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emonydeborah · 7 months

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November fluff prompt 6: you're safe now

"Una!" She heard his voice but didn't comprehend it. All she understood was Christine's limp body in her arms, her shallow breaths, the blood spreading from her wound. Chris skidded to a halt in front of her. "Una, what-?"

Christine flinched at the noise, and Una tucked her closer. M'Benga sprinted up to her with a tricorder, and barked an order for a stretcher and a regenerator. With great care, Una set Christine on the stretcher, absently noticing the immediate red stains on the pristine white.

Christine screwed up her face and clung to Una, fingers clenched in her jacket. Her eyes were bleary and terrified as Una pried herself away.

"It's okay," Una said as Christine's breathing picked up. Christine reached for her, desperate, and Una laid her hand on Christine's head. She smoothed down her tangled curls as Chris called for transport. "You're safe now."

#una chin riley #christine chapel #chris pike #joseph m’benga #snw #strange new worlds #i am realizing #that these are not all that fluffy #i exude death and destruction i guess #november fluff prompt

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meili-sheep · 30 days

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Thoughts on Sethos?

Well my first thought is "WHY DIDN'T THEY GIVE THAT HAIR TO DILUC"

But that's not what you're asking. Honestly, though I like his design I'm happy he's looking like a new four star (Genshin is seriously lacking in 4 stars right now) I think he'd be even better if he had a Darker skin tone, but I've been banging that drum forever now. I like that he's another electro Male because again Electro in particular leans heave in to the wifus. Which not my vibe.

I'll probably have more to say once he does come out or I play Cyno's chapter 2 which ever comes first. But right now It's my normal mix bag of things I like and my continue annoyances with MiHoyo

#sethos #sethos genshin #I am realizing #I do need an electro male for the Harem #I guess we'll see if he works

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ratislatis · 7 months

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hey later post than usual but i need everybody to look at how fucking funny I think I am

#digital art #wip #original character #oc #WITHER #oh my god its not dndads! thats crazy #cw artistic nudity #kind of? its just their chests. but just in case #anyway I do fullbodies like dolls if that makes any sense #thats why you’re getting this screenshot :)#I draw a body and then overlap it with outfit choices #helps me with my anatomy!#dmitry and taz are supposed to look extremely similar. yeah might have to put an asterisk on that #because after finally cracking down on their designs #I am realizing #priesthood vs detective that has a parkour hyperfixation #does not land you in the same area 😭😭😭#I’m ALSO realizing my taz and how I draw glenn close have some similarities? OOOPSIES #my art

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oliviawebsite · 5 months

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(after misunderstanding what someone said and embarrassing myself) oh great now they hate me and want to kill me with rocks

#realizing im awful at comprehending speech and intention from other people #am i autistic or just a bad person who knows

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exoflash · 6 months

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a concerning amount of witchblr will be like "um actually new years was stolen by europeans from the ancient god scroobus mcdoobus" and then you actually try to research scroobus mcdoobus and it turns out he was invented in the 1940s by a conspiracy theorist who powdered every meal with ketamine and thinks that queer people are reincarnated fish

#brightts ramblings #BEFORE I GET ATTACKED: THIS IS NOT AN ANTI-WITCH OR ANTI-PAGAN POST #im just literally begging witchblr and paganblr(?) to study history from proper sources #so you don't accidentally end up repeating misinfo or even outright bigoted info without realizing #you are not immune to propaganda!#this post is specifically ab new agey stuff like starseeds #but a lot of other stuff fits into this as well ie 'blessed be'#for further context i am not a witch or pagan myself but i DO study the occult/occult history #religion #spirituality #history

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inkskinned · 1 year

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the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.

sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.

you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.

it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.

but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.

they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.

they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.

barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.

and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.

but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.

they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!

this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.