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Might be inactive for a week or so, I’m sorry for being so depressing yesterday. I’ve been going through a lot of shit with my biological mother and other shit I don’t wanna mention, plus this and now my period started 😭⁉️ I think that’s why I was so angry yesterday. I said things in a way I shouldn’t have said them and it was just immature of me. I genuinely don’t wanna make this sound like I’m trying to excuse my behaviour, I just wanna add context. I have serious trust issues so when it comes to stuff like someone I know suddenly having a problem with me, it really affects me more than I’d like to admit. Again, I’m not gonna go into serious detail here but if people would like to understand more Idm saying it on dm.

Ik to the people who are against me writing this won’t matter, but I never actually envision myself in the content I create, even with most of my SFW content. I even fucking refer to Y/N as Yen in my head, and I used to prefer third person but changed to second because it’s what the majority of people use here. Again not blaming, just explaining. I like to separate the thought of me from the characters I write, always making them older regardless of the genre. I would never engage in such a relationship with an adult irl, because hello that’s fucking weird.

I use writing as a way to process complex situations and emotions, because I genuinely don’t know how to. I’ve tried so many times to find different ways to open up but writing truly is the only way I’ve found that’s really stuck. I don’t like how people are vilifying me in the same breath as telling me “I don’t know any better”. I get it, people go through shit and that affects them. Trust me, I know firsthand that happens, but to scream from the rooftops that minors shouldn’t read nsfw at all is counterproductive.

This may just be my belief and the belief that my parents have taught me, but if a minor is taught the rights and wrongs and they understand what is okay and what isnt in a relationship, is it really that horrible for them to interact with nsfw content in general? Let’s face it, with technological advancements puberty is now suggested to begin at 10. Despite how many things you wanna put in place minors sooner or later are gonna be exposed to nsfw content, especially with how readily accessible it is. I’m not saying anyone personally has to accept minors on their blog, I’m seriously not, but perhaps consider spreading more awareness of what a healthy sexual relationship is instead throwing them in the deep end when they reach 18.

You can bring up as many laws as you want to, but if someone decides to read nsfw content written by a minor, knowing the consequences, why are you placing blame on the minor? Concentrate on yourself and your morals, and if you feel the need to block anyone who makes you feel uncomfy. But unless you can fully say with not a single hint of a doubt “I didn’t interact with a single piece of nsfw content until I was 18” you are a hypocrite. You can’t fully judge someone for something you used to do as well, especially calling them disgusting. Yes, minors do need to be protected from certain aspects, i wholeheartedly agree, but what gives you the right to call them disgusting? Talk to them like they’re you’re child, or diss their parents? You have no clue how someone was raised, what they’ve been through, just as someone doesn’t have a clue about how you were raised. There’s no need to bring someone’s loved ones into a one-on-one dispute.

I’m rambling, but basically my point is this: if you wanna completely isolate your blogs from minors that’s completely valid and acceptable, but what is not is sending hate and/or trying to trying to invalidate a person’s feelings. I’m not even gonna bother to open this godforsaken app for a while cause all I’m gonna get is hate but idc, I had to get this off my chest. I’ve unfollowed everyone in my following who’ve updated to mdni, so I beg of the people who are reading this about to rip their hair out and crash into my asks, just block. Just unfollow. I have a lot to think about over this week, whether this account will be closed etc so the last thing I wanna do is make the wrong choice because other people’s words have gotten to me.

P.S to everyone who sent me support/tried to calm me down when I was having a meltdown, thank you. I’m sorry if my responses didn’t fully express how grateful I was, and I’m sorry if you now receive backlash for comforting me.

#Still stand by this #if you have a problem with me just unfollow or block or both #theres no need to send hate #and if you’re complaining that the adults interacting with me will get in trouble #and in the same breath telling me I’m a minor that doesn’t know any better #go shout in the adult’s ask box???? Since I’m a silly little child that doesn’t know any better????#star’s self reblogs {🖇}

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Get this to 325 and we’ll see about maknae line peeps 👀

Ateez arguing with you: Hyung Line Ver.

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ɪ’ᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴄʟᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ. ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ʀᴇᴀʟɪꜱᴛɪᴄ/ꜰᴀᴄᴛ-ʙᴀꜱᴇᴅ ʀᴇᴘʀᴇꜱᴇɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏꜰ ᴀᴛᴇᴇᴢ, ɪᴛ ɪꜱ ᴘᴜʀᴇʟʏ ᴀ ꜱᴄᴇɴᴀʀɪᴏ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴇɴᴛᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴᴍᴇɴᴛ ᴘᴜʀᴘᴏꜱᴇꜱ.

✰ ɢ: Angst

✰ ᴡ.ᴄ: 1546

✰ ᴄ.ᴡ: Arguing, Insinuated trauma (physical abuse), Belittling, Lots of crying + swearing, Inferiority complex (?), Toxic relationships, Jealousy, Y/N breaks stuff in a fit of rage, general angry behaviour.

A/N: Be warned, it’s not gonna be pretty.

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💔 S E O N G H W A

“Come on now Y/N, this makes literally zero sense! Stop acting like you’re being persecuted, you’re just wron-”

You interrupted him indignantly, hands on your hips as you spoke.

“What?! You’re the one acting like every single idea I have is fucking stupid! Don’t even bother pretending you put a single ounce of thought into this Hwa!”

Seonghwa scoffed at this, your outburst not earning you any empathy from him.

“Oh please, cut the shit. Every single stupid idea I’ve shut down has been for a perfectly valid reason! Maybe get your head out of your ass and you would see that!”

You tilted your head to the side in disbelief at his words, unable to comprehend how one man could be so difficult. Scoffing and turning your head backwards, you took a deep breath before facing him again. This seemed to do nothing however, your temper easily flared up once again.

“You’re so fucking controlling it’s unbelievable. Maybe if you got your head out of your ass, you’d see what a narcissistic dickhead you are! You fucking micromanage every single thing i do! I can’t even breathe without you having something to say about it!”

Swearing under his breath, Seonghwa grumbled to himself for a second, something that you didn’t let slide. Coming closer, your voice was dripping with sarcasm when he covered his face with his hand.

“What was that honey? Was there something you wanted to say?”

Taking his hand down, Seonghwa’s glare was ice cold, yet the animosity in his tone had lessened.

“This is pointless, we’re arguing like fucking children. Let’s sit down and talk about this.”

Seonghwa’s words only seemed to make matters worse however, your voice raising as you responded.

“Here you go fucking micromanaging again, what a delightful surprise! What the fuck is your problem Seonghwa?! Huh?! Go on, say it!”

Seonghwa’s anger flowed out at your inflammatory words, his finger hurtling out as he pointed in your face.

“You! You and your bullshit is my fucking problem! You are the problem here!”

Time felt as if it had frozen as you stared at him dumbfounded, watching as his expression slowly turned into to one of regret. When you turned away with a sniff and grabbed your bag, Seonghwa finally spurred into action.

“What’re you doing Y/N? C’mon I’m sorry, can we just talk?”

You scoffed at this, turning back to Seonghwa while wiping a tear away.

“You have a problem, I’m solving it. Now you have no problem.”

💔 H O N G J O O N G

“You’re not making any sense Joong! Why is this bitch texting you 24/7?!”

Rubbing his forehead, Hongjoong looked up at you from his chair. You were standing in front of him, both hands firmly placed on the table as Hongjoong’s phone laid in the middle. It was almost as if he was being interrogated, and in his opinion, Hongjoong definitely felt he was on trial for a crime he didn’t commit.

“She’s an old friend from high school, why are you getting so worked up?”

You laughed sarcastically, clapping your hands and turning away for a second before you faced him again.

“Oh I’m so sorry Hongjoong, I’m just being crazy right?! There’s no fucking reason why I should be concerned when this ‘old friend’ is calling my man darling.”

Pushing back his chair Hongjoong stood up, running a hand through his hair as he spoke.

“You’re being fucking delusional Y/N. I’m not your ex, and surprisingly I have morals.”

You raised an eyebrow at this, completely dumbfounded by this man’s audacity. He’s really gonna bring up your fucking cheater ex?

“Oh so that’s how you’re gonna play it? You disgust me Hongjoong.”

Hongjoong chuckled at this, his eyes dark. Knowing his temper was worsening, he made a last-ditch attempt to keep the situation from exploding.

“I’m leaving.”

When he turned away however you grabbed his arm tight, keeping him from going.

“No you’re not! Explain those fucking messages!”

Snatching his arm from your grip, it seemed as if all his inhibitions had been overturned, his anger flaring up as he shouted at you.

“Get out of my fucking face you crazy ass bitch!”

Stepping back with wide eyes you could feel tears welling in them, all the fight knocked out of you and replaced with pure, unfiltered fear. Memories surged forward, memories from the past that you had fought dutifully to repress. If you had been able to see it through the blur of your tears, you would’ve seen Hongjoong’s regretful expression. When he tried to come closer and grab your hand, you quickly stepped back, tried to quell your sobs as tears streamed down your face.

“Y/N I’m so-“

“Out!”

When Hongjoong tried to speak again you screamed at him, now fully blubbering as your hands went to your ears, blocking out anything he could say.

“Get out! Get the fuck out! Now! G-Get out!”

💔 Y U N H O

“I can’t believe you.”

Yunho paused his game, looking up at you in genuine concern when he heard your harsh tone. This soon dissipated however, replaced with understanding regret when he saw you all dressed up. He let the controller fall to the side, standing up from the sofa and walking over to you as you shook with anger.

“Y/N I’m so-”

Yunho’s words were soon cut off by you throwing your keys on the floor, jaw gritted as you spoke with a bite in your tone.

“You forgot. Again.”

Shaking his head, Yunho grabbed your hand in urgency.

“Please baby, I’ll do better! I promise, just please don’t do this.”

You shook him off with a harsh laugh, only deep-rooted anger present in the hollow sound. He’s had so many chances, did he really deserve another one?

“You said that last time, and the time before! You make all these fucking promises Yunho, but when are you gonna actually keep to them?!”

Your finger jutted out, poking him in the chest so harshly that the male moved back slightly. The evident hurt in his expression didn’t make you falter for a second, nor did his flinch when you shouted.

“When are you gonna fucking grow up?!”

A tear rolled down the male’s cheek, one that he quickly wiped away as he stared at you with glossy eyes. Solemnly, he picked up the keys from the floor and went back to the sofa, ignoring his controller as he just sat there facing the tv. It was only at this moment that a hint of regret crossed your mind, but you quickly dismissed it. He needed to wake the fuck up.

“When you’ve figured out what your priorities are, come find me. You better make that decision quickly though Yunho, I won’t wait forever.”

💔 Y E O S A N G

“It’s just- it’s this! Every single time I try and show you any affection you just brush me off! Do you- do you even wanna be my boyfriend?!”

Yeosang rolled his eyes at your words, pulling his headphones back on with a scoff.

“You’re being melodramatic. Just because I don’t want you hanging off of me every single fucking minute doesn’t mean I don’t wanna be with you. Ever consider maybe you’re just too clingy?”

You snatched his headphones off his head, your voice shaking with anger as you clenched your free hand into a fist.

“Why are you so insistent on being so rude and- and degrading?! I’m trying to talk to you about my concerns and you’re just shutting me down!”

Yeosang’s eyes flitted between your face and his headphones in your grip, clearly more concerned about them than whatever you were saying. Your head started to spin with unbridled fury.

“You’re fucking pathetic Yeosang. You want your headphones? Here, fucking take them!”

Before Yeosang could even cry out you raised your hand over your head, soon letting it crash down as you let the headphones fall to the floor. Despite the audible crack and a piece flying off, you proceeded to stamp on them a few times, crushing any salvageable pieces into an oblivion.

Yeosang was now standing, watching in shock as you ground your heel into the remains, chest heaving. Finally glancing at your boyfriend, his expressionless face scared you slightly. He seemed to have frozen in place, unable to do anything except look down.

“You… You broke them.”

When you heard him sniff your eyebrows raised in shock, all your anger flooding out of you when you saw his teary eyes.

“Those were from our first anniversary… and you-… you broke them?”

Your features softened at his words, your eyes also beginning to tear up.

“You remembered?”

Tears began to fall as Yeosang struggled to keep himself from sobbing, tirelessly wiping at his eyes as he tried to speak.

“Of-Of course I did! How could I forget?! They were the best gift I’ve ever had!”

You let a tentative hand rest on Yeosang, sniffling when he looked at you defeatedly.

“Sangie I’m- I’m sorry! I didn’t think-“

“Yeah, clearly you didn’t.”

Carefully removing your hand, Yeosang shook his head, walking to the door. Struggling with his shoes and coat for a few seconds, the male then grabbed his keys from the cabinet before turning back to you.

“I need some space, I’ll t-text you when I get to Wooyoung’s. Please don’t come after me.”

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How did I forget london pride was today-

Happy pride, esp to everyone who couldn’t make it to the city to celebrate today !!!!!!

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free fall

pairing: mingi x reader

summary: mingi is helplessly, hopelessly in love with you, his stylist

photo: ateezfilm on twitter

He’s a model; you’re his stylist. You two have a professional relationship.

Mingi recites this over and over whenever he sees you. But because his brain is so focused on trying to imprint it, his heart takes over the chain of command.

Needless to say, Mingi’s heart is absolute trash at telling his body what to do.

His eyes latch onto your lips when you take a step closer to fix his makeup, his arms hover by your waist when you tip-toe to style his hair, and his brain completely forgets what it was reciting!

All he can think about is how warm you would feel nuzzled against his neck and how your small hands would fit perfectly inside his.

And those thoughts alone make him combust.

It doesn’t help that you’re always so caring and considerate and pay attention to every little thing he says and does.

On late schedules, you listen to him talk about his day, never aloof or bored. And when he’s down, you let him spill his heart out and dries his tears.

Mingi can be vulnerable around you; you’re his haven.

Sometimes, you laugh at his jokes, and your glinting eyes are so cute that Mingi isn’t even scared about going to Jongho to pick up more.

Oh gosh, someone help this poor boy before he takes a free fall for you.

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random texts with bf!mingi ♡

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Mingi reacts to his s/o spending the night at the dorms for the first time

Fluff, Angst

Tw-anxiety

When your boyfriend found out that you were going to stay overnight at the dorms for the first time he immediately started feeling very anxious. He didn’t want you to get disappointed in him and he didn’t want to embarrass himself in front of you.

When you arrived at the dorm, you greeted all of the members and then you walked up to your boyfriend who was sitting on the couch in the living room. He seemed a bit different today but you decided to ignore that.

“Hi pup, are you okay?” you said as you stood in front of him.

“H-hi, I’m okay…”

“Are you sure?”

“Mhm…” He agreed but you didn’t really believe him.

The other members came and all of you started talking. It was really fun having a conversation with them but you were getting a bit worried since Mingi seemed too quiet. He would usually engage a lot in conversations but this time he didn’t say a word.

You decided to talk to him and find out what’s going on. As Mingi was sitting next to you, you gently grabbed his hand and stood up. He followed you as you walked into his room.

“What’s wrong love? Did I do something to upset you?” you asked as you looked into his sparkly eyes.

“No, it’s not your fault bunny. I’m sorry…” he said as you watched tears form in his eyes.

Your heart broke seeing him this way so you immediately pulled him into your embrace. You gently patted his back until he calmed down.

“It’s okay pup, let it all out…” you comforted him.

After a while, Mingi started to calm down and that made you relieved. The two of you sat on top of his bed covered in the new sheets he placed especially for you.

“I was very anxious today…I didn’t want you to get disappointed in me as we spend more time together and it all became too much…so I just stayed quiet thinking it would solve my worries but it didn’t. I’m really sorry for acting like that and ruining your stay here” he told you as his shyness started getting to him.

“Pup, you don’t have to apologise for anything… I just want you to feel okay. Whenever you feel that way you can always talk to me about it and I will always be there for you, okay? I can never be disappointed in you because you are an amazing person and an incredible boyfriend” when you finished expressing your feelings, your boyfriend pulled you into a warm hug without any hesitation.

“Do you feel better, now that we talked about it?”

“I do bunny, thank you so much for understanding and being there for me…” Mingi said as his smile finally appeared on his face and you were glad to see it.

After this situation, you realised that now would be the perfect moment for you to say that you love him for the first time.

“Mingi?”

“Yes, bunny?”

“I want to tell you something very important…”

“Okay, what could be that important?”

“I love you” you blurted out as your cheeks started blushing.

Mingi instantly smiled when he heard you say those words and without a doubt he knew that he loved you back.

“Y/N?” your boyfriend asked, the same way you did before.

“Yeah…”

“I want to tell you something very important as well”

“Oh, what could that be?” you asked sarcastically already aware of what he is about to say.

“I love you too” your boyfriend said and two seconds later he leaned closer to you. He gently pressed his lips against yours and you felt truly happy.

For the rest of the night you and your boyfriend decided to just cuddle in bed while watching a movie.

When both of you decided to go to bed, you noticed that he was still a bit distant so to make him feel comfortable you placed your arm around his waist and stuck close to him. He quickly warmed up to you sleeping close to him and now he wanted to stay in your embrace forever.

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Figure It Out

Fighting is tough, fighting illegally isn’t any better but Mingi soon realizes that he’s one bad fight away from losing the most important thing: you.

streetfighter!Mingi x reader

Genre: F2L, for the life of me can’t get boxer Mingi out of my head

w/c: 2.2k

c/w: mentions of blood, injuries, violence. There’s nothing graphic but it’s still in there

There’s not a lot of people that would knock on your door at two A.M, but there are a few. Mrs. Shin, who likes to beg you to do something about the street cats that fight just below her window. Kim Hongjoong, when he’s too exhausted to make it all the way home from his shift at the hospital. You let out a slew of curses as you fumble through the dark, sleep still heavy in your eyes.

Sometimes it’s the man that lives two doors down from you. He always claims that he mixes up three and five. You know he’s just drunk and his wife locked him out again.

“It’s two in the morning!” You rip the door open and squint at the sudden change in light.

And sometimes it’s him.

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Ateez Reaction To You Wanting To Sleep With Them

Warnings : None

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caramel popcorn : s.mg

༉‧₊˚✧ for my 1k event !

requested by @belledamsceno : Hi Sol!! I’m so happy for your 1k 🥰🥰 Now, can I request a friends/idiots to lovers with Mingi where the f!reader never really hid her interest, but she just assumed she had been friendzoned cause Mingi never seemed to really reciprocate, but in reality he is just dense af and needed someone else to point out the obvious (sorry if this was super specific, I’m kinda going through it and if you wanna gossip about it I’m game hahahah)

a/n: hi belle 🥺💗 thank you so much for the well wishes and for your request!! i hope i did justice to your v cute req and that you’ll enjoy <33 sending you lots of love!!

word count | 1.4k

pairing | song mingi (ateez) x f!reader

genre | fluff, idiots-to-lovers au

warning(s) / includes | food mentions, one alcohol mention but there’s no drinking (please lmk if i missed anything!)

requests are now closed! thank you so much for the support <3

“Something happened the other day,” Mingi brings up casually, hand reaching for the bowl of popcorn nestled in the space between you two. You secretly prefer buttered, but he loves caramel so it was an obvious choice when you went grocery shopping.

Sure, you could’ve gotten both, but isn’t sharing snacks the highlight of movie nights with one’s best friend?

You arch a curious brow. “Yeah? What was it?”

“Wooyoung tried to set me up with one of his friends,” he answers, oblivious to how the smile freezes on your face as he rolls a kernel between his thumb and index finger. It’s not his fault that you’re hopelessly in love with your best friend, that the thought of him being with somebody else makes your heart plummet to your stomach.

You’re not quite sure how it happened, but you found yourself gradually seeing him in a different light, in a way that tells you you’ve long stopped seeing him as just a friend. Suddenly, your heart beats a little faster when he slings an arm around your shoulders, your smile grows a little wider when he waits for you outside your lecture hall, your cheeks feel a little warmer when he texts love you!! even though you’re sure he only meant it platonically.

Suddenly, you want to know what it feels like to reach into his sweater paws and hold his hand, interlacing your fingers with his.

“—so I don’t think it ended well.”

Guilt sends a pang to your heart when you feel yourself slightly perk up at Mingi’s words. He’s your best friend, you should be sad and sympathetic when a date didn’t go well for him, not be… relieved.

“Oh, I’m sorry, Min,” you say with a small pout, patting him on the shoulder gently before adding brightly, “there are always other fish in the sea, right?”

“Yeah, I guess…” He still seems unsure.

It’s me! I’m the other fish! a small voice in the back of your head is screaming; if you had a little more courage you might tell him just that. Alas, any hope you’ve held for a successful confession has been diminished after many failed attempts at letting your true feelings be known.

You’d been pretty dejected, but you also didn’t want to dwell on such feelings of rejection for too long. Besides, you’d much rather keep what you have than not have Mingi—your Mingi, the version of him you know presently—in your life anymore. Your soul would be genuinely crushed if your friendship ever took an irreparable turn for the worse, and you’re not about to risk your many years together.

And so, you shove down the lump that’s been building in your throat and lay a gentle hand over his. “I mean it, Mingi. You’re an amazing person,” you say sincerely, butterflies erupting in your stomach as a rosy pink flush colours the tip of his ears. “Anyone would be so lucky to have you, and I’m sure the right person will come along soon.”

He looks down at your joined hands, then back up at you, his cheeks glowing pinker by the second. His eyes curve into little crescents behind his glasses—you remember spending all day in the store with him picking out the perfect pair—and a smile slowly stretches across his plump lips.

“Thanks, Y/N,” he mumbles, “really, I don’t know what I’d do without you. You’re the best.”

There it is again: the feeling of your heart practically leaping out of your chest. I don’t know what I’d do without you… it replays over and over in your head as you scramble to figure out what the hell he meant by that.

Lost in the tangled web of your thoughts, you don’t even realise that Mingi’s gotten up from the couch until you register the lack of warmth, the lack of his presence, next to you.

He smiles sheepishly when you peer up at him with a questioning glance. “Sorry, bathroom.”

An understanding ah leaves you, and you dutifully reach for the remote control to pause the movie. He shoots you another grateful smile before shuffling across your living room and down the hall.

Your shoulders fall with the deep exhale that you breathe out, your head tilting back to rest against the soft couch. There was no way Mingi never caught on when you’ve become increasingly less subtle at your ways of confessing, perhaps this was his way of letting you know so he wouldn’t hurt your feelings—

His phone buzzes four times consecutively.

yunho (23:35) another movie date with y/n?

yunho (23:35) and you’re watching the notebook?????

yunho (23:35) dude.

yunho (23:35) she totally likes you back

You didn’t want to look, you swear. Peeking at someone’s phone? The most sure-fire way to sever any trust you have with someone else… On the other hand, it was hard to ignore the messages that popped up on Mingi’s screen when: 1) his phone was right next to you from where he left it in the now vacant spot on your couch, and 2) they mentioned you explicitly.

She totally likes you back. What does Yunho mean by that? ‘Back’… that would imply he likes you to begin with.

The sound of the toilet flushing startles you. Hastily, you lock the screen and readjust the blanket around you, feigning innocence by taking a sip from your soda can as Mingi shuffles back over to you.

You reach for the remote control to unpause the movie when his phone lights up again. Your finger freezes on the smooth button.

yunho (23:37) you should tell her before you don’t get the chance to

yunho (23:37) she’s not going to stop being your friend bc of it

The smile you had plastered on your face upon his arrival fades when the new messages from Yunho pop up above the ones sent just minutes ago. Hesitantly, you glance up at Mingi to find him already staring back at you, the look in his eyes can only be described as one of pure horror as realisation dawns on him.

“You…” he scratches the back of his neck awkwardly, “d-did you… happen to see the other ones too?”

It’s pointless to lie. You’re both terrible liars, even more so with each other. “I didn’t mean to, Mingi, I really didn’t…” you admit guiltily, “they were just… right there, y’know?”

His expression is still dumbfounded as he stuffs his hands into the pockets of his sweatpants. “Yeah, I understand. ’s okay.”

You gather the courage to ask, “So… when Yunho said you like me back, does it mean… you like me? Like, like-like me?”

With the apartment still plunged into silence, you can hear the ticking of your clock, your neighbour’s faint rustling through the thin walls that separate your apartment, the soft inhales and exhales coming from Mingi… you wait for his response with bated breath.

Nervously, he tugs his sleeves down until they engulf his hands entirely. His cheeks are bright pink now, reminiscent of him after a few beers. “We can pretend this never happened,” he mumbles, “I know you don’t feel the same—”

“‘Don’t feel the same’?” you echo incredulously. “I’ve been trying to drop hints that I like you for—for forever!”

Mingi tilts his head to the side and blinks blankly at you. “You have? When?”

He can’t be serious. “So many times I couldn’t count,” you splutter, “but you never seemed to return the feelings so I assumed you were trying to subtly turn me down. I—I sent you a playlist on Spotify with only love songs once, for God’s sake!”

You can almost hear the lightbulb going off in his head, and you can only gape as his mouth falls open in a large ‘O’. Did he really not think anything about it at the time? “I… I thought you were just in your love song phase?” Mingi offers, the corners of his lips tugging upwards in a shy grin.

“You’re—you’re so… dense,” you blurt bluntly, the smile creeping onto your face being the only indication that your words held no malice.

Mingi chuckles sheepishly. “I know.”

“You owe Yunho a huge favour.”

“I know.”

“I like you a lot.”

“I kn—” His face splits into a bright smile upon registering your words, one that you’ve already seen a million times and will still never get tired of seeing, one that fills you with a warm, fuzzy feeling until all you think about is Mingi, Mingi, Mingi.

“I like you a lot too.”

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Yunho + College au/drunk confession + “don’t you get it you idiot?! I fucking like you!”

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A/n: Yuyu being drunk and confessing and poor reader-chan is over here just like...what? Also just a little warning for suggestive content and cursing.

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"y/n...I hate to bother you at 11:23pm at night.."

"Is it Yunho related?"

"HIII Y/NNNNN, HIII MY SEXY BESTIIEEEEE"

"...yes it's yunho related..."

You giggle at Yunho's drunken yelling in the background. You could only assume that the boys had went out drinking tonight and Yunho was being too much for them. Usually that meant Joong and Hwa wanted to rest and Yunho was being too loud. So they would drop him off at your place, and you would stay up with him and make sure he was comfortable until he fell asleep.

It was a comforting thing to do, you loved it when your best friend would come over. He would say the damnest things when intoxicated and it would be funny telling him about what he said in the morning. he would get all blushy and confused, apologizing profusely for anything he said.

You get up out of your bed as you tell Seonghwa to go ahead and bring him, and that you would have the room ready. Unlike your friends, who stayed in a dorm on campus, you stayed in one of the off campus apartments. You lived by yourself, so you had an extra room fro whenever the boys wanted to come over.

You hear a soft knock at the door, signaling that they were here. It didn't take them long to get from their dorm to your apartment. You get up and head over to your door, opening it with a smile. "Hey Yuyu, Hi Hwa!" You say as Seonghwa helped Yunho in the house. "Yunho went a little too hard on our drinking game, and then he was begging to be brought to your house." Seonghwa says and you giggle.

"Yea! I wanna be in the presence of my wifey~!" He yelled as Seonghwa settling him on the couch. "Cause I luuvvvvvv mahhh wifeyyyyyyy" He slurs and Seonghwa rolls his eyes before turning to you. "Sorry for disturbing you so late. but he would not shut up about coming to your place." "No you're fine Hwa. You know I don't mind." You say and Seonghwa smiles. "I swear Y/n, You should go ahead and be Yunho's girlfriend with how much you care for him." He whispered so Yunho wouldn't hear.

You blush and glance over at the male who was giggling to himself as he scrolled on his phone. You look back at Seonghwa, "I mean..Yunho probably doesn't like me like that.." You mumble and Seonghwa laughs. "Yea, you keep thinking that.." He says and heads out the door. "See you in the morning!" Seonghwa says and closes your door, leaving you with Yunho.

You turn to your friend and smile, "Alrighty Yuyu, lets get you to the bedroom!" "Oh myy? Taking me to bed already? What happened to dinner!" Yunho joked making you blush deeply. You nearly choke on your own spit, "yunho!" You yell, playfully hitting him only making him laugh. You help him up and he leans against you laughing loudly. "You look so cute underneath meee" Yunho slurs as you walk him to the bedroom.

You enter the guest room and lay Yunho on the bed. You were going to leave, only to have him pull you down on top of him. Yunho smirks up at you, he basically had you straddling him. "Yunho. I gotta go get the stuff for you-" "Shut up..." He whines and pulls you down so that your faces are nearly touching.

"Excuse me?" "Just kiss me already Y/n...you talk too much!"

You were confused as hell, "Yunho what the hell-"

“don’t you get it you idiot?! I fucking like you!”

Yunho yelled, shocking you. "I'm tired of watching you flirt with the others, and not me. because I'm your precious yuyu! your precious yuyu can break your back like a glowstick too!" You stifled a laugh. "You think it's funny?! I'm pouring my heart out to you! Telling you how I fe-" You cut off his little ramble with a kiss. Yunho's eyes widen but then soften as you pull away. "Shush." You say.

Yunho smirks before suddenly flipping the two of you, so that you were now underneath him. You gasped at the male and he chuckles. "You're mine now. Only mine, " He mumbles leaning down to kiss your lips again.

Yunho surely did make sure you knew that you were his tonight. Whispering nothing but sweet nothings and making your body feel like you are on fire. He somehow knew just what touches turned you on and what was enough to make you cry out his name.

The next morning when the two of you woke up in each others arms, you were worried Yunho wasn't going to remember what he said or what he did. But he surprised you by not missing a beat. He woke up and gave you a kiss on the forehead then the lips, smiling down at you with a goofy grin.

"Good Morning my wifey~"

"Morning Yuyu.."

"If I would've known you were such a little freak in bed I woul-"

"Do not finish that sentence or else I will kick you out the bed.

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