#3615 my life

[synstoria]

Okay, real life otome moment today.

For context, when I met my husband 13 years ago, I had gone through almost ten years of school bullying and I was edgy as fuck.

Today, he made some silly joke and I chuckled, and the man looked at me with a little smirk and he says « I told you I would make you laugh everyday » with a cheeky face.

I think I am still melting inside.

#off topic #3615 my life #I will definitely get this line into a game one day #fluff

[yakichoufd]

hello,

i'm not an artist so i don't know all of the struggles, but it does seem hard. especially when your livelyhood depends on an audience that consumes your art, i imagine connecting with them as friends too would be quite difficult.

in my humble & unexpirienced opinion, i think it's healthy that you see tumblr as your quite & chaotic space. it's easy to see the Tumblr-Famous artists everywhere on your dash bc, well, that's what being Tumblr-Famous looks like. however, i think most of us are just posting to the void and every once in a while find someone with a shared interest for a moment. that's my tumblr expirience anyway. and i don't see it as that bad.

i hope you'll find the joy in art again. i can say for myself that i follow you bc of your gorgous art style, and so i hope you'll return to liking it too.

Hi Anon <3 Thanks for your sweet message! Some of my patrons are very understanding and super friendly to me, and I think, I can call them my friends! :) But sometimes I get some hateful or disrespectful patrons and it makes me questions everything I have done in my life haha (I'm a dramatic gremlin)!! And I am usually very fine with one or two fandom friends where I can send silly niche memes or random angst headcanons so we can cry (or laugh) together. It is always fun to be able to be chaotic with another person who share a similar interest! I am unsure about how tumblr works nowadays. I am mostly a NSFW artist. I do enjoy drawing SFW art but that's not the kind of art that make my patreon interesting unfortunately. I enjoy drawing NSFW art so I won't complain about it. But it is just not the best kind of fanarts to share here. Even with I censored them and add content warning (which are very much appreciated). But I can still post safe cropped WIP and rent about my latest obsession. It seems fun and relaxing! Posting to the void sounds very freeing. I think I still see posting as a way to connect with others, so I do not know how I'd enjoy "posting to the void" as long I have this point of view. But there is only one way to figure this out :) thank you again for your very kind words <3 I am so happy you like my art and I hope you'll continue to enjoy it <3 take care and have a lovely day/night!

#3615 my life #I think this is the most french tag I've ever seen #does “3615 my life” mean anything to none french speaker?

[machidielontheway]

somehow managed to put tumblr in dark mode after a fail accent circomflexe or something

#3615 my life #how do i put back xkit old blue...

[warriorteam1924]

Didnt get a chance to send individual messages but im wishing all my beauties who celebrate it a very happy merry Christmas. I hope this day is filled with joy, warmth and happiness

Please take care

Love you all 💖💜

#warriorteam1924 just wanted to say.... #3615 my life

[thebloodonourblackgloves]

Just dreamt that Joe Biden publicly executed Bucky during the superball half time in front of a crying Steve, i might have to ease up a bit on the Stucky fics

#3615 my life #stucky #dreams

[haruukei]

Tagged by the lovely @tasha-lemon, thanks I missed those :3

Last song : Watch the world burn by Falling in reverse or Im just Ken - I run those a lot these days

Currently watching : Shameless, Gossip Girls, The bear, Nana (the anime), Monster ( the anime) and gonna start Good Omens season 2 I guess

Currently reading : Thousands Autumns and The wolves of Riverdance 3

Current obsession : Barbie, Bad Omens, ice cream, her smile, dancing, beach, Halloween coming up, cinnamon, nectarines , healing my freaking body and sleep ...Good enough

Ill tag @imdefinitelynoadult and @muppet-with-anxiety

#tag #3615 my life

[sergeisilence]

@siobhanhawthorne (hi, it's been a while! How is life? Do you still work at the same place?) tagged me, so...

name: pseudo is Sergei, I also use AL these days

pronouns: they/them (iel en français, avec les accords au neutre)

where do you call home: well I live in France, let's go with that. "Home" is... a place yet to come, let's say?

favorite animal: yeah I'm crap at making choices, so have a selection! Wolves whales and snakes, horses and cats and crows

cereal of choice: homemade granola, or when I can find it honey buckwheat cereal (sarrasin soufflé au miel, c'est trop bon les gens). I used to looove a brand cereal when I lived in Canada, I think it was honey nut cheerios or something? But they're apparently not available in france, so.

visual, auditory, or kinesthetic learner: I had to look this one up, still not 100% sure what's kinesthetic learning? I learn best by doing and redoing, or by writing down stuff.

first pet: first family pet was a black and white cat called Plume ("feather")

favorite scent: the scent of a forest

do you believe in astrology: not really, but then I don't believe in much in terms of spirituality

how many playlists on spotify/apple music: I don't use any of these (I tend to buy CDs instead), on youtube I have like 15 playlists (and good addblockers)

sharpies or highlighters: neither? sometimes posca, but that's mostly to draw on skin (look it up first please, I have no clue if it's actually skin safe, I've just been doing it on myself for a while is all)

songs that make you cry: Cannelle by Kalune, One more light by Linkin Park, T'es beau by Pauline Croze, La Corde by VII

songs that make you happy: Uh, that's harder. I'll go with Keep Walking by Holokid for the joyful fuck you to transphobes, Permanent holiday by Mike Love for the hopeful light feeling, Run by Hozier because I rarely hear it and I love trying to sing it (it's so hard!), Famous last words by My Chemical Romance for the memories

do you write/draw/create: I craft, mostly. Weaving, basket making, and some sewing/crochet/embroidery.

If you feel like it, @trademarkhubris, @lumeha, @Imaed (why is it that I still can't tag you Belle?)

#bibi #3615 my life

[ayanna-tired]

Avoir un TAG* et être en dépression

Je n'ai JAMAIS eu peur de la mort. Au contraire, je l'ai toujours vue comme une délivrance (et c'est toujours le cas.). Mais depuis quelques mois, je suis torturée à l'idée de ne laisser aucune trace sur cette Terre, de disparaître...

De toutes façons tout ce qu'on a accompli disparaitra, un jour, à l'heure où l'Humanité s'éteindra (ou si vous aimez la radicalité : à l'extinction de notre système solaire !).

On m'a récemment dit que ça passerait si je trouvais un but à ma vie, et si je me remettais à créer. Créer....

Comment créer quand on ne peut tenir un crayon que 10 minutes ?

On m'a aussi dit que je devais aider maon prochain-e, que c'était mon but sur Terre. Je dois renouer avec le magnétisme, mais pas soulager n'importe qui !

Ca me travaille... est-on sur Terre dans un but précis ? Cela m'apaiserait-il ?

En attendant j'ai peur... et je pense de plus en plus à la mort... en bien (délivrance), et en mal (peur de disparaître).

Cela m'obsède...

J'ai peur.

Ayanna,

*TAG = "Trouble Anxieux Généralisé"

#3615 my life #3615 ma vie #journal #journal intime #peur de la mort #phobie #TAG #dépression #idée suicidaire #suicide #idées noires #idée noire #santé mentale #psychiatrie #dépressif #dépressive #goth #gothique #mal à l'âme #spleen #mal être #dark #noir #sombre #ayanna

[yore-donatsu]

I still draw ^^” It's just that I work on some projects: Drawing and updating my sites and especially the c★mmissi★ns page ◔v◔   I'll explain that when I've finished everything ^^

#Wip #Dead Cells #Fanart #Updapte #Ocs #3615 my life #I'll make A LOT change #You can't imagine @x@'''' #One thing I went to make since some month #ON TUMBLR #to be quiet and not complain anymore #Nothing serious I reassure you

[ofwhimsicaldreams]

I am so bad at time management 😐 how come I can't manage to do sport regularly and have a hobby outside of the house on top of working (remotely most of the time) and taking care of the household chores?! What am I doing wrong 😭

#3615 my life #is it because i spend all of my free time on social media and playing the sims

[mind-of-ezechiel]

J'étais tellement en retard que j'ai pas eu le temps de mettre un collier, une bague, pas même une boucle d'oreilles ou un bracelet.

Je me sens à poil c'est trop bizarre.

En plus je suis plus habillé que d'habitude c'est un comble.

#mind of ezechiel #3615 my life #style #anxiété

[aninterstellarmess]

I managed to catch a cold in a middle of June un-fucking-believable

#sometimes I hate myself #3615 my life

[caym-morningstar]

Witness the floof.

#3615 my life #khalee #baby kitty

[machidielontheway]

there is a special kind of hell at work when you're dealing with a complex subject and everyday you continue working on it you think "what the hell was i on about" as you reread your work and find, once again, cases you missed and errors you made.

#3615 my life #work tag #it's not going well guys #i worked two hours this saturday ! this sure will help me being less terribly late ! #i have written ten sentences. #i forgot how it felt to be stressed by work #i don't like it ONE BIT #give me back my stable and protective mental state.... #waterworks are on again. can't believe i'll become 33 in the midst of this shit #u ru q

[warriorteam1924]

Oh god how can i love someone so fucking much .... 💖💜

#warriorteam1924 just wanted to say.... #3615 my life

[thebloodonourblackgloves]

Ayyyyy just in time for disability pride month, my invisible disability decided to become visible! What a treat, thanks body!

#i've been limping around town hunched over like a 80 year old #just in time for the indie / hard rock festival this weekend awww you really shouldnt have #i'm gonna take sooo much morphine 2011 style #3615 my life #disability #invisible disability #disability pride month