#last night was soooo fun

[kirstielol]

last night's d&d game + a pic of the little card pouch i sewed 🥰

we started a curse of strahd campaign last night!! i'm playing a hellfire tiefling death cleric. the campaign is incredibly fun so far, even though i almost died in the first battle lol

we had a slight change in our d&d party, our one friend who was a bit of a flake (and the main reason we haven't played much d&d in the past 6 months) officially left the group. and we had another friend join, and he seems super into it and was really fun to play with last night!

and now with this new party, we're able to play even more d&d! we're aiming for a session every other saturday. which is amazing, i get to play d&d 2-3 times a month now 😭

#d&d rambling #last night was soooo fun #curse of strahd is super intense already but the world is so interesting!! #curse of strahd #dnd #d&d

[fiendishartist2]

whats going on up there

#sorry but i thought this was so funny last night #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #ace attorney #apollo justice #klavier gavin #klapollo #the compositions kinda fucked but idc i need fun art to not think about #i have design classes for the next week and a half so get ready for whatever comes out of me #my illnesses are about to get soooo bad lol

[twinkle-art]

going🚗💨eden raids

#final fantasy xiv #thancred waters #ryne waters #urianger augurelt #gaia ffxiv #andromeda elo #ffxiv #fanart #did verse last night i'm having soooo much fun #'road trip with ryne and her dad and her dad's bf and a goth girl she has a crush on where you get the shit beat out of you repeatedly' #is an impeccable premise

[alexturner2005]

WE HEARD FROM THE RITZ TO THE RUBBLE I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!! AND TRANQUILITY BASE HOTEL + CASINO!!!!! AND OG 505 WITH ALEX ON PIANO!!!! no hello you tho :(((( i wanna be yours as the encore was very disappointing, but at least it was a little special bc alex sang the original words to the john cooper clarke poem instead of AM’s version!

#also i did not need ultracheese BOTH nights 😭 #still was soooo much fun tho i’m so incredibly sad that it’s all over now 😥 #sorry i haven’t answered messages or posted many updates about the shows! it’s been a crazy couple days #i’ll try my best to give a recap soon but im still in CO for another day and a half #so it might be a couple days #also i don’t even know where to begin sjdkekd i’m so overwhelmed #two incredible experiences with some of my favorite people 💕 #sad that not everyone could be there last night #but i loved our time together so much!!! ❤️ #and i’m glad i got to share my whole car tour experience with alejandra 💖

[guidedhearts]

lol hey

#misc * ⟢ ❮ 🐈 speaking ❯ #in no way am i possessing the spoons to be here again lMAO i am a busy little bee #i just opened my laptop and saw a glimpse of a ven icon and was like .... hm #life updates: i'm buying a house and i'm working overtime and i decided to get back in the dating game #(we'll see how long that last one lasts)(this shit is exhausting fr) #and i saw olivia rodrigo and chappell roan last night!!! soooo fun i love chappell so very much and liv obvs #but what a good show #anyway ! just saying hi

[ribbed-vault-heart]

everyone knows by know how much i love wikipedia, but i will say, having 47 tabs open will NEVER come close to being surrounded by piles and piles of books. it’s enrichment. trying to figure out which books might have information on the topic, flipping through the index to figure out what page, finding new exciting topics while looking and abandoning the old topic and starting up the search all over again. this is the most fun i’ve had

#i heart books <3 #i was having soooo much fun last night #i got a tiny tiny bit high but not high enough that i couldnt read #but then i just went around collecting my books to stack around me #and just started flipping through #learned about salome and there was some information on her in quite a few of my books which was cool #my gothic lit encyclopedia directed me to salome by oscar wilde and i have a copy of dorian gray that has some other works by him #and salome was in there :) so i read the last few pages and it was crazy #howve i never found that before #anyway. really fun times

[soldier-poet-king]

I have too many emotions in too quick a succession with periods of severe emptiness in between I just. I don't have time to PROCESS any of them. It's like I've been incurring an emotional 'debt' for 27 years.

#this is insane ik as the hyperemotional 24/7 guy but also like #all the work stuff. the move stuff. #r&g last night. time change giving me mood swings. PATHFINDER TONIGHT WAS INSANE #soooo good and such fun rp #but also OUCH MY EMOTIONS. i wouldn't trade it for the world but i sure am experiencing SMTHN #given the whole manipulative mentor people pleasing sense of self woth thing #PLUS A COOL GF??? I WANT A COOL GF #and then just this last bit of an astarion fic that made me cry #in terms of just. emptiness. gentleness. how do you move on. how do you build a life #when you didn't expect there to be an after? #how do you free yourself when everything you are was shaped by that person #how do i free myself when everything i am was shaped by my parents #and its just constantly this bitter ache and anger #the upcoming move its like. im in the same city how can i get a clean break #i feel guilty for wanting it but also. fuck i need it #how can i build a life for myself. yknow? #anyway. im uhhh. a lil fragile. a lot stressed abt work stuff. joints been hurting a lot lately too. #i am so hungry. ever hungry. for the unnamed thing. #the duality of fran #anyway. shits wild and that is both good and bad and also neither??? maybe??? #i am trying to find meaning and purpose in it all. or to create it. #i am a skittish stray but i am also kissing you all gently on the forehead. idk. i can be both things at once maybe

[yo9urt]

local man completely obliterated by strength of narrative and character writing in 2023 game of the year

#mine #last night after putting it off for essentially as long as i possibly could because i knew it would decimate me #i finally attacked c4z4dor and (of course) kept ast4r10n as a spawn and basically finished up his quest #FUUUUCK ME DUDE....i knew what was coming in advance but that did not make it any less impactful #i mean holy shit the writing on this guy......the fucking graveyard scene (DO NOT GET ME STARTED)... #and of course neil's performance ohhh my god he deserves every award he can possibly have #god i love asta so much i'm literally never going to be the same this game is soooo insane #the only things i have left are the house of hope and then disabling the foundry and killing gort and doing the final fight stuff #i am ... nervous lol #ive heard the raphael fight is HAAAAAAAAARD #i'll find a way... #i think in the future i may reorder my act 3 quests i think it would be interesting to tackle some (ex companion quests or raphael) #sooner in the story #shadowhearts quest was like...3rd or 4th last thing i did cause i think i did that and then ansur and then astarion #i'm actually SO excited to replay the game i think im gonna have the time of my life doing roleplay and making diff choices #plus i know i missed a TON of stuff in this run so its gonna be fun to see what else is out there #after this im planning to do my first durge run which is REALLY exciting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i may do another regular tav run simultaneously but not totally sure.... #anyway yeah... awesome game everyone should buy it and play it its on sale right now go buy it and play it

[bluebellthesponge]

[kimjiwoong]

coming home soon. don't miss me too much <3

#having a lot of fun in this trip <3 #will lose my mind abt the txts later but today we went to the biggest coast city place thing and we're spending our last night there soooo #yeah <3333 #having literally the best time ever #rose.jpg #on this trip* fuck

[tankgotstuckinthecircusgate]

rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrandom comic related sketches 👊👊👊👊

1) eddie's family ie his cousin (her name is arabella now im super bad at names it's just one from list of "Italian women's names" that i liked 😭), lisa in her youth, his father i dont remember what his name is & silvio, cousin's husband from fp files 2) eddie n arabella. he's a proud sibling. not sorry for writing him this way (im lying maybe i'll rewrite this 😭 but this thought is so old idk i got used to it)

3) i'll probly cut this dialogue but eddie n carlo discuss marriage as a phenomenon and. eddie realizes that carlo is probably a 🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌🦌

4) carlo n rocco in 1932 my beloved. 5) pathethic beaten man aka carlo before attempt on moretti

6) baby 😔

#m2 #avart #silvio was working for clemente apparently and its soooo . fucked up?? anyway this means young luca will appear earlier than i planned #oh n last night i couldn't fall asleep for like 4 hours n i realized that eddie is “the party” by regina spektor coded to me #i know its corny af but. “youre like a big parade through town you leave such a mess but youre so fun” 😫

[killa-trav]

turkey 2010 x married with children by oasis

#i’m testing the waters here #n i thought of this in the middle do the night last night #so here u go #it’s not the best at all ik #but it’s my first time editing soooo #i’ll do some proper edits after my exams are done #sebastian vettel #mark webber #turkish gp 2010 #martian #hammy’s edits #also this took longer than i thought it would tbh #but i had a lot of fun doing this icl

[you-will-return]

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#last night was so so fun #but i'm soooo exhausted rn so i'll be a bit more chill today with when i get there/ when i get back home etc etc #for now i'm just watching this morning's race and working on my term paper #so great to see bc again tho and in one of my fave cities as well <3333 #saw some tumblr peeps but i was too shy to say something so i mostly kept to myself but that's okay too

[bo0zey]

anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol

#laying in bed everytime i think abt myself i feel literally nauseated n like it’s so weird #this feeling comes in waves intermittently just even .01 sec of ‘hm i’m hungry’ FFFFFNOPE HRRGRHFFF VOMITTY #i want to curl up in a ball and die forever i don’t care about me i don’t want to take care of me anymore i’m not even good at it #whyyyyyyyy did i stop taking my meddsssssss i guarantee y’all this is why i’m being such a crybaby on the dash lmaoooo #i have a headache i’m def dehydrated from crying n sniveling n barely drinking any water today while sweating like a mf at work #imma go to bed 🛌 if i don’t wake up i will be soooo pleasantly surprised y’all have no idea FINGERS CROSSED🤞 #real talk tho can someone tell me why my body is literally reacting this way for like no real reason #like am i truly that disgusted with myself i make myself nauseous just thinking abt me #ok yeah the answer is yes lol BUT LIKE WHY THATS SUCH A DRAMATIC BODILY RESPONSE TO MY BRAINS DUMBASS THOUGHTS??? #ik the body and mind have a super powerful link n the brain influences the body like crazy but like #why this why does my brain literally want me to berate and degrade myself and isolate me and make me cry alone n starve me that’s so mean #i’m not starving btw i’m literally always eating just these past 2 days i’ve been such a fuckup my body won’t let me do anything #i had a chocolate poptart for dinner last night (thurs) n threw myself to bed #i hope i don’t end up hurting myself that would be so lame #i literally don’t have time for that like i am Not doing wound care duty off the clock for my damn self lol #also don’t want to take care of myself so i wouldn’t bandage myself up properly sooo yeah i’m not gonna do anything actually #cleaning ur wounds r super important ok yall ur literally playing god if u don’t do good aftercare snfjfbdj #i can’t believe i’m in this nasty ugly depressive episode i hate this so much i don’t have time for this i hate this cycle #i hate being bipolar 2 n my moods n meds have been so fkcdd up lately that i don’t even have the rlly fun hypomanic episodes anymore #i’ve just been constantly having mixed episodes im unbearable to be around im so sorry for everyone that’s ever spoken to me im insufferable #ok that’s enough im done being dramatic lmao #im gonna give myself a bolus PRN dose of clonnie then i’m going tf to bed #ramblings #shut up cianna

[born-to-lose]

Okay now how do you write an application for a bartender job

#it's a job ad by my favourite bar on instagram and facebook and they didn't list what to send 💀 just to contact them through e-mail or fb #guess i'll die 🤷🏼‍♀️ i meet the requirements and it would be soooo fun to work there and meet so many cool people including bands #i'm planning to organize it so that's my main job for the nights and during the day i do some freelance work as a translator/teacher/writer #i'm so excited but i think i'll wait a few days until i hear from that other job i had an interview for last month #like i would bite myself in the ass if i got that well paid job but had to move away so i couldn't even combine the two #mel talks

[mothram]

#diana's music diary #good evening hii #i feel really good today!!! at least that's mood-wise... #my body hurts a lot from last night... whenever I take that stuff it makes my bones ache a lot after... brain's fuzzy too @@ #it's still really really fun and nice despite that.. felt like I was lucid dreaming and I was so happy and felt so much love for my friends #spent the night just talking to my partner and a friend ive started talking to again recently!! #when I hit the peak I was so entranced by everything and was just watching everything get all bouncy and drifty and colourful and nice :3 #fell asleep so happy while I was listening to music it was soooo comfy.. I remember seeing these fractal shape patterns pulling me to sleep #today I was supposed to play a game with the friend but it ended up being busy so we're going to do that another day instead ^_^ #might play something with my partner instead idk... today I will just be resting I suppose!! kinda need rest anyways #let's make today good and cozy and full of love... love you friends ty for reading 😊