#like im being more permissive than usual im just tired

[cacaitos]

overall regarding my last batch of questions, i think on simpler terms, if not talking about the plot itself, ItK is a story about stories, and, just like with characters in-story, how they can fabricate and enthusiasm (or antipathy anyway) for violence and dubious situations lol.

i mean, on a textual literal manner, ichi and kakihara’s fight is just a typical murder scene with unfortunate(?) results. it can easily align on ‘villain so powerful they wish to be defeated’, ‘be careful with what you wish for’, ‘they had it coming’ things of that sort, people arent unreceptive to those stories, specially bc both the characters are horrible people. it’s satisfying to see people you hate die.

on a second level, it is a ‘romance’. yes it can sound redundant due to the oversexual nature of the story. so it’s not so much on the figures but on a practical level, as a tool. much like in hate and revenge, the weak beating the strong or a slighted person enacting justice, romance too requires empathy, if not stright sympathy, for either/or parts, and is no stranger to use hate (conflict) as its driving force. so, catharsis is not achieved, maybe, through conquest, but by the synthesis; the resolution of said conflict (otherwise it’s moreso tragic). 

despite on numbers it’s more appropiate to say that ichi is less worse that kakihara (on an age=experience way) he is wimpy, volatile, undecisive and declares explicitly and loudly he wants to hurt ppl the audience is inclined to feel empathy towards (women bystanders, and not violent yakuza), so he’s underisable, maybe too close to someone you would meet irl. while kakihara hurts the weak, yeah, but it’s violent yakuza like him (and not like you), and instead of contempt he’s moreso *neutral about women, in contrast of ichi’s strong (specially influenced by the fact he’s atraccted specifically to them) opions on them. we spend most of  the time with him, and even by force of shared space and time, one logically understands what he wants. 

so now both for the strength of hate (that you want them both to suffer) and for romance (that you want them both to meet, because one is compelled to the interaction of engaging characters), give way for the third layer of conflict: what’s the correct reaction when the story through legal means has lead you so that this fight happens (standard) but that by asosciation is also leading you to cheering on what’s subtextually, and in a way that’s coherent and directly resulting of the first two elements, an rape scene (or play or whatever). it doesnt negate the entertainment and satisfaction of violence and retribution nor that this is all but verbally what you’ve understood and rooted for kakihara to search and find. i don’t have an answer, to be exact, either.

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the fact that jiji too acts like a puppeteer of his own crafted stories in-story, and we ourselves cannot trust what he says, reminds the reader of the presence of the author. the author has provided the story pure characters: ichi, while being close to beinng the character we know the most about his past of the main 3, has his and our understanding of it disturbed and unreliable in almost every way; we don’t really know why kakihara is so perverted nor why jiji has such a god complex. not like we’ve really needed to know, deliberately; they don’t exist (or at least feel divorced) as characters with a rich internal life beyond what’s necessary for the plot to advance in the limited space of this manipulation, violence and fetish galore story.

jiji, as an internal author avatar, too is the onwer and director of this story, more so than the protagonist (ichi) or the main character (kakihara); he creates the beats and makes the plots and charactes move forward. now where do i want to go with this section, flimsy as it may be. by making more evident the ways a creator will use narrative tools more to the likes of a herding staff, specially the kinds to create strong and divisive emotions i think it’s more convinient to, therefore, analyze this ‘rape’ scene in the practical and utilitarian way it was, just possibly, used for.

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i’ve previously ‘joked’ on how authors will use a woman in a trio to make the two other male characters sublimate emotions (in the neutral way of the word, could mean like could mean murder intent) towards the other through, often hurting her or putting her aside in the process. obviously this is in great part bc of subconscious misogynistic tropes and the likes. nonetheless i will treat it as both subconsious (to some level) and a deliberate exemplification of how those female characters are used just as other intangible narrative tools are.

in that line, then, the internal position of women, real or fictitious, is to further and connect the male-male sociality. be it as validating factors in a competition, like with the twins; suzuki’s family to bribe him into paying for the murderer's fee; jiji using karen to cheer ichi into killing again, and in the process, through phonegirl, validating his outlook on women. this isn't necessarily true of all female characters in the manga, but the last one, on top of manipulating ichi to do his bidding again together with his killing instructions, it also establishes the method through which ichi and kakihara will complete their respective arcs and bring the audience satisfaction.

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now, the problem is to disect whether the way female characters and kakihara (we’re still on the rape plotline for this case) are related is linear or retroactive. if linear, then the women are to be taken as stepping stones that set up the ‘mood’ with which kakihara's and ichi's arc climaxes are to be taken, like the paragraphs state above. if retroactive, then if the author is to assume its demographic, it would use a male character and his probably more closer approach so that their uncomfortablility is then passed more sympathetically to the rest of female characters.

the linear interpretation can look more objective re: the crafting of a narrative: jiji leads ichi to kakihara and the reverse through these series of events and interactions. jiji and the author channel ichi's growing, heterosexual, desire into drawing out kakihara's, through juxtaposition. however this interpretation has a weakness, since there's a gap between how the audience should feel about these women (since it's, for all the flaws of the work, portrayed that's bad they're abused), and how they should feel about kakihara's active desire for that hurt (the part that one is supposed to grow enthusiastic for). how are they supposed to set up the mood if they're so hard to reconcile? how's the audience to respond? or is it just A Fact to take on regardless of the audience reaction, for the sake of the story and story only? on the flipside, if that breach is intentional, is it then that it involves the audience as a Gotcha! in the you don’t want it bc you want it paradox, say, similar to ichi’s conflicted stance on his fetish, or in a sort of *sympathy for kakihara’s? so you wish this fight to happen, but do you endorse its unrelying dynamic too, hm? - prefacing the seoncd one saying i think it can be quite weak, and asume more about a vague reader than the text or its intent itself, since what i intuit this from also lacks enough emphasis it that were to be the case, but alas, moving on. if the interpretation is retroactive, now this is not only addressing the last fight but how kakihara interacts with men through the entire manga. for starters i don't think there's something inherently affeminizing about submission, structural, consensual or nonconsensual (abuse), nor do i think that's the way a good chunk of homosocial relationships of the manga are meant to be read as. but that kind of association is not lost to the manga either, I would argue intentionally, presumably aware of its genre demographic too (seinen, horror). 

kakihara, while doing his fair share of torture as the victimaire, it’s understood this is often a reflection of something he wants done to him (others he’s just a bitch). done to people he lacks respect of (everyone), his underlings, adversaries, etc. his fixation with penile mutilation (of which it’s not like we skip a lot of precisely, for emphasis) is also self reflective. of course on a literal manner this is humilliating (and if taking into a account gendered dynamcis, emasculating). ***as crazy as this may sound, i feel that the violent scenes towards women are oddly, contained? (not like it feels better like that) looking back (and knowing how male authors can be) when they’re about sex, they’re sex; when they’re about violence nudity (or moreso the sexualized framing) is avoided, or at least enough it doesn’t distract from the barbarity. so strangely enough for a manga, this male-directed genital terrorizing (empasized by the shared male perpetrators), in concept, depiction or focus (even if it’s just piercings), appears maybe close in numbers to the previous. even if not so, overall there’s a looming threat of male-targeting violence than usual. so at the moment ichi cuts kakihara’s dick up (ei. it literally ignites his danger instincts, and symbolically castrates him) it materializes the female role of the performance of the victim. how does the presumed audience, the audience of a horror, react to this, closeups and all? weaker, similarly, stronger?

**this is barely revised lol i think towards the end i lost focus but whatever i hope you get what i mean. this is mostly rambles to overexplain lol.

#txt #***I've said it till boredom that im not a fan of that approach bc i feel it's shallow and possibly counterproductive. how original and #humble of them. #like im being more permissive than usual im just tired #anyway for better of for worse i think i’m leaning more on the linear interpretation and the retroactive as subservient to it. #ichi da killa #ichi the killer

[soupsuckz]

PLS YOURE SO GOOD WITH SAM WINCHESTER SMUT

sam winchester nsfw alphabet?? fem!reader

<3

♡ im basically a natural when it comes to sam ♡

A- Aftercare (What they're like after sex)

He usually stays inside you for a few moments after cumming. He likes the intimacy of being close, but then he'll get you water and a warm rag. If you're especially tired, he will wipe you up and then you'll most likely cuddle for a while.

B- Body Part (Their favorite of yours and their own)

Sam loves your neck. He loves nipping at it, leaving hickies, wrapping his hands around it, etc. For himself, he probably is the most proud of his arms or hands. He loves being able to pick you up without any issue.

C- Cum (Anything to do with it)

Usually he'll pull out and cum on himself, but if you give him the choice he'll either cum inside or on your stomach. He's also suuuuper messy with it, and loves seeing you covered.

D- Dirty Secret (A dirty secret of theirs)

He secretly loves subtle exhibitionism, stuff like making you moan so loud any guests can hear you. He doesn't want to actually show them anything, but rather just make them imagine. He loves when you brag about him, (especially in bed) and it definitely eggs him on.

E- Experience (How much experience do they have? Do they know what they're doing?)

He obviously hasn't had as much as Dean, but that's because he prefers to get to know the person first. Sam thrives on knowing exactly how to make you squirm, so he usually won't hire a prostitute. He thinks sex should be enjoyable for both of those involved and feels almost ashamed to use someone.

F- Favorite Position (Self explanitory, their fav sex position)

He honestly doesn't care what position you're in, as long as it's comfortable. His favorite though, is doggystyle. He loves being able to grab your ass and still have access to your neck.

G- Goofy (Are they more serious or goofy during sex?)

Sam is usually pretty serious during it, but he'll crack a joke every once in a while if you're nervous. He wants to make sure you're comfortable and knows he isn't going to hurt you. (Without your permission.)

H- Hair (How well groomed are they? Do the curtains match the drapes?)

It's no secret that he's hairy, but he does keep it clean and trimmed. Even when he's not in a relationship, he prefers to have it tamed.

I- Intimacy (How romantic are they in the bedroom?)

He's not necessarily romantic, but he's super sweet. He tries to take you out on dates and get you flowers, but it somehow always gets messed up. Usually a 'romantic' night for you two includes him making dinner and then watching a movie and cuddling.

J- Jackoff (Masturbation headcanon)

Whenever Sam does jerkoff he likes to still pretend it's you. He'll cover his eyes and think of all the things you do to him, stroking himself how you ways do.

K- Kinks (One or more of their kinks)

Hm, he's definitely into biting and scratching, maybe even a little tickling. Other than that I think he's pretty vanilla.

L- Location (Favorite place to do it?)

Honestly as vanilla as it is, he loves the bed. He'll be happy to fuck you in Baby, but he prefers somewhere soft and warm. He loves the convenience of being able to just cuddle and sleep afterwards.

M- Motivation (What turns them on?)

Sam absolutely loves when you wear his clothes/cologne. It makes him feel so primal.

N- No (Things they absolutely wouldn't do, turn offs.)

Even though he's a hunter, and deal's with super gross stuff, he will not do anything with scat, piss, or vomit.

O- Oral (What do they prefer?)

Sam loves a good blowjob, but he'd always prefer to eat you out. He's so desperate and hungry, eating you out like a starved man.

P- Pace (Are they fast or rough? Slow or sensual?)

He's rough and slow. He takes long, sweet thrusts before slamming back into you.

Q- Quickie (What are their opinions on them?)

He doesn't love them but he's used to them. Being with hunting you two don't have a lot of time alone so it's not uncommon for you to go to a gas station bathroom and get off.

R- Risk (How risky are they?)

It depends on the era. In the first few seasons, not at all. I think after S7 he stopped caring about whether Dean heard or not.

S- Stamina (How long can they go for?)

S1-6 Sam can definitely go up to 3 rounds, but I think after Soulless Sam he can only go 1-2 before being exhausted.

T- Toys (Do they have any? Do they use them on their partner?)

He doesn't own any toys for himself, but he's open to it. If you have a wand or something he wouldn't mind you using it on him.

U- Unfair (How much do they like to tease?)

Sam isn't super into teasing unless he's stressed out. He usually is straight to the point when it comes to the bedroom, so most of the teasing will be way before you two are even home.

V- Volume (How loud are they?)

Like I've said before I don't think he necessarily makes a lot of noise but he does grunt into your ear.

W- Wildcard (Random drabble or hc)

I feel like he probably fantasizes about a normal life where you're his housewife and he gets you pregnant. He loves the idea of showing everyone just how much he cares by filling you with a new life.

X- X-ray (What's going on under their pants?)

Sam is long and girthy. I think he'd probably be around 6 inches and definitely very thick.

Y- Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

He's obviously not as horny as Dean, but he does get very needy. Even if it's just getting off in front of each other, he loves seeing you trust him that much.

Z- Zzz (How fast do they fall asleep afterwards?)

Sam feels guilty falling asleep without taking care of you first, so he'll make sure to tend to your needs before even laying back down. After he's finished he will usually curl up with you and nap for a while.

#sam winchester #sam winchester smut #castiel supernatural #the cw supernatural #supernatural smut #supernatural #dean winchester smut #dean winchester #dean x castiel #jensen ackles #jared and jensen #jensen x reader #jared padalecki #jared paladecki #castiel

[mrghostrat]

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(answering asks) (bc i get self conscious abt spamming the dash)

@goblin-named-sam: oh my goddd that would be SO RAD!!! i would love to see this, you have my full permission! (and same re: reading everything out loud omg i do that too htphfpt)

also my bestie is the same with human AUs so i completely get it, and am so pleased & proud my work can be considered so in character to bypass that worry. i agree that the 6,000 years of pining, as well as their separation from the rest of humanity, is a massively integral part of what makes aziraphale and crowley. but imo their lil everyday interactions are just as important, like their flow of conversation and all the temptation vs resistance.

so as long as human AUs recreate that dynamic in some way, they can be sooo fun to read. and then you unlock a whole new range of stories for when you get tired of the same/similar End Of The World narrative. it's hard to get it right, especially when writing a completely different medium like twitch chats and discord messages, but soooo rewarding when it lands 😭🙏 thank you again.

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Anonymous: ty for reading!! so many fics have done the students' reaction to their relationship better than i ever could 💛 but i love it when they're in total shock and maybe don't even believe it at first 😂 adam would definitely think crowley is pranking them at first (but it would also be so sweet if they all started being a little more personable with aziraphale — i imagine that after the trip, they already would, since they got to see this fun snarky side of him. but even moreso once they realise he's their favourite teacher's husband)

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#anonymous #ask a rat

[thewritetofreespeech]

Hey im not sure if your accepting Sk8 request still, but if it's okay can you do a one shot or HC which every you like, with the reader taking care of Adam/Ainosuke when they are sick? Maybe they notice "adam" isn't focusing on the race almost getting hurt. And reader takes care of them even if they are stubborn. I hope thats okay 🙂

Ainosuke 'Adam' + s/o to take care of him

“This is a very bad idea.” You repeat. Although it was like talking to a brick wall.

“I’m fine.” Ainosuke insisted again. His voice considerably more nasally with how clogged his sinuses must be. “Get me my jacket.”

“He wouldn’t listen when I told him either.” Tadashi noted, in his usual, quiet, observant way, although still bringing his boss his requested jacket.

“No one asked you dog!”

You wait and watch Ainosuke struggle to get his ornate matador jacket on. Looking barely able to lift his arms normally, and then having them sunk under the weight of this ridiculous thing. “You clearly aren’t well Ainosuke. It was one thing when you wanted to go to work today like this.” Hopefully he didn’t intact any insane laws while hallucinating on cough syrup and a raging fever. “But this is absurd. How are you going to stand on your board when you can barely stand on your own two feet in a bathroom.”

The patient just sighed. A heavy sigh, that also sounded like he was trying to breakup whatever was in his chest, and leaned against the counter. His hair an even more bizarre mess than usual in his wholehearted, but physically unable to attempt to style it.

“I am not sick. Shindos do not get sick.”

“Yes, yes. Shindos don’t get sick. Or drink tap water. Or fart like any of the rest of us mere mortals.” Ainosuke tried to glare at you through the mirror, but it seemed to give him an instant splitting headache.

“I have to go. The people are waiting for me.”

“Isn’t the whole point of your ‘mystique’ is that you come and go as you please. Like a stray cat?” You ask. Already starting to put away Ainosuke’s things as he wasn’t leaving this house. Even if he hadn’t realized it yet. “Leave the people wanting more.”

A loud cough rang out of the bathroom and he spit in the sink, before Ainosuke stood up, looked at himself in the mirror, and turned. “I’m going.”

“Ainosuke. If you don’t stop, I’ll have to physically restrain you.” You warn. To which he laughed.

“You? How are you going to restrain me? You a frail little being, and I a peak specimen in the prime of his life?!”

You reach out and poke Ainosuke in the chest with one finger, watching him immediately topple into the bed behind him with a heavy thud. “And I wasn’t even trying ‘peak specimen’.”

You step back from the bed as Ainosuke began to whine and helplessly try to get up. Like a turtle on his back. “Should I get him out of his gear now?” Tadashi asked.

“No. Let him tire himself out. He’ll use up what little energy he has on this temper tantrum and be dead to the world.”

“On the off chance he does rally and makes a break for it?”

“Well then you have my permission to actually physically restrain him.” You told Tadashi as you move to leave. “Cuffs are in the nightstand, as usual. I’ll be downstairs making tea & soup.”

#;ask and ye shall receive (request answers) #sk8 ainosuke #ainosuke shindo x reader #ainosuke shindo #adam #adam sk8 #adam sk8 x reader #sk8 scenarios #sk8 imagines #tadashi kikuchi #ainosuke x reader x tadashi

[cherrycuppacoups]

[ DANCEOLOGY ]

SYNOPSIS; rumours about y/n dating mingyu got dino jealous as they were seen to be together at a parking lot, but little did he know the danceology vid that he shot together with y/n caught fans attention, as fans caught something in the video that y/n and dino didn't realize it might give away that the both of them are in a relationship

GENRE/ WARNINGS; oneshot,mostly fluff, idol!dino x idol!afabreader, there might a slight typos

TAGLIST; @honeyhuii

A/N; sorry ik it been a long time since i posted about the idea, up until now only i have the strength and will to write/type this hehe i hope yall enjoy as this is my first fic >< oh and @honeyhuii hii!! i saw your reply that you wanted to be in the taglist ngehehe sorry i couldn't reply to you cause idk why i can't reply ㅠ ㅠ im still new in this ㅠ ㅠ

DISCLAIMER!!; all in this story is based on my own ideas and if you see someone reposting and translating this fic without my permission do let me know tysm🫶🏻☁️

"GALACTIX Y/N WAS SEEN WITH SEVENTEEN MINGYU IN A PARKING LOT OF "L" DEPARTMENT STORE COULD IT BE THE BOTH OF THEM ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP?"

you read through the article and laugh along with seventeen members and your members as all of you know that the rumour is not true and you are currently dating dino secretly. The day that you and mingyu were seen in the parking lot was when both of you lost from playing games and need to buy some groceries and coffees for the other members as a penalty.

however the speculations of y/n dating mingyu did not die down as y/n's fancam of galactix performing call call call! in Japan is spreading like wild fires on the internet saying that she made a legendary fancam just like mingyu's summer sonic fancam making the fans shipping both them calling them the legendary fancam couple and whats making it more convincing is y/n is taking mingyu's part.

few days after the rumours are still circling around all of you are hanging out in the studio, you noticed that dino was not being his usual self and participating less in the conversations as if he was it deep thoughts.you assumed that he might get bothered because of the rumour as he quite insecure with himself by not being enough lately and he didn't really wanna show that he is lowkey jealous as he might get teased by his hyungs which is a hassle for him and might add to his stress.

so you drag him out if the studio saying you need a coffee break with dino to recharge. after dragging him far enough from the studio, you asked

"chan is there something bothering you?"

"huh? what do you mean? i'm great"

"no. you seem quiet than usual, its the rumour isn't it ?"

"nah i'm just tired from practicing no worries"

"don't lie chan i know its the rumour that is bothering you, why else would you be bothered by some tiredness as i know you nailed your routine during practice and you have endless stamina when it comes to dancing and practicing"

"sighs" "you know me too well bubs, yes it is the rumours i know mingyu hyung wouldn't take you from me but i'm worried you might left me for mingyu hyung cause he is taller than me, has nice and fitter body than me, he's handsome and i'm just me just dino nothing more"

"nu-uh not a word dinosaur you're perfect for me i'm pretty sure you knew that,and what is "just dino" excuse you ? the dino i knew is awesome asf, talented especially dancing he always makes me happy and thats whats important to me okie bubs? oh and one more thing why would i ever leave you for mingyu when i can just date him in the first place right ? i will always love you bubs no matter what people say and rumours out there okie are we clear now ?"

"okay love i love you too"

"now now heads up let's get some coffee and get back to continue our plans for our danceology vid"

After a few days of the uproar the legendary fancam couple Pledis denied the rumours and stating that y/n and mingyu are only great friends nothing more as it was getting out of control.

dino finally can breath easily after Pledis releasing the statement and he is really excited as the danceology video that he has been planning with y/n is finally up agter months of preparing. Both of them decided to publish it after few days of the statement being released to calm the tension down. His first ever content with his bubs ><

[A/N]; pic is not mine as it was taken from a yt vid of LJ Dance video and the song is choice is from dino's dance vid with the backup dancer

You and dino's danceology vids blew up after a few days of release and it is at 5M views as the fans were really excited of your collab because both of you are main dancers for your group. Some fans are happy of the collab and excited for some new collabs since your group have been hanging out alot with SEVENTEEN lately but there some fans that is also unhappy with your interaction as it feels like your group is using SEVENTEEN to get fame and attention. But that didn't stop you from getting excited and happy about first collab content with your boyfriend.

"CHAN CHAN CHAN WE'RE NEARLY AT 6M VIEWS BEIDKWKWOWJS GAH I CAN'T BELIEVE IT"

"calm down bubs and yes we're nearly at 6M views our first content together is a hit!"

Dino was trying calm his nerves as he himself is excited as well but trying to maintain his cool image to you and failed as he runs to hug you tightly🤣 (a/n; channie love you are cute af ㅠㅠ)

2 weeks after the release of the danceology vid the behind the scenes video was release on SEVENTEEN's channel which is Inside Seventeen. Fans love both of your chemistry and interaction as it was natural and not forced and started shipping both of you claiming that both you are cute as a couple and talented dancers.

The idea of both you got shipped together got dino on cloud nine and you have nothing against it as you are equally happy as he is seing that fans shipped you both meaning they technically approved your relationships.

Both of your groups were shocked when the article was released because all of you were pretty sure there is nothing suspicious and odd happens in both of the danceology video and also the inside seventeen video that would giveaway your relationship. But soon the it was leaked that your necklace with a ring as a pendant was seen in the video and the ring was the same as dino's ring that always wear on his middle finger.

Fans started to realized that your photos on twitter and instagram with dino's were almost identical but were posted in different time

Both fandoms are in ecstasy as both of the groups main dancer are dating and what makes it more exciting they have their own dance collab which is basically the danceology video. Fans were so convinced and starting bombarding both of you and dino's instagram comment section of congratulating both of you without even waiting for a statement from both of your agency.

You and Dino were actually in shocked cause both of you didn't even plan to reveal your relationship as both of think it is too early and you want to keep it lowkey. Of course both of you got some earful lecture of being careless but both party are in a win win situation your relationship is being loved by the fans and the agency received lots of offer for both of you to be models and ambassadors of brands.

"i really didn't expect our relationship would be known to the world this way bubs"

"me either HAAHA oh well as long as we're loved and safe from harm that is all i need. oh! does this mean i can post you whenever i want?"

"Of course bubs! i love how we don't have to be a secret anymore!! It's great to be on luck side i love you chan"

"I love you too bubs"

with that you end your day expecting for another hit on your danceology video with Dino but instead you're ending your day with an instagram of Dino sleeping and thanking fans for the wishes.

A/N; thats all for my first dino fic!!! gahhh finallyy i think the storyline is kinda meh and rushed but i hope yall will like it >< please tell me if there is something i can and need to improve! stay tuned for more fics!!

#seventeen #seventeen imagines #seventeen x reader #seventeen scenarios #dino seventeen #dino x reader #seventeen fluff #idol x idol reader #seventeen dino x reader

[starrycollesta]

Omg Im literally addicted to ur sub Eddie x femdom readers😅. Can u do one where u overstimulate him over and over as a punishment until he can’t cum anymore and he’s shaking and crying? Can you involve after care as well? Like cleaning him up and cuddling him and praising him? Tysm :D

LIKE A CHAMP !

━━━━ PARING ! eddie munson x dom!reader

━━━━ WORDS ! 616

━━━━ SYNOPSIS ! you overstimulate you eddie until he's crying and shaking.

━━━━ INCLUDES ! dacryphilia, orgasm control, edging, dry orgasm, after care, praise kink, hand job, dom!reader, sub!eddie, mommy kink.

sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes | cross posted on AO3 | MASTERLIST | REQUEST ME !

gif is not mine.

"Can you take it baby? can you take it like a champ?"

Eddie nodded vigorously, throwing his head back onto your shoulder and moaning. He laid in between your spread legs, naked. Your hand was wrapped around his dick, pulling orgasms from his over-exerted body.

You made Eddie keep orgasm for what felt like hours. This was his punishment for cumming without your permission when you were riding him earlier. Although, you couldn't really call it a "punishment," considering that he liked the feeling of being drained completely from cumming so much.

You kept pumping your hand up and down his length, painfully fast.

"Ah s-shit, mommy." Eddie stuttered out brokenly. You caught a glimpse of his red. His face was screwed up into a blissful expression, tears spilling from his dark eyes.

Wet slapping noises filled the room, along with Eddie's cries for you to slow down. He sounded so pretty like this. His sinful noises made you throb and forget what you were even punishing Eddie for.

"That's it baby. Take what your mommy gives you like a fucking champ. You sound so pretty." you praise him lovingly in his ear. He shivered at your words and at the things you were doing to his body.

Your hand would slow down sometimes then quickly fuck him through another orgasm. Your hand was burning at this point, but you ignored it. All you wanted to do was give Eddie pleasure with a dash of pain.

"Gonna...fucking...cum, ugh~!" Eddie squeaked out and bucked into your hand before you felt warm cum shoot onto your hand and arm. You could tell the more he came, the less cum that was produced for him. He was getting close for a dry orgasm.

You usually let Eddie get a breather after he came, but this time, you didn't. You continued to furiously hand fuck him, resulting in Eddie yelling a array of unintelligible words. You drew your hand back, spitting on it, then returned it to his convulsing member.

"I-I can't cum anymore, mommy. Shit, it's too much..." Eddie was shaking against you even more than before. His eyes hung low with exhaustion.

"Yes, you can Eddie. Cum for me, just once more. Do it for mommy." you encouraged him on, hand moving at a constant high speed. Eddie let out a loud curse, that followed up with a violent shake. Only a dribble of cum came out of his cock. He was so overstimulated and drained of cum, he came dry.

His head lolled on your shoulder, completely exhausted. You pet his hair lightly and moved some out of his sweaty face.

"You did so good Eddie. I'm so proud of you." you smiled and kissed his cheek softly, "Let's get you cleaned up, hmm?"

You gently moved from under him and set his head onto the mattress below you. You stood at the foot of the bed and admired your work. Eddie's eyes were closed; sleeping presumably, and his stomach had dried and fresh cum on his torso. You gave him one last smile and retreated into the bathroom for some towels to wash him up.

You came back to your boyfriend with the wet towels, and you carefully got on the bed, afraid he might be awoken. You gently wiped the cum off him and once you were done, you put the towels in the hamper and kissed Eddie's forehead.

Eddie opened his brown eyes, slowly. He looked so tired. He opened his mouth to speak but you put a finger up to stop him.

"It's ok Eddie. Go back to sleep. Mommy's got you."

#eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #dom!reader #sub!eddie munson #sub eddie munson #dom reader

[daddyhausen]

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{ somnophilia } – he adores the sight of you sleeping, you look so cute curled up on his chest. he loves the sounds of your soft, half-asleep whimpers quietly begging him for more 

{ cnc } – it would be heavily talked about beforehand and he would always make sure that you were fully aware and comfortable with the situation

{ ddlg } – i can see him adapting to the role of a daddy/caretaker quite quickly. dustin is a protector at heart and loves nothing more than to see you safe and sound

{ brat taming } – that being said, there are days when you can’t help but be bratty. say he’s been busy or is tired and with you craving such need for attention. he has no problem putting you in your place.

{ sexual punishments } – this man will punish you if need be. it’s rare but by god does he go all out. he catches you touching yourself without his permission? expect him to have his way with you until he is satisfied

{ dacryphillia } – tears are a big turn on, no matter the form. he loves hearing your whimpers, your screams, the pleasure he brings you until your a sobbing mess beneath him 

{ humiliation + degradation } – name calling is the biggest form of this, his words are condescending almost all of the time. he’ll write derogatory names across your skin, force you to crawl around, be at his feet for every beckoning call. you’re his little fucktoy for him to enjoy

{ impact play + spanking } – mostly for punishments, he has no problem bending you over his knee until your pretty ass glows red, until you’re a sobbing, soaked mess for him 

{ restraints } – any sort of way he can restrain you, he will. the sight of you, bound and gagged, blindfolded and awaiting the pleasure he’ll give you, it never fails to get him hard

{ rope play } – similar to restraints but he likes the fact he can be a bit more intricate with ways he can tie you up, studying different ways the knots will form, the way he could tie you up, to the bed or even suspend you, leave you practically levitating.   

{ facials/cumshots } – nothing beats the sight of your pretty skin glosses in him cum, it makes him go absolutely feral 

{ hatefucking } – its out of jealously or after an argument mostly, but don’t worry, it gets resolved after the first few orgasms *wink*

{ exhibitionism } – its just one of the reasons, but sometimes he’ll “accidently” leave the  bedroom door unlocked or even partially open just in the hopes you’d catch him

{ public sex } – in the locker room, a public bathroom, an open field. be sure that if you’re out in public there is a sure chance that he’ll fuck you 

{ orgasm control/edging/ruined orgasms } – he loves seeing you writhe under him, beginning to squirm as your orgasm nears, hearing your moans heighten and your breaths increase only for it all to be ripped away within seconds and repeat

{ forced orgasms } – on the opposite end of the spectrum, he gets off on being able to make you cum so easily. it usually involves him tying you down so you can escape, keeping a vibrator on your clit for hours on end in the highest setting, leaving you no choice but to cum for him over and over again

{ oral sex } – dustin is the king of eating you out. he gets off on it more than receiving, best believe he’ll have you cumming on his tongue for hours on end

{ breath play / asphyxiation } – he will absolutely have a hand around your throat until you almost pass out or leave you choking on his cock 

{ facefucking } – it’s really when he is in the mood for him but he’ll absolutely ruin your throat ! 

{ filming/pornograhy } – its for your and his eyes only. he’ll probably film on old vhs tapes purely for the aesthetic. he loves having his own little porn collection of the two of you.

{ powerplay } – any form of control he has over you, he adores!

{ marking } – be it bite marks of hickeys, this man needs to leave his mark on you, mostly to show other’s who you belong to

{ threesomes / sharing } – he’s not above sharing you with his friends, he does adore the sight of watching them ruin you before he gets his turn

{ breeding } – for him its so raw and primal. he loves nothing more than filling you up, watching his seed drip from your pretty holes 

{ dirty talk } – my god does this man have the perfect voice for this, every word that would leave his lips would sound like pure heaven

{ praise } – his praise is often condescending during sex, but is super soft and sweet during aftercare 

{ finger sucking } – he’ll part your lips with his thumb or two fingers, usually allowing you to taste yourself once he's done ruining you with his fingers 

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[mccnstruck]

kazuha x gn!reader

hurt/comfort, implied mention of dy!ng, implied depression??, vent post

a/n: its been a long week (its only wednesday) i literally could not be bothered to format or proofread this im so tired. sorry to anyone whos reading this bullshit i wrote.

when kazuha walked into your room, he would've expected you to be bopping your head to music or quickly writing down notes. he would've expected you to be scrambling over your notes for the quiz or test next day. he knew your schedule more than you sometimes.

so when he walked in, he didn't expect the room to feel so... cold. the room was surprisingly warm and cosy, with your lamp on and your notes scattered. but...

he watched you with observant eyes, as you stared at the screen with dull ones. your hands were besides you, not writing anything, not drumming to the beat, just... by your side.

your appearance was unkempt. you turned to him and kazuha knew theres was something wrong when you couldn't even fake a smile. you just stared at him, like how you stared at your computer. dull. questioning.

tired.

"dear, what's wrong?"

"just a bit tired. need anything, kazuha?"

you didn't even call him by a nickname, not even the silly ones. your words felt cold, distant from him.

"i need you to tell me what took the smile off my lovely's face." he pouted.

you pat the bed next to you, and he took it as an invitation to sit next to you as you sat on your desk chair.

silence. kazuha wanted to ask again, but he knew it would be better if you were to start talking rather than him prompting you.

silence for a few minutes.

"do you know what to do when there isn't anything to live for?"

kazuha's eyes widen. he's never been asked this question, although he has certainly felt like it before.

"why do you ask?"

"i don't know."

silence.

kazuha lifted himself from the bed and slowly let his fingers intertwine with yours, asking for permission to hug you, you stand up and wrap your arms around him, and he does the same.

and soon enough, he feels tears damp his shirt. he tries to lift your head to see you, but you shake your head in refusal. you feel his lips slowly kiss the top of your head, and he pulls you onto the bed, wrapping the blanket around both of you.

a hoarse voice whispered into his skin, and your words almost left tears in kazuha's eyes.

"i'm tired. i have so much work yet i can't even focus on anything. the people in my class are so much smarter than me and it's my fault for not catching up. i can't even be known for being nice. i cant control my emotions and my words and my actions look completely different to people and then people think im mean and they stop being friends with me. i dont even know how you stay with me. you deserve someone better. actually, every one i know deserves so much better, but i pull everyone down. i can't, kazuha, i literally am hopeless kazuha. i don't know why you or anyone put up with me."

kazuha's frown deepened, and he felt a sting in his eyes.

you lifted your head to see kazuha, who was usually composed of his emotions, fully crying in front of you.

somehow, it made you want to cry more.

kazuha, with continous tears running down his face, cupped your cheek with a softness not even the blankets around you could hold.

"do you....actually feel that way, dove?"

you started to feel guilt, yet you still nodded.

he pulled your head back into his shoulder and his arms wrapped around your back, fearful that if he didn't hold you tight enough that he would lose you. his body shook with his tears, and you realize that you have underestimated kazuha's love for you.

"dove, im so sorry."

"kazuha, it's not your-"

"i know. yet... [name]... please get the thought that you don't deserve anyone out of your head..."

"i'm sorry."

he kissed the top of your head, his body shaking with every tear.

within a few minutes, you fell asleep in his arms, your tears drying up on your face. noticing this, kazuha slowly untangled his arms around yours.

kazuha went around your room and got it to its best state. after all, you deserved at least this much for him.

he saved your files and browser, frowning at the tab that searched up "how to get rid of migraines". he put every paper into its respective folder and closed up your bag.

usually you would get up at his presence being gone, but when he looked at you, you were dead asleep.

kazuha looked at you, his heart felt like it hurt. you were going through so much. why didn’t you tell him?

he placed one last kiss to your cheek and whispered into your skin.

"i'll make sure you'll never have to feel like this ever again."

mccnstruck

#kazuha x reader #kazuha #kaedehara kazuha #genshin kazuha #kaedehara kazuha x reader #[ the lost library ]

[star1117-archives]

𝐀𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐳 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐬

➵ Pairing : OT8 X Y/N

➵ Genre : Smut

➵ W.C : 882

➵ Warnings : Description of sexual situations, Mentions of crossdressing, Mentions of degradation + praise, Mentions of punishments + rewards, Mentions of BDSM, Mentions of brat/brat tamer dynamic, Mentions of marking, Mentions of size kink, Mentions of pet play, Mentions of cockwarming, Mentions of oral [m receiving], Mentions of dumbification, Mentions of spooning.

➵ A/N: Initially intended to be a MTL. Under 15’s DNI.

➵ © 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝟏𝟏𝟏𝟕-𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬. Do not steal, plagiarise, translate, repost or use my work in any way, shape or form.

Most

Mingi

Wooyoung

San

Yunho

Hongjoong

Seonghwa

Yeosang

Jongho

Least

𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐢

“P-Please! Im sososo close! Please Y/N!”

Pillow Prince.

All he desires is to be handled with care and praised when he’s doing good. Mingi just gives off baby boi vibes, kiss him and hold his hands while you dominate him.

He’s not exactly a needy sub but he will whine if you tease him, probably will cry if you degrade him. Always asks for permission to come.

Guilty pleasure? Crossdressing, he loves it when you fuck him in a skirt and tell him how pretty he looks. He’s your good little prince, so just make sure he remembers it.

𝐖𝐨𝐨𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠

“Fucking make me Y/N, bet you can’t do shit.”

Bratty Bitch.

Wooyoung loves to test boundaries both in and out of subspace, meaning he usually needs punishments and strict rules if you wanna have any sort of control over him. Keep that bitch on a leash, if he barks he probably bites too (skdjdh sorry im crying).

He kinda likes fighting with you for dominance so if you manage to gain control in that way he’s just a needy boi who does whatever you ask if it means he’s pleasured.

He’ll whine, hold you close, kinda seems like someone who will leave marks all over you, and most definitely beg for release, babbling mindlessly.

𝐒𝐚𝐧

“More please, g-give me more Y/N. I promise i can take it!”

Pretty baby.

He wants you to treat him like shit and make him take it like a good boy.

Slap him, choke him, call him every name under the sun and he’ll just look at you with teary eyes and beg for more. All he wants is for you to make him feel inadequate, like you’re doing him a service by even being in his presence.

Paticularly likes it when you bite his lips and rake your nails down his body.

His guilty pleasure? When you call him a useless fucktoy.

Mix praise with degradation on his soft days and he’ll be yours forever.

𝐘𝐮𝐧𝐡𝐨

“I made you feel good, didn’t I Y/N? Doesn’t pup get a treat?”

Pup.

Bark bark bitch you know what im saying? He is into pet play but even just calling him pup gets him weak at the knees.

If youre shorter than him he has a size kink, the thought of someone so tiny dominating him and being in control is so arousing to him.

If youre taller whooWEEEE he loves the way you make him feel small, might come just from being called “little one”.

He also liked to ask for permission and loves the incentives of rewards if he does well.

𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐣𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠

“I missed you Y/N..Love you so much..Feels- so good. Soso good.”

Babie.

Joong’s a kinda person who when he slips into subspace, he just wants to be held and cared for.

At times yes he’ll be a bit bratty just to get his way but usually he’s just tired and compliant. Pamper him, tell him how good he’s doing, how good he looks.

His guilty pleasure? Cockwarming after sex. He just wants to feel close and intimate with you, snuggle into your chest and fall asleep with your kisses and compliments.

He just loves to relax and unwind with you, thanking you again and again for helping him.

𝐒𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐰𝐚

“S-shit! Fuck Y/N, your mouth f-feels so good!”

Obedient babe.

Seonghwa is definitely a needy sub, but his main mission is to make you proud. He’ll do whatever it takes for you to praise him, wether that’s going down on you or waiting for you to let him cum.

He absolutely loves it when you go down on him however, and he’ll be a needy mess the whole way through. He’s probably the type to ask if he can pull your hair or fuck your face too.

Although he slips up sometimes and gets carried away by his need to be relieved, he’s probably the most obedient out of the guys.

𝐘𝐞𝐨𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐠

“N-ngh! More.. pl-lease- mmh!”

Touch-starved muffin.

I can see him being non-verbal in subspace, like if you like dumbification he’s your dude. He mostly relies on whines and touches to convey his needs and makes the cutest whimpers.

He tends to cling to you during sex, wrapping his hands around your waist. He also can be really shy in the beginning stages, and kinda likes when you force him to say all the filthy things he wants you to do to him.

He’s very cuddly after sex, just wanting to spoon with you (he likes either position).

𝐉𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐨

“Am i doing okay Y/N? Y-you want me to go deeper?”

Shy cub.

Jongho is a very quiet and shy sub, probably the type to muffle his moans and whimpers. This is probably why he usually lets out a few tears when he comes, from pure relief.

Like Seonghwa he’s very obedient, loving when you care for him so tenderly like he isnt the strong apple destroyer we know him for.

Caress his cheeks and praise him a lot, he may hate pda but he loves it when you kiss him softly and tell him what a good boy he is.

Has a soft spot for the name cub but will never admit it.

#the archives ☾❃☽ #seonghwa {❀} #hongjoong {❁} #yunho {✯} #yeosang {᪥} #san {✾} #mingi {✵} #wooyoung {❀} #jongho {❋} #ot8 {♫} #ateez as {➵} #smut {♧} #DNI {✘} #seonghwa #hongjoong #yunho #yeosang #san #mingi #wooyoung #jongho #ateez #ateez smut #ateez as

[corvusunnx]

uhhh ig ill post my little fanfic and see how it goes

im obssessed with rain so i need to write about him. im already on the third chapter but i dont want to post everything all at once 😭

uh,, edited this bc i COMPLETELY FORGOT TO ALSO POST THE FIC HERE (under the cut)

Y/N's POV

i've been a sibling of sin as long as i can remember. copia took me in when i was young, raising me alongside other siblings. they've all helped me grow as a person, some more than others, but they all care about me, and i care about them just as much. one in particular, sister carie, has been nothing short of a mother for me. she's always been there for me and was always there to teach me what was best, and went easier on me than i've ever been towards myself.

"y/n! are you almost ready?" her voice passes through the cracks between the door and wall, a gentle knock rattling the door ever so slightly.

"almost! I promise I'll be out in a second!" i rush to change into my uniform, an elegant black and white outfit which resembles that of a nun. today's the day a new ghoul is summoned, and dew will finally become a fire ghoul. my heart pounds with excitement. once i rush out to the hall im greeted by the ever so kind and smiling face of carie. i look around, seeing brothers and sisters alike, walking through the halls, chatting about what they think the new ghoul will be like. the new water ghoul.

"I bet he'll be just like dew, charming and talented!"

"I wouldn't mind a tall water ghoul for once"

"do you think he'll be friendly?"

all sorts of guesses and questions fill the usually silent halls, echoing from the floors to the giant stained glass windows. the colors and pictures in the thick glass sparkle in a way that almost seems magical. i can never seem to get tired of them. carie takes my hand and leads me to a room that i've never been to before. it's dark once the two of us enter, not a window nor light hanging from the ceiling. the dim lighting from a few candles is all i see, carving out copia's face from the shadows. dew stands beside him, his back straightened and his hands held behind him. his tail is motionless behind him as he stands, not even moving his chest as he breathes. it's like he's a statue.

i find my way to a seat with carie and chat quietly as everyone else makes their way to the room. once the last few people arrive and seat themselves copia begins to speak, raising his hands as animated as ever. his hands swing in the air with his words.

"hello everybody, I'd like to welcome you to yet another summoning!" He bows and soaks in the cheers and clapping of the audience. some ghouls sit in the front, just as stiff as the way dew stands. they all remind you of a gargoyle, the way they stay unmoved once ordered to do so. "tonight, ifrit is being replaced as fire ghoul by our dear boy, dewdrop! not only that, but we will be getting a new water ghoul!"

once again, the siblings erupt to screams and cheers in response to copia's words. its almost deafening, but you smile and join the madness. copia first decides to transition dew's element from water to fire, which honestly suits him better. he draws blood from the ghoul, who doesn't even move as to wince. the only movement from him is a slight involuntary twitch of his tail, as a response to the pain. the blood begins to trickle down his arm as copia steps away.

copia gestures for ifrit to join, now standing to face the smaller ghoul, not nearly as still and postured as dew. copia then traces blood from ifrit, then mixes it with that dripping from dew's arm. though ifrit is unbothered and is given permission to walk back, dew is unable to stand as still as before, shaking, and even groaning and yelling from time to time. he tries his best to show the pain he's in as little as possible, trying to keep his dignity and ego intact. flames burst around him, smoke filling the room. his growls are still heard despite him being completely unseen.

after what seems like forever he finally calms himself, exchanging nods with copia and sitting down. his body is still trembling from shock, and ifrit nudges him and shoots a finger gun in his direction. i can almost see the proud smile through his mask. dew looks a bit relieved as he sits with ifrit, his tail now swaying behind him.

"alright! round of applause for the little guy!" everyone claps, and dew turns his head to see everyone. his eyes light up as he watches the various smiles and waving hands in the air, the siblings cheering and shouting his name. he feels special, and proud to be a new fire ghoul.

"now... what you've all been dying to see." copia pauses for a moment of suspense, scanning around the room for all of the excited and overjoyed faces.

"the summoning.. of our new water ghoul!"

he walks to the pentagram drawn into the floor and recites chants he's memorized from before. some siblings join eagerly, almost in attempt to boost some chance that they will get a ghoul close to what everyone wants and hopes for. a glow which resembles that of fire shines from the ground and it opens, a figure crawling from the space. no growls or screeches sound from the creature, which catches a few people by surprise. most of the time ghouls try their best to intimidate and inflict fear upon humans, but this one is quiet and calm. his eyes glow blue, a pretty and bright one, like that of a clear ocean's water. his body is covered in fins and gils, and copia hurries to cover him, since he doesn't have any clothing.

"cover yourself, newbie! you don't want to put on the wrong kind of show." copia laughs, getting a few chuckles from the crowd. he throws a pair of sweatpants to the new water ghoul, a quiet smack before it falls to the ground in front of him. the ghoul quickly listens, pulling on the loose pair of pants just before the smoke can clear and show too much of him. his face is an almost greyish blue color in embarassment. is that what it looks like when ghouls blush? i think to myself, my eyes frozen on him. he has long, dark hair, but not as long as dew's. his eyelashes are thick, perfectly framing his big, beautiful eyes. a tooth hooks on to his bottom lip as he stands awkwardly, still proccessing everything that is happening.

"say your name for us, newbie!"

"rain..."

"louder! this is a big room!"

"my name is rain."

"give it up for rain!"

just as always, the siblings, and this time the ghouls all cheer and applaud the new water ghoul. he stands awkwardly beside copia, not quite knowing what to do. many siblings rush to greet him, some with gifts in hand and some not. the majority are intimidated and just turn to leave, which is expected when a hellspawn is literally summoned before your eyes. carie and i typically work with the ghouls, so of course we have to run over to him and introduce ourselves. we are the last of the siblings to greet him so the ghouls all stand close behind, waiting to say hello to their new bandmate.

carie is the first to speak, bowing to rain politely.

"Hello rain! I'm carie. me and my friend here usually help around with the ghouls, so you'll be seeing us a lot." she smiles and gestures to me as she speaks. her voice is as soft as her personality, one that you could never get tired of listening to. her hand gracefully sways as she points to me, like a leaf dancing gently in the wind.

"uhm.. hi." his nervousness tugs a small chuckle from me while i walk closer to properly say hello. i bow to him once the two are done greeting each other, putting on my most welcoming face. i grab his hand, already extended for a handshake. he's extremely skinny, the grey tone in his skin has a hint of blue in it. his gils are absolutely beautiful. i shake his hand with slight eagerness in my eyes, beginning to speak.

"I'm y/n. I hope I'll get to see you a lot in the future."

"yeah." his face serms to turn into a deeper blue than the rest of his skin, but it's hard to tell from the dark lighting. dew makes sure to be the first ghoul to greet him, pushing past the others and making his way right beside me and carie.

"enough of the humans. us ghouls are the ones you're gonna be spending the most time with." dew paces around rain, as if observing him. "hmph. I guess you'll be an alright replacement." his tail brushes against rain's arm as he makes his way back to where he was before, standing in front of the new water ghoul.

"alright, y/n. let's head back and let them get to know each other." carie smiles.

#the band ghost #ghost band #ghost bc #ghost #ghoul #nameless ghouls #nameless ghoul #rain ghoul #rain ghost #rain #ghost fanfic #ghost fanfiction #rain x reader #ghost ghouls #ghost ghoul #water ghoul #bassist

[queenharumiura]

GET TO KNOW NEO

name — Neo and on some other blogs An-chan

pronouns— She/her

preferred comms — I get webhooks alerts to replies and asks, and tumblr very rarely alerts me to ims, but it is available to those who prefer communications via tumblr. Discord is the most reliable.

name of muse — Haru Miura on this blog and many more that i'm too lazy to list out on other blogs.

experience in RP — Around 16 years I think. Crazy as it is, I started out on Quizilla when you used to be able to message people. Then I moved to a proboards site when a friend invited me to join one she created. Was there for a long time. Dabbled a bit in RP'ing with a group on DeviantArt. Did a bit of skype rp from there. Then I moved to tumblr rp. I may have attempted to dabble in discord RP and ye- it's not exactly for me, but I can do it. I hate feeling limited though.

best experiences— Any iteration of: "You know, you made me change my mind on how I see Haru." Truly, the biggest serotonin boost I'd ever need in life. This is my goal in life. What I aspire to do with my writing. Not RP, but I got a Haru hater to like Haru after reading a few of my fics years back. You thought you were going to hate read and give hate? Jokes on you, I OPENED YOUR EYES.

pet peeves/dealbreakers — If you've reposted fanart without credit nor permission and i've talked to you about it and you dismissed my concerns about reposting fanart, i'll instantly block you. It's in my rules for a reason. Tho- I suppose that's just breaking my rules so maybe it doesn't count as a dealbreaker?

Not necessarily a peeve but more of a turn off, but I really don't like it when someone has the repeat energy of 'No one would want to rp with me, I don't see why I bother,' 'Did anyone miss me? No? Okay' etc. It probably sounds petty of me, but I don't like it. It dismisses the efforts of those who have been trying to connect to you, and I come onto tumblr to have fun, so I don't want to come here and feel bogged down. The energy actually disheartens me and brings my own mood down because I end up sympathizing with them too much. For the sake of my own mentality, I end up distancing myself.

muse preference ( fluff, angst, smut ) — I enjoy fluff and angst a lot. Smut... depends... on the muse... and relationships... and how comfortable I am with the mun. I'm big shy in general so it can take time to warm me up to talking about smut in regards to muses. Once I'm used to talking to you about it and i'm comfortable with you, i'm pretty open about it. Truly, I'm big on troll humor though, so crack humor kinda threads really have my heart. If you wanna talk smut with me, you gotta be the one to bring it up because 99.5% of the time, it won't be me bringing it up first.

IF we aren't shipping, then you better hope one day I even reblog a risque meme for you to inquire about it. I'm a lil wary about talking about it to begin with.

plot or memes — Plots, as some of us know that i'm not very keen on memes as my relationship with the inbox is not positive. Still working on it though, one blog at a time. Memes are fun when i'm in the mood for them. This goes for reblogging them or sending in to people.

long or short replies — Both are fine with me, and both are great in their own right. Long ones are nice as they give you a lot to explore but it also takes a while to reply to and it can tire me out. Short threads are short and simple. They're nice, and then you get me being suddenly inspired and whoops- suddenly it's a long thread. (short replies = 3 paragraphs in my mind).

best time to write — I'm finding myself to be more active in the night hours, so the PMs. I do tend to be high inspiration in the AMs, but i'm usually at work or low energy. So that's when I spend the time thinking of what i'll write and then stow those ideas for when I do have the energy.

are you like your muse?: I've been told that I'm very much like Haru, and it's mostly in some habits, i'd say. Haru is a way better human than I am. Fit for life. I, a dehydrated prune is not fit for life. We both share our troll heart, our tendency for conspiracy thoughts, dramatics, speaking in third person and such. Basically, consider me the unhealthy introvert AU for Haru.

Tagged by: @ryuusake

Tagging: I don't tag

#Ryuusake #Tagged meme #About Muneo

[sacrificialblackdragon]

Hello everyone and thank you for following and / or lurking !   I am REKI, I am a 29 year old female, with two jobs and three cats, who has been roleplaying for a few years. This is an INDEPENDENT & SELECTIVE blog and is meant for a 21+ AUDIENCE. TRIGGER THEMES ARE PRESENT AND WILL BE TAGGED !   I used to have a Hak blog but have long since forgotten the URL. ; A; My best friend actually got me into the series and I collect the manga. Sadly, I am missing a few of the beginning volumes. Please hit that like, follow or reblog button if you would like to interact with Hak!! Rules Below:

RULES, LAWS, IMPORTANT STUFFS.FIRST AND FORMOST! I love ALL pairings. I will not tolerate any hatred towards any character.

1) These rules are subject to change.

2) There will be no hate messages on this blog. Meaning if I get sent a hate message it will just get deleted. I will not waste my time brooding over your message so you are just wasting your time typing it up.

3) No god modding. Understandably my characters can’t win EVERY single battle and will not win everything. I usually like taking a few and then your character takes a few. I will always, ALWAYS, come to you and ask how the end of the fight will turn out that way I can write accordingly.

4) Writing. I don’t expect a novel back if I write a novel, and sometimes I do. However, I do expect something to work with, please do not respond back to me if I leave you with a detailed post only for you to give me a one liner, it just kills the mood. – In addition! If you would like to respond to an ask please link the ask on a fresh new post, and tag me just in case, that way it looks more appealing. I do that with other roleplayers. C:

5) Original Characters. I love original characters, I personally suck at writing and developing them so for all of you original characters out there I applaud you. However, please don’t use me to come up for ideas of your original character, that’s not my job. If you like for a starter please understand that I will be staring at your character about page for a long, long, long time. It’s a little difficult for me to write for an original character so please be patient!

6) Ships. Here we go … This is a huge one for a lot of people. I am a Multi-shipper or trash – I’ll accept either lol. You are free to jump in my inbox or IM me and be like “Hey baby. You and my muse * suggestive eyebrow wiggle*”. I will most likely be like “FUCK YES LETS GO!” and bam! We ship. But here is my problem with most people: I have a lot of ships that I absolutely adore however, if you don’t like the ship me and my roleplay partner are doing you can either unfollow or shut the fuck up and ignore it, black list it – whatever. I’m saying that in the nicest way possible. I’m tired of people complaining that they “Hate this ship but I saw it and read it so now I’ll bitch on my blog about it.” Calm down, grow up and again, unfollow that person or ignore the post. Plain and simple or else you’ll probably be hearing about it from me. I have been in too many fandoms where this goes on.

7) Exclusives/Relationships. I am a-ok and more than happy to exclusively ship when it comes to main ideas and plot, but please remember that I am only one person and I do like interacting with other people. Exclusives doesn’t mean you own me in anyway. Exclusives to me normally mean that you are a close friend and most likely already have my discord. The more was talk IC or OOC the more likely I will pick you as an exclusive for main plots.

8) Reblogging when you have no permission. During my time of roleplaying on many sites tumblr is probably the worst for this rule. Anyone who reblogs threads, asks or any other communication between my partners that they are not tagged in will be kindly asked to delete the post. If not deleted within 24 hours you will be blocked from my page and I will not remove it.

9) Nsfw. Is only available for people who are of age and adults. I am 29 and I do not take light of being tricked when it comes to age. I will be asking your age if it is not in your mun section or anywhere visible, I will not be held liable if you are lying to me. You MUST be of legal age, please ask if you are interested in rping nsfw.

10) Personal Tags & Passwords. I don’t do personal tags or passwords. Final answer, if you follow me then it means you understand that I will NOT be tagging any personal tags.

11) Triggers. I don’t expect people to tag my trigger mainly because it only happens around Halloween time. I understand people are in the spirit but I absolutely hate seeing scary things pop out at me. It leads me to paranoia and I just can’t sleep at night. Anything paranormal I can’t handle, which is why I can’t watch scary movies. If I do see this on my dash it does lead to an unfollow, but not a block.

12) Icons. These icons have been created by me, but I do not claim that the art is mine. Anything from the managa or fanart I do not claim to be mine.

13) Other. Other than all of this “Don’t do this, and don’t do that” I really just want to have fun with each and every one of you. Thank you so much for either reading or skimming over my rules.

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[menalez]

Hi Mena. This is gonna be long. I'm an 18 year old girl and it's been a year since I'm utterly unable to study. I've dedicated my childhood and most of my teen years to studying mostly, to the point where I barely leave the house for any other reason than to go to class and school. My elementary school was especially vicious even though there was no need for me to spend most of my childhood studying to the point where my homework wouldn't end even at night. I was insanely stressed because the amount of homework they gave us was so much that I'd call my friend 6, and yes 6 times a day to make sure I haven't missed any homework. Teachers at elementary would usually take advantage of the quiet students' lack of self confidence and unconditional politeness to be absolutely vile to me and quiet students like me. They'd legit passive aggressively or aggressively lecture me for an hour for something I had no part in and was done by my other, more confident and vocal classmates who'd clap back at the teacher if lectured. Once one of them beat me and my friend up for using the restroom at the same time. No we didn't goof around. We just used the restroom and came back...and she gave us the permission for it!! Students were vicious to each other and even more vicious to me as I couldn't stand up for myself. That's my fault, but anyways. I do not know if I should blame the teachers, but some of them visibly self harmed in our presence and now that I'm older, I realize they had sadistic tendencies too. But I don't think that's their fault. I hope they're doing better now.

Fast forward to high school, the homework was still too much, still had shitty classmates, but at least they didn't attempt to murder me twice. But teachers were excellent! They didn't try to bond with us or have heart to heart talk with us about anything. Didn't try to act like we're their children. Didn't pretend to care about us. Didn't do "tough love" or whatever the fuck that means; they just didn't let anyone disrespect them and that's it. Didn't act like they owed us anything other than teaching. Didnt try to teach about morality or religion. They'd teach, help us with our academic problems, and then just leave. It might sound bad, but I don't care. I loved my teachers for being teachers, for being good at their jobs, not more or less. I'm still in contact with some of them and they are absolutely awesome. I told about my experiences in elementary school to my classmates and they told me to stop midway because it upset them. That was when I understood what I experienced wasn't normal.

In Corona, our online education was basically torture as it lagged 13 times per session, so I had to study on my own. Now the school is finished. I haven't had legitimate education for I suppose two years now, and I'm actually privileged to not be one of the girls in villages who can't and couldn't afford the technology to be connected to the exams at the very least, and had to give up on education. My heart absolutely goes for them, but I'm powerless.

But still. I'm struggling, and I'm tired of hiding it. Being a student was most of my identity. It was and is more important to me than being the daughter of my family, or being a sister to my little sibling. That was my most important identity. Please tell me how I can go back to studying the way I did? Im overwhelmed by bad memories when I try to study and I struggle to breath. I can't stand the sight of books anymore, and I'm being shamed and called lazy for it. I can't enjoy the subjects I used to enjoy. I didn't sacrifice everything that I did to be a jobless woman who will have to rely on a culum who will legally have the right to my body and more than half of my life choices under the law. Actually, my father, despite being very misogynistic on a lot of instances, cared about me enough to have a heart to heart with me and tell me what's up, instead of trying to marry me off and tell me it's safe to rely on men. He was honest with me, he told me as it is, and his biggest fear is me relying on my potential SO, and I'm privileged for it.

Now...how do I get back to studying? Do you have any suggestions? I can't bring up my issues anymore because it's used against me to justify barring women from education, while boys can unashamedly drone about their struggles with school.

your reaction to studying honestly sounds a lot like your former experiences with education deeply traumatised you. bad associations, what sounds like panic attacks, being flooded with negative memories… that’s either trauma or anxiety rooted in trauma. if seeking a therapist to help break these associations and instead associate positive things with studying is not a possibility for you, then i guess you’d have to break that association yourself. the way i’d suggest doing that is to break it down to very small steps. if you can’t stand the smell of books, would you be able to stand the smell of certain books or some papers or sth else? or perhaps have books around you (the kind u can smell) & do something positive & that u enjoy while smelling the scent of the books. this’ll at least help you not associate the smell of books with something deeply negative. the same can be said for other aspects, like if studying itself is automatically associated with negative memories for u is it possible to perhaps break down studying into very small sections, ensure you do it in a happy + safe environment and reward yourself before, after, & in between the study session? while doing these things, it also helps to write yourself notes about how it felt, if negative think of how you could think of the situation differently or feel better about the situation. if positive, make note of that too bc it’s good to show urself that its nothing too bad nor out of reach. basically i’m suggesting that u try to condition urself into associating studying with positive things rather than the very negative experiences you’ve had. it’s hard to do it on ur own, but it’s possible. trying to be consistent with this pattern and with the positive things you make the situation better with can help. besides that, practicing mindfulness around it can help. for example just dedicating some time to focusing on a book (look at it, hear the sounds it produces when u flip it and such, smell it, feel it… can’t taste it for obv reasons). while that sounds boring & dumb it can perhaps make u also associate book smells less with negative things.

those are the tips i’ve got off the top of my head but honestly it’s probably easier to find a therapist who perhaps specialises in therapy against phobias (such as exposure therapy) bc they generally can figure out how to break it down into smaller steps (better than i can at least dhdhshs). if thats possible id advise that above u trying to do it alone (requires a lot of discipline which i personally do not have & strength too). idk if that helps and i cant think of any other tips so if anyone has better advice.. pls feel free to help here 😭

[keefwho]

July 24 - 2023 Monday

10:43 PM

Today I felt very bleh, like my head was empty. Might be due to the missed sleep the past couple days so I’ll be sure to get to bed on time tonight for real. 

For breakfast I had half a totino’s pizza, a pear cup, and a couple oreos. I spent my brief free time playing Neopets games. 

The stream went okay. My warmup kinda sucked because I’m trying to figure out a way to do sketches on my sketch sheet then finish those on a new canvas while still retaining the feeling that everything is real loose. For a little bit I was just finishing them as low res thumbnails on the sketch sheet itself but the point of the sheet is to be a collection of incomplete and experimental things. Having completed drawing in it does not sit right with me but taking a sketch and moving it to a new canvas makes it feel more important than it is. The point is to make a little doodle that turned out good enough to post, not a pre-planned successful kind of drawing. Im sure I’ll figure something out. I feel there is a lot I need to improve on with my process and how exactly I color including the actual brush settings. There will be lots of experimenting in my future. Also on stream we finally got to watch more episodes of Rugrats because we watched the movie that ties seasons together this weekend in Discord. We also watching Courage and I’m thinking we will watch 1 episode of each show a day. I only did half commission time today and spent a little more time finishing an emote commission I had. 

After stream I did my workout in it’s entirety despite how physically tired I felt. I really had to push through this one but that’s kind of the point isn’t it. I meant to clean up first but I forgot so I cleaned up after my shower. In the shower I was about to ask my friend straight up if I had permission to think about them while I took care of myself but I decided to do it to something else intentionally. I’ve briefly brought this up to them before. I think it’s given that sometimes we jerk off to each other without the other knowing. However I know how she feels about being sexualized and sometimes I can’t help but wonder if she would actually appreciate me thinking about her like that on my own time sometimes. It bothers me enough that I do think it would good to ask permission beforehand or have a brief discussion about it. This might be weird of me but I’m just listening to how I feel. I respect her tremendously and want to exercise expressing that. 

For lunch I was excited to make a hearty helping of Rice a Roni with lentils, meatballs, broccoli, green beans, and onions. It turned out okay as usual but I was hoping it came out better. It was still a solid meal. I invested more time into Neopets while it cooked. I’m enjoying some of the minigames. 

I feel I did a poor job on today’s request. The whole time I was thinking about how I want to make something I can be proud of but it just wasn’t coming together. It came out okayish but I wanted to do better. Next I spent an hour working on a TOTK pic of my otter and my friend’s sona. I mostly tidied up the sketch and then completely lined it, taking extra care to do a good job so thats why it took so long. After that work was officially over but I wanted to do more so I briefly setup the new horse avatar I got so I can start turning it into my most recent horse sona. 

I spent time in my friend’s server where there was a lot of negative talk about one of my other friends about his overly sexual behavior. I felt sort of bad because it was more or less shit talking them behind their back and I was just going along with it. Usually if I talk about him with others, its coming from a place of at least mild affection. Some of this was just mean though. 

Tonight I watched my friend give me a sort of rundown of the Neopets website and some of it’s history, I liked listening to her about it. I love hearing her be passionate about anything. After that we hopped on Pony Town for a tiny bit and looked at characters people made before checking out my little house and giving each other horse kisses. I started dinner while she headed up to bed and we chatted a bit. 

Today I wasn’t proud of much. Just the usual amount of proud for doing things to the best of my ability. I did well on my workout especially, and doing that little bit of extra avatar work. 

For some reason my self perspective was very lacking today. I kinda just wasn’t there, at least not in a great capacity. Looking back there were moments that would have benefitted me being more involved in the present. Spending time with anyone is a good example because it only becomes truly meaningful if I am offering my full attention and appreciation. Tomorrow will be another day to exercise my awareness and put it to good use. 

#journal #diary #self awareness

[harryssweatcreaturee]

Who’s better? I

a/n: hello helloo hellooooo, here i go with a new series where harry is a cocky, mean doctor. we love to see it. this will have multiple parts sooo i hope you guys love it! feedback is always welcomed! (u guys might hate harry at first IM SORRY but i promise he will get better)

word count: 2k

warnings: angst, rude harry, surgery mentioned (nothing gory, just the mention of it happening)

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There are no words in the English dictionary to describe how much Harry despises (Y/N). Worst part? He is the only one with this sentiment because everyone else adores her. No one understands him but he has his reasons.

Harry and (Y/N) are brain surgeons at Springs Medical and they both have the same goal: chief position of neurology surgery. There is no denying that they are both amazing surgeons and the whole hospital knows it. Harry is cockier about it than (Y/N) but she has no problem humbling him and reminding him that she is just as good, if not better.

Anyone might easily fall for (Y/N). She is a hotshot surgeon, people come from across the country to see her (albeit they do for Harry too), she is beautiful, she is intelligent, but she is also terribly hardheaded and when she wants something, she gets it no matter what.

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Harry stood in front of the surgery schedule, wondering why the hell his Craniotomy was moved for a later time. But of course, he saw her name above his for an aneurysm repair and it made his blood boil. He shook his head with an angry huff escaping his lips, stomping his was over to the doctor’s lounge where he knew she’d be. There was another doctor a few tables away, but he couldn’t find it in him to care enough to be civil about the situation.

“Why the hell did you move my craniotomy without permission?” (Y/N) was unfazed, her eyes still glued to the tablet in front of her with a stoic look on her face. “In case those pretty eyes failed you and you don’t know how to read, I’ve got an aneurysm to repair. Your craniotomy can wait another hour whereas my patient will die if he waits any longer.” She finally looked up with her eyebrows raised. “Come on, doctor. You should know this.”

(Y/N) knew exactly how to get on his nerves. He hated when she called him doctor in a mocking manner as if he really weren’t and how unfortunate that it was her favorite thing to call him. “I’m tired of you moving my schedule around to your convenience and poaching my surgeries. Oh yeah, don’t think I forgot about you taking my patient last week.” (Y/N) laughed softly with a shake of her head, “Not my fault they heard I was better and requested me instead.”

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Like usual, (Y/N) had the last word in the argument and Harry angrily stormed away from her in defeat because she was right. His craniotomy could wait.

(Y/N) isn’t really a hateful person. She’s sweet, she loves her job, she always stays longer after her shift to make sure the other doctor is well aware of the cases they’re taking over, and she is always striving to do better. Harry always challenged her in that sense. He came in after she did and from day one, Harry felt like he had something to prove, and it’s driven her wild. All she could do is continue being the great doctor she is and do her bit of challenging the man too.

There were a couple of times where they’d both have to jump in on a surgery together and though (Y/N) would never admit it, those were her favorite surgeries. Those were the only moments where they didn’t fight about who took whose surgery or who was better than who. Harry’s intelligence shined and seeing him in action made her knees weak. But out of the operating room? It was a constant battle. Especially now that they were both being watched for the position of chief of neurology surgery.

(Y/N) and Harry were both aware that it was going to be hard. Even more so since they both had amazing stats and had great work ethic. She hated how bitter she was towards Harry because God, it was so exhausting. Harry could be so cocky and mean and it was hard for her to keep up when outside of this constant battle, she was the sweetest person to walk the earth.

And the worst part of their little work war? The intense sexual tension between them. Oh, it was undeniable, and they both knew of it. Two young, talented doctors going at each other’s necks over who is better but if given the chance, they’d only be battling over who is better in bed. (Y/N) was sure that Harry had a God complex for a reason and a major part of her was dying to find out, only for it dissipate when he’d run to her like a child to complain over something she’d done to him.

Harry felt it too. (Y/N)’s eyes speak much louder than her body does, and he couldn’t even count the times he’d catch her eyeing him too long during a surgery when her eyes had to be focused on something else. The few times they’d be decent towards each other, Harry could see himself going to her at the end of the day to talk about a difficult case on his mind, maybe ask for her opinion. But that seemed like something so farfetched, so intangible.

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It was lunch time and like usual, Harry spent it in the doctor’s lounge with his lunch and a chart on his lap. He never rested. Always working on finding a new solution for a patient with a difficult case or simply educating himself further.

(Y/N) walked in with a Tupperware filled with food in her hand and a tablet nestled in her arm, Harry eyeing her with a confused gaze since she’d never really come here for lunch. He decided against making any comments, looking back down to the chart though he noticed her sitting on the table beside his through his peripheral vision.

“We find out who gets the position tomorrow.” Harry breaks the silence, turning to face her as she blew air onto the forkful. “Mhm. Nervous?” She looks up at him, chewing on her food as he chuckled softly and shook his head. “Not at all. May the best man win, right?” (Y/N) smirked and shrugged. “Yeah, something like that.” Silence sneaked within the walls of the room once more, Harry turning back around to let her eat in peace since he didn’t really have the energy for a banter right now.

The two left each other alone for the duration of their lunch, Harry getting up once his pager goes off but before he left, he stood at the door and turned to her with a genuine small smile, “Good luck.” (Y/N) was shocked to see anything other than cockiness come out of him, especially for something so serious where just a week before they were fighting each other for the toughest surgeries or the most challenging patients.

The rest of the day was quiet for both, not running into each other for the remainder of their shift and (Y/N) was happy about that. She didn’t want to go home more nervous than she already was.

(Y/N) went straight home after her shift since she had a date with a bottle of wine and watching Mamma Mia! again for the millionth time, but Harry had other plans.

He made a trip to his favorite bar, deciding he’d have his own pre-celebration for the position he was sure he was going to get. Harry felt like he outdid himself since the beginning and there was nothing that could change his mind about him being the best fit for chief. But under the cape of egocentrism and confidence, he was highly strung. (Y/N) was fucking amazing and maybe that’s why he would get so upset when she’d get a better surgery, or someone would specifically ask for her instead of him (though the whole thing made him hot and flustered at the idea that she was a hot independent woman that didn’t take shit from nobody.)

Harry’s night ended after one beer too many, having to take an uber home because the man was too besotted to even walk to the door of his car. He figured he’d pick it up the next day.

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(Y/N) decided against scrubs for the day, picking out navy blue fitted slacks and a pretty blouse under her coat. Just in case, right? Her nerves were washing over her, but she did her best to keep them tamed so it wouldn’t taint her bedside manner for the day. This was just like any other day and all her patients needed her in her A game.

Harry, on the other hand? He went to work as if today meant nothing, he made the choice of pretending that today wasn’t decision day though he put an alarm on his phone for 3:50 P.M. since the email would be sent at 4 P.M. so he needed just a bit of mental preparation.

The time couldn’t come any sooner. (Y/N) felt like time was passing so slow even though she had a pretty tight and busy schedule which usually meant her day would go faster and Harry was stuck in surgery all day which was good for him because he’d be distracted.

But soon enough, the time came. (Y/N) was in a consult with a patient when her phone buzzed in the pocket of her coat, her eyes momentarily steering to the clock to realize that it was 4. She swore she didn’t hurry the consult but she couldn’t wait for it to be over so she can check her emails. Unfortunately for her, she got an extremely anxious patient and she spent nearly 15 minutes reassuring her that everything will be fine after surgery and that she was in the best care.

(Y/N) rushed out the room, sprinting into an empty room as she shoved her hand in her pocket, unlocking her phone and opening the email. Her eyes widened, a loud gasp leaving her body as she read her name across the screen along the lines of congratulations and having to meet with someone about the renewal of her contract. She was over the moon, quickly calling her sister to tell her the news with excitement laced in her words. But right after she came off the high, she couldn’t help but feel just a little bit bad for Harry because she knew he would be devasted at the news. And man oh man, he was fucking devasted once he found out.

Harry didn’t come out of his last surgery until about 4:45, leaving the room very anxiously because there was something waiting for him in this locker that he couldn’t want to find out. Harry nearly ran for his phone, quickly typing in his password since he didn’t even think about taking off his mask and his Face ID wasn’t recognizing him, and immediately as he read the words on the screen, he felt defeat and anger wash over him.

(Y/N) got the position.

Harry felt like shit. He felt like he could’ve done so much better to prove himself but clearly, he didn’t do enough. But there was one flaw Harry had that often got him in trouble. When he was angry, he did and said things he didn’t mean.

He looked at the time and realized that (Y/N)’s shift was over and around this time, she’d probably be on her way to her car so he ran like a man on a mission, trying to catch her before she’d leave. And he did. “(Y/N)!” He called out, her turning around with shocked look on her face as she halted her walk. “I guess congratulations is in order, huh?” (Y/N) would’ve thanked him for that but it came out bitter and rude, her head tilting with a furrow of her eyebrows. “Y’know, I was wondering why you came dressed so nicely today when you never do but it makes sense. You came all pretty for whoever the hell you had to fuck to get this position to thank him for it. Seems unfair when other people had to work for it and weren’t even considered.”

Just as soon as those words came out, instant regret filled Harry. But it was too late. He fucked up and man, was it bad.

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[yungisstar1117-writes]

ATEEZ As Subs

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To clarify: imo I think ateez could all be switches, but this isn’t an accurate representation of them. I am in no way saying i know what they’re like. Originally had this as a MTL but yeah…

Pairing: OT8 x Gn!Y/N

Genre: Smut

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Most

Mingi

Wooyoung

San

Yunho

Hongjoong

Seonghwa

Yeosang

Jongho

Least

Mingi:

”P-Please! Im sososo close! Please Y/N!”

Pillow Prince.

All he desires is to be handled with care and praised when he’s doing good. Mingi just gives off baby boi vibes, kiss him and hold his hands while you dominate him.

He’s not exactly a needy sub but he will whine if you tease him, probably will cry if you degrade him. Always asks for permission to come.

Guilty pleasure? Crossdressing, he loves it when you fuck him in a skirt and tell him how pretty he looks. He’s your good little prince, so just make sure he remembers it.

Wooyoung:

“Fucking make me Y/N, bet you can’t do shit.”

Bratty Bitch.

Wooyoung loves to test boundaries both in and out of subspace, meaning he usually needs punishments and strict rules if you wanna have any sort of control over him. Keep that bitch on a leash, if he barks he probably bites too (skdjdh sorry im crying).

He kinda likes fighting with you for dominance so if you manage to gain control in that way he’s just a needy boi who does whatever you ask if it means he’s pleasured.

He’ll whine, hold you close, kinda seems like someone who will leave marks all over you, and most definitely beg for release, babbling mindlessly.

San:

”More please, g-give me more Y/N. I promise i can take it!”

Pretty baby.

He wants you to treat him like shit and make him take it like a good boy.

Slap him, choke him, call him every name under the sun and he’ll just look at you with teary eyes and beg for more. All he wants is for you to make him feel inadequate, like you’re doing him a service by even being in his presence.

Paticularly likes it when you bite his lips and rake your nails down his body.

His guilty pleasure? When you call him a useless fucktoy. Mix praise with degradation on his soft days and he’ll be yours forever.

Yunho:

”I made you feel good, didn’t I Y/N? Doesn’t pup get a treat?”

Pup.

Bark bark bitch you know what im saying? He is into pet play but even just calling him pup gets him weak at the knees.

If youre shorter than him he has a size kink, the thought of someone so tiny dominating him and being in control is so arousing to him.

If youre taller whooWEEEE he loves the way you make him feel small, might come just from being called “little one”.

He also liked to ask for permission and loves the incentives of rewards if he does well.

Hongjoong:

”*moans* I missed you Y/N..Love you so much..Feels- so good. Soso good.”

Babie.

Joong’s a kinda person who when he slips into subspace, he just wants to be held and cared for.

At times yes he’ll be a bit bratty just to get his way but usually he’s just tired and compliant. Pamper him, tell him how good he’s doing, how good he looks.

His guilty pleasure? Cockwarming after sex. He just wants to feel close and intimate with you, snuggle into your chest and fall asleep with your kisses and compliments.

He just loves to relax and unwind with you, thanking you again and again for helping him.

Seonghwa:

”S-shit! Fuck Y/N, your mouth f-feels so good!”

Obedient babe.

Seonghwa is definitely a needy sub, but his main mission is to make you proud. He’ll do whatever it takes for you to praise him, wether that’s going down on you or waiting for you to let him cum.

He absolutely loves it when you go down on him however, and he’ll be a needy mess the whole way through. He’s probably the type to ask if he can pull your hair or fuck your face too.

Although he slips up sometimes and gets carried away by his need to be relieved, he’s probably the most obedient out of the guys.

Yeosang:

”N-ngh! More.. pl-lease- mmh!”

Touch-starved muffin.

I can see him being non-verbal in subspace, like if you like dumbification he’s your dude. He mostly relies on whines and touches to convey his needs and makes the cutest whimpers.

He tends to cling to you during sex, wrapping his hands around your waist. He also can be really shy in the beginning stages, and kinda likes when you force him to say all the filthy things he wants you to do to him.

He’s very cuddly after sex, just wanting to spoon with you (he likes either position).

Jongho:

”Am i doing okay Y/N? Y-you want me to go deeper?”

Shy cub.

Jongho is a very quiet and shy sub, probably the type to muffle his moans and whimpers. This is probably why he usually lets out a few tears when he comes, from pure relief.

Like Seonghwa he's very obedient, loving when you care for him so tenderly like he isnt the strong apple destroyer we know him for.

Caress his cheeks and praise him a lot, he may hate pda but he loves it when you kiss him softly and tell him what a good boy he is.

Has a soft spot for the name cub but will never admit it.

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