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If I can never have you in flesh

I'll stuff your body parts into poetry

Assemble them three years from now

And have you still

I'll unearth fantasy and desire

and have my fill of it

I'll keep you young and fresh

between the verses

I'll never ever touch you

but my tongue will know the taste

of your wetness through word alone

Even if never in person in my sights

I'll picture in mind's eye and see you clearly

You are so terribly beautiful

I write about it in verses that'll never reach you

The sheets on which write on

I'll lay on them with you

and strip myself of any shame

and love you there in the cutting violent way only a poem knows how

#my poetry #love poem #but also with the themes of consumption your average tumblrina loves #poetry about writing poetry to relief the horny yearning angst

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#i wish going to the restaurant was that entertaining #even as a costumer #*cue 'can i please get a waffle vine'*

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Not a question but I gotta say the FCG is one of my favorite character designs ever. I love that robot.

Thank you so much! They were the first robot I had ever drawn, and they will forever be special to me for that reason, alone!

I didn't know they were a fancy, classy aeormaton when I was working on them (I mean I had my suspicions), but I had some fun at the beginning making him out of a variety of weird materials, pushing the cuteness factor, exploring what his machining really felt like.

#fcg #fresh cut grass #art

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that sick day stream reminded me that I always wanted to make FCG human AU, so.

#an explosive lil guy #fcg #fanart #human fcg my beloved

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Ending the year as I began it- thinking about Critical Role. Here are Wyvernwind Brothers.

#every art reminds me how hot cyrus truly is #and I'm thankful for it #cyrus wyvernwind #dorian storm #fanart #the crown keepers

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Self reblog to add that much later I reminded myself that bolo ties are a thing that exists and it's very likely what was in Sam's mind at the moment

Nobody cares, BUT the truly funniest thing about Bolo from Aeor, to me, is that Bolo means Cake in Portuguese and I just can't stop being perplexed Sam called this iconic woman cake on the spot

#bolo from aeor #a multicultural queen #without face and barely a past #i love you #exu calamity

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my mind has been consumed by Nott (brain rott)

anyways. I like the lineart of the first drawing better but whatever. I painted the pen doodles from earlier though and I adore them

#nott the brave #fanart #m9

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I’ve wanted to make a Mighty Nein animatic for 84 years…

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I will build you in clay

So I may mold you into my desired shape

Keeping you soft in the heat and sweat of my hands

You see, I'm not trying to build you into something new

I'm merely trying to recall what my eyes saw while open

when I lay down to sleep

I've been sharing the bed with your ghost for the past five hundred nights

I reek of lavender when I think of you

I make the sound of babbling brooks and creaking doors

I'll never have you, but let me have this

Smile with all white plenty teeth, like you know me

pebbles collected at the beach

I'll meet you somewhere in a dream, made of clay made of pebbles

and covered in dirt, wish painfully for the real thing

#my poetry #I'm yearning again #what's new #written in five minutes at midnight so you know it

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ok im really curious do you guys have books you consider your "white whale"? as in books you keep telling yourself oh yeah i really want to read that, but you keep not reading it?

#so many it's almost embarassing #worst when you have physical copy in your posession #like yeah stay here bookmarked on page 15 when I pick you up again in 10 years

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You see, I said this in earnest, but I would like to take it back now if it isn't too late, thankssss

I deeply hope the crown keepers are having an awful time

Not because I dislike them but because I love them so much I need to see them experiencing/in the aftermath of the angst.

#PLEASE? #cr spoilers #the crown keepers #i clowned too close to the sun

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#fantasy high #and that's her husband yes

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#my name is simple #but the most common version of it. by one letter. gets said often #i only correct when it's something relevant #otherwise i don't correct them #yeah tolerate is right word here #i used to ignore people who would call me by the wrong version on purpose just to fuck with them #haven't happen in a while tho

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one of my favorite stupid things to do in fanfic is to throw two characters together who literally never interact. and then give them an entire, fleshed-out relationship dynamic that exists nowhere but my own head. yes they’ve literally never spoken. yes their relationship is important to me. hope this helps.

#self prev -> #when i finally write loquatius interacting with opal n crown keepers #(these two interacting have been on my mind since april last year) #(maybe even b4)

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Some Intimidation on the Side

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most important thing to remember about being a woman is if youre married you have to go under the covers with your husband and laugh cutely and play wrestle so when you die to progress the narrative he can remember it in slow motion montages

#deanna leimert #she dead-wifed so good he had to bring her back and divorce 💀

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ashleyisms for the soul

#that moment when I pay *so much* attention that i don't hear a single thing #ashley johnson #cr stuff #gifs