#my grandma 🫶🏽

[torturedpoetsdepartament]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZENDAYA, i cant wait to spend another year marveling of the beauty that is you, seeing you accomplish so many things in your career and seeing you so happy has been one of the best things. Love you and heres to 27!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️

#birthday girl #super emotional right now #27 wow #my grandma 🫶🏽 #zendaya #women in hollywood #dailywomen #dailywoc #dailywomansource #zendayaedit #euphoria #euphoriaedit #flawlesscelebs #femaledaily

[catastrxblues]

okay one last thing for this personal diary blog.

#i just found out that my grandma apparently posts videos on tiktok 😭😭 #i found her account because tiktok thought i might know the user right and they’d recommend it to you #and as i was scrolling through i suddenly came across one of her videos 😭 #i already knew her username like wayy before but i didn’t dare to check it out because i’m scared she’d figure out #it’s her teenage granddaughter one way or another. like there’s NO WAY i’m interacting with her acc not even just a look at her profile #but then i suddenly saw HER on my fyp and she was just looking at the phone not doing anything #with a sound something playing lmaoo #nana i love you i hope you know that 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽 #shadowbanned era

[nibeul]

AUGH the lady at the register thought I was fluent in Chinese and said I spoke it so well ToT crying I love ppl

#Asian grandmas my beloved 🫶🏽🫶🏽

[maiteo]

HAPPY BDAY LEGEND unrelated what are your favs songs rn

thank you babes!! shout out to my other half @footballisdead for giving me some new faves today🤭

#answered #guilty conscience is the last song it got cut off I had to play it so u can see🫶🏽 hope you likeeee❤️ #this took tewww long sorry my grandma called me when I was getting the songs together😭 #been listening to so much omar my concerts next month I hope he’s ready for me🤭 #this just reminded me that I have to make my sept-oct/ fall playlist🫶🏽

[gingerjolover]

omggg well since u asked for holiday requests: soft!gf and julien ice skating together?? and one of them (dealer’s choice) is super nervous / has never done it before but the other’s a natural. maybe the boys and muna are there, maybe they aren’t, up to u. love ur work mama g 🫶🏽

okay wait soft!gf gives me lowkey figure skater vibes... maybe figure skater!gf oop

like gf lived a whole life before they became soft!gf and met jb and got into a relationship

(i physically cannot create another universe rn because i am so backed up, but we can keep this in the back of our minds, yes?)

okay i would like to think that jb would actually be pretty good on skates but it would be getting her on the ice thats hard

like if soft!gf actively still skates, julien is watching her rehearse or going to competitions or maybe watching her teach classes in awe of how she moves

but julien is SO resistant to getting onto the ice, like seeing how graceful soft!gf is, julien just doesn't believe that she could be the same way??

but let's say that julien and soft!gf are in NYC or soft!gf's hometown, maybe at the rink they grew up skating in (whether soft!gf was a figure skater or just ice skated with friends for fun)

and soft!gf is BEGGING julien to come skate, even just for a little

def goes as far to rent out the rink or hit some people up and be like "can we just have an hour, my girlfriend is super nervous"

and soft!gf is a treasure and loved so dearly...so clearly, they get the rink to themselves

getting julien in the car to go to the rink? check

getting julien in the proper clothing and skates? check

getting julien on the ice? girl... bffr

it takes SO much bribing and bartering, i mean soft!gf owes julien like 5 massages, a warm bath, 2 hours of braiding her hair, and special cookies that she doesn't make often because they're time consuming before julien agrees

and julien is giving bambi

holding onto the wall, slipping and sliding

it takes most of the hour? two hours? that they have the rink for jules to just acclimate to the ice

eventually soft!gf convinces jb to hold on to the walker thingy (yall know what im talking about?) or the big traffic cone and skaet around the ice

and right before they need to clear out, julien lets soft!gf take her hands, skating backwards as they pull julien around the ice, teaching her how to brake and glide

julien doesn't fall once and is encouraged by the many kisses and butt grabs that soft!gf graces her with

ice skating!julien comes back into play when they return to LA

i feel like soft!gf was talking to kelli or katie about ice skating and they were like wait lets go ice skating

so munagenius all decides to go to a rink

and everyone is nervous, except katie and soft!gf, i feel like phoebe would be nervous but still just like step onto the ice

and julien has increased confidence but is still terrified

mainly because she hasn't fallen yet

but she lets soft!gf genuinely teaches all of them, Katie assisting because of their rollerskating knowledge

and all of munagenius are ice skating like grandmas, the best playlist you've ever heard bumping through the speakers

and i feel like julien would get tired quick, like would go off the ice and sit, a cup of coffee between her hands as she watches soft!gf try and help jo and lucy skate in zig zags

eventually munagenius watches katie and soft!gf's choreography you know how when you were a kid and you made dances with your cousin and performed them? thats the vibe

and it's to a song thats just so out there, maybe its like fucking hardy or something idk

or silk chiffon teehee

#anon cutie #julien baker x reader #soft!gf might figure skate #or we create a universe for professional athlete!gf #omg munagenius with olympian!gf #tea #anyways #i love blurby hcs #gingybread's holidaze #gingy's blurb night

[racinggirl]

You've got a friend in me || Formula One

type: one shot pairing: formula one drivers x friendly relationship word count: 3k summary: after losing a loved one, you realize who your true friends are requested: yes! 'Hello, could I request a fic about a reader working in F1? She just lost her grandmother due to cancer and the drivers notice it and comfort her. I just lost my gm and can’t really believe it. I know this prompt is kind of delicate so I understand if you don’t feel too comfortable about writing it.’ Requests are OPEN! warnings: mentions of death, mentions of hospitals, mentions of c*ncer, loss of loved ones, sadness, semi-happy ending notes: Hi, first of all, I wanted to say I know what it's like to lose someone you love, so dearly (my father), and lose them to that horrible disease as well. I hope I captured what was needed, it was hard for me, yes, but I also think it's one of the most beautiful things I've written, simply because it feels so close to me. I hope you'll like it, and please let me know what you think <3. Also, if any of you ever struggle with something, just let me know. I am here for every one, no matter what 🫶🏽

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Losing a loved one is something you wish upon nobody, it’s hard and unfair. Life is hard and unfair. No longer hearing their voice, their laugh, the one that made a smile appear on your face in no time. No longer embracing them in a hug, feeling their warmth, their kisses on your forehead or cheek, no longer their love in a physical form. No longer a ‘goodnight’, but instead one last ‘goodbye’.

Losing someone you love, whether it is a father, a mother, a friend, a niece, a lover or a grandparent, is one of the most difficult and challenging things to deal with, especially at a young age. It’s never easy, never. Never hearing their silly comments that made you either laugh or roll your eyes, never greeting them anymore, never holding their hand, counting their fingers like you used to do when you were little, trying to count to ten.

Dealing with loss of someone so dear and close to you was something you wished to never experience, and never had to experience either. Not until you received the news from your parents.

‘’We need you to come over, grandma isn’t doing too good.’’

You had never ignored this many traffic lights, speed limits or fellow car drivers on your way to the hospital. You knew something bad was going to happen, it was something your parents talked to you about a lot this week, the feeling of them knowing more than you did growing every time they started the conversation.

‘grandma isn’t doing great; you should visit her some time soon; grandma has lived an amazing life; she’s doing worse every day.’

The moment you arrived at the hospital, after throttling like the people you worked for did on a race weekend, you knew it was bad, since it wasn’t only you, but also your siblings and your aunts children had gathered at the hospital. All your grandmothers grandchildren, as well as her own children, it being one of the first times your entire family was together, had a hard time keeping a straight face, since they all knew what was going on. Your grandmother was dying.

Cancer, a horrible disease. A fucking horrible disease. One that took away too many people from their loving families. People that didn’t deserve to die. Of course, nobody deserves to die, but when you see a happy, satisfied woman, surrounded by her grandchildren, a smile on her face whenever she, at Christmas, spent time with each child, opening their presents, no matter the age of her grandkids, you’d give everything for her to do that more years. But sadly, life wasn’t on her side, because the cancer that invaded her body, her mind, her soul, took those wonderful Christmas eve’s away from not only her, but the entire family.

It had been a few weeks now since your grandmother passed away, and not wanting the grief to take over your life, you decided going back to work was the best thing to do. Being surrounded by the cars, the people you loved, your second family away from home, felt somewhat comforting. But not completely, not entirely.

All week you weren’t focussed, your breaks you’d spend looking at the pictures you had of your beloved grandma, or calling your parents, because the death of your grandma made you realize how important family is. You tried to turn your emotions down, especially when you were talking to one of the drivers, not wanting to bother them with your pretty messed up life right now.

You were currently in your third year in Formula One, behind the scenes, creating content for Formula One’s Instagram, TikTok and YouTube account. Grill the Grid? One of your works, along with many others of course. You were getting ready in the room the drivers would film their parts, setting up the camera’s, looking over the planners and making sure everybody was at their position in the other room.

First team, Alfa Romeo, alphabetical order. ‘’Valtteri?’’ You called the Finn, giving him a weak smile the moment he got up from his seat and walked towards you. You guided him to the other room, staying silent on the way there, and he noticed, but didn’t dare to say anything about it.

A few teams in, you had gotten the classic ‘are you okay’-question multiple times, Pierre, Yuki, Fernando, Seb and Charles, as well as Carlos, Mick, Kevin and Daniel. You told them you were fine, since it was a lot easier to hold back your tears by ignoring the painful moments, than actually telling them what happened.

Next up, after Daniel, it was Lando’s turn. You continued your procedure, walking to the room, looking at your papers before scanning the rest of the room. ‘’Lando.’’ You turned around, making your way to the other room, knowing Lando’d follow you anyways, he always did.

‘’y/n, are you oka-‘’ ‘’Yes, Lando, I’m fine, can’t be better.’’ You muttered, getting annoyed at the amount of drivers asking you the questions. Lando decided to stay silent, nodding in response, but a frown on his forehead as he walked into the room, not taking his eyes off of you for a good few seconds.

‘’George.’’

‘’Lewis.’’

‘’Alex.’’

Everybody had finished recording, meaning it was time for your well deserved break. You reached for your phone, swallowing thickly at the picture that was now your background. Your grandma, a smile on her face, an arm around you as you did the same to her, both looking at each other, laughing, enjoying the moment together.

‘’Hey.’’ You heard a voice coming from behind, making you turn around, a deep shaky breath stopping the tears from rolling down your eyes.

‘’Max, hey.’’ You smiled weakly at the Dutchman, who had a concerned look on his face. ‘’I did great at the challenge, don’t you think?’’ You laughed weakly, he wasn’t bad, but he wasn’t particularly good either. ‘’Right, almost an A+.’’ You replied, receiving a low chuckle back from the World Champion.

‘’Hey, listen, I talked to Lando, he said-‘’ You sighed heavily, a soft groan escaping your lips as you started walking again, not wanting to show your emotions, not wanting to be weak.

‘’I’m just on my period, okay? I’d appreciate it if you’d leave me alone, thank you.’’ And with that, you made your way to the F1 hospitality, the one the content creators and other photographers and press would be enjoying their lunch at.

The rest of the day went alright, you did not see any more drivers, some of your co-workers also deciding to leave you alone for the rest of the afternoon and evening, because you made it pretty clear you did not want any company right now.

‘’y/n, wait.’’ You closed your eyes, stopping your steps as you took a deep breath. ‘’Finally, y/n, I’ve been looking for you all day.’’

‘’Lando, seriously, just lea-‘’ You stayed silent as you saw not only Lando, but also Carlos standing next to him. ‘’Oh, hi.’’ You mumbled, looking at the Spanish guy in front of you.

‘’Que pasa muppet?’’ You simply shook your head at Carlos’ question, feeling bad for being rude to them, but you just didn’t want to break down in front of many press or photographers. ‘’Nothing, just, on my period.’’

You were quite close to most of the drivers, being in your early twenties, you were close to their age, shared the same interests and had a lot of fun with them outside working hours here on track. You always made sure to hang out once during the race week, whether it was here at track during your breaks, or back in the Hilton Hotel.

That’s exactly where you were right now, sitting in your room, on your balcony. You were reading a book, one your grandmother once bought you for Christmas some years back, one you’ve probably read more than 10 times already, one of which you almost knew every word before you even started the chapter.

‘’Hey! Y/n! Come join us!’’ You heard a voice coming from downstairs, underneath your balcony was the pool area, a relaxing area and bar. You hoovered over the edge of the balcony, meeting the faces of some drivers. George, Alex, Charles, even Carlos and Max were there.

‘’No thanks, not in the mood.’’ You replied, shooting them a nice but tired smile, feeling once again guilty for rejecting them. You then heard the doorbell, your thoughts being immediately interrupted the moment you heard a knock following the ringing. You quickly made your way towards the front door, looking through the hole to see Pierre standing there, along with Yuki. You opened the door, a frown on your face as you saw the basket Yuki was holding.

‘’Hey, we ehm, heard you weren’t feeling too well, so we got you something.’’ Yuki handed you the basket which was filled with some candles and a bar of chocolate. ‘’My girlfriend said chocolate helps with period pains.’’ He then whispered, making Pierre hit his arm lightly. It brought a small smile to your face, seeing the two of them bickering about what to say, and how to bring it. ‘’Carlos told us you weren’t really in your element today, so we thought maybe this would help, consider it a little less healthy get well soon basket.’’ Pierre chuckled, walking over to give you a hug.

Tears appeared in your eyes, so you quickly closed your eyes, preventing the tears from falling down your face. ‘’Thank you guys, really, it means a lot.’’

The next day, you were walking through the paddock with Seb and Mick, talking to them about this event that was happening. Just work related stuff really. However, Seb noticed you were acting differently, instead of the enthusiastic smile, you just looked down at your papers a little too often for his liking. So once he stood in front of the Aston Martin hospitality, he grabbed your arm, just to pull you in for a hug.

You were caught by surprise, but the hug felt good. You’ve always seen Seb as a father figure, an uncle on track, something you desperately needed, especially right now. ‘’It will be okay, yeah?’’ He didn’t know what happened, but he could sense something was off, and instead of pressuring you to tell him, he decided giving you comfort would be better. And it was, because that hug was the very thing you needed right now.

Later that day, after the second practice was over, you had a small talk with Seb back in the hotel, you trusted him, enough to talk about what happened a few weeks ago. He was very compassionate, taking time to talk to you, let you talk and out your emotions, something you hadn’t done in front of anyone since your grandmother passed away.

After your talk with Seb, your eyes were stained red, a little puffy and the tip of your nose was a light pink shade. You were making your way down to the floor you were positioned at, when you ran into Charles on the way to your room.

‘’y/n?’’ He asked, carefully. He heard from Carlos and Lando you were on your period, and he didn’t want to come across as annoying or rude. He learnt how to deal with periods ever since he and Charlotte had gotten into a relationship.

You were quick in wiping away your tears, knowing that hiding them wouldn’t be something that would fool the Monegasque. ‘’Charles, hey.’’ You mumbled, sniffling as you smiled at him.

‘’What… are you alright? Can I help you?’’ He carefully asked, a worried look on his face. You simply shrugged your shoulders. You already told Seb, so why not tell the rest as well. You trusted them, each one of them, they were your friends.

-

‘’You know.’’ Charles started, once you had finished talking about what happened those past couple of weeks. You were now seated in your room, on the couch. Charles had his arm wrapped around your shoulder, listening to everything you told him.

‘’I’m sorry for your loss, y/n, she seemed like an amazing woman, and I’m sure she’s very proud of you right now.’’ He said. ‘’Seven years ago, I lost Jules, and let me tell you, it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to overcome.’’

…

‘’And I’m not saying it will get easier, because there hasn’t gone a day by I haven’t thought about him, I’m still not over it, and I don’t think I’ll ever will.’’ He pulled you closer to him by bringing his arm further around your shoulder, pressing a light kiss to your forehead.

‘’But I always hang onto the thought they are here, the people we lost.’’ He pointed to his chest when he said ‘here’, the place his heart was. ‘’They are a part of our lives, and as tough as it may be to never be able to hear them talking to us again, know that they are still, every day, a part of our lives, the decisions we make, the things we achieve and the things we do, they are here, you’re not alone.’’

The talk with Charles was good, just like the conversation you had with Carlos when you bumped into him when Charles walked out, he was looking for Charles.

Quali day, one of the most important days of the weekend, the day the positions for the race on Sunday were decided. It was an alright quali, no big crashes, just two yellow flags due to an engine failure or two.

You were back in your hospitality, your mood a little better because of the talks you had with some of the drivers. Lewis had brought Roscoe, the dog of the paddock, the happy energy itself.

‘’Hey, Roscoe boy.’’ You kneeled down, laughing as the dog ran over to you, laying down and rolling over for you to rub his belly. ‘’Good boy.’’ You smiled, looking up to see Lewis kneeling down in front of you.

‘’He has always liked you.’’ He smiled, rubbing Roscoe’s head as you continued rubbing his belly. You smiled at the Brit before lowering your gaze to the dog again. ‘’I talked to Sebastien.’’ A sigh escaped your lips, your eyes meeting his when his comforting smile calmed you instantly. ‘’I’m sorry for your loss, y/n. Know that God is taking good care of your grandmother and I’m sure she is very very proud of you.’’ You nodded, smiling as you slowly got up, standing straight to receive the hug Lewis gave you.

‘’Thank you Lewis.’’

-

‘’Thank you, Max, Daniel, George, it means a lot.’’ You were holding the basket with your favourite drinks and food, a card as well. It had all the names of the drivers on it, as well as a nice little message from each driver. Tears welled up in your eyes as you started to read the first one. ‘’I’ll read them tonight, I don’t want to cry in front of you all.’’ You laughed weakly, placing the basket on the table in your hotel room after stepping forward, embracing all three of them in a tight and warm hug. It felt like home, the drivers being like your brothers, like your family, all of them.

The day after the race, most drivers were already home, getting ready for the next race on the calendar. You too were getting ready to go home, packing your suitcase, when you heard a knock on your door, again, it always became a ritual. You didn’t take a peek through the hole this time, assuming it was one of your co-workers.

However, when you opened the door, you were looking into the blue/green/grey-ish eyes from the McLaren driver, a small smile on your lips as you saw him holding something in his hands.

‘’Hey.’’

‘’Hey.’’

‘’I’m sorry for, well, multiple things, first of all for your loss, and for me being such an idiot to keep asking you what was wrong.’’ He says, scratching the back of his neck lightly.

‘’It’s okay, Lando, don’t worry, I should apologize too, for being such a bitch.’’ You smiled, stepping aside to let the brown haired guy in your room.

‘’No, no, don’t, here, I hope this will make you feel a little better.’’ He says, handing you the present, which was, how do you say this in a nice way? Not professionally packed. You started to rip the paper from the rectangular shaped gift, tears immediately appearing in your eyes, rolling down your cheeks as you took out the gift.

‘’Lando…’’ You whispered, not believing what you were seeing in front of you.

‘’It’s the least I could do, and I had some help.’’ He smiled weakly, pulling you in for a hug almost instantly. It was true, he and your brother were great friends, so after he did some texting and phone calls, he instantly knew what to give you.

He had bought a frame, a picture frame. He then made a nice collage from some of the pictures your brother had sent him, pictures from you and your grandma, moments you cherished for the rest of your life. He carefully put them in the picture frame, and packed it, as good as he could.

‘’Thank you, thank you so much, you have no idea what this means to me.’’ You whispered, tightening your grip onto his shirt, hugging him as if your life depended on it.

‘’She loves you, y/n. And I’m sure she’s looking down at you right now, the biggest smile on her face. Because she is so proud of the woman you have become, so proud.’’ He whispered.

Grief, one of the hardest things to do, especially when you’re doing it all alone. Grief isn’t something you should experience on your own. It’s okay to take your moments, evaluate things on your own, but you should never have to deal with losses without the help of others. Friends, family, it’s all so important, especially in moments like these. And you know one thing, one important thing the moment your grandmother let out her final breath. With that breath, she told you one of the most powerful things one can have.

I love you

#f1 #formula 1 #f1 imagines #racinggirl writes #f1 imagine #f1 x reader #f1 fic #racinggirl requests #formula one #lando norris #daniel ricciardo #max verstappen #lewis hamilton #george russell #sebastian vettel #yuki tsunoda #pierre gasly #charles leclerc #carlos sainz #mick schumacher #kevin magnussen #alexander albon #valtteri bottas #formula one fandom #f1 drabble #f1 one shot #f1 story

[jungkookslipring]

It’ll Be Okay

TW: mentions of breast cancer, crying, cursing ☁️

Genre: angst, hurt/comfort ❤️‍🩹

Relationship: platonic 🫶🏽

Positions: SKZ x reader ❤️

Summary: you find out your loved one was diagnosed with breast cancer, and your best friends are there to pick up the pieces when you crumble. Read at your own risk.

Breast Cancer. Something that you hoped and prayed you’d never have to hear about yourself or anyone you loved having. That nightmare became a reality when your mom texted you about your grandmother having recently been diagnosed with an awful disease. You couldn’t process it in that moment cause you were moments away from leaving for work. The guys were out of the dorm, so you didn’t have to face anyone just yet. Work flew by awfully quick. You didn't have to think about anything until you pulled up on the street of the dorms. Your heart dropped. There was a chance everyone was still at practice, but it was late enough to where they could’ve called practice off early. You took a few deep breaths before getting out of your car and walking to the front door. Your hands were a little shaky as you stuck the spare key into the lock. Once it opened, all of the lights were out. You let out a sigh of relief as you walked to your room and shut the door. You tossed your keys on your bed and sat down staring out the window. All of a sudden, you didn’t have anything else to think about except your grandma. The floodgates opened and you didn’t hold back. Literally fuck cancer. Why did it have to attack the people you loved?! Stupid. So fucking stupid. You cried into your hands as you curled up on yourself. You were too far gone you didn’t hear the front door open, with 8 pairs of feet tumbling into the living room. There had to be multiple different conversations going on until they all stopped dead in their tracks when they heard you cry. Bang Chan held up a hand and looked in the direction of your room.

“I’ll be back,” Bang Chan whispered before heading towards your room.

“I’ll come with you,” Seungmin insisted as he was already by Bang Chan’s side. The two of them quickly but quietly walked over to your room and pressed an ear against the door. The two looked at each other and for a second debated on leaving you be, but they knew you, and they knew you would take their hugs any day. Bang Chan knocked quietly on the door. When the two walked in, their hearts ached seeing the state you were in. You didn’t cry often, so when you did, they knew it was something serious.

“Y/n? Hey what’s wrong?” Bang Chan asked after Seungmin entered and closed the door. You did what you could, pulling yourself together, but the tears would not stop flowing. You pulled out your phone and swiped over to the text from your mom, showing it to the boys. Their eyes softened even more if that was possible. Bang Chan shook his head before scooting next to you, pulling you into his lap.

“Oh my gosh…” Seungmin sighed, gently grabbing a hold of your hand, rubbing a thumb over your knuckles.

“I’m so sorry love…” Chan whispered as he cradled you in his arms. You broke as soon as your two best friends were at your side, holding you and comforting you in any way they could. The door was left ajar and you heard quiet footsteps slowly making their way to your door. A few heads peaked in, some standing there, itching to come into your room to hold you. Your face was tucked into Chan’s neck before you heard him say

“Are you okay with the rest of the guys coming in?” He asked quietly. You sniffed before looking at the door frame. They all wanted to be there for you so bad. You nodded before Seungmin gently wiped the stray tear that fell from your eyes. Bang Chan looked back at the door and did a little head gesture, welcoming in the rest of the guys. They all walked in with nothing but love and sympathy in their eyes. They hated seeing you upset, and even though they had no idea what was happening, they wanted to be there for you. They all got on your bed and scooted close to you, enough to feel the warmth of each and every member: They didn’t make you talk, Seungmin just explained to them what happened, before they all looked at you with softer eyes and broken hearts. IN looked like he was on the verge of tears himself. He crawled up next to you and buried himself in your lap. You let go of Chan briefly to hug the Maknae, reassuring him that you’ll be okay and that you’re grandma will be okay. The youngest cried with you as the rest of the boys shared reassuring words and gentle touches. One of the kids left the room, but not too long before coming back with a mug of hot tea and one of the soft blankets Han kept in his room. You accepted the items after giving them a small smile.

“I love you all so much,” you said tearfully as they all scooted impossibly closer to either hug you, kiss you, or both. They all loved you so much, and you were going to get through this with the help of the eight boys you were beyond blessed to call your best friends.

#skz fanfic #stray kids #stray kids x stay #lee felix #bang chan #han jisung #hyunjin #jeongin #lee know #seungmin #skz changbin #stray kids x reader #skz x reader #skz hurt/comfort #skz angst #skz ot8

[tuff-ponyboy]

i want you guys to know that im not purposely ignoring the requests in my inbox 😭 my grandma is dying and my fam is in town so i want to spend them with them 🫶🏽🤍🤎

#:( I hope you can understand

[baurbiediv]

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[btsqualityy]

TW: ED/ lost loved ones.

hi my love. my life has been so hectic & i’ve went through sooo much shit in the past few months, good & bad. i lost my grandma, bought a car, working non stop, & im changing a few lifestyle habits to cater to my health since i lost a shit ton of weight due to stress & my ED flare ups 🙏🏾 but i just wanted to let u know that i love you 🤎 i’ve been in a creative rut when it comes to my makeup, i used to do a makeup look everytime i had a day off, but now i just rest on those days whenever i can. i learned that being patient with myself, & not rushing the process helps me come up with my best work & i feel like my most authentic self. (no shade to anon at all!!) but i noticed the ask “did you give up” & it prompted me to send this, bc one of my followers asked me the other day on insta if i “gave up on makeup,” & i told her i didn’t give up, but life just be life-ing 😭 so in a general sense, sometimes you can love what you do so much, you end up having to take lil breaks here & there in order to give it your all. & sometimes, you don’t even mean to take a break but LIFE be LIFE- ING 😂😂😂 i don’t wanna make it seem like im speaking for you at all! just thought that any other creator who may be just as busy as we are could see this & relate 🫶🏾 p.s. “love a black woman from infinity to infinity” HAPPY BLACK HISTORY MONTH QUEEN 🤎✨

My girl! Im sorry for your loss and I’m happy to hear that you’re prioritizing your health and happiness!

But I completely agree! I literally never meant to take as long of a break as I have and I’ve been going back and forth so much about lately. Like, I miss writing and still love it as much as I did when I started this blog and I still have so many ideas. But also, working full time and trying to maintain a life where I’m not miserable everyday and maintaining relationships with my family and friends and this guy, it’s hard to balance all that with this blog. I have so many moments where I’m like “dang, I should write something today” but I literally can’t find the energy to most times. I’ll literally open my drafts, write a sentence, and close the draft 😭🤦🏽‍♀️

This blog feels like such a part of me now and it’s been weird to not post something everyday. Like, if you’re an OG, you know the blog has NEVER been this quiet 🤣but I don’t know. I’m about to be 25 in May and life is just so different than it was when I was 19 and starting this blog. I think that’s also something that’s been bothering me, that life is different now and trying to figure out how to still make time for the things I’ve enjoyed for years

ANYWAYS, that was a lot of rambling but yeah. I love you more and thank you for always being so supportive! 🫶🏽❤️

#btsqualityy asks

[dulcewrites]

I was thinking of an Aemond fanfic (and depending on your view of the incest). The reader is the oldest daughter of Daemon(although I have deep hatred for that groomer) and Laena who’s married off to Aemond during the events of driftmark. “An she’s like why do I gotta be used as the political pawn in this family, my mom coffin hasn’t even settled yet”. Also her being married to guy who beat up her sister (she’s kinda meh about her younger cousins mainly because she’s not close to them).

Hmmm I like the outline. I would maybe tweak it. maybe viserys (or even otto tells viserys to - just to get back Daemon lolz) suggest the girls coming to king’s landing to be wards to Alicent. Similar to how Baela is to rhaenys in the show

Alicent at first is like ://// bc hello her son just lost an eye and thinks the girls are partly responsible, but at the same she gets losing a mom and feels bad. She agrees in the end. Plus she’s embarrassed (you shouldn’t be queen) for what she just did

Daemon is like no way in seven hells, viserys is like ummm they are I’m the king. To save her sisters the trouble, oc/reader is like “why don’t I just go alone. I’m the oldest.” In her katniss I volunteer as tribute era. I like the idea of her being sort of indifferent to everyone involved. Maybe she wasn’t even there when Aemond lost his eye. She could’ve been with Aegon getting drunk… numbing the pain of losing her mom :(. She expects her dad to rip into her the way Alicent does Aegon, but he’s just.. there

Alicent is defending Aemond, Rhaenyra is defending luke, hell even viserys is wrongfully defending his daughter… why is her dad just leaning there while their grandma comforts them :/. Her dad’s behavior kind of pushes her to want to leave. Oouuu Aemond makes a snarky remark to her about daemon moving on at her mother’s funeral. He saw them on the beach

They all expect the ward thing to be short lived… but it isn’t :)

And it can be them through the years 🫶🏽🫶🏽.

#just adding something different bc I would want it to be a bit different from the other ‘oh my family basically sold me’ ala my 1d says lol #it’s more the uncle/niece Aemond marries visenya or aemma velaryon thing i personally stay away from #also #like if you’re gonna do a velaryon reader… make them BLACK #or call them what they are… strongs 🤷🏽‍♀️ #asks and requests #writing ideas

[godshideouscreation]

Psssst just wanted to say it’s been a while and I miss you. Hope to one day be able to sesh with you still and give you a huge hug. You’re not alone in your loss and pain and I’m sending some extra love your way my friend because I know what it’s like so keep living your best life for those you’ve lost and keep that head up Bri 🫶🏽

I think one of the few things that does keep me going despite those hard and heavy feelings of loss is knowing that I'm getting to experience life in a way that honors those who aren't here anymore.

When I see certain birds, I think of my grandma and I think of what those birds mean (spiritually) And I like to think that she's guiding me by showing me little signs.

Ryan was one person in my life who always encouraged me to do things even when I was scared and so I try to live that way a lot now that he's not here. I try new things. I do things that make me anxious and scare the hell out of me to have the experience. I've pushed myself to do so much, and I think he would be so proud. A lot of the times I like to think that our loved ones are here with us and are watching us grow and experience life. They might not be living it with us in the way that we expected but I do feel that there is some kind of presence. At least I hope so. 💘

[daartistznt]

It doesn’t look like much but I was craving something savory and comforting but healthy. I grew up in old school southern black household with my grandparents. Biscuits and gravy was always a thing. These biscuits are great if you’re in a rush and don’t want to make em from scratch. I found them at @wegmans so listen if you had a grandma like I did she would take day old biscuits and warm them up with a sprinkle of water over them and a pad of butter wrapped in foil. I highly recommend you do that with these. The gravy I made with cornstarch instead of traditional flour base. The “meat” sub is oysters 🍄 mushrooms I love their texture. It gives you the meaty vibe without the guilt.

Fresh avocado, scallions and sun dried tomatoes add to its savory goodness.

I seasoned the gravy and mushrooms with a little

Thyme

Smoked paprika

Sweet onions

Minced garlic

Vegan chicken bouillon

Happy Monday 🍁🫶🏽 it feels like a Sunday over here.

#what vegans eat #black and vegan #veganeatsbyzah

[sweet-child]

aw man :( i'm so sorry! i was raised by my grandparents too so it really does feel like losing a parent!! my grandma is going through the same thing and it HURTS SO BAD!! but it will okay. maybe not now, but one day it will be easier. i'm here for you!! 🫶🏽🩷

thank you jay <3 im continuously praying for your grandmother. But honestly, if he does die, i would want it to be before Roxy (our eldest dog) dies. We almost lost our youngest dog (Zoey) and ive never seen my grandpa shed a tear but he was just sobbing with me. I don't think I could handle seeing him cry over Roxy.

#jay!! #haha life #rambles :)

[mypimpademia]

bro that eczema be smth serious

i get it on my arms, legs, chest, front and back of my neck likeeee 😕

i remember once i had a really bad flare up, tell me why my great grandma was like “get her some ginger ale” LIKE??? 😭😭

and this was at night too so my grandpa dead ass went out to go get me some ginger ale 🙁🫶🏽

idk if it was a placebo effect but i swear it did smth (probably was tbh if we’re being real)

My eczema be on a mission to kill me sometimes I swea!

Awww ginger ale that’s so sweet😭😭

When I get really bad flare ups my mom just feels so bad and makes me drink a bunch of water and eat healthy food bc she thinks my diet might be the issue😭😭 (which she could lowkey be right about bc there’s hardly any other explanations atp!!)

#juicytalks #juicytxt.yves #I forgot to say this before too but it’s on my hands too #so when I put medicine on them she helps me do stuff😭 #or watches tv w me while I wait to go wash it off