#just silly little observations

[dilfhos]

sooo this is gonna be a messy rant on the observations ive made between different writer communities, blog interactions and overall “status”. just silly little things I’ve noticed in my 4+ years being on tumblr btwn 2 diff blogs. and this is about no one specific, a very generalized post so if you find urself offended i honestly dont know what to tell you?? :o do better ig. & if you relate, i feel for you. TLDR @/end.

i dont like interacting/ building connections with people but not for the reasons ppl think. im not stuck up or pretentious or weird or anything. just another anime-enjoyer who loves to write in her free time. nobody special by a longshot!! i enjoy writing, always have since before i was a teen. (wasn’t always ff tho!).

but over the years ive just noticed fandom writing has its gritty sides that no one talks about often and its no mystery why so many prolific/ popular writers deactivated, me included. i had some shitty experiences and have seen friends go bc of it.

firstly, I’ve noticed, once you start interacting and building friendships with people, it’s easier to see the bigger perspective of where ppl stand and the blatant hierarchy of friendships and groups. same applies to that outside. like its literally just me n’ my bsf then my acquaintances bc mfs be weirddd omg its like cults or something. like thats why initially I didn’t interact w/anyone starting on my new blog. that n’ fear of drama following from my last blog ugh. ‘Cept the few i’ve met on my old blog (like my wifey)

not to mention i have bad anxiety. and sometimes im cue-deaf. i dont always pick up what people put down and vice versa and it makes me conscious in a lot of my interactions. so a part of me doesn’t want to interact at all to avoid all awkwardness and possible miscommunications. that’s not to say i don’t notice subtle changes in interactions after one situation / conversation or so forth, that in myself or witnessed between other ppl. (im perceptive, just not that good conversationalist lol. like i really have to try.)

but then…if you don’t interact with people on here, your chances of building an audience or a reader base is slim to none. the likelihood of developing relationships is zip. because you’re already perceived and pegged as just another tumblr writer. pause. to clarify, a writer who doesn’t want any recognition or interactions from mutuals or new friends. or just a lonely writer? a introverted, lonely writer. which leads to little to none interactions (anons, reblogs, moots —exposure.)

so then its like you’re kinda placed btwn a rock n a hard place. and there’s absolutely no problem with that! in fact this is the best part—meeting friends and like-minded people! people that make being online all the more worth it right? thirsting over fictional characters and sharing in each other’s works!

but you have to be in specific circles it seems. but then you can’t imply that you want to be in those circles bc then you’re desperate.

but well, then you cant purposefully want to be independent or be on your own or else you’re a hater, hypocrite or stuck up. not to mention, no one will reblog your stuff lol. no one will interact fr, and you’re friendless essentially. and god forbid if you disagree on something as if opinions don’t exist btw! then you’re being ganged up on. (like omg grow up!)

but then if you reach out you’re seen as trying to wedge in or kiss ass? you interact and follow and you’re ignored or left hanging? (bc im gonna touch your hand when i say this—it never gave fan, your majesty of horny nerds) and this is about ALL the writing communities and fandoms—spicy content, black content and dark content. ALL.

yet no one wants to talk about the pregnant elephant in the room—bias. and favoritism. also people seem to have a hard time being direct with how they’re feeling toward/about someone ( in a good or bad way) which in turn leads to a lot of miscommunication and subliminal attacks. (not to mention hate anons? one of my moots just had her inbox flooded w/them recently, ew.)

you can lead a horse to water AND you can write a 500-word essay on the observations made on tumblr writers as a whole. (a long ass post on the truth on behalf of those feeling this too)

also, slapping a HEY LOOK AT ME! IM A WRITER WHO WANTS INTERACTION AND FRIENDS! on a blog is frankly embarrassing. it shouldn’t even take all that seeing how easy it is for others wanting the same thing.

or doing less to achieve the same result.

not to mention, yall shit on ppl who essentially feel this way altogether bc you peg them as sb who doesn’t “try” or just jealous when their own works are phenomenally written themselves. ive seen it. and ive lived it. never gave jealousy baby.

at the end of the day, we’re all writers— either longterm or hobbyists. (personally, im longterm) self-indulgent or not! and its absolutely amazing when people are being fair in how they spread love and feedback to their writers.

Secondly, its not news that people have to want to reblog your fics so that their followers can reblog, so they can reblog, and their followers can reblog and so forth. but ppl honestly dont care atp bc once they’ve already read it, they owe you nothing. and apparently asking for reblogs is crass and bold. (imma do it anyway) but putting your very all into a story just to turn and see a half-thought out hc soaring 3k in 2hrs and 5k in a day — you have to stfu, open your ass and take it. keep it cute!

you’re getting fucked after all!!

because if you complain—you’re just jealous and lazy and uncreative!! and i hate that to seem like a writer worth a damn, you have to change up your writing style every two weeks to fit in with trending waves.

“no more poetic long fics, nobody’s into that! short, snappy slutty shots are all the rage!” “ppl are only into these specific tropes but you can’t exceed 2k words!” “only add trending characters to these hcs! ppl love them only!” “don’t write too much about a specific character or else ill unfollow you!” its exhausting.

i am well within my right as a literary artist to desire more feedback and interaction on anything i put out. period. and you are too! 🫵

God, im tired of that stupid, ‘you have to enjoy your writing for yourself and not worry about notes’ line. i do love my writing! don’t get me wrong there’s nobody id rather write like if not myself fr. not to mention the inspiration i draw from famous literary authors. however, i would love feedback and the same energy that i see with others in my same caliber.

and when i see others that didn’t even try fr—its a slap in the face to put it bluntly.

i can want silly little comments and notes about something i cherish and put out for that reason and yall aren’t gonna make me feel bad about it. sorry! like yall really be making people feel shitty for wanting the same type of interactions you get! especially when its harmless, bye asf. nb want to recipe to ur peach cobbler b!

the only one giving push back are those appointed popular /top blogs n’ cliques tho. now personally, i honestly dgaf if you have 20 followers or 25k, writing is writing and if its good you should want to support it regardless of following count/interaction right?

unfortunately, and quite unsurprisingly its not the case for the rest of this hellhole lol. there’s always gonna be some “big blog” in any part of tumblr or any social media for that matter.

but when the sole purpose being on a site like tumblr to write is mainly exposure, then it just makes it ten times worse especially if it seems that these blogs are steady at the top of every. single. tag. and listen, i know how initially stupid that sounds but when you’ve picked up on patterns for as long as i have, well iykyk.

so imma be real bc no one else will, half of the posts that yall see with 25k notes have alr been done. just different characters, different words, different dialogue. And 8/10 its been done by sb who only received 100 notes. Thats the evil part. whats more is that it lacks the creativity the one post with 100-300 notes is filled with completely.

POP QUIZ! what post would readers be more inclined to read? — one that says 10k (ohhh that must be popular!) or the one with only 150 (oh i guess nb really liked that one) that no one is even willing to reblog for MORE. and BOOM. now yall wonder why so many great writers LEAVE, its a fucking joke.

so unfortunately its no longer only about or only on readers anymore. its about who you know and who you know is willing to support your fr. who is willing to REBLOG your fics for their friends and followers, so that their friends and followers can reblog. to fit in you actually have to get in these days and it makes it all less enjoyable. makes it a chore and if you aren’t ‘doing it right’ ultimately it makes you feel shitty about your writing. (Please don’t, you are doing amazing. its the platform.)

it makes people not want to jump into writing. it pushes away those who actually want to join writing communities and meet people without feeling like they have to jump thru hoops to thrive or worse—live in other ppls shadows. and then it deters those from speaking up in fear of being shut down by bigger groups. ive seen it happen time and time again.

lastly, and this is the juiciest part! you absolutely cannot say anything about any of this bc you’re complaining and a fisher just looking for attention and not someone who just want things to be fair all over. play the game, right? ( wrong. and if this is your logic, you suck! )

its no longer about making flashy banners and pretty themes. its no longer about how many clever directory links you add or how many games you initiate on your blog or whether or not you’ve reblogged your fic three times already. its about your “friends”, other mutuals, and blogs willing to support you too. not just the audience. audience gonna do what they want regardless. reblog, don’t reblog, whatever. “at least ive read it right?” but everyone knows this. duh! but it’s obvious who doesn’t care as long as they’re on top of that tag! its admirable in a way but it sucks for those wanting to break out and build some kind of readerbase and/or make friends.

TLDR; people need to stop being bias and be fair and open lol. stop picking favorites and share the love all around. you see another person writing your favorite character or trope, give them a fucking chance and reblog, regardless if they’re in your ‘circle’ / radar or not. regardless if you know them or not. hell, let them put you on to a new fandom. bc writing is writing and making new moots and finding new fics seem to be what everyone loves to showcase until its time to actually do it. no wonder people get discouraged to make friends and write, yall treat it like some kind of secret society when its supposed to be fun💀 not a competition. (yall need to dead this clique-y shit. )

#writers #writers of tumblr #WATCH EVERYONE SKIP OVER THIS DHDHDJDN #OH OH OH #and im black #LMAO THATS THE PUNCHLINE #so #all of this isnt only happening in a general writing fandom #but the little corner for my black people?? #and in the corners of other minorities #IT HAPPENS HERE TOO DHGSGJG #nb is safe🙅🏾‍♀️ #i thought we were escaping exclusivity? #and assumptions made about other people?? #trust when i say this is NOT about anyone specific #just silly little observations #and pieces of my experiences #so any complaints #SHOVE IT SHOVE IT SHOVE IT! #will delete if this starts a revolt #or not bc i love chaos in the name of truth #i hope yall can feel the sarcasm this is kinda longer than i intended but i wanted to be as thorough as possible in my point #been working on this for a min #im not tagging as discourse bc this isn’t what this is #and if you treat is as such imma just assume you’re exactly who im talking about and keep it pushing🤷🏾‍♀️ #just be better is all im saying #BYE I JUST CAUGHT SO MANY MISTAKES #the shame #i was caught up #but yall get it

[nyxi-pixie]

sometimes i think abt how shocked chuuya was when dazai was like 'teehee i blew up your car' and its like ??? bro why are you surprised?? he presumably left the pm the same day your car blew up and you never connected those two things😭😭

#its funny but if i think abt it too much i get sad #which is dumb bc its supposed to be a silly little guy thing #but like. #holy shit he just never considers that the asshole(said fondly) wld have done that 😭😭😭 #soukoku #help i was an outside observer to this ship like a year ago and now ive been obsessed w them for a month and absorbed sm content i might die #god this will sound insane to my non skk followers hey guys i promise theyre great #blowing up your car(lovingly) threatening to murder you(endearingly) #“hm dazai just left the pm and now my car has exploded. these unrelated events sure are annoying for me. wonder who did this🤩”

[ruby-red-inky-blue]

a couple of years back i was pretty vocal about not getting when people complained about their art not getting "enough" notes. but i'm getting to recognise a sub-category of that frustration these days that, in fairness, was maybe what people were talking about all along? but i've also seen other posts mention how fandom spaces feel changed since the last few years, so maybe it's a new thing or at least a thing that hadn't reached my fandom corner until now.

i truly don't mind if my writing doesn't garner a lot of attention (although i say this from a place of priviledge where my writing has so far always garnered some attention, and often a lot more than i anticipated). but what is really starting to grate a little is the amount of attention vs. the amount of reaction. For example, before the latest update on my big multichapter fic, it sat at ~ 33,050 hits. since then the fic has been clicked 400 times. the kudos count went up by maybe three and there were three new bookmarks - this isn't super surprising because i don't expect to be reaching a lot of new people with an unfinished 100+k word fic in a dwindling fandom, and if they're return readers they can't leave new kudos. but five people have commented on the fic since the update. One percent of readers who have clicked on this fic have reacted. Did all these people see it on the recently updated feed, started to read it, didn't vibe with it and moved on? That honestly wouldn't bother me. But it's been steadily gaining attention for the last few weeks, long after it moved off the first page of the recently updated view for the fandom. so rather, I think it's mostly subscribed users (the fic has a little over 400 active subscriptions so that would make sense) or people actively checking back on the fic. in which case they must be at least somewhat invested in it.

and again, i'm not owed any feedback. i put my work out for free and people decide what to do with that. but fandom is a collaborative space, and it's been feeling like less that for a while. people seem less ready for conversation, and i think that's sad, and quite demoralising for creatives (at least for me personally). fandom work isn't meant as bingeable content that you consume and then leave. if you do that on netflix, that's fine, because you're paying the platform and they're at least supposed to recompense the creatives who made the show you just watched. fandom artists don't get that. we make things for the love of it, and because we wanted to share that love. it doesn't feel like sharing though when you put something out there and nothing comes back. it feels like standing in an empty warehouse telling my stories to nobody. and, again, i'm personally lucky enough that it's not like that all the time, but i get why people stop doing it. and i get that engaging with art as an audience member doesn't come easy to everyone, but fandom culture needs it. it's supposed to be an exchange. it's supposed to go both ways, and i think if you want to sustain the culture, you simply need to try and give something back, whatever that is.

because putting something you made out there and nobody looks at it is definitely not a great feeling, but having anonymous masses file by and look at your thing and then meet you with deafening silence feels... worse.

#again i cannot overstate how much this doesn't go for all my readers #and how lucky i am to still have anyone care about fics i started seven years ago i do get that #but yeah the engagement ratios have changed i think? #and it's on tumblr too and not just with art also just like. observations and meta posts and jokes and stuff #people like and reblog your thing but there's no comment no little smileys in the tags no silly ramblings just... #my new favourite pet peeve is seeing people asking for advice or asking a question and there's like fifty likes and not one reply or reblog #what are you supposed to do with that #yeah idk it's supposed to be collaborative right #and we can't all collaborate all the time but i feel like people used to interact with maybe 50 percent of the things they saw #and now it's like 10 #anyway #fandom #tbd

[happyfunf3tti]

love it when trios

#just a silly little observation #neon genesis evangelion #nge #the grim adventures of billy and mandy #billy and mandy #tgaboam #cartoon network #the three stooges #gruff: all guts and very cuddly #fanart #☠️dookie.drawz🎂 #art

[dysaniadisorder]

watching adventure time as a teenager really is

#its so hard to articulate this but like. the amount of actual growing you do as a teenager is so hard to see until youre past it #and like. i can see it in the show now that im a little older too #because he grows up a little too and he doesnt even see it until he tries acting the way he did when he was twelve and thirteen again #and the difference between thirteen and fifteen doesnt seem like much im sure but it is gosh it is. #because suddenly its just so awkward and unnatural. you arent that person anymore and your relationships arent the same either #sighs. adventure time is so silly it is also about growing up #and everything changing;;; and impermanence #i really like that one fucked up lemongrab episode where finns like 'yeah ill just take my shot with pb again :)' #and it doesnt work! because she's older and so much more mature and now that he's a little older he's actually able to see that #these are such low level observations but also i have not watched this show in forever and its making me wanna cry

[elizabethrobertajones]

I'm actually kind of mad after wearing a knee brace (with patella support!) for 2 days because I just went down for breakfast not wearing it and my kneecap was wobbling loosely in its socket like it's done for years and I could FEEL how wrong it was and just had the biggest "you LIVE like this??!" moment and now i GUESS I am wearing a knee brace every time I go near stairs forever because it turns out it's not ideal if parts of your body have their own plans for every joint movement.

Mobility aids <3

#mad at myself for not even noticing it was weird even though I've known I have the stretchy joints for years now #honestly I need a full like. Scientific observation from behind glass hooked up to machines and doing silly little tasks for science week #please find out what is happening in here #I also got 1 ankle support and out of curiosity slept in it last night #and omg one foot resting upright made me realise how much the other was flat on the bed #when I lay on my back #the same thing that got me diagnosed in the first place #the rheumatologist who'd just told me I don't have cancer because of the bloodwork had me lie down to examine #he took one look at my flat fuck friday feet and like actually yelled in alarm and recoiled #which took some explaining #anyway he poked and prodded me but he already had said 'oh you have hypermobility and it's given you fibro' #this is why specialists also have to keep up with all the other medicines too :P #(i spent a weekend with my medic friend recently and she has Stories oh my god) #(was too busy talking to look at my feet even as I told her I'd dislocated my ankle and knee as we talked XD) #POINT IS I'm very slow to notice things about my condition #I quit chocolate for a year because I worried it was giving me migraines #and was too busy having migraines to notice the chocolate wasn't what gave me migraines

[thepinkwool]

I love how the Bad Batch fandom has collectively agreed that Tech is autistic. But am I the only one who strongly feels like Crosshair is too? Like the fandom is even like Tech and Cross are twins so even more closely related to each other than any other clone brother.

I’ll preface this by saying that I’m not officially diagnosed but am in the waiting process for it but my therapist tells me there is a very strong possibility of me being on the spectrum (with what was formally Asperger’s syndrome but please let’s not debate the usage of that word that’s not what this is about but I think Crosshair is on that side of it too)

I just think they’re on different areas of the spectrum. Maybe it’s just me projecting or reading too much into things. BUT. While I relate to Tech and just the way he is, I just understand Crosshair more. I don’t “get” people. I come off as cold, uncaring, my sarcastic dry humor (that’s usually just an observation but people count it as humor?) doesn’t land well sometimes. Just being more quiet, reserved almost, soft spoken, but definitely opinionated af and will get defensive about said opinions. Dude has some sensory issues for sure (light seems to be a huge one for him. He wears his helmet the most, next to Tech. And maybe it’s just his ✨enhanced sniper eyesight✨ but a lot of light genuinely seems to make him uncomfortable). He also is the least verbal of the group. Again that goes back to mentioning being “the quiet one”.

Idk I’m really bad at putting what’s in my brain into actual convey-able thoughts but. I can’t be the only one who thinks this? Just as someone who has always been the quiet one who struggles with almost everything socially I see so much of that in Crosshair. “Good soldiers follow orders” but also having an issue with authority when it seems arbitrary and stupid (the empire, especially after the end of season 1 and going into season 2). Rules and regulations exist for a reason and should be followed except when they don’t make sense is something that I function and live by and seems like Crosshair does too. He struggles to convey his emotions and feelings like tech does, but just a little different. And I get it. It clicks with my brain. He makes sense.

Crosshair being on the spectrum just. Makes sense.

Thank you for coming to my shitty unorganized TED Talk.

#the bad batch crosshair #the bad batch #crosshair #star wars #this might cause discourse #and I’m praying it doesn’t #just my silly little observations #probably me projecting hardcore

[spotaus]

Woag, new oc? Here's Magik, designed from @awholeclxwn 's Sans Oc randomizer/challenge (thingy? Not sure what to call it actually lol-).

These were what I recieved from the randomizer (and I know extra arms was a second "Extra" option but I got inspired 😅)

I like to think his lore follows the lines of a Pre-game Sans who works in the lab getting his grubby paws on some Determination. Much like Flowey/HyperGod of Death, he just got a lil stronger and a bit more rainbow-y. In the aftermath, he decided to roll with it and took up the role of Mad Scientist after Gaster got obliterated, and now he likes to run around the Lab and Core, talking to Alphys and Mettaton about his crazy ideas and new inventions.

No other thoughts, just wanted to do a silly render!

#utmv #oc #utmv sans #utmv art #spot!drawn #Magik #not to be confused with Madjik (<- the fun wizard from the Core :3) #I wanted to give his glasses extra lenses for his extra eyes lol #he's just a silly lil guy #I feel like he'd have one of those high-pitched little cackles for a laugh that he'd unleash at pretty much anytime #also he loves the Amalgams and has no fear (or guilt) towards them like Alphys might #one last observation: #I have two styles-> Twink and Dad-Bod #idk why but it's a vibe lol

[nem0-nee]

nemo.....one of my amazingly, amazingly talented mutual on tumblr......if you can......

any tips on shading clothes cause I've just been staring at my computer/tablet (idk what to call it) screen for hours

i tried to watch tutorials but they use smart words, im a dumbass so i cant understand it!

OHOHO I've been wanting to make a post regarding clothing rendering tips!! So ty for the ask and the opportunity >:))

Please note that I'm purely self-taught and only relied on art tutorials on YT and mere observation... I am by no means a professional. Not only that, but I don't have a teaching license TvT

Oh and, I'm not 100% sure if you're asking for shading in general, or how to shade clothing folds?? I'll go with both just in case?? Do lmk if this isn't what you're looking for ;;

Contrast and Hue Variation

These may sound like big terms, but trust me, it's just fancy terms we assign because art is...complicated

This is my mega cheat sheet with tips!! Hopefully my writing is legible enough?? Though I'm more concerned on whether you'll find this helpful TvT

Clothing folds

Homie... I'mma be real here. I have no idea what I'm doing either☠️

My best advice is to look at references, especially with how other artists shade clothing and photo references.

[ The one I highly recommend is Rinotuna on Twitter (they're my religion, wouldn't be here w/o them <33). ]

I ain't gatekeeping... I just don't know how to explain it ahahsgdajdvad

No clue if you'll find these helpful?!?! I really suck at explaining so imsorry if this left you more confused </33

#nemsletter #art tip hellhole #folds are literally random bullshit go #i learned it all from observing other artists + actual references on google images #....i don't use pinterest [gets shot] #this was kinda nervewracking to make dhafkfdhkdf #please take my words with a grain of salt I'm just a silly little guy playing around TvT... no art lessons whatsoever (this is not a flex)

[clegfly]

I hate how the fandom just assumed hero and Mari are extroverts. Like they have four friends and three of them are their little brothers’ friends

#just because someone’s optimistic or outgoing doesn’t mean they’re an extrovert silly #Take me for example #I’m loud as fuck and act outwardly confident as often as possible but would die if I had to talk to someone I don’t know that well #though this misinterpretation can be explained! In headspace hero and Mari are very extroverted #And I believe this is because sunny looks up to them #He just sees them as being good at interacting with others because they’re confident around him #Uh oh OMORI analysis hours! #No but actually I think they interact with others so often in headspace for this reason #Sunny sees them as confident older sibling figures #he believes that they’re good at talking to others because of the way he perceives them #When in reality they don’t really interact with anybody else. And I think that’s really neat #and a very cool little detail #I could be VERY wrong and we just don’t see them interact with others often #But this is just my observations ha #sun’s silly ramblings #omori #omori hero #omori mari

[caffeinatedopossum]

I honestly don't know what people mean when they talk about "having dreams" in the sense of like aspirations and ambitions. People talk about it like EVERYONE obviously has one. And I don't. I just kind of hang out and try not to die.

#always had problems with this question #like when people ask what you wanna be when you get older or what career youd like #ive never felt like those things were options to me #i dont think ill ever have a real career #but im honestly pretty content with just working on myself and drawing my silly little characters #and talking to friends when they need someone to lean on and baking some peanut butter cookies #and washing my silly little dishes and taking my meds #it aint much but its honest work #oh oh and listening to music. gotta love discovering new music #sometimes i write music too. or poems or stories. but theyre not meant for other people #just for me 😌 #i would like to sing someone my songs someday #but thats less about a career and more about the human desire to observe and be observed #to impact people the way theyve impacted me

[bittersweetresilience]

i'm not really one to post snippets but... you know, since i'm unlikely to publish any of this anyway... i was going back through my fics and i am thoroughly charmed by how much i forgot i wrote. in about two minutes i'm going to forget i'm a fine writer and i enjoy my work again but for now i'm riding the high... such is life

#i'm particularly pleased with the second one because i remember writing the entire fic in a twenty minute sprint and assuming it sucked and #never looking at it again. but it's fine surprisingly. third one is the same i got a lot done that day #having a lot of writing experience is really just accumulating a bunch of similes and metaphors you can whip out easily and knowing how to #balance action narration internal external observation feeling without thinking. maybe writing poetry helps. i really like rhythm and flow #and making sentences end in a way where if you read them aloud it's almost like they're rhyming #i'm not trying to praise myself i'm just thinking #but you know what? i should praise myself. good job sunny #you did it. you're happy with your work again. you stopped having the crazy unhealthy social media feelings #you are comfortable with yourself even with everything that's happened and everything you're still afraid of a little bit #and you never stopped writing about murder and insane unshowable things 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 #everything is going to be okay i love ME and AUTUMN and MOONIE #wow i'm really just rambling to myself in the tags of a post where i feel good about myself 🤣 how cringe. how silly #but i will be cringe forever and weird and shedding the skin of my shame 😌 #i'm also listening to kurzgesagt soundtracks right now and thinking about the vastness of the universe #and how small i am and how none of this really matters and yet it's so beautiful and that just has me feeling some kind of way #🌃 #miraculous ladybug #ml fanfic

[markeronacomputer]

Update: Making art of one of the OC Veldigun I previously mentioned. Basically, all you need to know is that he has two forms: a digital cartoon version that he uses to communicate with the OO, and his real form, which is rarely seen and hyper-realistic, like the contrast between Toon Lankmann and the real Lankmann.

Beginning to realise the problem with my art may be that I’m only good at drawing things when they’re viscerally terrifying, because this is what the sketch art for Real Mychael (or at least, his head) looks like…

(scopophobia tw under cut!)

#dreams of an insomniac #doai au #pastra #veldigun #veldigun oc #oc #original character #art #scopophobia tw #why do the teeth on the fake head look so… realistic? #like literally it’s just white on a black background! is it the brush size?! #anyways this is mychael (or Myke but I save that nickname for his toon version) #fun fact: I’ve had this guy as an OC for a year and a half now #and for the LONGEST TIME he was just a silly goofy guy with no real lore to him #I just liked Pastra’s OC designs and wanted to come up with a design similar to that #the Grimmso and Clyde inspiration is quite clear #(you can’t see in this photo but he is in fact a ghost) #(He’s also coming out of a TV in this art like The Ring so that’s a fun reference) #also yes #you read that right #this is meant to be my SILLY GOOFY little guy #it’ll make more sense once I show you his toon form #DoaI: Oneiric Observation

[orionis13]

It took me like a full two hours after leaving work to realize that I’m covered in mud. I have no clue how this has happened. Just a glimpse into my empty empty mind.

#i slept sososo little last night and im so tired and apparently muddied #i wanst even expecting to work tonight i just picked up a shift for some extra money #this isn’t a complaint just a silly observation from my sleepy brainn

[foolish-edworm]

i love how genetics just dont seem to be a thing in the sailor moon universe bc how on earth does chibi usa have red eyes when both her parents have the bluest eyes in the fuckin world

#not to mention her pink hair #but still lmao #the worm speaks #also this isn't serious #dont take this seriously #im just making a silly little observation bc i thought it was funny #sailor moon #chibi usa

[acewhofellonmyface]

was watching Noah Schnapp’s tiktok and the one with Rihanna at the super bowl and he’s saying Rihanna’s his girl crush and everybody in the comments like ‘what about zendaya???’

like, please. don’t y’all know pretty much every gay person has some opposite sex celebrity ‘crush’ they’ve basically trained themselves to say whenever it’s brought up?? mine’s Michael B Jordan lmao

#and not saying i know anything about noah #not trying to speak for him #just a silly little observation i've made #noah schnapp #byler