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unknownlvr777 · 30 days

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good morning 🫧🐰

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myownpanicroom · 18 days

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ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

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midnightclover · 3 months

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Summon Night: Swordcraft Story (ATLUS, 2003)

#my actual posts lol #haha what if i made a daily diary post thing like nico #..i was just thinking #today was a good day #and i thought of this song #ive been playing summon night swordcraft story a lot as of late.. though none today actually #its still on my mind though #i considered using dweller empty path's song flying through a stary sky instead.. but this is what i thought of first #i think it fits best to use it #i actually had to jump through some hoops to upload music!#cus my tumblr app is kinda old.. i cant properly upload music. i could only put a link #which isnt exactly ideal #so i tried in my web browser.. but maybe its cus i havent updated it in a while or maybe just cus its tor.. it didnt work #so i downloaded firefox and did it on there lol #now im editing it in my drafts back on the app #dont ask why im not just doing it on my computer... shes having some technical difficulties. we're working on it #but not today #...#today was pretty eventful.. even if not very productive. but ive never been a very productive person #we went and saw some light festival thing! it was rly nice.. a little simple at times but it was fun #we went and got some yummy snacks earlier too! tho ive already eaten them all hehe #and i started up animal crossing new leaf. i hadnt played it in ages! its startling how much better it is than new horizions.. imo at least #only problem is i couldnt make it the same as my island.. and i didnt remember why i named my last town #we searched for a while for some reference or somfin to name it after.. but we ended up just going with ''faraway''#cus i liked the idea of being asked where im going.. and just saying far far away #and as beth said it has a kinda fairytail vibe!#...only after i named it did i realize i accidentally named it after the town in omori. oops!#...im about to hit the tag limit. so whoevers still listening i just want u to know..#i love you. ok?#goodnight

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angelic-inamorata · 2 months

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When in doubt, I just draw fluttershy 🩷 (I’ve wanted to be her since I was seven)

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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ah yes! the joys of executive dysfunction and something being Fundamentally Broken In Your Braincase!

#quick vent Look Away Nothing To See Here #i just needed to place my emotions somewhere before i really started to spiral #texts from cherished friends should not cause nausea-level anxiety! and yet!#here i am! running away from the ever-present miasma of guilt and stress!#you know a few months ago i was like 'im going to be better about responding im going to do better'#i Immediately started doing Worse!#i think i stressed myself out too much #pretty much every relationship i have ends up completely deteriorating due to my own insecurities and guilt and fucked up brain <3 #ah yes and how could i forget the Commitment Issues and Emotional Block #mentally i am banging my head into a wall #but its fine Its Fine #i mean its not. its really not. but sometimes it seems like the harder i try the harder i fail #which is something i should be used to by now!#okay so it looks like i Am Indeed spiraling so #i am going to go... list some good things in this world and uhhh #well i dont have the car this weekend so cant go for a drive and some boba. um.#i need to organize my room table Yes that sounds distracting and falsely productive #not gonna tag this with anything actually.#love treating tumblr like my personal diary #ah yes its just me. my personal feelings. and the couple thousand people that follow me.#perhaps i will also buy something online with one of the gift cards i found the other day #buttons from michaels!!! i need buttons! i will go do that!#with the knowledge that i have unopened messages to respond to looming in the back of my mind like a noose! yippee yahoo!!!#gonna... turn of replies/rbs just this once since its just a Vent #i just needed to get it Out yk? not looking for anything other than relieving pressure on my brain #ok it looks like i cant turn of replies for individual posts #just... pretend you didnt see this for both our sakes <3 #look away look away

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flowerflowerflo · 15 days

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feeling so grateful for everything tonight thank you so much universe thank you so much world thank you so much friends thank you so much everyone i love you

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marinsawakening · 10 months

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Weighing in on the debate “Are you allowed to ship aromantic characters?” As an aromantic person, this is a difficult subject. On the one hand, we have characters who clearly and repeatedly state that they hate romance, do not feel romantic attraction, and don’t want to be in a relationship. On the other hand, we have your personal inability to engage with deep relationships without making them romantic. As a compromise, I say people are allowed to ship canon aromantic characters, provided they pay me at least $100 in cash for the license.

#my posts #aromantic #this is about the murderbot diaries fandom. btw.#me: you know the murderbot fics on ao3 are actually pretty good. most of them seem to understand the themes of the books #and most people seem to have gotten the hint and don't ship murderbot romantically. maybe I'm safe to check the tumblr tag #the tumblr tag: no you're not #me: ok noted #people will see a character repeatedly and consistently being romance-repulsed #and go 'is anyone gonna ship them' and not wait for an answer #it's rlly funny how quick seeing blatant shipping made me go from #'while in terms of human western labels murderbot obviously fits the definition of aromantic asexual and some flavour of nonbinary/agender'#'I do not feel like it's useful or desired to ascribe these labels to it as it consistently avoids labelling its gender'#'and in general seems unlikely to be the kind of person who'd want to use human western labels perhaps even if it was human'#to 'murderbot is not just aromantic it's a loveless nonpartnering aromantic suck my dick'

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valoale · 4 months

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🌡️ -26

#it’s so pretty out here like fuck #also cold as fuck #but pretty nonetheless #wanna bring my camera outside but I don’t want any condensation inside my gear so I won’t risk it so phone pictures y’all get #sad because I just borrowed a 50mm f1.4 from my friend #but anyway #continuing to use tumblr as my diary even in 2024 #vee talks #Finland #winter #lake saimaa #Aino the dog #bestie tag

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skitskatdacat63 · 7 days

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Can someone assure me it's okay that I haven't finished any drawings in over a week 😭😭

#apathy :)#its like. impossible to assure myself its okay to take a break #yknow you see other people post so frequently #and you somewhat feel like you're falling behind #i cant keep up waugh #lol tho i wonder if I'll have a sudden desire to draw once finals week starts in a couple weeks #i assure you that when i have to work on a bunch of big assignments #my brain will suddenly be like DRAW DRAW DRAWK #its just annoying when you have a good amnt of freetime and you cant kick your brain into gear #I've been sketching but ahhhh just a lot of concept stuff #i have an idea for a chibi comic but i want to pair it w a full drawing #so uhhh thats never happening dhfjkg not happening for a bit ig #i need to come up w more chibi comics #easier and faster to draw and they dont kill me :)#it just feels lesser idk why #tumblr is my diary atp sry djfkkglg #i used to write down on paper or my notes app when i was in a bad mood #but god that shit is sooooo bitter and i cant reread it at all #theres smth about knowing im putting myself out there that keeps it a bit calmer #and it feels more comforting :)#catie.rambling.txt

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unknownlvr777 · 22 days

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oh no shes emo!😟

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conanssummerchild · 3 months

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sometimes my dad will make these autism jokes like about me and idk it juat rubs me the wrong way. not bcs hes allistic, my friend makes autism jokes all the time and its okay and its funny because i know that in the end she will at the very least try to be there for me when im having a bad day and shes done more to accomodate me than anyone ever in my life and i know i suck and im boring when im overstimulated and im a handful and i dont understand things everyone else understands, but she understands this and puts up with me at my worst so when she makes a silly joke about something autistic i do its funny and i laugh, because i know thats all it is, a joke. but my dad doesnt just get to mock me, infantilise me and use my autism against me and expect me to find it funny when he makes a joke because i know he sees autism in itself as a joke and he thinks im stupid and he means it more as a scornful comment, and even if he doesnt being ableist like on a daily basis kinda makes you lose the priviledge to joke around with your kid about their disability. 🙂👍

#user conanssummerchild using tumblr as her personal diary #again #also this is the first time ive reffered to autism as a disability outside of my head #even if its just on the internet where no one knows who i am #are you proud of me is this an advancement #am i letting go of my internalised ableism #(no)#its taken me four years and im starting to let go of the internalised homophobia #and being gay was something i'd only seen other ppl get mocked for #autism is something ive actually gotten made fun of and used against me forever to my face #so i have a feeling its gonna take a WHILE #it'll probably be easier when i move out #alex says shit #alex loves

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sparkleface42 · 1 year

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GUYS IM REWATCHING APHMAUS MCD AND OMG I FORGOT HOW BADLY I SHIPPED APHMAU AND GARROTH 😭

#I SHIPPED LAURMAU TOO #also was it just me or was Dante kinda…#minecraft diaries #aphmau #minecraft youtubers #garroth #aphmau x garroth #garmau #Minecraft #aphmau fanart #I use to cry to this #nostalgia #old youtube #2016 #my art 2022 #artists on tumblr #multi fandom

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digital-diary444 · 7 months

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i fluxuate between wanting to feel everything. Wanting to feel love, happiness, sadness, anger, etc. But i also want to put down my feelings like a sick dog.

#me fr #girlhood #nixies diary #me #words words words #i hate my brain #stupid post #just girly things #this is what makes us girls #cinnamon girl #girlblogging #tumblr girls #it girl #manic pixie dream girl

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angelic-inamorata · 3 months

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Oh my little pretty one, I touch myself I touch myself

And everywhere I look I always find myself aside myself

I think I'm all together

But I tear myself apart

Because I cut myself I cut myself

I cut myself I cut myself

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kindledrose · 22 days

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my brother and i went on a 4-hour walk to a different town and back today and recited, like, the entirety of the steven universe movie from memory (complete with songs!)... both of us have only seen it twice but we are both Insane 👍 it was very fun!

#using tumblr as a diary now ig pffff #i just wanted to share because we had Such A Day #would recommend singing no matter what with ur sibling as u walk on trails into the distance and sit near the base of power line holders #(ok i just looked those up apparently they're called pylons?? from greek for gate?? that is so cool???)#anyways. top tier experience :D #terra is rambling #amethyst + steven's relationship is so super important to me bc of my siblings btw #like waugh......#(even if i'm apparently unquestionably pearl-coded according to them‚ lol)

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flowerflowerflo · 21 days

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i love scrolling through people's blogs and being like omg its me!!! when i see they reblogged something i posted

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