#landed on me chest to chest

[ruvviks]

Mikhail and Vitali were inseparable; when they weren’t studying or getting into fights, they would hang out at Mikhail’s place to smoke and get drunk on cheap rum and vodka, to then pass out in each other’s arms and sleep most of the next day away. They promised each other— no matter what would happen— they would never leave each other’s side. Yet after starting university and college respectively, they did not see each other for a little over six years, leaving them both heartbroken and wondering what went wrong.

by lucas expedidor // catch me if you can; eden // clementine von radics, from 'courtney love prays to oregon' // sam sax, cruising: a broken tiara // 'ceramic home' by heavensghost; quote from john murillo // 'something's changed' by laiikastears // i don't want to watch the world end with someone else; clinton kane // fortesa latifi, from 'the truth about grief' // audre lorde, the evening news // frank o'hara, biotherm (for bill berkson) // heading home; ruben // 'preface to a dream' by alessandra casini // tokyo; caroline kole // langston hughes, poem // haruki murakami, norwegian wood // julie buntin, marlena // by lute // by aleksandr popov // anyway; noah kahan // christa wolf, cassandra: a novel and four essays

#cp2077 #edit:mikhail #edit:vitali #nuclearocs #nuclearedits #happy birthday to my two boys :^) yes they share the same birthday what about it. it's essential to their whole. thing #whatever it is. they're like soulmates but also they are NOT dating. i need you to understand that. because it makes everything funnier #you guys remember when i first introduced them here and people thought they were together. good times honestly #but yeah no vitali is officially dating vincent and mikhail is just their eternal third wheel. their relationship can't be defined #they also reunite of course but i LOVE emphasizing their grief. they didn't know they'd ever see each other again #and they've known each other since around age 12. imagine spending almost every day with someone who CHOSE you #and then suddenly not seeing them or talking to them for YEARS. what do you do with that grief. that pain #sure they've found each other back but what do you do with that. where do you put it. it makes me insane!!! #they both were so lonely in their own way. vitali getting lost in vices and crowds but ending up all by himself at the end of the day #and mikhail drowning himself in studying and pushing himself far over his limits just to distract himself from the hole in his chest #night city in my head is much more massive than what it feels like in game. like yeah it feels big but not. BIG big #and i think mikhail and vitali's story and them losing contact while only a district apart really emphasizes how like #how HUGE this city is not only in terms of actual land it covers but also just. how overwhelming it is. how it can swallow you whole #anyway if you've read all of this hi. wanna make out

[justhereforshtsngiggless]

JJK is literally worse than me being an orphan.

#i say this with my whole heart. #is JJK worse than me being an orphan becasue it’s so heart wrenching or is it so heart wrenching because i’m an orphan #seriously if you ever want to know what extreme grief feels like #JJK #is the best way to understand a diluted version of it #or at least the grief i’ve gone through #like the horrible chest caving in and you can’t breathe and you’re like WAIT WHAT- BECAUSE PEOPLE KEEP FUCKING DYING #shits wild #gego #geto suguru #sashisu #073 #satosugu #jujutsu kaisen #jjk season 2 #jujutsu sorcerer #i will continue to live in my delulu land that everyone is alive and happy

[alexandra3719]

Me: I'm over Dominik's wedding!

Me as well:

Tags for visibility: @romanthereigns @judgementdaysunshine @whydontyousaeso @domripley @sassginaswanmills @shxvers

#hikari speaks <3 #please someone take my phone and lock it in a box to throw out of the window for it to land in the nearest trashcan #again i'm so happy for him and marie #but for some reason seeing him getting married to his high school sweetheart makes my chest ache #does anyone want to come and comfort me in my ask box? #pretty pleaseeeee #wwe #dominik mysterio #dominik mysterio x reader #dirty dominik mysterio #dirty dom

[dylanconrique]

if anybody on this goddamn show deserves to have a completely stress free wedding, where not one! single thing!! goes wrong!!!! it's tim and lucy.

#*carly catalogs #i'm gonna say it with my full chest 'NO SHENANIGANS' #ABSOLUTELY NONE OKAYYYYY??????????? #i don't need to watch anymore of lucy spiraling (we're only 3eps into s6 and i have had enough) #if she didn't get first on the detectives exam then she at least deserved to land in the top 5 #they treated her so unfairly and were so short with her i wanted to leap through my tv screen #if i have to witness her spiraling like that OVER OR ON HER WEDDING DAY??????????? #i'll start a riot I AM LUCY CHEN'S N. 1 DEFENDER (behind tim of course) #she deserves nothing but the most lovely peaceful wedding day filled with joy #the rookie #tim bradford #lucy chen #chenford #otp: you know me so well #this also goes for when she gets pregnant too #s3 was the most stressful season of the show just for the sheer amount of times angela had a gun pointed at her and was shot at #and even harper had to deal with a home invasion from a violent criminal while she was in labor #the only hiccup lucy should have is being forced to have her baby on the breakroom couch at the precinct to parallel ep 1x19

[mo-ok]

Absolutely obsessed with how these mecha move tbh

Land Lion - Choujuu Sentai Liveman

God Logan - Ninja Sentai Kakuranger

Won Tiger - Gosei Sentai Dairanger

#liveman #kakuranger #dairanger #world's biggest sucker for articulated legs please send help #when it comes to the mecha physical props/miniatures are SO important to me #seeing the way they move - watching tangible props combine into the giant robo #dont get me wrong cg mechs are FINE and dated cg has its charm but MAN do i love a good physical miniature #something that i found very amusing about gaoranger was how they didnt have full physical props for any of the individual mecha #so instead you only ever see shots of like... gaolions head but its very obviously just gaoking's chest filmed from a funky angle #BACK ON TOPIC #the second i saw land lion i literally fell in love #it is the quintessential lion mecha in my mind i dont think any robot will ever compare to the beauty that is land lion #the way god logan spins through the air absolutely SENDS ME every time i see him do it #picturing saizou rattling around in there like a marble #and won tiger is so DAMN cute #black/white + red accents is a truly beautiful colour combination i will never not love a good red orb #gif post tag

[delightful-69]

i just fucking hate this neighborhood

#sorry to vent #but not really #just want to get st off my chest #my best friend is already like a stranger so really #no one here is like...decent #bunch of fake ass bitches #a fucking camera and they decided to steal it #''how do you know'' #oh idk. the alarm went off around fucking 8 in the evening #it's not even midnight #fucking eight pm #when there was literally bunch of people around sitting there #people just want to screw each other for a piece of land #''you can't prove it's me. the camera didn't even caught the thief' #listen. #listen. you were literally selling stuffs right fucking under the camera. and STILL active at fucking 9 and a half pm #the event happened at fucking 8 #so the asshole who stole it. HAD to walk up to you. HAD to stand right next to you. STOOD nearby other assholes. #HAD to stand on st AND HAD to manually unscrew the camera and removed bunch of wires #before getting away #so if it wasn't you #then you purposely just...fucking ignored a thief #the houses next to us has fucking camera too. and it has been there for decades! #and yet the moment. we installed it. suddenly it just vanished the day after. #''it's new so the thief like it more'' #then explained why this ''genius'' stole this at fucking 8pm when there were people around. #like. the camera was right under them #there is no fucking way #this shitlord wouldn't get their attention #sure. fucking fine. it's just an object

[beedreamscape]

Finished watching the episode! I'll have more to say tomorrow (which is already written but it needs to cool down in my drafts b4 posting) but I guess it confirmed that I still love the Crown Keepers very much and I love Aabria DMing and I've been asking for a comeback for SO LONG it still feels unreal to have them back for however long they stay 💕

#i lost my metallic baby boy and I don't even wanna see how FRIDA will react 🫠 #but this was such a gift to me #I've been feeling kinda distant from the show ever since they landed on the moon. it was just not my cup of tea #but this? i loved every moment and it ripped feelings out of my chest I thought I wouldn't feel again watching dnd #the same people that made me insta fall for this game are ONCE AGAIN breaking my heart and try and guess who they are #my clown ass doesn't hide it #cr spoilers #critical role #c3e92

[mythicalartistx]

Soriku in Novels Part 2 -

Part 1

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

As Sora looked at them together, he noticed his vision growing blurry.

"Sora..?" Goofy set a hand on his shoulder.

Donald peered into his face, "Crying for joy?"

"I'm not crying!" Sora turned away and scrubbed his eyes. He was not. There was no reason to cry when he was glad. Riku was alive.

I want to see him. I have so much to tell him.

"Riku..."

In the land of dragons, Sora sees himself and Riku when he looks at Shang and Mulan. It's the cutest thing ever. This actually happens in game too.

Though I want to point out how in the manga Riku ask Shang to give a papou fruit to Sora and Immediately Sora knows it's from Riku cause... "only Riku would do something like that" well umm... I don't know about you but that seems kinda.... 🏳️‍🌈🧐. So he tells Shang to give it to Mulan fully knowing the meaning behind the fruits and sees them as a romantic couple who both like each other, hoping their destinies will intertwine forever.

Also this is why Sora realizing he's alive in reunion scene doesn't make sense because he already knew from several other moments.

"Riku..." Sora looked up, holding tight to his friend's hand. "It's Riku... Riku is here. He knew that it was Riku's hand he clasped. It was bigger than the one he held a thousand times before, but in his heart, Sora felt it.

A knot of something he could barely define filled his chest. Clinging to that hand, to Riku's hand, Sora fell to his knees. "I was looking for you...!" Tears spilled all over and flowed down his cheeks as he pressed Riku's hand against his face.

As much as it is cute in the game, the novel adds so much more. It shows inside feelings. And Sora knew it is Riku's hand cause he felt it in his heart ahkshshshshsh— A HAND HE HELD THOUSANDS OF TIMES BEFORE!? He could have said he held it before or several times— but no he had to go with thousands of times.

And then he gets some sort of knot in his chest he could barely define??? I don't know ummm it kinda sounds like Sora might like him....

Then later he presses Riku's hand to his own face.... Um Sora, you are so cute when you interact with Riku that it's so obvious he likes him but He is so oblivious about it..... Man Riku must be really having to contain himself and make sure he isn't going to get flustered.

The next few are around a similar moment,

He thought he heard someone calling his name. Sora call me to, eventually pushing himself up. The first thing his eyes focused on was Riku—collapsed on the floor.

"Riku..!" Sora scrambled over to him and knelt down, perring into his face.

It belonged to a silver-haired boy.

The first person he pays attention to is Riku and then he peers into his face. Then the moment after this is just crazy.

Riku!" Sora flung his arms around the other boy, looking up into his face.

Far up. I know we haven't seen each other for a year— but Riku's so much taller! No fair!

Listen, he immediately flings his arms around Riku. That's so cute. I love how cute he is when he realizes Riku got so much taller. I think it's so funny how he wants to be taller but never does because Riku always growing. It be funny if he managed to get taller like one day and then Riku ends up surpassing him AGAIN.

That word from him had a terrible certainly to it. Sora's brows drew together and he moved closer to his friend again, staring into the face he'd missed so much.

"Seriously, Riku!" Sora grabbed his collar.

This is the lines, after the eyes couldn't lie/ myself scene. And oh ho we got some stuff. This scene in general is sad and you just want to hug Riku for all he's been through because he's clearly upset at himself for it and feels so much regret. Then Sora grabs his COLLAR. I bet he said the I'm not a sap line to hide the fact he was flustered. He's so close to him.

With that, Riku threw off his black cloak. In his hand was his own Keyblade— the Way to the Dawn.

"Yeah..." Sora agreed, seeing that the other boy was already leaving. He was only too happy to follow, "Riku!"

These two are so cute especially how Sora acts around him. Like he so happy to be with him. It's just so wholesome and great. I love their relationship, their friendship is also the cutest.

#kingdom hearts #soriku #novel #kh2 #kingdom Hearts novels #land of dragons #Sora doesn't cry cause he thought he was dead at reunion #he already cried at land of dragons when Shang confirms Riku is alive #Mickey also confirmed it at and earlier scene #And Sora realizes it himself when he gets sea salt ice cream and that picture with Roxas in it #But Why does he think of him and Riku when he sees Mulan and Shang #He literally thinks of him and his best friend that is supposedly just a best friend #THE NOVEL REUNION makes me insane #HE HELD HIS HAND A THOUSAND TIMES and knows it's riku caus eof his heart #WHY THOUSAND WHY NOT PLENTY but he chooses a number that makes it so gay #A KNOT IN HIS CHEST?!?!? he likes him guys 😭😭😭😭 #press his hand to his own face like it's the normalest thing #Ansem form helping Riku not appear flustered right now #Blindfold off scenes were so cute #He wants to get taller than Riku so much he so silly #silly little blorbos #He hugs and gets so close during blindfold off scenes surprised Riku not flustered #Riku trying to play it cool with I'm not a sap to show he's not flustered also Riku needs a hug #will make more parts

[ghost-colours-manga]

Land of the lustorus, Chapter 82 page 11-12

#land of the lustrous #houseki no kuni #hnk #land of the lustrous spoilers #houseki no kuni spoilers #Cue me forgetting that phos waist and chest was not replaced by lapis #And posting on the wrong blog #Whoops #my colouring

[ratislatis]

hey later post than usual but i need everybody to look at how fucking funny I think I am

#digital art #wip #original character #oc #WITHER #oh my god its not dndads! thats crazy #cw artistic nudity #kind of? its just their chests. but just in case #anyway I do fullbodies like dolls if that makes any sense #thats why you’re getting this screenshot :) #I draw a body and then overlap it with outfit choices #helps me with my anatomy! #dmitry and taz are supposed to look extremely similar. yeah might have to put an asterisk on that #because after finally cracking down on their designs #I am realizing #priesthood vs detective that has a parkour hyperfixation #does not land you in the same area 😭😭😭 #I’m ALSO realizing my taz and how I draw glenn close have some similarities? OOOPSIES #my art

[mycotoxin]

Every year around this time, Christmas season, I very much consider trying to order a binder for myself. Because if a package has my name on it, no one will open it since they’ll assume it’s a gift. But every year I don’t because I get the feeling this isn’t a great idea.

I just can’t stand my chest and want an actual binder so bad

#I’ve also heard the binders on amazon aren’t great but I can’t remember the particular reasons. maybe they’d work better on me ‘cause I #have quite a small chest #idk… does target still sell binders? are they any good? do they even sell them here in RonDesantis land #thing is I remember them being rlly expensive. like 40 dollars #ugh

[janethepegasus]

From the time she was first enrolled into the exchange student program to now, Jane has certainly changed, and she has the scars, ring, pact marks, and a magic tattoo to prove it.

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me land of devildom #obey me mc #the scar on her stomach she got it from Lucifer's attack in Lesson 6 #the scar on her chest is a magically healed wound from the Night Dagger in Lesson 39 #and of course the Ring of Light on her hand #the pact marks on her back #and the Sorcerer's Society's symbol on her other hand #she's been through a lot XS

[nonokoko13]

Friendly reminder that being queer/LGBT ally/jewish/pro-semitism isn't, can't and shouldn't be used to justify and support ethnic cleansing, colonization and genocide. If you do think so then I don't want you to talk to me ever again 👉🚪

#from the river to the sea palestine will be free #free palestine #“BUT IF YOU LIVED THERE THEY'D KILL YOU” bitch people from my own country would rather see me dead for existing too #just because minorities are oppressed by their governments doesn't mean the citizens deserve to die #they're just weaponizing people sexualities and you are buying into their “noble” reasoning #“it is a war not a genocide” isn't it weird that the only side that is being censored for speaking about what's happening to them #are the Palestinians? #in pro palestine protests people don't yell death to Israel they yell they want freedom and ceasefire #if you think “from the river to the sea palestine will be free” is somehow the same as a (death) threat the problem is on you #and yes you can question Israel without being antisemitic. People can be jew and/or queer and be against them #this dehumanization shouldn't be answered with indifference or “they deserved it lol” BIG FUCK YOU #not sorry if this is how you find out what side I'm with. If talking about this makes you uncomfortable or offended feel free to unfollow m #tener que decir algo que debería ser universal y de sentido común me toca mucho los huevos #when I say I prefer to be drama free I mean about fandom discourse. Never about war crimes and violation of human rights #“if they don't want to get bombed just leave” THAT'S NOT THE SOLUTION THEY DESERVE TO LIVE IN THEIR LAND WITHOUT GETTING ATTACKED FOR IT #god dammit #I'll be back to being silly later but first I wanted to get this out of my chest #🍉

[ioannemos]

i know tv shows can't do cpr for real, but sometimes they fake it better than others, and when they fake it badly... 😬 hoo boy

#''c'mon! breathe!'' says the person doing a Very Bad imitation of chest compressions while other people sit nearby doing NOTHING #listen i've never even taken a cpr class and i know that you have one person do chest compressions while someone else does rescue breaths #and i'm pretty sure you're supposed to. yknow. save your breath for actually doing the chest compressions? bc they're hard? #cpr doesn't work irl as it does in tv land but i'm willing to forgive a lot... it's the combination of factors that's making me complain #anyway. this is the season where langston shows up so idk how much more i'm watching #the gsr is feeling worse and worse. idk how i was okay with it before... the audience was supposed to be invested in this working out?? #unrealistic. blocked #also greg cries after warrick dies and later sara holds his hand. idk how i'm supposed to be okay with that either 😭 #csi #my favorite #tv shows #yeah still #personal #abbie needs a twitter

[lem0nademouth]

theres a really specific kind of sting that comes with being Jewish and hearing non-Jewish Indigenous people deny Jewish indigeneity to eretz yisrael, call you a white settler, or parrot any other kind of historical revisionism that is built on colonial narratives. like i don’t want to “you of all people should know” because that’s shitty and unfair but that doesn’t make it hurt less. idk. just like. a particular sore spot i’ve been feeling recently.

#it hurts differently from every group of people but this one in particular feels like a knife to the chest #all of that being said #Ingidenous ppl your allyship is treasured #saw photos from a counterprotest @ columbia w posters that said ‘no hamas supporters on native land’ #that gave me hope

[motheatenscarf]

Okay, I wanted to finish up the Eden Raids before leaving The First, and then that made me realize, man. I've found the raid series and the trial series, but not the alliance raids or the Hildibrand quests.

So I looked up where to find them, and...

when I needed him most to cheer me up from sad story times...

there are...

there are no Hildibrand quests for Shadowbringers

#Caitlin Plays FF14 #i know some ppl don't like them and yea that's fair the comedy doesn't always land #but they're always lighthearted and fun and goofy and can usually get a laugh out of me #and by god do they help to cheer me up when this game rips my heart out of my chest #how do i cope when the funny man don't get into situations?!