#just know i miss ya🤞

[snaillock]

“tell me about that one follower who used to consistently interact with your posts but then suddenly vanished so when you got curious and searched them up, you found out that their account was gone.”

#★ snail.rambles ★ #to my old follower with that cute ass chigiri nendroid pfp who suddenly disappeared one day #just know i miss ya🤞

[batfleshh]

Basic Training

Ghost X M!DH!Reader X Soap

Warnings: ANOTHER DOG HYBRID FIC BC I MISS THESE, threesome, poly gs + r, plugged on both ends 🤞, LORD yall gon have a field day with this one i hope, orgasm denial, throat fucking, collars and leashes!! kicks feet and giggles, tail pulling, you bark for them (I would do the same), not proof read, love yall

“Jus’ couldn’t keep your fuckin’ mouth shut, eh mutt?”, you hear the lieutenant snarl at you as he pounds into you, your head resting on the bed as he keeps a firm hold on your hips. Your hands have a strained grip on the bedsheet, whimpers and pathetic moans leaving your scratchy throat. All the noises leaving you leave your vocal cords exhausted, but his pace never slows. You look up at the sergeant, your eyes trailing down to his hand that’s slowly pumping his own cock. He gives you a sly smile, moving closer to tuck his hand under your drool soaked chin. He raises your head up, a whine leaving you as his eyes dance between you and Ghost. He attempts to shush and sooth you lazily, lowering your head down to place you directly in front of his twitching cock. You waste no time in getting it in your mouth, desperately trying to do whatever you can to please him. Soap strokes his hands through your hair, rubbing delicately at your ears.

Ghost rolls his eyes at Soaps coddling, giving him a look. The other just gives a playful roll of his eyes and forces your head down further, the sight of you choking and gagging on his dick making him just want to hold your head still and fuck your throat raw. Simon begins to groan, fucking into you hard. You feel Ghosts hand on the back of your head, forcing your head down onto Soaps cock as he releases inside of you, the action taking you by surprise. He pulls out of your hole, your lips still sealed around Johnnys cock. Your hole twitches at the feeling of warmth leaking from it, your tail falling down shamefully to cover it up. You yelp when you feel a firm grip on it, forcing it back up.

“Wish you could take a peak at this, Johnny. Would make ya wanna have a turn back here,” he teases, letting go of your tail and hitting you lightly on the hip. Soap pushes your mouth away from him, listening to the way you whine at now being completely empty. He gives you a stroke on the head, before gently pushing you onto your back. Ghost reaches around on the bed before grabbing at you, lifting up your head off the bed to slide a collar around your neck, one they had gotten you a while ago and have been forgetting to use every once in a while. Your tail gently swishes at the feeling of it, but the click and sight of a leash catches you slightly by surprise. Before you know it, your throat is yanked at by Ghost, a grin on his scarred face. The way your cock leaks between your legs shows just how excited this is making you, even though they’re not gonna play into giving you that much release tonight.

After a few minutes of shifting around positions, Ghost ends up off the bed, standing over you as you lay on your back, head resting off the edge of the bed. Soap is now the one between your legs, tip pressed up against your entrance. Your leash is being firmly held by Ghost as his tip is a few inches away from your lips, waiting for the slightest mumble of directions to begin. You let out a soft moan as Soaps tip slips into you, the noise making your mouth open up just enough for Ghost to slide his dick past your lips. You whine, the feeling of the collar pressing against your throat makes you see stars. After a few minutes, Johnny pushes his full length inside of you, causing you to let out a muffled whimper around Ghosts cock. The feeling of it makes him buck his hips forward, making you gag on his length. Your breathing is ridged as you grip at the sheet of the bed once more, your cock twitching as Soap hits against that spot inside you over and over again.

Both men become weary and focused on you when you begin to twitch, whining and whimpering more frequently as Johnny picks up his pace on purpose, smirking at Ghost. When you finally reach the edge, that oh so close feeling turns to disappointment as Johnny pulls out of you, listening to you whine and attempt to close your legs off to him. The smug Scottish man lets out a deep laugh, forcing your legs back open with a harsh slap to your thigh. He almost feels bad when your tail goes limp and your hands start to twitch, but the sight of you like this makes you want to do it more. Ghost continues on with fucking your throat, grunting as tightens his already firm grip on the leash he’s holding. He gives one final tug of the lead, releasing down your throat, holding his hips in place. When he pulls out of your mouth, you’re coughing and light headed, whining to both of them to just please let you cum.

Simon stares at you, making the decision in his head, looking over at Soap. Johnny smirks, looking back down at your pleading face. You watch his hands slowly move to touch you, listening to the soft noises you make at him as your tail slowly begins to thump against the mattress. The Scottish mans hand slowly wraps around your cock, beginning with slow yet long strokes. You feel like you’re going dumb, whining more eagerly with every movement.

“Fine, pup, we’ll let ya cum,” he begins, watching your eyes fill with happiness and relief. “But,” he cuts back in, his movements slowly speeding up. “Why don’t ya give us yer best bark, you’s can do that for us, eh puppy?”, he teases, watching you contemplate his proposal. Ghost runs his hand through your hair, making sure to still have ahold on that leash. At first, your whines slowly start up again, but then you think for a bit. Then you let one out, a simple, pathetic “woof”. Then you do it a few more times, panting and whining when Soap coos at you, his hand moving up and down your length faster. By then, that’s all that can come from your mouth, before you arch up sharply, releasing onto your stomach and the sergeants hand.

“Good boy, lad.”

★ ~

Yayayayaya this is done

#bat bite #male reader #x male reader #gay #cod x reader #call of duty #cod x male reader #mwah #simon ghost riley #ghost x male reader #soap x male reader #soap mactavish #soap x reader #ghostsoap x reader #ghost x reader #soap call of duty #soap cod #ghostsoap #ghost mw2 #simon riley x reader #dog hybrid #hybrid reader #hybrid male reader

[sorbetisfruity]

A little continuation of my Leona imagine because y’all liked it smmmmm🤞🤞

So turns out, you’re gonna be spending the night!!

Cheka BEGS and BEGS for you to spend just one night, because he missed you and wants to stay with you. He doesn’t wanna see you go again:(

And since you’re staying, Leona is staying too because there is no way in HELL he’s leaving you with his family.

(His brother and sister-in-law would’ve definitely stayed up all night asking you very embarrassing questions and showing you embarrassing pictures of him.)

Cheka is ecstatic once you agree to stay the night. You can’t say no to him, not when he gives you the most adorable puppy eyes you’ve ever seen!!:(

“So, where will I be sleeping? I’m completely fine with the couch, after all I know it’s uhm..short notice..” you nervously giggle out as Cheka clings to you.

“Oh, unfortunately none of our guest rooms are cleaned out for you. And we wouldn’t want one of Leona’s “friends” to sleep on the couch!” His brother says, winking at his wife.

“How about you sleep with Leona? I’m sure he wouldn’t mind.”

(They totally have guest rooms cleaned out btw. They just NEEEEDDDD you two to get together.)

And suddenly, your face is warm and red, and you can hear Leona’s feet hit the ground as he walks up behind you.

“Oh, I wouldn’t wanna bother Leona. I can be quite restless and I know how much he loves his sleep..” you insist, distracting yourself with Cheka as he messes with your hand, “trust me, the couch is fine.”

“If you didn’t wanna sleep with me, you could’ve just said so herbivore.” Leona teases, leaning against you as he yawns.

“It’s not that..i just can’t guarantee I’ll fall asleep right away. Knowing you, you’ll fall asleep as soon as your head hits your pillow.” You roll your eyes playfully, pushing him off of you gently.

“You’re practically falling asleep right now!” You say as you lean down to pick up Cheka.

His brother and his wife are laughing and awing at the little interaction between you two:((

“Yeah yeah whatever. I can just take the couch ya know.” Leona leans against the wall as he speaks, looking at you.

“What? Dude no. It’s literally your house, and your room. If anyone should take the couch then it’s me. I’m the one staying the night last minute.”

Leona gets off of his spot on the wall, coming over to you.

“Herbivore it’s-”

“So it’s final!! You’re staying in Leona’s room!” His brother interrupts, patting Leona roughly on the back.

“I..guess it is.” You say nervously, your cheeks turning red.

“Yeah I guess it is Herbivore.” You turn to Leona as he speaks. His tail wags furiously, hitting the floor and making loud thumps.

His cheeks were flushed too, and you really couldn’t tell if it was because of the savanna heat or the fact that you two were gonna sleep together.

“Well, come on. I’ll show you where my room is.” Leona says, grabbing your hand and yanking you along.

You put Cheka down softly, ignoring his complains and waving goodbye as Leona pulls you along impatiently.

So, fast forward, it’s night time and you’re trying to find out sleeping arrangements.

You’re insisting you can just sleep on the floor but Leona is not taking ANY of your shit.

At some point Leona just pulls you into bed and holds you close, wrapping his limbs around you.

“Now shut the hell up. I’m tired and you’re warm, so go to sleep Herbivore.” He says with a yawn, his warm breath hitting your neck.

You sigh, wiggling to get comfy as he holds you tighter and closer to him, trying not to focus on the fact that you two are so close.

You could feel his heartbeat and he could feel yours. It was clear he was a bit flustered and nervous about sleeping together too.

You end up falling asleep first by the way. It was a long day and you were very sleepy.

And for a little while, Leona just sat there and watched your sleeping face. Not in a creepy way of course, more of a “wow i can’t believe they’re here in my arms right now” kind of way.

And before he closes his eyes, he gives you a little kiss on your forehead. Then he finally falls asleep.

And since Leona is a huge fan of sleeping, there’s no way in hell you two are getting out of bed before 12 pm.

So his brother and sister-in-law come in in the morning and see you two cuddling, and saw that Cheka even snuck in at some point last night and is cuddled in between you two.

And all they can do is point and giggle and be in complete awe about how cute you three look:(((

You three really look like a family :(((((

(Btw yes, they definitely took pictures and will tease Leona about it next time he comes over.)

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst wonderland #twst imagines #twst x reader #twst headcanons #twst mc #disney twst #twst leona #twst leona kingscholar #leona kingscholar #twisted wonderland leona #leona x reader #cheka kingscholar #twisted wonderland cheka

[lu-vin-it]

Untitled

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Summary: You and Daryl have a quick conversation before bed.

Pronouns Used: None mentioned.

Pairings: Daryl Dixon X Reader

Set: Pre-S1

Word Count: 295

Warnings: Domesticated Daryl Dixon idnc he is so cute

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“I miss doing nothing with you.” You whisper to your boyfriend. He just stares into your eyes. Over the past month, life had been turned upside down. The dead started walking and the live started dying just because of a bite. You had to kill your brother, you had to watch as your Mother attacked your Father, you had to pass by your entire town going into a frenzy.

The day your Brother died you drove to the camp you thought your boyfriend, Daryl, would be at, and thankfully he was. He was with his Brother, and a few others who, according to Merle, were mooching off of Daryl’s hunting.

And now you were laying down on a sleeping bag with your boyfriend laying across from you. The camp— which was usually buzzing with activity— was silent as everyone was going to bed as well. Daryl lifted his hand to cusp your face.

“I wish life could go back to normal.” You add. He sighs. “You don’t think it will, do you?” He shakes his head after a minute.

“I won’t let any walkers get anywhere near you.” He promised. You nod with a slight smile.

“I wonder how my Uncle Jeremy is. Like I wonder if maybe he’s alive.”

“I’m sure he is. That mother fucker is tougher than the world. You snort.

“For all the worst reasons.” Daryl smiles. You lean in and peck his lips.

“Let’s get some sleep, lover boy.” He rolls his eyes at the name.

“Mk. Love ya.”

“I love you more.” He leans over and kisses your nose before turning out the lantern and wrapping his arms around you. Maybe you didn’t know what was going to happen in the future, but at least you were with him.

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#the walking dead fic #the walking dead x reader #daryl dixion imagine #daryl dixon x reader #daryl dixon x you #domesticated daryl dixon

[lackablazeical]

I have some songs but I’m not 100% sure they fit so I’d like your input hava

The Torture Tango from Spy’s Are Forever kinda reminds me of Donnie lol

and Abnormality Dancing Girl by MICCHI kinda reminds me of Mikey? So does Everybody Loves Me by OneRepublic and Respectless from Hazbin Hotel

idk 😅

The Torture Tango is SPOT ON JUST-

I’ve been waiting for this moment for such a long time // And wouldn’t ya know it? //You’re finally mine

If you’re hurting, please show it // Don’t be ‘fraid to cry // And just for my enjoyment, you will suffer // Suffer // Suffer // Until you die

So sit back, relax, and enjoy the show // I’ve quite the evening planned // I’ve cleared up your schedule, nowhere else to go // Trust me, you’re in good hands

I’m a master of torture, it gets me high // To show ya the horror of staying alive // I’ll prod ya // And poke ya // And bleed you dry // And just for my enjoyment // You will suffer

YESSSSSS!!!!

As for Abmormality Dancing Girl, first off I love that the band is legit called Micchi I find that silly. Two, it's pretty good, I wouldn't say EXACTLY Mikey, kinda gives more Riko vibes idk.

Everybody Loves Me by One Republic is ALL of the Hamatos I don't even need to do a lyric check just the title alone tells you enough!!

As for respectless, I haven't actually listened to the song (other Hazbin songs grab my attention way more I'm sorry) BUT I do love the lyrics

You've got it twisted // I'm not the one who needs a new attitude // Maybe you missed it, but I'm that #Bitch // And I will do nothing less than what I please, woo!

Ugh, no wonder I'm so respectless // I could eat you lot for breakfast

Did I strike a nerve? // [...] // And why are you avoidin' war? // That's what the guns you sell are for

Who knew Velvet and Mikey were like this 🤞

#addams! tmnt au #rottmnt #addams! mikey #addams! donnie #addams! song recs #rottmnt au

[epiphanytear]

Favorite k-pop group tag game!

Thanks to @cosmicdreamgrl , @cordiallyfuturedwight, and @aprylynnfor the tag 🫶

Who is your favorite k-pop group?

B 🕺 T 🕺S goes without saying lol

Which member sparked your interest first?

Taehyung! I kept seeing things from Jump on insta and his voice really drew me in

Who was your first bias?

Yoongi, my beloved

What makes them your current bias?

Ok, where do I begin. First of all, Yoongi is my first bias and I suppose I could say he is my ultimate bias, but just barely. It’s a very minuscule amount which is why I say I have a bias line, and for me that is the hyung line, and no I don't consider them bias wreckers. They are my actual biases. I’ll try to keep my love for them brief:

Yoongi: He is so inspirational. I’m kinda tearing up as I write about this, but he makes me believe in myself, that it’s possible to get through my trials. His way of showing affection is similar to my own, and I can see myself in him, especially creatively.

Jin: ngl, I'm very protective of Jin. Any time I see someone talk bad about him, or downplay how hard he works I bristle. And he is such a hard worker. I see someone who loves what they do and loves being with the people they love. He is such a breath of fresh air, and also, as others have mentioned, a bit of a mystery and I love that.

Hobi: Hobi has so many characteristics that I want to embody, and maybe I already do. I admire him greatly, and his passion and drive. I also love how down to earth he is. He's a ray of sunshine, yes, but he's also not afraid to show his grit. He's similar to me in that we light up talking about what we love.

Namjoon: Namjoon and I are kindred spirits in that we are both Virgos lol. I like to call him my overseas twin, since by the time it's Sept 11th (my birthday) where I live, it's already Sept 12th in SK. Different dates/different time zones, but still the same moment, ya know? In all seriousness though, I love the way he thinks and analyzes things. I love when he breaks down his creative process for us, and just his overall demeanor.

For all of them, they each embody something that I see in myself, creatively and personally. But they also embody characteristics that I admire, and that I hope I can one day see in myself. And, if you want to get read, check out this insta. She gives deeper meaning additions on bts biases and it was spot on for me for all for the four of them lol.

Who is your bias wrecker?

Jimin! all by his lonesome lol. No but seriously, I'm always awestruck by him, especially when he dances. It's so graceful, and he's also just so so sweet.

Which members are you currently obsessing over that aren't your bias/bias wrecker?

Thanks to all of the incredible gifs on my dash, probably Jungkook. Looking at you, Steph lol. Anyways, he's a real cutie so it's only fair.

When did you first discover the group?

During the Butter era, but like I said before, it was because of their song Jump that I went 👀lol

Have you ever been to one of their concerts?

I had the absolute privilege of being able to see Yoongi during his D-Day tour. Tbh, I'm still shocked that I got that opportunity? It felt like a fever dream. Still does. One of the most amazing experiences I'll probably ever have. I haven't seen them as a group, but maybe the opportunity will come. 🤞

What are some of your favorite songs by the group?

Well I have my unchangeable top 5: EPIPHANY my love and my soul song, also my queen Tear, First Love, Dionysus, and Run BTS. But they have such an incredible discography so some honorable mentions are: UGH, Black Swan, Pied Piper, Airplane pt. 2, Not Today, and Love Maze. I could go on, but we'd be here a while 💜

Tagging (If you wanna): @jiminsproof @fireworksgalaxy @kimtaegis @miss-bruja @serendipetite and @thisfuckingdeadlife

#this was super fun #tag game #get to know epiphany

[thegamingcatmom]

Hey!!♥️😽 I see you haven't posted in a while I hope everything is going well!

I have a question. How do you think maggot mommy would react to their mate cuddling up to them in their sleep? Maybe because it's been a long time since they have had physical contact with an actual person, or because they are unconscious and it's just a natural response for them? Miss ya!

Okay so I kinda got carried away a bit so now there´s quite a lot leading up to the actual moment you´ve actually asked for - the grande finale, if you will - and I dunno I´m...sorry? I- 💀💀💀

BUT, first things first-

Why hello, dear nonny! 😽

Everything´s peachy! Life´s just been quite busy these past few months and it´s likely gonna remain that way for a little while longer. But all good things (hopefully)! 🤞🍀

Thank you for asking, that´s very sweet of you. ♥

And I hope things are going great for you as well! 🙏💚

NOW, let´s get to the juicy part. Hope yall are ready for a rather horny mf confused gremlin in this next installment of "Evil Dead Rise...but gayer":

Monsters

This is a direct follow-up to my last installment where Momma got half her face ripped off. Just so yall know where we currently are time-wise. ✌️

Oh, a fair warning: The tone of things might be beginning to...change from here. Just a smidge. 🤏😇

(Sidenote: I was mainly listening to this while writing. I've always been drawn to anything supernatural, and this song gives such otherworldly vibes, trying to lull you in while actually being quite sinister and tragic at the same time. 💔)

LET´S GO!

When you were little, your mother would sit with you every night, tuck you in, and tell you "bedtime stories" - stories that would haunt you for the rest of your childhood and well into your adolescent years. Crafted to keep you from getting into trouble, to make you behave by using a "weapon" that is as cliche as it is effective:

A monster.

There´s always a god damn monster somewhere.

"Do you know what will happen to your socks if you keep leaving them strewn about? The Sock Monster under your bed will snatch them up. One day, it might not be just the socks."

"Do you know what happens to children who stay in bed all day? The Monster in your closet will come out late at night when everyone is asleep to drag you out of the bed and into Closet Land."

"Do you know what happens to children who won´t wash themselves when told to? The Shower Monster behind the curtain will come out, grab you, and drag you down through the drain into the sewers."

Needless to say, you were thoroughly traumatised. At some point though, you managed to snap yourself out of those irrational fears, recognizing these stories for what they really were: Illusions. And you firmly believed in that up until a few weeks ago.

Until the day these "Bedtime stories" became more than just stories. They became your reality.

One of these... things is currently occupying the spot under your bed. Its eyes are unblinking, staring into nothingness. It´s emitting a clicking sound now and then but is otherwise as still as a statue... or so one might think. Its clawed hands are firmly embedded in the floor, its whole body poised, as if waiting for something.

Another thing has taken up residence in the closet. Its doors are cracked open just enough, allowing anyone stupid brave enough to wander into this room to see the eye staring back at them. There's no missing that bright, ominous glow. Nor the heavy breathing.

And then there's the thing in the adjacent bathroom, sitting—no—lounging in the bathtub. One leg out, foot propped up against the tap, the whole skin sporting a discolored look with darkish splotches that extend all the way up to the nails - causing them appear nearly black. One arm thrown over the edge, hand suspended in the air, drops of water dripping from tips that resemble more talons down onto the floor - the only sound in this room. The bathtub is filled with rather colorful water, and if one were to take a closer look, they could see bits and pieces of... something swimming in it, breaking the surface every now and then.

The curtain is open, giving burning eyes a clear view into the bedroom and to the bed where you are, dead to the world. Recent happenings finally took their toll, no doubt, causing you to pass out shortly after your head hit the pillow - a clean head at that, for once. Still a bit damp and slighty soaking the pillow. You couldn´t care less though - this is the best sleep you´ve gotten since...well, since everything went to absolute shit.

You still can´t believe you managed to wriggle your way out of that rather wet chokehold and into the bathtub. Can´t believe how easy it actually was. It was sort of a knee-jerk reaction on your part as well. Having absolutely had it with your demonic roommate mounting you, leaving its slobber all over you-

Your whole body had tensed, hands shot up from where they'd been hanging onto bony shoulders for dear life after that latest onslaught to grip a sunken face very tight indeed - nails digging not only into skin, but also muscles and tendons because, in your rage, you kinda forgot that thing was still missing half Its face. Fingertips hooking into an exposed jawbone to yank! It towards you, noses nearly touching, staring It down and right into Its soul, absolutely willing to throw caution to the wind if it meant getting your message across loud and clear, and, oh boy-

Loud and clear you were.

"FUCKING STOP USING ME AS YOUR FUCKING STRESS RELIEVER, YOU FUCKING WEIRD ASS PSYCHO BITCH!"

...

The silence that had followed was deafening, the only sound being your heavy breathing, and you feared you´d just signed your own death warrant. Well, so be it then. At least you were going down with dignitiy.

What you hadn´t expected, however, was the reaction that followed. Or, lack thereof.

The look of utter disbelief on Its face was priceless - the slow blinking being the only indication there was still some form of life within that decomposing body. But, more importantly, it had given you enough time to-

You had been eyeing that rather sharp-looking piece of wood from what used to be a dresser for quite a while earlier, poking out between Its rips, practically begging you to pull.

Using Its dumbfounded state to your advantage, your hand had released Its jawbone and reached down in a hurry, seizing that stake and ripping it out in one go, sending dark red blood spurting out of Its torso.

You hadn´t given It a chance to react, to even realize what was happening, before you had that stake burried deep in Its head - using the gaping wound on Its face to ram the wooden piece in and all the way up, sending parts of brain and skull flying.

It had taken a bit longer than you´d anticipated, considering you´d just impaled Its head on a spike, but, eventually, the desired effects kicked in:

Eyes were slowly dimming, losing their ominous glow, until milky orbs were staring back at you. The grip on you had loosened, a clawed hand ripped out of the wall, as Its body went slack, collapsing to the side like a sack of potatoes.

You had quickly picked yourself up off the floor, having learnt from your previous scissors-attempt that this wasn´t a permanent state but rather... hitting the snooze button. You had minutes, best use them wisely.

You hadn´t bothered looking for an escape, simply because there was none. You had checked. It´s what you do in your leisure time these days. What´s been keeping you from going insane.

With nothing else to do, you had then opted for the next best thing, which meant-

You were getting that bath at last.

So, here you are now. Having the best sleep in a long while, blissfully unaware of the many glowing eyes currently watching you, observing you, guarding you.

Carrying out Momma´s orders.

And Momma´s been a lot more careful about her pick this time around. Thoroughly weighing up her options before coming to a decision which one of these pathetic creatures would be assigned the duty, the honor, of watching over what is hers.

In the end, her choice had fallen on what she believed to be her most capable soldiers. She still wasn´t certain if, or rather, how much she had been influenced by that wretched echo she just can´t seem to get rid of. The cunt that had previously inhabited this shell - Ellie.

Because two of those titty-sucking parasites were, right in this moment, watching over her precious mate.

This time, there better be no incidents, or so help her.

It has to be said though...she hadn´t expected that.

You putting that toothpick through her head after she so passionately made you hers again, well, she couldn´t care less about that, really. As if something as trivial as that was enough to fatally injure her. As if you would want to, anyway.

As if you could.

In fact, her twisted mind was brought back to a moment quite similar, where you had grabbed those rusty scissors and plunged them right through her nose, making that pathetic shell shut down for a while, too weak to withstand even the smallest of nicks, apparently. Disgusting.

But how could she blame you for that, when what she´s been doing to you must´ve felt absolutely heavenly - you singing for her so sweetly, so overcome with the throes of passion you began trashing about, which had then ended in said scissors-incident.

So yes, Maggot Momma could absolutely understand you going feral for her.

What she was still trying to wrap her warped mind around, however, was your...temper tantrum. By now, she´s become used to your rebellious tendencies, finds them to be quite enticing most of the time. They make this game of cat and mouse the two of you are playing simply mouthwatering.

This time, though, it had seemed different. You had seemed different. Like you weren´t playing anymore.

For the first time since the entity had taken over this shell, It had felt something other than the need to conquer and tear and dominate and rip rip rip SLASH THEM ALL OPEN make them rot in hell-

She had been vibrating when the entity had resurrected this shell, trashing about, smashing her head against the wall over and over and over-

She had felt too much, yet not nearly enough. It was most confusing, overwhelming, frustrating - driving her wild.

Something was trying to push its way past the haze of insanity. Something that had made her pause in the first place, when you were having that temper tantrum - grabbing her, screaming at her, stabbing her-

Refusing her.

The fog, at least for the moment, had been lifted.

The vibrating had stopped.

She´d gotten up, pulling that stake out of her head as she went, and had made her way to you - body gone into autopilot. Finding you had been rather easy - she was able to sense you, smell you. Smell your fear and-

Your excitement.

Or rather, lack thereof. A most acrid smell.

Seeing as you had locked her out, again, she had made her way up and through the vent until she´d reached the opening, directly above the room you were currently occupying. She had crawled out and down the wall, until she was standing directly in front of the bed you were still resting on, looking so peacefully. So unlike this other version of you she´d witnessed not too long ago.

She liked you better like this. Like you were now.

Her darling Drama Queen.

So obedient.

So submissive.

So good for her.

There had been steam coming from the bathroom, carrying a delicious aroma, urging her to investigate. The bathtub was filled with pinkish water still - an indication that you had cleansed yourself off recent happenings.

Off her.

The iron smell permeating the air was so prominent, she could almost taste it, taste you - that scent of yours easily overpowering everything else, drawing her in like a moth to a flame.

Thickening the fog yet again.

She had stumbled towards it, coming to a stop right in front, before letting herself fall, face-first, into everything that is you.

That smell, my god-

She wants it everywhere every time all of it-

And, technically, she could. There was no need for her to come up for air, at least not for quite a while. And even if she were to drown, the entity would simply bring back this shell like It had many times before.

However-

There was that nagging again, pushing its way through the haze to remind her of the more pressing matters at hand. Of you. Currently resting right next door. Unsupervised.

She won´t have that. Especially after recent events.

So, a choice had to be made.

～You titty-sucking parasites better not disappoint Mommy.～

Seeing as they all worked as one, there had been no need to leave her current position, good. She had called upon them using their shared link - a hive mind, if you will. Seeing all, hearing all. Had seen and heard many souls that were rotting in hell now.

All in all, very convenient.

So, here she was now, observing you from her place in the bathtub. Burning eyes almost willing you to wake up so she can do-

Something.

She wasn´t quite sure what to do with you, to you, once you´d wake up.

It was driving her mad.

Your form started to twitch then, turning this way and that. You were murmuring something, too incoherent to understand.

You´ve always intrigued her, the monster in her, from the very moment you´d first set foot into her territory. Trespassing. Asking for a direct trip to hell.

And yet-

Something about you had made the entity pause back then. Just like now, when you were-

Refusing her.

She was on the move, her gaze never leaving your twitching form, using her grip on the bathtub to slide herself over and down the other side, remaining low on the ground as she crawled her way over to you, soaking the carpet.

A clawed hand closes around the foot of the bed, the other followed suit, pulling herself up and sitting down cross-legged, hands coming to rest on her knees. Watching you.

Observing you.

Trying to figure you out.

You were still talking, no more than a breeze though. Still mumbling utter nonsense. Sweat was starting to form on your slightly flushed face, indicating you were having a dream. Or a nightmare?

Her head was slowly tilting to one side.

"Hm."

She was torn. Torn about what to do with you and your sudden outburst. What to make of it.

What´s brought this on? What´s been going through that pretty head of yours, as you were shouting at her so passionately? Something she would´ve found quite flattering under different circumstances, would´ve felt very smug about it indeed, as it usually meant you were thoroughly enjoying what she was doing to you, eyes alight with desire.

This time though, your eyes were the darkest she´s ever seen them, staring her down, challenging her, defying her, tempting her to-

She´s gonna gouge those eyes right out and swallow them whole, sink her teeth into its throat and rip it open, dig her claws into that chest and tear out the thing that keeps this pathetic shell going, sending its resident to ROT in hell for all eternity for revolting against her, trying to DOMINATE her as if it COULD when it´s up against an ALPHA, against DIVINITY WHOSE JUDGEMENT WILL MAKE THEM ALL BURN IN THE DARKEST PITS OF HELL BY THE HANDS OF THE DARK ONES-

No-

The enitity is shaking Its head then, hitting it over and over and over, claws digging in, piercing skin and bone and ripping out strands of matted red hair as they went, lips pulling back to reveal a sharp set of teeth that´ve come together with a pop!, the heavy breathing being the only sound in this room as-

No.

Not you, never you, her mate, her angel, meant for her as she´s meant for you, brought together by fate, meant to rule together as one and deliver judgement where judgement is due-

Besides-

You´re her good girl, are you not? Surely that twisted mind of hers is misjudging things. You simply meant to spice things up a little, didn´t you? Naughty girl. Pretending to revolt against her, to try and dominate her, just to see how far she would let you take your little game. You wanted a reaction from her.

That´s what she chose to believe anyway, because-

Momma would absolutely detest having to remind you what it means to be a good girl.

Her long, slender form was slowly bending forward, stretching out and over your huddled figure, long claws tenderly moving along your covered body as she went, caressing you, almost.

Hands come to a stop on either side of your head, caging you in. The added weight made you sink deeper into the bed, but you remained fast asleep.

You also didn´t take any note of the wet hair brushing against your cheeks, surrounding you like a curtain, as her head bent further down, nose nearly touching yours.

Burning eyes willing you to wake up, yet again.

You couldn´t care less though, it seemed. Even going so far as to burry yourself deeper into the sheets, a soft sigh escaping you, the corners of your mouth just so lifting, making you look softer, like you´re most content-

Another look she hasn´t seen on you yet.

How utterly confusing today is turning out to be.

Were you mocking her? Was this yet another game of Play Pretend? Was she about to have her head impaled again? This waiting game was really starting to irk her-

"Mmph!"

She´s been so busy staring into your soul that she didn´t notice you actually doing something, your touch coming so unexpected, she nearly started hissing, about to sink her teeth into that arm-

The arm that´s currently thrown around her shoulders, keeping her close, squishing her face into the pillow, cheek to cheek-

Caging her in.

You were stronger than you looked.

And she was feeling utterly confused.

One of those clawed hands remained gripping the pillow for support, the other was hovering just above it, next to your head, as if it didn´t quite know what to do, where to be. Burning eyes were wide open, wildly flitting about - left, right, up, down, right, left - like they were looking for an exit.

Now, Maggot Momma doesn´t do panic. She´s the cause of it, she thrives on it, it´s her trademark. The only time she would ever admit to feeling something that loosely resembles panic was when her prey was about to escape her clutches.

Something that has yet to happen, ergo-

Momma doesn´t do panic.

However, she´s still not quite sure how to get herself out of her current predicament without waking you. If you woke up, that´d mean she´d have to do...something, and considering she doesn´t know what something is yet, she´d rather you play dead for a little while longer. But that still raises the question-

How to get out of that chokehold?

On the other hand, her body was already starting to tingle-

Seeing as her sight was currently limited, the hand still hovering next to you was cautiously starting to feel around, searching for your hand that was hanging off her shoulder somewhere. As soon as sharp tips made contact, they were dancing along your skin until they reached your wrist, fingers slowly starting wrap around-

"Ssss-!"

Momma doesn´t do panic.

However, she will admit this caught her slightly off guard. It is for this reason she did absolutely nothing to stop you from rolling over and into her, letting you treat her like a giant doll that you could handle as you pleased, how utterly mortifying, beneath her-

And yet, you´ve managed to come out on top.

You seemed quite content there, too. All of you is by far not enough to cover all of her, but you still tried - head burrying in her neck, arms wrapping around her middle, legs stretching and stretching-

...And stretching some more-

And yet, it´s still not enough. Adorable.

There you were now, clinging to her like a baby koala. And there she was, laying motionless aside from her hands hovering over your body. How utterly pathetic, letting herself be dominated like a bitch in heat, if The Dark Ones could see her now-

"Hmm..."

And yet...

As your angelic voice reached her ears, warm breath hitting her neck repeatedly in short puffs, she found that she couldn´t give a lesser fuck. She was divinity itself, and she did as she damn well pleased.

Clawed hands come to rest on your back then, one between your shoulder blades, the other on your lower back, encasing you. Nose burrying itself in your hair, breathing you in. Once burning eyes - now dimmed to a soft glow - were starting to fall shut. Hips are not beginning to move, because-

For the first time since your arrival, the monster in her slumbered.

And she was right, after all-

You are still her good girl.

#evil dead rise #maggot mommy #alyssa sutherland #evil dead rise...but gayer #deadites #ellie bixler #someone

[helluvapurf]

*not me forgetting to watch the newest HB ep a few days late* -BUT yeah, the Mammon ep's here!

Figured it'd be nice to chat about it a bit since this'll probably be the last S2 ep we'll get for the year, so lets get into it~

Quick spoiler warning below for those who haven't seen the Mammon ep yet-

Alriiiighty, to start things off lets talk about the Pros of this ep!~ :>

-Bless. 👏My. 👏Guy. 👏Fizz. He was SUCH a gem to watch, here!~ 🥺Everything from his strong passion for being the best performer possible, his anxieties about fitting up to his idol Mammon's vision (in spite of all his exploitative treatment of Fizzarolli), and him eventually finding the courage to stand up to his crooked boss to quit on a high note (aka: his "F*** You") song… aaaaa, just chef kiss Loved it~

-Ozzie's back to being the best smooth talking-yet-loving bf to help out Fizzarolli, which is also a big treat to see!~❤️ You can just feel how much he truly loves and thinks highly of Fizz, trying to encourage that he's the best just how he is… and that he doesn't need a prick like Mammon to "improve" his act 🥰. Honestly, would SO be down to just see more of Fizzmodeus' wholesome lovin' over the Sto*litz melodrama we've got now… for real lol >3> 👌👌

-Speaking of which, Blitz was fun to see pop up in more of a supportive role to Fizz's story, standing by as his "security" while trying to remind Fizz of what's really important over kissing up to Mammon's crowd. I even liked that tidbit from Ozzie that Blitz is just a "kind-of friend" rn, showing that he and Fizz are actually taking time to rebuild their bond instead of everything being fully-swept under the rug… which imo is refreshing to see, all things considered 👍👍

-As far as Mammon himself goes… well I mean, what you see is what you get when it comes to him lol 🤷 . A crude, money-grubbing showboat who's all about making a profit… which def fits the vibe to him being the embodiment of Greed imo .3. Glad he got his comeuppance and whether he comes back or not in the future, lets just hope Fizz will keep to standing his ground against this walking moneybag 🤞🤞

-Those Klown sisters "Glitz & Glam" were a fun lil duo themselves, catty but committed to their roles as stage performers 🤩(and ngl, their song "Klown B***h" was pretty catchy too~). Didn't even try to cheat/sabotage Fizz's acts despite all their attitude with him earlier, so good on ya girls~ 👍

-That moment of Fizz bonding with his fan over sign language was super sweet, really showing at the core what a caring idol Fizz is to wanna make his audience happy~ 😊😊

Now, as far as any Cons regarding the episode… hmmmm:

-While I get what they were trying to go for with Mammon's aesthetic (lowkey being a walking Christmas tree, aka: commercialism lol)… ehhhhh, I feel like something's a bit "missing" in him fully feeling like a Greed sin imo .x. Idk if it might be his head giving the "same-face syndrome" vibe as some other HB guys, or his whole "true form" basically just having some extra eyes/spider legs for some reason… buuuut eh, just not really feeling it from an artistic standpoint 🤷.

-Ngl, am I the only one who felt kinda bad for the Klown twins' predicament by the end? ^^; Like, yeah they were pretty bitchy to Fizz earlier but I mean… it lowkey-wasn't too different to Blitz' asshole attitude to everyone else (which is usually played off as a good thing/joke by the narrative) so like… did they really deserve getting slammed by that giant rock thing at the end? Heck even just a quick heads up from Fizz letting Glitz & Glam know what an exploitative prick Mammon actually is (at least more with the whole "make a s*x doll out of your image" thing... *shudders* >>; ) could've sufficed fine… esp since the girls themselves could've easily fit in better to like, Verosika's crew or something with their popstar-vibe. But again, that miiiiight just be me… .3.

-That one stalkerish fanboy of Fizz was a real creep indeed… which I guess also played well to his established role (though at least Mammon had some entertaining presence to him, in-comparison >>). Glad Blitz at least offed the guy off quickly to give his bud some breathing room👍 . The less we gotta deal with incels like that, the better -x-;

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Aaaand yeah, that basically about covers my thoughts on the Mammon ep! :thumbsup: Didn't expect it to release so soon as it did, but I say it did a splendid job as the mid-season finale(?) for S2! ^^ Lot of heart, lot of laughs, lot of splendor and polish to entertain a viewer… hope to see more of this improved writing for the rest of the season to follow!

As far as my current ranking of Season 2 goes, here ya go!

1) "Mammon's Magnificent Musical" (S2 Ep. 7)

2) "Oops" (S2 Ep. 6)

3) "Western Energy" (S2 Ep. 4)

4) "Exes and Oohs" (S2 Ep. 3)

5) "The Circus" (S2 Ep. 1)

6) "Unhappy Campers" (S2 Ep. 5)

7) "Seeing Stars" (S2 Ep. 2)

#helluva boss #helluva boss spoilers #helluva boss review

[3rddimension]

Hopefully they decide to bring back funerals to the main channel after the live show!

After seeing that reddit post alluding to it, I didn't expect this. Don't get me wrong, I'm over the moon! I just don't want this to be a one and done, ya know?

Like how everybody kept asking for Anthony's funeral in the comments section, I miss seeing the funeral roasts weekly/monthly, maybe this is the catalyst for a return🤞

I honestly don't think it's a one and done but more of the start of the improv comeback!

[lestappenforever]

hi angel c:

wanted to wish you and all your anons a good race evening! this two weekends are giving us enormous amount of lestappen content but I'm not complaining at all ._.

I take into account that the entire Lestappen launching may be PR but... don't you think this is kinda too much? I mean I don't see the reason for Christian to post photo of Max and Charles and moreover today's greeting of him and Charles... I'm confused .-. maybe I want to see Charles in RBR so bad that I start to notice and exaggerate the things that are not even there but greeting the others teem principal? o_O k im taking it

I follow some distant but still opinionated F1 sources that are not connected with shipping at all and the funny thing is that even people who are not delusional are seeing changes in behavior of these two or at least notice that they are somehow perceiving each other differently in comparison to other drivers. as if they were constantly emphasized and treated specially by each other. it’s just that: from year to year they get closer and closer, more calm and open. and that's beautiful

I have the feeling that we are witnessing the history and dynamics that are far from an end. their story is literary from the very beginning and I expect the same development. and at the moment we're getting it

it all as if we are missing something and seeing too much at the same time. and it's an amazing feeling. it irritates and in parallel fuels me with passion and interest

i see that everyone enjoyed yesterday's conference. that was two-domestic-idiots-in-love and third-wheeling- Steve Carlos. and I still don't know how to survive that "what?🥺🥰" from Charles. his voice and expression became so soft😭 or nervous Max (great thanks to Body language anon I already adore you). or all of that glances and giggles. I WASN'T PREPARED FOR THAT. I've lowered my expectations from Mexico so much that now I'm in a fucking complete "wtf is going on" situation. I anticipated a lot of Checo content but then Ferrari boys managed to put a red tractor on the first row and we got all of that

I don’t think that my ask now carries any meaning, I just wanted to share. I'm admiring you and your blog from a shadow right now but I'm always here c:

I have some serious mental issues these days, curing from depression and CPTSD is never easy. to a large extent, my reason for waking up every day and living now is Formula 1 and all its content including intrigues and investigations, theories and guesses, races, technical updates, challenges and shipping of pilots which I've found fun. so if anyone here is in the same condition as me, then know that you are not alone and one day we'll get through it

so yeah let's watch a great race and live laugh love lestappen

love ya 🖤❤️

Denis once again coming into my ask box and gracing me and everyone else with an insight into such a beautiful mind.

Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts, Denis. It makes me so happy when I see your name in my inbox, and every ask you send carries so much meaning. Please don't ever doubt that. ❤️

I'm so sorry to hear that you’re struggling these days. If you ever need to talk, please don't hesitate to come to me. I love you so much and you deserve the whole world. And thank you for sharing your incredible kindness - I'm sure there are going to be people reading this who will definitely relate and appreciate knowing they are not alone. Because they’re not, and neither are you, Denis. Ever. 💕

Fingers crossed for a Lestappen podium despite the rough start to the race! 🤞

#Asks #Lestappen asks #Personal #paint-it-red-and-black #Denis ❤️

[lottiecrabie]

Lottie we will miss you so much!! 💕💕💕I just want you to know how much you inspire me to write ( i think galatea is very underrated because thats perfect) and wish that everything goes well for you!!!

(Im so happy also that you are going to come from time to time, love ya!!!)

it’s crazy to think little old horny me could inspire anyone🤞 the unexpected side effects of smut writing!!! even though i am the Unwritest writer ever, i do always go back to fiction in some way, so i will definitely pop up with a story once in a while lmao.

#thank you friend🤍🤍 #ask

[eundiarys]

It's the season of love! and you know what that means, time to find yourself a valentine! and who better than one of your beloved mutuals? answer these questions, and the mutual with the most mentions your tumblr valentine:

Mutual you can always rely on?

Mutual who never misses a post?

Mutual you share the most interests with?

Mutual you have the most in common with?

Mutual you look up to?

Mutual you'd run away and live in a cottage with?

Spouse material mutual?

Mutual with the best personality?

Mutual that never fails to make you laugh?

Mutual you'd have a crush on if you knew them irl?

Mutual you absolutely cannot live without?

HELLO 🤓 im not that close with all my mutuals but. Yas i’ll do this ty whoever sent it!!

1. mutual you can always rely on? definetly yeni! she’s the only one i text on here and she’s really nice to me ☺️ i wish i could text more of them but i can’t make convos LOL @zuyairus

2. mutual who never misses a post? if you mean my posts then it’s probably @reverbtunes & @haknom they like and interact with my posts a lot and i like dat 😊🫶

3. mutual you share most interests with? my interests on this app is just txt and enhypen :/ but for dramas and stuff? @haknom and diana @ddenoudepression who also loves mitski ^_^ and @yenqa who also loves beabadobee just like me🤞

4. mutual you look up too? POSSIBLY @vuiom her writing is just so so so so 🤍💗💗💗🤍🤍💗

5. spouse material mutual? @ox1-lovesick @ddenoudepression @zuyairus @haknom @yenqa IM BASICALLY JUST TAGGING THE ONES I GET ALONG SO WELL IN FIRST TIME TALKING.. that’s so important to me

6. mutual you’d run away and live in a cottage with? its @vuiom no questions asked

7. mutual with best personality? personally me i really like @hanniluvi aka sophs personality. Don’t ask why i just do

8. mutual who never fails to make you laugh? @reverbtunes WHENEVER THEY IMTERACT WITH MY WORKS i giggle and laugh a lot 😊😊

9. mutual you’d have a crush on if you knew them irl? i don’t know most of them that well 🤔🤔🤔🤔 so

10. mutual you absolutely cannot live without? @zuyairus @haknom who’s gonna be my biggest fans.

#anonymous 🐾 #talk with jules! #jules’s asks 💌

[bluebutlikenotalways]

Or RoseRight in your fav Au? Or in your Trolls Au?

Gods I miss the trolls au!

look at how goofy :(

They're just D':>

Buuuut my favorite au rn is probably the wrestling one ^^

And here's what this is based on before you say I'm just drawing smut

Also! I'm gonna ramble vent under the cut for a bit

Im just really fucking sad and it's no longer funny. Hah! It kinda is because this got serious so quickly XD I moving soon, so I'll be leaving EVERYTHING I know and all my friends and I'm closer to 20 than I am to 10 and FUCK I HATE GROWING UP! I'm sad and scared I I'm worried and I had a breakdown at a stupid party. You know I was never that big a fan of this fandom? I never liked it. I trapped myself in it and I'll always be associated with it because that's what I've been doing with my life for the past three years and what hurts the most about this is I'm not even recognized in it! I can see the community and if I even think about interacting my brain puts me in a choke hold because of what happened last time! The only thing I brought to this was a ship I get death threats over I'm just sick. I've gotten to a point where if someone tries to reach out I'll just block them. I'm thinking about deleting and starting again somewhere else, buuuut at the same time I know I'm not able to put that much effort into anything. Can't even kill myself right, ya know? 😘✌️ I hate doing this. I DO! I do I do I do I do I dooooooooo, but I've seen other people say it makes them feel better. I've been told I'll never feel this stressed again so 🤞 Gonna try walk an 80 k next week so I'll be unstoppable! This did kinda help. Cool :)

#Vent post #Idk what I'm gonna do next #Probably work #Sleep #I'm gonna sleep

[outrunningthedark]

i mean not that i didnt love buck hanging out with hen and denny cause i love buck and hens friendship i just miss the buckley diaz dynamic ya know :((((((

Same! But I will say this is the same shit, different season. Got Buckley-Diaz fam in 5x02, nothing important for the rest of 5A (just Buck and Chris in the background at the Xmas party), and then 5B had the good stuff. Fingers crossed it works out similarly in the spring! 🤞

#anonymous #tina speaks #buddie #buckley-diaz boys

[miyeosin]

Tumblr rlly hates me so my dms don’t work, unfortunately, so I hope you don’t mind me blowin’ up your asks 😭 (and prepare for a long read lol-)

And I get it, life is dull when you can’t breathe in Miyeon content at every second 😔 She’s so gorgeous, who can blame us??

Anywho, the concert was amazing ! They played DUMDi DUMDi first, so my voice was gone from the start 🤞 And Miyeon is even more ethereal in person 💕

And lorrrdddd

My bias Miss Yeh Shuhua !!!

I screeched, basically turned into an eagle—I was so focused on her, I didn’t even look to see my *innocent* best friend’s reaction to it 😭 (I did send her a vid of it beforehand, per her request, so she wouldn’t die in the middle of the Fox Theater lol) But I think she fangirled more during Soyeon’s stage (she’s a helpless Soyeon simp, but still claims to be straight 🤦‍♀️)

Miyeon, Minnie, and Yuqi’s stages… absolutely magical, breathtaking even.

Miyeon is such a princessss

Do I even have to explain why Minnie’s was magical?-

And Song Yuqiiii !! She asked if it could be magic and yes. Yes it was. Absolutely (plus her sparkly dress and guitar was to die for🥰)

The entire show just reminded me of how much of a hopeless lesbian I am lmao 😭

(This is rlly long already, so I’ll send the pics in another, and reveal my super secret real identity too- im sure any of my followers who follow you too 100% know it’s me tho😭)

-Sjar <333

Luv ya ~

no you’re totally fine. i’m so glad you had fun! i wanted to go so bad 😖 kpop likes to announce tour dates like 2/3 months in advance, which, besides the fact that the closest they usually get to me is like 3 hours away, it’s like zero time (for me at least) to prepare to travel if i wanted to go to a show somewhere else

[tristinleighhh]

I'm going to use text to talk for this post because it really hurts to type with my wrists, and I really want to do morning pages instead of scrolling on Facebook as soon as I wake up.

my wrists got messed up in the fall and my left wrist has been really hurting me my right one isn't as bad but it does hurt when I'm on my phone.

anyway, not having a job is really starting to get to me. I feel like a useless piece of shit I'm not understanding why I can't get a job. I get that most places aren't hiring right now but damn I've applied at a lot of places and I've gotten no call backs. I want to go out and apply to more places but there is snow everywhere and the weather has been against me. applying online is stupid, all the posts are like 30 plus days old and there's nowhere that I want to work on there but at this point it seems like I'm going to have to go somewhere I don't want to be and that really sucks. I hope that this week I get a call back from this place called Acova. They said that they were hiring after the first of the year and it's now the third. The host guy was really nice and it's a small indoor place with a big patio and a good menu and I think that it seems like I could fit in there and he liked my resume and the fact that I came in person and I'm going to call them back and see if they want to set up an interview.

I've been saving a change jar forever. Pretty sure the last time that I emptied it was in 2018 when I went hulaween with Matt. I could be wrong but I've been collecting changing there for a while and it was supposed to be for envision. I already took out all my singles and now I'm going to exchange all the change today because my bank account is negative and I need to do a a credit card payment, I've never missed a payment. I feel like I'm already messing up my credit because I have a huge balance. I spent way too much money at the Fillmore but I did have a really good time.

I'm getting really stressed about envision. I'm supposed to be getting $633 a week for unemployment and I haven't gotten anything yet I really hope that I get it soon. I feel like Dan does so much and I've been doing like nothing. I haven't working on some art I finished one piece and I'm working on something else. I'm not going to get distracted today and I'm going to finish this piece. I'm going to clean up the pretty lights hats today and put them up for sale online. I'm going to put my maroon of the trees hat up for sale online. I have no idea what to price the pretty lights hats at but I feel like I could sell them for a good amount of money.

I know I'm just rambling but isn't that the point of morning pages?

Today I'm going to apply for Medicaid also since I lost my health insurance because bitch ass bds...and can't afford another plan. 🤞 It all works out.

I'm honestly so sick of this snow it's really just messing everything up for me. I truly don't even know where else to apply I really don't want to work in some random bigger corporation restaurant.

whatever I'm going to seize the day today, finish straightening up my room so I have a clear space, and I'm going to make sure I hydrate more 💧

open on Facebook yet which is good because that shit rots your fucking brain. I try to follow pages that are cool and informational but I just get random shit and I don't want it. Facebook isn't as fun as it used to be and I'm really going to try to use Tumblr more. I'm going to try to curate my page to just be in nature loving mushroom fairy wonderland.

I'm going to go wash my face brush my teeth and start my day. Today is going to be a good day. I'm going to manifest this job at acova. I'm going to get this job, the job is already mine 🥰 m a n i f e s t.

oh also Lotus New Year's Eve was dope I should post some pictures on here cuz it really was awesome and I want to start sharing my life more on here.

okay well this was refreshing to do and I'm all out of words so see ya.

Signing off 🖖

Triz