trans stuff under the cut, scroll on unless you want where i'm at before heading home this week
the dichotomy of being trans and being told every single day for about 6 years "are you trying to look like a dirty, greasy, ugly boy? are you trying to look this way? that's what you look like" and so yeah. I am trying to look like a boy now and back then i wasn't but now i am a boy and back then i didn't know and now I Am Trying to look like a guy that cares about himself but also because of being told that every day I just. Feel like i'm only achieving "dirty greasy ugly" and it sucks.
when someone tells me I look like i've already started T i get excited and then immediately anxious like "do i look like I started T bc I have a stronger chin and short hair or do i look like I started T bc people associate T as being "the gross boy drug" like acne or wispy stache or body odor or greasy hair or-
so. i'm trans masc and love it but by GOD do i feel like i'm failing at it because I'm afraid I look exactly like I am and I've fallen into looking exactly as ugly, dirty, greasy, as she always told me I was
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I’m sick of people complaining about how toxic this fandom is, and how there’s nothing but doom and gloom here.
Like “WAAAAAAAA I DONT LIKE SOLAR X MOON, ITS INCEST AND ITS ALLLL OVER MY TUMBLR FEED :((((“ block the tag.
“WAAAAAA I DONT LIKE SOLAR X MOON AND ITS ALL OVER MY YOUTUBE FEED :((((((” mark the video as “uninterested”.
“WAAAAAA EVERYONE HERE IS SO GLOOMY :(((((((” yeah no shit. The shows about trauma and family issues. What did you expect? Everyone to be sunshine and rainbows?
“WAAAAAAAA I DONT LIKE THIS FANDOM :((((((((“ just go to our cousin/parent fandom the DCA fandom. If you want sunshine and rainbows then look no further. because from what I hear it’s still really fun and chill even though it’s, what? 2-3 years old now?
If you really don’t like the fandom THAT MUCH, then why don’t you just leave? You could still watch the show and not be a part of the fandom.
And if you really think this fandom hates everyone, then look no further then the comments of fan animatics. I know it’s kinda a weird thing to bring up, but if you look there, the only thing you’ll find is people being positive and praising their fellow fans. it could literally be the most ugly art that you’ve ever seen, and you’ll still have everyone in the comments praising the artist.
So yeah, this fandom has a lot of issues. But what fandom doesn’t? We have our own blemish’s and bruises, but if you look closely, even the most perfect fandoms do. That doesn’t excuse them in the slightest don’t get me wrong, but sometimes you just have to suck it up and take the good with the bad.
So uh yeah, ummmmm don’t be the guy on the left in that one bus meme with the two dudes looking out the window (you know the one.)
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Only Friends (2023) x Major Arcana
Nick → The Moon
The Moon, in its dark side, represents one's secrets and the most hidden parts of the soul — veiled by anxiety, insecurities, and feelings of unworthiness. When reversed, The Moon guides to the understanding of one's fears and invites the release of any and every doubt in one's heart, no longer bound by repressed emotions.
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Jenson “I might have a man crush on my ex teammate Fernando Alonso” Button
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mark winters the type of guy to demand the dad tax of roadtrip snacks except he fully turns around instead of just reaching his hand back . mark winters the type of guy to put his whole arm around the passenger seat when he turns to back out of a parking space . mark winters the type of g
YEAH. YEAH. so horrible but also literally true to me. in his stupid fucking dubiously canon prius!!! im gonna be real here i dont think he even rates a prius. in my head he has like a 2010 crv or something. just awful. bullying cringefail dad mark winters hour.... type of guy to act soooo fucking tough but cave & stop at mcdonals on the way back etc etc
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