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that-bitch-kat3 · 4 months
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i have decided that i want to read more books this year so i’m opening it up to tumblr. tell me your favorite books! bonus points if it’s something you think i probs haven’t read yet!
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katsukidynam1ght · 1 month
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thoughts on deku's martyr complex?
so this ask came in nearly a year ago (june 16th, 2023) and i didn’t actually have much to say about it then (surprisingly, since we all know kats can’t stop talking). but i have thought about it on occasion since and i am happy to say i finally have words!
in short: i love him, actually.
i don’t think i really understood how deku’s behavior was a “martyr complex” until season six. before then, he was just an example of the kind of person i want to be (and let’s not get into how i relate to bakugou, and the depth of their whole relationship and wanting to be like each other…)
before season six, deku wasn’t a martyr to me. yes, he got injured in the process of trying to help others, but that’s what heroes do! he wasn’t a martyr, he was just a kid really passionate about being a hero!
and then it hit me after i watched season six again that oh, he takes it too far.
because that’s what being a martyr is, right? the ultimate self-sacrifice. except for him, it’s unnecessary—that’s what makes it a complex.
it starts out small, okay. it starts out wanting to help those around him. but it devolves into a form of self-harm that he can’t repair on his own. his guilt for being unable to stop shigaraki causes him to sink so deep into despair that he thinks his only path forward is to completely isolate himself, completely abandon his own well-being, and all for the sake of keeping others safe. it becomes so all-encompassing that he’s indistinguishable from who he’s supposed to be.
at that point, midoriya is no longer anyone’s hero. people are afraid of him because he can’t provide the comfort he’s meant to. his need to protect others reaches so far into his own guilt that he loses himself.
he makes himself the martyr no one asked for because he thinks he has no other choice. but it isn’t because he wants any recognition—it’s out of the deepest kind of love anyone can have. the self-hatred and guilt are symptoms of his loneliness (caused by the self-sacrifice), not motivations for it. he doesn’t do what he does because he wants pity. he does it because he wants everyone to be safe and happy.
he wants to create the world all might did. (he just hasn’t realized yet that all might played the martyr already. it isn’t deku’s role to have.)
deku’s (and i will say incomplete) martyrdom didn’t really work because no one knew to care. everyone loved all might and his loss was felt nationwide, but the only people who recognized deku’s loss were the ones he trained and worked with (and his poor, sweet mother).
so why do i still say i love him, after everything i’ve said basically implies he drove himself into the ground for nothing?
simple. it wasn’t for nothing.
no matter how small his change for good was, it was still a change for good. just one person, just two people—that’s already better than most other people can help.
i love deku because he loves everyone, because he saves indiscriminately. if the police represent justice, then heroes represent mercy.
and i think we could all use a little saving, don’t you?
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Hi I adore your ocs!!! I want to create a lot of stories ( I already have 5) and I’m curious: do you have a hard time having all these stories? Is it hard to manage?
sorry for the wait!!! I've been off tumblr for some time
Thank you so much!!!!! <3
I personally don't think it's too hard, but I have a weirdly ambitious imagination. It helps to keep organized and write everything down so you can actually put it out of your mind and move on to another story, and when you want to revisit it it's there and ready.
Good luck on your stories!!
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adorkastock · 1 month
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do you have any good references for bigger body types?
Yes!
I use a fat model tag here on Tumblr. You can sometimes search by model name in my DA Archive if you know a certain model has a body type you are looking for. Here's a guide to everyone though I'm never tagged by name:
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My site gallery has a sort by body type though it's a WIP on how I will label and tag them. I can also recommend fatphotoref.com which you will need to apply to to access. It's a community based resource run by Ruby so please be patient if you request access. 🥰 Here's a few just to have in this post, too!
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cinnamoneve · 3 months
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satoru’s favorite past time is staring at you. that means he is so very aware of everything, so he picks up on the little things you do— especially your facial expressions. he finds himself subconsciously copying your facial expressions while you tell him stories. knows you well enough to know what the slightest twitch in your right eyebrow means. fan behavior imo 🙄🙄
sweet angel girl i love this one sm i had to elaborate on it .... he's so sick in the head (i need him)....
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"why are you looking at me like that?'
satoru leaned on the counter, cheek squishing as his palm supported his head up.
"i'm not looking at you in any way, really," he teased.
you pursed your lips just a bit, as you always did when satoru was being an ass. it was a little way of suppressing a smile from creeping up on you--better not let his ego get too inflated.
"hmm..."
narrowing your eyes a bit, you studied his little lopsided grin as all he could do was smile back at you.
he copied you, pursing his lips a little and sitting up straighter as he narrowed his eyes to read you better.
and he never realized he was doing it. subconsciously, something deeply comforted him about mirroring the person he loved.
you see, satoru would swear up and down that he could sculpt your sweet face from memory; the plump curve of your cheeks, the way your nose contours into the lips he's kissed a million times, and hopes he could kiss a million more.
neither of you realized that you'd become reflections of the other. to be loved is to be changed, as they say; even in the most minuscule ways. maybe it's the purse of your lips, how you instinctively lean in the same way satoru does when he's trying to hear better, or perhaps it's even simpler than that.
maybe other little habits have taken home in your routine that you'd never care to admit, or even notice.
but as you look at the white haired boy in front of you, his eyes still sleepy and body still heavy, you figured it probably wouldn't be a big deal if you two were more similar than you thought.
"you're looking at me like you want something," you lean in more to him, keeping your eyes narrowed in on him.
"oh am i?" he laughs, "maybe there is something small,"
you already knew where this was going.
you mirrored his body language, leaning on the counter to face him with your chin on your palm. you tried not to smile, but rolled your eyes instead.
"and what would that be, baby,"
satoru pushed his lips inward, keeping eye contact.
"just one kiss, please," he asked softly.
you pushed your lips inwards, not even knowing you were copying him.
you finally let the smile take over your oh-so-stoic expression, impossible to hide anything from him.
it was no surprise as you leaned into him to fulfill his sole wish. one more kiss in the bank for satoru.
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kitkatscabinet · 6 months
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How does Price react when you tell him you want him to fuck you while he’s in his uniform?
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This would have to be early on in the relationship because there's no way either of you last long before bringing it up, I'm thinking the first time he gets back from a longer deployment. He comes home straight from the airport, bags dropped carelessly as he hunts you like a predator in your own home.
You see him coming, and though you've seen him in uniform before it's somehow different now. He's always ridiculously attractive but the sight of him stalking towards you, already hard and so imposing in his uniform really does it for you.
You're the one who wraps your legs around his waist, grinding against him desperately, hands tugging at the hair on the base of his neck. He practically rips your top off, because he needs to see you, to grope at your naked chest and belly. He only unwraps your legs from his waist to pull your bottoms off before he's slotted back where he belongs. The friction from the material of his pants against your bare skin is heavenly.
He reaches for his own pants but you stop him, telling him to "keep it on" as your hands free his flushed cock.
Honestly Price blanks for a few seconds, mind having to hard reboot like Microsoft Windows. You can pretty much see his mind making the noise and you decide to move things along, rutting against him as you wait for his brain or at least cock to kick into gear.
The sight of you writhing naked below him while he's still fully clothed, your cum staining his pants easily becomes one of his new favourite sights.
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karkat · 9 months
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Spare a crumb of rosemary m’am?
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oooooooh wampire
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useragarfield · 9 days
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9K MAKE ME CHOOSE:・゚✧:・゚ @kiddstellas ASKED: Elena/Caroline/Bonnie or Kat/Sutton/Jane?
We’re gonna be better than okay. ‘Cause we got each other forever. Until we die.
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rayman-raymania · 2 months
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HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!
we’ve gone ahead and made Raymania cards just in time for the occasion! Somehow?? We know much about how y’all love these fellas so go get em while they stand around long enough!!
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here’s some cards for ur valentine’s day needs!! romantic or platonic or hate filled or lum filled !!!!!!
-kat and squirt
goofy alts for bonus under cut
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that-bitch-kat3 · 5 months
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katsukidynam1ght · 10 months
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okay i know i ask for a lot of things and don’t seem to act on them and yes this is a commitment flaw of mine but i am actively working on something that i intend to pursue even if it takes months
so can anyone who has been to a psych ward or works in a psych ward or knows anything about the psych ward experience (particularly for juveniles) please reblog, comment, dm, or leave me an ask to express as much info as you can possibly squeeze out of ur brain for me
i value accuracy in my writing as much as possible, but i haven’t been to a psych ward myself and obviously lack the experience. that’s not an excuse for me though so i am trying to get as much information as i can from people who have been through it before i look up the logistical stuff online
if you can give me any shred of info i will take it. if you want to give me a detailed rundown of an experience i will take it. i am a sponge and you are all my water. even if it’s as small as the smell or decor or movies you watched or rules or anything like that. please give me every ounce of information you can think of no matter how mundane it may seem
thank you in advance to anyone who sees this/spreads it/helps me out
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josephtrohman · 9 months
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i found the joe chant video 🥹🫶🫶🫶
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thefreakandthehair · 7 months
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I’m just here trying to sleep after a long week (I know it’s only Wednesday but I am stressed and I wanted to quit my job on Monday so it’s a long week) and I’m thinking about Dustin’s birthday. Specifically his seventeenth. And maybe it’s not on the exact day, but around there, and it hits him out of nowhere
He’s the same age Steve was when a bunch of kids were shoved at him and he was told to keep them safe. He’s the same age Steve was when he almost died doing that multiple times on the same night. He’s the same age Steve was and he doesn’t think he’s even remotely prepared to handle a group of kids and doesn’t think he could have been brave enough to fight a bunch of demodogs or billy when he was spitting mad and then gotten up and gone into the tunnels afterwards.
And he looks at Steve now, more mellow, softer around the edges, with friends his own age and his bitching far more playful and affectionate with them, with his glasses and his failing hearing and sometimes anger because of those things but no regrets.
He looks at him and wants to cry because he doesn’t know how Steve did it. He doesn’t know how Steve was so brave and strong then when he was arguably still sort of an asshole and didn’t even know them aside from knowing who they were. Because that night was the first night they’d even spoken, but Steve had jumped right back in despite how they all knew he’d tried to pretend it never happened.
He looks at his brother and doesn’t understand how he’d so easily been there for them back then because trying to imagine himself in his place it just makes him feel overwhelming panic.
Because that’s when it hits
Steve was a kid too. He was just a kid, but he’d seemed like an adult to him, had carried himself with the confidence of adulthood even when Dustin knew now that it was bravado.
He thinks about the year before, when Steve had fought his first monster and been even younger. And maybe he wasn’t the youngest, that was Erica’s privilege, but he’d still been a kid and they’d all forgotten that because it was Steve, who took on the mantle of protector and carried it like a badge of honor even now.
And he hugs him, of course he does, and when they talk, they both cry a little, because Steve can finally admit how he’d felt back then, how he’d felt so out of his depth but didn’t want the kids to see his fear because he needed to be brave
Just lots of sappy thoughts about childhood and loss and moving on knowing that you were allowed to be scared when you thought you couldn’t
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KAT YOU GET BACK HERE RIGHT NOW. I'M SCREAMING AND CRYING! I'm gonna lose my MIND. I'm gonna climb the WALLS. I'm gonna FLY into the SUN! this is SO IMPORTANT to me now, I'm never going to not think about this, this is critical to their relationship now and I'm never going to see it any other way.
if you write it, I'll podfic it. I swear, this just flipped some switch in my brain, I'm obsessed.
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Wendell and Wild in the trailer: Powerful and trick-ish demons that have been messing with Kat's life that wanna take over the town. Probably working for a bigger bad. 😈
Wendell and Wild in the movie: "We wanna open a fun fair but our over protective dad doesn't support our career choice so we're running away from home" 🥺
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kitkatscabinet · 4 months
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translation: I'm a disgusting selfish piece of shit that doesn't respect other people's boundaries and I'm also too cowardly to admit this publicly. I know I'm in the wrong because I'm on anon
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