Control (M)
Summary:
Seungcheol is the one mistake you should never make. The one you always do. The relationship that you equally have the most and least control over.
Genre: 8k words, College age but school is not mentioned, big dick!Cheol, simp!cheol, fuck buddies, pining, emotional repressed!y/n, y/n describes her relationship with Seungcheol as a mistake a lot, Cheol's possessive
Smut warnings: light degradation, dubcon, creampie, unprotected sex, public sex, cunnilingus, fingering, blowjobs, praise(?)
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âSo, youâre smart, youâre beautiful, youâre kind-â
You laughed, smiling at the boy in front of you. He was tall, and handsome. Dark, slicked back hair.
âStop with the flattery,â you insisted. He laughed.
âI canât help it,â he cooed. âYou deserve all the praise in the world.â
He was such a flatterer, but you didnât even care. You craved the attention that came from such an attractive man. A man that you could brag to your friends for fucking. A man who you wouldnât see again after tonight.
You let your hand reach forward, your fingers brushing over his biceps. You gave them a small squeeze. He reveled under your touch. He pulled you close to him by your hips, his fingers brushing over the hem of your skirt.
âYouâre dancing with the devil, baby,â he commented, and the little nickname felt completely wrong coming from his mouth. But you didnât care. You needed to be with this guy. Needed to sleep with him to remind yourself who you were.
You needed to sleep with someone. Needed a strangerâs cock to fuck you open.
You needed a change.
âCome on,â you said, your voice soft. âLetâs go somewhere a little quieter. Yongsun.â
His smile only grew, and you knew that he thought he had hit the jackpot. A thrill of pride ran through your body at the fact that he liked you so much. You had been able to so quickly get him to succumb to your touch.
You guided him up the stairs, dragging him into the first empty bedroom you could find. You closed the door behind the two of you and he made his way over to the bed. When you turned around, he was sitting there at the edge. Comfortable even though it was a room that he had never been in before.
âCome here baby,â Yongsun murmured, and the phrase rolled right over your head. You wanted to hit yourself. Come on, get yourself together. He was gorgeous, you were going to get laid. This was exactly what you should want. This was the dream.
Yongsun pulled you closer so that you were in between his legs. He smiled at you, his eyes flickering down your body. His hands slid around you, rubbing over the curve of your ass.
âYouâre so beautiful,â he mumbled. You wrapped your arms loosely around Yongsunâs neck, letting him drag you forward, his lips pressing warm kisses to your neck. You tilted your head up, and his hands slid down to your thighs and up under your skirt. His thumbs trailed over the edge of your panties.
âLetâs see how excited you are to be with me,â he mumbled against your neck. His fingers dipped into your panties and then he pulled away.
âAre youâŠ?â
You groaned, pulling away from Yongsun.
âSorry. Sorry,â you mumbled. âItâs not you Iâm just tired...â
Disappointment flickered across Yongsunâs face, but he nodded.
âYeah, I get it.â
You bid your farewells to Yongsun and as you did you felt eyes on you from across the room. You didnât have to look to know who it was. Just his gaze made your body heat up. You closed your eyes briefly, exasperated. Fuck, why did he make you feel this way? No one should ever have this much power of you.
You avoided looking at him, instead making your way through the party and out into the cool summer air. You hesitated at the front steps, knowing full well you shouldnât wait there but needing to anyways.
The door to the house opened less than a minute after you had closed it. You felt arms wrap around your waist and you instantly let your head loll to the side. This times when lips touched your neck you felt it run straight to your core.
âSeungcheol, please-â You mumbled. âI donât want to tonight.â
Seungcheol ignored you, continuing to press kisses to your neck.
âReally? Is that why you came back downstairs after only five minutes?â He asked you. His fingers dipped under your shirt and you arched your back into his touch. âCome on, you know that you want this just as badly as I do.â
You couldnât help the desperate noise that left your lips.
âSeungcheol, someone is going to see us,â you whispered, your voice low. You felt him smile against your neck.
âGood,â he mumbled. âMaybe then youâll admit how much you like me.â
One of his hands dipped beneath the band of your skirt, his fingers dipping into your underwear. His fingers brushed your clit and then dipped further between your folds. He let out a low groan.
âIs all this just for me?â He asked you. You felt his now wet fingers drag back up to your clit, beginning to rub clumsy, slow circles around it. Your head lolled back against Seungcheol, his lips trailing up your body.
His lips finally came up to yours, pressing softly to the corner of your lips. You turned your face to the side, trying to get his lips more firmly on yours but unfortunately for you he turned away with a smile.
âWhyâd you leave that other boy, hm?â Seungcheol asked you as he continued to rub your clit in circles. âI could practically see his cock bulging in his pants. He wanted you so badly.â
His hand that was still on your stomach dragged lightly up your body, pressing your bra to the side and wrapping his hand around your boob. His thumb flicked across your hard nipple. You whined.
âIâm not- I-I wasnât in the mood,â you mumbled, but Seungcheol knew you well enough that he could tell you were lying through your teeth. He chided you softly.
âWell, youâre clearly in the mood now,â he said. He let your lips brush again, but again when you tried to initiate a kiss, he pulled away from you. You bite down on your lip as he pressed his fingers harder on your clit, but his pace was still slow. He was taking his time, cocky about the fact that you wanted him. He knew that you werenât going to stop him.
You felt pleasure coiling through your body as Seungcheolâs fingers pinched your tits, and you couldnât help the way your face turned, desperate for his lips. If not just to kiss him, but also to keep the frankly embarrassing moans from leaving your lips.
It was obvious to anyone around how badly you wanted Seungcheol, no matter how hard you pretended not to.
You thanked God no one was around.
You could feel yourself being dragged closer and closer to the edge.
âYou going to cum for me?â Seungcheol asked softly. âI can hear how desperate you are. Itâs okay to need me, baby. You know I need you too.â
You whimpered, your eyes fluttering closed.
âF-fuck, Cheol, I-â
You heard the door to the house open and you had never unraveled yourself from Seungcheol faster. Your hands patted down your clothes quickly. The person stumbling out of the party glanced at you and you hoped to God they couldnât tell by your heavy breathing that they had just ripped an orgasm away from you.
The person who had stumbled out of the door glanced at you, their eyes glazed over from the alcohol. They smiled.
âSuch a rad party,â the guy said. He stumbled a little, and another person came through the door. A girl. She rolled her eyes and grabbed the arm of the stumbling guy.
âSorry about idiot here,â she commented. Her eyes flickered to you.
âY/nâŠâ She mumbled. Her eyes narrowed a bit when she looked behind you. âSeungcheol.â
You both nodded at her, but she didnât comment on you two any further. To be fair, at this point you two were practically social distanced from one another.
âIâll see you two around.â
You nodded and you and Seungcheol echoed awkward expressions of agreement. You waited until the two walked away, and once you had seen the two get into a car you felt your head fall into your hands. Disgust filled your body. God, what were you doing?
âY/nâŠâ You ignored Seungcheol, and he didnât move. âY/n, come here.â
You stayed put, and you heard him sigh.
âItâs okay to need my cock baby, come here so I can make you feel good, huh?â
You groaned but you couldnât help it, you felt yourself moving back over to him just like he wanted. That smile flickered across his lips again, pride to himself at having been able to get you to do what he wanted all over again.
âSo good for me,â Seungcheol breathed, wrapping his arms around your body. He pressed his forehead to yours. âYou gonna let me have you today?â
You tilted your head up, arms draped over Seungcheolâs shoulders in a similar way as to how it had been with Yongsun not long ago. Seungcheol kept his lips frustratingly away from yours, as if reminding him of how badly you wanted him. Reminding you that despite the fact you pretended in front of others that you didnât want him, you would do anything for him when it came down to it.
âPlease,â you whispered. Seungcheolâs fingers toyed with the hem of your underwear.
âYou didnât answer my question,â Seungcheol replied, his voice steady but low. âAre you going to let me have you today?â
You bit down on your lip, you didnât want to admit it, but you couldnât help it.
âYes,â you agreed, nodding your head. You leaned forward, trying so hard to get his lips, but he still pulled back. âSeungcheol, please.â
Your frustration was starting to grow.
âStop teasing me, Cheol,â you mumbled. You lowered one of your hands to Seungcheolâs pants. You dipped your hand into them, wrapping your fingers around Seungcheolâs already hard cock. You tugged at it, pulling a groan from Seungcheol.
âI thought you were worried about getting caught,â he mumbled. You shook your head against him.
âI donât care anymore, I need you,â you mumbled. You gave Seungcheolâs dick another tug, your thumb flicking over the tip. âBesides, everyone here is too drunk off their asses to notice anyways.â
Seungcheol hummed and let you drag him around the side of the house, to a place where you two were hidden in the shadows of the night. You grabbed his pants, dropping them down to his ankles and crouched down. Your tongue darted to like your lips as you took in the sight of his length.
âYou donât even want me to get you home?â Seungcheol asked, his tone was low and teasing. He knew that you were past that. He knew that now that you needed him, you wouldnât be able to put it off. So you ignored him in favor of sucking his cock into your mouth.
Besides, it was better this way. If you guys fucked here, if you fucked now, then you wouldnât have to worry about sneaking out of his apartment⊠Or getting him to sneak out of yours.
He was so proud that he was fucking you. It was hell keeping him from telling others. Every time that you ended up here with the tip of his cock brushing the back of your throat he grew cockier. More insistent that you liked him.
Maybe he was right. After all, anyone who didnât like him wouldnât be on their knees in a backyard sucking his cock.
Seungcheol groaned, his fingers lightly burying in your hair. His mouth was letting the most perfect little moans and whines leave his lips. The whines proof of his struggle for self-control. You knew how badly he wanted to grab you by your roots and force his cock deep into your throat. He held back on days like this when your attention seemed fickle. He wanted to make sure that you didnât leave.
You wouldnât mind it if he fucked your face like his life depended on it, but that wasnât something you were ready to tell him.
No⊠That was something you wanted him to figure out for himself.
âFuck,â Seungcheol grunted. âI thought you said I could have you today?â His voice was so rough. âGet off your fucking knees and pull your skirt up.â
You popped off of Seungcheolâs cock, giving his shaft a few pumps, eyes looking up at him innocently.
âSomeoneâs needy,â you mumbled. His fingers tightened in your hair.
âIf we were having it my way we wouldnât be outside right now.â
Your lips pressed together, but your core burned regardless. You got to your feet, pulling your skirt up to bunch around your hips and placing your hands on the house. You looked back over at Seungcheol. You wanted to say something cocky, assert your own control over the situation, but instead you just looked at him with wide pleading eyes.
His lips flickered back into a smile, and his hand came down sharply on your ass. A moan was ripped from your body as Seungcheol rubbed the spot he had just hit. His fingers pushed aside your panties, and he pressed two of his fingers into you.
âF-fuck.â
âYouâre such a little slut, y/n,â Seungcheol mumbled. You whined, the words, however derogatory feeling like a compliment from his lips. He pushed his fingers into you slowly. Taking his time even though you wanted his cock right now and fast. âBut Iâm the one who makes you like this arenât I?â
A whined tore itself from out of your lips.
âCheol, please,â you whined.
âLeft Yongsun just for me,â Seungcheol said, the praise going straight to your core. âLeft that bedroom to get fucked by me in the yard. Youâre too pretty to let me fuck you out here.â
âShut up,â you mumbled. A laugh vibrated Seungcheolâs body.
âYes maâam.â
He wrapped an arm around your waist, and brushed the tip of his cock between your folds. You mewled, your fingers curling into balls. You let your forehead fall forward.
âYouâre so perfect, y/n,â Seungcheol murmured. His lips pressed to your lips as he slid his cock into you. You couldnât help it. The pleasurable burn that ran through your body as his cock filled your body. He was huge, always so fucking huge. You didnât think you would ever get used to it. âSo perfect for me, take my cock so perfectly.â
âYouâre such a tease,â you bit out, but your words met thin air. Seungcheol didnât care that he was teasing you. He didnât care that him taking his time was driving you crazy. He never did. You rarely came around to begin with.
âTell me how much you need me, y/n,â Seungcheol breathed. You shook your head, which made Seungcheolâs teeth nip at your neck. Your body shivered; your gaze shot up.
âCheol,â you blurted. âYou know you canât leave marks.â
âIâm sorry baby,â he mumbled. âI canât help it. You know I canât help it. I want everyone to know your mine.â
âIâm not yours,â you bit back. The comment made his cock slip from your pussy. You cried out in desperation, pushing your ass back towards Seungcheol. âCheol, fuck I-â
You could hear his free hand wrap around his cock, and he started to pump it. You could hear how wet from your pussy he was.
âCheol, cheol, cheol,â you panted. âI-Iâm sorry.â
âThatâs not what I want to hear,â Seungcheol replied. His pumps were getting faster.
âB-But-â
âYouâre not mine yeah? So why should I fuck you?â
Your heart was pounding. You wanted his cock so badly.
âI was lying, okay?â You blurted. âIâm yours, okay? All yours. Please Cheol, please-â
Seungcheol pushed his cock back into you, setting a faster pace. His hand wrapped around your waist again, his fingers pushing down on your clit.
âThatâs right baby, youâre all mine,â he agreed. âWe both know how badly you need me. Why donât you show me? Why donât you show me how badly you need me.â
Your body began to shake as your walls began to clamp around Seungcheolâs dick, your orgasm being ripped from your body like you really were all Seungcheolâs. He fucked you through your orgasm, his lips pressing those kisses to your neck.
âWhere do you want my cum?â He asked, as if he didnât already know the answer.
âInside.â
Your name fell off of his lips like a promise, his cum being pumped deep inside of you. Your body burned under his attention, your breath coming in heavy pants as his thrusts slowed. He stopped buried deep inside of you. His lips brushed up against your ear. You turned your head, hoping to finally get his lips but he pulled away from you just like he always did.
That was his biggest grab for control in your relationship. He never let you kiss him. No matter how badly you wanted to. No matter how badly he wanted to.
You two were silent for a minute, dragged out of your sex-haze by the front door to the house being opened and closed. You nudged Seungcheol with your elbow.
âWeâve got to go.â
You could feel how badly he didnât want to go but regardless he pulled himself out of you. You were too nonchalant when it came to him, maybe. You stood up, fixing your panties and brushing down your skirt. Seungcheol pulled his pants back up, hooking his thumbs into his jeans pockets. He stared at you, as you tried to make yourself look like you hadnât been fucked. You could feel his cum leaking down your legs.
âCan I take you home?â Seungcheol asked. You didnât respond to him, you just glanced at him. He knew the answer. He sighed, his eyes flitting away from you.
You walked over to him, against your better judgement. You got up to the tips of your toes and you pressed a kiss to his cheek. You tapped his cheek right after.
âWe canât do this again.â
His lips flickered up into a smile.
âYou know we will.â
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âThere she is.â
Mocking applause filled your apartment living room as you emerged from your bedroom after having gotten home at nearly four in the morning. Your two roommates, Seokmin and Dayoung looked at you with matching wide smiles on their lips. You groaned, burying your face in your hands as you walked.
âAnother day, another party that you disappear from,â Dayoung said with a whistle. You gave her a mocking life and walked into the kitchen, pulling open the fridge door. âThe question that remains⊠Did you get laid?â
Memories of Seungcheol flickered through your mind. You pressed your lips together, forcing a smile.
âYou know I did,â you replied, trying to hide your shame. Your fingers twitched. The worst part being that you wanted Seungcheol to be inside of you right now. You shook the thoughts from your head.
âYou do nothing but score,â Seokmin said with a surprised laugh. You shrugged off the statement.
âCanât help it,â you replied. âIâm too pretty.â
Honestly, it was true. You were always getting the attention of other people. If you really wanted, you could have anyone you wanted.
âArenât you tired of it?â Seokmin asked you. You frowned.
âTired ofâŠ?â
âTired of sleeping with different people all the time?â Seokmin asked. âDoesnât it get exhausting?â
You pretended to entertain what Seokmin had said.
âIâm not interested in just being with one person,â you replied pointedly. âThereâs something exciting about fucking someone else every week.â You let a teasing smile cross your lips. âI donât think just one dick could ever satisfy me.â
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You slammed Seungcheol against the wall of his bedroom, desperately pushing his shirt up over his head.
âCome on Cheol,â you insisted. Seungcheol hummed, allowing you to pull his shirt off, watching you as you got down on your knees and began to undo his belt buckle. âWearing too much. Work with me.â
You threw Seungcheolâs belt to the side and unbuttoned his pants. You pushed his pants down his legs, tearing his underwear down. He wasnât helping you at all, just watching you in amusement. You didnât even care, you whined when you saw his cock was out.
âFuck, I love your cock so much,â you mumbled. You wrapped your fingers around him and gave him a tug.
âArenât you worried?â Seungcheol asked, his voice light and airy. âWonwoo and Mingyu are just through the door.â
âThey donât know itâs me,â you replied pointedly.
Seungcheol chuckled.
âRight, I forgot. You climbed in through the window,â he teased. âAll for what? For me?â
âYouâre not special,â you mumbled, hoping to knock him down a peg. It probably didnât help that as soon as you said it you sucked the tip of Seungcheolâs cock into your mouth. He let out an airy moan, and his fingers threaded into your hair.
âIâm feeling pretty special right now,â he breathed. âAfter all, Iâm the one that youâre on your knees for.â
âShut up,â you mumbled around Seungcheolâs dick. You sucked him deep into your mouth but before you could start setting your own pace Seungcheolâs hands began to guide you over his length. He moved your head slowly up and down, little moans tumbling from his lips as he did.
You placed your hands on his thighs, fingers tightening against him.
âYouâre so perfect,â Seungcheol whispered, his voice so quiet you almost felt like you werenât meant to hear it. âSo, fucking beautiful.â
He tugged your head up a little, so that your eyes were on his.
âI wish you could see yourself. Mouth stretched out over my cock, eyes wide and perfect for me,â he mumbled. Your gaze flickered down, embarrassed. You tapped his thigh, and his fingers released your hair.
You pulled off of his cock.
âShut up,â you emphasized again. âFuck me, Cheol.â
âIâll always do what you want,â Seungcheol promised. He reached down, his hands grabbing your cheeks. He pulled you up by them, the brief thought flickering through your mind that maybe he was going to kiss you. Of course, once you were up his hands lowered to your chest. His fingers hooked between the buttons of your shirt and then suddenly he pulled. Buttonâs scattered across Seungcheolâs floor, but before you could complain, he had one hand on your shoulder, the other one pushing your breasts up and out of your bra.
Then, with a solid push you were pushed back onto his bed. You let out a soft whimper before his hands were on your hips. He pulled your pants down your ankles, and then your panties, before falling to his knees in front of you. He hiked your hips closer to him, his tongue darting across his lips.
âI think Iâm the luckiest guy alive,â Seungcheol mumbled. âI thought surely⊠I heard you were on some date with a guy tonight.â
Memories flickered through your mind of your date that night. Dinner at Applebeeâs wasnât exactly your idea of a date. You didnât know why you always told Seokmin you would go on these dates.
âI was,â you agreed softly. âNot that itâs your business.â
Seungcheol dipped his head forward, his tongue darting between your folds. He licked up to your clit and then sucked your clit into his mouth, his tongue flicking over it. You cried out, arching your back.
âBut youâre here with me now,â he mumbled against you. You rolled your eyes.
âYou arenât special, Cheol,â you replied, a breathy moan leaving your lips.
âRight. Cheol.â There was that mocking tone. âNot special at all.â He smiled against you, focusing on eating you out for a few moments. As he sucked on your clit, he slipped his middle finger into you. âBut Iâm more special than that boy you were with.â
He looked up at you, and your eyes flickered away from him.
âLook at me baby,â he said. You looked back down at him. âWhat was his name?â
His teeth nipped at your clit as he pushed a second finger into you. You whined.
âIt doesnât matter.â
He pressed his fingers hard into you, making you cry out.
âNo, it matters,â he insisted. âWant to know who I am better than.â
âSeungcheol-â
âShh,â Seungcheol said. He slid up your body, grabbing your hands and dragging you closer to him by his hips again. âI donât want to hear anything from you until you tell me his name.â
Seungcheolâs dick brushed against your swollen clit.
âFuck, Cheol you idi-â Seungcheol pushed his tip into you and then pulled it right back out. âKevin, okay? His name was Kevin.â
Seungcheol pushed himself deep into you, making your entire body arch into his touch. Seungcheolâs lips trailed down to your collarbone, and he smiled against your skin.
âIâm going to fuck you until you forget Kevinâs name,â he promised.
Every time you went back to Seungcheol it was stupider. Every time it made him just that much more cocky. You remembered when you were talking to a guy, and your phone vibrated.
Donât text him: Upstairs. Now.
You had looked at him from across the room, a frustrated expression crossing over your lips.
No, you mouthed.
Seungcheol raised his eyebrows dragging his lips into a downwards smile. He shrugged and made his way up the stairs.
You were up there within five minutes.
âThis doesnât mean anything,â you whispered against his neck. He hummed.
âWhat was his name?â
âSunwoo,â you breathed. Seungcheol clicked his tongue, pulling your head back by your ponytail.
âLetâs see how long you remember that.â
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âHey bitch,â Sujun exclaimed excitedly. She wrapped her arms around you in a hug, and then pulled away after placing a kiss to your cheek. âHowâs it going?â
âGood,â you said with a laugh. âI hate bars but for you? Always worth it.â
She let out part of a whoop, evidence of having pregamed even though it was only five.
âYou donât even know how fun tonight is going to be.â
âOh, I think she has some idea.â
Your heart dropped into the pit of your stomach. You turned over your shoulder, shooting Seungcheol a glare that his sister wouldnât be able to see.
âSeungcheol!â Sujun said excitedly. âYou are the perfect person to help me with this! You know what my favorite game to play with y/n is?â
You groaned, burying your face into your hands.
âSujun-â
âLetâs get y/n laid!â
âOh.â
Amusement twinkled through Seungcheolâs eyes.
âWell, that sounds hard. I wouldnât know what y/nâs type is.â
You glared daggers at him while Sujun wasnât looking.
âLong hair, bright eyes, long face⊠Not too many musclesâŠâ You trailed off. âThe exact opposite of you really.â
Seungcheolâs eyebrows danced.
âHm, sure,â he agreed.
He played that game with Sujun, and she didnât even realize the underlying jealous tones in Seungcheolâs voice as he spoke about what guys you should go home with. She didnât notice the look in his eyes when you started talking to the guy they had all decided on.
She didnât hear you sneaking him into your apartment.
âWhat was his name?â
âI didnât even fucking ask.â
Kicking Seungcheol out was the hardest. You almost never invited him over because of it. It was hard enough to leave his place every morning. He always looked at you with big puppy eyes begging you to come back. Promising you that you would be so much happier if you spent the day with him.
When he stayed over you were always quite literally pushing him out.
âYou have exactly five minutes before Dayoung gets out of the shower, Seungcheol come on.â
âIâll be in your bed tonight anyways, why donât I just stay and wait?â There was a smile on his face even though there was a heavy look in his eyes. âI can stay around like a stay-at-home boyfriend.â
If you were being honest, you had known right away that he had fallen for you and you were just trying to pretend like he hadnât. It was in his touch, the way he spoke to you. You knew that from the start he had seen you as his and you were holding him at a distance. You were quite literally using him, but he was letting you because you were leading him on and that made you think it was okay.
âI think Iâm a bad person,â you admitted. There was too much alcohol in your system for you to be talking about this. You turned your head to look over at Seokmin, as your eyes flitted away from your phone with the singular message of: Youâre not out tonight, right? Come over.
âYouâre not a bad person,â Seokmin negated with a roll of his eyes. Your lips flickered into a smile.
âYou donât know that. You donât know what Iâm doing.â
Your phone vibrated.
Or are you pretending to be someone elseâs tonight?
You groaned and threw your phone at Seokmin.
âJesus christ, Seokmin Iâm such a bad person,â you blurted. He glanced at your phone screen.
âWho is Donât Text Him?â He asked. You raised your beer to your lips, finishing it off and tossing the can across the room.
âI canât tell you,â you replied. âBut heâs a good guy. And Iâm leading him on like a fucking dog.â
âWell, if heâs letting you lead him on-â
You groaned loudly, turning your gaze back over to Seokmin.
âWhat do I do?â You blurted. âWhat do I do? He practically thinks weâre together.â
âJust cut it off,â Seokmin replied pointedly. âYou canât lead him on if you arenât fucking him.â
Easier said than done.
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âI fucking canât stand you,â you whispered as you shut the closet door behind you. âYou played it too risky, you canât be that close to me.â
âYou didnât really seem like you disliked it that much,â Seungcheol teased. His lips were turned up as you pulled his cock from out of his pants. You didnât even bother to drag them down. You slid your hand up and down his hard cock.
âYou arenât some sex god Seungcheol-â
He grabbed you by your hips and turned you around suddenly. He pushed up your skirt, and aside your panties- Something you were much too accustomed to. His hand came down on your ass, before his fingers slid into your wet heat.
âCome on baby, you need to be honest,â he said softly. âDo you think that your pussy gets this wet for just any man? Youâre so perfect for me that youâre already ready for my cock.â
He placed his hands to either side of your body and pressed his cock into you. You felt your head dip a little, pressing your ass back against him. Just proving him right. Just pushing him deeper.
âFuck baby,â Seungcheol said, his voice close to that of a whine. âYou really are so perfect for me, arenât you?â
âItâs not all for you,â you protested, but even as you spoke you were pushing back against him, silently begging him to go faster.
âNo?â He asked softly. âThen whoâs it for? KevinâŠ? SunwooâŠ?â
You bite down hard on your bottom lip.
âSeungcheol-â
âNo, thatâs not what you call me is it?â He asked. His pace was slow. Stupid, Seungcheol and his stupid slow thrusts. He was always taking his time.
âI donât have time for this,â you grunted. âFaster.â
âAsk me nicer,â Seungcheol replied.
âNo-â
âThen I can stop,â Seungcheol agreed. His cock slipped out of you, but it was so brief it practically never happened. You pressed back against him quickly, forcing his cock back into you.
âDonât stop,â you blurted. âPlease, Cheol, I need you so fucking badly. Faster. Please.â
He laughed.
âOf course, I will,â he agreed. âSince you sound so sweet for me.â
He picked up his pace, to the one that you wanted. Nothing being able to be heard from within the closet other than your own moans and the sound of skin on skin. You felt Seungcheolâs lips on your skin and you wished that he would bite down on you. No matter how much you said you didnât, you wanted people to know.
You were just so scared.
Seungcheol brought you to your orgasm fast, just the way that you were used to from him and his lips brushed your ear as he whispered: âWhere?â
And you fought it in yourself not to scream in desperation with your response.
âInside.â A beat, and honestly more didnât need to be said but you said it anyways. âAlways, inside.â
You let your head bump against the wall in front of you and your fingers curled into balls as Seungcheolâs warm cum started to fill you. You felt an orgasm rip through your body as he fucked his cum into you, and he fucked you through it until you were both panting and coming down from your highs.
After a few minutes he slipped his cock out of you and you felt his cum drip down your thighs a little. You were so annoyed at yourself for letting him fuck you here because now you were going to have to deal with this situation the best you could in a public bathroom, but it was your own fault really.
Aggravation flooded your body at the situation as you pulled your clothes on, and Seungcheol just stood there watching you as you got dressed with that cocky expression on his face. You wanted to hit him.
âThis canât keep happening,â you hissed. As you spoke you heard footsteps from outside of the door. You threw your hands over Seungcheolâs mouth, suddenly finding yourself unable to breathe. Seungcheolâs tongue darted out to your hand, and you pulled away from him. He gave you an amused expression.
âThatâs what you say every time,â he said. âYou donât mean it. Youâll be back.â
âIâm serious this time,â you insisted. Seungcheol just smiled, leaning forward. He teased you, his lips hovering just above yours. You fell for his trap of course, tilting your head up to catch his lips. He pulled away.
âYeah, I can see how serious you are,â he agreed. Frustration bubbled in your stomach, and you pushed open the closet door. You stumbled out and looked around the hallway. Luckily, no one was around.
âWhat if someone caught us?â You asked him. âWhat if your sister found out?â
Seungcheolâs eyebrows furrowed.
âWho cares?â He asked. You shot him a glare.
âI care. Sheâll have my head.â
âSheâll get over it,â he replied. The topic of his sister was bothering him, but you didnât think it was for the reasons most people would be annoyed. âI donât get why youâre so obsessed with keeping this secret from her.â
âItâs not just keeping this secret from her,â you shot back at him. You started to walk away from him, but he was following you. You were betting on him following you, honestly. âThis isnât something that should be happening. Weâve known each other since we were kids.â
âWe have,â Seungcheol agreed.
âWhich is exactly the point. This is a mistake Seungcheol. Every time we have done this, itâs been a mistake.â
Seungcheol grabbed you by your wrist.
âA mistake, huh?â He asked. âWas it a mistake every time you said you were mine? Whenever you begged me for my cum? Every time you sabotaged whatever connection with whatever guy you were with that night just to end up fucking me?â
âGod, youâre so cocky,â you blurted. You ripped your wrist out of Seungcheolâs grasp and pushed hard at his chest. âIt meant nothing. It means nothing. You just have a good cock, Seungcheol. Thatâs it.â
Hurt shot through Seungcheolâs eyes but you didnât back down. You stood your ground, crossing your arms over your chest. You glared at him as he waited for you to take back your words.
You two stared at each other and then you heard someone from beside you say something. Your eyes widened and you put some space between you and Seungcheol. Real fear of being recognized, and having your dispute being acknowledged as just that: a dispute running through your body.
Once the person had passed your eyes flickered back to Seungcheol. He scoffed at you.
âGot it,â he bit out. âThis really is the last time.â
Seungcheol walked away before you could say another word.
Honestly? There was something in the back of your throat as you watched Seungcheol walk away. You tried to remind yourself that Seungcheol didnât matter. Tried to remind yourself about what you had just been saying. That Seungcheol was a mistake. Something that should have never happened.
But still, you felt something achy in your stomach as you looked at him.
In the weeks that followed Seungcheol didnât reach out to you, and you didnât reach out to him. You went to parties just as usual, but his eyes werenât on you anymore.
And when you went upstairs with someone, and they turned up dry⊠You just ended up going home and having to take a cold shower.
âYour nights have been short recently,â Seokmin commented one morning. You glared at him as you chugged a cup of orange juice, frankly desperate to get your raging headache to calm down.
âThereâs not a lot of fish in the sea.â
Seokmin chuckled.
âYou should go on a date.â
You didnât want to go on a date. You were feeling empty inside for a reason that you could not understand. Every single person that you tried to fuck was a disappointment, someone that you just couldnât imagine being inside you.
Still, you ended up agreeing to go. Maybe it would snap you out of this⊠Whatever this was.
You wanted to scream when you saw Seungcheol sitting at a table with some girl. You didnât know who it was and you were literally on a date with someone else but you didnât care.
âCan we sitâŠâ You pointed to the table across from where Seungcheol was on his date. The waitress had a look of confusion flicker across her brows, but she nodded.
âYes, thatâs perfectly fine,â she replied. Han shot you a confused look, but you shot him back a distracting smile.
âItâs a nice table, yeah?â
You spent the whole night ignoring Han. Spent it staring at Seungcheol like your life depended on it. Your eyes flickered from between Han and Seungcheol. Each smile from Seungcheol to that girl set your chest a flame.
Fuck, this date couldnât go well. It couldnât because if it did it was really over between the two of you and you werenât ready for that. It hadnât been over yet. Not really, but this. This made it feel real.
âSo, then he-â
âI have to go to the bathroom,â you blurted. Han gave you another confused look but you didnât care. You briskly got up from the table, bumping into Seungcheol as you passed him. Your eyes caught his and an apologetic smile spread over your lips, an attempt at hiding your desperation.
âSorry,â you blurted. âI was just on my way to the bathroom.â
As soon as the words were out of your mouth you were walking back to the bathroom. You had barely made it through the door before Seungcheol was pushing through it too.
âY/n, fuck,â Seungcheol blurted. âWhat are you-â
âMine,â you mumbled. You wrapped your arms around Seungcheolâs body. âYouâre mine. Not hers, mine.â
Your fingers fumbled at Seungcheolâs belt, unbuckling it and pulling out Seungcheolâs dick. You could feel it hardening under your touch. You hopped up onto the bathroom counter, hiking up your dress.
âCome on,â you insisted. You didnât care that you hadnât eased yourself open yet, you needed to remind Seungcheol that he was obsessed with you. You tugged Seungcheol closer, wrapping your legs around his hips and rubbing his tip through your folds. âCheol, please. I need you.â
âYouâre on a date too,â Seungcheol said, his voice strained. His hands came to your hips, tightening on the fabric bunched there. He pulled it up a bit.
âSo, you did see me,â you mumbled. He had just been pretending all night not to see you. You wondered, selfishly, if all those laughs had been real. The flirty smile on his lips had been undeniable.
âOf course, I saw you,â Seungcheol replied. âYouâre mine. When I heard you were going on this stupid date, I nearly lost my mind.â
Seungcheol pushed his cock deep inside of you, making you cry out. You wrapped your arms around his body, burying your face in his neck. You pressed a few kisses to his neck, trying to hide moans there.
âYour pussy was made for my cock,â Seungcheol mumbled. âYour body was made to be mine.â
You nodded against Seungcheolâs skin.
âYouâre right,â you agreed. âYouâre right. I donât know why I pretended for so long.â
Your teeth nipped down on Seungcheolâs neck, making him hiss, his hips stuttering against you.
âYouâre breaking your own rules baby,â he mumbled. You mewled, tilting your own head up.
âFuck my rules.â
Seungcheol had been looking for permission to mark you since this had started. His teeth immediately bit down on your neck, and he smoothed over the mark as soon as he left it. Normally when Seungcheol fucked you he was slow and agonizing but not tonight.
âWhat finally triggered it?â Seungcheol asked you, his lips still against your neck.
âCanât stand you smiling at that girl,â you admitted breathlessly. âCanât stand you on a date with anyone else.â
âWeâre not dating, y/n,â Seungcheol reminded you. âWeâre not dating because you donât want to.â
His words were rough, but his lips curved into a smile.
âSeungcheol Iâm sorry,â you mumbled. âI donât know why I pretended I didnât want you.â
Seungcheol grunted his agreement to your words.
âI should leave you here. Soak you with my cum and not let you cum. Make you sit in here thinking about the fact that Iâm on a date with someone else. Someone who makes me laugh. Someone who appreciates me.â
You wrapped your arms even tighter around Seungcheolâs body terrified that he was going to honor his words.
âBut sheâs not yours Seungcheol,â you insisted. âIâm yours.â
Seungcheol nodded.
âThat you are baby,â he agreed softly. âAll mine. My jealous little girl.â
âIâm not-â Why were you trying to lie right now? You were the one who had dragged Seungcheol here. Made him come into this bathroom. Practically begged him to fuck you.
âItâs okay that youâre a little jealous,â Seungcheol cooed. âIâm jealous too. Hate it when I see other men draped all over you. Hate it when they look at you and think that they have a fucking chance.â
âThey donât,â you breathed. âNot really Cheol. No one has really had a chance with me since I started fucking you.â
Seungcheol hummed and it sounded unconvinced, but his grip tightened on you. He was getting closer.
âSeungcheol, I love you,â you whispered, your voice breaking. Seungcheol shook his head.
âY/n-â
âI mean it, I really do,â you insisted, knowing he was going to negate your words. âItâs not just because youâre fucking me. I love you.â
Seungcheol raised his lips to yours. His thrusts slowed for a moment and one of his hands raised to your cheek. His lips flickered back into a smile, and his lips brushed yours teasingly.
âSay it again,â he said softly. Your eyes fluttered shut and you began to roll your hips down to meet Seungcheolâs thrusts.
âI love you Seungcheol,â you repeated, sounding wrecked.
âGood girl,â he breathed. His lips pressed to yours. Chastely, at first, and then more heated as time went by. It was like he was starving, desperate for your lips and honestly? Thatâs how you felt. All these months you had wanted to kiss him. All this time you had needed to feel his lips on yours.
To finally feel his lips? You were so fucking relieved.
All this time you had been afraid to admit how much you needed him. All this time you had been scared of your own feelings. Because it was Seungcheol. Choi Seungcheol. You werenât supposed to be in love with him. You werenât allowed to be in love with him.
If he had kissed you before, you thought that this would have been so much easier.
âI love you too, y/n,â he admitted softly. His fingers came down between you two, rubbing slow circles on your clit. âYou going to cum for me?â
You whined against his lips, nodding, desperate, needing him to kiss you more. You chased the connection, but he kept his lips just slightly away from you.
âThatâs my good girl,â he mumbled. âBe good and cum for me baby.â
âK-Kiss me, Cheol,â you whined back. He nodded.
âAnything for you,â he said. âAnything for my perfect little girl.â
His lips pressed back to yours and as soon as he did you began to come around his cock. You dragged him right over the edge with you. He didnât even ask if it was okay to cum inside of you but that only filled you with comfort. He knew you were his. He knew that your pussy was all for him to cum inside.
Seungcheolâs thrusts progressively came to a stop, and his body collapsed against yours. Completely spent, but he didnât stop kissing you regardless. You found yourself gasping against his lips, so fucking desperate and needy and you didnât even care.
Seungcheol pulled back, always the one pulling back, always stronger than you were when it came down to it.
âYou have to go back to your date baby,â Seungcheol said. He slipped himself out of you, and you let your head fall back against the mirror. You shook your head in exhaustion. âI donât want-â
âShh,â Seungcheol whispered back. âIâll see you again soon now, wonât I?â
You nodded your agreement. Seungcheol grabbed you by your hips, dragging you off the counter. He pulled your panties back into place and pulled your dress down. You stared at him, chest heaving as he tried to make you look presentable. His lips flickered into a smile.
He leaned forward and pressed his lips to yours briefly.
âOkay.â
He pulled away from you and just as he did you grabbed his wrist.
âCome over tonight,â you whispered. His lips flickered up.
âYeah?â He was silent for just a second, but his excitement was obvious. âCan I stay over?â
You nodded once, and his smile grew larger.
âAnd we can get breakfast together?â
Another nod, and it looked like his smile was going to break his face in half.
âYou promise?â He asked.
âYouâre the one who said that we have to get back to our dates,â you insisted. You pushed at his back, trying to get him out of the bathroom. âI promise, okay?â
Seungcheol turned around again quickly and pressed his lips to yours in another fast kiss. He smiled at you and then took a deep breath.
âOkay. But donât go back on it.â
Before you could assure Seungcheol that you wouldnât go back on the promise he was finally leaving the bathroom.
Han knew you were lying when you came back to him and told him that you werenât feeling well but despite knowing it was a lie he didnât know exactly why you were lying. He gave you a smile, saying he understood and also insisting that you get some rest.
You were honest when you told him that you were sorry about the date going bad and that you didnât think you two should go on a second one. Honest when you told him you thought you liked someone else.
And the embarrassment of having to end the date in that way completely vanished when you kept your promise to let Seungcheol stay the night. And that wasnât the last time that you kept that promise to him.
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