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mangekyuou · 2 years

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Happy belated New Years! Hope you're healthy and happy and enjoyed your holidays love! Again, I just love the way you write for Nagato damn okay so can I please request Nagato with a female s/o who's suffering from anorexia? Like she isn't unhealthily thin, she actually just looks like a petite girl but her eating habits is terrible, she only drinks water and sometimes eat fruit but her ed is getting worse since she compare herself to other girls. Please and thank you in advance.

STeP OnE+ / ☻

☻ / pairing . . . uzumaki nagato x fem!reader.

☻ / type of love . . . romantic. comfort.

☻ / synopsis . . . nagato couldn’t even begin to imagine how ( y/n ) had felt about her body, but he would be there ready to listen if and when she wanted to talk about it.

☻ / content warnings . . . mentions of eating disorders, anorexia nervosa behavioral symptoms. not proofread.

☻ / commentary . . . i personally do not suffer from anorexia, i tried to do some reading to help with this one. i hope i did not portray incorrectly or made light of it. i hope this is okay. also happy belated new years to you too !! time is really flying.

He noticed. He had noticed from the very beginning.

He watched her as they spent time with their friends. Their hangouts had mostly revolved around some kind of food. Kisame and Hidan, always somehow getting into some kind of eating competition. She had only drunk water, sometimes taking a few small bites of a fruit she bought herself, only to be lectured by the silver-haired glutton, telling her she should eat “real food”.

Even when a plate of food was sat in front of her, made with care from Konan, she did not wish to eat. To show her gratitude, she forced down a few small bites before offering the rest to the others to fight over while she mulled over the effect those few bites could have on her figure.

He watched at how she spent hours at a time staring at herself in the mirror, noticing how her expressions differed. Posing in front of the mirror in various clothes before ultimately deciding on baggy clothes.

Nagato watched her ( e/c ) eyes often gaze in envy at women who passed her by, making note of their figure to him, saying those words he hated more than anything. “I wish I looked like her”

Nothing had broken his heart more when she had tried her body from him.

He knew something was wrong. How could she not see herself the way he saw her? Beautiful, inside and out. Perfect just the way she was. He was just unsure of how to approach her about it. Many people wouldn’t know how to approach it.

Having someone you love suffer from anorexia was heartbreaking.

Nagato couldn’t even begin to understand how she felt. He knew his words had only carried so much weight. He knew his actions had only meant so much. It didn’t matter how much he loved her and proved it. If she did not take that first step in the direction of recovery, it all meant nothing.

But he had to say something. He couldn’t let her feel the way she felt anymore. If things kept going the way they had been, her disorder could worsen and could be life-threatening. He didn’t want to lose her, more important he didn’t want her to lose herself.

His extreme worry had landed him in his difficult position of trying to get through to her. He knew it wouldn’t be easy, he didn’t even have all the right words to say. But he had to try his best, he didn’t want to see her struggle anymore.

“I’m always here to support you, no matter what. You know that.”

“Are you saying I have a problem?”

There it went. The hurt in her voice. The betrayed expression on her face tears beginning to well in the corners of her eyes. Her fists gripped onto the fabric of her pants, looking away from him. She couldn’t look at him, he saw right through her.

“What I am saying is that there is an obstacle in your path that is hard to get over. And I am scared because that obstacle is hurting you, both on the inside and outside,” He tried to explain.

Nagato placed his hand over her own, making her look back up to him, “I’m not telling you to make that decision right now. I understand it may take time. I am here to listen to anything you have to say.”

Her lip quivered. She knew his words were sincere, they always were.

“I’m not ready to talk about it,” ( y/n ) admitted, half expecting him to push further. But he didn’t, rather planting a gentle peck to the side of her head, “And that’s okay. Whenever you are ready, I’m here. Or if you aren’t comfortable talking about it with me, then we can find someone for you to talk to, because I love you.”

She let her head rest on his shoulder as a brief silence washed over them. Nagato wrapped an arm around her shoulder. He rubbed soothing circles into her arm.

“I love you too, Nagato.”

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sokkisky · 3 years

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~one more bite~

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Rating: SFW (Comfort)

Pairings: Kirishima x Anorexic!Y/N

Warnings: Contains Unhealthy eating habits, anorexia

A/N: If you are struggling with anorexia or know someone who is please call or text [800] 931-2237 or go to https://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline for help. If you want to, I'm always here for you and here to talk to you and support you! Now on with the request.

Kirishima x anorexy reader (angst w happy end?) The reader is suffering from body image issues and stop eating and Kiri helping them? You dont have t write that is you are uncomfortable with it, thank you

Now you guys know, if you’ve been here, that I love writing to support and if my writing helps someone or makes someone happy then I am more than happy to write it. That being said please make sure to take care of yourselves and be kind to yourself. Starving yourself/making yourself overeat are forms of self harm and you have done nothing to deserve that. You are an amazing wonderful being and I am so happy you’re here, right now, with us, on this planet. Please be kind to yourself, please take care of yourself and your beautiful body.

“You sure you’re not hungry?”

Kirishima looked over to you as the two of you pulled up to the drive through window. It was the two of you, Bakugou, Mina, Denki, and Sero, all piled into Kirishima’s car, Denki claiming Sero’s lap so he could, and I quote ‘Be the tallest hero in the car’.

You nodded over to him, sitting back in the passenger seat. Kirishima gave you a small questioning look before letting it go and ordering for everyone else too.

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It’d been little things like that. Small things that Kiri found a bit weird. Sometimes you’d skip dinner saying you weren’t hungry. Or he’d ask you if you’d eaten lunch or breakfast and you’d just nod. However something always seemed up, like something was wrong.

He wanted to push you on it, but he didn’t want you to feel weird or uncomfortable. You looked more snug nowadays wearing more baggy clothing. He liked seeing you wearing his hoodies and giant shirts but something seemed wrong.

You didn’t want to be touched as much, shying away from cuddles or hugs. Kirishima racked his brain, trying to figure out what he was doing wrong. He wanted to know what he was doing incorrectly.

~~~

It was one night, movie night. He ordered pizza, popped popcorn, got your favorite candy and drinks and made the living room into an explosion of pillows and plush blankets and stuffed animals. You walked into the room, completely surprised, Kirishima standing in the middle of the room, his arms spread out wide. “Welcome home pebble!” he said happily, a cheeky smile spread across his face.

His hair drooped down, around his head, framing his face with soft red strands. He held his arms out to you.

You smiled, his hoodie that you were wearing engulfing you in its warmth. “This is so sweet Kiri, but I think I’m just going to call it a night” you said softly. The food makes you sick just thinking about it.

How many calories were in that pizza?

You didn’t want to gain weight, you shouldn’t eat.

You’ve gotten so far why give it up now.

Don’t you want to stay pretty.

He’ll leave you if you aren’t pretty.

You were so lost in your own thought you didn’t even realize Kirishima was in front of you now. “Hey Space cadet, come on!” he said reaching for your arm, too fast for you to pull away.

He froze.

His hand sunk through the hoodie, gripping lightly around mostly nothing before he turned back to you. “Pebble…” he said softly, “Can you take off your hoodie for me?” he asked gently.

You felt yourself tear up a bit, you stood there quietly your wrist in his hand. Kiri looked at you, his face soft and saddened. Her gently lifted up your sleeve, seeing the body mass underneath. He didn’t say anything, he just pulled you into a hug, a silent reassurance that he wasn’t mad.

You couldn’t help but cry, sob slightly into his chest seeing him so hurt. He lifted you up, hoisting you into his arms and carried you over to the blanket filled couch. He sat down placing you in his lap. You leaned against his chest, your body pressed against his front.

“Can I help you?” he asked softly.

You hesitated, knowing what he meant. He rubbed your back, trying to soothe you as much as he could. You nodded slightly. He felt your chin against his shoulder and he turned you around. Your back against him in his lap. He pushed against the back of the couch pulling a pizza box close to the two of you.

He grabbed the smallest piece, giving it to you. You hesitated, not wanting to take a bite before you felt his arms wrap around you, his soft lips pressing against your collarbone. “I think you are beautiful, pebble. You mean the world to me and I don’t want you to hurt yourself like this.” he said softly, pressing sincere kisses against your skin.

“I don’t want my pebble to hurt.” he added, his voice gentle and soothing. You took a small bite, chewing it into your mouth. He smiled leaning to kiss your cheek. You couldn’t help but smile a bit as he peppered kisses on the side of your face.

You took another bite, slowly but surely eating.

He held you tightly, kissing you again.

“Thank you pebble.”

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ynsimagines · 3 years

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Supergirl: B!D Eating Disorder. Requested by Anon.

“TW: Mentions of eating disorders, weight, struggling with body image.

National Eating Disorder Assoc. Helpline: 1-800-931-2237

Hopeline Network: 1-800-442-4673

National Assoc. of Anorexia Nervosa: 1-630-577-1330

Starting from the time you were a young teenager you suffered with body image. You hated everything about the way you looked. All your friends were gorgeous while you were so plain looking. Not to mention your mom and sisters they were Greek goddesses. Them and other people tired to tell you you were pretty, but you knew it was all a lie.

You were now an adult living with your sisters in National City, and things were starting to get bad again. You got a couple mean comments about your appearance on Instagram, and now you were currently in the bathroom of the apartment you shared with Kara staring at yourself.

You still had a baby face that you should have grown out of by now. Your eyes and hair were a dull boring color you felt like no one would desire. You were short, pale, and even though you were fairly skinny you weren’t toned and muscular the way that your sisters were. Your stomach still squished every time you sat down.

“Hey kiddo,” said Kara as she walked into your room “you almost ready to go to the bar.”

You shook your head, “I think I’m gonna sit this one out Kar, you and Alex go ahead and have fun.”

“Are you sure sweetie whats wrong?” She asked concerned.

“Its that time of the month,” you lied. “I just want to lay here and not do anything.”

“Okay if you need anything just text Alex or I,” she said before leaving hesitantly

.As the weeks passed things between you, and your sisters became more strained. You decided you were going to take control of your diet. So you began eating less and less sometimes only once a day. You also were trying to exercise constantly often going for extremely long runs in the morning.

This made you irritable. You isolated yourself from your sisters and friends and even found yourself occasionally snapping or lashing out due to hunger, and frustration of not being to achieve your increasingly unrealistic goals.

You were also tired constantly yet could never seem to fall asleep, and you often felt dizzy and irritable, these were all symptoms that didn't go unnoticed by your sisters.

“She’s lost a lot of weight Alex, I’m worried.” said Kara in hushed tones they were at the DEO talking about what was going on with you. “I lifted her the other day she felt so light couldn’t be more than 80 pounds.”

“80 pounds?” Alex parroted "That’s extremely underweight 100 to 131 pounds is normal for her height.”

“It doesn’t seem like she’s sick and she usually comes to us when she’s having stomach issues.”

“She’s definitely still hungry,” nodded Kara. “I always hear her stomach rumbling, but she lies and says she isn’t. Now that I think about it I almost never see her eating anymore.”

“Alex, do you think maybe Y/N has an eating disorder?”

“Statistically an eating disorder seems most likely to be whats going on here.”

You had just walked into the DEO to help Winn with an issue he was having. Not a lot of people knew this, but you were amazingly good with technology better than he was in some ways, but upon entering you were met with your two sisters who both looked extremely concerned, you realized Kara must’ve heard your heartbeat.

“Kiddo, we need to talk,” said Alex gently.

“About what?” You asked having a feeling about where this was going.

“Why dont we head home first so we can continue this conversation in private?” Suggested Kara.

You were about to respond when you suddenly felt dizzy and your head was starting to pound. “I dont feel so good,” was the last thing you said before you passed out into your sisters arms.

Your eyes fluttered open to see yourself surrounded by your sisters, J’onn and Winn in the med bay. “What happened?”

“You passed out on us. How long has it been since you’ve eaten?” Asked Kara

Alex silently asked for Winn and J’onn to leave the room to give you some privacy.

You sighed staring at the wall. “I cant eat right now it’ll ruin everything.”

“Ruin What, baby?” Alex asked confused.

“You’re obviously hurting, sweetheart were your older sisters let us fix it.” Alex told you.

“You wouldn’t get it,” you said trying not to cry.

“Try us.”

“You two are perfect. you’re freaking goddesses.”

“What do you mean, goddesses? please little one just talk to us?” pleaded Kara.

“I’m just not happy with my body,” you blurted out feeling dumb.

“Sweetheart, there is nothing wrong with your body,” stated Alex. “But if you really unhappy with it we can help you workout and eat right the healthy way.”

“Its not just that I look in the mirror and I hate what I see. You guys are both so perfect and beautiful, and then there’s me I’m so plain.” This caused Kara to sit down on your bed and take both your hands in hers looking into your eyes.

“You are beautiful sweetheart, that mirror is lying to you. And I’m so sorry if Alex or I haven’t told you that enough, but its 100% the truth.” The way she was looking at you made it impossible for you to doubt what she was saying because there was something about looking into the eyes of the girl of steel.

“When I see my baby sister,” Alex spoke again. “I see someone who is been through so much crap, but is still here standing strong. You’re perfect inside and out.”

You nodded now full on crying, but not because you were sad.

“I’m going to book you an appointment with a therapist so you can talk about this with someone, you cant keep starving yourself, kiddo. And we’ll be here with you through everything.”

#supergirl #kara danvers #alex danvers #cw #winslow schott #j'onn j'onzz #DEO #DC comics #baby danvers #Baby!Danvers

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depressed-as-fuck-blog1 · 7 years

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Hi guys, I don't really post things personally unless I'm very passionate about them. This isn't something I've gone through and I hope that I dont go through it ever. The topic of discussion I want to share with you guys is regarding anorexia. I today just finished watching the movie "To the bone", which if you don't know is about this 20 year-old girl named Ellen (played by the wonderful Lily Collins) and she suffers from anorexia nervosa and this doctor who helps her is relentless to help her through her struggles in battling her eating disorder. And along her journey she meets many people with different backgrounds, shapes, sizes, and race but all deal with recovering and finding ones true-self. The reason why I wanted to talk about this movie and the topic of anorexia is because it isn't a topic that is talked about in the public. Anorexia is a disorder and the most deadly disorder that kills many boys and girls. And for this fact I want to address this movie and why it should be taken in an open mind and I also want to talk about anorexia,bulimia, and binge-eating as well since it does pertain to the movie. I am by no means an expert in eating disorders nor am I trying to be. This is a brutal thing to discuss about of course and anyone who wants to address me saying their thoughts or opinions about the movie or perhaps critique they are very welcome to do so. As I said I am by no means an expert so if I said something that maybe didn't settle along with you I would love to hear your opinions. The movie to me was something I was interested in and it to me was something that I think was going to spread a lot of good. I didn't think it was triggering, or glamorizing anorexia or ED in any way. The way it was played showed struggle between a girl who didn't really seem to care much about her condition or the fact her life was in peril. It showed her having moments in which maybe she was getting better or she was just failing at doing so. I don't know what being anorexic feels like, how being starved for days at a time feels like, and how frail your limbs can be or punctuating for bones can look like. And they showed that in that movie. Of course not everyone looks like this everyone is different and has a different story but it follows hers. And it looked brutal, incredibly painful. And in no way was it showing anybody wanting to look like her or her going through recovery as it being easy. People I think view recovery as in getting through the illness or getting through the injury in a way yes it is but it's viewing yourself in a different light as in someone with a life worth living and not just someone with a broken soul with no hope of repair. Some feel that way and some start that way but they become so much more and can overcome anything. And I think this movie does exactly just that. Anytime a movie or show is made pertaining to a topic that is dangerous they don't want that to be publicized because it could be triggering and cause more harm than good. But that's the thing we make it harmful by not talking about it raising awareness to prevent it and safe people's lives, we block it labeling it as something horrific and something that should not get attention because of fear. Same thing happened with 13 reasons why and I think the show was very beneficial depicting suicide as something brutal and scary and it is as it should be. It raises awareness to people to show how serious it is and that it does happen. And it makes you realize that it does happen and that it's terrifying to spread a message that it is exactly just that and should not be done. This movie showed the value in life, self-worth, and dealing with serious issues. Many young girls still to this day are obsessed over weight and body image doing unnecessary trends and diets that do more damage that good. Being healthy doesn't mean eat a salad everyday and some healthy smoothie. It's having a balanced diet of meals that are both fatty and low carb, it's being active,sleeping well, and drinking plenty of water. But at a reasonable pace and not used compulsively. Losing weight should be about being healthy and fit having a bit of meat on your bones is actually a good thing. Girls should not have to starve of make themselves throw up their food to be "skinny". There is no perfect body only what we derive as perfect because we are all in love with this idea that a good looking body is being skinny and having curves and all that shit. A perfect body is one that is loved and taken care of that one values and cherishes. No boy or girl or magazine is going to give you that. You are loved and changing yourself to make other people happy or feeling like you look "disgusting" should be a thought that should be thrown in a trash can and dropped to the bottomless pit of the ocean. I have close friends in my life that are beautiful and have different faces and body types and shapes and skin tone and all of them have flaws but I love them. Because I realize I'm just like them and if I'm like them and I love them, then maybe I should do the same for myself. Any person right now dealing with this or any other disorder that isn't eating disorder i wsnt you to know that you are the most bravest person in the world right now. That you are an inspiration to me even though I don't know you and you don't know me. The fact that you are alive in this world right now is enough to make my day because you are fighting so hard. Thank you for being here and being you. I do not want any reconotion of any kind nor am I making this to get likes or followers. What I have said in this post either can be taken as advice or can be dismissed. It can be judged or viewed as a sort of guide perhaps on the right direction or just an interesting post to read about a movie. This was not a review of "to the bone" and the fact that this was made and portrayed by two lovely, gorgeous, and talented women who have survived the same ordeal albeit in different ways makes the film that much spectacular to watch. I want to say as well that the coming to this disorder can be brought upon in many ways as I said before I am not an expert but to me these are things that are causes to the disorder (society standards or self views). These are things that do cause the problem I of course may be wrong on this fact but I know that regarding weight it can be a cause for ED. If I am indeed wrong please tell me. What I do hope to gain from this though is to start a conversation regarding the topic of ED to raise awareness of it and to show people who are thinking about it or are dealing with it to know that it is serious and very life threatening and should be talked about not something taboo that shouldn't be talked about. People know what they are getting into when they watch this movie and that it's main purpose isnt to trigger but to help people who are dealing with it. At least I hope so. So for anyone who has read this post I would like for you to talk about this with family or friends or just raise awareness about it of course it is optional I'm not making you do this. I just believe that this should be something that we should talk about. And it shouldn't be scary and instead helpful or inspirational. To all people dealing with anorexia nervosa or any eating disorder. You are not alone your feelings are valid what your going through you don't deserve. But I do promise it will get better if you let it be. I recommend this movie you can watch it if you want but it is good and very inspiring. I hope everyone has a great day/good night and that this helps anyone. I by no means know what this feels like and if anyone does deal with this or anything really I am always available to talk if need be this is a platform that I believe helps many people and I want to be able to use this and try and make a good impact in someone's life or just make friends. Thank you for reading this.

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