#mad respect for him though

[sonofenki]

something that makes remmao's character even more interesting for me is the fact we always knew he wasn't a good guy

at the very beginning of the story we witness him killing a man with his bare hands: not because he believed he was inflicting justice but because he was attracting too much attention - and eva knew that

so from the get go we know he's a killer who'd do anything to ensure his secret life remains a secret

but here's the catch: we knew he was a bad guy but so far he was a bad guy who was on our side, it didn't really matter what he was doing because at that point his decisions were reflecting positively on eva (and rame and dia), therefore by also keeping them safe we didn't immediately realise he was only looking out for himself and not for everyone

all in all, it didn't matter that he was a cruel man as long as he wasn't cruel to anyone who mattered to us, a bad guy but a bad guy on our side

his cruelty was something we looked at like "haha nice dudes the mvp" until it splashed on us - and then it hit that what amen does is child's play next to remmao

#mad respect for him though #nothing i love more than a good villain #i'll curse him like hell and still be HE'S GOOD OMDS #i feel like i could do a whole analysis on him atp but i won't tire anyone with more long posts 🖖🏻 #romance club #song of the crimson nile #rc remmao

[musicprincess1990]

Jesus... I didn't just open a can of worms, I kicked the damn thing and sent it through the roof!

I've started listening to an audio book of The Fellowship of the Ring. It's my first time getting past the first few pages (ADHD and Tolkein don't easily mix), and while I'm enjoying it, I'm surprised at how different it is from the movies. And y'all know I love those movies!

Today, I foolishly thought it was a good idea to post on the LotR subreddit, asking people what they thought about the movies. Man, it's been 20 years since Return of the King came out, and people are still triggered! Violently so! There are a few people who have said they still like the movies, but the majority seem to relish the chance to shit on them and curse Peter Jackson's name.

...I regret making that post.

I will always love the movies. It's too early to say if I'll grow to love the books more than the movies, but even if I do, the movies are spectacular. It's taking all my strength not to defend them, but I know it would be pointless to argue. Nothing some stranger on the internet could say would change their mind.

Still. I'm really enjoying the audio book so far. 😁

#lotr #lord of the rings #jrr tolkien #he was a wordy son of a bitch #mad respect for him though #pretty much the father of the fantasy genre as we know it

[spineless-lobster]

Alexander the great and hephaestion are so patrochilles coded it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach like how the fuck did they make the iliad in real life what the actual hell this is so fucked up

#THE WAY HEPHAESTION DIED A YEAR BEFORE ALEXANDER????? HELLO???????? #honestly mad respect to alexander tho he saw the blorbo from his book and went ‘I am going to be him’ #AND FUCKING DID IT!!!! HE IS ACHILLES IF HE WAS REAL!!!!!!!! #no one can reach the degree of ‘he’s just like me fr’ than alexander did with achilles #both their names start with A for fucks sake #and their stories have been straight washed and their partners forgotten #EVEN THEIR HORSES ARE FAMOUS!!!!!!!! THAT’S INSANE!!!!!!! #at war with a powerhouse enemy for an extended amount of time… (though he did conquer like A LOT so…) #both are young as hell and are destined for greatness #god… #it’s 12am I need to go to sleep #alexander the great #hephaestion #history #alexander x hephaestion #achilles #patroclus #the iliad #patrochilles

[ffcrazy15]

I need a whole fic where the Cerritos is mistaken for the Enterprise by some type of alien with very high intelligence but very poor visual recognition, for whatever reason.

And Freeman either can't or is too scared to convince them that they're not the Enterprise, so she starts desperately assigning everyone to various roles. Boimler gets assigned as Data, and since he and Mariner are the only people on the ship who play string instruments, the captain orders them to put together some sort of "symphony" because the aliens have heard that that's a thing on the Enterprise.

And it's just Mariner and Boimler frustratedly trying to figure out how to combine her electric guitar skills and his traditional violin skills into something suitably "symphonic" (i.e. thematically trying to combine her more lax/modern way of doing things with his more strict/traditional way).

#star trek lower decks #marinler #lower decks #I NEED these two playing music together #also Stevens gets assigned to play Picard and is way too into it #goes a little mad with power and ends up being the episode's main antagonist #they forgive him in the end though #Ransom is Riker obviously #Mariner gets assigned to play Troi and has a fun time pretending to read people's thoughts and they just have to go along with it #Rutherford is obviously Geordi due to his implant #T'Ana plays Crusher on the basis that she is *technically* a redhead and refuses to elaborate further when questioned #Shaxs is Worf and insists that his nose ridges are forehead ridges #Freeman is Displeased (TM) about having to pretend to be a lower-decker since there isn't a part for her #Tendi works the duty-shift with her and ends up helping her work through her issues about not feeling respected as a Cali-class captain #basically pointing out that success is relative and that she didn't succeed according to her family's standards either #but it doesn't matter because she loves what she does #who knows maybe I'll write it one of these days

[maviacomic]

#tolkientober 3. Creatures/Poetry

Finrod the poet, having failed to out-sing Sauron, gets thrown into a werewolf pit and bites a werewolf to death to save Beren

#couldn't use his mouth to beat sauron in the rap battle so he use his mouth to bite and mad respect tbh #i used Hercules & the Nemean Lion as reference so this Finrod is still a bit too muscular even though I tried to twinkify him #tolkientober #inktober #finrod #the silmarillion #silmarillion #tolkien

[d6b-onion]

a little write-up about Hisami Yomotsu

Hisami's theme is so good and interesting it has me wanting to write something about her.

I am absolutely certain the broader fandom has already oversimplified her to hell and back — pun intended — as "the horny masochist". And to be clear, she absolutely is a horny masochist, but not just that. Do bear in mind I haven't actually researched the character in depth, I'm just organizing my thoughts.

For one, her theme. Go ahead, listen to it, the piano is beautiful. I think it is very elegant, emotional, and honestly? almost romantic. This clashes with what one may assume based the combination of her role and her looks.

Her role is to drag damned souls to Hell, and her ability is to not let anyone escape her grasp, so if you're her target you're kinda fucked. Additionally, she is said to lure people in using her beauty and sweet words. It's worth noting that the creature she is based on is, paradoxically, described as ugly and repulsive.

Fittingly, she is rather conventionally attractive, and I would personally say she is very pretty. The most interesting part of her design to me is her veil. It's very reminiscent of a widow's veil, but purple and made of flower petals, which is a lot more flamboyant. It immediately adds an aura of mystery for most of her face to be concealed in this way. It also ties in to the general floral theme of her design, which I really enjoy.

From this you would expect her to act like a femme fatale or a black widow (lines up with her black hand- and footwear), enticing people with charm and sweet talk, only to turn brutal and cold once their guard is down.

But she is said to be rather amicable (as long as Zanmu isn't in the picture), and actually keeps the promises she makes to those she drags to Hell (such as sharing her reward), and in any case, she isn't really two-faced. But she is kinda creepy and eerie nonetheless.

I think this is another instance of classic ZUN moe, which is being weird and creepy in a very heartfelt and almost innocent way (cf my popular post about Reisen).

This is of course complemented by her, uh, notorious relationship with Zanmu, literally panting when thinking about Zanmu getting mad at her. She is very clearly infatuated with her, to the point of stalkery obsessiveness.

With that in mind, the gracefulness, elegance and borderline romanticism of her theme paints a very interesting character, lending her eeriness an aura of tragic beauty, that perhaps interfaces with her obsessive love... Or maybe she is really just a horny masochist, teehee.

In any case, I was planning on just saying her theme was cool or whatever but I've grown really fond of her as I wrote this. Hopefully you appreciate her a bit more after reading this.

#touhou #touhou project #writing #fanfiction #hisami yomotsu #onion's ramblings #unfinished dream of all living ghost #touhou 19 #zanmu nippaku #image id in alt text #i'd also be remiss not to mention she is probably the most sexualized touhou character so far #despite how weird the fandom is touhou barely sexualizes its characters (if at all) #which is something i really respect #“japanese game with an an all-female cast who often look like little girls” justifiably raises a lot of red flags #and i find myself (maybe unnecessarily) taking precautions when introducing people to touhou #but mad props to zun for being zun #(the fandom takes care of the 'being weird' part for him though) #in a cast of a 100+ characters it's very nice to have characters like her in moderation

[shikai-the-storyteller]

Vegetta heard that some members of the server are scared of him and he was like "Why? I'm not even a tryhard, I was the last person to get slime armor" and I'm like... Vegetta people are already scared of you, WHY would you respond to that with "But this isn't even 1% of my true power''

#i talk #qsmp talk #Vegetta be like ''This isn't even my final form'' #Vegetta be like ''well if you're going to be scared of me at least let me give you a good reason for it /pos'' lmao #It's always so baffling to me (as a KarmaIand fan) seeing how Vegetta's depicted in Fool/igetta fanworks #because the way people often depict Foolish as this incredibly powerful demigod (only sometimes incorporating his actual personality / lore #is how people depicted Vegetta (minus the ''we're disregarding his personality'' part that sometimes happens) in Karmaland #Like it's almost a perfect reverse uno in terms of how people depict Vegetta in KarmaIand vs Q.S.M.P #I'm not mad about it or anything I'm just genuinely amused by how people manage to underestimate him and STILL are afraid of him #like oh honey....... whatever Foolish's ties to immortality and godhood are pale in comparison to Vegetta's #(This is nothing against Foolish BTW his lore on the previous server was fun and I'm bitter we never got to see more of it) #(The entire death totem thing was sick and also the concept of totem gods is so interesting) #The way Vegetta is depicted in Karmaland is very strange #he seems like a being (not necessarily a god but definitely something powerful) #who made their world then stepped back so he could be a part of it #So even though he respects the guidance of elders like Merlon #(to some degree) #and talks about the ''gods'' (admins) as higher powers #the world still bows to him #and that includes the QSMP world #realistically we know this is because every single admin adores Vegetta and grew up with him #but we're looking at this through a lore lense #I can get into this more later - I feel like I should elaborate on my thoughts here and add some canon backing to explain myself a bit more #but you get the jist #Me: let's post a silly little thought about the minecraft series I'm watching #Also me: LET ME CITE MY SOURCES - #Listen man you can't unlearn some things #I'm a professional writer it's in my nature

[dez-wade]

Thinking to myself how all Forever's projects were for everyone, never did anything only for himself. And when he finally decides to be more selfish, they respond by vandalizing his statue, the first thing someone actually did for him...

#i'm not mad with tazercraft at all but but looking at the whole picture i feel a bit sad for him #he probably won't care though #and richas never respect his wishes to keep things between the two of them despite richas respecting his others parents' wishes #qsmp #q!forever

[glitteratti]

not scheduled to work until saturday and my mom keeps getting on my ass every time she walks the dog past my house about how my car’s always here so she thinks i’m lying about having a job and apparently one of my roommates is somewhat upset with me which is only compounding on my feeling of being an outsider in my own home um girl. can i catch a singular fucking break from anyone forever

#.txt #whatever. upset roomie has clinical today other roomie is in the office so at LEAST i can like. not feel so much like a freak LOL #guy who hates people being mad at him sooooo much like ok well maybe i should clean the house top to bottom and buy tp #even though upset roomie sad she’d get it and i can do everybody’s chores and wash all the towels and even the shower curtain #and THEN it will all be ok 😊 like um maybe instead can we work on our communication skills and just talk rather than trying to earn respect #or WHATEVER!!!

[polarburrsurprise]

Funtime Freddy is the strongest character possibly

Thinking about it. After they ejected Elizabeth/Circus Baby from Ennard, Molten Freddy was taking the lead. I know it's storytelling thru indie games, according to what HandUnit and Tape Girl told us in Help wanted but still counts I like to think.

Then we got false canon ending, where we saw Burntrap get snatched like a wig by The Blob. Blob having so many of the dead kids in one big chunky being, Funtime Freddy got his mask as the leader. Others as possibly active too but Funtime takes the lead it seems?

I like to think our sadistic gleeful polar bear is strong mentally. That's a hell lot of strength right there to be leader among that many dead.

#fnaf sister location #funtime freddy #fnaf sl #five nights at freddy's #fnaf ffps #outofkills #fnaf help wanted #I wonder if anger helps and all of them got a ton of anger but Funtime's anger is different? not sure how yet #Cassidy and Norman got that anger to make William's internal hell in UCN while RP'ing a bunch of the non-possessed animatronics #mad respect to those two and Charlie #Something about Funtime though that makes him not give up #killer headcanons #tagging as headcanon for just in case

[hecksupremechips]

Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of

#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit #i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it #very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically #some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like #AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE #and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to #and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded #it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me #i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me #and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him #away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt #feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like #aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family #hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs #his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage #and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them #HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM #and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is #but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK #and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way #or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he #doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’ #yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them

[todayisafridaynight]

did you ever post your thoughts on shishido on here ??

if i did i dont think i said anything major beyond 'hes neat :)'

#snap chats #so funny though i was thinking of drawing shishido over the weekend #obviously i. didnt. but i still very much like his design #i have an outfit based off his white pants one and its one of my faves so needless to say i do think hes drippy at least #it was also really goofy doing set pieces where he was a partner cause he was just as much of a threat as enemies were 💀💀 #it was funny tho i was a fan i couldnt even be mad #shishido as a chara tho ..... yeah i still think he was neat #the twist at the end was probably the goofiest thing i ever seen but the series has done goofier #plus if there was any way to reveal a character was going to betray the cast im glad it was cause he was making a tiktok 💀💀 #him getting Monster House'd and then coming out the cement pit was also goofy but i respect it #shishido and tsuruno's actors are adorable if anything im a huge fan of those two and seeing posts second hand from twitter lejalkaej #i forgot tsuruno's name for a minute though so idk what that says about how much i like tsuruno #WHICH IS WACK CAUSE I REALLY DO LOVE TSURUNO THO LMAO def my fave alongside akame from gaiden #im sorry king idk how i forgot you my memory's bad though we've established this #funny enough im wearing my outfit inspod by tsuruno's outfit today ... goofy timing all this is ... #oh god i got terribly off topic. point is Shishido Neat idk what the daidoji gon do with him but. fingers crossed #fingers crossed its nothing terrible bros been through enough vlekrjla #him proceeding to give his tragic backstory to kiryu Who Could Not Give One is still top ten funniest moments ever

[healingheartdogs]

People who don't know dog body language who have pushy sketchy dogs are so awful to be around. I told our housemates that their dog Klaus doesn't like me when we went out to watch the eclipse earlier today because I didn't want to go in the fenced yard with him out and they were like "oh no he's fine don't worry." When he saw me he charged up to the fence, high flagged tail, snorting and barking and jumping at the fence and they still were like "oh he's friendly, he just wants to smell you, see his tail is wagging". Like my dude... tail wagging does not mean friendly, and what about the noises he's making rn sounds friendly to you?

Selene's sister grabbed him and I thought she was going to take him inside because she acted like she was going to, but instead she stopped halfway and just held him back while I came into the yard and then let him go to run up and sniff me, which he had very stiff body language the entire time he did so. For a while after that he ignored me because of the kids calling him away and was chill, but still kept coming over and sniffing me occasionally and was very tense each time so I just tried to stay calm and sweet talk him and didn't try to touch him to help defuse the situation.

Then I walked a little away from the group to point out a plant in the yard to Selene's mom which was a mistake because once I was out of the little circle we were standing in he started body blocking me, tense face, stiff body, whale eyeing, and then jumping at me and barking. They tried to call him away and were like "oh he's just trying to get you to play, sorry he's so demanding of attention." I started trying to walk toward the gate to leave because he very much was NOT trying to get me to play and I did not feel confident in their ability to control him, and he immediately did it again. And again they tried to call him away. And I got maybe another two steps before he turned right back around and did it again. And they called him away again saying he was just trying to play. Rinse and repeat for a total of like six times of him body blocking me, tense and whale eyeing, and then jumping at me and barking. All while they're just laughing like "Sorry, Klaus just really loves playing". Dudes your dog is actually behaving aggressively toward me right now, please get control over him so I can leave he is NOT TRYING TO PLAY WITH ME.

This is the second time I've been invited into the yard while Klaus was out and the first time they kept telling me the same thing but he was actually following me around growling at me then and they were still like "oh it's just cuz he doesn't know you yet, he'll warm up to you, he's friendly". YOUR DOG IS SKETCHY. I DONT WANT TO INTERACT WITH HIM. HE DOESN'T LIKE ME. PLEASE JUST PUT HIM INSIDE WHEN I'M IN THE YARD WITH Y'ALL. And PLEASE learn some dog body language because nothing about his right now says "friendly" at all!!!!! Not even a little!!!! TAIL WAGGING DOES NOT MEAN FRIENDLY, ESPECIALLY A HIGH FLAGGED TAIL.

#i will not be going back into the yard while he is out #i only did this time because they made it seem like they were going to put him inside #but then didn't #i do not trust that dog #and they are oblivious and just laughing while he is actively menacing me #cant tell them shit about it though because they act like we're criticizing their parenting if we do and get offended #and then be like 'well your dogs are out of control so what do you know' because my dogs bark at strangers #like... okay your dog growls at and menaces strangers???? mine just bark at strangers who talk to them and try to rile them up #and i dont correct them for that because its not worth correcting and also not their fault #your dog is actually dangerous and you dont have control over him #my dogs are not dangerous and when i tell them to be quiet and get inside they do #so who doesnt have control huh???? #theyre just mad because theyre the strangers my dogs bark at sometimes and since i dont like how they interact with my dogs i allow it #because they are rude as fuck and do not respect my dogs' boundaries at all #and think that dogs shouldnt be allowed to have boundaries because they should be 'kid safe“ which really means shut down from punishment #thats how they are with klaus which is a big part of why i dont trust him too #because they have created a dog who gets punished for setting boundaries so that the kids can 'safely' climb all over him and annoy him #and to me that is a recipe for a dog that doesnt give a lot of warning before becoming aggressive because hes been punished for it #i do not trust dogs who have been punished for having boundaries #and i dont trust their owners either #also them doing that means their kids think they can do whatever they want to dogs and interact very rudely with them #so i dont let their kids interact with my dogs at all now because even with me constantly correcting them they ignore me and are rude #and that definitely is something theyre also salty about because their kids want to play with my dogs #and they also want my dogs to play with Klaus and there is mo way in hell I'd allow that which they also dont like #hes an intact bully who they have admitted can be 'really fiesty' with other dogs #and Hermes is an intact male who seems to have a 'kick me“ sign on him for other dogs and i just wont risk it #and it drives them crazy that i dont trust their strange dog not to be aggressive to my dogs and wont let them all be 'friends' #DOGS DONT NEED TO BE FRIENDS WITH STRANGE DOGS THEY DONT KNOW OR LIVE WITH #I hate ignorant pet owners that make their ignorance my problem #rant

[sometimesiwanna-disappear]

im gonna tbh with yall, listening to magnus archives again without the constant fanon bleed and regular discussion etc.... definitely colors it a different way lol! i have more criticisms than i did when i listened to it the first time and it makes me a bit sad because i love it so so soso much. just coming up on the unknowing arc and i'm mentally strapping myself in because i'm realizing things [I dont like jmart very much / would like it MUCH BETTER if martin was actually a twist villain and web aligned i keep seeing the wires johnny i am shaking you by the shoulders DID YOU TAKE WEB ALIGNED EVIL MARTIN FROM US TO APPEASE THE FOUND FAMILY FANFICTION SOFT TEENAGE FANS ..... tell me why jonelias is so much more appealing to me now relistening to it as a grown ass woman . PAIN].

#tma #i speak #im so sorry......... martin ... you deserved to be more manipulative and evil #and jon WHYYYYY do you keep not standing up for yourself . everyone is just mad at him and he keeeps taaaking it #get a little meaner pal. you guys both deserve it #i forgot how much i loved mean ass horrible bastard tim. not joking i love him miserable #he's the only bitch in this house i fully respect. he knew about smirke before everyone. he got his backstory. he lost everyone. #then he made it the stranger's fucking problem. you took them have fun exploding you idiots. i dont forgive you . but thank you for this. #IM FUCKING RABID. #gertrude and everything about her is still mwah chefs kiss though. no notes. go grandma go #she sucks and dies and kicked ass while doing it no whining from gertrude. #anyway cant tell if my tastes have matured or im just more critical because im not listening alongside my friends every week #or maybe im just kind of a biiiiiiiii... tch . now. it happens. #tma critical #not really but i guess.. just in case????? #oh last thought i swear im not just an edgelord i just really like when horror media actually really commits. #thats why timsasha is what i latched onto btw the no happiness of it is the APPEAAAAALLLL #THERE WIKLLB E NO KISSING IN THE MAGNUS INSTITUTE

[piplupod]

one of the cashiers at the grocery store i go to is so fucking fixated on shoplifters and it drives me crazy any time i check out through him (i try to avoid him but his checkout is often the most open/empty - hm! i wonder why! - and im often on a tight schedule w the bus). he brings up shoplifters every opportunity he gets and he seems so convinced that theyre a huge problem.

BUT WHAT REALLY GETS ME ,,, is that today the customer in front of me was needing a price check on one of the items bc it should've come out to be cheaper, so he was kind of apologetic abt it and saying "ah well, yknow, six dollars is six dollars, especially with how expensive groceries are right now" and i was nodding and agreeing (trying to show that i dont mind the wait and also solidarity my guy good for u for speaking up and getting the price fixed on that) AND THE CASHIER AGREES. FULLY ACKNOWLEDGES AND BEMOANS THE FACT THAT GROCERIES ARE CRAZY RN. AND THEN GOES ON TO COMPLAIN ABOUT SHOPLIFTERS. HUH ??????

so you agree that groceries are unreasonably expensive... and that sometimes ppl can't afford them... and yet ....................

#HE MAKES ME SO FUCKING ANGRY CMONNNN THINK ABOUT IT DUDE.... #i knew him in highschool (small town things lol) and im pretty sure he was one of those kids who thought cops were really cool. so. yknow. #not surprised. just annoyed fdjkl #i would say smth like ''oh does ur paycheque get docked if shoplifters come thru or smth?'' but i dont want to piss him off #i would like to remain civil with the cashiers here bc its the only grocery store i can get to most of the time fdsjkl #but like. i would love to find out why he hates shoplifters so much #when i worked at DQ in highschool and ppl stole dilly bars or FULL CAKES... i did not give a single shit #even though the managers and boss would get kind of angry at us (but they knew we couldnt do anything abt it really lmao) #and then we had to put locks on the customer-facing freezers which was a hassle for us #AND STILL. I NEVER FELT ANGRY AT THE SHOPLIFTERS. BECAUSE WHATEVER DUDE LIFE IS EXPENSIVE GO GET THAT ICE CREAM!!! #also i was not paid enough to care LMFAO and i know for a fact that this cashier isn't paid enough either bc my brother used to work there #I DUNNO DUDE. HONESTLY I HAVE MAD RESPECT FOR SHOPLIFTERS #i've potentially done it a few times and its fucking terrifying esp w the amount of cameras installed now fdsjkl #i dont do it now even though i need to more than ever bc i was making myself sick every time i possibly did it #i'd get home and sit in the bathroom for an hour trying to make sure i wasnt about to throw up from the stress fdsjkl #also it was stupid to do honestly (but . needed. so yknow.) bc again. i dont have any other options for accessible grocery stores really #ANYWAYS. fuck that cashier i hope he realizes what a little narc he's being and gains some class consciousness or smth idk #all for one and one for all etc etc etc we're all in this together my guy #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[seagullcharmer]

still feeling unwell abt leonard vanderboom btw. if you even care

#libra.txt #rusty lake postin. #he's the most normal of that family #(i'd argue for samuel but. look at him and ida. lol) #mad respect for frank though. spends thirty years in that well. escapes. #casually ends his murderous uncle. still hangs out with his cousins #wish he got glasses though. poor man can't see #i just. man. leonard. he went through it. #born out of wedlock in the late 1800s. cousin goes missing unexpectedly. aunt kills herself. his parents go missing the same day his grandm #died. (he was there when it happened.) #raised by his awful uncle that he suspects was behind the deaths + disappearances of the rest of his family. #out of nowhere he gets a cousin/half-sister that looks like his mom #raises some pigeons. goes off to fight in ww1. loses his leg. comes home with ptsd #his sister rescues his missing cousin from where he'd been trapped in a well. said cousin kills the evil uncle. #leonard decides 'screw it. sure i'll help my long-dead great-great uncle come back.' #becomes the third parent of said reborn great great uncle. dies. #or at least. implied?? leonard&laura is very dear to me. #leonard&frank&rose is also important. the only family that actually like each other. #anyway. back to crocheting.