#my teacher can go cry about it

[candyn-gutz]

I GOT A 71 ON MY MATH MIDTERM

#my teacher can go cry about it #GOD IM SO HAPPY #she kept telling me how i didnt work :3 #eden rambles

[archersartcorner]

I think the Bad Kids deserve to cry a lil. As a treat. IT’S CATHARTIC!!!!!!!!!!!

#my art #described #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high: junior year #the bad kids #ima be tbh. I did mostly just wanna draw Gorgug crying WJDBDJSB #I hope we get any kind of acknowledgement about what Gorgug saw in the forest… I’d love to see a scene where he asks digby & wilma about it #ALSO I LOOOVVVEEE THAT THEIR PRONOUNS ARE THEY/THEM BCUS THEY ARE A SET. DO NOT SEPARATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #also. hope that the time thing Brennan mentioned is an actual plot point and not just A Convenient Retcon Function #like pls brennan… I respect ur storytelling so much I do. if I wanted retcon excuses I’d go back to TES and read about the dragon breaks #especially since like. I love the seven so much. I’ve joked before like. t7 is frankly FHJY for me. we can skip right to sen. year JY is T7! #so if hes walking stuff back esp stuff that was established in T7… idk im not gonna be like. mad. I have a Life lmao. but maybe a lil sadge. #ANYWAY zac once again making one of my fave PCs. gorgug is so sweet guy… #also hope we get to see the artificing class & teacher!

[luck-of-the-drawings]

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saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[disdaidal]

I wanna thank my irl friends who follow me here and also my beloved mutuals as well as followers who still send me kind messages and try to interact with me and my stuff even if I'm bad at doing it myself.

Honestly, things haven't been that great with me lately, so... it means a lot to me. Honestly. <3

#personal #i had to make the tough decision to drop out of school last week #i didn't exactly want it if i'm being completely honest here #but certain stuff was preventing me from getting further so i knew the teachers are gonna ask me to quit over at our teams meeting #i instantly contacted my nurse about my situation. and she got me a doctor's appointment which was yesterday #where i kind of broke down a little. not because she didn't grant me the sick leave i thought i was going to get #after feeling down and sleeping terribly for weeks #but because she actually *got me*. like. she actually listened to me and figured out some stuff and told me that #what i'm going through and what i've been going through for years would make anyone depressed #so i couldn't help but cry a little because yeah. i'm so tired of never being enough no matter how hard i try #because my brain's wired a certain way and it makes me slow and kinda clumsy and inattentive at times #which. you might guess is not ideal at today's work environment. or studying-wise even #so instead of granting me sick leave (she did say we can change that at anytime though) she told me to wait for that phone call #from the unemployment office. which i should be getting tomorrow. or well. later today #and talk to them about this. to see if they can offer some solutions. or if we can figure something out #'cause i'm getting closer to my 40s and not getting anywhere and it's wearing me out and tiring me out #because i clearly can't help myself or change my ways on my own #i managed to get some work last week though. at the local youth house. one shift though but money still #but i haven't been getting those offers a lot during the past few months so it's not enough to support me obviously #so i definitely need something else. and i hope i can get help. that someone could help me #i should finally get tested for adhd next month too. i don't know if i even have it or if it's gonna change anything but #at least i'd know #anyway i needed to get this off my chest. cause i'm kinda crying a little bit even now just thinking about this whole thing #sorry

[icouldbeyourprettygirl]

He and I are both avid readers, so we talk about books a lot. He walked past me today and saw me reading. He leaned over to my right and asked about the book. Later on in the conversation, he mentioned that I had read The Bell Jar. I don't remember telling him about that... so he saw me reading it and paid attention 🥹

#(or I did mention it and totally forgot lmao) #but I feel like I would remember because I can recall every other book of mine we've talked about #he probably saw it on my desk and just didn't say anything #excuse me while I go cry #male teacher crush #teacher and student #teacher crush community #male teacher x female student #teacher crush #teacher x student #male tc #teacher cc #s #teacher confessions #male teacher #teacher crush confessions #teacher crush blog #tc crush #tc blog #tcc feelings #tcc #tc community #tccblr

[iqmmir]

Hi im back . For some time

#.mimiming ❜ #um . hi im gonna slee soon but i missed you all so much #umm first of all im trying to ccut down in screentime because my therapist told me to #second. after two or three months of convincing myself that i literally do not care im only going to school for just a few more days (onl #y today and wednesday) i literally do not care #i almost keep crying . because well um #idk. i was originally planning on cutting off contact with everyone #because of stuff thats happened before #but my friends. my current friends dont just treat me as a therapist or something so #also one of my wives would probably hunt me down and kill me if i tried to cut off contact #but ill still miss this stupid class and this stupid school and all the stupid teachers and students #and the horrible tasting canteen food #and the playground ive played in eight times total despite being here for 12 years #idk man #also because of my periods my mood swings were so much worse #and i just ..idk i needed a break ig #anyways im back for sometime then ill start looking for a job #me friend said maybe we can do something together #idk #you can always send me asks and dms tho 👍👍 #im not really sure . like about anything right now #ill try to get the drawing requests done soon maybe #wild how time passes huh #god i need to stop acting like such a grownup im literally three years old

[nordic-language-love]

honestly i think this job might be the closest thing there is to my ‘ideal’ job

living abroad

actually get to use my tl

utilising my love of language and linguistics

utilising my performing skills

kids think i’m hilarious (they’re right)

teaching the same lessons for a whole month so i only really have to do lesson prep for each one once

different places every week = different classes every week = lots of variety even though i’m literally teaching the same lesson 3-4 times a week

variety of ages and abilities

great work-life balance

rarely see my colleagues (not that i dislike them bc honestly they’re great i’m just introverted)

basically no need for anyone to contact me outside of working hours

i see mountains on my commute (and just. anytime bc i live in a city surrounded by mountains aaaah <3)

health insurance and pension and dental and all that jazz included

#ofc there are downsides #my wage is liveable but not amazing #i don't get sick days #and i only actually have 10 days of paid vacation #5 of which are fixed and have to be taken in december sooo i can't just go on a 10-day holiday in july #and my cats aren't here with me #that's the most painful thing honestly #every time i think about them too much i want to cry bc omg i miss them soooo much #my babies :( #just want my princess to make bread on my lap and my baby boy to curl up in my arms and fall asleep tucked under my chin #anyway... #there's a lot that i love and i already feel like i've improved as a teacher #hopefully i can keep doing that!

[widevibratobitch]

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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa #something is Wrong lol #i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡 #and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches #all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now #but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit #and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on #to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back #like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend #i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect #i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back #but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms #or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations #or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings #or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af #because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff #im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility #i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn #but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself #and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc #i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself #and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it #i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do #i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it #and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person #<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation #of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡 #like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT

[ohgirlieplease]

How do people make friends howwww for the love of god

#been going to the cinema a lot lately and everyone always comes in pair or groups im always alone!!! #why isnt anyone else i know into movies #or literally anything else i like #thinking about these two times my music teacher asked the whole class what kind of music they listen to #two separate class more than 20 people each. in both I was the only one who said rock music. the only one. #rock is not some fucking underground unpopular genre how was i the only one #these arent some nieche interests so how come i never come across these people in a situation where i could befriend them #im so fucking sad i genuinely feel like crying #i talk to my classmates and we get along well and i enjoy their company but theres no one i could become actual friends with #I feel like I've done better this last month i talk to people more im less anxious i even make people laugh but still #am i so unloveable or so picky with others that i can never make a true friend? #this is big cringe sorry for sharing 👍

[krbkss]

drawing teen touya as a rebel with 27472 piercings < drawing teen touya as a bright popular charming and friendly guy who’s good at sports and has the same toothy grin he had when he was little

#i know this is unpopular but eh :-) #my boy is radiant and energetic! he talks a lot! the girls (and boys) love him and the teachers hate him (affectionate)! #this is a cry for help can someone message me so we can talk about touya/tenko because !/!.!/!.!. i’m going insane #shigadabi high school au you will always be famous and loved (by me) #please touya would sit behind tenko and go like hey tenko hey hey did you do the english homework present mic is gonna kill me #tenko would be like you have no business having such a nice smile you’re annoying and i’m trying to hate you #plot twist they will fall in love ! #todoroki touya #shigadabi #my post

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#ugh. i dont kno what to do. im about to reap what ive sown bc Tomorrow is the start of the 1st real week of class #and i have cell mechanics and biochem tomorrow and i can already tell the class is gonna b a lot #like it would b one thing if we were just reading and discussing papers but there r summary assignments and exams #and like u dont understand what it takes for me a read a paper. it takes so much pain. and this class is centered around eukaryotes #and i study prokaryotes so like its not really that relavent to me but like i didnt kno what else to take #everyone does eukaryotic stuff. general genetics was full. the microbial evolution class conflics with another class #and everyone tells me ill know everything anyway but im not sure thats true. and if it is i think it would still b fun #so idk. i could drop the class and pick up extra hours for research instead. like use the time to read relevant papers #its sorta hard bc i already have a masters so its like where do u put me? not in stats. i kno how to do a lot of things so idk #i think i saw a plant evolution class. if i wasnt intimidated by the teacher and ever took botany maybe i would go for it #but so it goes. idk. im meeting my advisor on Tuesday morning so maybe ill bounch ideas off of him #and like i kno it sounds like im being a bitch over having to take 2 3hr classes but ive got to ta and do research and somehow find time #to work on my existing data. so like i could justify only taking the one 3hr class i think #ugh. i just wish i could read. and i wish i could sleep #maybe the class tomorrow wont b so bad. or maybe it will. idk i just really wanna take the microbio course #my eyes r all swollen from crying. bleh. i was not designed for this. for reading #unrelated

[blueberry-gills]

I'm losing my mind

WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S WRONG????? I DID THE MATH RIGHT

#i hate sligoogle forms man #but my teacher is convinced theyre the future or something #on a side note im going to cry #pkmn irl #pokeblr #pokemon irl #rotomblr #pokeblogging #//can you tell I'm still mad about that one math class in SV #//for canon reasons I'll say it's part of the curriculum Blueberry/Naranja-Uva shares and not something Tyme thought up

[shewantsitall]

It's angst on a new level tbh

#there was a school shooting today #words cannot express how fucked up it is that this is even an issue #or how fucked up it is that when the news broke me and the second grade team were in a data meeting with RTI #and the teacher who was leading the meeting saw the news and told us and then we went on talking about data #bc there's nothing we could say or do despite being just a few hours away #and so we just went on with our meeting #i never dreamed this would be the world I'm teaching in #talked to a friend today who said he was glad his mom only had a year left before retirement #just one more year in what should be a safe place but could turn into a combat zone at any moment #I've thought a lot about my kiddos today #people talk about how teachers without personal children just Don't Get It in a lot of ways #but as dramatic as it sounds i honestly cant imagine loving my personal child any more than i love these kids. not that I wouldnt love them #just...that i really love my kiddos #and I can honestly say that i think i would do anything for them #im going to go cry some more #and then plan for tomorrow as best as i can #and im going to cherish every second tomorrow. even the ones that are not the best. because they're seconds we get. #just my ramblings #cw vent #personal vent #teacher sadie rides the struggle bus #student teacher sadie ✨

[dootznbootz]

There's something really special when you don't have to worry about your stims bothering others because you're with people who don't mind your stims or bother you about it! 🥹

Shout out to people who let others stim freely and don't make a big deal about it. You have no idea how much that means!

#granted my stims/fidgeting usually aren't too crazy but sometimes they can be a lot and so it's nice I can stim freely and not worry! :D #If I suddenly get bursting with energy and need to stim or bounce around I usually try and do it outside or somewhere else but it's nice #when you can do it whenever and wherever because you're with kind people who love you no matter what :D #I get twitchy when trying to be still. why sometimes my typing gets wild because being still to go on computer while excited is hard #I have ADHD but I also had the “Quiet Hands” done to me by a certain teacher back in elementary school and that SUCKED. Made me cry #I bounce my legs and kick my feet and play with hair and clothign and do happy dances and sometimes make sounds but I've STILL #had people get mad about those small things! #literally over holidays had people mad I was fidgeting with MY OWN jewelry! >:( “it makes you look childish” shut up! #idk just scuttled around a bunch as I'm happy and it's really nice stimming freely :D #neurodivergent #adhd #<-I happen to have adhd but this is just ANYONE who stims :D #...I really loved the bell! :D #Mad rambles

[pebblezone]

this Tylenol ain’t shit w

#talkingcore #emotions. man. #there’s so much music that I just haven’t listened to in a bit and it’s making me feel things it’s not even like sad things I’m like damn #how long has it been since I’ve listened to beautiful stranger by Madonna as featured in Austin powers international man of mystery #but also something in my brain feels like it needs to cry like I don’t feel like I physically can but something needs to be released #so do I go pet sounds? smile? falsettos? I feel like I need to be in a sleeping bag and Contemplate #fun fact! Kendra Morris has an absolutely stunning cover of don’t talk (put your head on my shoulders) #I’m pretty neutral on beach boys covers tbh I’m never crazy about them since like they really never measure up #how many mid covers of god only knows can I take? not many. but like she & him have their little Brian Wilson tribute I like that. #the covers are a lot better when they don’t try to perfectly replicate whatever the fuck Brian Wilson was doing they aren’t him #brain wants to go melancholy mode but I’ve no clue over what. girl just tell me what I’m supposed to be sad over I’ll commit to the bit #need to keep listening to new stuff but also need old stuff Maybe that’s it maybe I just need old stuff again? like routine?? shit idk #also like at 5 am I woke up and remembered how in choir people kept comparing me to the director they had the year before me #and the thing is she had the same name as someone else in choir that was student teaching my first semester so I kept thinking they were #referring to her Id be in my choir fit my silly suit my proud butch uniform and they’d be like oh this is so ‘insert name’! #and it kept throwing me off because the student teacher was like. not like me at all so I was like fuck #what kind of girl core energies am I accidentally emitting this is Bad. so anyway 5 am I’m like fuck it I need to research this person #I search. find her. she’s butch. I’m blessed. they weren’t lying like man we do such a good job at being generic! yay! #butch And in choir! love to see it! keep thinking how I am destined to be like in my 40s doing mundane tasks #I’m gonna be soooooo good at watering plants and putting salt on the sidewalk before it snows and cleaning drains #need to be a dad mom so fucking bad you don’t get it I need to drive carpool and take off work for dentist trips and watch hgtv #AHHHH i think that got rid of some of the sad lfg💥💥💥💥this must be super long god damn sorry

[machidielontheway]

i don't want to sing :(

#3615 my life #i'm tired and it's scary and my brain goes into overdrive #and i hate having to work for something when the work makes me feel bad #and it's so hard taking the first steps to train at home #because my brain is so great at protecting me from things i fear #that i don't learn how to not fear it #i'm a baby and i need 1000% positive reinforcement when learning something #and sadly while my teacher is great #she can't hold my hand all the days i should practice singin at home in a week #oh so this was a big cry that needed to be expressed in some ways to really come out uh #full on bawling guys ! #i'm ideally supposed to take a class around every three weeks #but it's been nearly two months and a half because i didn't work at home #and it doesn't make sense to take a class if i haven't worked - it's also not very respectful for the teacher #anyway. i'm sending her a text and i'll talk about it to her when we see each other #to see what i can do to begin and go over the hurdle of the first steps #it's a bit something a therapist would be better equipped for BUT my teacher also lived not liking her voice and stuff so She Knows Things #thank you for listening if you've read even just a bit of this !