#little to no pressure is applied!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Would Bardaby (from the Fantasy Au) still do his affectionate biting as shown in the original WH or would it be different?

i'd say Yes Absolutely!

he's gotta be more Careful about it tho... look at those chompers...

#he's probably accidentally drawn blood before... just a teeny bit tho #so it might not be a Bite so much as holding his open mouth to wally - or whoever - yk? #little to no pressure is applied! #his teeth arent that sharp but theyre still Not Dull! #pretty much no one besides wally will let barnaby 'bite' them since uh. yeah Big Pointy Teeth #so whenever they look over and barn has his teeth closed around wally's little face they all get a little nervous #they know barn wouldnt hurt him But Still. Yikey! Accidents Can & Have Happened! #rambles from the bog #scribble salad #wh fantasy au #btw with all of my aus i have and will create - I Try To Incorporate As Much Canon As Possible! #and if i change or omit anything i Will have reasoning! #i like to stick to the source while also fucking around & having fun yk yk #so widely character dynamics and habits will be consistent! #the characters are still themselves! theyre just in different settings!

[shibusawaz]

something about shibusawa's idea of abilities being a novelty, something to be separated from the user, a collectible to be ripped out of its box, the "box" being a person who can just be discarded and disregarded when their ability is no longer an aspect of them.

something about how, at the end of dead apple, shibusawa reaches for atsushi's crystal and atsushi says "that's not an ability. that's me."

and today, suddenly, I cared so much about that line because that's how we treat people nowadays.

i suddenly felt that line, from the stupid little dead gay authors movie, hit me in the gut. Because that's how it feels to be an artist, a writer, a tool, everything! That's how it feels to be cast aside as a person in favor of your talent, your contribution. that's how it feels to just be a walking content machine in people's eyes, like atsushi was a walking ability in shibusawa's.

god I love this movie so much

#am I an artist that people push for more content constantly? no! I don't post art or writing that much. but I still feel the pressure to #and this applies to other things in my life. something something queer metaphor I want a caprisun. #bungou stray dogs #bsd #dead apple #bsd analysis #not really an analysis but more just me acknowledging a line that I like #however I've seen worse takes on the bsd analysis tag so I hope it can slide #stupid little brain thoughts #tatsuhiko shibusawa #atsushi nakajima

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

horse riding things in general are on my mind lately since ive gotten back into the hobby

characters who ride horses often will be very strong with their legs, generally quite calm/wont freeze up as often when if fear or under stress and will have a pretty good reaction time to things.

so.

Laurence in amaranth/ranthredo

very good body control.

and he's very good with horses after SKifying, since he is more aware of their heart rates and muscle movements so he can tell when they're going to spook or do something dumb.

#he knows just how much pressure to apply to get them to do stuff #he also pats and reassures them often to keep them calm if he thinks they're going to get a little tense #that said he rides Ungrth more than he does horses #aphmau #aphverse #rewrite #aphblr #minecraft diaries #mcd #amaranth #laurance zvahl

[samarecharm]

Playing ssbu; i really do love the direction they went for akiras entire moveset. His melees are sharp and aggressive, while his weapon and spell moves are nice and fluid. Really love how Legs he is; he is a gazelle prancing on the stage kicking everything in sight. Also love his midair neutral B; why is he spinning out of control??? And why is it so effective ? Every little detail they added to make the moves more ‘realistic’ really adds to his character 😊

#chattin #and he is SO flashy in this game lmao its a real treat #its hard to see what im doing in strikers so i cant really compare the movesets #but i did notice that the gun/special in strikers is just as flashy as his smash counterpart #following along w his moves is just me going weeeeeweeeeeeeheeheeweeeeeee #other thoughts; eiga and eiga adjacent moves are so explosive and rough in the main game #but in smash its like a little flick of the wrist ; thats a cute little change #i distinctly remember playing smash and loving it sm bc it was like a more realistic interpretation of the moves in the main game #so i am DEFINITELY enjoying strikers; i live for this shit lol #i think the only things i wanted to change for his moveset was to make his guns fire like fox’s #make the shots shoot out w a slightly faster rate of fire and make them do less damage without interrupting enemies #i feel like it fits the fast pace of his moveset more #and i know the best case scenario was getting the all out attack for his ult #(and its CUTE!! like heres akira and his ult; his FRIENDS!!) #but an ult w arsene or satanael wouldve been so rad #otherwise his moveset is perfect #he is so fast and aggressive and he is so good at applying pressure #watch some tourneys w him; ppl who main him are annoying as hell (usually) but u never get hear these guys talk during matches anyway #akira is like. mid. so hes never in grand tourneys. but hes so fun to play and watch

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

what if I wrote on my phone while sitting in the physio office…….

#for changing states LMAO nano is gonna be chaos tonight I love this #I actually appreciate applying a little more pressure into my life #like October got busy and it was kind of delicious…. I’m like wait I have time management skills! I remember these!!!!

[mariocki]

Anthony Ainley guests as medical specialist Josef Kerston, a doctor but also (shock!) a villain, in The Adventurer: The Bradley Way (1.4, ITC, 1972)

#fave spotting #anthony ainley #the adventurer #doctor who #the master #ainley!master #classic doctor who #itc #1972 #the bradley way #perhaps villain is a little unfair; it's briefly established that Ainley's doctor is a genuine medical professional whose involvement in #the villains' plot is because of pressure being applied on his family behind the iron curtain (so... does Gene defeating the #baddies plan get Ainley's family killed?? who knows‚ but i can't imagine it would lose Mr World's Greatest Everything any sleep) #he may not have been The Master yet but Ainley was a fairly regular face on tv at this point in his career. earlier in 72 he'd been a #co lead in ATV's spy thriller Spyder's Web‚ as well as recently guesting in high profile series like Elizabeth R‚ The Shadow of the Tower #and Out of the Unknown. he'd even recently made film appearances‚ with strong roles in The Blood on Satan's Claw and Assault #really this was his busiest period; by the time he was making Dr Who Ainley was more or less financially secure and didn't need to work #(famously he just absolutely loved being The Master‚ and it was more or less all he did from the 80s onwards until the end of the classic #series secured his retirement). i can't honestly say that he attacks this role in the same way as he did the Master‚ but then it's not much #of a part all told; he's just there to be doctorly and occasionally suggest sinister things are afoot. but always nice to see him pop up

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

(Major S-Class Heroine spoilers)

ok idk if im mischaracterising tesilid but like. tesilid in my head is such a funny guy because he went fuck this shit im tired of living and the world wont let me die in peace so ill destroy it so NEITHER of us can exist and he becomes a mass murderer and puts his entire heart into it. and he's like teehee since this will be the last round i'll just have fun committing some (many) atrocities, but then when it doesn't work out he goes uhh hey god if you're actually out there. that wasn't very nice of me, sorry. i'll be good this time. and he genuinely means it 😭 both times. when he destroyed the world and when he said whoops that was a shit idea nevermind wont try that again. like he's beating himself up for it and when things go wrong he blames it on his sins, like does that sound like a thoroughly evil person to you. it's like he was just being a little silly and committed a whoopsie when he was off destroying the world yaknow like that wasn't really him that was just a slip of judgement when the chaos and evil got him at his very fucking worst and had zero support. it just so happened that this "slip of judgement" occured over an extended period of time and he did actively pursue it for a while but like

#s-class heroine spoilers #mash potato #roast potato #i for one certainly forgive him #its ok tesilid we all make mistakes. especially when under the crushing pressure of having no one to talk to and 99 traumatic deaths and #divine certainty of having no future and no end #also i think it's very nice that when he was destroying the world he seems to enjoy it #as opposed to how dead-eyed he prob was when he was going thru the motions of saving the world #we all need some variety in our jobs yknow! #i think it's fair that he gets a little silly once in 100 lives #^ everything above is as from my drafts #is he evil is he good is he just a normal guy i cant tell #he is such a fun char he contains such multitudes #also tesilid applying the concept of sin to himself is kind of sad because #he never believes in the strict order rewarding him #but he sure as hell believes it would punish him #did i already post some variation of this post??? i feel like i have #anw penned aug 22

[doyoueverwonderwhy]

So I work for an organization that covers the whole state of Wisconsin - I'm responsible for just my location and we have a central office that reviews just about everything we do.

And yesterday the the guy at central office who is 2nd in command for all of the payroll and benefits people across the entire organization told me that I'm doing a great job, and picking things up quickly, and that I'm in the running for "rookie of the year"!

So I'm all like

Like, I can tell this job is a really good fit for me and a few people have commented that I've picked things up quickly, but Andy is big boss man and has zero reason to lie to me especially given that the only reason we were talking was to fix a mistake I made. 😅

#i was in my last job for 7 months and i dont think i ever really felt good about it #this one is technically a pay cut but the cheaper insurance and very generous pto make up for it #and im Good at the work that i do even though i can tell theres a lot to learn still #and my boss had me picked out before the job was even open - i had interviewed for another role with the organization over the summer #and apparently when they posted it she was like 'i hope that Aimee girl applies' and then i did! #again she has no reason to lie about something like that #its a little 'omg the pressure' but mostly 'yay! 😊'

[kabutone]

ppl that still wear a mask regularly you are more punk than anyone else

extra points if you’re in a really shitty area where there’s a bunch of anti maskers/anti vaxxers/overall shitty people around. you are extra more punk than anyone else

and ppl engaging in any kind of community care u are more punk than anyone else it’s about love and care babey!!!!!!

#was talking w a friend who so much braver than i #you WILL care about other ppl #anyway when the gov is pushing deadly misinfo it is NOT punk to just go along with that shit. stand up against it #i know a lot of ppl feel social pressure to not mask bc nobody else is but daring to be brave and stand out should be the norm for u #don’t fall in w the normies dare to be different and care for others. esp if nobody else is #and when i see other queer ppl who don’t mask it’s like.. hey man! did you know a disease wiped out a huge chunk of us in the 80s? #the gov said it was a ‘gay disease’ and of course they wanted gay people to die so they did nothing. they let us die #now that covid has become a ‘only disabled people disease’ do you think it’s ok for the gov to do this again? #i see other hawaiians not masking or even PROUDLY being anti vax #and again i’m like hey man! did you know hawaiians almost completely died out bc of foreign disease? #our land was illegally annexed bc so many hawaiians had died there were too little to fight back! do you think more of us should die? #i’ve heard ppl say if you don’t mask you’re not a leftist and that’s true but it also applies to so many different identities and cultures #it’s like if you claim to care about the earth but you litter on the beach. like do you really care if you can’t do the bare minimum #anyway. if u see this and u need high quality masks literally DM me and i will send you some

[humanveil]

do you guys think liv is ever going to get shot like for real. it has been 24 years

#me posting this like this is for my 5 eo girlies. the other 4000 of you look away for a sec. #anyway #i think it would be SO funny to have a wildlife situation where elliot is there screaming crying throwing up while applying pressure to her #wounds. she touches his face a little and leaves streaks of blood on his neck/collar n then passes out on him & everyone thinks this is it #and then cut scene. she's fine it was a flesh wound she can leave in 12 minutes. bye capt. #and then they have to deal w things #terminal svu brainrot

[ronanlynchbf]

basically there's been a void inside of me since i was 6 and that's what's wrong with me.

#YO BRO DESTINED TO NEVER BELONG 👆🔥🔥🙏💥💯❗❗❗ #r.txt #like. ever since i was a little kid i've felt a sense of alienation and lonesomeness whenever wherever & it's only gotten worse over time #<- lonesomeness really THE adam parrish word i can't not think of him whenever i use it. also shakira moment woo that wasn't intended but💪 #anyway. urgh. february's such a weird month tbh like one day i'm feeling fine the next i'm contemplating changing my entire life and then #i'm back to feeling fine and waxing poetic abt nature only to feel guilty for simply existing and like i'm never gonna be happy EVER in the #history of my life two days later........fuckass month. count ur days 🔫😐 #but we move 👍🙏💪 #in other more positive news that i am gonna focus on instead of the stupid february feelings: i've applied for a new ID yday which was long #overdue and i'm over halfway through the 500+ page book i was reading for exams and i'm getting a newspaper job so i'll have a little bit o #income and guaranteed at least an hour outside in the fresh air biking and walking every week and it'll also leave me with enough time to #study without me feeling added pressure bc of the job & come july i'll be two years clean <33 so yay for me 👏

[dreemurr-skelememer]

on the topic of good protagonists. I personally don't like it being boiled down as black and white (love a good complex villain and complex hero) . but god the good guy being secretly evil and it's a twist is indeed overdone and boring. also people forget even good guys can do things that are good but end up fucking up or that good guys are allowed to act on selfish needs it makes them human and not evil.

REAL!!!

it's why scenes where protags and/or good guys majorly fuck up something and have to deal with the guilt, grief, regret, and acceptance are well loved in many shows and medias

#if the bad guys are capable of doing even a little bit of good #good guys are capable of bad things too! and thats okay #it applies to people too. #one little mistake and a few bad things dont make you evil. you are not evil. you are human. and it is human nature to make mistakes #a lot of unnecessary pressure and standards for characters that represent the goodness of humanity #which is already inherently flawed you know? #Anonymous

[whentherewerebicycles]

ok just had my dr appt and am feeling a lot better.

we’re going to increase my dosage of the meds + do a diagnostic test on friday to see if my fallopian tubes are blocked (and i guess the test itself can improve conception rates after because of the type of dye they use?). the cost of the test is within the range i felt i could afford so that’s good too. most importantly she was really reassuring about the “if you have 3 failed cycles IUI won’t work for you” advice that is allllll over the internet. her take is that the research focuses mostly on heterosexual couples who likely had difficulties conceiving naturally for a year or more before seeking fertility care... meaning they’ve typically gone through 15-16 unsuccessful cycles (12 of trying to conceive naturally + 3-4 with IUI). in that case there’s likely some other reason things aren’t working and so it makes sense, timing wise and financially, to move on to the highest-tech option (ie IVF). but for single women and/or lesbians who are trying to conceive, those 3-4 IUI cycles are their first and only attempts. and if the medical history looks good and the person is responding well to the medication, then it might just be a timing and luck thing. so she says if everything looks good on the test we’re doing friday, she recommends that i try six cycles before we reassess. and if i can balance the costs and don’t want to do IVF, she says there’s no reason why i couldn’t follow the regular guidance for couples trying non-medicated cycles ie a full year of trying (although at that point i might decide the financial / emotional cost isn’t worth it). 

#iui tag #that weekend of wallowing was uhh little bit rough on me but #i feel better and ready to keep moving #applied for a second job for the summer/fall that would help offset the cost #and if i don't hear about that one i might reach out to my old bosses to see if they'd take me back on #i think if i can work out the money stuff it'll just alleviate a lot of the stress around each individual try #like i think a lot of my panic is just watching my savings dwindle so fast #right as i am preparing to take a very sizeable pay cut #the pay cut is 100000% worth it for my sanity lol but it does put pressure on other areas of my life #blah blah okay #i also think i learned a valuable lesson from this last time which is: don't test a day early and in fact consider testing a day late #testing a day early just prolongs the agony of the 'waiting for your period to start' period and tips you from hopeful into despairing #like 24 hours earlier than you need to be there #SO yeah. #idk anyway hopefully the test goes well and i can do this cycle #and if not i will have more info on friday and can make more decisions then

[juroguro]

🥰

#sh #finally started using the new blades i bought and im bleeding like a stuck pig. joy 🥰 #idk why its take me so long to find ones that work with the amount of pressure i can apply but now!!! now!!!!!!! #i literally just did one and its enough to satisfy me. 🥰 accidentally a bit deeper than i usually like bc im used to having to apply wayy #more pressure. im so delicious though and im happy yay 🥰 #was inspired bc it just occured to me that i could brand myself with a j. and now. 🥰 when i do it will leave a beautiful puffy scar forever #🥰🥰🥰 #although i still will use my old blades cuz i usually like finer cuts and #my little tan scars too :) im so beautiful and happy and yippee :) #dm for pix if u want :) #but i will go bed now byebye

[wingsandpetals]

my friend my mutual are you doing okay.? do you need a juice or a hug or a spongbob or something

Hmm mouse bites to live i think

#i'm doing bad so very bad but i think it's just because my uncles are here #theyre just like my mom maybe a little less insane. it's like getting pyschically attacked from 3 directions at once #ask #one of them is pressuring me to quit my job and ship myself off to christian school. the other one thinks waitresses don't deserve tips #my mom would rather leech away every dollar i have and them some than apply for government aid because she spends a #all her time listening to right wing conspiracy theories #and here i am in the centerpiece with it all on my shoulders. being treated like a child who's expected to be an adult

[dykes4timrand]

my phone charger is so cute if i don’t hold it’s hand it gets scared and stops working

#i feel like i’m applying pressure to a wound #or like holding my little cousins hand when we walk into a new place