#misguided

[flurrys-creativity]

Misguided

Pairing: Park Seonghwa (Ateez) x GN!Reader; Genre: Idol AU, Established Relationship, Angst, Fluff, SMAU; Rating: sfw, PG-13; Warnings: jealousy, a verbal fight, suggestive hints; Wordcount: 837

Summary: At first Seonghwa had no problem that you went to a concert but the second he discussed it with his members his feelings turned sour.

A/N: @mingsolo brought the idea to the net and obviously I - as well as @daemour and @sanjoongie - immediately jumped on board! So jealous Ateez when you go on a concert... (mine's definitely based on that discussion video!) Also this is my first try of a semi social media au!!!

Seonghwa paced around the living room, listening to your voicemail for the umpteenth time. He rubbed his hand tiredly over his face before he sat down on the couch and opened the group chat with his members.

Seonghwa leaned back against the couch, sighing deeply as the memories of your conversation flooded in again. He switched from the group chat to your private one. His thumbs flying over the screen as he typed yet another message.

Yet the constant notifications of the group chat brought his attention back to the guys.

Seonghwa had grown more and more insecure over the time he chatted with his group members. Having read all their reasoning made him agitated. He slammed his fist on the couch table and threw his phone into the pillows next to him.

As Seonghwa plummeted deeper and deeper in despair, the words of his members echoing in his mind and letting jealousy rage inside of his chest, the door to the apartment opened. Seonghwa nearly jumped up from the couch, his head snapping towards the door. 

You walked into the apartment, the bliss from the concert radiating off of you. Though you stopped short in your tracks the second your eyes landed on Seonghwa. Your brows furrowed in worry. 

“Did you have fun?”

You almost flinched from the tone Seonghwa used upon asking that question. He had his hands balled into fists next to his body, shaking from the suppressed anger bubbling inside of him. “I”, you hesitated, unsure whether you should answer his question or get to the bottom of his behaviour. 

Seconds passed before you finally got a decision and walked closer to Seonghwa. “Did something happen?”

“Shouldn’t you know.” Seonghwa scoffed and shook his head. Deep down inside he knew he acted foolishly but he couldn’t stop the words of jealousy tumbling out of his mouth. No, instead he accused you of liking one of the members from the idol group you just watched.

Seonghwa watched you, watched as his accusations hit you and how your expression fell with every word that left his lips. The more he said, the more he realised how hurtful his words were. He stopped in his ranting, breathing heavily as his eyes darted all over your form.

You wrapped your arms around your middle, taking a step back again. “We talked about the concert. I saw your messages and I know you remembered I was going.” You desperately tried to hold back the tears in your eyes. The confusion about his sudden mood shift, the tone of his voice and how he accused you of something so stupid made you get defensive. “If you had a problem with me going, why didn’t you say so before I went?! I could have considered your feelings beforehand, instead of feeling guilty about having had fun today.”

Seonghwa stumbled over his own words. “I… I didn’t have a problem with it. I…”

“Then why did you blow up on me just now?”

Distressed, Seonghwa walked over to you, hands already rubbing over your arms. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to. This was stupid and I shouldn’t have listened to the guys and…”

“The guys?” You raised an eyebrow and jutted out your lower lip. “What do they have to do with this?” You noticed the awkward smile on his face and you got a feeling Seonghwa got influenced by the others again.

“Well”, Seonghwa rubbed the back of his neck and looked down at his feet, embarrassed by his own behaviour.

You sighed and rolled your eyes before you wrapped your arms around his middle. You nuzzled against his chest. “Let me guess. One of them indicated something about jealousy and at least one more person - if not half of them - rubbed into that until you got lost in your head.”

“Yeah”, Seonghwa sighed and placed his cheek on top of your head as he pulled you into a hug. “It was stupid. I shouldn’t have listened to them.”

“That and you should know I love you. I always come back to you no matter where I go. And the same goes for you! Even when you go abroad and see lots of new people, you always come back to me.”

Seonghwa chuckled softly, tightening his hold on you. “That’s true. I’ll always come back to you.”

“Good! Now let me wash up and then go to bed.” You gently hit his chest and pushed away from him. “Use the chance to tell them off or I’ll do it after a good night’s rest.” With that you got on your toes and pecked his lips, leaving Seonghwa in the middle of the living room.

A deep sigh escaped his lips once you were out of the room. The heavy feeling pressing down on his whole body had vanished, only the inkling of annoyance towards his team members still residing in his thoughts. Seonghwa quickly strided over to the couch and grabbed his phone again, seeing a bunch of missed messages.

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Taglist: @xavi-in-kpopland​ @songsoomin​ 

#pirateeznet #cultofdionysusnet #kwritersworldnet #kdiarynet #wkcnet #kvanity #park seonghwa #ateez #ateez seonghwa #sm au #jealous teezers #one shot #misguided

[tales-from-systok]

One time I posted a video about how I view our own persecutor/programmed alters as misguided and people in the comments were like “well not all persecutors are misguided” and it might have been my NPD talking but that statement was so stupid to me. No where did I say ALL persecutors are misguided, I said I viewed my own as misguided. I wish TikTok brain rot didn’t take over peoples minds and they still knew how to read.

The media literacy on TikTok is worse than Tumblr, which is.. saying something for sure.

#tales from systok #tales from anon #tales from the queue #tiktok #systok #persecutor #programmed #programmed alter #misguided #misguided persecutor

[izzythehutt]

Bryan Cranston saying Walt sees something bad happening to Jesse as equivalent to someone stabbing a puppy with a pitchfork lives rent free in my head.

#breaking bad #walter white #jesse pinkman #THIS INNOCENT #MISGUIDED #PUPPY #bryan cranston #he really did say this

[ebaygirls]

#misguided #strappy dress #glitter

[officialyourdailyinspiration]

Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power. We have guided missiles and misguided men.

Martin Luther King Jr.

#science #spirituality #weapons of war #misguided #Martin Luther King Jr. #Christian Quotes

[poopingonthefloor]

Personally i think dave shows a lot of signs of bpd along with autism

YEAH I can see that, I definitely think he has a lot of signs of bipolar and psychosis and stuff (alongside autism) ESSPECIALLY after the lobotomy (He thinks jack is trying to kill him for accidentally dropping his ice cream on him ((((jack is actually just trying to seduce him))))

Though I definitely think Jack is also bipolar too though thats something I've headcanoned him with for a while

#soullessness #misguided #(also I like to headcanon that jack's is him lacking expressiveness due to bipolar empathy-issues and people are just ABLEIS #(alongside him being actually literally soulless...) #meow #I've seen jack autsitic hc's which I can also definitely see I think he IS some sort of neurodiverse - #im just used to hcing him as BPD so i gotta get used to that IF i want to lol #also im not sure how saying after the lobotomy would be for bpd because i know its genetic but also i know some places #suggest that it can be caused from trauma so if thats true I think that's dave's case #(the autism though he's just born like that.) #(I think Jack would just be born with bpd though)

[quran-english-arabic]

Quran (7:193)

اگر تم انہیں سیدھی راہ پر آنے کی دعوت دو تو وہ تمہارے پیچھے نہ آئیں۔ تم خواہ انہیں پکارو یا خاموش رہو ، دونوں صورتوں میں تمہارے لیے یکساں ہی ہے

और यदि तुम उन्हें सीधी राह की ओर बुलाओ, तो तुम्हारे पीछे नहीं चल सकते। तुम्हारे लिए बराबर है, चाहे उन्हें पुकारो अथवा तुम चुप रहो।

Onları doğru yola çağırsanız, size uymazlar. Onları çağırsanız da sussanız da sizin için birdir.

Dan jika kamu (hai orang-orang musyrik) menyerunya (berhala) untuk memberi petunjuk kepadamu, tidaklah berhala-berhala itu dapat memperkenankan seruanmu; sama saja (hasilnya) buat kamu menyeru mereka ataupun kamu berdiam diri.

#islam #islamquotes #quran #quranquotes #قرآن كريم #islamic design #guidance #spiritual blindness #astray #misguided

[initforthecache]

crazy how that happens.

#rant about other people's parents not mine #I am very blessed to have AMAZING parents #they're literally so amazing #I need to make an appreciation post one day #as i am growing older I am having so many feelings about how i was raised compared to other people i know #and now I'm just upset that some people's parents are just #misguided #ugh

[strangerhythms]

#argyle park #circle of dust #evol eye jeni #misguided #alternative #electronic #industrial #rock #metal

[herembers]

Chapter 6 is up ☺️♥️

#fic stuff #misguided

[tattoorue]

#funny #funny post #lol #funny meme #funny memes #lmao #my funeral #silverback gorillas #coleslaw #hate coleslaw #going to hell #fighting in hell #Angel in Heaven #my family #misguided #misjudged #how I end up here #too funny #fuck coleslaw #fight for eternity

[zivapark]

Musings

One day at a time. I have heard this countless times. I still haven't grasped the full meaning of it. How is this possible? How do you isolate a day from the rest of your days? One day at a time sounds finite. But is it really? How do you isolate your emotions, your needs, your convictions from the previous days to just concentrate on the present day? How do you truly do one day at a time?

#daily life #depressing post #misguided #motivation

[bills-bible-basics]

Ungodly Men Preaching Ungodly Things Graphic 04 Visit https://www.billkochman.com/Graphics-Library/ to see more. "False Doctrine" KJV Bible Verse List: https://www.billkochman.com/VerseLists/verse016.html "Anointed and Unanointed Teachers" KJV Bible Verse List: https://www.billkochman.com/VerseLists/verse352.html "Test Doctrines for Scriptural Validity" KJV Bible Verse List: https://www.billkochman.com/VerseLists/verse329.html "Led by the Spirit in Our Understanding" KJV Bible Verse List: https://www.billkochman.com/VerseLists/verse479.html "Taught by No Man" KJV Bible Verse List: https://www.billkochman.com/VerseLists/verse465.html "Taught by Revelation of the Holy Spirit" KJV Bible Verse List: https://www.billkochman.com/VerseLists/verse319.html "Foolish Rebellion of the Wicked" KJV Bible Verse List: https://www.billkochman.com/VerseLists/verse198.html "Chaff of the Ungodly" KJV Bible Verse List: https://www.billkochman.com/VerseLists/verse006.html "Fiery Destruction of the Wicked" KJV Bible Verse List: https://www.billkochman.com/VerseLists/verse091.html https://www.billkochman.com/Blog/index.php/ungodly-men-preaching-ungodly-things-graphic-04/?feed_id=156663&Ungodly%20Men%20Preaching%20Ungodly%20Things%20Graphic%2004

#All_Posts #Bills_Graphics #bible_study #bill_kochman #bills_bible_basics #christian #doctrine #doctrines_of_devils #false_doctrine #false_doctrines #heresies #heresy #king_james_version #kjv #misguided #scriptures #ungodly_men #ungodly_things #verses

[ebaygirls]

#misguided #ribbed dress

[dashmore-springs]

Verse & Prose

#misguided #interpretations #made enemies

[impriindia]

Poonam Pandey's Misguided Move: Spotlighting The Need For Celebrity Responsibility In Cancer Awareness - IMPRI Impact And Policy Research Institute

URVASHI PRASAD Poonam Pandey undoubtedly succeeded in her goal of becoming a topic of conversation albeit by throwing ethics, sensitivity and basic empathy to the winds. Until she put out a fake announcement about her demise on Instagram, I had no idea of her existence. As a Stage 4 terminal cancer patient, I am revolted by her selfish act. My husband, who rarely reacts on such matters, also felt…

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#Awareness #CANCER #Celebrity #impact #impri #Institute #Misguided #move #Pandey039s #policy #Poonam #research #Responsibility #Spotlighting