Having a crisis at 8 pm on a wednesday while watching House MD.
I have no friends, no partners, no one to talk to.
I'm alone most of the time. At home, cleaning, working on projects, or sleeping.
My best friends are characters in media, stuffed animals, my own creations and my scruffy poodle.
I'm failing most everything in school and am several months behind.
I have no mother or father figure. Only empty shells named mom and dad that take care of my basic physical needs.
I am only 15 and I am already incredibly mentally ill.
I haven't eaten normally my whole life. I'm either binging or starving.
I am just so desperate to get it together. To be at a place where I'm happy with life.
You know your just a teenager who's going through shit, you know it'll pass. You know you'll get through this and be satisfied.
Oh god. Please just let me be happy one day.
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