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yeocult · 4 years

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lover’s guide | s.mg

genre: fluff, slight ansgt, college au

wc: 4.2k words

synopsis: 5 steps to love by song mingi

step one: being noticed

“mingi, are you even listening?” the male jolted up at the sudden call of his name from his professors, earning a few stares from his classmates.

“um y-yes.” he mentally slapped himself for stuttering. mingi sighed and closed his eyes, desperately trying to kill off the feeling that welcomed itself into his mind.

just a few days earlier, during lectures when he laid his eyes on you. he thought it was maybe admiration at first. you were one of the top students of the class and the way you carried yourself with such grace was so attractive to him. your range of style was captivating, each day came with a new outfit. he liked the way you were confident and also was experimenting with different styles. not to mention you killed every look.

the sudden attraction seems like one of those middle school crushes that he could get over within three days, maximum. but even after three days, he didn’t. he couldn’t stop himself from staring at you from across the room and he often caught himself thinking about you.

he would use every chance he got to interact with you, although he couldn’t say he was the best at it. he knew that small smiles whenever you two pass in the halls or that silently complementing your choice of accessories was not enough for you to get the hint of his crush on you. but he did it anyway.

today was nothing new. mingi found himself stealing glances at you once in a while, especially since lectures were long and he rather had his focus somewhere else than some boring discussion about costume history from the professor’s monotone voice.

“mingi can you be any more obvious? if i was them, i could feel you basically staring into my soul from across the room.” his friend whispered leaning closer to mingi to avoid making a scene. mingi scoffs and wooyoung earned an elbow to his side. “don’t word it like that…” mingi fixes his eyes on the professor to avoid getting called on again, “is it that bad?” he quietly asked and wooyoung nodded.

the boring lectures came to an end and granted him a long desired freedom. since it was his final class for the day, he was free to go home and take that nap he craved for. wooyoung was long gone with yeosang as they walked out of the room together, while mingi was a rather bit slower when packing his supplies.

it wasn’t until you came up to him that he felt his whole body freeze. his insides were jumping and he didn’t know if it was from excitement or nervousness, probably both. you held onto your tote bag with one hand while the other was playing with the hem of your shirt as you approached the tall male.

“hey mingi!” you happily greeted him and mingi mirrored your smile and waved back at you. your smile was continuous, how could he not smile back even if he looked like a huge idiot.

“i really like your style. you always stand out,” you paused for a moment realizing how that sounded. “you dress really well, um your style is different from others, i like it.” you added for clarifications, not wanting to sound impolite or anything in that manner.

within less than a minute, you manage to make mingi do cartwheels in his head and the happiest man alive. “o-oh thank you! i actually made this shirt myself. it didn’t turn out well so i just wear it casually—sometimes even to bed…” he trailed off. “thank you, uh i really like your earrings, by the way, they’re pretty.” he tells you. mingi wanted to evaporate right now after so much he just stuttered and rambled right in front of you. he shyly scratched his nape, hoping his nervousness didn’t make the air awkward.

your soft giggles filled the lecture room as you thanked him. then you waved cheerfully and made your way towards the exit, leaving mingi there stunned. you noticed him and that was all mingi needed to know he was in love.

step two: being friends

mingi has been falling asleep with a soft smile and waking up with full energy the past week. because ever since you interacted with him, you two have grown closer. he felt more comfortable and less shy around you. the short greetings have turned into telling each other how his days went and him listening to you praise the new album your favourite group released. the two of you would walk to the bus station together after the bell rings, spending lunch breaks together, and facetime once in a while.

he learned a lot about you during the period he started to hang out with you more. mingi took note that you often wore dangly earrings over studs and that you like to eat strawberries to fuel your body during study sessions. he also learned that you went into fashion major simply for the interest and passion of it, he admired you for that. mingi likes to think that your jewelry choices match you fairly well; bright and attractive.

the two of you have been spending lunch breaks together. during those times, you noticed that mingi is a slow eater and he told you he also makes music with one of his friends, hongjoong, who was a year older than him. you noticed his little habits of laughing with his whole body. throwing his head back and sometimes clapping his hand in amusement. although he might come off intimidating or cold to some people, mingi is definitely the most wholesome person you’ve come across and you still can’t wrap your head around his duality.

you two would sit at the bus station waiting for your ride home. mingi’s place was within walking distance but he insisted on waiting with you. after all, it was a perfect opportunity to spend more time with you. and if there’s anything mingi likes more than you, is spending time with you.

the both of you were browsing your phones while waiting for your bus to arrive. getting bored with the lack of notifications on his phone, mingi leaned in to glance at your phone screen.

“you like cats?” mingi asked you as the both of you watch some fluffy cat video on your instagram feed. you shifted your phone for the better view for him and nodded.

“they’re just so cute, right?” mingi hummed in response. he held back on telling you that he thought you were way cuter than the cats, but decided to save it for another time. you proceed to tell him that your mother is allergic plus that you probably wouldn’t have much time to take care of a pet being in college and all that. he watched your eyes filled with glitter as you continue to watch more cat videos on your screen.

the bus finally arrived and you quickly stood up. it saddens him a little that he couldn’t watch you become all smiley over cats.

“thanks for waiting with me again, mingi. i’ll see you tomorrow.” you gave him a quick hug from the side and softly smiled at him. silently hoping your swift action wasn’t weird or sudden to him, because you really were appreciating the little things mingi does for you. including companying you while your bus arrives.

mingi softly smiled at you. “anytime.” he kept his response short because knowing himself, he wouldn’t know how to speak normally with stutters and rambling if he continued.

he tried to cover up the fact that he’s blushing like a fool right now and his heart is beating extremely fast over a simple and quick hug. didn’t go very well as mingi stood there with his cheeks painted a crimson colour and heat rushes throughout his body. a damn hug. you simply warped your arms around his figure and made your way towards the bus like nothing had happened. like you hadn’t made mingi the happiest person alive.

overtime, mingi was proud to call you his close friend. even though that wasn’t what he exactly hoped for, he hoped for a little more actually. but at the end of the day, he was happy nonetheless to have you with him.

step three: first date

today’s a special day, making you want to doll yourself up more than usual. “is this too much?” you’ll never admit it out loud but being around mingi made you feel a bit timid and shy. the total opposite of how people view you, bold and charming.

you weren’t the type to care about what others thought about you. after all, fashion was how you expressed yourself and you didn’t limit yourself to one style. if you felt like adding one more hair clip to your hair, then who’s gonna stop you? on days when you’ve lost your confidence, mingi would be the first person to compliment you. and that was all it took for you to truly appreciate yourself.

“w-what? no! you look amazing, you always do.” mingi pointed out how your nail polish matches your hair clips and you felt at ease, your body loses its stiffness and you softly smile at his compliment.

mingi on the other hand, felt like he was always overdressing. maybe choose something a little more simple? tone down with the colours? those types of thoughts kept mingi from truly playing around with his wardrobe. he admitted, he was insecure. that all changed when he started to hang out with you. your confidence brushing on him made him careless about what others might think of him. he started layering jewellery and wearing that flashy jacket because he can. you had noticed your little influence on him and you loved that for him.

“you don’t look too bad yourself.” you helped mingi break from his shell and gain confidence, mingi made you feel comfortable in your own skin.

the bell chimed at your entrance. your eyes light up at the environment. the welcome scent of coffee wafts through the air and the soft melody playing in the background automatically brings joy to your face. you’ve never been to a cat cafe before, seeing this amount of cute cats casually walking around has added ten years to your life. mingi and you settled to a small table by the window with a few cats already sitting there on the shelf. the sun shined through the glass, warming up the seat and table. while you busy yourself with your new furry buddy, mingi left to order a few drinks and dessert for the both of you.

as he waited in line, he thought about how lucky he was to even be here with you right now.

“so…” mingi takes a break from drawing figures on his sketchbook and meets your face. you hummed and pulled your laptop screen lower so you can see his face. the two of you were studying together in the library, helping each other in various topics covered in today’s lessons. mingi was always grateful that your schedules line up with his. meaning all of his breaks, he can spend time with you since you were off as well. and since you were both fashion majors, it only made sense if you both helped each other out.

“i have a friend, he works at this cat cafe and i was wondering…” pause. his eyes lowered at his hands fidgeting with his pen. “if you wanted to go with me tomorrow?” he continued but couldn’t help to lower his voice almost to a whisper as he shyly asked you out. he knew how much you loved cats and thought it was a perfect idea to take you to visit the cafe one day.

your face immediately lights up at the idea of a cat cafe. “mingi are you serious? i would love to!” you send him a big toothy grin as you were so excited to be able to go with him. “it’s a date then!”

mingi swore his heart stopped beating and his nose forgot how to breathe for a second at your words.

“you’re deep in love aren’t you prince charming?” his friend from behind the counter teased. san grinned at mingi while typing in his order into the machine. it seem like wooyoung had already told san about mingi’s little secret.

he rolled his eyes, as if he doesn’t get ridiculed enough from wooyoung and yeosang in class already. “and what about it?” mingi scoffs, pulling out a couple bills and handed them to san.

luckily for him, you weren’t around to hear it. although parts of him wished you could hear what just san said because he doesn't know how long he can control his feelings anymore. but mingi wanted his confession to be a bit more romantic rather than his friend blurting it out, so he kept quiet and waited. you were currently occupied with your phone, filling up your photo gallery with pictures of them while waiting for mingi to order.

“it means you should probably do something about it.” san winked, handing mingi his receipt before heading back to prepare his drinks. mingi knew exactly what he meant about that. he knew exactly what he should do about these uncontrollable feelings. but he just couldn’t find the courage to do it anytime soon.

he sighed and glanced towards the table where you sat. he was really glad he brought up the idea of bringing you here because mingi realized how endearing your love for cats was. even from afar, the way you gently pet the cat by the window makes his heart melt. no complaints from him though. if they can make you smile non-stop, then that’s all it matters.

“order up for lover boy.” san announced playfully, snapping mingi out of his thoughts of you and bringing him back from reality. mingi rolled his eyes and blatantly ignored his friend’s word, taking the tray of food in his hand. hearing san giggle from behind him only made him more annoyed but he quickly calmed down at the sight of you playing with a cat’s paw.

“hey. i got your favourites.” he placed the tray in the middle. you thanked him as you took a bite into your strawberry shortcake and a sip from the iced americano. you felt butterflies in your stomach, you couldn’t help but to feel this way towards mingi because he never fails to remember all the little things you’ve told him.

the two of you enjoyed your drinks and desserts and talked about anything that came to your mind. mingi was an easy person to talk to. no matter what you talked about or how long you would ramble on a topic, he was listening to every single word that came out of your mouth. sometimes you would carry the whole conversation and he didn’t mind. and neither did you because something about not worrying or stressing over if you were being boring or annoying was what made you love talking to mingi. your voice was like music to him, he could listen to it all day long. he propped his chin on his hand as you continued to talk.

you jump up slightly at the furry feeling the side of your leg. you melt at the sight of a persian cat making figure eights around your legs. another kitten nearby was on its back, all sprawled out. you both were in awe at the sight of all these cute cats around the place. while you fixed your gaze on the cats, mingi had his eyes focused on you the entire time.

step four: confession

everything was going fine. until it wasn’t.

self-doubts and anxiety starts creeping in and you feel weak. you were unsure, because nothing good has ever lasted this long. you had no idea this would happen when approached mingi. but after that day, you found yourself looking forward to talking with him more. and over time, of course, you fell for him. who wouldn’t?

it felt odd. suspicious. everything was going so smoothly with you and mingi. he makes you feel excited to wake up every day and spend your breaks with him. he makes classes and college a little more bearable. you love the way he unconsciously caress your hand under the table like it’s a habit. you love the little things he does for you like sharing earbuds while waiting for your bus. mingi was an angel towards you.

it was too good to be true.

you were hidden underneath your blanket in a fetal position, curled up with your knee to your chest as you quietly sobbed in your room. you felt terrible. how you’ve been avoiding mingi recently ever since this unsettling feeling started to creep in. you tried to bury your whimpers and sniffs as you heard your door creak open and felt the bed dip.

“hey.” no response. he couldn’t see your face. the only thing he could hear was the shaky breath that you tried so hard to hide from underneath the covers. he could tell you’ve been crying for the past hour or even days considering your current state.

“leave me alone,” you snapped at him. mingi pursed his lips at your jarring words, deciding to push it away because he knew you didn’t mean any harm.

he’s noticed, he always does. today is sunday, he hasn't seen or heard from you ever since friday afternoon. even so, you disappeared right after classes ended and he couldn’t get a hold of you. you weren’t at the bus stop as you normally would, it had mingi worried to death. he started to think about his past actions or words to see if any of that had made you upset, but none came to his mind. opting to just stay by your side for now.

“i haven’t seen you in so long, is everything okay?” he asked but got no response. the lump in your throat prevents you from telling the truth, so you kept quiet. you could only shake your head from underneath the covers.

“i’m here for you, i don’t want you to go through this alone.” mingi took a deep breath. he didn’t like seeing you like this. he settled on the bed right next to your figure, you flinched at his touch when he patted your shoulders gently. he didn’t say a word, he allowed you to continue crying, letting out any pain that has been trapped in there.

and with that, you slowly pulled the covers down. revealing your glossy eyes and puffy lips from the endless hours of crying in your room.

mingi quickly took you into his embrace because he just couldn’t stand the sight of you crying. he’s been dying to hold you. he tells you that everything is okay to be okay and that it’s okay to cry. maybe silence was the best medicine for now, but he felt the urge to tell you that things were going to be okay. he lets you cry in his arms, allowing you to break down as he rubs your back. you buried your face into the warmth of his chest as he held the back of your head and rubbed your back. soft whispers from mingi calmed you down, you focused your mind on his smooth voice to escape the unsettling thoughts that welcomed itself into you.

you pushed yourself off him and took a shaky deep breath, it sounds like you were going to break and tears would storm down your cheeks again but you quickly collected yourself.

“i’m sorry.” you whispered, wiping your face with the back of your hand. you didn’t know what to do now. tell him? or make up an excuse on why you’ve been down lately? tell him that you were afraid that he would leave you? or push off the topic and hope that he’ll buy it?

you played with your hands as you sat there helpless in front of him, until mingi’s voice broke your racing thoughts. “it’s okay. take your time.” he took both your hands in his, caressing your hand with his thumb gently, like he always does. holding them like you were going to disappear any moment now, leaving him alone.

a comfortable silence falls between you and mingi as you both sit on your bed holding each other's hands. until you blurted out the words you’ve been holding back, words you’ve been thinking over and over.

“i love you.”

mingi froze at your sudden confession. releasing his grip on your hands and his eyes widened. he felt like his heart was about to explode. the fluttering in his stomach, feeling hesitant of what to say back because he was definitely not expecting this so suddenly.

“i…” he began, unsure of how to properly explain the complexity of his feelings, “i love you too, ever since i laid my eyes on you.” chuckling at himself at how cheesy he sounded. unashamed of how stupidity in love he sounds right now, because letting you know how important you are to him was his goal.

giggling at how adorable he looks when he proposed his feelings, loving how he can make you smile despite you being a mess just a couple of minutes ago. loving how being here with you, makes you forget all about those negative thoughts. you took his hands into yours once again. a wave of relief washes you over because now. you didn’t have to worry about anything anymore, not when he’s by your side.

“it’s just…” you drop your head down at his hands as you play with his fingers, “nothing this good as happened to me and i just…” you trail off, feeling the tears in the corner of your eyes coming back. just afraid of you leaving me, was what you wanted to say but couldn’t. mingi notices and instantly intertwines his hands with yours.

“hey, it’s okay. i’m going anywhere, okay?” he reassures you, like he was reading your thoughts. lifting up his hand intertwined with yours to your eye level as his little proof. his action didn’t fail to make you smile.

“thank you, mingi. for being with me.”

“like i said, i’m always here for you. now c’mere.” opening his arms wide with a huge grin plastered on his face as an invitation for you to melt in his arm. you hurled in his arms.. finding solace in the crook of his neck, feeling his warmth and taking in his scent.

the room was filled with little sniffles from you, sounding like a toddler who’s favourite toy went missing. “sorry for getting my snot on your shirt.” you shyly chuckled for ruining the slightly romantic atmosphere.

“it’s okay, only because i love you.” if hugs healed, mingi would hold you forever.

step five: being a couple

“close your eyes for me?”

“don’t tell me what to do.”

“you—” mingi sighed. “just do it, please.”

“okay, only because you said the magic word.” you quipped with a smirk.

mingi scoffed. when you shut your eyes, he leads you in front of the mirror. he pulled out the handmade necklace he’s been working on the past couple of days. his hands, unlike the rest of his body, were cold. he carefully brushed your hair out of the way then carefully clipped the two ends of the necklace together. turning them to the front and letting them sit on your collarbones.

it was a simple gold chain with a charm, representing you. he was aiming for a piece you would be able to wear casually, fitting with everyday outfits as well as complementing your other jewelry pieces since he knew you liked to layer them.

with anticipation, you asked if you can open your eyes, mingi hum a tune in response. “i got you a little something, i hope you like it.” slowly opening your eyes to reveal mingi’s gift. heat crawling up your face when your eyes laid on the beautiful piece of gold jewelry resting around your neck. there laid a charm, a key.

“baby…” you gazed at your new favourite jewellery while trying to hold back tears. getting on your tippy-toes, reaching for his cheeks to give him a quick “thank you” kiss.

mingi flashed you a huge satisfied grin, “ta-da! we’re matching!” he pulled his own necklace that was hidden under his shirt with the brightest smile on his face, the type of smile that turned his eyes into crescents. instead of a key, his was a lock. you were in awe at the connection and how thoughtful it was.

“thank you mingi, i love it so much.” you wasted no time wrapping your arms around his neck and a quick peck on his cheeks that made his heart burst into a million pieces.

in a short amount of time, you two managed to brighten each other’s day effortlessly. mingi has never been so wrong about his little crush on you lasting three days. even though it was silly, he thanked himself every day for choosing to wear that shirt. who knew something he put so little thought into could turn to be the best thing that’s happened to him? he was so proud to be in love with such an incredible person. a love he would cherish for life.

“thank you for loving me.”

happy birthday to the best boy, song mingi <3

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a-monsters-love · 4 years

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Hi!! I know this is super dramatic but I was wondering if you’d be willing to write some ✨angst✨ Maybe Todoroki, Hawks, Bakugo Midoriya (take your pick if that’s too many) reacting to their s/o taking a particularly bad hit for them? Enough to knock them out of a fight. If you needed an idea for a quirk, maybe a short burst teleportation quirk? Just an idea! Thanks for taking the time to read this! 🖤

Oh man, I love drama but let’s see if I know how to write angst, and I LOVE THAT QUIRK IDEA. I had a similar idea for a fic that’s been pinned until I get ✨inspiration✨ aND HERE WE ARE. Also thank you so much for the request and for being so polite 💛

The idea I had was inspired by Vanellope von Schweetz from Wreck-It-Ralph, like a glitch quirk. I’m gonna make the 1-A boys pro hero’s for this because it’s so much more work to do it while they’re still in school, I’m cutting Izuku cause I can’t see anything but crying or our feral child in the latest update and oh man it hurts too much.

These are a fraction shorter than I would’ve liked them to be however i wrote them on my phone so they looked longer lmao

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[Master List]

Todoroki Shoto:

Hours. It’s been hours since this fight had begun, or so it felt like. You were panting heavily, Shoto watched you stand your ground firmly. You took a deep meditative breath, you smiled softly at him and glitched. You appeared on a window ledge behind the steel villain and went in to distract him while Shoto went to work. He looked around and noticed you were cornering the villain where less civilians were around. The villain turned as if to attack you but made a quick action to attack Shoto off guard, you glitched towards your husband to stop the steel needles from impacting him. “(Y/N)!” He screamed, your hand was so close but the world went black.

Shoto watched as several thick steel needles pierced through your body, you smiled softly at him and you eyes closed before you hit the ground. Tears sizzled before they could run down his cheeks, he saw red and froze the villain quickly. He didn’t care about the repercussions, he didn’t care what would happen, all he wanted was for you to be alive at the end of the day.

He sat there with you in his arms as blood pooled around the two of you staining your respective uniforms. A medic removed you from his arms and he followed silently. He didn’t say anything in the ambulance, he didn’t say anything while you were in surgery, he didn’t say anything as you were transferred to a hospital room.

Days that passed turned into weeks before you opened your eyes, when you did you see his bi-colored hair as he slept snuggled into your arm leaned onto your hospital bed. You smiled softly and pet his hair with you opposing hand, a deep breath leaves you. Shoto stirs and rubs his eyes as he sits up, his left side lights aflame as his emotions run wild. “Hey.” You said, your voice was scratchy and muffled from the oxygen mask.

“Hey.” His voice shook as sat up, he clutched your hand in his and squeezed it lightly. “(Y/N)- I- you can’t…” His words hitched in his throat.

You sighed and smiled softly again, “I’m sorry, Sho.” Tears left your eyes, you couldn’t imagine how he must feel. “My body just-“ Moved on its own, you chuckled softly at the thought.

He chuckled getting the point of what you were going to say, he kissed your forehead softly. “Try not to do that again…” He nearly whispered the words, you could felt him shaking. You couldn’t promise you wouldn’t do it again, but you could promise to try.

Takami Keigo (Hawks):

You didn’t know how he could flirt while fighting, at first sure it was cute and sure you love him but, “Hawks! Is this really the time?” You tried not to hiss at him blushing in embarrassment and frustration.

He gave his award winning smile, “Of course, Angel! How else am I supposed to keep up morale?” You snorted at his comment and rolled your eyes.

“Focus, Birdy.” You jumped out of the way before colliding with cement being thrown at you. You glitched towards the villain before he could touch the ground again, as soon as you reformed in front of him your stomach felt hot. You coughed up blood and looked down. You materialized into the villains knife, looking back at your boyfriend a tear streamed down your cheek. “Focus…” Your voice was almost a whisper as your body fell towards the earth.

“DOVE!” His cry was almost a screech. Keigo’s eyes narrowed as he sent the last of his feathers towards you to soften your landing. “THAT’S ENOUGH.” He charged towards the villain but your words echoed in his mind ‘focus’. Hawks retrieved his longest feathers that now dripped with your blood, he saw red but kept hearing your words. He made quick work incapacitating the villain before rushing to find you. You’d already been taken into an ambulance and ushered off to the emergency room.

Keigo paced enough to wear a trench into the ground while you were in surgery. He let out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding as the surgery sign turned off. He was told to rest by a nurse but refused until he saw you.

You slept for a few days before waking up, when you did he was staring at you wide eyed. He was surprised to see you awake but gods was he relieved. He wore what one might consider pajamas, his sweatpants were pulled up to his knees, his shirt and sweater were disheveled. He had dark heavy bags under his eyes the indicated he wasn’t handling you being out very well. “Angel..” He spoke softly.

You smiled and winced painfully as you adjusted, Keigo stood quickly to help you adjust the lift in the bed. “Hey Birdy..” You coughed out, “You look like hell.”

He rubbed his face and snorted, “Dove. Is this really the time?” He was grateful you could make jokes even while on deaths doorsteps.

You smirked, “How else am I supposed to keep up the morale?” You teased, quoting his comment the day of the fight. You both chuckled softly before silent set in. “I’m sorry Kei, I should’ve been paying more attention.” Your hand grazed over your newest scar.

Keigo goes to say something with a smile but it quickly drops, he looks at his hands as they shake. “I… I don’t know what I would’ve done with out you…” He glances up at you with misty eyes. “Don’t scare me like that, (Y/N)…”

Guilt sets in your stomach as tears well in your own eyes, “I didn’t mean to-“ You reached out your arms and he climbed into the hospital bed beside you. You pet his hair until he fell asleep, you both knew this was part of being a hero but this was the last thing you wanted.

Bakugo Katsuki:

Just once, just once you’d like to have a normal date with your boyfriend. Sure, you’re both hero’s and sure, it’s not like villains had a schedule you could follow and plan around. Fuck, just once you’d love if King Murder Explosion himself would just let other hero’s handle things themselves.

You glitched around the street collecting and moving civilians, “Ground Zero, the western street is clear!” You shout up to him.

A smirk grows on his lips as he follows your lead, blasting the villain to the street you cleared. You start clearing the surrounding streets as you knew how your boyfriend was, blasty boi couldn’t avoid making a bigger mess than needed. “COME ON! SCARED?” He chided with the villain, edging him on.

The oversized criminal threw an empty car towards Katsuki who blasted it to the ground. Things being thrown and blasted back and fourth continued for a moment when you heard a cry for help. A child, you thought. You look back at the two fighting and glitched towards the sound, you teleported between rubble slowly finding your way to them. “Hey… it’s gonna be alright.” You said in a hushed toned as you found their little hand, glitching them into your arms. “Hey- Hi kiddo, I’m here now.” You pet their hair as the sobbed silently, trekking back to safety.

You could only glitch one person at a time safely, the last thing you needed was to glitch a possibly injured child into having a seizure. “(Y/N)!” You heard Katsuki shout, “LOOK OUT!!” He howled, you looked back too slow and glitched the child to safety.

By the time your quirk confirmed they had materialized safely you were struck in the head with a large chunk on concrete. Everything was dizzying and then black, “Suki..” You mumbled as you hit the ground.

The next explosion was loud, aggressive. Katsuki hadn’t seen that much rage since high school. After everything that happened and then meeting you, you the woman he wanted to marry, gods he saw red. He debilitated the villain in a series of large blasts, bellowing for medics who arrived at the scene. He screamed at them to hurry up and help you, screamed until he was sure it was burned in their brains before fizzling.

The world had never seemed so silent, everything ached. Everything was dull and lifeless as he waited for you to wake up. They claimed you’d be fine, Recovery Girl had come to see you. Now was just a waiting game, Katauki’s patience was thin but he’d wait for you for the rest of his life.

You woke that evening to quiet bickering, you can hear Katsuki on the phone. You assumed it was Kirishima, you smirked thinking about how much your boyfriend has calmed down in the passed years. “No, I couldn’t ask her! You really think I had the time? We’re in the fuCKING HOSPITAL!” He hissed.

You hummed, “..Suki?” You ask, he disconnects the line as soon as he heard your voice and walks over to your bed.

“Why didn’t you teleport to safety?” He jeered.

You sigh and look at the ceiling, “I had a child with me, I couldn’t.” You rubbed your eyes and looked at him. His gaze softened and he sat down.

He sighed and pressed his face into both of his palms, “Today was supposed to be fucking special, I always fuck this shit up.” You hummed in curiosity, a blush crept up his ears.

“Everyday is special with you, Suki. Stop being so hard on yourself.” You chuckle softly.

He looks up and rests his chin on one of his hands, the other reaches into his jacket pocket. He pulled out a small velvety box, “That’s not what I meant...” He huffed and handed you the box.

You sat up awkwardly and took the box, opening it to see a ring set. It was simple but it fit the two of you, tears bubbles up in your eyes. “Katsuki-“ Your voice hitched in your throat and he slouched back in his seat while ruffling his hair. “Of course, oh my god-“ The two of you chuckled and you reached out for him to come closer, you pressed your lips to his for a chaste kiss. “So, who’s idea was it to make you do all the extra frivolousness?” You snort at him and he shot up.

He growled slightly ruffling his hair aggressively, “I KNEW YOU DIDN’T NEED ALL THAT SHIT.” You burst into laughter and groaned at the ache in your head, maybe you could get a day from him to go on a date.

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apple-ships · 3 years

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3,4,6,8, and 11? :3c

HEHE THANKS FOR ALL THE NUMBERS ILY :D

I'd add pictures to these but I'm too ashamed of some of these answers to have their faces right there on my blog hohoho so these posts get to be uggy and text heavy~

3. Who has stuck around the longest?

WELL FUNNY YOU ASK THAT NOWWWW because now that I'm watching Naruto again I think that makes Gaara the one that I've had for the longest that's still stuck around to this day ! GOD he was like.... one of my first strong f/os, and probably my first f/o from anime?? I was obsessed with him lmaO if someone asks I'll talk about the dream story with him it's kinda funny-

4. Who’s the persistent little crush that just WON’T go away no matter how much you want them to?

lkajkljsdkjlfs well considering my tag for him is "The Stubborn Crush That Just Won't Go Away" I'm OBLIGATED to say Kurapika. I like..... I don't even feel super strongly about him anymore ajsdKLJSF but whenever I see him on screen i'm like awawawawawawa

6. Who is from the /source material/ you’re most ashamed of?

I answered this in the last ask but juuuuust for you I'll pick another one~ ❤ I don't have a lot of shame for a lot of things, but I might maybe have a little bit of a weird messed up crush on Strade from a game that I'm NOT gonna say the name of and I'm gonna encourage people to not look up eheheh explore at your own risk;;; I played it because I was in a server that was like "ANY talk of this game is banned from this server because its content is horrible and disgusting" and I was, of course, immediately like "OHOHO WHATS THIS" and downloaded it. ANDDDD I ended up liking it a BIT more than I wanted to OOPSIES

8. Who are you crushing on just because they’re pretty?

Oh I have MANY but Illumi from Hunter x Hunter for SURE, literally the only reason he's on my list is because he's pretty;; I can barely even come up with a dating scenario for him because he's such an emotionless asshole sdlksdjkldjlsjkl

I'd also say Deidara but he's not JUST pretty hehe he's ALSO a very lovable shithead ❤ There's a lottt of people I could throw in this list that are just crushes, but I'm keeping it to f/os unless someone asks this question again because I'll crush on ANY pretty anime boy i s2g-

11. If you put all your fictional crushes in a battle royale together, who would win?

OK I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS BEFORE-

All the humans without powers are out immediately, which leaves my HxH f/os, my Naruto f/os, my robot f/os and Alastor, who's his own category (Sorry Pearl you're out too, she'd last longer than the humans but crushing a rock isn't that hard either 😭). Gaara would beat out Kite and Kurapika so they're out too, he'd also be able to crush the robots SORRY GUYSSSS;; Illumi mostly fights using other people and in the case of a battle royale with all my f/os there's only like .... 12 bodies he could manipulate, so he's out too. Gaara and Deidara fought in canon and Deidara won, but that's mostly because he had the upper hand in that situation and I THINK in a more even battle Gaara would win, so there's that. SO it comes down to Gaara and Alastor, and that COMPLETELY depends on whether Alastor's powers work outside of Hell. Which I'm not sure of 👀 So it's either Gaara or Alastor cast ya votes!

#ask game responses #long post #o god i have to tag so many people #sand raccoon #the stubborn crush that just won't go away #pins and needles #tall raccoon #smile my deer #i asked my roommate's opinion on the battle royale lmaOOO #hard to figure out if naruto people would be stronger than hxh people #but sand coffin is just so op like ???#who can beat sand coffin #nobody thats who #certainly not me #i'd get immediately crushed and ya know what?#i wouldn't mind all that much #love is an explosion

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surveys-at-your-service · 3 years

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Survey #295

i’m not listening to music so am blanking on lyrics to put here lol

Who’s your favorite rapper? And your favorite song by this rapper? Eminem. "Cinderella Man" is probably my favorite, or "Space Bound." How about your favorite band? And your favorite song by this band? Ozzy Osbourne, if I had to pick solely one. God, picking a favorite song, though... idk, maybe "Trap Door," but it's almost impossible for me to decide. Have you ever had the cops called on you? For what? No. Would you rather be home alone, or have people with you? Why? I'd rather have people home, but alone in my room. I just feel less lonely. Have you ever dropped a class in school? Which class, and why did it suck? I dropped some class in college that I can't remember the name of... I completely misjudged what it would be like. I had absolutely zero interest. I feel like I've dropped another, too? Have you ever taken someone back, who ended up just hurting you again? No. Do you have a little sister? What’s her name? Nicole. What was the last thing you printed? Is there even ink in your printer? Something for school, I'm sure. Do you remember the first time you ever drove a car? Who were you with? Yeah, my driving instructor in HS. Have you ever been in handcuffs? Why, exactly? Yeah, to be transported from the ER to psych hospitals, as well as handcuffs among other restraints when going to court to explain why I was eligible for an earlier discharge from the hospital. That's one of the scariest experiences of my life, feeling like a bound lunatic. Have you ever had to be put to sleep at a hospital? Why? Yeah, for two surgeries. Do you actually have a calendar on your wall? What are the pictures of? I have two old meerkat ones that are just for decoration. Have you ever been on a cruise? How many? Where did they go? No. Do you have a favorite author? No. Does your significant other boss you around a lot? I don't have one, but I wouldn't tolerate that shit. Do you know anyone who has overdosed? Me, but I obviously lived. I think I've loosely or distantly known people who weren't so lucky. Are you a fan of PDA (public displays of affection)? As long as it's not too intense, I think it's sweet. It's beautiful to see love expressed. When was the last time you went bowling? A few years ago for Girt and my first date. Do you personally know anyone who is transgender? I do. Have you ever written anything longer than 10 pages? Yes, for school essays. I think my longest was about toxic masculinity. I'm actually really proud of it; I think my instructor used it as an example for her next semester's students, given that I was notified of an influx of views on it. Do you have any names picked out for your future children? What are they? Hypothetically speaking, if I had a daughter, Alessandra is her name, period, lol. I would like to name my never-happening son Damien, but I'd be more open to suggestions from my partner. Have you ever been given a lapdance by an actual stripper? Oh yikes, no thank you. Do you have/want any piercings? I have a good number and seriously want more. What side of the bed do you sleep on? More towards the left. Who is the last person you told a secret to? Nicole, about Misty coming down here for a visit. Have you ever been on an island? Yes, just off the NC coast during a 4th grade school vacation. It was amazing and even had wild horses. What's your favorite job you've ever had? I guess GameStop was the best, since I was actually interested in what I worked with. Do you have any vacations planned? No. Do you enjoy getting manicures/pedicures? How often do you get them? I mean it's nice I guess, but it's not something I'd spend money on. Have you yelled at anyone today, and why? No. Do you own anything with your state or providence's name on it? No. Do you like the Paranormal Activity movies? Yeah. Paranormal is my favorite subgenre of horror. What's your favorite way to eat peanut butter? On waffles, haha. Do you like bows? Yeah, they're cute. Have you ever made a 'haul' YouTube video? No. Has a boyfriend ever made you breakfast? Yeah, that was quite ordinary with Jason since his original intention was to be a chef. What do you gather your change in? My wallet. Do you like to play Angry Birds? I never have. The movie was cute, tho. Do you like Cheez-Its? Oh GOD. I looooove Cheez-Its and they need to be kept away from me to avoid bingeing on them. Have you ever been pulled aside for a random bag search at an airport? I don't think so, no. What’s your favorite flavor of Jell-O? Watermelon, I think? Or strawberry? Do you have any games on your computer? Which ones? On my personal laptop, I have World of Warcraft, Alien: Isolation, Resident Evil 6, and both Amnesia games. I think that's it. What's a musical instrument you think sounds really beautiful? Violins. Do you have a favorite type of pasta? (like a shape of noodles, not dish) I'm not particular about this, really. What's the coolest natural event you've ever witnessed? Maybe the blood moon. Are there any waterfalls near where you live? No, just dams. Do you personally know anyone who is an author? I know people who have had smaller works published, but calling them an "author" feels odd since it's not their actual career or anything. Is that rude? Do you own a polaroid camera? No, but that'd be cool. Do you think you’ll ever end up in rehab? No. Who’s your favorite Kardashian sister? I don't have an opinion. Is there someone you absolutely cannot stand but have to tolerate? My sister's husband. "Absolutely cannot stand" might be a bit strong, but... Do you want to go to pregnancy classes? If I was to ever be pregnant, no. My mom would be able to answer all things related to this, haha. Do you ever cringe at the thought of living in a disgusting house? Yes. What color are your bathroom towels? We have a variety. How often do you let cleavage show? I'm not very revealing, but I'm also not self-conscious of allowing some. Does vintage stuff appeal to you? Yes! Where do you want to go? I'd love to visit Sara again, but not so long as Covid hangs around. Have you ever had feelings for two people at the same time? Something like that with Jason and Juan before I chose Jason. I don't even really know if I like-liked Juan versus just being flattered by him. Would you ever throw out or give away something an ex gave you? I mean, what's the item in question? And are we on good terms (not that that would always matter)? What's the biggest annoyance in your life right now? Right now, Covid. I know, surprising I didn't say "not having a job," but so long Covid is an issue, I don't think I would be comfortable having one. I can't bring that shit home to my weak mother. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Mom. What do you want right this second? To actually be skinny again. It's hard to believe in my teens I thought I wasn't. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? I'm actually quite the opposite... It's sad, I know I'd have less trouble losing weight if I could just stop drinking it regularly. Have you ever been afraid to get up and go to the bathroom? ... No...? Have you ever paid for any kind of online membership? I don't believe so, no. Who’d you last see in a tux? Hm. Probably when I shot a wedding. Out of everyone you know, who has the most heart? Uhhhh I dunno. Who’s the bravest person you know? Probably my mom. Who would you want to have your back if things got tough? Again, my mother. Have you ever dated someone who was really sporty? Nah. Are you any good at writing? I think so. What’s your favorite form of writing? I don't know if it counts as a "form" as much as it is a subject, but RP. Writing with characters you yourself have created and actually engaging with other's inventions is very fun. Have you ever done something terrible, but took forever to feel bad? Yes, over things I'd said to Jason following the breakup. It literally took years because I was so convinced it was all justified. What did you dream about last night? I don't remember. Sure feels great though that my nightmares are chilling out. What profession do you admire the most? That's tough, but probably those that put their lives on the line for others, like firefighters. I also have massive respect for people like doctors, given all the time and work they put into their education to become one and help others. Have you ever made a fake profile, for any reason? No. Have you ever questioned your sexuality? Well, seeing as I was an initial homophobe that eventually realized I was bisexualllll... Do you have a garden at your house? No. Do you like making puppet figures with your shadow? When I was a kid, sure. Have you ever played strip poker or would you ever? No, but I won't say absolutely never if I was just with my s/o. It's not something I'm actually interested in doing, though. Would you date someone who didn’t want to have sex until they were married? Yep. Would you date someone who went to church on a regular basis? To be totally honest, I don't know if me and a person that actively religious would work out, but I'd try it, ig. What is your favorite curse word? I say "fuck" way too much lmao. It's an intense word and I'm a passionate person, lol. What movie do you know just about every line from? None. Do you prefer cupcakes or muffins? Cupcakes. What are the three “nevers” of your life? To name just a few that I'm absolutely certain about, I'd never do hard drugs, commit murder (unless in self-defense, but is that even "murder?"), or abuse somebody. Last board game you played? I think it was "Sorry!" when I was babysitting Ryder. Last card game you played? Christ, Uno. My niece went through a phase of like obsessively playing it with me because I would let her win. Last thing you got for free? Christmas gifts. How long have you been tattooed? If you’re not, do you want to get tattooed? I got my first tat the day I turned 18. Last baby shower? My sister's last year. Last wedding? A repeat photography client's. Her family is lovely. Last funeral? I don't think I've been to a funeral (not wake) since I was maybe a preteen and my childhood babysitter died... It's sad that I didn't go to my grandmother's, but I didn't really have that choice. What is your band’s name? Or fantasy band ;)? Haha, my Rock Band one was "Bullets and Butterflies." How many different strip clubs have you been to? None. Do you have any nieces/nephews? Technically a lot, but only three are regular parts of my life. How many cars have you ever owned? Me personally, none. Can you do math in your head well? ABSOLUTELY not. Who is your favorite Star Wars character? I only care about the Ewoks ok. I'm not a fan of the franchise. Have you ever been to a bachelor/bachelorette party? No. Have you ever bailed anyone out of jail? No. Have you ever given someone a fake phone number? No. Do you have any bumper stickers on your car? N/A Have you ever gone golfing? Only mini-golfing as a kid. Well, and on an anniversary date with Jason. Actual golfing doesn't interest me. If you became famous for something, what would it be? To be entirely realistic versus idealistic, probably something I wrote. How many friends do you have that are married? A whole lot. Do you still have your wisdom teeth? Yes. When you were a kid, were you ever afraid of cooties? No, it was just a playful joke. Do you ever go Christmas caroling in December? No. Do you like mango? Mango flavored stuff, oh yes. I don't like actual mangos; they're too mushy. What was the last thing you got falsely accused of? I don't know. Have you ever been kicked out of a store? No. What does caffeine do to you? Nothing, really. I think I'm too accustomed to it being in my system. Would other people describe you as creative? Very. Would you rather paint or carve a pumpkin? Hm, maybe paint. Names of best friends you've had: Brianna, Kimberly, Jenna, Megan, Mini, Sara... I don't remember them all. Were you one of the smartest in your class? Through most of my school experience, yes. Will you let your kids have a YouTube channel, do you think? If I wanted kids, it would depend on their age and what they were making. Have you ever owned a designer purse? No. Do you like the taste of Tums? Taste, yes. Chalky texture, fuck no. I like the chewy ones, though. Are you currently learning a new language? No. What culture are you most interested in learning about? Maybe Indian? Do you own anything skull print? Oh, loads of stuff. Who are the three people you consider yourself closest to? Mom, Sara, and uh... Dad. Do you like crackers with your soup? Soggy crackers are gross. I don't really like soup, anyway. Which ex of yours means the most to you? Sara. What is something that never fails to make you feel accomplished? Cleaning. Do wooded areas freak you out in the evening or night? No, I love 'em. Have you ever ridden on the back of a motorcycle? No, I'm not comfortable with the idea of riding one. Do you iron any of your clothes? No. Do you think long, straight hair is pretty? Yes, if it's healthy. Do you have a fireplace in your home? Yes. Did you have a class pet in grade school? No. Have you ever owned an aquarium? No. Do you prefer mints or gum? I'd say gum. Popsicles or fudgesicles? Ohhh, fudgesicles. What is your favorite flavor of hot pockets? I only even moderately enjoy the ham and cheese ones. Do you like apple juice? Yeah, but there's definitely better juices.

#survey #surveys #questions #questionnaire

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imaginary-danganronpa · 6 years

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Can I request Kaito, Shuichi, Rantaro, Keebo and Kokichi seeing their S/O two years after she faked her death? (she did it for the guys' safety)

Here I come angst this is request was an interesting idea so I decided to give it a try! I haven’t written angst so let’s hope I don’t go too overboard~ I hope you like this anon. Also wow this is the longest imagine I have ever written oof- you can tell I ran out of ideas after a bit

Weird little thing I wanted to mention. Does anyone ever get moments where you suddenly just get really sad? I was sitting at my desk doing some work till suddenly I became really sad and now I’m just starring at a discord chat while people talk I’m so weird lmao

Kaito, Shuichi, Rantaro, Keebo and Kokichi seeing their S/O two years after she faked her death?

Kaito

- “hey (y/n) how you doing?” Kaito looked up to the stars with hope in his eyes. His back on the grass as the soft swaying of tree accompanied him. Naming a certain shining star after you as he gazed at it every night. Kaito as much as it hurt decided to be grateful for the times he spent with you - speaking your name with only joy as he tried to push the negativity out of his mind, he didn’t want you to be upset watching him since you would probably yell at him for being upset over the fact that you were gone - chuckling at the thought he laid there silently, it was the same spot you laid when you both watched the stars. Where you two would just happily sleep under the stars everyday not a care in the world. Oh if only he could relive those days…- Even after two years he still couldn’t forget your beautiful face, even though you denied it you were special, you were his universe. Each funny quirk and joke you made brightened his day - The twinkling stars gave him hope as a small smile laid on his face “you know one day when I go to space I’ll put a flag on the moon and dedicate my trip to you!” he was getting closer and closer to his goal - He now had a different reason to go to space, he wanted to do it for you. He already had a flag commissioned and made, he didn’t care if he wasn’t allowed he was going to do it anyways- two years ago Kaito was threatened with being killed if he continued his dream of being an astronaut. His rival that he had overcome once before many times- the person had said that if he didn’t quit he would kill anyone close to him. He couldn’t bear to get you hurt or in danger, trying to avoid his enemy as much as he could. so you decided to put it upon yourself to meet the killer yourself. But it had ended in many injuries, barely still breathing- the killer didn’t know at the time that you were still alive. Kaito came onto the scene with pure shock as he ran to your ‘dead’ body. The killer had disappeared saying that if he continued his dream that his family was next- tears pricked his eyes, that day he took you to the hospital as the people inside buzzed around. He could hear talking and some gasps - that day the nurses claimed that you ‘died’ and that you were no longer here. He viewed you once more before pressing a gentle kiss to your lips. One of the doctors handed him a note that was found in your pocket- ‘I may not be here anymore, but I’ll always be a shining star above you so when you do go up to space remember that I’m also with you ok? Never give up, I love you so much Luminary of the stars Kaito momota! – from (y/n)’- Those words were sewed into his jacket with white thread, a message that he would see every day as a reminder to never give up- strangely enough, you didn’t really have a proper funeral, your friends didn’t talk about you much and whenever he brought up your death they would become silent- he didn’t think much as he made his own. A small one in his backyard next to where you two would always lay, but he didn’t want you to just have a grey stone so he painted and decorated it flowers that he knew you liked- a nice reminder to him that you were always beside him and above him, he would never trade your love for anything so he made it his mission that he had to go to space for you and that he would do it as many times as he could - Chuckling at the memories you shared he reached his hand to your star, the star that shined brighter than any other. His hand opens as if he was holding the star in his palm - “I miss you a lot (y/n) but I promise one day I’ll join you in that beautiful sky” nothing answered as only the soft sway of the wind soothed him. Closing his eyes his arm was still extended to the sky as he thought about some things until a voice interrupted his thoughts - “you don’t have to reach so far anymore, your bright star is right here!” his eyes zapped open as your hand was intertwined with his as you sat beside him, a smile on your face as tears glassed your eyes- his mouth was open as if trying to say something but he shut it sitting up and bringing you into his lap to get a better look at you- You were real and you were there right in front of him his hand cupped your cheek as you laughed lightly “A-are you really my shining star?” you smiled slightly at his disbelief before you kissed him gently your arms around his neck while his around your waist as you shared a meaningful kiss - Parting for air you kept your arms around his neck “your star’s right here.” Your smile never leaving your face. You guys stayed in a comfortable silence before he slowly asked why you left. He was glad you were back but still, his curiosity was going through the roof as the situation started sinking in- The criminal who threatened him was just arrested the day before, to keep things safe you decided to come back only when you knew for sure he was out of danger, he felt touched about the amount of effort you put to keep him safe as he attacked you with kisses - You two spent the week just in each other’s arms as you two talked about what had happened, sometimes Kaito would forget that you were back as so you surprised him with hugs from time to time- It took a while to accept you were back but you were glad that he was ok and safe. He loves you from the universe and back ok? So don’t ever think you’re not special because you are so special!

Shuichi

- why?’ that’s all he thought. Every time he visited your grave a bitter feeling would bubble in his chest. You were his all, his everything, you were the one who shaped him into the person he is today

- ‘why did it have to be you?’ he questions himself almost every day. Each day he sees you and only you. His mentality shaken as he no longer says a word to his co-workers, his friends, barely seeing the once happy smile on his face

- his gaze was stone cold, only soft to those in need and the people he was close to. His cap practically glued to his head at this point. He never dated anyone else, how could he? No one could ever make him feel the same way, only you could

- the stone walls built around his heart only grew stronger and stronger. He could never blame you for leaving him, he constantly put the blame on himself as his cheeks were stained with past tears

- he would have joined you by now but he knew you wouldn’t want that, there were still people who needed him. He truly was a mess, his skin paler than ever before. His eyes dull no hope left in them. His eyes blanketed with darkness as his cap hid his face

- Shuichi before when you were here had been working hard on a case, he was desperate to find the criminal as he finally figured out all the clues. His face brightened up as he was about to rush out the door until you stopped him halfway

- “I’ll come with you,” it took a lot of convincing till he finally accepted the fact that you weren’t letting him go alone. This is by far one of the most extreme criminal that he had to deal with

- The police had already given up on the case ages ago passing it to Shuichi thinking that he was the only one who could figure out this mystery. Upon arriving at the enemies base you two went through a lot of traps till there was one left. The killer stood at the end of the hallway of the abandoned apartment building

- A dark look on his face as you looked around the room, little plants scattered the area as moss grew on the walls till you realized…plants don’t have glowing lights in them. Reacting quickly, the criminal had already pushed a button as you pushed Shuichi out the nearest window

- He couldn’t even process what just happened as he saw the building explode into flames, if he could he would run in to save you but as he hit the ground his vision had blacked out completely. He was knocked unconscious

- He was saved as his s/o was praised by many others as the townspeople celebrated their safety. Shuichi had a scowl on his face however he hid it well as he felt a strong sense of hatred for the people who celebrated happily. A funeral was done for you as he dressed in a black attire starring at your cold grave

- “it’s been two years (y/n), how are you? I miss you more and more throughout my days but I hope you’re doing ok where ever you are, please…if you can hear me please know that I’ll always have you in my heart, I love you so m-much,” he choked on his words as his vision blurred. It wasn’t till two arms wrapped around his shaken body “I love you so much, darling,”

- that voice…now he was sure he was going insane as he cried harder, the embrace he was in only grew tighter as he looked down to see the promise ring he had given you on your finger. Never had he ever had a hallucination of seeing you because as much as he loved you he accepted the fact that you weren’t here anymore

- it was almost in slow motion as he turned around…it…it was you

- “(y-y/N)!” His heart thudded in his chest as he screamed out your name as you held him, rocking him back and forth as you gently cupped his face with your hand “it’s me Shuichi it’s really me…I’ve been in a coma for a year and forgotten a lot of things due to it but I’m here and that’s what’s important love,”

- hearing you speak his name, hearing your angelic voice, he was in heaven. The constant longing to see you again was over as he hugged you closely, his sobs hidden in your shoulder as you held him. It didn’t matter how long you two sat there, nothing mattered to him but you right now

- you told your friends and family of the situation. But from that point on you set on helping Shuichi with his health. There were days when he would ask if he was dreaming, but the sensation of your lips on his own reassured him. Your love finally warmed up his frozen walls that surrounded his heart

Rantaro

- “hey brother you alright?” he nodded a small smile laid on his face as he set the breakfast on the dining table. None of his littlest sisters knew what that smile meant, however, those that were a year or so younger understood that he wore a smile or hurt and pain

- he had told his family and his sister about your death, however, not telling them the situation that happened beforehand as he couldn’t bring himself to say it out loud as the guilt took over him. He would spend fewer times out travelling instead of stay at home mostly in his room

- he will never forget what had happened that day, gentle sighs left his lips as he went to his room. Bringing out a small scrapbook, his hand brushed over the cover as he flipped the pages

- memories and photos that’s all he had as he flipped through the book, photos of you and him, hand in hand as you shared photos from all around the world. Each holding a special place in his heart

- Your family had gotten into a sticky situation with another company. Rantaro being rich desperately wanted to help you. He didn’t want anyone in your family getting hurt but you didn’t want him to get hurt either

- You had texted him saying that you were going to sort somethings out with the company and that you would be fine

- but you didn’t come back, you didn’t return to him or to your family. A tear ran down his face as he brought his hand to his face “hah…am I crying?” he had cried so much when you were gone. Endless days of just pure sadness but he had gone numb to the feeling accepting the fact that you were gone. A coldness lingering around his room as the light from his eyes dulled

- but even so he still had hope that maybe you were alive, he couldn’t wholeheartedly accept the fact that you were dead with no evidence. At least that’s what his fellow detective friend said to him. No matter who he went to they all came back with the same response, you were completely gone from this world

- “where you going brother?” the youngest sister asked as she watched her older brother reach for the front door. It was silent for a seconds before he turned around with an unreadable smile “just somewhere…I’ll be back soon.

- Leaving without another word he made his way up the road, he hummed a soft tune to himself as he walked on the concrete path. Upon walking a lady called out to him, the source of noise came from a small pop up short on the side of the road

- “yes miss?” smiling she passed him a fresh bouquet of white roses “I happened to have some flowers that nobody has bought, I hate to put these beauties in the trash so would you like to have them, dearest?”

- holding the flowers in his hand he gazed at each delicate peddle as he gave the lady a genuine smile “thank you very much, how much would you like for these?” he asked politely before she laughing lightly

- “dearest seeing your face brighten with a smile is already enough for me,” he was shocked before nodding his smile growing a bit as he said his goodbye to the kind woman before making his way to his original destination

- upon arriving he placed the small flowers on the ground, the light making it glow as he sat down getting comfortable. “happy anniversary dear, my sisters all miss you dearly but I hope you’re doing alright! Sometimes I think I can hear you or see you but I know it’s just my mind playing tricks…One day I’ll see you again alright so please wait for me.”

- Closing his eyes, he reminiscence on all the times you two travelled the world, not a second of it was dull as you explored each new place with passion and interest as he joined you. When he said he loved you he truly meant it

- He was having pleasant thoughts till he felt two arms wrap around his neck loosely if he wasn’t calm he would have let out a yell but only jumped a bit at the sudden contact

- “I’ll always wait for you no matter what but I couldn’t help myself to hide any longer.”

- That voice…his mind tried to function every possibility that it wasn’t you. But he couldn’t…there’s no way you were alive right?

- But the hands in front of him said otherwise as the bracelet he had gifted you were on your hand. A customized bracelet that no one else could have. Turning his head, he’s met with your beautiful eyes looking back at you

- His hand shacked as he held your hand a light-hearted laugh bubbled from his chest “damn you know how impatient I am right?” he brought you close as he pressed his forehead to yours

- “i-I’m not dreaming right?” you laughed before placing your hand on his chest “then again if I was the pain in my heart would have woken me up by now,” you nodded as he held you close

- his calmness broke down as let you see how much of a mess he had been, tears streaming down his face as he sobbed into your shoulder. This…this was the best day of his life as today he really got what he thought was his sense of life back

- He didn’t really want an explanation as he knew you had your reasons but would eventually ask when he was more stable. Arriving home with you in his arms his sisters all ran to you hugging you with pure joy

- You had already told your family as you were secretly hiding in their second home, you finally had revealed yourself. It Doesn’t matter if it was two years, ten years or a thousand he will love you now and after death so please don’t forget him alright?

Kiibo

- “Kiibo how was your day today?” Professor Idabashi asked his son only to get a shrug of a shoulder from his now quiet son. A sigh left the professors lips, it hurt him to see him this way. The professor would sometimes hang out with you two often since he really enjoyed your guy’s company whenever you two visited his office.

- But now that you were gone his office had become plain. No longer did laughter and teasing echoed the hauls as only beeping of machines, typing and breathing ghosted the area

- Ever since that day two years ago Kiibo would always shut down unless he was needed so that he could play through the memories that he had saved in his memory. Memories that he would never give up no matter what. He tried googling what to do when these sorts of things happened but none of it helped nothing. He couldn’t forget you, never will he. No one he saw seemed to help either as a permanently sad expression was evident on his face every day

- The professor as smart as he was, didn’t know really how to handle these types of situations. But he was always there for his son whenever he needed support. He installed a function to cry since Kiibo wanted to be able to express himself truly since you had always encouraged him to be himself

- two years ago you two had been kidnapped, they were going to sell you to other people for money and who knows what they would do to you two. You both stayed together hand in hand the whole time till you were brought out of the dark room

- the people had said that if they were to kill you they would leave Kiibo be and you agreed. No hesitation in your voice as you stood there as brave as you could. Kiibo was unaware of this until he woke up the next day in his room the professor by his side as he slowly awoke

- how could you do that? How could you leave? Was it because you didn’t want to see him anymore? Was it because he was a robot? Was he not good enough? Is it his fault that you were gone?

- He blamed himself every day for what had happened. If only he could have been stronger if he kept you from leaving and keeping you in his arms if only he could have been a better boyfriend. If only he could stand up to the kidnappers

- He would cry usually but right now…he couldn’t. His eyes already have been stained with endless tears as his face was blank with no expression, no sadness or hatred just blank

- It hurt him so much that he just got rid of his emotions altogether. He wondered what you were doing? What time it was? If you were happy

- Because in the end your voice still clouded his troubled mind. He always replayed you voice in his mind whenever he felt lonely. It wasn’t till one day his father forced him to go out to clear his mind a bit. As much as he wanted to stay inside longer he knew you wouldn’t want to see him like this so he listened. Even after two years he always thought of what you would do or what you say

- The fresh air helped a bit as he walked around the park “I’m going to go get something really quickly, how about you rest on that bench?” kiibo nodded before sitting down quietly. But he could hear something, it was calling out to him.

- It was his thoughts yelling at him that you were there and that you were looking for him, he laughed dryly as he planned to get his dad to check for damages. Maybe he was malfunctioning and thinking of you started to break his sense of reality

- But never had his thoughts failed him, it only got louder and louder till he finally gave in as he looked around. No one was there to no surprise

- No one but the calm trees and flowers that bathed in the suns light. Walking towards one of the trees he saw a marking, a marking that he and you made one afternoon

- Your names were uncarved in the oak as his fingers gently traced each letter as if reimaging in writing it. He didn’t understand why you decided to do so but it brought a sad smile to his face. It showed him that there was physical proof of your love still out there

- “Feels nostalgic doesn’t it love?” he didn’t hesitate as his whole body jumped, turning he nearly shut down. ‘…how?’ you were there, right in front of his eyes. No tricks just you, and you only

- “I-I though humans d-didn’t come b-back?” “well, I guess I’m just your angel then,” you giggled lightly as his eyes grew wide. Instantly wrapping you in a tight embrace as you gently hugged him back your own tears joining his

- “I’m s-so happy!” he laughed as he held you, he knew you wouldn’t leave him like that, he knew you were strong, he knew you smart, he knew you were brave most importantly he knew he loved you

- kissing the top his forehead you realized he had actually shut down in your arms, probably from being so drained of energy and emotions. Gently you sat down on the ground as you leaned against the tree, his head in your lap as you ran your fingers through his white hair

- the professor was surprised when he saw you but didn’t question as he was just happy you were back; the family was complete again. Kiibo will never let you do anything dangerous like that. Kiibo barely ever left your side when he woke up constantly showering you in love

Kokichi

- “nishishi of course, I got over them ages ago ya know?” he laughed loudly as a member of D.I.C.E asked if he was ok. Stubborn as ever he hid his feelings deep within his soul, he couldn’t bear to be open with anyone not when he used to let you see his all

- he was in utter complete despair, the only hope he grasped onto was your kind words and memories you shared with him. You were always there for him no matter what had happened, no matter what prank he pulled. No matter how many silly jokes he made, you never abandoned him. He would never abandon you either

- but he couldn’t believe it, there was no way you would leave him because you promised. You never broke promises so why now? You promised to stay with him even after death so why did you break it?

- He always blamed you for leaving him, always saying that he didn’t care about you. But this only caused him to dump more salt into open wounds on his heart as he cried to sleep. He felt so lonely. Even after two years, your voice was engraved into his mind, the more desperate he got to see you

- You meant so much when no one else needed him you always stood by his side never letting him fall into despair but now you were gone. That hope he once always had in arms reach was no longer there

- He was going to no matter what going to kill the man who took you from him. A man that had gotten aggressive and went to attack his own members out of rage when they pulled harmless pranks

- You didn’t want anyone to get hurt so you went to talk to the man…talk. Yet you never came back from that talk, he waited hours and hours just sitting on the ground trying to listen but his concerns and worries screamed louder

- It wasn’t till he heard a window shattering did he know something was up, springing from his spot on the ground he pushed the doors open with a lot of force only to see…no one. Nothing put a pink line of blood dragging from the ground to the window

- He tried to do anything, he even threatened Shuichi and Kirigiri to go find you but you weren’t there you weren’t anywhere. The world felt blank nothing but people minding their own lives and worrying about time

- This blank sad world was a reality as you slipped from his grasp, he had so many plans for the future. Going as far as planning your wedding ring for you. I mean what’s the point of conquering the world without your queen/king by your side?

- Bittersweet tears, that’s what he went through every day when he was alone in his room, he had a dying hate for those around him. How could they not be upset about your death? How did they get over you so easily? Will this happen when I leave? Are things he thought about as he laid in the cold bed alone

- However, one night a knock was heard at his door, not even bothering to get up he heard the knock five minutes later before finally getting up. He dragged his legs along the floor as he walked, he really didn’t want to see anyone right now but he didn’t want this person to keep constantly ringing his doorbell

- “what do you want?” but no one stood outside, nothing but a delicate piece of paper that stood neatly on the welcome mat as he crouched down picking it up

- ‘hey Kokichi it’s one of the members from and D.I.C.E and something really important happened can you come over to the base?’

- surprised he reread it again as he zoned out the first time reading it. His friends never really sent him anything to his house personally as there was really no need to. But the person had said something important came up so he couldn’t ignore it

- running out of the house with his signature clothes he ran as fast as he could praying none of them was in danger. If someone was hurt, he would never ever forgive himself. The dark eye circles were obvious against his pale face

- His breathing became short as he tried to run faster, he hadn’t really moved actively in a while since usually he just walked and sat on benches in between. Pushing his health to the side he finally reached the building as he tried to catch his breath

- Opening the door only to see pitch blackness, was he already…Too late?

- Panic started happening as he sweats nervously only to have all the lights come on a black cloth covering something in the middle of the room

- There were decorations everywhere, food and all. He was surprised shocked even “Happy birthday Kokichi!” they all yelled in unison. Taking a few steps back to analyze everything the members started to get worried hoping he wasn’t mad at them

- Only to see a small genuine smile emerge from the shadows, it had been a while since he smiled fiddling with the curls in his hair as he looked at everything “I…haha thanks guys,” he felt a sense of comfort as he hugged each member

- “what’s this?” his tone was so soft it was as if it was a whole another person. But in reality, this was his soft side, a side that he would only show to you. Aside from that, he hid for so long. A side where there was no teasing

- the members all looked at each other before nodding “see for yourself!” Kokichi was suspicious but he didn’t really care

- taking the black cloth he didn’t even see anything as he felt a warm embrace around his cold weak body “happy birthday dear…” he was stunned. The members who were once in the room was nowhere to be soon

- that voice, that hair, this embrace, this warmth…it could only be you. Gently placing shaking hands on your shoulders he pushed you back to see yourself to confirm it. There you were your angelic smile his hand tracing over your cheekbones

- he didn’t need to say anything as he pressed his lips on yours a passionate kiss going on between you two. Your arms around his neck while his were on our waist. He brought you closer as he caressed your hair gently

- “wow…you still take my breath away,” he laughed lightly kissing your forehead gently

- he didn’t care where you had been as long as he knew you were safe that’s all that mattered. You were the best gift in the world and he was going to cherish you forever till death pries you from his arms. calling the members back in you all celebrated his birthday with joy. It truly was the best day of his life.

- A really tired Mod Shuichi

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retrauxpunk · 6 years

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i saw this bunch of asks and i’ve decided to answer all of them because fuck waiting for asks that’s why

billie jean: what do you notice more in a song - the drums or bassline?

probably the drums. this is embarrassing but i barely even know what a bassline is. don’t ask.

sweet dreams (are made of this): what’s the best dream you’ve had?

i was in the hunger games with ben whishaw. we were sort of allies. we were some of the tributes remaining toward the end of the game. we had this intense moment of eye contact in which we weren’t sure if we were going to kill/get killed by the other, and then we made out. fuck yeah.

africa: favourite 80s music video?

i agree with @cheapskate-bleeding-queer, Dancing in the Street is really something.

every breath you take: who’s the first person your mind goes to when you hear a love song?

either my boyfriend or my ex, depending on what kind of love song it is haha

should i stay or should i go: how many languages do you speak?

one fluently, one relatively proficiently, and basic spoken knowledge for another

uptown girl: what’s your favourite book trope?

there’s too many! here are a few i like: allies fighting with sword-like weapons back to back; badass battle magic; characters deciding to make out as a way to hide their real agenda (e.g. trespassing); saving each other’s lives; cyberpunk/biopunk; urban fantasy; people who save the world/have magic powers but also have normal lives of school/work

don’t stop believin’: what’s the longest journey you’ve been on?

mmm... flying from sydney to london. jesus. an entire day. but it was business class, so it was pretty cushy ... the flight from germany to sydney felt much longer because it was in economy and the shorter flight (8) was first, and the second one (16 or some shit) was second, so really i was going a bit nuts.

i wanna dance with somebody (who loves me): who was the last person you danced with?

my boyfriend, at the paramore concert

maneater: where did you spend your last friday night?

hanging out at my boyfriend’s work, playing beer pong

jessie’s girl: what would you do if you found out your best friend was seeing your ex?

be incredibly shocked/surprised and upset and bitter ... and ask them why? and also chew out my ex too. but more angry at the best friend because they know how my relationship with the ex went and it’d be a real douchey move for them to get with them haha. ...thankfully this is very very very unlikely to happen.

born in the u.s.a.: what’s your home town like?

sunny with a beautiful harbour. very expensive in terms of housing. pretty multicultural, with white, asian, and middle eastern being the dominant groups (in descending order). lots of great food.

wake me up before you go-go: how did your last date go?

saw Early Man with my boyfriend at the cinema. it was nice. uneventful but pleasant, which is how things usually go when you’ve been together for years...

girls just want to have fun: relationship with your parents?

we have really different/conflicting views about basically everything, which is what happens when we’re from different generations and grew up in different cultures... #immigrantlife but they tried their best and love me and i love them even though it has been kinda rough

beat it: opinions on the police force?

a necessary institution, i’d rather have one than not have one, but has several serious endemic issues regardless of which culture we’re talking about

never gonna give you up: how old were you when you joined the internet?

around the time this was a meme haha :p ... around 12-13, when I got into message boards and post by post roleplaying.

faith: when was your first kiss?

15 for a peck, 17 for making out

i’m so excited: where was your first kiss?

outside my house for the peck, and in Sydney’s Hyde Park for making out

take on me: could you reach the high note?

absolutely not, but i make a dumb attempt anyway

footloose: favourite musical?

The Book of Mormon!!!!!!!

9 to 5: do you like country music?

I’m not sure. Maybe?

back in black: what makes a good rock song?

a strong beat! strength of instruments! a hot voice and good lyrics. makes me want to start drumming my fingers/tapping feet/headbanging, no matter where i am. i’m too crap at music to be able to give a better answer, so have that subjective one.

material girl: are you sentimental?

absolutely. i’ll bleed my heart all over your carpet and ruin your clothes. though i don’t know if that comes across for people who don’t know me too well?

walk this way: what was the most expensive thing you bought in the last six months?

probably concert tickets for me and my boyfriend ... either that or my Doc Martens

you shook me all night long: are you seeing anyone at the moment?

yup

thriller: favourite film genre and why?

I like quite a few, but probably action/thriller. I love good action movies, I love watching well-choreographed combat and general Cool Badassitude, and the dialogue tends to be peppered with fun humour too. Really good for suspense and engagement.

i want candy: chocolate or sweets?

Chocolate

ghostbusters: how far do you believe in the paranormal?

I don’t really, but I wouldn’t push my luck either.

the power of love: does true love exist?

absolutely! all love is true love. if it’s not true, it’s not love.

hungry like the wolf: what’s your crush’s favourite music genre?

stuff like Queen

walk like an egyptian: favourite song currently in the charts?

Lemon To A Knife Fight by the Wombats

(i’ve had) the time of my life: if you could relive any ten minutes of your life, what would you relive?

listening to Pink Floyd’s Time while on acid (the first time I’d tried either the album or the drug)

just can’t get enough: what’s your guilty pleasure?

I don’t really feel guilty about my pleasures?

i’m gonna be (500 miles): how far apart do you and your best friend live?

lmao. a 24 hour flight apart. about as far away as you can get

you spin me round (like a record): favourite modern cover of an older song?

i don’t know many, but the Scissor Sisters cover of Comfortably Numb as a disco hit is really good!

we built this city: if you were president, what would your first ruling be?

oh god uh I don’t know. but some stuff I’d like to make happen are: increasing taxes on fossil fuels, more protections for queer folk, making abortion safe and easily accessible, overhauling the sex ed curriculum in schools to include a lot more focus on consent and the nuances of consent instead of focussing purely on physical sexual health, increasing funding for mental health, OH BOY I COULD GO ON AND ON

how will i know: do you believe everyone is deserving of love?

by default yes ... for people like ivan milat ... no ... so, yes, except in the extreme cases of people proven to be unrepentant and unwilling to reform after committing atrocities

nothing’s gonna stop us now: what’s been the biggest hurdle you’ve faced in your life so far?

either my own mental health RE being quite neurotic/obsessive, or a bad former partner who did some things that fucked me up. they’ve recently seemed to be truly sorry/empathetic though so that one at least will be getting better now. tbh they’re both getting better, so that’s nice!

come on eileen: have you ever written a song? if so, what was the genre?

i kinda wrote lyrics and had an idea for a melody for this ... some kind of bad sappy love song that would probably be in the pop rock category? oh god i’m so glad i have no further memory of it

living on a prayer: which was the song of your childhood?

if we’re talking pre-teenagerhood ... um ... I dunno! maybe ‘Sk8er Boi’ or Atomic Kitten’s ‘The Tide is High’ haha. as for my mid-teens ... Tokio Hotel’s ‘Der Letzte Tag’. late teens, it’d be ... maybe Taylor Swift’s ‘Holy Ground’.

sweet child o’ mine: describe your perfect first date.

meeting somewhere public, having good food and drink, excellent conversation and laughs, then going to my/their place and having more of the same, and making out and potentially Other Things wink nudge giggle wink wink nudge

don’t you (forget about me): is there anyone from your past that you regret cutting ties with?

No. HA. feels good to say that

eye of the tiger: favourite 80s movie?

i .................. don’t know if I have one

under pressure: give an example of a world event that occurred the year you were born.

Nelson Mandela was inaugurated as president of South Africa

with or without you: what would you value most: a relationship or a job?

oh my god i don’t fucking know.

another one bites the dust: where did you achieve your biggest accomplishment?

what ... even was my biggest accomplishment ... I guess either in my school’s exam hall (getting a high ATAR), or on my apartment couch (finishing NaNoWriMo)

pour some sugar on me: turn ons?

oh boy, hmm: having the exact same ideological beliefs as me; a lean but toned body; Irish/Scottish/Russian accents (among several others); neck kisses; being clever; being very skilled at something (esp something with a physical dimension e.g. drawing, playing guitar, snowboarding, etc.); the right amount of confidence/bravado but only when I’m already into them (otherwise this becomes a 10000x turn-off)

in the air tonight: do you enjoy flying?

YEAH BB

tainted love: thoughts on synthesisers/electronic drum kits/technology based music?

i have no problem with it and it can produce excellent stuff just like any older instrument

like a virgin: share a controversial opinion.

i hate avocados

karma chameleon: what do you like most about your appearance?

on good days, hair and face. otherwise, my body.

#this was fun!#these are good questions #about me #ask quiz

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defini-te · 7 years

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all of the vaguely nsfw asks?/ >:))

Thank you anon >:’D

1. Are looks important in a relationship? Yes, but not more important than personality. A decent looking guy can become attractive to me, but no amount of personality will make me attracted to someone I can’t find remotely attractive :/2. Are relationships ever worth it? With the right people I believe so3. Are you a virgin? No4. Are you in a relationship? I think so 5. Are you in love? no (not yet I suppose)6. Are you single this year? no lmao7. Can you commit to one person? yeah8. Describe your crush. a human male with arms and legs. And some beautiful eyes. 9. Describe your perfect mate. Someone I can have fun with, trust and be comfortable being myself and honest with. Someone that can help me be a better person but also someone I can help in the same way. Also physically attractive to me and finds me attractive.10. Do you believe in love at first sight? No lmao11. Do you ever want to get married? Sure…no hurry though.12. Do you forgive betrayal? If they’re sincerely sorry, never repeat it and make amends I will. Unless if it’s cheating lmao.13. Do you get jealous easily? Honestly no. I’m pretty reasonable by default.14. Do you have a crush on anyone? Well, yeah.15. Do you have any piercings? Ears only16. Do you have any tattoos? No i’m afraid of pain ._.17. Do you like kissing in public? Yes, provided it’s nothing more than a quick kiss. Forehead and cheek kisses aaaa20. Do you shower every day? yes21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I would bloody hope so22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? neh23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? yes wtf24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? ..no25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? Well yeah.26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yeah. And look what happened lmao woops27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? no28. Have you ever been cheated on? Yes.29. Have you ever cheated on someone? No. I’m not a fucking animal.30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? Jawline thinning surgery, or a nose job.31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? Yes. Cried once over the shock of being ghosted. Cried many times from an emotionally abusive ex.32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? No. I’d be on the other end of it more often tbh. I wouldn’t let myself love someone that doesn’t feel the same to me.33. Have you ever had sex with a man? Ye34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? noh35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Ye36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? No37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Does it count if my friends eventually started hating him?38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yes. Didn’t expect to like someone with mental illness and a different socioeconomic class than me. Also didn’t expect to like a charming salesman that approached me either. WOOPS.39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? No40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? I’m about as artistic as a brick wall, so no.41. Have you had sex so far this year? Yes :)42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? like 3 seconds.43. How long was your longest relationship? 1 year 2 months. Pity it was a toxic one.44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 445. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013? Just 1. Oh the joys of high school infatuation.46. How many times did you have sex last year? many to be honest.47. How old are you? 1948. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Thought you really seemed to like me. Thanks for being honest about it, bye.49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? Hard to pin point one thing at this stage. I’d say fun to be around and seems genuine and affectionate.50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? NO. BYE BITCH. It’s more likely he’d knock on my door with incessant talking and logical fallacies.51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? Myself lol52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? My most recent ex. I’m sure he could have gotten better, but the damage of the past is done. My feelings for him are completely gone to the point where I cannot stand the tiniest sliver of his presence. Therefore, there’s no way I could stay with him and have the patience to wait for him to improve.

That’s just the thing, isn’t it. Our relationship constantly had a power imbalance that would tip from one side to the other, never balancing in the middle.

Another reason I gave up was when I realised we both deserved better, and I couldn’t feel comfortable being honest with him and too used to hiding things and lying to him.53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Nope54. Is there someone you will never forget? Yeah I think so. Not in a good way.55. Share a relationship story. Uhmm we went from google imaging photos of expensive cars because I didn’t know what a Bugatti was, to scrolling through photos of horses for 5 minutes and making comments on them.56. State 8 facts about your body. I’m 5′2/1.58cm, my second toe is longer than my big toe, I can twitch my ears, I can roll my tongue sideways, I look younger than I am, my hands are always cold, I can place my hands flat on the floor without bending my knees, I have resting bitch face.

57. Things you want to say to an ex. Good luck with life. Don’t talk to me or see what I’m doing with mine.58. What are five ways to win your heart?

1. Make me laugh abruptly and unexpectedly.

2. Listen to what I say and respect my intelligence and agency.

3. inspire me to actually improve in any way.

4. Be attentive and genuinely enjoy spending time with me.

5. Intend to stick with me, and make that obvious to me.

59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!) if you want one that badly pm me or something.60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? 7 years 61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? Their general demeanour and how they carry themselves. I would’ve said their looks but I’ve realised I don’t aggressively scope them out first thing due to shyness.62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? Oh man, I’m not too sure. I’d say a lot of sensual touching would be involved and dirty or sweet talk whispering.63. What is your definition of “having sex”? Bumping your genitals together LMAO64. What is your definition of cheating?

Physical cheating - Any physical contact with sexual intent, including sexting, with someone you’re not in a relationship with, and without their permission.

Emotional cheating - Having romantic feelings or strong attachment for someone you’re not in a relationship with, and not doing anything to control them.65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? Making out, touching, I guess. Lel.66. What is your favourite roleplay? idk67. What is your idea of the perfect date? I have many. A night in where we watch movies, cuddle and cook something together. Or we go somewhere scenic and watch the sunset/star gaze. 68. What is your sexual orientation? Straight69. What turns you off? Lack of initiative, arrogance, possessiveness, excessive awkwardness, clingyness/neediness, extremely loud voice, sense of entitlement, bad oral hygiene (or hygiene in general), inattentive, very untidy, passive aggressiveness.70. What turns you on? Initiative, respectful, smells nice, sense of humour, consideration, affectionate/sensual, honesty, kindness, appreciative, intelligence.71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? uhm idk.72. What words do you like to hear during sex? henlo u wan sum fuk73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? I low-key fantasised about someone buying me a new e-reader. Not because they’re just buying me a new device, but about the sentiment behind it. They’d know how much I enjoyed reading and wish to encourage me to pursue it once more. They’d know that reading off a computer screen saps my concentration and I prefer to find my books electronically and online.

there’s another reason I’d find it particularly touching, and it’s not something I would tell them. My controlling ex didn’t let me read and uninstalled the program I used for reading off MY computer without telling me. So if a better boyfriend did the opposite and encouraged me to read, and wanted to see me enjoy things I’d probably fall in love with him right there.

But this is a tad bit idealistic, so I’m not expecting.

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? Nice arms? Handsome face? IDK75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? Take care of me when I was sick.76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? Take care of them when they had a mental breakdown. 77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? If you’re on the same page and can work together, who am I to judge.78. What’s your dirtiest secret? Apparently I’m good at blowjobs o//o Thought I was average at best, i’m still shook.79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? When I was with my ex, probably just him hanging around that dumb bitch and trying new things with her. Why did I even put up with that lmao.80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? I don’t remember.81. Who are five people you find attractive? Me, myself, Moi, I, and shrek.82. Who is the last person you hugged? My mother.83. Who was your first kiss with? With a boy I met off a friend when we were 15. He’s studying dentistry now lmaoo84. Why did your last relationship fail? Controlling behaviour, cheating, isolation, me being sick of his manipulative bullshit and wanting to do normal things without fucking consulting him first. Also I didn’t take initiative or put as much effort because I felt like nothing I’d do would make a difference, and that he’d tell me what to do anyway so why act.85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? If I’m able to meet them regularly, yeah why not.

#anon #anonymous #about me

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