to spice it up and make him a serious villain? (ik whats wrong with me) but like consider the contrast itll be compared to darius's dad... like darius and kenji can have a real test of their bond bc of this... and yes i also feel like this will test kenlynn, bc just kenjis dad being here just changes the whole game in general. like will kenji be reverted back to his selfish n spoiled ways and it'll cause a rift between him and brook/campfam?? theres too many questions and possibilities... WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN?? im so worried..

and i know kenji is a fan favorite, so i wish people were freaking out more over this than ships...

SOMEONE PLS FREAK OUT WITH ME!!

- overall i rate this season 9/10 (originally 10/10 so not much difference but i did put more thought into it...?)

if you guys follow my crackheadness in other posts i probably seem insane but i hope this review levels it out a bit? i hope i got everything..

》 pls feel free to discuss with me in replies! i really do wanna connect with some jwcc fans even tho im alao scared bc all i see are angry fans 😭 we'll see! ima try to be more stable and less angry now this review is out.. if you managed to get through it all, thx! and sorry for typos or if it doesnt make sense, it sounds better in my head i swear..

#jurassic world camp cretaceous #camp cretaceous #jurassic world #jwcc #netflix #camp cretacerous spoilers #jwcc s4 #kenji kon #jwcc brooklynn #yasmina fadoula #darius bowman #sammy gutierrez #ben pincus #jwcc review #jwcc s4 review #stop attacking me abt kenlynn thx

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zevlors-tail · 2 years

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ive played all the lessons that are out and while i dont know for sure ofc and could be wrong i do agree that simeon probably fell or something like that since i dont think actually falling could happen without at least all the angels knowing?? but it has been pretty much confirmed simeon is without his powers now there have been 2 times he couldve easily saved himself but raphael had to instead idk but if its really just him having lost his powers i do also think its probably a punishment

That's what I was thinking too! Like, I think it would be a good plot twist and it would def make sense, but then part of me has to wonder how they would hide that from Luke?

I think Raphael would know already- it just makes sense to me bc I'm 99% convinced that he's there to keep an eye on Simeon. But Luke... wouldn't he know? As childish as he is, he can also be mature and he's smarter than people give him credit for. He even said he noticed the changes around the time Simeon took the ring of light, so he's been observant and everything... :(

If Simeon did fall already he's gonna be devastated. 😭 That's gonna make so much tension between him and Luke and also MC for keeping it a secret for that long, ya know?

Idk exactly what's going on either, I just know it has to be bigger than what we think! Otherwise I don't think Solomon would be lying to Simeon, or that Lucifer, Diavolo, and Barb would be involved.

Speaking of which, can't angels tell when people are lying??? Why didn't Simeon call Solomon out on his lie then or say something about it? Part of me wants to think it's because Simeon can't tell when people are lying anymore, which just supports the Simeon Already Fell theory even more. I could be reading way too much into that though lol.

Something fishy is going on and I wanna know what! Thanks for dropping your thoughts btw! <3

#anon #obey me #obey me spoilers #obey me simeon #obey me shall we date spoilers #obey me luke #obey me solomon

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SO i just finished wonder egg priority and i think that with confidence i can say it has been one of my favorite animes like... ever ?? and not even from hyperfixation or obsession over it just... its so fucking real yet so simple in a way that i havent rlly seen shown in any other shows you feel ??

but first i wanna talk about how sexy the art and animation is real quick... HOMIE ITS SO GOOD LIKE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT JUST... serotonin... the characters are all so unique and iconic and fun but not over the top in their designs yknow ??? they seem like regular every day girls but they stand out and theyre all sO CUTE !!!! also i love how the style is like this soft bubbly slice of life lookin stuff with bright happy colors and the most beautiful scenes you could find but they also have the SICKEST fight scenes complete with whimsical animal helpers and terrifying villains and crazy weapons unique to each character. and the animation. god DAMN shawty i am obsessed with everything in this show. i might make a post solely about the art later lol bc i wanna get into the other stuff.

so the themes in the show right ?? it starts just as this cute lil magical girl kinda deal but within the first episode we see that like.. oh damn... thats kinda heavy... tbh i was a little shocked and thought about stopping bc yknow bad mental health BUT i was so intrigued that i had to keep going and i am SO GLAD that i did. because this show just so beautifully discusses all these heavy topics in such an eloquent and artistically expressive way. and also like, , the juxtaposition of the charming childlike vibe with bright colors and 14 yr old girl protagonists against the dark themes of suicide and so much else,, i think is just perfect. bc a lot of heavy animes are more of the seinen genre and have some middle aged dude as a protag or make the entire color palette dim or offer little relief to the pain of these heavy themes right ?? but NO not wonder egg bitches B) because these problems arent just things that ppl face later in life or just problems that need to be talked about among adults or the edgy seinen watching squad,, these are REAL problems that face people of every age, gender etc and i think its awesome that wonder egg addresses that. some may cringe at the thought of their high schooler watching animes that discuss sexual harassment, suicide, abuse, self harm, eating disorders etc,, but in reality it is the most comforting thing i have ever come across and is basically jsut free anime therapy. because not only does wonder egg present these themes to the viewers as something real that happens to all kinds of people (making said people feel heard in a way that maybe they hadnt before), but it also makes sure to vanquish all of these forms of trauma. and the way the trauma is vanquished isnt always beautiful and it isnt always just magically gone with a poof. the struggles of overcoming or living with that sort of thing are shown in such a real and relatable way that addresses every hardship trauma survivors have to go through. and i just. god i cry bro.

oh m y GOD and the lgbtq+ rep in this show ?? like shawty... as soon as i saw episode one i was picking up on some gay/lesbian themes but then again im sapphic and project that a lot so i tend to see that sort of stuff like... everywhere... but NE WAYS... episode ten made me FUKCING CRY BRO LIke i cant believe there was a whole trans character with a whole trans pride hoodie like LKGHKDGH my heart is just so.. so fucking full thinking about him. bc like yeah i know there are trans characters in anime but i feel like theyre always very ambiguous about actually being trans or not or erased or portrayed as a harmful stereotype or theyre constantly misgendered and still refered to as their assigned gender at birth and i hate it. HOWEVEr... Kaoru.. *chefs kiss* it was so amazing to see a character straight up say “yeah im trans” in such a casual yet powerful way bc i personally have never seen that before. and i love love loved how he went into his backstory and talked to momoe about gender bc i think thats what she rlly needed and that it helped her find herself and it makes me so happy oh my god,, and the way they talked about it never seemed forced or like it was the focal point of his existence yknow ?? like yeah he existed to help momoe overcome some of her trauma but he also just existed to be HIM yknow ?? also... personally, i headcanon momoe as a trans girl even though i dont remember it being explicitly stated plus the school scenes of her and stuff would seem like they suggest otherwise ??but,,, SHAWTY THE AMOUNT OF SUBTEXT and her complicated relationship w gender is... something i feel like a cis girl would not go through so harshly yknow ?? with all of the questioning and feeling detached from femininity or feeling like ppl dont see her as an actual girl and only like her as a guy or for her masculine traits,,, but dont take my word on this bc i myself am a cis girl but that was just my take on it as someone in the lgbtq+ community trying to educate myself on the transgender community :) either way,, wonder eggs portrayal of momoe and kaoru and the way that momoe becomes so passionate about expressing herself the way she wants to as a girl is just... good lord im gonna cry its so perfect,,,.so ... i just love this show way too much. i also am honestly super lost about the relationship btwn acca and ura-acca ?? bc i was gonna mention ura-acca as a canonically gay guy bc when i was watching i interpreted ep 11 as him being in love with acca and being jealous of Azusa (bc i mean,, they lived together (i swear to god there was only one bed in that apartment) and had a daughter together and def loved each other and also when Frill said they were husbands and then when ura-acca said he wasnt attracted to azusa but he was def jealous of their relationship ??) but then i saw somewhere that theyre brothers ?? which would make sense ig since they look kinda similar and accas daughter called ura-acca “uncle”.. but at the same time its ANIME SO THEY ALL LOOK SIMILAR and referring to gay couples as siblings is an EXTREMELY common euphemism soooo... IM JUST LOST HERE... but yeah i tried doing research and found different things so i cant say anything for sure >:( however,,, if they are canonically a lil fruity for each other... when frill refered to acca as ura-accas husband i imploded dude you never hear that sort of wording in anime.. but if theyre related i am so sorry.

god this is so much longer than i planned it to be oops but i also love the theme about like.. relying on friends to help carry your weight but at the same time not becoming completely dependent on those friends and using their support to learn how to love yourself and rely on yourself yknow ?? bc that is exactly what healthy friendships look like. bc i think ai sort of had a codependency thing goin on with koito maybe ?? but now she has a whole squad of funky friends that are so so different but all struggle with different kinds of trauma and although they fight over it, they always get through it with each other together. and they push each other no matter what to be the best versions of themselves and they teach other that getting hurt is okay because theyre always gonna be there to pick up the pieces no matter what happens. they can give each other space when they need and adapt to meet each others needs but theyre always able to balance it out with their own needs and thats such a beautiful thing in friendships especially at their age like damn i wish i had that maturity when i was 14 but no all i had was depression. another thing is that through these friendships you get to see all the different sides of each girl; you get to see them being strong or a shining light to their friends when theyre hurting but you also get to see them being hurt and weak and allowing themselves to be on the receiving end of the comfort. their friendships allows them to have weaknesses but it also allows them to highlight their strengths and thrive off of each others. I LOVE FRIENDSHIP DUDE

next i wanna briefly mention some of the themes connected to suicide that ive noticed. a big one is the survivors guilt that ai feels once koito is dead. several times she screams that she wishes she couldve gone with koito and she dreams of a “perfect world” where they committed a double suicide. one of the main reasons for her troubles is that she blames herself for koitos death and feels like it should be her thats dead... but at the same time she feels like too much of a coward to do anything now that koito is gone. she just has all these complex and contradicting feelings that wear away at her in ways that ppl that havent gone through the suicide of a loved one could never imagine. a lot of the times when things like this are portrayed in media i feel like its more in a way thats meant to guilt trip those that have taken their own lives and paint suicide as this selfish sin thats unforgivable but... not only does wonder egg reject that idea and instead portray it as a heartbreaking tragedy with,,, so so many terrible reasons, but it focuses on the feelings of ai separate from koito without blaming her in any way. not once did i feel like the show antagonized koito or that ai blamed koito for doing any of this, but they simply mourned her loss and touched on ais reaction towards the event but separate from koito herself if that makes sense. and i think that discussing survivors guilt without painting koito as the bad guy is something so beautifully done in wonder egg that can really resonate with those that have lost a loved one to suicide and have struggled with these same things.

okay i think this is the last thing ill mention,,, but HOMIE THE PARALLEL UNIVERSE BIT AT THE END. I AM. OBSESSED. i am such a whore for anything about the multiverse okay n e ways...,, not only did this make a super epic trippy ending of season one and add a little bit more magical girl whimsy to the show,, but it had such a powerful message. from the perspective of og ai,, finding out that you killed yourself in another world is... i mean its definitely not a surprise but at the same time it rlly makes you think how close og ai herself couldve been to that point and what decisions led her out of that dark place in her life. if i were in her shoes i would be terrified and id cry bc the thought of going back to such a dark place and actually going through with something like that is my worst fear and probably something that ai fears too. but at the same time,,, think from the perspective of ai two !!! like yeah its true that theres this awful terrible version of ai that dies but theres also a whole version of ai that is a superhero magical girl fighting off monsters to save countless ppls lives !! and she has a badass lizard and a gang of awesome friends !!! at first i was worried that ai two would be jealous of og ai and compare herself to her and feel inferior but like.. THEYRE LITERALLY THE SAME PERSON AND CAPABLE OF THE SAME THINGS !!! and ai two realized that !! just within the span of one episode, she went from the version of ai who took her life,, to the version of ai jumping in front of a friend to take a bullet for them and save their life. and that just inspired THE SHIT OUT OF ME. i think that ai was sent another version of herself to sort of beat her own worst enemy yknow ?? those doubts and fears that shes no good or that shes that same bystander from episode one and that she hasnt changed at all. but getting to interact with her parallel self and see her grow was just what she needed to realize that while yeah sometimes the worst thing can happen and things can be terrible but on the other hand sometimes the most wonderful thing imaginable can happen because she has the power to do either.

so im gonna go ahead and stop rambling bc i got all my thoughts out that i wanted to for this post :D but yeah lol i might make another if i feel like it sometime. long story short: this show is perfect and it is going on my favorite of all times.

#wonder egg priority #wonder egg spoilers #ai ohto #rika kawai #momoe sawaki #wonder egg priority neiru #i forgot neirus name #anime review #wonder egg ai #lgbtq anime

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madisonrooney · 3 years

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for the first time in almost two years, it’s dove story time!!!

we got in line 4 hours before doors which ended up being PERFECT timing bc two other groups showed up literally right when we did. it was VERY important for me to be as close to the front as possible so i could interact with her and im so happy we managed ideal timing. we almost only got there 3 hours early so im v glad we tacked on that extra hour. it was me and katy for most of the wait then lee joined up with us closer to doors. we headed in and got right to the front of the stage! and it was a VERY small venue so extremely intimate.

interactions - i think she waved at me during remember me? - during lazy baby she looked right at me during a “if you dont give a fuck” and we v much did “oh not even one like i cannot even stress how much im done” together - BEFORE WASTE SHE SAID “this song is about when youre so attracted to someone you just wanna rip your skin off just to look at them. weve all been there right?” AND I SAID “yep with you!” AND SHE SAID “with me!? stop it! so this is a group date now-” LIKE HFGJKFDJKGF THATS GONNA GO DOWN AS ONE OF MY FAV ICONIC INTERACTIONS WITH HER. LIKE NOT TO GET OVERLY SAPPY OVER A SILLY MOMENT BUT THATS LIKE THE CLOSEST IVE GOTTEN TO CONFESSING MY LOVE OVER THESE LAST SIX YEARS LMAO I REALLY NEEDED THAT. IVE BEEN TOO SHY TO SHOW IT IN THE PAST BUT NOW THAT THE WHOLE FANDOM IS LIKE OPENLY GAY FOR HER I FEEL LIKE I CAN BE TOO. i found a vid ill post it soon. - also touched my hand during waste!!!! and pointed at me when singing “i wanna waste all my love on you”!!!!!! - p sure she was looking at me when better in stereo started which....is fitting - think she was looking right at me during taste of you - touched my hand again as she left during out of touch - not with her but after she did so good someone said “it was so good!” and i did a “ba dum tss” then the drummer did it and pointed at me LMAO - also i got a pic with her guitarist and he gave me a guitar pick!! (and i got a set list and photo ID lyrics!! i was really hoping to get a set list so thats def going on the dove wall)

people brought up froyo yolo again and she talked about it which was hilarious. if the fandom is gonna have solidarity over anything, thats the best possible thing we couldve come together about.

and ofc better in stereo live got me like....hyperventilating. i had NEVER heard that live in these past 8 years. if she was gonna include ONE throwback song it literally couldve been nothing better. and it just warms my heart that she did that on her own accord, that it meant that much to her.

and now the part where i sound like a broken reocrd and talk about how much this means to me.

first of all, obviously it had been almost TWO YEARS to the day since the last time i saw her. and that was from VERY far back seats so quite honestly i couldnt even see her face. so its technically been more than two years. thats more than TWICE as long as what had previously been the longest id gone without seeing her, which was already ahead by a wide margin. and yah, this is the case for everyone and everything bc of the global panda express, but that doesnt take away the amazing feeling of it finally happening again.

also, this is SO much different than anything else ive experienced with her before. people could say “ok youve seen her a million times this was just another time” but ive never had an experience like this!!! any other time ive been that close to her, it was for a meet and greet and lasted like less than 5 min. i got to stand there in all her glory for more than an hour. and hear HER music for the first time. it was the first time ive been to something like this where it was all about HER, no character or movie franchise (not that thats a bad thing, but this was something new and special).

again, the venue was so small and intimate it was perfect. my simp ass was STRUGGLING looking into those eyes from mere feet away for that long. it was really one of those nights of falling in love all over again.

i also had my two lovely emotional support friends who im so happy got to experience this with me and enjoy it as well. and i talked to a lot of other nice fans!! sometimes im too shy to do that but it actually worked out really well??

OH AND THEN IT JUST GOT WORSE WHEN I GOT HOME LOL

SHE LIKED A TOTAL OF FOUR TWEETS INCLUDING STOLEN VIDEOS OF MINE AND REPOSTED A STOLEN VID ON HER STORY

BUT SHE ALSO WATCHED MY STORY

and then i found the vid of me flirting which i didnt already have so i was relieved to find that

its hard going back to not knowing when ill see her again, but the way im trying to look at it is the fact that events are only just STARTING to happen again, so theres more where this came from. we dont know when, but im sure its just around the corner. things always seem to work out for us.

anyway, all the love to my favorite girl and all the thanks for giving me yet another memory thatll last a lifetime

#dove cameron

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the-fridge-is-on-fire · 3 years

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Hi darlings time to do some decoding with me cause I don’t feel like focusing on the world rn

Let’s focus on the page we got

Here are my bs annotations

Okay so in general I think we can all agree that this was obviously an old ass page probably from a book about this whole topic. I’m thinking it’s from some old ass diary? His parents maybe?

Okay so we get the enderwalkerS ITS PLURal right? So obviously it’s happened to multiple people. So that opens up a lot of theroies id say. Who wrote it? Who are these people? We can assume enderman seeing it’s the ENDERWALK. I feel as if saying it’s just an enderman would be wrong, since enderman DoNt know how to write in engkish and all. So I’m gonna say it’s safe to assume it’s some part something part enderman hybrid similar to ranboo. So that means that maybe it’s some old ass relative or even some completely unrelated.

I lost my thought so we’re moving onto my next point- in the title we see (circ- before it cuts off. I think it’s says circa and a number. Like a date, an approximate date of when this person is writing it. And why the fuck would we be able to see that ughhhhhh ranboo u make my life hard. But like there’s a date AND ITS CROSSED OUT. Whys the date crossed out? Did ranboo do that?

Actually wre all these crossed out things ranboo? It COULDVE easily been someone else. We know that ranbok wrote the ��YOU HAVE ALREADY BEEN IN JT TOO LONG DONT U REMEBER Do-“ and thag word is def doomsday. I’m sure he wrote that. The “FIGURE OUT HOW TO STOP IT” is in the same handwriting so it’s safe to say that those are both him.

But I feel like the random crossed out things just are not ranboo. Why would he cross out information that could literally be helpful to him? I think that whoever wrote that was slowly losing their mind.

Better yet- someone or ranboo in did it in their ENDERWALK.

Also also uh the effects!! We know that the enderwalk affects memory but judgement? I think that has something to do with him/ whoever remembering random bits of the enderwlak or what not and their judgment or view of the world being changed by what happened.

Now my question is: how is dream finding a way to infiltrate this enderwalk?

Idk half of this is incoherent maybe it’s coherent I can’t tell tbh. I might add onto this later if I find more shit.

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ughhhhh not sophia turning to a Z3, now I feel like rin is going to emotionally close hisself off and blame himself, thinking that if he stayed with sophia instead of leaving to follow us then she would be alive or some shit like that, which is so sad because we just got our sweet rin and all that fluff was so heartwarming and now sophia is dead I just know I’m going to be in pain😐

Anonymous said

don't fucking tell me suna is gonna let this get to him and hes gonna regret killing off sophia so much that he takes out that pain and regret on y/n and says something like he has to atone for what hes done and leaves her or whatever like that is the dumbest thing he couldve ever done there was no other choice someone was gonna kill her anyway if not him im so scared that shit will be more painful than either of the dying cos like... in the end sophia mattered more than y/n ever did since he did it to save her 😐

MORE BELOW.

Anonymous said

I really think suna is going to think about his feelings again after killing Sophia, and like the man he is 🥰🥰 he would decide that he is still in love with her and make us feel like shit again

i mean, we can't blame him because he spend four years dedicating herself to her, yeah they were toxic but after all they loved each other; but after crushing mc heart in the tokio camp and making her get her hopes up again after the whole chat they had in the car only for him to destroy her feelings again makes me sad

also this made me think about an anon or blog that talked about Rin's incapacity to make decisions alone, always relying on y/n or someone else; has this had to do with it? it's the first decision ( I mean search for y/n) that he makes all by himself, maybe after killing Sophia he would start having his doubts on him because of it? maybe he is gonna regret it because he didn't get anyone else opinion on it, maybe in seeing to into it hahahahaha

I hope you are resting well Ai! you should take care of yourself, we are gonna be waiting here for you bub!

Anonymous said

HONESTLY ive defended suna from chapter one but if that mf lets the guilt get to him then takes it out on y/n, ignoring her in the process bro imma be mad thats literally the same as insinuating he shouldn't have saved her. its ok for him to get thru it and need space but if y/n happens to be the one who SUFFERS from im im gonna cry so bad

Anonymous said

why do i feel like suna is going to grieve sophia (ofc he has every right to bc he was with her for 4 yrs) and then something will happen to suna and y/n and then they’re just not together in the end 🥲

like what if suna misunderstands his grief as still love for sophia and breaks up with y/n bc he doesn’t want to hurt her anymore

ok nvm i’m def reaching LOL

-playlist anon

Anonymous said

I think Sophia being death is gonna affect sooo bad any avance Suna and mc did bc

A) Probably Suna is going to feel to guilty and bad that he'd think is better not to be together or turns distant.

B)He sifts that guilt towards blaming mc.

that’s 50/50 likely to happen only bc u guys have seen how rin closed himself off when he thought sophia was dead in ch 3. but, i’d also like to point out that it was before he ever realized his growing feelings for y/n which is why you’d need to wait til part nine ;)

#saintobio.asks #series.wastelands

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worldsendgirlfriend · 2 years

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should i start like tagging these or puttign them under read mores No actually i dont want 2 readmore mysefl fuck censorship listen to psychotic voices ‼️

i dont wnst to tag them either jus personally. but if any of u want me to then i wil. so like. lmk if u do. onto the mental health section of daily dabiseimeivector times

looks at todo list 4 last nite i made myself in city block.... ok i wrote this then checked and i actually did get like, most of it done and made progress on the main thingy so i guess it wasnt too wasteful a night. but i Definitely got too distracted i couldve done a lot more and like i wanted 2 do a lot more. perhaps sth like intermittent lil small alarms just 2 remind me how much time has passed.... why does time in general feel so backwards for me. once a day passes it couldve been yesterday or two and a half weeks ago or like seven months ago. when i say "recently" in any context thats code for "i have no fucking clue but it probably happened like?? ? within the past... six months.. ??? ?? if not then this year for sure.........?????". nd when im not paying attention to time But specifically depending on what im doing, it either feels like its been hours and its only been like maybe 30 min or its been around 30 mins and its been almost like 4.5 hours.

when i was in Hell On Vector Stim Drug Technique period i was certain i was losing time just like bc it just Started happening bc i kept finishing so late at work despite being Sure i was going at my usual speed if not faster. Yeah, i know, but i wasnt clearheaded at all for that whole time so it Felt like i was normal even tho my body constantly in the process of crashing hard but molly nd addys both kept hooking its corpse up to the back of a wagon and yeah pulling it along but also thru the dirt and hitting rocks and shit. and as u can tell from morning editorial sleep habits are still very fucked. food was much easier to fix quick tho i still have to like, check the clock sometimes and be like did i eat anythimg recently ❓ but even if i forget ive been drinking lots of fluids bc i was severely dehydrated like Really was and even if i still am Dehydrated kts like. water helps fucking wverything dude. as long as i get some thats all i can do. but Yeah tangented as shit fuck but that was just a worry that was Completely understandable re what caused it just like at the time seemed unrelated. but my point is that now that im (in)sane again its not like... like im fine at work again nd stuff but im. def having more time problems still tho not as like idk scary as that felt. still concerning. have therapy today (i was Sposed to wake up when it happen and get like normal sleep time but you saw. you adamanda) so ill bring up, i like unloaded everything directly pre and post 2fdck Get and Ingested. Lot (good thing it was 2f bc! if it was regular ket! well i mightve had an actual medical 'emerjencie' on my hands from all that nutrience) just so like. like i texted her beforehand like hey we wont get to address like any of this bc i have so much totell you but like thurs itll be fine just like heds up. nd as i expected things r like. yeah nothing Major major happened between monday anf now. life normal. Vector version of normal. so like What te fuck is going on but like its fine like take a hit off ybis its fine.

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