#musings and aesthetics: it’s the true kinda love

[always-together]

(New) Tag Dump!

Fancy tags for blogs I write with will come as I write with them

#ooc: i love you! bye! #ic: made of love #asks and submissions: here comes a thought #musings and aesthetics: it’s the true kinda love #visage: this is garnet back together #default verse: we are the crystal gems #past verse: under rose’s banner #MHA verse: a glittering gem of a hero #fantasy verse: I will fight for the place where I’m free #crack: I think we need to kill this guy steven #PSA: messaging homeworld #promo: we already love you #self-promo: howdy. bang! #memes: let’s be ready for anything #dash commentary: I know what everyone is doing #music: garnet’s favorite tunes

[crookedkryptonitebeliever]

CKB hear me out. Haters will say it's fake but ....... blanche youngest child. The Victorian maid garb? He's tired of being in the shadows of those before him and is trying to set his own identity. Extreme violence? A big ol temper tantrum and cry for attention. I dare say i would lean on him being youngest child just because Lev fits the disaster middle child ALL too well 😮‍💨.

I see why some will say Lev as the youngest but i feel like he's suuuuch a middle kid like, even if he's stupid, he'd having a good time and that's all he cares about. I feel like youngests are actually more deceitful and tricky wheras middle kids are pretty true to themselves and more easygoing? Like them youngest kids are used to sneaking around and just so cunning, showing different faces (not unlike blanche who does a 180)

Like blanche, yves can also fit all 3 perfectly. He does kinda seem like the overstressed, overworked, will nag out of love, can never relax, will shoulder responsibility for you eldest child (i feel like eldest children also have a really clean aesthetic? Middle kids are either cozy wear or pop the Fuck off. And youngest kids are always flashy but in their own way and my god if that isnt blanche 💀)

Also i feel like eldest kids (yves) have a great fear or failure and losing things so theyre lowkey control freaks. Youngest kids (blanche) are oddly possessive and entitled like they think the last slice of pizza is their god given right. And middle kids (lev) are so used to losing things that they get obsessive over the things they do have, and a bit pathetic abt it if they feel it slipping away.

Youngest kid blanch really does seem like a big brat (but who cares) to me. Like he sees reader as his dead pet hamster that he accidentally squeezed to death trying to hug it but he refuses to believe it's dead so he keeps leaving food out for it and stroking it. Middle kid Lev sees you as a cute hamster and buys you cool wheels and a rolling ball and toys and sleeps with you in his bed. Eldest Yves will not allow anything to happen to pet hamster so he has a seperate temperature controlled room for it, homemade pellets, probably wipes hammies ass after it poops and everything.

This was just my random musing though and im excited to see what you end up making the order!!

Also i think i was ur 🐰 anon and i used to send in all those theories for language barrier LOL. Ummmmm the bunny thing *totally* didn't have to do with Lev, so, uh, don't tell Blanche, my latest hyperfixation 🤭 (or Cyprus because goddamn-)

🐰 anon

🐰 anon also said: Oh! Also feel like blanche would be a lot younger than the other two. Like modern au or whatever if they were all together, yves moved out when blanche was a kid (because he was independent) lev was never home bc he was always out and just kinda ended up living w one of his friends (never 'officially' moved out but he's living elsewhere) and followed the party life, and blanche was probably raised and spoiled by a family elder, making him feel like an 'old soul born in the wrong generation'. But hold onnn i didnt know therewas a blanche pt 2, lemme go read that and see if it changes things LOL 🐰 anon

🐰 anon also said: no blanche is actually so middle/youngest child coded it's insane bc i refuse to let go of middle child lev (actually i need to give bunny a reread before that too, and ofc more content on him when it comes out lol) but brooooo them youngest kids be weird as FUCK like, smth abt blanche feels like he's playing dressup, pretending and trying so hard to be this old fashioned adult gentleman, meanwhile yves actually is more calculated, composed and knows what to do for his shit. I actually initially thought of yves being the youngest but i feel like blanche being youngest fits so much better imo. Like blanche is just here to do his own shit, he's a bit selfish, and pushes for hinself. Yves puts his responsibility first and pushes for reader. Plus yves has that blonde mom in target drinking a coffee doing 3 hours of shopping in 12 minutes before her next hot yoga class and thats soooo eldest child coded. Idk something abt blanche as a person (not a character) seems so underdeveloped and child like in a disturbing yet innocent way? 🐰 anon

🐰 anon also said: "unromancable, unfuckable weirdo." No im sorry Blanche is actually the youngest child Bunny anon

Holy fuckin shit bunny anon always comign in with a banger , yess that's what im talking about them tasty brain chews i like i like

shid man like u really lay out their vibes and everything and even imagined them in modern AUs , presented evidence and cited your source like what the fuck this is such a good analysis like damn bro i fr appreciate the enthusiasm

Like all the stuff you sair fr made sense even to someone who has no siblings, its as if i had those little shits living in the same house as me and i observed the dynamic, like yeah damn Yves really fit the oldest child

Its really fitting cause if you think about it, they're all like centuries old or whatever and both Yves and Leveret are pretty youthful looking with no grey hairs- they went on their own quests to preserve their looks, Whereas Blanche is considered to be the most unkempt out of the three with his salt and pepper hair growing uncontrollably to the back of his knees, no manicures just natural long nails but he's still considered youthful cause ykno 50 year old looking man vs his actual 5 million year old age , but it just shows that he doesn't care about looking youthful as much as his older brothers

i notice the older siblings from other relatives and friends they tend to looksmaxx more than the younger ones. and they try to keep up trends, like Yves and Leveret is pretty modern whereas Blanche is fuckin ancient with his stuff, mannerisms and dressing up

and yes he is ironically the most immature (as in childlike) of them all, even tho leveret is like spontaneous and has his slipups, but damn bunny anon like ur analysis is always bangers like what the hell bro i love them and i love you

#yandere oc #yandere #yandere x reader #yandere male #oc yves #oc leveret #oc blanche #yandere oc x reader #male yandere oc x reader #yandere ocs

[rolangf]

—oc tag game

tagged by the usual angels @risingsh0t @simply-jason @aragorngf and @shellibisshe 🩵 thank u all sm this was so fun!!

tagging: @lizzywizzy @teamhawkeye @ghostfvcker @lesbian-croft @bloodskinandteeth @rosayoro @bunfey @aelyosos @florbelles @unholymilf @elluvians @nokstella @nuclearstorms @gcthamqueen @lxmbert @darksunning @serenedy @oc-musings @koudelka @leviiackrman and you!

—FAVORITE OC

🔮 sibyl delauvéy. she’s just been my baby cs i love the witcher universe so much, comfort game fr. it’s the perfect vehicle for me to tap into one of my favorite aesthetics of all time; mystical high fantasy that’s still kinda dark and gritty and UGH. i love her idk i love this game so much and love the idea of spellcasters

—OLDEST OC

⚡️lottie byers. technically she’s the oldest, cs i’ve had her name and her fc and her aesthetic for the longest. although conceptually she isn’t, but some ocs have developed and evolved and have sorta existed before i knew what ocs were but lottie is the oldest that i had inserted into the source material

—NEWEST OC

💥 nicole moore. truth be told— i still don’t know what i’m doing with her outside of giving könig a “he said no pickles” gf. and really that’s all i need don’t @ me just take her and run idk hehe

—MEANEST OC

💎 jen daniels. her attitude is simply unmatched and her dick game is huge. jk but really she walks into rooms guns blazing always and will set the mood to maximum hostility. always. it’s fun for her idk but also it made me chuckle cs i love mean women and los santos is the perfect environment for it cs everyone sucks

honorable mention: lottie byers.

—SOFTEST OC

☀️ andie la croix. she is the moment, the fan favorite, the sunshine motif. this is the oc that i have put all of the love i have in my heart into so i hope it translates into how she is perceived by y’all 🫶🏻

honorable mention: sacha leone.

—MOST STAND OFF-ISH OC

🔮 sibyl delauvéy. she genuinely is the biggest recluse of all time— it’s a miracle that anyone still knows where she is and how to find her. anna henrietta is the single exception to her endless string of “do not perceive me” glares and quiet exits from whatever the fuck she was dragged into today. so true queen

honorable mention: elvira hawke.

—SMARTEST OC

🏜️ rosalind tyler. the canon chemical engineer. do i have to say anything else LMFAO

🥀 mildred malice. her whole bag is reanimating corpses through medical procedure so DO I HAVE TO SAY ANYTHING ELSE

—DUMBEST OC (AFFECTIONATE)

🔥 oslo avery. it’s… impulsivity that really gets them into Situations. cs the rapture is literally happening and they fight a one man war basically so like. yeah, they are Going To Do Something Stupid cs it would be funny and they need the laughs. “what, you gonna call the cops? i AM the cops.” you know

—OC I’D BE FRIENDS WITH IRL

🩷 bianca vionetti. she’s a good time gal and we love to see it. i did on purpose make her friend shaped and it works! it just works!

honorable mention: andie la croix.

#i was gonna do the three pic header style but i didn’t like the colors i was working with and it had already been too long so #just text 🫶🏻 #wanted some personality tho i picked some emojis #anyways— i love u all so much mwah #thank u for wanting me to do this #oc: sibyl delauvéy #oc: nicole moore #oc: andie la croix #oc: bianca vionetti #oc: oslo avery #oc: rosalind tyler #oc: mildred malice #oc: jen daniels #oc: lottie byers

[malika-carnelian]

Idk if the 💗 prompt is open to ocs aswell, but if it is: Thalia from @thehumanhalf (if its not PLEASE IGNORE THIS IDK HOW INTERACT WITH PEOPLE)

Malika 🤝 Thalia

(Cute) girls who work with robots

|| Hello to you @thehumanhalf ! First of all, don't you ever worry about being an Oc or a Canon character ok? I give possibilities towards all muses, and if their bio is interesting then why not giving a shot? As for the heart meme! I gave a look to your infos and it kinda inspired me in more than just a single verse, so I'm gonna reply this with more infos about what I personally think (it's gonna be a bit long tho lol sorry not sorry).

Drop me a character name and I’ll reveal my muse’s heart...

VISUAL ATTRACTIVENESS: (purely aesthetic appreciation of looks) 💗💗💗💗 : She is a beautiful girl in all verses where they can be both involved, plus, Malika loves her hair!

FRIENDSHIP LEVEL: (how close a friend they consider them) [ TFPrime ] from 💗💗 to 💗💗💗💗💗: On a personal note, at the very beginning Malika it's not very trustful of Thalia, specially if she is a co-worker of Agent Fowler and the government, or the so self-proclaimed second in command. It is true that even Malika work under the Agent orders strightly coming from the government, but as an engineer (and even a tricky one), her mind is more settled into her personal point-of-view regarding the Autobot's and Humanity's safety than making the government or any other highterindividual happy. Although, after some time and knowing more about Thalia's real intents and projects for the future, she accept her and be a powerful ally whenever it's needed, specially after the war is ended and they want to preserve Cybertronians technology out of dirty hands. As for friendship, I see them be very close friends that speaks to each other in more than one occasion about real matters or silly ones, both at work and outside.

[ TFEarthspark ] from 💔 to 💗💗💗💗: She doesn't feel safe into meeting someone from G.H.O.S.T, even more when it's about the company asking her to work along with them. Malika is a mechanical and technological engineer, a very good one that even had private lessons from ratchet himself about cybertronians beings and how they work, only for the sake of helping them out, so how she could even share those informations with humans from the Government? Breaking in half the promise she made to the Autobot medic. Betray him? Never. She pretend to know nothing, refusing to be involved with them, even if it hurts her to not see Optimus or the others anymore like she did in the past. So meeting up with someone like Thalia could settle her in a very concerned mood, specially after a Terran has been created because of her: Silverblade. Malika tries to be more invisible than ever, but it will happen, sooner or later, that they would both end into dangerous situation where their terrans will fight along for protecting the girls, and then… everything will be more clear, realizing that they are from the same side and finally get along together, till the friendship will be formed.

[ LL/MTMTE meeting Icharibaxcode ] from 💗 to 💗💗💗: This is one of those situations where both sides are kind of confused as hell and very doubtful. More Thalia than Malika and her team, but they both have good reasons. Thalia is from her own universe, where Cybertronians being and Humans are very well known and Earth is still a safe place, when instead from Malika side it is not. Not only Malika came to the Ichariba's ship from her own universe (The TFP one) through a space-bridge where something happened during the process, but had found out that it was a human-ship protected by AIs ( Artificial Intelligent robots ), few survivals after that planet Earth got destroyed. By itself is really a difficult story to believe, but after some proofs of reality and a request of help, Thalia and Malika will finally have a meeting, telling each other their stories and try to help those few survivors to have a new home, which is the Earth where Thalia comes from.

SEXUAL DESIRE: (wanting to have sex with them)

[ TFPrime-TFEarthspark ] 💔: She isn't interested, plus has a crush on a guy.

[ LL/MTMTE-Icharibacode ] 💔: Even if it's an AI and not properly a human, Malika is very loyal to Sid and will never have the desire to seek such a thing from others.

ROMANTIC INTENT: (hoping for a romantic relationship)

Same answer of the previous one applied here!

#thehumanhalf #malika;headcanon #answered ask #meme prompt #sorry if my english is kinda messed up lol

[mencnfire]

I just wanted to take a second to say that you're amazing - I know I sometimes feel like a broken record with all your blogs, but I sincerely mean it. You have a gift for picking these muses up when they do not have much canon information available and you somehow find the perfect balance between keeping them true to their canon roots and being something you have shaped into existence.

Your writing is always inspiring, and you're so fundamentally unique at what you do; I think you always find humanity where one might think there was none but you're also not afraid of delving into the ugly, nasty parts of a character and acknowledging their wrongdoings. I am always amazed at how beautifully nuanced and detailed your portrayals are and frankly, there is a reason I will follow you anywhere regardless of the fandom. :)

I know things are not easy right now (believe me - I know) and while I wished we both remained ignorant to this shitty aspect of living, I wanted to say it gets better (and that it won't be so bad every day). I'm here for you and I'm proud like hell of you for facing this a day at time. We got this, Han. You're good enough; you matter; you're loved and frankly you're an unique person that I'm forever grateful for having found here. <3

POSITIVE ANONS IN THE INBOX! 💌

(( that gif is literally me every single time i see u also kinda fits cause my muses are a little like dr evil sooooo

you're too kind to me, mari & i don't deserve your kindness one bit because the person who deserves it the MOST, is you ! i'm forever thankful for you partnering with me and writing alongside me when i write these dudes. i know not everyone would be chill with characters who range from a violent, genocidal tyrant to a sadistic, torture-loving colonel to all other sorts but you've always given me the chance and the platform to explore these men. & what you say right there validates me and makes me feel glad that i can get, like, the route i'm taking with these men somewhat across. like, i love exploring all sides of them - their good and their bad and i'm so appreciative that you see that.

i, of course, have forever loved everything that you've done with melissa. i feel like, everything i love in rp - you do. you've always come up with the best plot lines and the best stories. she's a realistic character who has the flaws and likability of a real person & i love that. like, i've forever loved how you make melissa this woman who ( lets be real ) i'd LOVE to be friends with. she's kind, compassionate, smart but also sexy, seductive, a little cunning. the verses we've had before now where she's taken the evil queen approach or even downright using lautrec - i just love. i love that i can approach you with the whackiest plots or aesthetics or ideas and you just run with it. i've always felt we're so compatible with both our writing & as friends that we just have this really special dynamic and i'll forever love and appreciate it.

and finally; yeah, you're right - we have got this! i've made no secret of the struggle the last few months have been, my head's been jelly at the best of the times and a depressive wreck at the worst. i know i perhaps haven't been the best person to chat with or be around; i haven't been as active, i haven't written as much as i usually do. but, just know that i appreciate you, sweet. i appreciate the asks, the messages, the threads we have and the plotting we do. i know i might seem a little weird right now but i will forever love you for being you and i will forever appreciate your friendship. i know that you've had a lot on your plate and to that, i say, i know you can do this. you've accomplished so much already & though you might not know it, i'm seriously in awe of how you live your life and the things that you've done. you're the sort of person that i look up to & alongside all of your strength, you remain kind. mari, you're a real treasure. thank you for being you & thank you for this message. <3 ))

#(answered) #(ooc) | your right hand comes off #oh whoops i did a waffLE #love u <3 #(foreversave)

[banamaak]

——— ABOUT THE MUN !

——— BASICS !

(PEN)NAME: jassy PRONOUNS: she/her ZODIAC SIGN: virgo!! explains my inherent need for each and every one of my blogs to have a specific aesthetic doesn’t it SINGLE / TAKEN: lol as if i actually have the energy to put forth towards a romantic relationship

——— THREE FACTS !

• i collect a lot of useless crap, my biggest collections rn are my postage stamp collection and my collection of old littlest pet shops :,) • i was born in india but came to the US when i was about 3 years old!! i haven’t gone back yet but i would very much like to!!! • i’ve wanted a dog for almost my entire life and my first dog actually ended up. being a purebred great pyrenees whom i got for free (not a cheap dog in the least) which. i’m not sure if that counts as a fact but i find it so wild

——— EXPERIENCE !

PLATFORMS USED: i only really write on tumblr nowadays since every other site makes it virtually impossible to do any sort of roleplaying :))) i started out on facebook which was fun at the time but i’m kinda glad it’s dead for a lot of reasons lol

HOW LONG? i started around 2012 i think?? i first started out with mlp rp which i know is extremely humiliating to admit but it’s true! i only started doing hetalia/country personification rp around 2014.

——— MUSE PREFERENCE !

GENDER: i like to think that i have a nice, equal number of female and male muses, but i definitely vastly prefer writing female characters.

LEAST FAVOURITE FACE(S):  i can’t really think of one face in particular, just kind of that genre of white men with chiseled jawlines and spiky hair. u know the ones i’m talking about. yea

MULTI OR SINGLE: well i thoroughly enjoy shipping as u all know, so i’d say multi! so long as our characters have some good chemistry, i’m down :)

——— FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT ! ♡

FLUFF: i adore fluff!! especially with iman, she loves performing acts of service for those she loves and getting pampered in return. i’m always down for some cute and wholesome threads. literally always

ANGST: ok i also love angst a lot, and if you know me you know i’m always finding ways to incorporate angsty shit into my characters. i don’t know what it is but i am just so drawn to it for some reason lol

SMUT: overall i’m alright with writing smut, although i don’t think it’d be something i’d dabble in too frequently. this is mostly due to the fact that i’m horrible at actually writing the smutty parts, and i focus more on the emotional aspect of it. i also haven’t gotten the chance to write it too often, so it’s mostly because of my lack of experience.

PLOT / MEMES: i love both, but i prefer plotting! memes are good and fun, and they’re a great way to break the ice, but i feel that plotting really helps me get a grasp of character dynamics. also we all know i have an absolutely atrocious track record when it comes to clearing out my inbox, so plotting it is :)

stolen from: @geroyam​​ <3 tagging: everyone

#dash games. #this was extremely fun mostly bc i love oversharing <3

[vergilsfavoritebee]

I posted 4,229 times in 2022

16 posts created (0%)

4,213 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@clubolive

@phoenixyfriend

@decisiontoleave

@storylinecaroline

@tartrazeen

I tagged 141 of my posts in 2022

#heartstopper - 11 posts

#charlie spring - 9 posts

#nick nelson - 9 posts

#eeaao - 8 posts

#nick and charlie - 7 posts

#heartstopper comic - 7 posts

#heartstopper tv - 7 posts

#mine - 7 posts

#heartstopper netflix - 7 posts

#so true bestie - 4 posts

Longest Tag: 99 characters

#but it’s so important for queer ppl to have other queer ppl in their lives outside of relationships

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I think people crush on Nick Nelson so hard because most of Heartstopper’s audience identifies way more with Charlie. But I really hope there are people who are like, “Where’s my Charlie Spring? 🥺”

Because wishing for a person who is out and proud, supports your coming out journey, is really smart and thoughtful, has badass music taste*, and built-in amazing friends is just as valid a thing to wish for as a goofy, sporty, golden-retriever partner with heart eyes.

🍃🍂🍃🍂

*you may disagree about Charlie’s taste, but I’m sorry, Charlie liking Radiohead and The Strokes matches my fantasy, sorry about it. And from the comics we know he likes Chloe Moriondo, The Vaccines, and Muse.

318 notes - Posted May 9, 2022

#4

I made this just to gauge what people think. Is this accurate?

tumblr eras

2010: beginning of mainstream

true microblogging platform

fuckyeah! blogs

there were actual celebrities on tumblr

2012-2014: twee “tumblr girl” aesthetic and peak fandom (superwholock & homestuck)

“sides” of tumblr (i.e. “science side of tumblr, explain!” and hipster vs. fandom sides of tumblr)

I feel like viria’s and burdge’s PJO and HP art was especially big

“I like your shoelaces”

2014-2020: peak “tumblr discourse” (think Steven Universe and the rise of TERFs); kinda faded out after the kinning wars and that whole rabies thing

2015: John Green/fishingboatproceeds C*ck Monologue and end of post edits

2017-2019: peak musical theater fandom (Hamilton, Be More Chill, etc.), Voltron fandom

2018: p*rn ban and mass exit

2020: ATLA revival (fr that’s all I remember from 2020 tumblr)—jk remember November 2020? election results, Stacey Abrams, destielgate/superhell, et. al.

2021-present: collective memes that are only important on tumblr (e.g., horse plinko, it’s me i’m the ps5, slug reacts, blorbo, bug ass)

lots of general celebration of queer media (very different from early tumblr where it was all speculation and shipping)

Elon bought twitter, so kind of a new era for tumblr

also, of course, Dracula Daily

960 notes - Posted May 19, 2022

#3

To the Nicks who will likely never see this post:

🍃🍃🍃

Most of the pre-existing Heartstopper fan base and certainly most of the fans on Tumblr are the Charlie Springs of the world. And for them, this show is about the possibility of healthy romance (i want to believe in romaaance) and creating a loving queer community.

But, gosh, I hope the Nick Nelsons of the world find this show. Now that Heartstopper is in the mainstream, I hope the people who have more marginalized identities, who never thought about being anything other than straight but for whom straight doesn’t feel *quite* right, those who deal with toxic masculinity/femininity and don’t feel like they have real friends, this show is for them as much as the Charlies.

And I hope the Nicks who watch this show seek out their Charlies, Taras, Darcys, Elles, Taos, Isaacs, etc. and find a community that loves them for who they are. And I hope one thing you Charlies, Taras, Darcys, Elles, Taos, Isaacs, etc. take from this show is to reach out. This show is so good at demonstrating how being yourself makes others want to be themselves, too!

Much love to the beautiful people on this hellsite:

💖💜💙,

💖💛💙,

🖤🤍💜,

💚🤍🖤,

💖❤️🧡💛💚💙💜,

❤️🧡🤍💗💖,

💛🤍💜🖤,

💙💗🤍💗💙.

1,143 notes - Posted April 28, 2022

#2

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1,292 notes - Posted May 9, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Joe Locke Appreciation

Listen I know Kit absolutely BODIED Nick Nelson but Joe Locke also absolutely killed it.

Like his nervous giggles? His chemistry with the entire friendship group? Every interaction with Tori? And he’s already portraying Charlie’s mental illness so well and subtly. That boy is killin it.

3,174 notes - Posted April 26, 2022

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[morganaux]

What childhood obsession(s) did your muse have? Is the muse embarrassed of any of these phases?

Up until he saw the church's true colors, Morganaux was obsessed with Halonic scripture, living it and breathing it. Though literacy wasn't common amongst those who grew up in the Brume, his interest in the Holy See's teachings caught the attention of his caretakers, who saw potential in him and made sure that he learned his letters so that one day he could study at the Scholasticate.

He would memorize passages and have a fitting quote for every situation, and although he wasn't trying to, he often came off as shoving his piety in everyone's faces even by Ishgardian standards. But as an adult, he looks back in shame at his past self, finding himself to be embarrassingly naïve. He won't admit it, but he's more ashamed of how innocent and trusting he was because of his faith, rather than just the faith itself.

He does recognize that his intimate knowledge of scripture gives him an advantage in helping shape Ishgard's future, like allowing him to participate in scriptural reform debates, helping to revise the Scholasticate's curriculum, etc. So, he hasn't entirely cast his old interest aside, but rather has a different way of approaching it.

Well, he's still utterly obsessed with certain Halonic saints, like Arabella de Valentione, Saint Daniffen, and Saint Reinette, but he kinda focuses more on the romantic aspects of their legends, putting them more in the faerietale category.

Which leads to his other obsession, faerietales, which he still holds to this day. When he didn't have his nose stuck in the Enchiridion or any other Halonic text (or totally not illegal magic tomes he stole from the Scholasticate's restricted section), he was busy reading tales of princes and magic and true love. He even took an elective class on the Old Elezen tongue so he could read his favorite stories in their original language for the authentic experience.

(He can't speak it or write it though. He's only able to read it, usually with a translation dictionary on hand. And if he didn't have the Echo, he wouldn't understand it if someone spoke to him in it.)

Throughout the later part of his childhood, his obsession helped him endure the mistreatment he endured by the church and by his highborn adoptive family.

As an expurgator, he clung to his hope for freedom by thinking of himself as a prince waiting for a knight to rescue him. As an adoptee of House Dzemael, he thought of himself as being in a Cinderella-like role, holding onto kindness in the face of abuse until he found his happy ending. And High House etiquette was a lot easier and more enjoyable to learn once he started thinking about it as an instruction guide on how to walk and talk like a prince.

(And maybe it was satisfying for him to think of the Count de Dzemael someday facing karmic retribution the same way a wicked stepmother would, but Morgy's not going to talk about that.)

He doesn't truly believe in faerietales anymore these days, but he wants to. He views his journey as the Warrior of Light as the opportunity to write his own faerietale, and he embodies this in his aesthetics, magical style, and the way he presents himself to the world. The latter is far from healthy for him, but at least he's not embarrassed about his interests. So... It's kind of positive? Except not really. He is Suffering™ and also making poor life choices.

#morganaux.txt #morganaux answers #apollo asunder (wol verse) #((tysm for the ask!))

[chronodriven]

fuck it

g.arnet tags bc i can

#` garnet / self. #` garnet / musings. #` garnet / thread. #` garnet / ic. #` garnet / asks. #` garnet / aesthetics. #` garnet / headcanons. #` garnet - verse 1 / leader. #` garnet - verse 2 / true kinda love.

[ichorai]

bloody blue ; k.th

pairing ; prince!artist!taehyung x muse!reader

summary ; in which you can't stay still for taehyung's painting and you're afraid you've been dancing for far too long.

words ; 1k

warnings / includes ; angst, artsy tae, mentions of symbolic blood, my pathetic attempts at poetry :D

a/n ; this fic is written for the royalty drabble event @ficscafe is holding !! im kinda lovin the aesthetics of this drabble OOMF !! huge thanks to @kireiwoo and @gyukult and @subways-stuff for hyping me up, i love them sm :(

“Stay still, my love,” he whispered softly, scrutinizing you with a soft gaze before darting his dark irises back towards the canvas. There was a dried smudge of aegean blue streaking across the expanse of his cheekbone, the same tint coating the paint brush’s bristles. The flaky pigment was a stark contrast to his peach-hued lips, slightly parted in the midst of his hazy concentration. His tongue pressed against the side of his cheek, brows furrowed.

Despite his gentle reminder, you shifted in your spot once more. There was an itch on your shoulder blade, no doubt due to the scratchy mauve fabric laying loosely over your intricately-positioned frame. Your dress glimmered under the clementine flames flickering above dribbling candlesticks, casting a warm honey-light over your skin. The dark, elongated shadows splayed across the marble floors danced with your every fidget, resulting in Taehyung's frustrated huff.

“Your Majesty,” you mumbled, arching your stiff spine, an uncomfortable grimace twisting your features. “Can we take a break? Just for five minutes, please. I don’t think I could stand staying still any longer.”

After a final stroke of paint against the coarse fibres of the canvas, Taehyung pauses and places the brush back into its tankard of water. Dissipating curls of cerulean spun away from the bristles, staining the water a faint aquamarine.

Silently, he pushed himself off of the velvet stool, approaching you with long footsteps. You watched with bated breath, tilting your head upwards to meet his indiscernible stare.

“Why do you look scared, dove?” His words were tender, almost hesitant. His spindly fingers reached out to push your chin upwards, cradling your jaw as if you were a fragile piece of glass.

With a subtle frown quirking your lips downward, you moved your face away from his grasp, crossing your arms over your chest.

“Is this all I am to you?” You muttered, shocking Taehyung enough into kneeling beside you. He smelled far too strongly of flower gardens and cinnamon ciders. “A pretty thing to put on display?”

“You know that’s not true,” he replied in a mildly offended tone, as if the very notion of diminishing you to only your looks was abhorrent. “I love you. Why else would I be painting you?”

Unwilling to meet his pleading eyes, your sharp tongue formed words the both of you knew were far from the truth. You were afraid that if you so much as glanced at him, you’d melt right into his arms, like wax around a wick. “My prince,” you sighed out, lifting a hand to pinch between your brows. “I’m only here to be your muse - an inkling of your inspiration. Nothing more, nothing less. We can’t be in love. Nobody even knows about us. You don’t want them to know about us.”

“Must love be announced to the world for it to be of any significance? You know better than that, darling.” Though he still spoke softly, you couldn’t help but feel as if you were being scolded. You were tired of this dangerous waltz. It was time to retire into the night, before your feet started bleeding.

You recoiled from his touch, as if the very sensation of his skin on yours was enough to burn. You wouldn’t be surprised if there were scorch marks on your arm.

There was a heavy silence that laid between you. Your shadows molded into one dark figure, looming and twisted, mirroring the queer feeling that tied your stomach into knots.

Finally, you angled your face towards your Prince. There was a tentative kind of despair hidden in the depths of his expressive coffee-tinted irises, almost as if he knew what you were about to say next. Tendrils of Taehyung’s overgrown hair fell into his eyes, but he impatiently batted them away.

“Don’t go, Y/N. I need you.” His pretty hands held onto you, but his grip loosened with every passing second. There seemed to be tears pricking the corners of his eyes, but you paid that no mind. No point in making this more painful than it needed to be.

Without warning, Taehyung wrapped his arms around you, brushing his nose against the nape of your neck. He breathed in your warm scent of faint rosewater and honeyed tea. You could feel his heart thumping against his ribcage, not unlike a frantic bird trapped in its cage.

“Is this farewell then, Your Majesty?”

Your words fell on deaf ears. Taehyung pulled away from your collarbones, only to dip down once more to capture your lips with his, one last time. Screwing your eyes shut, you leaned into him. He was crying, and you were still. It had always been like this. Taehyung would throw his emotions across a canvas in the form of colorful blends and portraits, and you would watch from the side. After all, he was never in love with you. He was only in love with the image you portrayed.

“I love you,” he whispered, just loud enough for you to pick up. It hurt you to admit that he was starting to sound like a broken record. With the tears running down his cheeks, the aegean blue smothered along the side of his face now dripped in a watery blue mess all over his face.

A small, non-committal hum escaped your throat.

You placed a hand flat against his chest, the fabric of his tunic crinkling under your palm. For a second, Taehyung seemed hopeful, as if you would keep dancing with him beneath the moon and stars.

But your feet were already starting to bleed.

“Goodbye, Taehyung,” were the last words you could manage to say, rushing to press a chaste kiss to his forehead before gathering the scratchy mauve fabric of your dress, bolting away from the Prince you broke.

He didn’t know it, but his feet were bleeding, too.

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Pairing: Taehyung X Reader

SMUT/LIGHT ANGST

About-Just a casual lunch outing where Tae’s trying to do his job and your trying to get him off under the table with your shoe...nothing new!

OR- Tae and yourself are grabbing lunch at 71 Above, after checking out the last couple of venues for the company's end of the year Holiday party. While at said restaurant, it becomes a humbling reminder that the most important people in your life are essentially a secret...cute!

WC:5k

WARNINGS: Public sex -ish( A foot-job under the table) dirty talk, teasing, light edging, frontage (kinda), overstimulation, Tae comes in his YSL leather pants, mentions of Oral (Male receiving), Tae is somewhat submissive, whilst also being a little shit. “Baby boy/Good boy” Kink

DNA Era Tae meets 2020 Tae

Tae is her baby and also her Executive Assistant

He just wants to hold her hand tbh

NOTE: This is a stand alone smut drabble within my OT7 poly universe called “7 DEEP”. Short AU SUMMARY: Your husband Namjoon and yourself run a successful Adult Film Entertainment Company called “Onyx” with your 5 best friends from college who you also happen to be in an open relationship with! P.S. If you’re new here Kookie joins the party a little later….

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“So” Musing over your cocktail glass “Thoughts on the last place?”

Eyeing the man sitting across from you intently who’s clearly in the holiday spirit. Dressed in a deep red silk button-down, apparently, he’s taken a page out of Jimin’s book considering it’s barely buttoned, to begin with! Honestly, he’d be better off not even wearing one at all at this rate.

Smoky silver locks messily styled out of his face showcasing those bushy yet sculpted brows of his. One of your favorite past times has become watching Tae become more confident as he grows into himself. No longer finding the need to hide behind his long shaggy bangs, though you can’t; lie, you do kinda miss him looking like the puppy he truly is deep down. However this, version of Tae just hits different, your baby boy looks like a whole ass man and you’ll never get over it!

God the things you endlessly wanna do to him…..even after all these years....

You watch Tae sigh almost miserably over a mouthful of lobster mac which seems completely out of place considering the way the dish in question smells…“Honestly?”

Offering a curt nod, encouraging him to continue as you welcome yourself to his plate! The amount of cheese that’s trickling from your fork is actually disrespectful!

“It was cute, I liked how big the lot is, and more importantly how spaced out the spots are! You know how rich people get about people being too close to the damn cars!” Rolling his eyes as if he in he’s excluded from that category and you can’t help but scoff.

“Tae you technically are one of those people at this point. Just like...yesterday actually, you almost ripped Jackson’s balls off for bumping into your rearview mirror but carry on.” Flicking your fork in his direction, ignoring the sharp glare he sent your way in the process.

This time around I think both of his eyes managed to roll in different directions, again, Jimin’s wearing off on him! “Anyway, yeah, I don’t know, I liked the space, the exposed brick beams in the ceiling was cool. Kinda gave it a homey vibe which is fitting….”

You could hear it hanging off his tongue, he sounds very, “meh” about it, so you opt fil in the blank. “Butttt??”

“Butttt, I -It felt like...like I was forcing myself to like it…” Slouching down into his seat, features a little uneasy, as if him not liking the venue was a direct insult to the owner personally! You on the other hand you let out a bated breath that you weren’t even aware was being held, eyes wide shining with relief.

“Oh thank fuck” Hand slamming down absently along the table, “I thought it was just me, and I felt like such an ass too because-”

“They were so sweet” Came in unison, both of you almost cooing as you said it! Hands placed dramatically over your heart as you reclined against your chair.

“So sweet,” Tae parroted in a light pout,”I mean they were literally wearing matching loafers Y/n. Matching” Idly jading a fork into his side salad in a way that’s borderline concerning actually, a tad bit aggressive over there!

” But it just-I don’t know, I guess will always think like those broke college kids at heart” Flashing you a brief glowing smile that you can’t help but return, humming in agreeance.

“Which isn’t a bad thing, per say, the mentality definitely keeps us humbled! But there’s time and place for that attitude and honestly I just wasn’t feelin it! At least not in comparison to the others we’ve seen, it wasn’t fighting the vibe were going for. Regardless of how good the offer is” Shrugging over another mouth full of food and you there’s not much else for you to say because that was your consensus exactly.

Basically, once the two of you showed up, the cute little husband and wife duo offered you a deal which would essentially consist of them renting you the space for next to nothing. In exchange, they’d want you to post a couple of ads via your company and personal social media accounts as promo. Your initial thought outside of just thinking they were utterly adorable was how much money you’d save...but as Tae said, thankfully that’s not really a concern anymore, if you wanted you can get it!

Easily…discounts and barters aside, just a flick of the wrist and it’s yours!

“True, also can we just take a moment to talk about how aesthetically pleasing the Valentine was though?” Tossing your head back with a dramatic groan “I mean fuck you already know the way I feel about industrial spaces, the high, glass ceiling, all the greenery..” Eyes rolling to the back of your head with a slight moan…as you envision the space. Especially how moody and sexy the overall venue would look with thousands of lights cascading from the glass ceilings.

Clearly the venue was doing ....a lot for you right now!

Brow cocked at the blatant...enthusiasm surrounding the location in question “Mmm, well that’s something...interesting to add to the kink list, just when I thought I’d explored every avenue, but apparently not.” Voice low, teasing, head cocked to the side, a shit eating grin plastered along his lips, as he swirls his tongue along the tip of his straw in a way that’s……

“ I guess we’re adding “industrial spaces” to the list. Noted.” Smirking around his drink like the little shit he is!

Right, you may or may not have crossed your legs at the sudden drawl laced within his delivery but not before, kicking his shin with the tip of your heel, “You little shit” Rolling your eyes at the way he dramatically rubs the side of his leg, hitting you with straight puppy dog eyes as he pouts over at you as if you actually caused serious damage!.

Leaning forward a little so you don't have to try as hard to whisper, the notion has your breast essentially sitting on top of the table. Not that they weren’t already on full display in your dress or anything. Hand slipping beneath the table, landing on his kneecap. “What? Suddenly you don’t like a little pain?” Tone blatantly teasing whilst ghosting your nails agonizingly slow up his inner thigh, and his entire body goes rigid at the sensation. Tae’s always been extremely...

“God, your still so sensetive....” You weren’t intending for that to come out in the form of a moan but considering the one that fell from his lips in return...you ain’t mad about it! 100% dialed in to the way his eyes are fluttering, jaw tight, trying his damndest to play it cool, especially once the waitress makes eye contact silently asking if the two of you need anything. “Takes so little Hmm?”’

Flashing him a quick smile, waving her off for the time being, far too focused on another task to entertain anyone else right now!  Only stopping your ministrations once your fingers land right beneath his balls.

“This place is very well lit, I like the hue, it’s casting a good soft-light, especially the way it’s bouncing off your complexion...” Eyes cascading against the ceiling, tone casual, until your eyes drop....

“You’d look so fuckin good, coming for me right now...” The words purr off your tongue, flashing him a cheeky little wink, and poor Taehyung chokes on his martini!

“You know how much you love being watched...I could have you making a mess all over yourself and no one would even know. ” Not even trying to hide the smirk playing on your lips when you can already feel the tension in the room rise. “My own little private show...” Eyes wicked as your fingers wander a little higher, gently pressing your palm down around his dick. Rubbing tauntingly, the touch isn't enough through the thick leather, however it does instantly make his length swell in the confines of his pants! We all know this….underwear is nonexistent in Tae’s world! “Kinda brings me back to our college days...” Teeth sinking into your bottom lip at the mere memory...you getting Tae off whilst in the lecture hall full of 300 plus students. 

Regardless of the deer in headlights look flashing across his face his legs still spread apart, hips bucking forward because well as we just said...baby boy loves being watched. This however, prompts you to once again change positions, now digging your nails into the back of his thighs before letting the tips of your fingers tickle free. Coly bringing them back above surface to take another languid  sip of your drink, tossing a strand of hair over your shoulder.

Ya know, I can’t say you’re surprised by his reaction, baby boy can dish it but sure can’t take it, neck and chest flushing to rival his shirt! Banging on his sternum in an attempt to reroute the liquor burning his lungs.

“Jesus-fuc-Y/n!” You have the nerve to hum inquisitively, only this time for his sanity he humors you! “Can you like not go from asulting me to-” Looking over his shoulder before dropping his voice down to a whisper “Stroking my dick, and offering to get me off under the table, all in the span of a nanosecond!?” The plea hissed through clenched teeth but the complaint was half hearted at most! Well aware his dicks already throbbing in his pants at the thought alone! “Fuck me” Sucking in a harsh breath, as he raked his fingers through his scalp.

“Well…” Tonguing at your inner cheek, eyes fluttering away as if you were in deep thought… “In my defense you kinda started it, bringing up my kink list like I don’t own a whole ass porn company!” Propping your chin on your palm, gaze locked and loaded “Like I wasn’t thinking about tainting that sweet innocent couple by letting them watch as I dropped to my knees, letting you fuc-”

“Y/n!” He actually attempts to sound almost applauded, like he doesn’t love how absolutely filthy your mouth is. However there’s a silent little “please” playing on his tongue, no matter how threatening he tried to sound.

You giggled, straight up giggled, reclining in your seat, amused, and somewhat satisfied so you let him be, for the time being anyway. Though you may have eaten your angel hair pasta in a very obscene manner, every now and then you’d sinfully suck the noodles through your overly glossed lips! However, if he dared to clock you on it you’d just simply note that it was your way of not messing up your makeup….

The two of you finish your lunch in comfortable silence, making small talk here and there, a mixture of work and bullshit until Tae’s phone goes off with a couple text notifications.

A low hum rattling in the back of his throat as he eyes the message from Hoseok. Subconsciously Tae reaches across the table, intertwining your fingers before bringing your knuckles up to his lips. Grazing them with his lips casually as he scrolls through his phone.

“Alright  baby, so, I have a list ready, we have a couple brands that wanna work with us for the party. Seoks already narrowed it down to the ones that are actually worth discussing however-“

Honestly, it took both of you a minute to even realize what was going on, the skinship was second nature at this point. It wasn’t until his thumb grazed over your wedding band that the notion even resonated! Tae and yourself were a good two drinks in, feelin all warm and fuzzy and got caught up in the moment! Temporarily forgetting that you were in the middle of a restaurant in Downtown LA! Forgetting that the Kim currently caressing your knuckles and calling you baby is not the one you're technically married to! It may seem minor in retrospect, but you’ve always tried to stop yourselves from getting comfortable, with being comfortable in certain locations if that makes sense! You slip up one to many times and the next thing you know it happening in the office or on the red carpet!

Taehyung’s eyes grow almost comically wide, straight panic flashes over those big brown orbs of his and your heart sinks as you watch his head whip around, checking to make sure no one caught the interaction. It was almost painful how quickly he disconnected from you as his entire face dropped and no, just no!

“Hey...hey no it’s fine, it’s like 2 in the afternoon on a Tuesday! Not to mention we’re tucked in a booth in the corner ,we’re good, nobody heard or saw you…” Voice calm and quiet, trying to come off comforting, flashing him a weary smile. Reaching across the table to thumb at his palm, and it would be a lie to say you didn't also check over your shoulder before hand as well’

A dry almost bitter chuckle leaves his throat as he flinches away, tossing the fork down on his plate sliding it halfway across the table indicating he is more than done eating. Flicking the bridge of his nose with his index finger, jaw twitching, “Yeah, lucky me huh? I actually got to hold your hand for all of two seconds before we realized I’m techionally not allowed to do that unless were in fuckin I don’t know Alaska!” 

He’s agitated, and with every right to be, even if he is being a little dramatic. Thankfully he’s keeping his voice low, but you can feel how tight his throat is, the amount of grit laced within his tenor has your eyes bugging out of there socket.

“Bab- “ It was a reflex, whenever he’s upset it’s just what falls from your lips, and he gives you a look, almost as if to say “How fucking dare you” ! The level of hurt the pet name just rendered within his eyes is- 

Eyes sharp, brows furrowed “Noo, nooo, we literally just went through this. That’s not the way it works for us in this kinda setting” Flailing his arms around to reference the restaurant. “Wrong Kim” Well damn. “So it's Tae in public remember!?” Brow quirked accusingly, he’s abating this entire situation, almost like he wants you to snap, a second away from whisper yelling! “ Or maybe I should say Taehyung, hell  just use my full government while your at it. Let’s make it real impersonal, Mr. Kim maybe?” Head cocked to the side as if he’s being genuine and not a total smartass right now. 

You-he’s ...hurt, and you get that, hell you respect that, but Lunch at 71 Above is not the time or place for this conversation. You’re trying to approach this on a more rational level, however the condescending delivery is making it hard, and your only human. Eyes rolling to the back of your head before you can even catch yourself and that little gesture seems to be what officially set him off!

You can physically see the tension within his face... “I’m gonna go get some air, I might actually call a Uber or somethin,.” The words trailed off his lips low in mumbled but clear enough to be heard because that’s ultimately what he wanted to begin with. 

There was something in his eyes you couldn’t read, a combination of anger/hurt mixed another emotion you can’t quite pinpoint! But whatever it is, you fuckin hated it! Throat running painfully dry as watch him slide his chair out and even though realistically you know at max he’s headed home...Still the gesture alone is gut wrenching because you know this runs deeper than just this situation!

“Tae” His name leaves your throat as more of a warning, reaching up to take an almost possessive grip on his wrist. Fingertips landing on the edge of his Cartier bracelet, the one you're both wearing actually, same arm and all!

A deep labored breath shutters from his chest at the contact, thighs feelin like a newborn fawn, gaze hesitantly meeting yours. “Tae, baby” Daring to use the endearment again regardless of your current surroundings “Sit back down so I can order us dessert and we can discuss whatever you want...just-please” The ending whisked off your tongue so faint your almost wondering if he even heard you!

Taehyung narrows his eyes, teeth clenched, tongue nudging his inner cheek! “I’m not really in the mood for cake right now Y/n. To be honest I just wanna leave” You know he’s aiming for dry but instead he lands somewhere around defeated , which makes it even worse. You’re both well aware this is not truly about cake, it’s about his constant need to run away from shit!

Sliding your fingers down his wrist, interlocking your fingers, giving them a firm squeeze. Eyes locked with his “Then you can get whatever you want, but I need you to just be here right now, I really, really need you to sit here, and just breathe through this with me.”

He’s know what your really asking is for him not to run away for once!

A faint little “Whatever” Leaves his lips and then he’s dead silent, silent as he slides his chair out, remaining as such for what feels like hours, and it has your heart beating painfully hard against your ribcage. It’s almost like he’s not even here, eyes fixated on some random painting on the opposite side of the restaurant, chewing at his inner cheek until....

“I’m sorry…” He admits after a baited breath, stroking your palm with his thumb gently, you can see him working over his thought’s in his head before speaking. ”I can’t - fuck I never know when I’m going to get all in my feels with shit like this, sometimes it just sucks harder than others I guess” The curt little shrug that leaves his shoulders let’s you know how uncomfortable he is, Tae’s overall persona suddenly seems mounds smaller in this moment. Anxiously stroking the back of his own neck “But....I shouldn't have come at you like that! That was fucked on my behalf and for that I’m truly am sorry ! This isn't all on you, or Joon we all-”Gazing over his shoulder before continuing “There’s just- there’s a lot, we have families and it’s just, I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that, ...”

Dropping his voice a little lower “I just fuckin love you” There’s a timid smile playing on his lips “and if the offer still stands I would really fuckin like chocolate cake…”

You actually snort, that’s your first instinct because only Tae, but the plus is it lightens the mood  immensely! The sudden outburst triggers that full boxy grin to come into play and god your so damn  enamored by this man it’s actually sad. Bringing his knuckles up to your mouth, grazing them past your lips like he did yours moments prior. “I love you too, and chocolate cake sounds fuckin amazing, and liquor, we need new drinks, actually we need an entire bottle! ” You laugh and then so does Tae, suddenly your holding hands and laughing together and everything else just seems so miniscule in the moment.

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So, here’s the thing...being a CEO of one of the top Adult film entertainment companies is not on the same level as like..I don’t know….

Owning a high-end clothing company, or being a reality star or something. Your field is praised just as highly as it is tabooed, so with that being said, it’s not like your the top topic on E-news, or on Business Digest. You still have a strong sense of normality, point blank you’re not that important. It’s not as common for outsiders to know the high rollers within the porn industry the way it is in other fields!

However there's another avenue to factor in where the 7 of you are concerned, and that’s the world of social media, and that’s a completely different world entirely! One that’s heavily intertwined in your state in particular, living playing, and working in LA….I mean let’s get real, shit not normal here, by any means!

You’re a 26-year-old wealthy CEO, that goes to work in a Ferrari, cute little bodycons, Louboutin's, and Chanel bags! Your executive assistant is Tae for fucks sake, he looks like a model his damn self , on the surface your life is an aesthetically pleasing wet dream. An influencer without even trying for the title, if your 2.7 million followers are at all telling! So in the public eye, especially when out in Downtown LA..you try to be discreet.

Just last week Jimin was hanging all over you while walking through Saks and one of your mutual followers stopped to ask for a picture. Again this isn’t a daily occurrence, you’re not comparing yourself to Rhianna, but it’s why you do move with a slight air of caution when in your city! You literally live in a place where people become famous for running into walls, nevertheless owning their own business!

The world knows you’re married to Namjoon, and to be honest there’s numerous reasons the other aspect of your dynamic stays hidden! More than just the obvious….

However there’s been rumors circulating over the years, or at least now that Hollywood’s decided you hold some relevance! Ones pertaining your your sexuality, typically the tabloids assuming it, insulating your swingers, or that Namjoon’s bi.  A Lot of these narratives circle back from your college days though, old classmates trying to slip tea to the media. Stories of when you could go to a party and it didn’t matter if you were sandwiched between Namjoon and Yoongi at the same damn time! Not to mention the dark side of social media where nothing ever truly dies, so yeah there are some questionable photos floating around. Luckily nothing recent enough to truly add fuel to the fire but you know deep down it’s only a matter of time!

One could argue it adds allure to the overall dynamic, especially considering your line of work, and maybe it wouldn’t matter if the boys were just casual thirds...but they’re not! They’re so much more than that and that’s what makes this hard, because well in laymen’s terms...people just fucking suck! So as heartbreaking as it is, where your other boys are concerned, in the public eye at least your “relationship” holds a strong air of mystery!

It’s the little things ya know? Like now for example, the fact that he could've easily gotten a foot job under the table but has to walk on eggshells about holding your hand at times! Shit just sucks sometimes, there’s no other way around it!

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The two of you don’t really talk much until the dessert comes, more drinks and a bottle is in fact ordered as well! The silence felt a little more bearable this time around, busying yourselves on your phones. A very minor but significant change, is the fact that you still haven’t let go of his hand, even once the waitress returns. The simple notion has his entire dementor shifting! Fingers still tightly bound together and your chest flutters seeing the way he flushes almost bashfully at such minor PDA! Like the two of you didn’t hook up in the back of a club in London two months ago! Like you literally weren’t palming him under the table! Yet here he is blushing at openly holding your hand!

So fuckin cute!

Eventually two pieces of molten chocolate crepe cake gets brought over and holy fuck! Both moaning in unison as the pastry hits the table...

“Oh my goddd, we have to take a piece home for Jin, the like...convince him to learn how to make it!” You watch Tae’s eyes roll to the back of his head as he laces his lips around the fork! Groaning out in agreeance once the mixtures of pure sin hit his tongue.

“K...now back to , these sponsors...” Prompting over a mouth full of cake, not that you wouldn’t love to sit here and chill all day but you do have a 4pm conference call!

You watch as Tae glances down at your intertwined fingers, and his fork....realizing ones gotta go so he can pick up his phone and you physically coo back at him, melting into your set once he opts to drop the fork instead of your hand. Purposely avoiding your glance once he noticed the look on your face, nose scrunched and all!

“Right, so Uber reached out, more specifically Uber Luxxe, looking to send us 4 cars of our choice in exchange for a couple post. Spread out between IG, Twitter and Snap, I’m personally all for this one. The contract doesn’t seem excessive and I like that the post won’t feel forced! I mean realistically we were going to hire a driving service regardless! However something to also consider is our lack of filter when drinking! I mean...”Flailing his phone between the two of you as if to give an example, obviously referencing the little slip up moments prior. At least he can joke about it a little “So realistically, would we feel more comfortable with a private car service where there’s a contract involved as opposed to just some random?”

Tae just went full EA, out of nowhere and honestly ...

You blinked at him, almost dazed, fork halfway to his mouth because, what?! . “You sound so professional right now, it’s so fuckin hot.”

Tae choked on nothing but straight air before blushing profusely. “Baby-I mean-Y-“

You didn’t even flinch, continuing, unperturbed. “Nah, actually I think I’m in the mood to be baby right now!” Eying him wickedly “Your jaw just gets really tight, and your voice gets all low and raspy! It happens during meetings too, it’s really fuckin sexy! Reminds me of the way you sound when your lips are pressed into the side of my neck when we fuck.” It's just the casualness of it all, you sound like your ordering another appetizer and Tae’s about to choke on his dessert. 

The grip he has on your hand is almost painful right now, “But don’t mind me, I’m just sitting here writing out my next script in my head, carry on. What rental service did you have in mind? Or did someone already reach out as well?”

It’s the way you just went from talking about Tae, being balls deep to sponsorships all in the span of a comma! In the words of your best friend you are pure chaos.....

Tae groans  head hanging in defeat and your lips curl into a smirk, brow quirked in his direction.

“It’s the way I hate it here sometimes...” Snatching his hand away to jab his fork into the neglected pastry.

“Ah huh” You roll your eyes crossing your arms over your chest before leaning back. “Right, again let’s not act like you didin’t start this, both here and at the venue.” Leaning over the table again licking your lips “Don’t act like you weren’t eye fucking me the entire time, or the way you’d accidentally brush against me as we walked through the building. You’ve been practically begging for it all day.”

Tae just stares back at you, mind momentarily blank, stomach shifting into knots, letting the fork drop from those delicate fingers of his! Mouth opening and closing like a fish straight outta water...

“Did you think about it too? The acoustics in that place were fuckin insane, the way it would just echo through as you made me cum would just- fuck”  You continued adding that lethal little purr back into your voice! “Or even better the way you’d sound, you don’t even know how bad I wanted to drop-“

“Y/n”

“Baby.” Phrasing the word borderline as a threat “Would you have liked that baby boy?” Cocking your head to the side, tongue teasing your bottom lip “Me on my knees for you looking up at you all pretty, letting you hold my hair and fuck my throat until you came straight into my mouth?”

Speaking of mouths' your just straight fuckin-mayhem ...and it’s making Taehyung’s brain feel like it’s melting through his ears! But god should we be surprised though?

It’s never taken much with you....

You’ve always been just what he needs and a little bit more than he can take all in one! You haven’t even touched him yet and he feels a moan creeping up his throat! Especially as he watches you swirl the tip of your tongue over the whipped cream on the edge of your fork, sucking it between your overly glossed lips in the most obscene manner.

Eyes locked and loaded, a second away from drooling, “Fuck, yeah,” He stutters breath hitching on his lungs, heat coursing through his skin. Tae’s veins literally feel like they’re on fire, subtly trying to shift in his seat to readjust himself! Glancing subconsciously out of his peripheral, the restaurant still chill and half empty. The waitress on the opposite end of the room attending to another couple!

“You always look so damn good with my cock down your throat, and my cum on your tounge. God, especially when I wrap my hand around your throat and I can feel you swallowing down around my-” Your tongue’s swirling all over this damn fork, and he can feel every flick your tongue against his dick, and it’s just...fuck!  Not to mention once you accidently spilled some whipped cream on your lips, which you took your time licking off as well.  “Jesus-Fuck, Y/n!!” Taehyung’s voice is dripping with arousal, and you already know he’s leaking all over the place.

“Yeah?” Humming around the form before setting it to the side “ You like the way I look when I’m chocking on your cock?” These questions are all rhetorical, your an ass “Or how about when I get a little messy because I can’t fit it all in my mouth?” Your eyes darken, words coming out over low gasps of air, almost as if your just as aroused as he is and that’s because you are!

“Your always such a good boy for me, so helpful too holding my hair back, guiding my mouth until you hit the back of my throat...holding me in place until I gag. You know how much I love when you get rough with me ..” Tae feels the sole of your red buttons tease up his thigh, shifting between his legs. The transition was so damn smooth it catches him off guard, instinctively wanting to push away but instead...

“You’d be loud for me too wouldn’t you? Show them how good you look falling apart for me, how good you look when you come down my throat....The way your eyes roll-”

“Holy-fuck Baby” Aggressively running his palms over his face until it’s matching his shirt “Please don’t do this to me right, now, if your gonna give it to me then fuckin let me have it but I cant-.”

You can’t help but smile back at him, so fond it almost seems out of place in the moment. “I’ll give you whatever you want Tae...you know this. You just gotta promise you’ll be good for me, we can’t draw-”

“I’m always good” He damn near growled at you, eyes daring you to say otherwise and well, who were you to deny Tae of what he wants!?Gently pressing your foot at the base of his cock, a satisfied smirk playing on your lips upon feeling that your boys already fully hard.

It’s the way the two of you are just casually in one of LA’s boujeiest restaurants and your deadass about to give him a foot job in Louboutin’s! Yup, your life had turned into a porno,  you’ve officially made it!

“Kay, so back to that list of sponsors, first off I completely agree, as much as I love our contact at Uber I’d prefer an actual car service for something like that.” Here you go again the queen of the switch up, you’re back to discussing work yet there’s still a slight moan in your tenor. Breathy and light and Tae feels like all the airs being sucked from his lungs.

Tae shifts, spreading his thighs even further, shuddering out a bated breath as you point your toe, dragging it up and down! It’s a peep-toe so that alone allows you a little more flexibility! Pressure intentionally light so it’s just enough to have him on the brink of begging! But instead of doing so, he picks up his phone, hands shaky and all and continue doing his job as requested!

“Right..” Clearing his throat not sure why he currently sounds like he’s going through puberty again but K...  “I’ll let Hobi know, maybe we can do something we’re we use them while planning this party or something! Since you vetoed a party planner will have a lot more running around to do! Realistically outside of Joon and Jin we all have coupes anyway...so it’s not like we can carry much!”

Mmm, always the innovator, even when all the blood and airs being rushed to his dick! You feel him try and slide forward, chasing after the stimulation.

“Ohhh, I really like that, and like you said it still feels somewhat organic because realistically our cars aren’t efficient for something like that”  You press down harder against his cock almost as a reward “Good boy, what’s next?” Nodding towards his phone and it takes every ounce of self control he had to swallow down the moan laying on his tongue.

Eyes struggling to stay ajar as you continuously rub your foot up and down his length. Now applying more prominent pressure with the ball of your feet! Movement stealth from the waist up so you don’t draw attraction to yourself.

“Tae Tae” The nickname falls from your lips singsong like, and far too innocent for the demon seed you are. “Next?”

He doesn't even know what to really do except follow instructions, so he just nods, scrolling through his phone. “There was also a couple brands wanted to oh fuck-“ Gasping as you pick up your pace, damn near dropping his phone into the plate beneath him.

Face splitting into an amused grin, a hint of something wicked playing on your lips. Eyes gleaming with mischief, you watch those long, delicate fingers flex, clearly struggling this time around to bite back the moan like he needs to! Hands shaking as your continue working him at a merciless pace. Rubbing faster, harder, utilizing the rounded point on the head of your heel to press right against what your assuming is Tae’s tip by the way he shudders. Thighs shaking as he grips the edge of the table for dear life!

“Oh my godddd” Tae manages to just mouth the words as opposed to screaming them the way he desperately wants too. Tugging on his own scalp, trying to just do something to get himself busy!

“You fuckin love this....” It’s not even a question, more of a consensus!

Your eyes haven’t left his once, watching intently as you swirl your tongue around the straw before taking a sip. Moaning around it because well ya know, the drinks just that damn good apparently.

God his skin feels like it’s on fire, every stroke of your foot has him feeling like he’s coming undone!

He’s trying to focus, on his surroundings, this damn list everything but he can’t he just fucking can’t! Thankfully it’s you, and he trust you with everything he has, so his subconscious is somewhat at ease with all of this because he knows you got him!

“Yeah,fuck yeah you already know you can do anything to me” He states plainly, the most stable his voice has sounded in god knows when “Whatever you want” Gaze heavy through hooded lashes, looking straight at you with steady sinful eyes.

“Mmm, and always want it don’t you baby? Always...:”

He bites back a moan nodding, and then his phone rings, of course his phone fucking rings and it’s coming from the office because why the fuck not?!

“Answer” The command was simple, clearly no room for debate and hs eyes go wide,

“Baby” Complaining with a hint of a whine in his voice and when you don’t seem to give a damn....

“Yeah?”Jaw tight, nostrils flared as he picks up the phone. Adrenaline flies through his veins, pressure building in his gut as you relentlessly keep your pace intact! Pressing harder and deeper into all the right places until he’s coughing around Moans to try and cover it up!

Dropping his head slightly, propping it on his elbow as he squeezes the bridge of his nose between his fingers. “ Welp, That's where it would be so if you don’t see any were out, email me a list and I’ll make a Amazon-“

Taehyung’s chest heaves painfully tight, breathing becoming more erratic with every stroke and yes clearly there’s a strong voyeurism kink within this man! So as crazy as it may sound , the combination of the restaurant, and this phone call ?!

Yeah, he’s not gonna last!

Slouching down completely against the back of the booth, thighs spreading to full capacity. Fingers tangled in his Smokey locks holding his bangs out of his face. Eyes shut , jaw tight, neck slightly reclined, though to the naked eye he’d just appear to be on a very unpleasant phone call! When in all actually he’s finally just letting himself fall apart beneath your touch!

Eyes fluttering open just enough to glance down at you in a way that had you feeling like you could come right with him. Your gaze is Just as heavy as his, lips darting out to wet your lips though your throats suddenly what’s running dry!

Tae’s lips part slightly, though he’s falling apart he’s giving it right back to you. Hitting you with those sinfully needy fuck me eyes! The same ones you see when your riding and edging him until he’s coming tenfold! His breathing comes stagnate every time your foot moves and Tae finds himself gnawing down on his bottom lip to stifle the moans sliding up his chest! You can tell who's on the other end now, it’s the new secretary Alanna, and she legitimately is still getting her footing! Which is the only reason Tae is even entertaining the call, well one of the reasons!

You notice Tae’s breathing is starting to even out a little almost as if he’s gained some of his self control back and we don’t support that in this household.  So you proceed to dig your foot right into the head of his cock and he straight wheezes! Body jerking off the wall and all ...

“No, I’m, fuck-“ There’s a moan that finally falls freely off his tongue that only barley seems acceptable because he in fact just choked! Voice coming out what feels like a octave lower and huskier , poor Alanna! “Yeah i'm good sorry , food just went down the wrong pipe.” He can barely think straight but he knows he needs to close this up “Hey look will be back within the hour and will sort it out then alright?”

I don’t even think he even waited for her to respond before hanging up and literally throwing his phone across the table! Gucci case and all.

“Everything okay? ?” Voice low and teasing, he knows you're technically asking about the office but your timing sucks ass!

“Fuck you” Falls off his lips in a barley audible moan, so consumed as his orgasm builds in the pit of his stomach! Eyes still struggling to stay open mouth, mouth falling slack, if your were in your right mind you’d tell him to pull it together alittle! Now that he’s off the phone, he either looks like he’s getting a foot job, or like he’s high on meth! Neither are appealing to the GP! God, he must look utterly ridiculous right now, thankfully he’s shifted against the booth so he’s facing a wall as opposed to other guest!

“Mm, my pretty baby’s close yeah?” Watching how heavily his throat bobs as he swallows, Tae’s leaking precum all over the damn place, so, close hips gently rocking into your foot as discreetly as possible, growing more desperate by the second. Fuck he needs to come, he needs to!

“Yeah baby please don’t- fuck” God he sounds so good, so needy and pliant and fuck!  

“I got you...” At that you actually kick your shoe off, moving back to press down even harder, rubbing and rubbing forcing Tae to attempt to grab his drink in attempts to muzzle himself. However his hands are shaking too hard and  he almost knocks it over!

“God baby I’m-“

“Be a good boy for me”

And he is, coming with a shuddering breath, under the steady pressure of your foot as his release tears through his veins. Dropping his to the table as subtly as possible(Hell maybe people will think he’s tipsy or not feeling well), thighs shaking, chest heaving painfully hard. He’s not completely silently but he does a lot better than expected, a low groan manages to slip past his lips.

“Good boy” The praise rolls off your tongue and goes straight to his dick, as if he needed anymore stimulation there. Another faint whimper falls off his lips until he’s drooling all over the table. Not even realizing initially, that his hips were still grinding into you until he’s hissing from oversensitivity! The force of his orgasm has Taehyung drawing straight blanks, hearing nothing but white nose rustling in the background!

Also, I don’t know what that says about Tae as a person but he’s not even remotely humiliated! The only thing that he’s about to regret once his mind's less foggy is how absolutely drenched his YSL leather pants are!

So busy trying to get his breathing back in check as he comes down from his high, he completely missed the way you’d signaled to the server. Calmly asking for her  to add 8 more slices of cake to go, and bring the bill over!

His face is flushed, his pants feel gross as hell but above everything else he feels so damn good! Reaching down to still your foot, gently massaging the top as his eyes finally flutter open! Vision still a little hazy as he looks back at you with a dazed smile, and your gazing back at him with so much fondness that the first thing that slurs off his lips in a whisper is....

“I fuckin love you!”

Flashing him a wink in return as you make eye contact with your servers whose letting you know she’ll be over in a moment. Keeping your foot stationary for a moment, enjoying the well deserved foot massage. Occasionally flexing your toes to “accidentally brush against his dick. Giggling around your drink every time he'd hiss and jerk away!

This entire lunch situation was a damn mess, and high key reckless but, the blissed out smile written all over his face is more than worth it. Where just ugh...not gonna tell the boys about this!

“Love you too Tae”

~~~~~~~~~

Everything from that moment on kind of feels like a blur honestly, up until the two of you sliding into your car and before you can even get yourself settled he’s on you! Yanking you out of your seat and into his lap before you can even put your seatbelt on which obviously is not ideal this is a sports car after all but you don’t dare complain! Taehyung’s far from shy with his wants, griping the back of your neck, sliding his fingers through your hair as he presses your lips together! He doesn’t try to ease you into it either It’s hard, hungry, desperate and overtly needy! Forcing both of you to huff out a staggered breath through your nose to even keep up! You breathe him in, and he breathes you out, it’s all open mouthed, and heady, an obscene amount of moans rolling off your tongues. Reclining your jaw, giving him free reign to explore your mouth. Tongue rolling against your slick and languid with years of finesse between the two of you. No matter how hard he’s kissing you it still doesn’t feel rushed, its deep, borderline sensual actually!

Tae pulls back just enough to nip at your bottom lip, dragging his across your jaw and down the side of your neck! Licking sucking and biting, along your skin, moaning at the way you arch and grind your hips into every touch! The two of you carry on like that until there’s suddenly something thumbing in the back of your throat!

“Hey..” There's a slight sternness within your voice that has him instantly trying to snap out of his postcoital haze. Stroking the hinge of his jaw “You know, how much I love you right? And if, we need to all sit down a re-”

Cutting you off with the smooth glide of his lips pulling you into a kiss that’s a slower, less needy, there’s no ulterior motive, Tae just wants to feel you “Nah, I don't wanna change anything sometimes- I just want-”

“I know...” Because you do, pressing your forehead to his, not even kissing just letting your breaths melt as one. Massaging his scalp gently, he already looks like he’s a second away from passing out! Pondering if maybe the two of you should switch places...

“Promise you’ll let me take care of you later” Tae nuzzles against the side of your face like a puppy wanting his ears scratched! Believe it or not he wasn’t always such a selfless lover, not until he found you guys! Now it’s almost like his orgasms feel incomplete if he’s the only one coming once it’s all said and done!

“You can do whatever you want to me Tae, you know this.” Placing a couple lingering kisses on those pouty lips of his before hesitantly shuffling into the passengers seat. Transfixed on the way he slips back into his lane, fixing his hair, pulling out his oversized cat eye frames to rest on the bridge of his nose. One hand on the wheel the other finding there home on your thigh. Noting the slight discomfort as he shifts in his seat, no doubt due to the fact that well, he just came in his pants.

“How about..” Leaning over to place a open mouth kiss right beneath is ear, digging your nails into his thigh until he moans.  “ I clean you up a little on the drive, and we pit stop at mine, and we drop you off first so you can shower and chill. Then me and Joon will come back and crawl into bed with you after were done for the day..”

“Am I being given the rest of the day off Mrs. Kim?” You can already hear the smirk in his voice without even looking...

“Yes Mr. Kim that would be correct....” Already working the zipper before he can even respond because you already know how this is about to pan out...

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Hi my babies, first off IDK where this came from, I also wouldn’t consider it my best, but it was the first thing I’ve written in like 6 months which felt good. This was supposed to be up back in December I had a couple holiday prompts for the series that I never got around to completing ! But If you enjoyed show this some love and come talk to me!

Love always,

Rocki

#taehyung #taehyung smut #taehyung x reader #kim taehung #kim taehyung smut #bts #bts smut #bts x reader #kim taehyung x reader #kpop #kpop smut

[thecrimsonmonster]

RELATIONSHIPS  — TALK ABOUT THE MUSE

NAME:   Zolf J. Kimbley

ROMANTIC ORIENTATION:    I don’t even really know, he likes other awful people and monsters, and he’s also kinda gay so. Take away what you will from that. :|

PREFERRED PET NAMES:   He honestly doesn’t really react to being called pet names, but he can always appreciate those who put a little creativity into coming up with something unique and on-brand for him. And he himself often enjoys using specialized pet names---even for those he isn’t romantic with---because that’s just How He Is. Bonus is that they’ll always be said kind of sarcastically.

RELATIONSHIP STATUS:   Depends on the verse, but he’s multiship. Tbh tho you’d be a fool to attempt loving this bastard.

FAVOURITE CANON SHIP:   While I totally respect the Archer/Kimbley shippers, Greed/Kimbley is the ship for me. It’s just.. grade A monster steak and his nasty alchemist henchman??? Uhm?? Aesthetic???

FAVOURITE NON-CANON SHIP:   Any ships I get are my faves jsjs.

OPINION ON TRUE LOVE:   It could be a thing, but it’s definitely not for him.

OPINION ON LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT:   All chemicals, my dear.

HOW ROMANTIC ARE THEY?:   Kimbley goes from 0 to 100 on the “romance” scale with no in-between. He either feels completely detached, or an insanely possessive, covetous monster bent on keeping someone all to himself. No, it’s not healthy, but did I ever say Kimbley wasn’t a psychopath??

IDEAL PHYSICAL TRAITS:   He’s honestly really shallow when it comes to normal human traits, I hate to tell ya. He likes handsomely/beautifully structured bodies he can really dig into, though I will say, as far as having preferences for like, hair or eye color, that doesn’t really matter much. But when it comes to monsters? The more grotesque, the better. Give him teeth and claws and Eldritch nastiness. 

IDEAL PERSONALITY TRAITS:   When it comes to folks he wants to generally spend his time with and will respect, rather than straight up manipulate, they need to be... maybe not as smart as himself, given his level of intelligence, but he needs them to be just as crafty and cunning. Folks who are willing to be dangerous and risky. They have to know who they are and be confident in where they stand in life. And they need to accept him for what he is---maybe not fully understand him, but know that he’s not going to be an easily-contained beast. Ultimately, he needs a partner that is capable of thrilling him, chilling him, fulfilling him. Yknow, that whole Rocky Horror Song.

UNATTRACTIVE PHYSICAL TRAITS:   People who just don’t take care of themselves are at the top of the list. Really, he doesn’t tend to consciously register something that’s “unattractive”---he’ll just kinda be indifferent towards certain people.

UNATTRACTIVE PERSONALITY TRAITS:   Stupidity, gullibility, no commitment to who they are, those who sacrifice themselves over silly causes. He’s repelled by sweet, empathetic souls---and will probably do all he can to manipulate them for his own amusement.

IDEAL DATE:   Murder night. :^) Or, if they wanna be lowkey, maybe just committing some crimes in the darkness and then engaging further in some dirty deeds to celebrate their debauchery.

DO THEY HAVE A TYPE?:   Beefy monsters. 8^)

AVERAGE RELATIONSHIP LENGTH:   Up until his time at the Nest, he’s never been in what could qualify as a “relationship.” It’s all been one night stands ending in gruesome death.

PREFERRED NON-SEXUAL INTIMACY:   Might sound weird, but if he finally ever gets to a point of being comfortable with someone, just being able to enjoy silence with someone. Where they can both tend to their own business or hobbies without it seeming like they have to be all in each other’s personal space. Existing, quietly, with someone, in-between all the reckless behavior---he’d enjoy that.

COMMITMENT LEVEL:   :| 

OPINION OF PUBLIC AFFECTION:   He’s typically about keeping things under wraps---unless getting all PDA will get under someone’s skin. Then he’ll be obnoxious about it. Also he has a kink for being naughty in public and getting a thrill from almost being caught but shh you didn’t hear it from me.

PAST RELATIONSHIPS?:   Not applicable---and probably for the best.

#headcanons

[chaldeamage-neo]

IT'S FUCKING MARCH BUT IDC VALENTINE'S ALPHABET WITH NIYO BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT

also time feels like an illusion rn help

A   :   AFFECTION. how does your muse show affection?

Niyo likes making things and giving gifts. Making chocolates and sweets for people was something she did before Chaldea so naturally she'd do it there too if/when she can. But for more romantic affections, gift giving is still a thing but she likes to cuddle as well <3

B   :   BOUQUET.   does your muse like flowers? which ones are their favourite?

Red roses for aesthetics and mature look, those flowers you'd see growing out in meadows like peonies, black-eyed-susans, lupines and daisies because nostalgia. And forget-me-not because there just so darn cute! Nothing else...

C   :   CHOCOLATE.   does your muse like chocolate? which one is their favourite?

Milk chocolate. She'll eat dark chocolate if it's paired with something like fruit. Like raspberries.

D   :   DATE.   what is your muse’s ideal date? where / who with / etc?

You guys know I'm a multi shipper with Niyo... I can't just go down that entire list but a common thing with all of them is her wanting to just spend nice quality time. Eating food together at restaurant or picnic and just relaxing.

E   :   EMBRACE.   does your muse like hugs? what are their hugs like?

Niyo likes hugs! But only from certain people after reaching a certain bond level (unless she just needs some serious comfort). Niyo is small so an intimate hug feels like she put her whole body into it. Her arms wrapping as tight as she can around you and for such a small lady they feel like a warm sunny day.

F   :   FLIRT.   is your muse good at flirting? how do they flirt?

Niyo isn't much of a flirt unless she's particularly in a good mood. Compliment her and she's feeling it? She'll do it back. Or if you get her on the right day with the right person she might just go on and tell them what she's thinking.

G   :   GIFT.   is your muse good at gift - giving or do they struggle to get it right?

Again, she likes giving gifts so she likes to put a little thought into them. There are three kinds of Niyo gifts. The edible ones. Normally sweets but can sometimes be a type of meal. Only the meals she confident with. The ones with some kind of use. Useful to a specific thing the giftee does or it kinda falls into the last one. That being her just wanting them to have something nice. Like a blanket, a good luck charm, a ring

H   :   HEART.   is your muse quick or slow to give their heart away?

If I put my silly little "shipping Niyo with x character because I like them" away, normally... Ehh? She doesn't fall in love too easy but can be wooed with the right moves.

I    :   I LOVE YOU.   does your muse find ‘i love you’ easy or hard to say?

The first few times yes, it is hard to say. She wants to make sure that these feelings she has are true. Just throwing around "I love you" isn't her thing unless she's certain. Both romantic and platonically.

J   :   JEALOUSY.   does your muse get jealous in a relationship?

She likes to keep an open mind when in a relationship, especially if she gets involved with servants but sometimes she just can't help but feel jealous sometimes. She feels bad about it. Like she isn't the type to get jealous over her lover hanging out with her friends. She's just worried if she's a good lover and can compare to others who might be giving her love attention and affection (the irony of this i know)

K   :   KISS. is your muse a good kisser? why / why not?

For deep passionate kisses it's another depends. She'll follow whoever is kissing unless feeling rather bold. She excels at peppered and those little cute kisses. Also biting. She's gets flustered from kisses because to her they feel very secret.

L   :   LOVE.   who does your muse love?

Simple answer: sheep and her son (platonic). Complicated answer: I'm a multi shipper so normally what feeling at moment for any specific au.

M   :   MOONLIGHT. what is your muse’s ideal date? where / who with / etc?

This again? Just take her on a picnic.

N   :   NAUGHTY. what is your muse like in bed?

Wouldn't you like to know, fuhuhuhu. I can't just spill that in a post like this

O   :   ODE. does your muse have a way with words?

Not really. It's more so timing.

P   :   PARTNER. what does your muse look for in a partner? looks / personality?

A bit of both looks and personality. But also someone she can rely on.

Q   :   QUESTION. would your muse ask the big question or expect their partner to?

She's the type to ask it so it's a matter of who does it first.

R   :   ROMANCE.   is your muse a romantic or a cynic?

A definite romantic. She's heard the tales of romance and wants that herself afterall.

S   :   SWEETHEART.   did your muse have a childhood sweetheart?

Lmao no. Unless I pull my au bs

T   :   TRUE LOVE.   does your muse believe in true love?

She likes to believe it's a thing.

U   :   UNREQUITED.   has your muse had their heart broken?

Romantically? Not really. Or at least not yet.

V   :   VALENTINE.   how does your muse feel about valentine’s day?

She likes it! Growing up it was one of those holidays she would go out of her way to celebrate herself but she didn't have anyone she felt romantic feelings for so she's make sweets for her friends. And it bloomed to her making things for people she appreciated or to say thanks to. Though for whoever she has her heart on they get s special gift <3

W  :   WEDDING. would your muse get married? why / why not?

Niyo would get married but she wants it be her choice. Because fun fact, her father is the type to marry her off if it's coinvent for him. But Niyo wants to marry for love.

X   :   XOXO.   does your muse use / like pet names?

Niyo will use your usual pet names and little nicknames, but using them on her she get flustered.

Y   :   YOURS.   does your muse get protective easily?

Yes.

Z   :   ZZZ. how many people has your muse slept with?

Haven't you heard of the saying "don't kiss and tell"

#niyo info #niyo mine #mastersona #gudasona #fate oc

[super-unpredictable98]

The Surprise "Surprise Party" | Misfits Timeline Anomaly' verse

An oc x oc collaboration between @seanfalco​ & @super-unpredictable98

Word Count: 3k

Warnings: Strong language, smut

(Masterlist)

"Okay, so I used her favorite song, but you can pick another one, man," Lyddie's Nathan taunted. "Maybe her second favorite or the third..."

The two clones had been brainstorming ideas to propose, taking advantage of the time they had while the girls were taking a little trip to the Camden Market, as Lydia likes to do every couple of months.

"I dunno, man," Win's Nathan groaned, rubbing at his eyes before gesturing with the cigarette between his fingers, "I don't wanna do the same thing you did. I want it t'be my own thing," he mused.

"Well, you could do whatever, she'll say yes no matter what," Lyddie's Nathan knew that to be true, he knew her well enough to understand the way her heart works, it's more about the intention than the execution. "How 'bout the rooftop? She loves that place."

"Oooh yeah," he agreed with a sigh. "I could serenade her."

"She's a sucker for that shit, just take a song from Waitress, she has it somewhere in her binders... she cries every time she watches that," Lyddie's Nathan pulled a ring box from his back pocket and opened it. "D'you think Winnie will like this one?"

"Right right," Win's Nathan murmured as he looked down at the box. "Y-yeah, that's definitely a ring. It's a little flashy, though. She's kinda... she's more into simple jewelry," he stuttered, feeling his nerves return.

"No worries. For Lyds you can go crazy, she doesn't like diamonds and shit, but y'know, different shapes and colours..." her Nathan ran his fingers over the ring, changing it slightly to fit Winnie's aesthetic better. "What's wrong? Aren't you excited?"

"I'm..." he huffed an empty laugh, "kinda nervous, actually," he admitted reluctantly.

"Don't worry, it's gonna be great! Post-proposal sex is... Ugh, it's fuckin' incredible! I gave Lyds magic head with a lollipop at a pub, it was so cool!" Lyddie's Nathan tried to cheer his clone up.

"That sounds amazin'," Win's Nathan said, though it sounded forced. Placing his cigarette between his lips he took a long draw as he looked out over the Estate. "What if she says 'no' again?" he asked softly.

"She won't, Winnie knows you're serious now," Lyddie's Nathan pointed out. "I can't blame her for second guessin' at first, I know myself, but it'll be different. She's been all romantic lately, she wants this."

"I hope you're right, man," Win's Nathan sighed. "So... are we gunna propose at th'same time or--?"

"I thought it would be nice, this way she won't be wonderin' if the other will propose or not, unless y'wanna go alone..."

"No, no, I think that's a good idea," he exclaimed. "I don't want her to worry bout that either. Are we lettin' Lyds in on it?" he asked before thinking for a moment, "but wait... then wouldn't Lyds wonder if I'm gunna ask her? And what would Win think if I ask Lyds before her? Ugh, I'm startin' t'get a headache man."

"I think we should ask Winnie first. Lyds is gonna be cool with it, give her a little sexy treat, she won't even care, then when she least expects it... BAM! Proposal!" Lyddie's Nathan slammed his hand on the wall.

His clone jumped slightly, but the plan seemed like a solid one. "Yeah, yeah okay! When d'you wanna do this? I mean, before we leave for New York or once we get there?"

"Now that I think about it... New York might be more romantic, they're already gonna be all excited. I can't wait t'see their faces." Lyddie's Nathan was surprised at how much he actually wanted this.

"Right? That's what I was thinkin'. I have some good ideas!"

"Of course you do, you're me..."

"Hey there!" Lydia came in through the door looking like a ray of light. He quickly hid the ring and tried to look relaxed. "Guess what just came in the mail? It's from America!"

"Hey!' Win called, taking her jacket off and following her girlfriend in, noticing how stiff the two Nathan's looked.

Lyddie carefully opened a yellow envelope and reached inside, pulling out a set of keys. "LOOK AT IT!" she jumped around jiggling them, she was so exhilarated she didn't even notice anything weird with the boys.

"Are those...? That's great, Lollipop!" her Nathan pulled her into his lap.

Win came to stand behind her Nathan, squeezing his shoulder as he looked up at her, his head resting against her chest and she brushed his curls out of his face, smiling softly down at him. "Are those the keys to our new place?" she asked.

"Yes!" Lydia let her body dramatically drape on the couch, her head now resting on Win's Nathan's lap. "I can't believe this is real, we're actually going, and I'm actually gonna be on Broadway! I'm so happy I could... I don't even know!"

“I’m so excited,” Win exclaimed, grinning down at her. “Looks like all your dreams are comin’ true, huh babe?”

"Yeah, but I wanna make all your dreams come true, I want everyone to be as happy as I am right now..." she jumped. "I'll start by making us something to eat. I'm starving, what do you guys want?"

"I don't care, I'll eat anythin'," her Nathan gave her thigh a squeeze.

“Same,” his clone called, pulling Win into his lap. “Did you girls have fun today?” he asked, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.

"I'll just make some quick fried rice with the leftovers we have, cause I don't wanna waste time today, I just wanna cuddle you all," Lydia ran to the kitchen, gathering everything as fast as she could and throwing it into a bowl. "It was amazing, Nats, I got a new jacket!"

"I think she might explode, we should be careful..." her Nathan joked, glad to see his fiancé so happy.

“Cuddling sounds nice,” Win murmured, stretching out between the two Nathans. “We had a good time. Lyds made me buy some new boots,” she chuckled.

"It's not my fault you looked so hot in those boots!" Lyddie shouted. "I just wanted you to step on me with them..."

“Don’t worry, I’ll step on you any time, babe!” Win laughed. “What were you two up to?” she asked curiously.

"Just talkin' y'know," Lyddie's Nathan leaned back, slapping his clone's shoulder to ask for help. "About... who gets which girl tonight."

“Y-yeah,” he exclaimed, “y’know, just guy talk.”

“Oh, I see, and we get no say in who gets who?” she teased, cocking an eyebrow at them. “What if we don’t want t’have sex tonight, d’you think of that?”

"Well... You do have a say, we're just spitballin' here," Lyddie's Nathan grumbled nervously. "And who you wanna fool? When don't you want sex? You two are like horny rabbits."

Win frowned, glancing from one clone to the other. “Okay y’got me,” she murmured with a cheeky grin, “but seriously, are you okay? You guys seem a little... tense,” she pointed out, turning to smush Lyddie’s Nathan’s face between her hands.

"We're fine, we just missed you," he leaned in for a kiss, hoping to distract her. "Terribly, Winnie baby..." he held her with one hand while the other shoved the ring box back into his pocket.

"Okay, it's not my best creation, but I hope you guys like it," Lydia walked back to the living room trying to carry four plates at once.

“Here lemme help you,” Win’s Nathan exclaimed, jumping up to grab some of the plates.

“That smells good, what is it?” Win asked, pausing to give Lyddie’s Nathan another kiss, though she still couldn’t shake the feeling that something had happened.

"Thanks, baby... I found some rice, threw in a few eggs, bell peppers, onions, carrots, all the leftovers," Lyds was about to sit down, but ran back to the kitchen, coming back with three beers and a glass of water.

“Thank you, babe,” Winnie exclaimed taking her beer and digging into her rice. “So apparently while we’re gone all the boys do is talk about who gets t’shag who,” she said nonchalantly, throwing a mischievous glance back at Lyddie’s Nathan.

"Nathan Young!" she gaped at him before taking her first bite. "What conclusion did you guys get to? Just out of curiosity..."

"No conclusion yet, why? Y'got a preference?" he winked at her.

“Yeah, I’m curious too,” Win’s Nathan murmured, his grin looking strained. Win frowned as she watched him. She knew something was up.

"No, I'll shag anyone," Lydia looked between all of her partners. "Or everyone, if that's something you'd like..."

Lyddie's Nathan noticed Win's uneasiness and slipped a hand on her thigh. "We haven't decided yet, but you're lookin' especially sexy today, baby."

“Yeah, she is,” her Nathan agreed, his gaze lingering on her a moment before reaching for his drink.

“Well, thank you, but I don’t think I look any different from any other day,” she chuckled, setting her empty plate down.

Maybe if she got her Nathan alone she could weasel out of him what was going on.

"I think you look just as sexy as ever, which is perfect," Lydia shrugged, still oblivious to anything that was happening. "Maybe you're the one I should shag today..."

"Actually," Lyddie's Nathan looked down. "We have to confess... we were plannin' a surprise for you two, we're throwin' a party before we move out. I know I shouldn't have told them, man, but I'm a terrible liar."

Win’s Nathan’s eyes widened and he clutched at the straw his clone had offered. “What, why’d yeh hadta go and tell 'em!?”

“What, really?” Win asked, her expression lifting. “So, that’s what you were talkin’ about,” she exclaimed, a grin making its way across her face. “I guess I was worrying over nothing,” she murmured to herself, her tension fading.

"Sorry! Winnie could see right through me! I tried distractin' her, but I'm shit at this!" Lyddie's Nathan shouted back. Well now they had a party to plan, but at least they managed to throw her off the scent.

"Aww that's so sweet," Lydia smiled before sipping on her water and taking the empty plates to the kitchen. "You guys are the best, I love you so much!"

“Aw you guys are the best,” Win agreed, pressing a kiss to each Nathan’s cheek before getting up to go help her girlfriend in the kitchen.

As soon as she was gone, her Nathan deflated, running his hand down his face. “Nice thinkin’, mate,” he sighed. “I needta get it together.”

"Yeah, you fuckin' better or they will find out!" Lyddie's Nathan whispered. "Just calm down, it'll be fine! They're gonna love it."

“Yeah, yeah, I just wish my brain would stop replayin’ the look on her face th’last time I asked her...” he said shaking his head.

"It won't happen again, I know she'll say yes," Lyddie's Nathan looked back to make sure the girls weren't listening. "I have no idea how we're gonna get married, but we're gettin' engaged!"

“Yeah... I was kinda wonderin’ how that would work. I mean... there’s no way that’d be legal, right?”

Technically, he didn’t care either way if the whole thing was legal or not, he just wanted to make a promise to the girls that he’d always be there for them. Even if the rest of the world didn’t recognize it, he wanted t’be able to call each of them his wife.

"I'm no expert but there's no way that's legal," Lyddie's Nathan laughed. "It doesn't matter though, who can stop us from doin' it? Screw everyone," to be fair, none of the boys has ever been good at following rules, so they were not that worried.

"Hey," Lydia wrapped her arms around Win, kissing her neck gently as they got to the kitchen. "You do look sexy today, you know?"

“Not as sexy as you,” she murmured with a sigh. “I bet you’d look especially hot with that new jacket on and nothin’ underneath it,” she teased, pulling her closer.

"How about you with your new boots and nothing else? I'd love to see that," Lydia brushed her lips softly against Win's. "I'm way too horny to function today."

“I can see that,” she chuckled as Lyddie’s hands slipped lower. “God I knew I shoulda finger banged you in the dressing room when I had the chance,” she teased.

"Don't let that stop you, baby, you know my father always said: it's never too late to finger bang your girlfriend," Lyddie joked, ever since the talk with everyone she's been a lot more... affectionate. "And that was the most important lesson he has ever taught me."

Win threw back her head and laughed. “Your dad said that? Really? Well, who am I to disagree,” she taunted, pushing her back against the counter as one hand slipped under her skirt.

“You know, I knew those two were up to somethin’ as soon as we walked in,” she mused as her fingers found Lyddie’s sex and she dragged her lips across her throat. “I could’ve sworn it was something different, but a party sounds like fun.”

Lydia gasped, covering her mouth as she moaned, tilting her head to give more access to her neck.

"Y-yeah, I love parties, I didn't notice anything but I'm... oh my God, please mark me up, baby. I'm so needy today, I wanna feel you," she begged as she ran her fingers through Win's hair.

Winnie smirked against her skin as she inserted a second finger, curling up to hit her g-spot as she ground the heel of her own hand against Lyddie's clit, lips all over her neck to mark her, feeling rather powerful as her girlfriend whined and squirmed in pleasure.

“God, I love it when you’re needy babe,” she purred, moving lower to leave another love bite, the last ones she’d left already starting to fade.

"Sweetie, you're so good, I love you so much..." Lydia whimpered as she melted in Win's arms, holding onto the counter to keep from falling.

She loved that her neck was now permanently covered in hickeys and bite marks, she liked the feeling of other people knowing what a good girl she was to deserve all those rewards.

"Faster, please, I'm getting close," she murmured, bringing her girlfriend's face closer, waiting to look at her, taste her lips.

“Whatever my Lollipop wants,” Win cooed, bringing Lyddie to the edge, pressing an open mouth kiss to her lips as she came to swallow her moans.

Pulling her hand free, Winnie adjusted Lyddie’s skirt and gently kissed her once more.

“Mmmm, I love you Lyds,” she drawled. “You’re such a good girl.”

"Wow, okay, now I can wash the dishes," Lydia sighed, fixing her slightly messed up hair.

Somehow that made her hornier than before, maybe she just had way too much energy from being so excited. "And then if you want, I can return the favor..."

"We can hear you, y'know?" her Nathan snorted.

"Don't worry, there's enough for everyone," she assured.

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Later that night, after both girls were curled up in bed, completely exhausted after the thorough seeing to both Nathans had given them, Win’s Nathan slipped from the room, watching them both from the doorway for a moment before going to the balcony for a smoke.

Placing the cigarette between his lips he gave a flourish with his hand and with a snap pulled a thin silver ring from the air. Pulling the cigarette from his lips to idly blow a stream of smoke into the night air as he studied the ring, making sure it was perfect.

"Is this one for Winnie?" Lyddie's Nathan joined his clone after giving each of the girls a kiss and closing the bedroom door as silently as possible.

Truth is he knew that feeling, the only reason why he wasn't nervous was that Lydia had said yes when he asked. He would be terrified if her first answer was no, but he didn't lie when he said he was sure Winnie was ready now.

Win’s Nathan gave a start as his clone joined him, nearly dropping the ring and his cigarette. “Yeah,” he answered after a moment of composing himself.

“What d’you think? I made it stackable so she can wear both of 'em comfortably,” he explained. The ring was similar to the one the other Nathan had made, but still different, just like them.

"It's really nice. I think she's gonna love it."

Lyddie's Nathan never imagined he would become friends with his clone, at first they were more like rivals, then it changed to them tolerating each other for the sake of the girls, but now... he couldn't really imagine how lonely it would be without him.

He always wanted a brother. After Jamie died he thought it was over, but it was nice to have someone who always understands and would always be by his side.

“Good, cuz I have some more thoughts now! Since we’re gunna be in New York that’ll open up a whole new set of possibilities!” Win's Nathan exclaimed. “Lyds’ll be easy! I’ll take her t’ Times Square and make all the television screens spell out ‘Marry Me Lyddie’,” he said excitedly, his worries somewhat put at ease from his twin's constant assurances.

"Oh, man, she's gonna love it! You should climb the red stairs, she won't even see it comin' cause it's right above the TKTS stand, she's always there for Broadway tickets!" Lyddie's Nathan was happy to see that things seemed to be working out. For a second he thought about the girls needing to be engaged to each other as well, but that sounded like a them problem.

Win’s Nathan nodded as he took in the suggestion. Winnie would be a little trickier, but he was sure between the two of them they’d figure something out.

“Hey, uhm... thanks,” he said, his voice coming out a little gruff, unused to opening up about his feelings. “I just... I appreciate your... help.”

"No problem, man," Lyddie's Nathan knew how much that meant to him, but also knew how hard it was for him to say that, to be serious about something. They shared a face, a brain, a past, two girls, a flat (soon to be two), but it was still a challenge to be vulnerable with each other. "Anytime."

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