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#this is insane ik as the hyperemotional 24/7 guy but also like
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I have too many emotions in too quick a succession with periods of severe emptiness in between I just. I don't have time to PROCESS any of them. It's like I've been incurring an emotional 'debt' for 27 years.
#this is insane ik as the hyperemotional 24/7 guy but also like
#all the work stuff. the move stuff.
#r&g last night. time change giving me mood swings. PATHFINDER TONIGHT WAS INSANE
#soooo good and such fun rp
#but also OUCH MY EMOTIONS. i wouldn't trade it for the world but i sure am experiencing SMTHN
#given the whole manipulative mentor people pleasing sense of self woth thing
#PLUS A COOL GF??? I WANT A COOL GF
#and then just this last bit of an astarion fic that made me cry
#in terms of just. emptiness. gentleness. how do you move on. how do you build a life
#when you didn't expect there to be an after?
#how do you free yourself when everything you are was shaped by that person
#how do i free myself when everything i am was shaped by my parents
#and its just constantly this bitter ache and anger
#the upcoming move its like. im in the same city how can i get a clean break
#i feel guilty for wanting it but also. fuck i need it
#how can i build a life for myself. yknow?
#anyway. im uhhh. a lil fragile. a lot stressed abt work stuff. joints been hurting a lot lately too.
#i am so hungry. ever hungry. for the unnamed thing.
#the duality of fran
#anyway. shits wild and that is both good and bad and also neither??? maybe???
#i am trying to find meaning and purpose in it all. or to create it.
#i am a skittish stray but i am also kissing you all gently on the forehead. idk. i can be both things at once maybe
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