#my favs are all either violent and/or romantic lol

[sonorousabyss]

Hello, i hope youre doing alright!! May I ask for a Star wars romantic Match up? Thank you in advance if you do<3

I'm masc Non-Binary They/Them & Gay/Queer (male attraction). My Star sign is Leo and I'm INTJ-T if that's of any use.

I have short layered Blood Red hair, but I seem to dye it every month! My fav colors to switch are Red and Baby Blue!! My eyes are rlly dark Brown, almost Black. Im more on the short side (5"0ft/152.4cm) & what people call a baby face.

Minus all that I'm not "mean" but people always assume on first glance that I would fight them(never understood that as im quite shy upon first meet, i prefer to stay with myself), I do have a lot of fighting experience but that's only for when someone swings first. I have some hard anger issues but never take them out on people, at least I try not to, I do enjoy a good argument tho,, i also tyoically yell or curse in german when im mad my friends think its the funniest thing ever. But once you get past most of that I've been discribed as much of a protective father/brother figure by a lot of my friends, I always try to be there for the people im close with, I have the Humor of a little teenager boy dispute the fact it's hard for me to laugh with Alexithymia. (Ex; I giggle at the word balls :")) with Alexithymia I typically have a monotone expression and voice as it's hard for me to express or tell what emotion im feeling.

I LOVE listening to people talk about the simplest things they find interesting, even if it sounds dumb I prefer to listen to those around me speak. I don't like talking due to my Alexithymia and stutter, but I could talk about Space and Science for hours!

My main Hobby is writing, but I enjoy doodling my friends or landscapes!

My style in clothing is much more bright and "loud", I enjoy the kidcore theme of clothing and dress in vibarant colours! My favorite colors are pastels!!

I enjoy background Sound when it's more quiet, vibrants and pastels, reading, and science/math!

I dislike extremely loud sounds, yelling, and crowds!

I've been told my Love Language is quality time and Gift Giving, im afraid of physical touch but also extremely touch starved, I'd like a hug but the idea also scares me lol 😵‍💫..

I apologize if this was too much or a lot to read, take your time Sonor if you decide to do it!! Have a good day<3

AN: Don't worry about it Anon, it wasn't too much! Had a few potential matches but I figured it'd be safer than sorry to take my time with yours. Hope you don't mind getting someone from the humanoid-adjacent partner pool!

Plo Koon is one of the most down-to-earth living beings you'll ever truly meet and just an overall sweetheart.

Despite the disposition that you appear to portray- that being of someone on the more vocally or physically violent side- Plo could sense your good nature resting underneath. He never once doubted that you were a decent person.

That said, he found it quite curious that you tended to keep to yourself, given the aura you almost seem to give off with the force. I don't imagine that it would take too long for him to put two-and-two together that you were just shy, but the reason for that level of withdrawn attitude would be a question that nags at the edge of his mind.

Unlike other Jedi who would either keep their distance from you entirely or jump right into conversation (or at least try to), he was definitely on the more tactful side when it came to initiating conversations. He didn't want to make you uncomfortable, and conversely, didn't want to risk you being lonely either. He sought a healthy balance.

Amusingly enough, the monotonous way in which you speak isn't something that would bother him all too much in the long scheme of things, nor with the lack of expression. Plo is keen when it comes to communication, so if he isn't sure about something there's no doubt that he'd ask for clarification.

Furthermore, when it comes to speech patterns, you're both in a similar boat considering that his speech is slightly unique as well. He thinks about what he says, and there's this draw of emphasis he seems to put on certain syllables and words. It's not so much that he's sluggish as he is slow and deliberate. Fairly refreshing, actually.

As for conversational topics, I imagine that you both would have many things to discuss- common interests or otherwise. He doesn't mind carrying the conversation if it makes you most comfortable, but you'd find that no matter how much you stutter he'd be right at your side, gaze fixated on you and only you as you speak.

He thoroughly enjoys your rants on space, science, and the like that you both share in your free time, finding them both interesting and insightful. Quite a few things you've mentioned have drifted in and out of his mind when he's out on missions, and a fact or two has come in very handy.

Though he's less argumentative than quite a few of his peers, debates between you two are also something that he looks forward to. They can be quite amusing, although not much can quite chalk up to the feeling seeing you curse under your breath in german gives him.

More than likely, he's walked in on you while you were with his men doing so, and at least once you were shouting. The boys in white might not have known exactly what you were saying, but he certainly caught on quick.

Let's just say he got a good chuckle during those excursions.

When you start changing up your look, you'll find he almost immediately notices- especially in regards to your hair. He compliments it frequently. Your style of dress, though quite unlike his own, also interests him. He's done a bit of research in an attempt to locate where the style originated from, to varying levels of success. I don't imagine you'll ever catch him partaking, but he makes sure you know he appreciates the looks you do.

As far as amusement goes, he probably trusts the force to gauge just how pleased you are by certain situations to better get a grasp on your humor. He finds the level of 'immurity', as some would call it, in your tastes amusing... in that it's just another character trait of yours that makes you unique. He also may or may not have tipped off his men so you could have a good time hanging with them, not that he openly stated so. He'd probably tease you a tad if you questioned whether or not he was the culprit.

He finds your 'big brotherly' and 'fatherly' attitude towards those around you quite endearing, especially to those younger than yourself. He's been fairly well known to have a good reputation with the younglings (or at least Ahsoka) and has a similar relationship with her that you have with others, so it's something he understands quite well.

Of the potential suitors in the Jedi Order, he's fairly logical, which means that you are going to have a lot more leeway when it comes to what missions you do and do not go on. While others like Skywalker or Kenobi would have openly objected to you going on more dangerous missions had you been their partner, Plo lets logic take the lead and knows that you're capable of defending yourself.

That said, don't think he'll just let you partake in whatever mission you want whenever, regardless of the danger. You will be debriefed on the situation for your safety if you are going, and when the rare circumstance arises that he 100% does not want to see you on the gunship with him and his men, he isn't really going to be someone you can negotiate with. Not that you can't try- it's just that he'll have an armada of rock-solid arguments that'll be extremely difficult to counter.

He's the type that would rather you avoid violent situations if at all possible but feels much more comfortable knowing that you have legitimate fighting experience under your metaphorical, pastel belt on the off-chance it becomes unavoidable. The safer you are, the more he can focus on his work without worry.

I imagine exchanging feelings was a rather interesting situation for him given his position in the order, but when he did share them with you it was heartfelt and in the comfort of a quiet room, or hallway. Perhaps located by a balcony or window with a view.

Personally, I picture quality time as one of his love languages, which works quite well for both of you. As for physical touch though? He'd recognize and respect your fear and reserve such contact for moments he was certain you were fine with it. It probably wasn't common during the start of your relationship but became more frequent as you got comfortable over time.

On the notion of fears, Plo is the type to help you with them if at all possible, even if it takes a long time to do so. The long haul doesn't bother him much- not with how long he's lived.

One of Plo's favorite ways to spend quality time with you together is when you're drawing. He finds the process quite enjoyable, and never hesitates to compliment you on your technique. Your skill never ceases to amaze him.

He almost certainly has a drawing you've made of him and/or the boys in his quarters. Likely framed, and either sitting on a desk or mounted on a wall. He makes sure to value any gifts he's given.

Overall it's a very trusting, wholesome relationship and one that doesn't often yield issues. You simply set his heart aflutter.

AN: There are few words to describe this relationship other than "Wholesome." It's not one that drudges up particularly chaotic scenarios in mind, but the sheer stability that comes with a relationship with this man is rather comforting. For those who got this far, I hope you enjoyed! May the force be with you, and may your day be as pleasant as the ocean's abyss is deep!

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[80sanime]

Top 10 Favorite Manga

I was bored today so decided to make a list of my top ten favorite manga, with little comments describing what’s great about them:

Apocalypse Zero by Takayuki Yamaguchi If you were scared off by the OVA… well, you might still hate the manga since it’s even more crazy and explicit. But the anime failed to capture most of what makes the manga so unforgettable, be it the deliberately over-the-top tone; charmingly grotesque characters; bizarre eroticism; or the stunning artwork. Plus Kakugo is the perfect man?!

Devilman by Go Nagai This has finally reached the mainstream so I don’t have to describe how influential it was/is. I consider it Nagai’s most put-together work, and where his art looked the best; rough but expressive and with lots of character (for that reason I recommend reading the original edition if you can, not the later ones with the stylistically jarring additions). Although to be honest, my true trashy Nagai pleasure is Cinderella Knight…

The Holy Terrors by Hagio Moto I’m not a huge Hagio Moto fan. I recognize her greatness, but most of her original work doesn’t really speak to me. Her adaption of Jean Cocteau’s novel, though, is some of the most magnificent comic work I’ve ever seen. Their unique styles meld to create something not quite Moto and not quite Cocteau... a dreamlike union.

Maison Ikkoku by Rumiko Takahashi This was a tough pick, since I like individual elements of other Takahashi works more (particularly Mermaid Saga and her short stories), but Maison Ikkoku is the one I find the most compulsively rereadable. It’s still so relatable, while also being such a charming snapshot of what everyday life was like in Japan during the 80s. The characters have foibles but aren’t stereotypes, not even Godai’s wacky neighbors (well, except for Yotsuya), and even the romance subverts her infamous will-they-or-won’t-they waffling by delivering a poignant payoff by the end.

Me-teru no Kimochi by Hiroya Oku I feel like I shouldn’t love this manga half as much as I do. Oku is a creator I have a lot of issues with normally. No matter how intriguing the initial setup, all of his long-term series tend to fall apart at the seams... but this three-volume manga manages to come together in a genuinely amusing and touching way. The last few pages make me emotional every time I read them.

Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind by Hayao Miyazaki This seems like a cliche choice but, despite how popular Ghibli is in the West now, I feel like a lot of people are still sleeping on this manga. Since it isn’t primarily aimed at children, unlike his films, Miyazaki is able to add a lot more darkness and moral complexity to this apocalyptic war story; I was impressed when, by the end, even his saintly heroine was forced to get her hands dirty. The style is unique (inspired more by European comics than Japanese manga), the world building is fascinating and the entire cast has so much more depth (esp my girl Kushana). The last two volumes are absolutely staggering.

Ogre Slayer by Kei Kusunoki When Viz released the first two volumes of this manga when I was a kid, it was a shock to my system. Kusunoki lavishes as much detail on the terrifying ogres as she does her attractive main character, the nameless boy on a fruitless quest to become human by hunting his own kind. The juxtaposition of cathartically gruesome violence with the emotional, largely female-coded trauma the ogres represent is captivating. So although the series starts to lose steam toward the middle of its run, I still love it for the strength of its early installments.

Rose of Versailles by Riyoko Ikeda I feel guilty whenever I admit this, but most of the time I prefer the anime adaptions of shoujo manga (Fruits Basket, Kare Kano, Ouran Host Club, Please Save My Earth… this is even the case for one of Ikeda’s later works, Onii-sama e). But the Rose of Versailles anime doesn’t come close to matching the detail and grandeur of its source material imo. If you’ve only seen the series, please please make sure to read the manga as well, esp if you love Andre as much as I do… Dezaki did him (and by extension his romance with Oscar) dirty!

Twin Knights by Osamu Tezuka I wasn’t that enamored of Princess Knight, but this sequel captured my attention in a big way. It’s so imaginative and fun, has great supporting characters and features some of Tezuka’s most beautiful Disney-inspired panels. It also manages to avoid most of the dated gender essentialist stuff that made me roll my eyes so hard in the original, despite them both being from the 50s.

Violinist of Hameln by Michiaki Watanabe Where do I even start with this one? It’s honestly a mess, but the best kind of mess. A fantasy adventure about a hero that fights monsters with the magical music he plays on his jumbo-sized violin, the ping-ponging between cheesy humor, extreme tragedy and shonen manga power-leveling is disorienting at first, but you get used to it. The art is a bit amateur (and becomes increasingly abstract as the series goes on) but you can feel the enthusiasm the author has for his work jumping off the page. Plus, it’s jam-packed with classical music trivia!

I’m sure I’m forgetting some big ones but these are the first that come to mind. What are your favorites? Now that I basically have no work to do (orz) I’d love to read some new stuff. Off-kilter series in particular!

#manga #text post #my favs are all either violent and/or romantic lol #I guess my tastes tend toward the extreme

[levi-ackerham]

i see you post a lot about the foxhole court and it looks so cool, what is it and how do i get into it 0-0

OOO hi anon!!

Ok so I'll try to summarize it but it's a Lot 🤣

So, it's a book series with three books. The Foxhole Court, The Raven King, and The King's Men.

So the main character, Neil, plays this sport called Exy. It's basically a combination of lacrosse and hockey and it's really violent lol. And he's on the run from his dad, because his dad is a murderer 😳, and he's been on the run since he was a kid. He ran away with his mom, but his mom was killed so now he's all on his own, and he is constantly having to change his identity to avoid being caught. So!! He decided to enroll at some small high school in Arizona and he joined the Exy team there. He ended up getting noticed (oopsies!) by the coach at a university called Palmetto State University, and also by this guy on the team named Kevin Day, who Neil actually met when he was a kid. They show up one day at his school after an Exy game, and Neil is freaked out because he thinks they recognize him, and they try to recruit him but Neil is having None Of It and tries to run away, but in the end he ends up getting suckered into agreeing to go to that college and play for their Exy team. So Palmetto State's Exy team, the Foxes, is made up completely of players who come from bad pasts. Former drug addicts, kids from gangs, etc. Very different from the other "normal" college Exy teams. And so Neil pretty much fits right in with his crazy past of being a runaway, but he also has that Exciting Major Secret of his dad literally being one of the most infamous murderers on the East coast, so Neil is trying to hide his identity and not get found out by his team and also to not get found by his dad (because the Foxes are featured in the media a LOT because of how the team is structured), so he tries really hard to stay low and not really get close to anyone on the team. But, surprise!! He ends up making friends. And he also gets really close (wink wink nudge nudge) with one of the guys on the team, Andrew, and he can't just run away like he originally planned on doing. And then because Neil is Neil, and he is actually really bad at keeping himself on the low lmfao, he ends up making a big name for himself in the college Exy community because he always winds up getting himself involved in drama. So now Neil is stuck between staying there at PSU and being caught by his father, or running away again and leaving all of his friends and found family on his team.

There's also a ton of other stuff too (like one of the opposing teams actually being a front for the Japanese mafia?? And that team is also basically a cult so there's that too) but it's just soo hard to summarize lmfao.

I will warn you though, there is a LOT, and I mean a L O T of sensitive content in the series so it may not be for you! There are graphic scenes involving torture, a rape scene, and also heavy drug and alcohol use. The series does a pretty good job of handling most things respectfully, but you also have to keep in mind that the characters are college students so they do drink and go to parties and clubs and that kinda thing too. There are characters who use homophobic language in their regular vocabulary. One character is heavily medicated for the majority of the series due to violent behavior, and also has a history of being sexually assaulted. One character suffers from PTSD and is an alcoholic. There's a LOT of triggering content so just be warned.

Here is a really good list of the trigger warnings for the series.

And I will say, I'm not trying to add all those things in like they're an afterthought because they are all important and shouldn't be just glossed over, it's just realllyyy hard to summarize it all without spoiling major plot points either because the entire series is a clusterfuck. So just go into the books knowing ahead of time that there is basically content warning for... everything. 😬

The series is really really good though and the found family is just so sweet, and Neil is literally my FAV!! He had a very rough past, and he is kind of awkward when it comes to social situations. His brain is also like 99% Exy which is hilarious and adorable. Seeing his development over the course of the books is really cool though because he goes from just wanting to run away all the time to having a family and wanting to stay with them. He goes from being really anxious and stressed to being confident and comfortable. And his relationship with Andrew is really freaking cute too. Neil is demisexual so his relationship with Andrew starts off really slow at first because Neil has NO idea what Feelings are and has pretty much no idea what the difference is between friendship, which he literally just recently discovered for the first time in his life, and a romantic relationship. So he's trying to figure that all out because he knows what he feels for Andrew is Different But Good, and he's trying to figure out how to manage that type of relationship on top of Exy and also running from the freaking mafia. There is also a HUGE focus on consent between them, and they are both very respectful of each other but they are also not afraid to call each other out on bullshit when it's needed either! And Andrew is just... a very complicated character. You'll see what I mean once you start reading. He suffers from depression and most of the time he comes across as very uncaring, but underneath he actually has a lot of feelings that he just doesn't really know how to express since he's never been able to open up to anyone before since no one has ever actually cared enough to get close to him because sometimes he is kinda... scary. For the majority of the series he is on prescribed medication, kind of like mood stabilizers? He was put on the medication because of an incident outside a club where he nearly killed some guys for assaulting his cousin, Nicky. The medicine was supposed to stop his "outburts" but they don't actually help him, they just make him manic and anxious, and so he's constantly on a pendulum between feeling nothing and feeling on edge. It's like... they put him on the meds for the wrong reasons, so it's not even the correct kind of medication that he would need, and it really messes with him. It's pretty sad to see. He can also get really violent at times and has a history of physically attacking people. But despite all for that, he really does care for his family, even if he has trouble actually expressing things. Neil plays a pretty important role in trying to help Andrew feel like a human again, and the best thing about it is that Neil isn't trying to FIX Andrew either. He sees him as he is and he cares for him despite Andrew's flaws, and they are actually a really healthy couple despite their uh.... rocky start... in the first book. They're both very different people with very different opinions on things sometimes, but seeing them work things out together and grow closer is just so sweet.

Anyways I'm done now LOL I just really really love the books ok

#THIS GOT SO LONG BUT IT'S TOO HARD TO SUMMARIZE IN A FEW SENTENCES #anon asks #asks #the foxhole court #andreil #also I am bad at explaining but this series is also very hard to explain lmao

[helicrazy]

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𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐬

FULL NAME:  Vortex NICKNAME:   Tex (friends only), Texy (you better be a Combaticon to use this) GENDER:   Robot HEIGHT:  27 feet. AGE:   Human terms he’s around mid to late 20s. ZODIAC:   Gemini. SPOKEN LANGUAGES:   Anything.

𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬

HAIR COLOR :  Teal. (Dirty blond for Holoform) OPTIC COLOR:   Red. BODY TYPE:   Flier. lol. Ok he skinny but buff boy.  VOICE:   Jason Statham.  DOMINANT HAND:   Right. POSTURE:   Slouches a lot. SCARS:   Got some on his protoform but the worse ones are around his optics.  TATTOOS:   His holoform has a lot. BIRTHMARKS:  None. MOST NOTICEABLE FEATURE(S):   Them spinning rotors on his back. Don’t touch or you’ll lose a finger/ hand.

𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝

PLACE OF BIRTH:  [Redacted] HOMETOWN:   [Redacted] SIBLINGS:   [Redacted] PARENTS:   Deceased.

𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞

OCCUPATION:   Interrogator. CURRENT RESIDENCE:   Either at the Combaticon home or at his own with his roommate Meme. CLOSE FRIENDS:   (Not counting his team) Memelord, Allen, Lockdown, Overlord, soon to be Tarn. RELATIONSHIP STATUS:   Single. Not the romantic type. More so friends with benefits.  DRIVER’S LICENSE:   Not needed. CRIMINAL RECORD:   Murder (all degrees), Assault, Kidnapping, Burglary, Stalking, Vandalism, Rioting,  Sexual assault and there’s probably more.  VICES:   Violent, Loyal, Merciless, Recklessness, Crazy.

𝐬𝐞𝐱 & 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞

SEXUAL ORIENTATION:   Attracted to only Cybertronians.  PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE:  Can swing both ways depends on the partner.  LIBIDO:   High. Especially after torturing/murdering someone.  LOVE LANGUAGE:  Physical touch and quality time are big ones. 

𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬

CHARACTER’S THEME SONG: For Your Entertainment - Adam Lambert. I have lots really but this one is a fav because it involves both pain and pleasure.  HOBBIES TO PASS TIME:   Being a nuisance, finding some nobody to torment, interfacing,  LEFT OR RIGHT BRAINED:   Right brained. FEARS:   Loneliness. He can’t image what life would be like without his team. Then there’s being confined in a small space.  SELF-CONFIDENCE LEVEL:   High all thanks to Onslaught.  VULNERABILITIES:   Not very strong but knows better than to fight someone twice his height/ strength. And unless you know his fears and can use them to your advantage hahaha good luck.

#dash games #The timing tho #I have my itunes shuffle on #And just as I'm writing down #Tarn's name Slashstreet Boys pops up xD

[spidercakes]

Starker for 002 in the ask thing if you wouldn't mind dear author 💜 -StarkerBrain3000

002 | send me a ship and I will tell you:

when of if I started shipping it.

Hard to pinpoint. I saw it probably just after Civil War for the first time, thought ‘hmm’ and then watched the massive backlash to it appear. Never paid much attention to it, though, mostly because starker didn’t sit in any of my inner circle of blogs I follow at the time, so most of it was peripheral and given the weird amount of hate Tony’s character got I already only followed hella select blogs in the MCU fandom.

I got way more into the ship about 3 months ago though. Went on a reading binge and then made this blog. I’m not sure why it happened to be when it was, but I’m already established as a fic writer elsewhere and felt a bit burnt out. This pairing has been like a nice vacation because I like producing content for it and this is a surprisingly interactive fandom? The most interactive I’ve ever dealt with anyway.

my thoughts:

Good lord people on this site take shipping and fiction in general way too seriously. Don’t get me wrong, I live and breath social justice- I have a gender studies degree- its a big part of my life. But antis seem to fundamentally misunderstand how fiction affects reality and how reality affects fiction. They remind me a lot of anti porn feminists in the 70′s claiming that porn made men violent towards women when that’s A- not definitively proven even now and B- you don’t watch an hour long porn flick and become a misogynist, you were already misogynistic and then the porn reaffirmed your shitty values, and the shitty treatment of women in the porn was because misogyny already existed in mainstream culture and was thus included in the porn. Which is generally how fiction affecting reality works- something preexisting in the culture is reinforced by mainstream media and then reabsorbed by the audience, which is why people can watch slashers without you know, turning into one.

And the fact that antis remind me of that particular group of feminists doesn’t leave me with a high opinion of them really. They lack a lot of critical thinking skills, don’t even seem to understand how fan fiction works also, and they also keep redefining the definition of pedophilia for... fuck knows what reason because it sure shit isn’t to help victims of actual CSA. They’re irritating at best and absolute hypocrites at worst- like who the hell says ‘save the children, kill yourself’ and thinks that’s actually acceptable?

As for the ship itself I’ve always preferred AUs, and this pairing is no exception though I’d never actually write it in canon. Canon sideways maybe, but it’d have to be pretty sideways for me to consider it. Plus I find it more fun to make my own sandbox to play in rather than the writers of the MCU’s box. I’ve already seen them in that setting, I want to play with them in new settings lol. That said I’ve not written much of this pairing before so its all new stuff and this particular fandom offers new tropes to play around with! That’s what had me most excited walking into the fandom, the way people toyed with the characters.

What makes me happy about them:

The unique dynamic they have- I’ve always been drawn to characters who have an interesting dynamic. Plus Tony Stark is one of my fav characters in anything anyway and I ship him with almost everyone (minus Pepper, no hate to Pepper!). I figure that’s why this ship came about too- Tony is interesting and well drawn out as a character, and I loved Tom Holland’s Spidey. He’s the best who’s had the character in my opinion so pairing them together was probably something inevitable. Other than that I like the way the fandom toys with their characters- not always in character, but still a lot of fun to read and imagine!

What makes me sad about them:

Well, half of them are dead, so...

things done in fanfic that annoys me:

Good god, daddy kink. Its not even that I find it annoying, its just that its a hell of a squick for me so its difficult to find something that doesn’t include that and surprise daddy kink is not where I’m at as a person. Granted most people warn for it, which I’m grateful for, but it does permeate the fandom in a way that makes it a pain in the ass to find something I want. And honestly that’s really only it, and its more of a personal preference (seriously, no hate to anyone who likes that- you’re clearly all in good company lol, its just not for me) than an actual annoyance.

things I look for in fanfic:

I’m really picky about how I like Tony written. I’ve been writing the character for years now and fell into my own habits with him, though I do get pretty consistent compliments on how I write him so I’ll assume I do an okay job. But the result is that I have a hard time when people write him in ways I don’t like or wouldn’t write myself. Sometimes its just random squicks that pop up in a story, or sometimes I outright dislike the way he’s written. That said I do find that the starker fandom does the things I hate with Tony’s characterization in fic much less. 

This, I think, is primarily due to the fact that he’s made the more dominant one in the relationship always (and people treating top/bottom like its a fucking dominance thing is something that annoys me in general mostly because its built on the misogynistic idea that being penetrated is being dominated but also because sex positions aren’t a fucking personality trait but I digress). As per my previous rant I don’t care for the idea of the ‘top’ being the dominating one based on that alone, but I do like that people writing Tony in that way reduces the amount of Wuss Tony fics in the fandom. Actually, I don’t think I’ve read a single one like that. Its my Number One I Hate That in other MCU pairings, making Tony some weak little waif in need of protecting. Though I gotta admit I don’t care for Peter in that position either- clearly he’s capable and able, please don’t turn him into the wuss. Bonus points if everyone thinks he’s soft but then oh no he’s actually dangerous shit lmao.

Still though, my pickiness over how the character is written can sometimes hinder my ability to enjoy a fic.

My kinks:

Bro finding an entire fandom who likes feminizing dudes if fucking mint. I have my issues with the term, but I do feel men get the ass end of the stick when it comes to aesthetics and the easiest solution is to stick them in aesthetically pleasing shit and if that’s women’s clothing and lingerie so be it lmao. I also like the kind of gender bending that goes on in that too, I find it subversive in a way that doesn’t need to be spoken aloud if I want to swing it that way, or flat out more pleasing to imagine. Seriously, men’s clothing is boring as fuck so skirts? I’m here for it. Though I wish there was more fem!Tony stuff in the starker fandom- its actually something I write a lot of when I write him in other pairings (particularly winteriron).

Other than that I’m a big fan of anything sensation play related. So ice play, things fucking about with heat, sometimes electric play stuff, taking away someone’s senses (blind folds, bondage, blocking out hearing in some way- that type of thing). Things like feathers are nice too. I’m also fond of gags, preference for ball gags or impromptu cleave gags. Theoretically soft dom stuff though I will never understand why bondage is considered not terribly kinky. I know a lot of people are into it but the idea of trusting someone enough to tie me up and actually listen if I decide I want out of it? I have too many trust issues to relate lmao. But it does make for a good bit of fiction as I’m sure some of you have noticed in my writing (given that I do love to write some kinky stuff). If you want something sex related specifically for whatever reason public sex gets my goat, not sure why because if I were a random passerby I’d be pretty fucking annoyed at the people in the bathroom but hey, whatever floats your boat on the page, right lmao.

I’ve thought about some more extreme things too, knife play and toying with things like fear being two of those things. But I’d have to have the right opportunity and context to work them in.

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:

Well, Tony is dead so. I would have preferred him with literally anyone but Pepper though. He literally had more romantic chemistry with Rhodey (who I do incidentally ship him with). But the MCU is  bunch of cowards so clearly they would never end up together. But they’d make a better pairing than him and Pepper, in my opinion.

Peter I’m fine with him being with MJ, I like them together on screen and I really like her character. If not her than Ned would also be a good pairing for him!

My happily ever after for them:

Well we gunna have to unkill some people but that’s what fanfic is for, right? Beyond that because I prefer AUs so much their happily ever after will depend entirely upon what universe I’ve imagined up for them :)

#spider answers

[fuckyeahexofics]

fic search #145

Looking for multiple fills! Please reply to this post if you know a fic that fits one of the questions!

1. I feel like this has been asked before but I'm not sure. Are there any new fics with Baekhyun biting Sehun's butt? I've went through the biting kink tag and haven't found that much :( Thank you for your hard work!! 

2. hi can you rec me fic where kyungsoo is a quiet hs top student who is secretly the next in line to inherit his father's company? sumthing along that line. thanks

3. I was wondering if there are any fics where like one person is doing pushups and the other is below them?  Any pairing is okay.  thank you

4. hi admins!!! i rly love wolf aus bc werewolves are cute and writing wolf society is pretty interesting with mimicking the way packs are and wolves act and stuff... but most of the wolf aus i ever find are either heavy and violent or just pwp. im fine with porn but do you know of wolf fics that are more fluffy, funny or romantic? thank you a lot!!

Someone Call the Doctor (Chanyeol/Kyungsoo, Suho/Sehun, Xiumin/Luhan)

5. Do you have any good master/slave au fic with a lot of dirty talk?

6. hello lovely admins!! I was wondering if you knew of any fics with any members, that are based around martial arts? preferably taekwondo? thank you so much ;v; <33

I’ll be Your Medal, Baby (Xiumin/Luhan, NC17)

7. Thank you so much for all the hard work you guys put in!! This is the one fic blog I always trust to have a steady queue of amazing fics! May I request some angsty chen fics? To be more specific, chen-centric fics that have to do with heavier topics like bullying, depression, homophobia, etc. Any ship/au is fine, I've just exhausted all the fics that fit into that category on this bloghi! this is the anon who requested angsty chen fics! I just wanted to specify ships in case that makes it easier to search for (i really dont care which ship/if there even is one). I’d prefer any beagle line ship or xiuchen

The art of lying and deceiving (Chen/Suho, please read author notes)

breathe me in (i know you) (Baekhyun/Chen)

8. hello admins !!! I was wondering if you guys have any fanfics that are along the lines of person a is young and is friends/knows person b and then person a goes to sleep and wakes up as an adult and is married/dating person b ?? I don't know what type of tag this would be haha, do you guys know ?? thank you !!!

and time yet for a hundred indecisions (Kyungsoo/Chanyeol, R)

suddenly 36 (Baekhyun/Kyungsoo)

9. hello!! i was wondering if you guys knew of any fics where one of the character confesses(or tries to) multiple times? like they keep getting rejected or something just stood in their way? i looked through the unrequited love tag but i wasnt sure where else to look. The pairing doesnt matter and thank you so so much for all your hard work you guys really do deserve all the love <3333

The Twelve Days (Baekhyun/guess who)

Luhan's 15 Steps to Confessing (Xiumin/Luhan)

Power Filled Days (Yifan/Tao)

Will you love me tomorrow (Luhan/Sehun, Baekhyun/Chanyeol)

10. hello!! i recently read exodus by unniebee and its safe to say its my fav fic of all time. i was wondering if you have anymore time travelling fics?? ive read all the ones in the tag. have a nice day!!

11. Hi, i am sooo in love with this blog. I check it at least 10 times a day and love your dedication! I was wondering if you knew of any fics were it is Chanyeol-centric, and the other members treat him like a cat? Or he is a hybrid? Im not picky which one. Just basically the others treating him like a pet/him acting like one. Sorry if its weird lol, ive just been thinking about it all day for some reason and i cant seem to find any fics like this. Thank you 😘

12. Hi! I was wondering if you knew of any fanfics that sorta feature kai as the golden boy of SM? or just general non au angsty kai fics! Thanks so much for all the hard work you guys put into this page!!!

Allegro (Kai/Sehun)

Spoiled and Rotten (Kai centric)

Thanks to the anons, minseokist, just-get-me-my-mineral-water, iminlovewithkyungsoo!

#fic search #kai: sehun #exo kai #xiumin: luhan #Chanyeol: D.O. #suho: sehun #baekhyun: chen #baekhyun: d.o.

[revancchist]

🌻rules: once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag.

@buckys-fossil tagged me, thank you sam!! you’re awesome :)

🌻LAST…

[1] drink: water

[2] phone call: my boyfriend

[3] text message: “that’s actually kind of amazing”

[4] song you listened to: dog days are over- Florence + The Machine

[5] time you cried: maybe like a week?

🌻 HAVE YOU EVER…

6] dated someone twice: no

[7] been cheated on: no

[8] kissed someone and regretted it: no

[9] lost someone special: yes

[10] been depressed: yes 

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: nah 

🌻 LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS…

[12] any shade of blue

[13] medium grey

[14] forest green

🌻 IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: a few, yeah

[16] fallen out of love: maybe

[17] laughed until you cried: a lot 

[18] found out someone was talking about you: not too often, it’s usually a good thing

[19] met someone who changed you: yes

[20] found out who your true friends are: definitely

[21] kissed someone on your Facebook list: i’m friends with my bf does that count??

🌻 GENERAL…

[22] how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 95%

[23] do you have any pets: 2 cats

[24] do you want to change your name: maybe?? don’t know what i’d change it to so i just keep it and use nicknames i guess

[25] what did you do for your last birthday: small party at a cool place in my city 

[26] what time did you wake up: 7:15am

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: sleepin

[28] name something you cannot wait for: The Last Jedi, the trip to Italy next year in March, summer

[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: yesterday before i went to my brother’s house

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i knew exactly what i wanted

[31] what are you listening to right now: the tv in the background

[32] have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah, my uncle

[33] something that is getting on your nerves: my mom

[34] most visited website: tumblr and blackboard

[35] elementary: kinda sucked bc i went to a private school that i really hated, but some of the memories were really fun

[36] high school: it was okay, i found out more about myself 

[37] college: community college atm, then going to a four year when i know which one i want

[38] hair colour: golden brown

[39] long or short hair: short bob 

[40] do you have a crush on someone: not anyone i know i guess

[41] what do you like about yourself: my eye color

[42] piercings: my earlobes 

[43] blood type: one of the common ones

[44] nickname: bri is my nickname mostly, little aaron (bc i look like my brother)

[45] relationship status: in a long term relationship

[46] zodiac sign: aries

[47] pronouns: she/her

[48] fav TV show: scrubs was really good, atla, parks and rec (what i’ve seen of it at least)

[49] tattoos: none, but i’m thinkin about it

[50] right or left handed: right

🌻 FIRST…

[51] surgery: nothing too serious, but it was an endoscopy if that counts

[52] piercing: my ears

[53] best friend: walsh

[54] sport: volleyball

[55] vacation: orlando, florida

[56] pair of trainers: i know they were light up sneakers???? idk what they looked like tho

🌻 RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: mini donuts

[58] drinking: water

[59] I’m about to: work on some homework to prep for my midterm :(

[60] listening to: the tv play in the background (i think i already said this??) 

[61] waiting for: summer

[62] want: money for college

[63] get married: eventually, but i’d have to know for sure they were it

[64] career: uhhhhh something european history/language related???? idk

🌻 WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: hugs

[66] lips or eyes: either??

[67] shorter or taller: taller

[68] older or younger: i don’t care as long as it’s not a huge gap

[69] romantic or spontaneous: both, but more romantic

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: it doesn’t matter

[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive

[72] hook up or relationship: relationship my dude

[73] troublemaker or hesitant: idk?? 

🌻 HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger: nah i can barely make eye contact with one sometimes

[75] drank hard liquor: not a lot, but yes

[76] lost glasses/contact lenses: yeah, but i don’t wear glasses much anymore bc i need a new prescription 

[77] turned someone down: only like once lol

[78] sex on first date: nah

[79] broken someone’s heart: don’t think so

[80] had your own heart broken: not by relationships

[81] been arrested: nope

[82] cried when someone died: yes

[83] fallen for a friend: yes 

🌻 DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself: yes bc if i don’t, who will?

[85] miracles: sure

[86] love at first sight: yes

[87] santa claus: lol no

[88] kiss on the first date: depends how well i already know the person

[89] angels: don’t really know

🌻 OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: walsh, but some other good friends and nice people i talk to more often are carly, wacey, sam, and koko

[91] eye colour: grey blue

[92] favourite movie: any part of the cap trilogy, the avengers, star trek beyond, tfa, the breakfast club, pride and prejudice, a most violent year, the princess bride, and i’m sure there’s a million more i’m just not thinking of but they’re all my faves

🌻 I’M TAGGING…

 @poe-also-bucky @marvelatthepeople @kokoiki, @walsche, @bodhi-imperial, and @obiwanenobi

this did take forever lol, so if you don’t wanna do it, i totally understand but i wanted to tag some of my favorite people on here anyways  

#bri talks #hoo boy this took me like 20 mins #mutuals #i love them all i am blessed by them

[theangry-ace]

non-R18 drama cd short reviews

because at some point I’d be bored with just ecchi stories.

though it turns out non-ecchi ones are a lot harder to understand with my level of Japanese. also when there’s no ecchi scene, they seems to go all the way up to the maximum crazy plot.

I found most of these from Error-World.

Criminale, F & X my rate; 4/5 a mafia group made out of brothers and led by a man they call Father. i haven't listen to every single one of them completely except for Hirakawa's character, Nero, but i think they all followed the same plot. girl is a secret child of Father and now that Father is dead, somehow other mafia groups wanted her dead as well. the guy would have her chained to themselves and went on a frantic run through italy(?) to protect her. Nero is a bit of a weird one where he don't have any empathy for anyone except for the girl. he'd down a plane full of passengers just to save that one girl only.

Grimm machi no oujisama my rate; 4/5 ok the story is interesting (the part that i understand completely that is) but a bit on the ~crazy~ side. personally i find them exponentially crazier and crazier by the volumes. short version, girl found herself with no memory of herself, in a world called Grimm-machi, where she met one guy that represent the character from the Grimm brothers' fairy tale. spoilers; in the epilogue it will be revealed that the girl (and guy) was dreaming all along. all ended not in happy ending however so... better prepare your feels.

Majestical cr[L]own lesson my rate; 3/5 i don't quite catch the underlying plot (about the queen or something) but they're basically about a girl in a lavish school learning certain skills. you get to hear the teaching lessons and learn a few by yourself too. now i can proudly say if my life is in danger, i have at least some knowledge of how to ride a horse and proper etiquette to how to eat a fish meal in a formal dinner setting (what the shit u can't turn them over but instead remove the bones from one side only??? rich ppl must have all the patience in the world. i’d have no time for that shit lol).

Paradise Whisper my rate; 4/5 the story might be close to the best yet. it's about a school of rich kids and a girl, being bullied for some reason. the story all ends around track 10 and the following tracks are just additional bits and pieces that's not too important to the plot. Setsuna - i didn’t get to enjoy this volume too much bc my brain is too distracted over that the guy treated girl like a dog, despite he later kinda properly treated her like a human again. Chisato - guy is pressured by his dad to follow his career path (didn’t get to catch what is was) but guy just want to be a dancer. Kiraru - ugh he angers me the most. he saw himself being a Good Guy but he toys with the girl. and the girl might be the worst of an MC, even though being threatened and sexually harassed, she's still listens every time he barks. the so called ~romance~ was born thanks to the girl's idiotic obedience. i didn’t listen to this to the end, but the voice is good. Asuma - dude gives me the heebies jeebies since he very easily harassing the girl. his story is that he is from a family of musician but got overshadowed by his twin brother. he also got hurt from a fall down the stairs (i think) and he can't easily play violin anymore. Natsume (kimura ryohei) - this is my fav. dude has a split personality whenever he got his head wet. his usual self is a soft spoken, gentle guy but the other one is violent and angry all the time. said he developed the other persona due to his self defense against being bullied as a kid. things got fucking dramatic when the angry natsume wanted to kill himself by burning down his house (i think). Ruu (hirakawa daisuke) - this is pretty good too... and not just bc i am trash for Hirakawa's voice lol. anyway guy likes to play a game of pretending to pay attention to certain girls and would immediately leave them when the girl started to say she fell in love with him. said it's a kind of revenge over his mom leaving him when he was very young? didn’t quite get that. the girl in this story is a bit of a badass, she's not at the very least intimidated at how much of an asshole the dude is. like he forced her to stand in the shower in school while in uniform, locking her up in a storage for the whole day... instead of being afraid, she slapped the shit out of him to make him realized what a weak mf he is and teach him to be decent human being again.

Docchi no kare ga suki desuka my rate; 5/5 well i really like this one. it's not actually about the MC had to choose between two guys (played by one CV) as they were titled and the two plot does not cross in any way. it's fun to hear the talented actors using different voice tone to match the characters they played. i especially love the volume with Hirakawa and Okitsu (bc i'm trash for them). for once i didn’t fear for my own sanity for Hirakawa's yandere character like i always do for his R18 works. i'm soooooo glad that one ended well. also Okitsu’s tsundere character is A+ as well.

Rear pheles my rate; 4/5 this really gives a mixed feeling. first few tracks are about a girl and a guy finding themselves without much memory of how they're in a forest. the girl would be dressed in red hood and the guy has ears and tail of a wolf. it was all merry and cute though at the same time you wonder what the fuck is going on bc nothing is explained. at the last few tracks would be a complete fucked up and dark twist that lead to either the guy would attack the girl or being shot dead by an unknown person. they were all a dream, anyway but the guys would always reveal themselves to be exactly the same monster as in the dream. i think the theme of this series are guys that hides the dark desire inside them, and the girl would have absolute no idea. all in all, i think i like it but the conclusions are not that satisfactory, esp the one with the teacher preying on his student. pls save herrrr.

Love Don Quixote my rate; 4/5 this series sets in a school's student council club where they're supposed to not have any romantic relationship between each other. pretty silly since all of them hides one. anyway they're all featured the kabedon thingy that, i had to admit, does makes me go doki at first. but hearing it happened so many times i just wish the girl would knee them in the nut or headbutt his jaw or something. the guys all have good intention, if i might say, to try to get the girl to date them but they just can't do it without being a dick and intimidating her. but despite that, i did enjoy this series bc i love all the CVs featured.

Fantasy kareshi my rate; 4/5 this one is interesting. there's two sides of one story; peter pan or capt hook, the wolf or the hunter, and hensel or the wizard. story is very good but very short too. the only thing that held me from giving it a full mark is that hensel side is suggesting an incest route.

#drama cd #drama cd reviews

[helioslouis]

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag! Thanks, @lionheartlouist​ for giving me an opportunity to expose myself.

LAST [1] drink: Coffee [2] phone call: Varsha [3] text message: Pick Someone Supportive GC  [4] song you listened to: Venus by Sleeping At Last [5] time you cried: I’m always crying. [6] dated someone twice: Nope.  [7] been cheated on: I think so? [8] kissed someone and regretted it: Um, no. [9] lost someone special: My bestfriend. [10] been depressed: lads do we want to start talking about this? [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: haven’t yet. LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] Navy Blue [13] Black  [14] Anything Pastel IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: Yes! [16] fallen out of love: Can’t fall out of love if you’ve never fallen in love. [17] laughed until you cried: I don’t remember, yikes. [18] found out someone was talking about you: I don’t know! [19] met someone who changed you: In all the good ways.  [20] found out who your true friends are: I found my home. [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: Nope. [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: Most of them.  [23] do you have any pets: I want a dog and a cat so bad. [24] do you want to change your name: Nope, I picked it out myself and I love it. [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Violently threw up at someone’s wedding! Fun times. [26] what time did you wake up: 6:00 am. [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping.   [28] name something you cannot wait for: For med school to start. [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: Two minutes ago. She asked me to take a shower.   [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Never be born?  [31] what are you listening to right now: Cricket commentatory.    [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Keep that white devil away from me. [33] something that is getting on your nerves: A certain person who just is fucking erasing me out of their life like I wasn’t there for them when they needed someone the most. [34] most visited website: Tumblr [35] elementary: Excellent grades. Had lots of friends. Played for most of the time. [36] high school: Loved it till 10th grade and then all shit broke loose. The worst two years of my life were 11th and 12th grade. [37] college: Can’t wait to start med school and start loving learning as well. [38] hair colour: Black/dark brown. [39] long or short hair: Short. [40] do you have a crush on someone: No. [41] what do you like about yourself?: Why is this question blank?  [42] piercings: Ears, and i didn’t ask for them.   [43] blood type: A+ [44] nickname: Ash and Lee (it’s only me who calls myself Lee sometimes) [45] relationship status: Single :(( [46] zodiac sign: Scorpio. [47] pronouns: they/them [48] fav tv show(s): Sense8  [49] tattoos: Don’t have one :( [50] right or left handed: Right FIRST… [51] surgery: My first surgery will be the one where I operate. [52] piercing: I want a snakebite. [53] best friend: Varsha and Pick Someone Supportive GC. [54] sport: Swimming. [55] vacation: Gujarat [56] pair of trainers: Converse. [57] eating: um [58] drinking: um [59] i’m about to: take a shower and take a nap. [60] listening: ?????????????  [61] waiting for: Med School to start ugh.  [62] want: More and more books.  [63] get married: Nope?  [64] career: Cardiothoracic Surgeon. YOUR TYPE… [65] hugs or kisses: either thank u  [66] lips or eyes: doesn’t matter  [67] shorter or taller: doesn’t matter [68] older or younger:  doesn’t matter [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic  [70] nice arms or nice stomach: Same as Dee. [71] sensitive or loud: neither... more like quiet. [72] hook up or relationship: either seems nice now [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker who smirks a lot HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger?: nope  [75] drank hard liquor?: nope [76] lost glasses/contact lenses?: nope [77] turned someone down?: yes  [78] sex on first date?: if it’s a fwb kinda date, sure but not if i’m romantically interested in the person. [79] broken someone’s heart?: nope [80] had your own heart broken?: boi i live with a broken heart and it’s not about a relationship lol [81] been arrested? nope [82] cried when someone died? : yeah [83] fallen for a friend: yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself?: Blank question again? [85] miracles?: Lol. [86] love at first sight?: Attraction, sure but love? lmao no. [87] santa claus? I mean.... what’s the difference between sugar dadies and santa claus? [88] kiss on the first date?: same answer as the sex question [89] angels?: I’ve really seen an angel.  [90] current best friend’s name: Varsha and Pick Someone Supportive gc. [91] eye colour: Brown  [92] favourite movies: Mean Girls, Titanic.

Thank you Dee for tagging me! I won’t be tagging anyone else because you literally just tagged the five people I know ghdfgd but if you’d like to do this, do it!

#ask games