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xjustakay · 4 months

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hmmmm

#feeling very. Hm.#idk like #Tired to my bones rn #and some of it is fandom and some of it is Life #but i think i’m gonna turn anons off for a little while #bc i’ve liked some of the interactions lately but some of them have also been……#well yk #i’ve deleted a number of them too bc i just don’t have the patience #but like i’m overwhelmed enough as it is with life #i don’t feel like coming on here and being overwhelmed with weirdness or downright meanness too #so yeah #idk i’m just feeling Emotional and Tired #so if you try to send anons and find you can’t sorry ig #just haven’t felt Great about the way people have been talking to me #or treating talking to me as a means to use me for shit either bc that’s also happened in the last few days :)#so yeah that’s all #shut up kay #maybe deleting this later idk

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b1cr1ptic · 10 months

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Cannot for the life of mine decide if I like or not how this Gideon came out so enjoy her while it last : ' ) (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAU)

#THE VIBES ARENT VIBING TODAY IDK #But here she is #Maybe to be deleted later #TE QUIERO GIDEON #Gideon Nav #tlt #Gideon the ninth

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snuffysbox · 30 days

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something tells me I have a preference for how to draw characters...

#do love a good lineup #maybe I need to start putting these characters into situations #but it's fun and easy and it does a lot of damage idk #idk idk #delete later maybe

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solarpunkani · 1 year

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Hot 4am take but I feel like if we want to get people more interested in making their yards a more habitable space for wildlife like insects, we have to acknowledge that ‘Don’t want bugs in your house’ is still a 100% fair and valid point of view. ‘Loves nature’ and ‘doesn’t want roaches spiders and mosquitoes in the house’ aren’t opposites.

And with that in mind, when we propose to people that spraying pesticides around houses is Not A Good Idea, Actually, I feel like we need to give an alternative asides from ‘deal with it.’

#solarpunk #anti pesticides #ani rambles #this is coming from personal opinion at 4am keep that in mind but like #I’m scared of roaches. i’m fine with them outside though #my parents dont like roaches and for good reason. they spray Ortho Home Defense along the veeery edge of the concrete by the doors to #keep roaches and shit from coming in because yknow. Florida.#if I tell them ‘hey actually we shouldn’t spray pesticides inside (ie raid spray) or outside (ie home defense)#theyre gonna ask wtf to do instead to prevent roaches #and if I tell them ‘nothing suck it up buttercup’ they’re gonna laugh and then double down on the sprays #we gotta have an alternative ready and honestly maybe I’m not looking in the right places but I genuinely don’t know of any #like one online friend told me leaving brush piles around the yard decreased the amount of bugs trying to come in but like #thats one person. anecdotal. and I haven’t seen anything online confirming that as a thing (yet)#idk man I’m going to bed.#might delete later #house pest saga

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fluffy-ami · 3 months

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okay but for real-

#tickling #sfw interaction only #my stuff #ami mumbles #ami's memes #tickle meme #sfw tickling community #sfw tickles #delete later #because idk???#maybe lol 'cause i'm cringe aljxskjdk

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justxangelxthings · 6 months

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I keep getting messages asking me if my header picture is me and I say yes because it is BUT I feel very guilty because I'm wearing a TON of makeup, much more than I usually do and even a bit of eyelid tape to alter my appearance so here are some minimal makeup selfies 👉👈 (I'm wearing mascara in the first and eyeliner/lip gloss in the second.) My haircolor is also fake (I'm naturally brunette) and I sometimes wear colored circle lenses. To the 4 (!!!!!) girlies who messaged me so far that have made comparisons between my appearance and their own with a very unfavorable opinion of their own I promise I do not look like that picture 99.999999% of the time and in real life I am pretty plain and unremarkableand it is very possible that I would wish I looked like you if I saw you. 🙈

#im feeling really vupnerable making this post rn but i care more about not perpetrating girls' negative self image through comparison #than i care about impressing people with a false image of myself 🙈#i will probably delete this later because I dont have a good feeling about posting it but maybe it is just anxiety idk idk idk #you're all hot ok #mine

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mayakern · 2 months

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making art has become incredibly hard for me

whenever i’m in the middle of drawing for work, i enjoy it, but i find it incredibly difficult to start new pieces and drawing for fun is almost impossible.

i’ve been trying to at least draw SOMETHING every day, even if i hate it and don’t show it to anyone, even if i delete it, even if it’s just a line. it’s so difficult. i’ve been forcing myself to post some of the sketches but it’s hard not to cringe at how rough they are

i thought for a while the solution was just to stop drawing for a while, and i did that, and it didn’t really help. maybe because that segment of time was insanely busy and stressful so i effectively didn’t get any rest. idk.

i know part of it is just due to my over all mental health, as i have been severely burnt out for much of the past year. i’m working on it, but it’s hard, and dealing with my chronic fatigue (which has gotten so much worse since my first bout of covid in 2022) hasn’t helped

idk things are just hard right now. idk why im sharing this but here it is 🤷‍♀️

#maya rambles #maybe delete later idk

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crowkip · 3 months

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#tim drake #robin #dc comics #delete later #maybe idk #just havent posted in ages so i figured i should give u all something even if its just scribbs!! <3 #im going through a tim phase rn he’s just my little guy of the month #my art

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arthurpendragonssassydaggers · 14 days

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Hear me out the whole sun and moon thing from Arthur’s pov except he does see Merlin as the moon and himself as the sun.

You can’t get to close to the sun without burning and even though the saying goes “they look at you like you’re the sun.” You can’t actually look at the sun without it bringing you pain, squinting your eyes and looking away. You can wish for the sun when it’s cold but to much of it and you get aggravated and wish it would go away.

But when the moon is out you could stare at it for hours without an ounce of pain. The moon is refreshing after a tiring day out in the sun. The moon doesn’t bring pain it, doesn’t hurt to be around. When a moon is full and bright it’s beautiful to look at.

Merlin is the moon to Arthur not because he thinks he doesn’t shine but because he doesn’t burn.

#Did I cook?#there are probably mad spelling mistakes but oh well #Idk what to call this #A Drabble maybe?#bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #merlin #merthur #might delete this later idk

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chiricat · 7 months

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souyuri (again)

#might delete later dunno. or maybe just the second img #souyo yuri was driving me crazy today idk whay happened #souyo #souji seta #yu narukami #yosuke hanamura #p4 #persona 4 #persona #shuake mizuan joke only makes sense if you play prsk and persona. i apologize #also i swapped them because an matches joker more than akechi #cat’s art #shuake is so. ghhh like i want to shuake but i always feel like it has to be super cool and grandiose and stuff like that #but i don't feel cool enough IDK this is a silly ramble this will definitely be gone in a few days #ik comparing isn't always a good thing but i just feel silly putting my silly potential shuakes out there next to all the cool ones

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catcze · 7 months

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Dude I just had the funniest fucking idea. What about Wriothesley with a reader who hates tea. Like, they cannot force themselves to drink it for their life. Wriothesley tries to ask them out without knowing this, says something like 'Wanna grab a cup of tea sometime? *wink wink smile smile*' and the reader just grimaces and goes 'I don't like tea.' and he drops his charming act so fast and his jaw fucking drops because— "What the fuck do you mean you don't like tea?!"

#「 🐈‍⬛ 」 strawberry.cupcakes #and it becomes some enemies to lovers but not really type of shit ?!?#Like just with Wriothesley being severely attracted to the reader but also incredibly baffled on the fact that they don't drink tea #and idk it end with them compromising and they go to a cafe where Wrio drinks the tea and reader gets coffee or smthn else #genshin impact x reader #wriothesley x reader #// delete later maybe <3

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ohnogodpls · 5 months

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Roughly sketching something silly goofy hihihihi

#wip #possibly deleted later #idk #no wriolette was hurt in the process #maybe a little #or a lot

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brother-emperors · 4 months

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BROTHERS

The river Weser ran between the Roman and Cheruscan forces. Arminius came to the bank and halted with his fellow chieftains:— "Had the Caesar come?" he inquired. On receiving the reply that he was in presence, he asked to be allowed to speak with his brother. That brother, Flavus by name, was serving in the army, a conspicuous figure both from his loyalty and from the loss of an eye through a wound received some few years before during Tiberius' term of command. Leave was granted, and Stertinius took him down to the river. Walking forward, he was greeted by Arminius; who, dismissing his own escort, demanded that the archers posted along our side of the stream should be also withdrawn. When these had retired, he asked his brother, whence the disfigurement of his face? On being told the place and battle, he inquired what reward he had received. Flavus mentioned his increased pay, the chain, the crown, and other military decorations; Arminius scoffed at the cheap rewards of servitude.

They now began to argue from their opposite points of view. Flavus insisted on "Roman greatness, the power of the Caesar; the heavy penalties for the vanquished; the mercy always waiting for him who submitted himself. Even Arminius' wife and child were not treated as enemies." His brother urged "the sacred call of their country; their ancestral liberty; the gods of their German hearths; and their mother, who prayed, with himself, that he would not choose the title of renegade and traitor to his kindred, to the kindred of his wife, to the whole of his race in fact, before that of their liberator." From this point they drifted, little by little, into recriminations; and not even the intervening river would have prevented a duel, had not Stertinius run up and laid a restraining hand on Flavus, who in the fullness of his anger was calling for his weapons and his horse. On the other side Arminius was visible, shouting threats and challenging to battle: for he kept interjecting much in Latin, as he had seen service in the Roman camp as a captain of native auxiliaries.

Tacitus Annals 2.10-11

there's a lot going on in there! Arminius switching to Latin is a detail that always makes me feel a deep kind of sadness, especially with how it's preceded by mention of their mother. I wonder what she thought of what became of her sons, on opposite sides of everything but still, inescapably, brothers. even when they want to kill each other. there sure are a lot of fucked up and unhappy brothers around. and Arminius asking about Flavus' injury............I also had a whole thing typed out about the horror of imperialism and colonization and the trauma of assimilation but I think this sets the tone better

Rome's Greatest Defeat: Massacre in the Teutoburg Forest, Adrian Murdoch

and also this, just for fun

(ibid)

this post is already a mile long, so lets add another mile to it: a little scene at the start of their conversation! tfw you go in for a hug and your younger brother who also ended up being taller starts roasting your hair style

bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost ⭐ cara.app⭐ko-fi

#long post #SO LONG #roman empire tag #tbh im not jazzed about using that tag when rome is not actually the setting here but i do not have a good era tag for this yet #i'll figure it out later eurhghghesuerhgh #komiks tag #arminius & flavus #idk. maybe also #eye trauma cw #anyway it's all very 'he's my brother and i need a shovel to love him' kind of deal #this (wheezing) this is an idea i had LAST YEAR but it was a solo illustration #i had it posted for about ten minutes before i decided it sucked ass and needed to be revisited as a comic #FINALLY. the idea is complete. im free. it's been bothering me to have it unfinished while the original idea was haunting my drafts #as a reminder to get it done. and now i can delete it. au revoir illustration you will not be missed

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solarpunkani · 1 year

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"Oh no, someone's attracted to the aesthetics of my -punk movement but doesn't know the praxis and history behind it like I do--"

OK. Tell them. Make it a teaching moment. Everyone who's in your movement learned the background from somewhere at some point, maybe this is that point for that person. Give them a jumping off point that they can dive into later.

"Oh but I shouldn't be responsible for teaching baby -punks about the history and the how-tos and--"

OK. Then don't tell them. You don't have to be responsible for teaching people with a budding interest in your group the ins and outs and how-tos. That's fair and valid! It can be a lot of work. Someone else will handle it

"But I'm annoyed that they would try to claim to be part of/be interested in my community without knowing all the details that I know after being in it for months/years/decades, they're dumb, they're posers, they're--"

OK. Then don't engage with them, if it's that bad. Maybe someone else will come around and tell them the history, maybe they'll pick it up on their own, maybe they'll just enjoy the fashion elements for awhile.

"But they shouldn't claim to be part of the -punk community if they don't know the--"

I feel like we have a few options here. People can either talk to them, share the history, share the values, share the praxis. Or they can just chase off anyone who even thinks about dipping a toe in their community, and then wonder why it's dying off later down the line.

I dunno, maybe I'm too naive and patient or whatever. But if people are entering your -punk spaces without knowing The Rundown of what you feel they need to know, maybe being nice about it and informing people instead of immediately assuming stupidity and malicious intent could help you make a new friend. Even the loudest voices in a space had to learn from somewhere, and not everyone has the luxury of being in the space as the History was Happening--whether it's an age thing or a not being aware of the space thing. Or maybe I just don't see what the big deal is behind people hating people who like the aesthetic of something and don't know the behind the scenes history about it yet.

Because I believe in the word 'yet.' No one comes into this world knowing everything about everything, and we're all constantly learning new things. I'm not gonna degrade someone and call them a poser for not knowing what I know. Because if it were me, interested in a scene but getting chased out and called a poser? I wouldn't hit the books and study up, I'd go 'that fuckin sucks, those people sucked' and then avoid anyone and anything having to do with it.

So chase people off and call them posers if you want. But if your community starts dwindling, don't be fucking shocked.