#maybe i should leave

[the-lovely-planet-earth]

Am I annoying? /gen /srs

#ooc posts #i feel like i am #maybe i should leave #i uh #cried #and #don't really want to talk about it but #yea #tw rant #tw vent #idk im just.... #lost #i don't know how to explain myself #im sorry #just....ignore this #im probably spiralling again #I'll be fine. yea #ignore this

[sp00kysk3lly]

I was born to fail.

I could have had support throughout my childhood, if CERTAIN people had seen my autism, or CERTAIN GP’s listened to my therapists and the nursery workers who sent her proof of my autism!

I probably would have stayed in ONE school, got my GCSE’s because I’d have had the SUPPORT to cope with my BULLYING, I’d have had the support I needed to move on from that.

I might have even had a job.

But I was always set up to FAIL! By doctors, by teachers. By everyone!

I wouldn’t be stuck with C grades. Yeah, I passed. But I could have had As and Bs! But because I had to keep moving around due to getting kicked out of school, so now I’m stuck with barely a pass. I should have got an A or B grade in English! Especially English! But because of stupid bullying and NO SUPPORT from ANYBODY I passed by the skin of my teeth.

I was born to fucking fail at life.

I wish I was ABORTED or she had a MISCARRIAGE!

I’d never wish a miscarriage on anyone. But least she’d get over it eventually, nothing is worth this pain. Not a single thing!

I just want to cry. I know the truth now. I am a FAILURE. I was born to fail. I was meant to fail. God doesn’t love me. God doesn’t want me to survive.

Maybe, I should just find a way out of this world.

Nothing is worth the tears or pain anymore.

#mental health #mental health awareness #all alone #no one wants me #fake friends #no one likes me #blog #fake people #I was born to fail #born to suffer #failure #can’t carry this anymore #maybe I should leave #I shouldn’t exist #should have never been born #should have been an abortion #should have been a miscarriage #why am I still breathing #why am i still here #don’t want to be alive #don’t want to be here anymore #suicide #self harm #crying my eyes out #can’t do this #everyone failed me #everyone knew I was a failure #meant to fail #god doesn’t love me #god wants me dead

[heartsuin]

I'm in an unpaid internship ofc i had to get sick

#ironically enough #Hate this #I'm quitting #Idk if I'm really quiting #Because i also don't get anything useful from them #Maybe i should leave

[chloesimaginationthings]

How Michael’s interview with Phone dude went in FNAF 3

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #michael afton #phone dude #fazbear frights #fnaf 3 #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #HOLY shit phone dude mentioned…. #I just want yall to know his design was inspired off of Shaggy from scooby doo #I should make some character sheets sometime pff #I ALSO hope yall like his design 💚 #like I’m joking with the comic BUT ALSO LIKE.. maybe not #seeing phone dude was seemingly okay with William’s corpse in springtrap #maybe he wouldn’t blink an eye at Michael showing up #Michael got lucky that phone dude is so chill #he could question it but he just wants the job so better to leave it #IDK IF I’ll draw more phone dude but if yall like him.. we’ll see 💚💚

[hotdogmchiggin]

I guess DARE wasn’t a thing in Goron City

#saw someone call zelda the gorons drug dealer and I couldnt get the image of her in a trenchcoat peddling marbled rock roast to children #like one of those shady guys selling wristwatches in cartoons out of my head #anyway that’s where this came from #trying to figure out comics and shit. not my strong suit so sorry if its rough. #figuring out an optimal level of detail is hard :( first I’m like oh i’ll just leave it black and white and then i’m like maybe ill add #color and then i’m like well now it needs shading and THEN it needs lighting and THEN IT NEEDS A BACKGROUND AND THEN IT NEE #anyway i should. probably stop rambling bye #loz #tears of the kingdom #totk #totk spoilers #i mean sorta. not huge spoilers. slight spoilers for goron arc I guess #zelda #myart

[isuanti]

Were the men flopping like this last time???

#maybe I should leave

[drivemysoul]

.

#taylor.txt #maybe i should leave #idk i just feel like i'm constantly reminded of how little i mean to people and like #how insignificant i am to people who are my entire world yknow? #i don't wanna be here anymore actually #like in general i just don't want to be #the worst mistake of my life is going to haunt me forever and the one person who grounds me forgot i existed

[mipmoth]

Yamask Ingo in sinnoh chilling doing pokemon stuff idk eating a berry

[That moment when little]

#submas #ingo dying amnestic then having his life pass before his eyes: oh shit i have so much unfinished buissnes #yamask is not native in sinnoh so imagine being the only new little guy there LEAVE ME ALONE #submask au #major character death #theres so many diffrent ghost ingos i love it its funny #i can never decide if emmet should have a beard or not. here its been 2-4 years maybe since ingo gone?

[maroonpalt]

slimecicle on his william wisp era

in light of slimecicle trending on twtter

#who fucking taught him how to slay #like sir please leave some for the rest of us #gay highschool must have really been an experience #maybe i should enroll #slimecicle #charlie slimecicle #my art #maroonrambles

[wetdeviant]

A sub who has been holding for hours and is at his limit. He wants to please his dom and hold it just a bit longer– Oh, there's the first leak. He gasps and tries to wiggle, but is held back by the ropes his dom tied around him when this all started. Hands behind his back, thighs forcibly spread. If he could just squeeze himself he could hold it longer, it's not fair! His bladder spasms again and a tiny pool of liquid has gathered on the chair. The feeling of it gently lapping against his aroused but neglected crotch is too much. No, no!– he can be good, he can hold it! His dom seems to have noticed his worked up state. “Oh, is it too much for you? I really thought you could control yourself.” They ask as they come closer, and begin to caress the inside of the sub's hip bones. Please, gotta pee so bad! Gonna pee gonna pee– The sub heaves a sob as his privates twitch once, twice before wetness erupts out of him. His stream so strong and desperate it arches in the air. The sub closes his eyes and slumps back in the chair, sniffling quietly. He couldn't hold it, he wanted to so bad... But his dom just hums and kisses his forehead. “Did so good for me. You held it for so long, didn't you? Such a good boy...” The sub sighs as he gives into the relief.

#omorashi #pee kink #bladder control #bladder desperation #i'm a gay dude so I always imagine the dom as another dude #but I thought maybe I should leave the pronouns neutral so other peoples imaginations could go wild #the sub could either be a cis or trans dude. left the genitals ambiguous on purpose lol

[erdariel]

Maybe it's just me, but one reason I love getting comments on Ao3 that point out details of the fic that the commenter liked, is that for a moment it lets me see the fic through their eyes

Like, I have a pretty big self-criticism problem, like usually within 24 hours of posting a thing, be it a drawing or a fic or whatever, I start finding more flaws than good sides in it and feeling that actually it's a pile of shit, utterly pointless and bad and thoroughly unlikable. I know this is my issue, and something I need to work on, btw, but I just. struggle ever seeing the good sides of my own work. Even work that was an idea I truly deeply liked and wanted to see done! Even things I enjoyed working on!

But when someone leaves a comment that's like "oooh I like how [x] and I love [y] detail!!" it kind of. Let's me for a moment see past my own issues. It lets me look at the work, and the details pointed out, and go "you know what? yeah, that thing there is very good". Sometimes, on a good day, it might even give me enough time to actually re-read my own fic and enjoy it

So, readers: if you read a fic, and there's a detail you like - no matter how big or small, whether a minute detail of the description of someone's clothing, or something about the way the story is structured, or literally anything! - let the author know! If there's any detail that stood out to you in a way you liked, and you feel at all inclined to leave a comment, then please, let the author know the detail that caught your eye! It can brighten up their day so, so much!

#erdariel rambles #ao3 #fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic comments #archive of our own #ao3 comments #i am not nearly as good at leaving comments myself as i should be tbh #so idk if posting this is maybe a little hypocritical #but i am trying to work on it #and from a writer's perspective i know how nice comments can feel

[steveharirngton]

favorite ♡

#just gonna leave this here #bc i just love this pics #sigh #he should read me a book #if i say it enough it will happen maybe #joe keery #steve harrington #gator tillman #djo #walter mckey

[endcraft]

i like etho as a mcyt figure because he is like if a computer engineer could be a caveman. like imagine if the guy who invented the watch and the guy who invented the wheel were the same guy. imagine if you were talking to him and he was like oh yeah i also invented the hand axe. and google

#hes like if a grandpa were both a programmer and a luddite #hes like a paleolithic mech engineer #hes like if someone made the internet out of sticks and rocks #hes like if you could talk to a big rock and its like yeah i remember before anything was ever hungry bc life wasnt invented yet. #and also i invented algebra #hes like a guy someone found in a cave hungry and covered in dirt and then hes like wait before you bring me back to society #look at what i made while i was stuck in this cave. and its technology sufficiently sophisticated as to seem like magic. made out of mud #fueled by the motion of earth through space #like you think maybe i should leave him in the cave and let him cook #hed benefit from being around people… but also hes onto something. in that cave

[surven-snacks]

This one tag: *lives in my head rent-free until I draw it*

Me: *draws it*

He's rocking it though,

(Pats the top of his head ) This boy is so handsome he can fit so many traumatic memories looks on him

#TBH i didn't know about the game or the character until op mentioned it #had to know who the hell this adaman person was #boy was i not disappointed #i should be studying rn #but it would not leave me alone #the idea of him trying a new style and it just so happened to be from this one other far away region by complete coincidence #lol maybe even Sunny and Nemona ambushing him with hair clips and styling tools #either way op really saw the vision #i just needed to make it real #he's really pretty though #god peak character design #arven #arven pokemon #pokemon scarlet #pokemon scavio #pokemon pepper #pokemon arven fanart #arven fanart #pokemon adaman #adaman #adaman pokemon

[space-fishie]

for all of your needs tomorrow :) yes i did these instead of my homework whoops

#valentines day #marine bio valentines #marine bio #fish #shark #crab #i just think we are all third graders and should leave silly paper valentines on each other's desks. maybe a lollipop #zoological

[ministarfruit]

"my oshis graduated" outfit swap

#yeah this one was for me #tsukumo sana #magni dezmond #vtuber #holofateswap #hololive #holostars #holocouncil #holotempus #it's funny bc after they graduated I was like #oh I won't draw them anymore out of respect ^_^ #but unfortunately I missed them too much so here I am. drawing them still #I should reiterate that I'm happy that they're taking care of themselves #and that they're happier now! #I just cherish the memories we made together also #I think that's the best way to put it #BLOWS THEM A BIG CHEESY KISS #vespy is also my oshi but I cannot draw big buff men in tight outfits for the life of me. NEXT TIME MAYBE #I already struggle with axel and he's like. not even that bulked up #I'M TRYING MEN </3 #oh that tag sounds fucking weird out of context #i'm leaving it though